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cause_n can_v be_v so_o great_a as_o the_o greatness_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o yet_o even_o these_o may_v multiply_v when_o i_o most_o lament_v they_o o_o my_o god_n accept_v of_o the_o tear_n which_o i_o shed_v for_o my_o sin_n &_o sanctify_v my_o sorrow_n that_o they_o turn_v not_o into_o offence_n yet_o i_o find_v in_o the_o scripture_n other_o cause_n of_o lament_n 9.17_o 2._o king_n 20.5_o jer_n 9.17_o thus_o the_o almighty_a not_o only_o hear_v the_o prayer_n of_o hezekiah_n but_o see_v his_o tear_n too_o when_o he_o plead_v for_o life_n the_o jew_n be_v command_v to_o call_v for_o the_o mourn_a woman_n to_o make_v haste_n and_o take_v up_o a_o wail_n for_o they_o that_o their_o eye_n may_v run_v down_o with_o tear_n &_o their_o eyelid_n gush_v out_o with_o water_n because_o the_o voice_n of_o wail_v be_v hear_v out_o of_o zion_n the_o destruction_n of_o the_o lewes_z be_v hard_a at_o hand_n thus_o the_o prophet_n eye_n do_v fail_v with_o tear_n 2.11_o lam_n 2.11_o his_o bowel_n be_v trouble_v his_o liver_n be_v pour_v upon_o the_o earth_n for_o tâe_v destruction_n of_o jerusalem_n this_o grief_n arise_v from_o the_o sense_n of_o their_o sorrow_n that_o the_o most_o high_a be_v provoke_v by_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o prople_n what_o the_o jew_n deserâ—ed_v may_v be_v my_o reward_n and_o what_o jerusalem_n expect_v may_v be_v my_o heavy_a doom_n for_o the_o fame_n god_n be_v offend_v with_o i_o and_o my_o sin_n have_v merit_v the_o height_n of_o his_o vengeance_n yet_o the_o more_o i_o sin_n the_o more_o he_o spare'_v expect_v some_o measure_n of_o my_o sorrow_n for_o my_o boundless_a offence_n o_o let_v my_o tear_n be_v he_o by_o a_o gracious_a acceptance_n as_o my_o sin_n be_v make_v his_o by_o his_o father_n imputation_n for_o he_o alone_a who_o weep_v in_o the_o garden_n can_v plead_v my_o atonement_n and_o by_o the_o power_n of_o his_o passion_n restore_v i_o to_o comfort_n incredulity_n in_o part_n do_v trouble_v the_o man_n in_o the_o gospel_n 9.14_o mar_n 9.14_o who_o son_n be_v possess_v with_o a_o devil_n both_o deaf_a and_o dumb_a yet_o he_o cry_v out_o and_o say_v with_o tear_n lord_n i_o believe_v help_v my_o unbelief_n deafness_n i_o find_v do_v hang_v in_o my_o ear_n too_o even_o in_o the_o house_n of_o my_o god_n for_o when_o my_o attention_n be_v require_v to_o the_o word_n which_o distil_v from_o the_o mouth_n of_o the_o preacher_n even_o than_o the_o poison_n of_o the_o serpent_n make_v i_o imitate_v the_o adder_n refuse_v to_o hear_v the_o voice_n of_o the_o charmer_n 5._o ps_n 58.4_o 5._o when_o i_o shall_v counsel_v my_o brethren_n when_o i_o shall_v publish_v the_o truth_n when_o i_o shall_v confess_v my_o sin_n woe_n be_v i_o the_o string_n of_o my_o tongue_n be_v knit_v 3.5_o jam._n 3.5_o the_o door_n of_o my_o lip_n be_v seal_v up_o and_o though_o my_o unruly_a little_a member_n be_v active_a in_o the_o language_n of_o all_o impiety_n yet_o it_o be_v strike_v dumb_a with_o silence_n when_o it_o shall_v publish_v my_o 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for_o your_o sin_n 29_o vers_fw-la 29_o and_o you_o shall_v eat_v the_o flesh_n of_o your_o son_n and_o the_o flesh_n of_o your_o daughter_n shall_v