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certain_a sign_n of_o approach_a death_n 5._o to_o these_o be_v add_v for_o the_o welcome_v of_o it_o some_o remarkable_a example_n of_o holy_a man_n cheerful_a deportment_n in_o their_o christianly_o depart_v out_o of_o this_o mortal_a life_n to_o hold_v you_o too_o long_o in_o a_o epistle_n be_v not_o proper_a for_o such_o a_o occasion_n as_o this_o and_o therefore_o i_o shall_v draw_v to_o a_o conclusion_n and_o only_o recommend_v it_o and_o all_o you_o my_o good_a friend_n to_o the_o great_a lord_n and_o master_n of_o we_o all_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n who_o be_v the_o propitiation_n for_o our_o sin_n and_o by_o who_o we_o be_v reconcile_v to_o the_o father_n in_o humble_a assurance_n whereof_o i_o remain_v your_o support_a friend_n john_n thorowgood_n kensington_n may_v 1._o 1664._o a_o friendly_a caution_n to_o you_o my_o friend_n that_o i_o shall_v leave_v behind_o do_v i_o bequeath_v this_o gift_n where_o you_o may_v find_v some_o help_n to_o use_v when_o you_o most_o helpless_a be_v so_o to_o make_v it_o have_v be_v my_o earnest_a care_n peruse_v it_o then_o in_o health_n that_o so_o you_o may_v be_v ready_a and_o prepare_v every_o day_n to_o welcome_v he_o that_o be_v call_v the_o king_n of_o fear_n that_o with_o he_o endless_a pain_n or_o comfort_n bear_v then_o take_v it_o in_o good_a part_n and_o read_v and_o pray_v that_o it_o may_v profit_v till_o your_o die_a day_n take_v heed_n betimes_o of_o customary_a sin_n if_o ever_o you_o intend_v heaven_n joy_n to_o win_v let_v not_o your_o bosome-sin_n have_v any_o rest_n let_v it_o not_o lodge_v one_o night_n within_o your_o breast_n take_v heed_n i_o say_v no_o evil_n do_v prevail_v if_o it_o do_v be_v sure_a that_o it_o you_o do_v bewail_v with_o sigh_n and_o tear_n with_o sorrow_n and_o with_o care_n of_o thought_n and_o word_n and_o action_n to_o beware_v here_o pray_v again_o with_o faith_n and_o godly_a fear_n that_o god_n your_o suit_n most_o gracious_o will_v hear_v that_o you_o may_v 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time_n of_o health_n page_n 14_o vii_o meditation_n concern_v sickness_n page_n 16_o viii_o remedy_n against_o sin_n page_n 20_o ix_o meditation_n of_o death_n page_n 21_o x._o resolution_n against_o the_o vexation_n and_o the_o vanity_n of_o the_o world_n page_n 25_o part_n ii_o meditation_n at_o first_o sicken_n i._o a_o prayer_n in_o time_n of_o sickness_n page_n 28_o ii_o concern_v prayer_n page_n 33_o iii_o meditation_n at_o first_o sickening_a page_n 36_o iu_o direction_n and_o consolation_n in_o time_n of_o sickness_n and_o death_n page_n 39_o v._o a_o prayer_n before_o take_v of_o physic_n page_n 42_o vi_o a_o prayer_n before_o physic_n be_v work_a page_n 44_o vii_o six_o meditation_n to_o cure_v the_o fear_n of_o death_n page_n 45_o viii_o rule_v to_o make_v our_o call_v and_o election_n sure_a page_n 50_o ix_o against_o doubt_n of_o god_n mercy_n page_n 52_o x._o read_v of_o chapter_n or_o portion_n of_o scripture_n page_n 55_o part_n iii_o meditation_n at_o grow_v weak_a i._o a_o prayer_n upon_o danger_n of_o death_n page_n 56_o ii_o consolation_n concern_v death_n page_n 60_o iii_o against_o impatience_n in_o sickness_n page_n 63_o iu_o consolation_n in_o the_o lord_n christ_n etc._n etc._n page_n 67_o v._o read_v of_o scripture_n or_o part_n of_o chap._n page_n 69_o vi_o a_o prayer_n where_o friend_n be_v to_o join_v ibid._n vii_o meditation_n upon_o the_o day_n of_o death_n and_o of_o doom_n page_n 72_o viii_o short_a prayer_n upon_o any_o release_n of_o pain_n page_n 75_o ix_o consolation_n against_o pain_n and_o fear_n of_o die_a page_n 77_o x._o ejaculation_n to_o