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pray_v that_o god_n will_v may_v be_v do_v and_o not_o i_o 22._o see_v her_o parent_n still_o very_o much_o move_v she_o further_o argue_v with_o they_o from_o the_o providence_n of_o god_n which_o have_v a_o special_a hand_n in_o every_o common_a thing_n much_o more_o in_o the_o disposal_n of_o the_o life_n of_o man_n and_o woman_n be_v not_o two_o sparrow_n sell_v for_o a_o farthing_n and_o not_o one_o of_o they_o fall_v to_o the_o ground_n without_o our_o heavenly_a father_n yea_o the_o hair_n of_o our_o head_n be_v all_o number_v therefore_o fear_v not_o you_o be_v of_o more_o value_n than_o many_o sparrow_n adversity_n and_o prosperity_n they_o be_v both_o good_a some_o thing_n seem_v evil_a in_o our_o eye_n but_o the_o lord_n turn_v all_o to_o the_o good_a of_o they_o which_o be_v he_o 23._o she_o come_v then_o to_o speak_v particular_o concern_v the_o plague_n do_v not_o say_v she_o the_o pestilence_n come_v from_o god_n why_o else_o do_v the_o scripture_n say_v shall_v there_o 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