you_o eat_v this_o be_v threaten_v and_o this_o be_v inflict_v the_o sad_a story_n whereof_o be_v obvious_a to_o every_o willing_a eye_n according_a as_o it_o be_v record_v in_o sacred_a writ_n 6.25_o 2._o king_n 6.25_o a_o great_a famine_n there_o be_v in_o samaria_n and_o behold_v they_o besiege_v it_o until_o a_o asse_n head_n be_v sell_v for_o fourscore_o piece_n of_o silver_n and_o a_o four_o part_n of_o a_o kabbe_n of_o dove_n dung_n for_o five_o piece_n of_o silver_n 26_o vers_fw-la 26_o and_o as_o the_o king_n of_o israel_n be_v pass_v by_o upon_o the_o wall_n there_o cry_v a_o woman_n unto_o he_o say_v help_v my_o lord_n 27_o vers_fw-la 27_o o_o king_n and_o he_o say_v if_o the_o lord_n do_v not_o help_v thou_o whence_o shall_v i_o help_v thou_o out_o of_o the_o barn_n floor_n or_o out_o of_o the_o winepress_a and_o the_o king_n 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eye_n shall_v drop_n and_o my_o heart_n shall_v drop_n and_o from_o they_o both_o shall_v issue_v as_o it_o be_v water_n and_o blood_n that_o with_o my_o tear_n i_o may_v wash_v the_o sacrifice_n of_o my_o god_n and_o my_o heart_n may_v be_v make_v a_o accept_a offering_n 7.25_o mat_n 7.25_o yet_o shall_v not_o the_o rain_n descend_v only_o and_o the_o flood_n come_v but_o the_o wind_n also_o shall_v blow_v from_o my_o eye_n shall_v the_o rain_n descend_v and_o the_o flood_n of_o my_o tear_n shall_v come_v and_o then_o from_o my_o heart_n the_o wind_n shall_v blow_v from_o my_o heart_n i_o will_v
and_o my_o petition_n to_o god_n must_v be_v likewise_o upon_o condition_n when_o i_o beg_v of_o he_o but_o temporal_a blessing_n his_o blessing_n descend_v not_o unless_o they_o be_v call_v down_o by_o my_o religious_a obedience_n nor_o may_v i_o pray_v for_o the_o blessing_n which_o concern_v this_o life_n but_o with_o this_o condition_n if_o they_o may_v stand_v with_o his_o pleasure_n in_o his_o power_n it_o be_v to_o grant_v the_o suit_n which_o so_o earnest_o i_o make_v i_o wish_v it_o may_v be_v his_o pleasure_n to_o fulfil_v my_o desire_n barren_a sarai_n be_v promise_v a_o son_n and_o isaak_n be_v bear_v 23_o gen._n 21_o 2.3_o lu._n 1.7_o vers_fw-la 57_o gen._n 29_o 31._o c_o 30.22_o vers_fw-la 23_o though_o zacharias_n and_o elizabeth_n be_v strike_v in_o year_n and_o elizabeth_n be_v barren_a yet_o they_o be_v bless_v with_o john_n the_o baptist._n though_o leah_n be_v hate_v by_o reason_n of_o her_o barrenness_n yet_o we_o read_v that_o the_o lord_n do_v open_v her_o womb_n god_n remember_v rachel_n and_o hearken_v unto_o she_o and_o open_v her_o womb_n and_o she_o conceive_v and_o bear_v a_o son_n and_o say_v god_n have_v take_v away_o my_o reproach_n the_o wife_n of_o manoah_n the_o danite_n be_v barren_a 14_o jud._n 13.2_o vers_fw-la 3._o vers_fw-la 14_o yet_o the_o angel_n of_o the_o lord_n appear_v unto_o she_o and_o say_v unto_o she_o behold_v now_o thou_o be_v barren_a and_o bear_v not_o but_o thou_o shall_v conceive_v and_o bear_v a_o son_n and_o the_o woman_n bear_v a_o son_n &_o call_v his_o name_n samson_n and_o the_o child_n grow_v and_o the_o lord_n bless_v he_o 1.10_o 1._o sam._n 1.10_o barren_a hannah_n be_v in_o bitterness_n of_o soul_n for_o want_n of_o a_o child_n when_o peninnah_n her_o fruitful_a rival_n provoke_v she_o sore_o to_o make_v she_o