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these_o my_o groan_n in_o confession_n testify_v how_o much_o i_o dislike_v and_o loathe_v myself_o thou_o thereby_o become_v so_o much_o the_o more_o splendent_a and_o beauteous_a and_o amiable_a unto_o i_o so_o much_o the_o more_o love_v and_o long_v for_o by_o i_o that_o so_o i_o may_v be_v ashamed_a of_o myself_o and_o throw_v away_o myself_o and_o make_v choice_n of_o thou_o and_o seek_v neither_o to_o please_v thou_o nor_o myself_o for_o i_o but_o only_o for_o thy_o sake_n therefore_o o_o lord_n though_o always_o manifest_a and_o disclose_v to_o thou_o i_o be_o whatever_o i_o be_o yet_o not_o without_o fruit_n do_v i_o confess_v unto_o thou_o as_o be_v show_v before_o which_o confession_n of_o i_o to_o thou_o be_v act_v not_o with_o the_o word_n of_o my_o flesh_n and_o outward_a sound_n but_o with_o the_o word_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o the_o loud_a cry_n of_o my_o thought_n which_o thy_o ear_n only_o discern_v where_o in_o what_o thing_n i_o be_o evil_a my_o confession_n to_o 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