father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n page_n 79_o part_n iu_o meditation_n upon_o certain_a sign_n of_o death_n i._o short_a prayer_n upon_o any_o intermission_n of_o pain_n page_n 81_o ii_o a_o prayer_n to_o be_v use_v by_o friend_n page_n 82_o iii_o question_n with_o answer_n upon_o any_o sign_n of_o die_a page_n 85_o iu_o portion_n of_o scripture_n to_o be_v read_v page_n 87_o v._o more_o question_n and_o answer_n ibid._n vi_o short_a prayer_n upon_o any_o abate_n of_o pain_n page_n 90_o vii_o friend_n to_o help_v with_o short_a ejaculation_n page_n 91_o viii_o more_o of_o these_o short_a ejaculation_n page_n 92_o ix_o a_o prayer_n by_o friend_n at_o leave_v this_o life_n page_n 93_o x._o another_o by_o friend_n at_o yield_v up_o the_o ghost_n page_n 95_o part_n v._o be_v ten_o bless_v example_n of_o holy_a person_n relate_v to_o a_o happy_a passage_n out_o of_o this_o life_n to_o a_o better_a i._o the_o sickness_n and_o death_n of_o the_o earl_n of_o hanaw_n page_n 97_o ii_o the_o last_o word_n of_o mr._n john_n meauty_n page_n 113_o iii_o mrs._n juxons_n life_n and_o death_n page_n 114_o iu_o archbishop_n of_o armagh_n life_n and_o death_n page_n 118_o v._o mr._n rhodes_n his_o life_n and_o death_n page_n 123_o vi_o mrs._n rhodes_n her_o life_n and_o death_n page_n 128_o vii_o dr._n harris_n his_o life_n and_o death_n page_n 133_o viii_o mrs._n scot_n life_n and_o death_n page_n 141_o ix_o mounseur_fw-fr du_fw-fr moulins_n life_n and_o death_n page_n 149_o x._o mr._n crook_n life_n and_o death_n page_n 156_o part_n i._o meditation_n in_o time_n of_o health_n i._o short_a sentence_n to_o mind_v we_o of_o our_o mortality_n nullum_fw-la momentum_fw-la sine_fw-la motu_fw-la ad_fw-la mortem_fw-la quotidie_fw-la morimur_fw-la quotidie_fw-la enim_fw-la demitur_fw-la pars_fw-la aquavitae_fw-la &_o tunc_fw-la quoque_fw-la cum_fw-la crescimus_fw-la vita_fw-la decrescit_fw-la mille_fw-la modis_fw-la morimur_fw-la mortales_fw-la nascimur_fw-la uno_fw-la sunt_fw-la hominum_fw-la morbi_fw-la mille_fw-la sed_fw-la una_fw-la salus_fw-la non_fw-fr est_fw-fr malum_fw-la in_o morte_fw-la nisi_fw-la post_fw-la mortem_fw-la ossa_fw-la arida_fw-la &_o sepulchra_fw-la sunt_fw-la praeceprore_n nostri_fw-la qui_fw-la moritur_fw-la vitiis_fw-la antequam_fw-la
there_o be_v thy_o forbear_n mercy_n whereby_o thou_o do_v wait_v for_o the_o conversion_n of_o foul_a offender_n 3._o there_o be_v thy_o alter_a mercy_n which_o from_o vanity_n and_o vice_n do_v settle_v we_o in_o way_n of_o holiness_n 4._o there_o be_v thy_o embrace_a mercy_n whereby_o thou_o assure_v we_o be_v now_o convert_v of_o thy_o favour_n in_o christ_n jesus_n 5._o there_o be_v thy_o confirm_a mercy_n which_o strengthen_v we_o in_o the_o course_n of_o godliness_n 6._o there_o be_v thy_o comfort_a mercy_n which_o set_v we_o in_o the_o hope_n and_o expectation_n of_o future_a glory_n 7._o there_o be_v thy_o crown_a mercy_n which_o give_v we_o assurance_n and_o full_a possession_n of_o eternal_a happiness_n in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n yea_o lord_n thy_o boundless_a mercy_n do_v every_o where_o and_o every_o way_n and_o every_o day_n most_o gracious_o enlarge_v themselves_o towards_o we_o both_o in_o give_v we_o all_o good_a thing_n and_o in_o forgive_a we_o all_o our_o offending_n but_o yet_o it_o must_v be_v our_o care_n that_o we_o take_v heed_n never_o to_o presume_v upon_o this_o mercy_n but_o to_o have_v this_o sentence_n always_o in_o our_o mind_n and_o memory_n the_o lord_n be_v merciful_a that_o he_o may_v be_v fear_v amen_n so_o be_v it_o iv_o of_o the_o danger_n and_o evil_n of_o sin_n 1._o who_o will_v be_v so_o hardy_a as_o to_o commit_v any_o one_o sin_n if_o he_o do_v at_o all_o