fret_v 20_o vers_fw-la 6._o vers_fw-la 20_o because_o the_o lord_n have_v shut_v up_o her_o womb_n and_o she_o have_v a_o son_n who_o she_o name_v samuel_n thus_o may_v god_n if_o he_o please_v look_v upon_o my_o reproach_n and_o send_v i_o a_o child_n which_o i_o may_v dedicate_v to_o his_o service_n i_o will_v therefore_o follow_v the_o step_n of_o hannah_n the_o devout_a 15_o vers_fw-la 15_o i_o will_v weep_v with_o she_o and_o i_o will_v fast_o with_o she_o and_o with_o she_o will_v i_o pour_v out_o my_o soul_n before_o the_o lord_n who_o know_v but_o my_o tear_n may_v prevail_v through_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o redeemer_n and_o my_o sob_n and_o sigh_n may_v draw_v down_o a_o blessing_n 30.8_o ps_n 30.8_o on_o my_o knee_n therefore_o will_v i_o go_v unto_o the_o lord_n and_o get_v i_o unto_o my_o lord_n right_o humble_o i_o will_v weep_v and_o pray_v and_o mourn_v and_o pray_v and_o sigh_v and_o pray_v and_o pray_v i_o will_v say_v the_o prayer_n heeavenly_a king_n father_n of_o mercy_n 72.5_o ps_n 72.5_o thou_o who_o take_v i_o out_o of_o my_o mother_n womb_n but_o have_v deny_v unto_o i_o the_o fruit_n of_o i_o vouchsafe_v to_o look_v upon_o the_o reproach_n of_o thy_o servant_n i_o know_v that_o my_o sin_n do_v stop_v the_o current_n of_o thy_o mercy_n but_o it_o be_v thy_o honour_n that_o thou_o be_v a_o forgiver_n of_o offence_n forgive_v my_o sin_n the_o cause_n of_o thy_o curse_n and_o heal_v the_o barrenness_n of_o thy_o despise_a handmaid_n 1.11_o 1._o sam._n 1.11_o o_o lord_n of_o host_n if_o thou_o will_v indeed_o look_v upon_o the_o affliction_n of_o thy_o handmaid_n and_o remember_v i_o and_o not_o forget_v thy_o handmaid_n but_o will_v give_v unto_o thy_o handmaid_n a_o manchild_n then_o i_o will_v give_v he_o unto_o thou_o all_o the_o day_n of_o his_o life_n thou_o know_v that_o i_o be_o a_o woman_n of_o a_o sorrowful_a spirit_n and_o out_o of_o the_o abundance_n of_o my_o complaint_n 16_o vers_fw-la 16_o and_o grief_n do_v i_o pray_v unto_o thou_o send_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o a_o samuël_n even_o such_o a_o child_n as_o i_o have_v ask_v of_o thou_o if_o it_o may_v stand_v with_o the_o pleasure_n of_o thou_o my_o lord_n and_o king_n that_o may_v bring_v honour_n unto_o thou_o and_o comfort_n unto_o thy_o petitioner_n i_o shall_v never_o be_v satisfy_v until_o thou_o hear_v my_o supplication_n 15._o pro._n 30_o 15._o either_o grant_v my_o desire_n or_o arm_v i_o with_o patience_n that_o in_o all_o thing_n i_o may_v serve_v thou_o with_o quietness_n 4.28_o mat_n 4.28_o and_o content_a the_o earth_n thou_o have_v make_v to_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n of_o herself_o and_o it_o be_v as_o easy_a for_o thou_o to_o bless_v i_o with_o increase_n but_o if_o thou_o have_v otherwise_o determine_v in_o thy_o secret_a will_n howsoever_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v never_o conceive_v wickedness_n in_o my_o heart_n 5.4_o act_n 5.4_o to_o who_o thou_o deny_v the_o conception_n of_o a_o child_n 1.15_o jam._n 1.15_o let_v not_o lust_n conceive_v in_o i_o lest_o it_o bring_v forth_o sin_n and_o sin_n when_o it_o be_v finish_v bring_v forth_o death_n say_v unto_o my_o heart_n as_o effectual_o as_o once_o thou_o do_v unto_o the_o figtree_n 11._o