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and_o the_o assurance_n thereof_o be_v indeed_o a_o cordial_n that_o will_v revive_v when_o none_o other_o can_v nor_o will_v none_o to_o that_o this_o be_v the_o very_a life_n of_o our_o life_n the_o light_n of_o our_o day_n the_o â—un_v of_o our_o firmament_n the_o spring_n of_o our_o year_n the_o joy_n of_o our_o heart_n the_o solace_n of_o our_o soul_n the_o strength_n comfort_n and_o support_v of_o our_o spirit_n the_o mercy_n of_o mercy_n the_o blessing_n of_o blessing_n so_o much_o better_a than_o life_n that_o life_n itself_o without_o it_o be_v no_o better_a than_o death_n but_o this_o be_v life_n even_o in_o death_n and_o hence_o the_o prophet_n david_n pray_v for_o this_o for_o his_o cordial_n and_o comfort_n psal_n 119.76_o let_v i_o pray_v thou_o thy_o merciful_a kindness_n be_v for_o my_o comfort_n etc._n etc._n and_o this_o be_v the_o cordial_a and_o comfort_n of_o this_o bless_a saint_n now_o in_o heaven_n in_o all_o her_o trial_n and_o affliction_n while_o here_o 3._o 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that_o seek_v the_o lord_n shall_v not_o want_v any_o good_a thing_n isa_n 40.11_o he_o shall_v gather_v the_o lamb_n with_o his_o arm_n and_o carry_v they_o in_o his_o bosom_n etc._n etc._n verse_n 29_o he_o give_v power_n to_o the_o faint_a and_o to_o they_o that_o have_v no_o might_n he_o increase_v strength_n etc._n etc._n i_o be_o much_o comfort_v with_o that_o promise_n isa_n 43.25_o and_o i_o will_v even_o live_v upon_o it_o i_o even_o i_o be_o he_o that_o blot_v out_o thy_o transgression_n for_o my_o own_o sake_n and_o will_v not_o remember_v thy_o sin_n etc._n etc._n there_o be_v two_o place_n of_o scripture_n which_o do_v more_o especial_o much_o run_v in_o her_o mind_n of_o late_a and_o be_v very_o comfort_v to_o she_o one_o be_v 1_o cor._n 15.55_o o_o death_n where_o be_v thy_o sting_n o_o grave_n where_o be_v thy_o victory_n &_o c_o verse_n 57_o but_o thanks_o be_v to_o god_n who_o give_v we_o the_o victory_n through_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n the_o other_o job_n 19.25_o 26_o 27_o for_o i_o know_v that_o my_o redeemer_n live_v and_o that_o he_o shall_v stand_v at_o the_o latter_a day_n upon_o the_o earth_n and_o though_o after_o my_o skin_n worm_n destroy_v this_o body_n yet_o in_o my_o flesh_n shall_v i_o see_v god_n who_o i_o shall_v see_v for_o myself_o and_o my_o eye_n shall_v behold_v and_o not_o another_o though_o my_o reins_o be_v consume_v within_o i_o these_o word_n be_v very_o refresh_v to_o she_o and_o be_v the_o word_n discourse_v of_o by_o dr._n jacomb_n at_o her_o funeral_n though_o it_o be_v propound_v to_o she_o she_o acknowledge_v her_o great_a unworthiness_n that_o any_o such_o thing_n shall_v be_v do_v for_o she_o but_o it_o may_v she_o say_v do_v good_a to_o the_o live_n those_o word_n especial_o who_o i_o shall_v see_v for_o myself_o and_o my_o eye_n shall_v behold_v and_o not_o another_o she_o often_o repeat_v and_o be_v much_o comsort_v by_o for_o myself_o for_o myself_o and_o bless_a be_v god_n now_o she_o see_v god_n for_o herself_o even_o for_o herself_o and_o be_v in_o the_o actual_a possession_n of_o that_o blessedness_n of_o which_o the_o contemplation_n be_v so_o sweet_a to_o she_o here_o she_o be_v now_o see_v god_n in_o heaven_n in_o her_o soul_n and_o though_o after_o her_o skin_n worm_n destroy_v her_o body_n yet_o she_o also_o shall_v in_o due_a time_n her_o body_n be_v raise_v see_v god_n in_o her_o flesh_n for_o herself_o and_o her_o eye_n shall_v behold_v and_o not_o another_o though_o her_o reins_o be_v consume_v within_o she_o but_o her_o soul_n be_v now_o at_o present_a enjoy_v that_o vision_n indeed_o she_o behold_v man_n no_o more_o here_o with_o the_o inhabitant_n of_o the_o world_n as_o hezekiah_n speak_v isa_n 38_o 11_o neither_o see_v she_o any_o more_o her_o near_a and_o dear_a relation_n but_o she_o see_v a_o far_o better_a sight_n she_o see_v and_o enjoy_v god_n and_o shall_v do_v so_o for_o ever_o and_o so_o be_v now_o in_o the_o participation_n of_o the_o comfort_n wrap_v 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