consider_v the_o example_n of_o god_n judgement_n for_o sin_n and_o that_o first_o upon_o the_o whole_a world_n which_o he_o have_v make_v 2._o upon_o his_o church_n the_o quintessence_n of_o the_o world_n when_o they_o sin_v in_o the_o wilderness_n 3._o upon_o his_o saint_n the_o quintessence_n of_o his_o church_n as_o david_n his_o belove_a 4._o on_o the_o angel_n in_o heaven_n offend_v 5._o on_o his_o dear_a son_n himself_o when_o he_o take_v our_o sin_n upon_o he_o and_o so_o feel_v the_o bitterness_n of_o god_n justice_n upon_o which_o one_o say_v well_o 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past_a by_o timely_a cleave_v to_o god_n for_o the_o future_a with_o purpose_v and_o practise_v sincerity_n of_o life_n and_o conversation_n 2._o we_o be_v the_o israel_n of_o god_n our_o sin_n be_v the_o egyptian_n that_o keep_v we_o in_o bondage_n let_v we_o pray_v that_o these_o egyptian_n may_v be_v drown_v in_o that_o red_a sea_n and_o wash_v away_o by_o that_o precious_a blood_n of_o jesus_n christ_n 3._o in_o our_o health_n let_v we_o take_v heed_n of_o all_o sin_n for_o sin_n be_v the_o only_a enemy_n to_o christ_n they_o be_v those_o soldier_n that_o apprehend_v he_o those_o tormentor_n that_o scourge_v he_o those_o thorn_n that_o gore_v his_o head_n those_o nail_n that_o pierce_v his_o foot_n that_o spear_n that_o spill_v his_o blood_n that_o cross_n that_o take_v away_o his_o life_n 4._o take_v heed_n for_o he_o that_o do_v not_o repent_v to_o day_n have_v a_o day_n more_o to_o repent_v of_o and_o yet_o a_o day_n less_o to_o repent_v in_o it_o be_v the_o say_n of_o a_o 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which_o be_v evil_a as_o wanton_a discourse_n wander_v thought_n and_o wicked_a company_n and_o indeed_o all_o the_o vanity_n of_o the_o world_n 6._o we_o must_v be_v frequent_a in_o humble_a faithful_a and_o devout_a prayer_n for_o none_o be_v overcome_v by_o a_o temptation_n till_o he_o give_v over_o holy_a constant_a and_o zealous_a pray_v 7._o from_o the_o bottom_n of_o our_o heart_n let_v we_o resolve_v constant_o to_o embrace_v and_o to_o observe_v whatsoever_o be_v find_v to_o be_v the_o will_n of_o god_n yea_o though_o all_o the_o world_n shall_v repine_v and_o persecute_v we_o for_o it_o so_o shall_v our_o duty_n and_o our_o service_n be_v regulate_v by_o precept_n and_o wing_a by_o promise_n 8._o a_o sovereign_a remedy_n it_o will_v prove_v to_o be_v meditate_v at_o all_o hour_n on_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n observe_v careful_o and_o do_v what_o have_v be_v say_v diligent_o et_fw-la in_o aeternum_fw-la non_fw-la peccabis_fw-la ix_o meditation_n of_o death_n the_o high_a delight_n and_o the_o great_a confidence_n that_o be_v in_o man_n can_v shift_v off_o the_o importunate_a and_o the_o violent_a trouble_n of_o this_o adversary_n that_o example_n in_o dan._n 5._o may_v serve_v for_o all_o that_o chaldean_a tyrant_n be_v carouse_v with_o his_o concubine_n sing_v triumphant_a carol_n to_o the_o praise_n of_o his_o carve_a god_n yet_o how_o be_v his_o courage_n abate_v when_o death_n write_v he_o a_o letter_n of_o summons_n now_o no_o music_n no_o pleasant_a move_a jest_n can_v remove_v his_o deep-struck_a melancholy_n o_o death_n how_o imperious_a be_v thou_o to_o carnal_a mind_n some_o do_v fear_n not_o so_o much_o to_o be_v dead_a as_o to_o die_v and_o some_o do_v fear_n not_o so_o much_o to_o die_v as_o to_o be_v dead_a whereas_o the_o true_a christian_n arm_v only_o with_o humble_a confidence_n and_o holy_a believe_v in_o his_o future_a happiness_n can_v comfortable_o encounter_v he_o and_o in_o triumph_n can_v sing_v as_o 1_o cor._n 15.55_o o_o 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