mat_n 21_o 19_o gal_n 5.22_o vers_fw-la 23_o heb._n 12_o 11._o let_v no_o such_o fruit_n grow_v on_o thou_o hence_o forth_o for_o ever_o but_o let_v i_o always_o produce_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o spirit_n against_o which_o thy_o apostle_n assure_v i_o that_o there_o be_v no_o law_n let_v this_o thy_o chasten_n yield_v unto_o i_o the_o peaceable_a fruit_n of_o righteousness_n since_o i_o be_o exercise_v therein_o so_o shall_v i_o willing_o submit_v to_o thy_o pleasure_n and_o beseech_v thou_o to_o grant_v i_o comfort_v and_o joy_n in_o that_o bless_a son_n of_o a_o happy_a woman_n even_o jesus_n christ_n my_o only_a lord_n and_o saviour_n amen_n the_o twelve_o subject_n tear_n of_o a_o child-bearing_a woman_n 1_o at_o the_o time_n when_o she_o begin_v to_o fall_v in_o travel_n 2_o after_o her_o delivery_n i_o st_o her_o tear_n when_o she_o begin_v to_o fall_v in_o travel_n the_o soliloquie_n consist_v of_o three_o part_n viz_o 1_o the_o cause_n of_o the_o sorrow_n and_o the_o confidence_n of_o the_o sorrow_n 2_o the_o greatness_n of_o the_o pang_n hazard_n and_o fear_n of_o a_o travel_a woman_n 3_o consolation_n and_o comfort_n for_o a_o woman_n in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o her_o travel_n the_o first_o part_n of_o the_o soliloquie_n treat_v of_o the_o cause_n of_o the_o sorrow_n and_o the_o confidence_n of_o the_o sorrow_n the_o ejaculation_n psal_n 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o give_v ear_n to_o my_o word_n o_o lord_n consider_v my_o meditation_n vers_fw-la 2._o harken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o cry_n my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n for_o unto_o the_o will_v i_o pray_v when_o david_n confess_v his_o actual_a crime_n he_o forget_v not_o the_o guilt_n of_o original_a corruption_n &_o therefore_o he_o profess_v say_v behold_v i_o be_v shape_v in_o iniquity_n 5._o vers_fw-la 5._o and_o in_o sin_n do_v my_o mother_n conceive_v i_o by_o the_o corruption_n of_o nature_n even_o saint_n paul_n himself_o be_v not_o without_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o he_o that_o which_o be_v bear_v of_o the_o flesh_n be_v flesh_n 3.6_o rom_n 7_o 17._o io._n 3.6_o as_o my_o saviour_n himself_o do_v tell_v nicoden_n we_o and_o this_o flesh_n conclude_v we_o all_o to_o be_v carnal_a 14._o rom_n 7_o 14._o and_o sell_v under_o sin_n this_o original_a stain_n be_v the_o ground_n of_o all_o our_o actual_a impiety_n just_o therefore_o be_v the_o birth_n of_o a_o child_n accompany_v with_o the_o torment_n and_o sorrow_n of_o the_o mother_n left_a woman_n shall_v forget_v the_o taste_n of_o the_o apple_n i_o will_v great_o multiply_v thy_o sorrow_n 3.16_o gen_n 3.16_o and_o thy_o conception_n say_v the_o lord_n unto_o eve_n in_o sorrow_n thou_o shall_v bring_v forth_o child_n o_o this_o heavy_a chastisement_n do_v now_o approach_v to_o make_v i_o sensible_a of_o my_o sinful_a beginning_n as_o i_o cause_v the_o tear_n to_o flow_v from_o the_o eye_n of_o my_o groan_a mother_n so_o now_o even_o in_o my_o eye_n do_v they_o likewise_o arise_v through_o the_o pang_n which_o do_v seize_v on_o i_o by_o reason_n of_o my_o babe_n lord_n what_o a_o tremble_a possess_v every_o joint_n of_o i_o and_o when_o i_o hope_v for_o ease_v by_o change_v my_o seat_n or_o lie_v on_o my_o couch_n or_o attempt_v to_o walk_v even_o in_o every_o place_n do_v the_o sharpness_n of_o the_o pain_n increase_v its_o strength_n and_o though_o i_o multiply_v my_o cry_n yet_o my_o anguish_n cease_v not_o o_o what_o miserable_a perplexity_n be_v we_o weak_a and_o sinful_a woman_n involve_v in_o we_o who_o can_v worst_o endure_v be_v most_o afflict_a and_o although_o our_o temper_n and_o constitution_n conclude_v we_o weak_a by_o far_a then_o our_o husband_n
