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our_o duty_n be_v to_o take_v knowledge_n of_o his_o glory_n and_o to_o do_v what_o we_o can_v to_o make_v the_o same_o know_v unto_o other_o one_o great_a cause_n of_o undevotion_n and_o coldness_n in_o religion_n be_v the_o not_o consider_v of_o god_n work_n special_o that_o most_o admirable_a work_n of_o redemption_n manifest_v in_o the_o gospel_n psal_n 107.43_o whosoever_o be_v wise_a and_o will_v mark_v these_o thing_n even_o they_o shall_v understand_v the_o love_a kindness_n of_o the_o lord_n 2._o cor._n 3.18_o but_o we_o all_o with_o open_a face_n behold_v as_o in_o a_o glass_n the_o glory_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v change_v into_o the_o same_o likeness_n from_o glory_n to_o glory_n even_o as_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o lord_n 2._o cor._n 4.6_o for_o god_n who_o command_v the_o light_n to_o shine_v out_o of_o darkness_n have_v shine_v in_o our_o heart_n to_o give_v the_o light_n of_o the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n in_o the_o face_n of_o jesus_n christ_n 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