issue_n and_o my_o destroyer_n but_o i_o will_v hope_v for_o better_a and_o i_o will_v pray_v for_o better_a for_o i_o have_v a_o good_a and_o a_o merciful_a god_n in_o who_o i_o will_v trust_v to_o he_o i_o will_v fly_v both_o for_o remission_n comfort_n and_o succour_v i_o know_v that_o he_o be_v offend_v with_o the_o sinful_a progeny_n of_o my_o corrupt_a heart_n 1.16_o exit_fw-la 1.16_o but_o to_o appease_v he_o i_o will_v destroy_v they_o all_o as_o the_o midwife_n be_v command_v to_o do_v by_o the_o hebrew_n male_n 137.9_o ps_n 137.9_o i_o will_v gain_v happiness_n by_o such_o a_o execution_n as_o be_v require_v upon_o the_o daughter_n of_o babylon_n for_o i_o will_v take_v they_o and_o dash_v they_o both_o the_o great_a and_o the_o little_a one_o against_o the_o stone_n or_o if_o that_o will_v not_o destroy_v they_o i_o will_v use_v they_o as_o the_o almighty_a do_v the_o chariott_n and_o the_o boast_n of_o pharaoh_n i_o will_v cast_v they_o into_o the_o sea_n 1._o exit_fw-la 15.4_o vers_fw-la 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o and_o the_o depth_n shall_v cover_v they_o the_o sea_n shall_v be_v my_o tear_n in_o which_o i_o will_v sink_v they_o so_o deep_a even_o the_o horse_n and_o his_o rider_n the_o heart_n that_o have_v conceive_v and_o the_o sin_n that_o have_v be_v bear_v that_o they_o shall_v never_o rise_v again_o or_o if_o this_o yet_o will_v not_o suffice_v 4._o vers_fw-la 4._o i_o will_v use_v they_o as_o the_o lord_n do_v the_o choose_a captain_n of_o the_o king_n i_o will_v drown_v they_o in_o the_o red_a sea_n even_o in_o the_o blood_n of_o my_o bless_a reedemer_n where_o they_o shall_v be_v sink_v so_o deep_a that_o it_o shall_v be_v quite_o forget_v that_o ever_o they_o be_v thus_o shall_v my_o god_n be_v appease_v and_o shall_v visit_v i_o in_o love_n so_o that_o i_o shall_v not_o need_v to_o fear_v when_o my_o throw_n increase_v because_o i_o will_v depend_v on_o the_o rock_n of_o my_o salvation_n i_o will_v resolve_v with_o confidence_n and_o a_o settle_a mind_n that_o although_o he_o slay_v i_o 13.15_o job_n 13.15_o yet_o will_v i_o put_v my_o trust_n in_o his_o mercy_n and_o i_o be_o assure_v that_o he_o will_v send_v i_o a_o happy_a issue_n to_o my_o trial_n and_o affliction_n part_n 2_o the_o second_o part_n of_o the_o soliloquie_n treat_v of_o the_o greatness_n of_o the_o pang_n hazard_n and_o fear_n of_o a_o travel_a woman_n saint_n john_n in_o the_o apocalypse_v tell_v we_o 1._o rev._n 12_o 1._o that_o there_o appear_v a_o great_a wonder_n in_o heaven_n a_o woman_n clothe_v with_o the_o sun_n and_o the_o moon_n be_v under_o her_o foot_n and_o upon_o her_o head_n be_v a_o crown_n of_o twelve_o star_n 2._o vers_fw-la 2._o and_o she_o be_v with_o child_n cry_v traveâ—ing_v in_o birth_n and_o pain_v to_o be_v deliver_v that_o woman_n be_v the_o church_n style_v a_o woman_n both_o because_o she_o be_v fruitful_a and_o by_o reason_n of_o her_o subjection_n to_o christ_n her_o husband_n the_o moon_n be_v under_o her_o foot_n the_o pomp_n and_o prosperity_n of_o the_o world_n be_v place_v far_o beneath_o her_o affection_n her_o crown_n of_o star_n be_v the_o twelve_o apostle_n this_o woman_n this_o church_n be_v with_o child_n she_o conceave_v by_o faith_n she_o cry_v out_o in_o her_o devotion_n she_o be_v pain_v in_o her_o sorrow_n and_o several_a affliction_n and_o she_o be_v deliver_v when_o her_o child_n be_v receive_v into_o glory_n if_o saint_n john_n do_v liken_v her_o pang_n unto_o the_o pinch_a throw_n of_o a_o travel_a woman_n it_o must_v needs_o be_v imagine_v that_o her_o pain_n be_v grievous_a oh_o i_o feel_v i_o feel_v what_o her_o torment_n be_v resemble_v unto_o such_o pain_n do_v now_o begin_v gin_n to_o seize_v on_o i_o as_o the_o great_a in_o the_o world_n have_v be_v describe_v by_o these_o 13.21_o jer._n 13.21_o such_o be_v threaten_v to_o judah_n shall_v not_o sorrow_n take_v thou_o as_o a_o woman_n in_o travel_n such_o to_o lebanon_n o_o inhabitant_n of_o lebanon_n 12.23_o c_o 12.23_o that_o make_v thy_o nest_n in_o the_o cedar_n how_o gracious_a shall_v thou_o be_v when_o pang_n come_v upon_o thou_o the_o pain_n as_o of_o a_o woman_n in_o travel_n such_o to_o babylon_n 13.6_o be_v 13.6_o howle_v you_o for_o the_o day_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v at_o hand_n it_o shall_v come_v as_o a_o destruction_n from_o the_o almighty_a therefore_o shall_v all_o hand_n be_v faint_a 7._o vers_fw-la 7._o and_o every_o man_n heart_n shall_v melt_v and_o they_o shall_v be_v afraid_a 8._o vers_fw-la 8._o they_o shall_v be_v inpaine_n 48.41_o jer_n 48.41_o kerioth_n be_v take_v and_o the_o strong_a hold_n be_v surprise_v and_o the_o mighty_a man_n heart_n in_o moab_n at_o that_o day_n shall_v be_v as_o the_o heart_n of_o a_o woman_n in_o her_o pang_n such_o to_o edome_n 49.22_o c_o 49.22_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o mighty_a man_n of_o edome_n shall_v be_v as_o the_o heart_n of_o a_o woman_n in_o her_o pang_n such_o to_o ephraim_n 13._o hos_fw-la 13_o 12._o vers_fw-la 13._o the_o iniquity_n of_o ephraim_n be_v bind_v up_o his_o sin_n be_v hide_v the_o sorrow_n of_o a_o travel_a woman_n shall_v come_v upon_o he_o and_o such_o to_o the_o ungodly_a when_o our_o saviour_n shall_v come_v in_o the_o cloud_n when_o they_o shall_v say_v 5.3_o 1._o thes_n 5.3_o peace_n and_o safety_n then_o sudden_a destruction_n come_v upon_o they_o as_o travail_v upon_o a_o woman_n with_o child_n and_o they_o shall_v not_o escape_v such_o as_o these_o be_v inflict_v on_o those_o king_n that_o be_v assemble_v and_o pass_v by_o the_o city_n of_o the_o great_a king_n on_o the_o north_n side_n of_o the_o mountain_n of_o holiness_n 48.6_o ps_n 48.6_o fear_n take_v hold_v upon_o they_o there_o and_o pain_n as_o of_o a_o woman_n in_o travail_n such_o on_o zion_n we_o have_v hear_v the_o fame_n thereof_o 6.24_o jer._n 6.24_o our_o hand_n wanâ—_n feeble_a anguish_n have_v take_v hold_n of_o we_o and_o pain_n as_o of_o a_o woman_n in_o travail_n 4.31_o c_o 4.31_o and_o again_o i_o have_v hear_v a_o 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