that they may know themselves the better and because sometimes corruption is weckned not onely by smothering but by having a vent whereupon grace stiâ—… up in the soule a fresh hatred and râ—…venge against it and lets us see a necessity of hauing whole Christ not onely to pardon sinne but to purge and cleanse our sinfull natures But yet that which is ill in it selfe must not be done for the good that comes by it by accident this must be a comfort after 〈◊〉 surprisalls not an encouragement before 5. And because the divine natâ—… wrought in us by divine truth together with the Spirit of God is the onely counter-poyson against all sinne and whatsoever is contrary to God in us therefore wee should labour that the truth of God may bee grafted in 〈◊〉 hearts that so all the powers of our soules may rellish of it that there may be a sweet agreement betwixt the soule and all things that are spirituall that truth being ingrafted in our hearts we may be ingrafted into Christ and grow up in him and put him on more and more and be changed into his likenesse Nothing in heaven or earth will worke out corruption and change our dispositions but the spirit of Christ clothing divine truths with a divine power to this purpose 6. When corruption rises pray it downe as S. Paul did and to strengthen thy prayer claime the promise of the new couenant that God would circumcise our hearts and wash us with cleane water that hee would write his law in our hearts and give us his holy spirit when we begge it And looke upon Christ as a publique fountaine open for Iudah and Ierusalem to wash in Herein consists our comfort 1. that Christ hath all fulnesse for us and that our nature is perfect in him 2. That Christ in our nature hath satisfied divine justice not onely for the sinne of our lives but for the sinne of our nature And 3. that hee will never give over untill by his spirit hee hath made our nature holy and pure as his owne till hee hath taken away not onely the reigne but the very life and being of sinne out of our hearts 4. That to this end he leaves his Spirit and truth in the Church to the end of the world that the seed of the Spirit may subdue the seed of the serpent in us and that the Spirit may be a never-failing spring of all holy thoughts desires and endeavoâ—… in us and dry up the contrary issue and spring of corrupt nature And Christians must remember when they are much annoyed with their corruptions that it is not their particular case alone but the condition of all Gods people least they be discouraged by looking on the ugly deformed visage of old Adam which affrighteth some so farre that it makes them think No mans nature is so vile 〈◊〉 theirs which were well if it tended to humiliation onely but Sathan often abuseth it towards discouragement and desperation Many out of a misconceit think that corruption is greatest when they feele it most whereas indeed the lesse wee see it and lament it the more it is Sighes and groanes of the soule are like the pores of the body out of which in diseased persons sicke humours breake forth and so become lesse The more we see and grieve for pride which is as immediate issue of our corrupted nature the lesse it is because wee see it by a contrary grace the more sight the more hatred the more hatred of sinne the more love of grace and the more love the more life which the more lively it is the more it is sensible of the contrary upon every discovery and conflict corruption loses some ground and grace gaines upon it CAP. XIII Of imagination sinne of it and remedies for it §. 1. ANd amongst all the faculties of the soule Most of the disquiet and 〈◊〉 necessary trouble of our lives arises from the vanity and ill government of that power of the soule which we 〈◊〉 imagination and opinion bordering betweene the senses and our understanding which is nothing else but a shallow apprehension of good or evillâ—…en â—…en from the senses Now because 〈◊〉 good or evill things agree or disagree to the senses and the life of sense is 〈◊〉 us before the use of reason and the delights of sense are present and pleasing and sutable to our natures thereupâ—… the imagination setteth a great price upon sensible good things and the judgement it selfe since the fall untill it hath an higher light and strength yeeldeth to our imagination hence it coâ—… to passe that the best things if they bee attended with sensible inconveniences as want disgrace in the world and such like are misjudged for evill things and the very worst things if they bee attended with respect in the world and sensible contentments are imagined to be the greatest good which appeares not so much in mens words because they are ashamed to discover their hidden folly and a theisme but the lives of people speake as much in that particular choise which they make Many there are who thinke it not onely a vaine but a dangerous thing to serve God and a base thing to bee awed with religious respects they count the waies that Gods people take no better then madnesse and that course which GOD takes in bringing men to heaven by a plaine publishing of heavenly truths to bee nothing but foolishnesse and those people that regard it are esteemed as the Pharisees esteemed them that heard Christ ignorant base and despicable persâ—… Hence arise all those false preâ—…dice against the wayes of holinesse as they in the Acts were shy in entertaining the truth because it was a way every where spoken against The doctrine of the Crosse hath the crosse alwayes following it which imagination counteâ—… the most odious and bitter thing in the world This imagination of ours is become the seat of vanity and thereupon of vexation to us because it apprehendâ—… greater happinesse in outward goâ—…d things then there is and a greater miserie in outward evill things then indeed there is and when experience shewes us that there is not that good in those things which wee imagine to bee but contrarily we find much evill in them which wee never expected hereupon the soule cannot but be troubled The life of many men and those not the meanest is almost nothing else but a fancie that which chiefly sets their wits a work and takes up most of their time is how to please their owne imagination which setteth up an excellency within it selfe in comparison of which it despiseth all true excellencie and those things that are of most necessary consequence indeed Hence springs ambition and the vaine of being great in the world hence comes an unmeasurable desire of abounding in those things which the world esteemes highly of there is in us naturally a competition and desire of being equall or above
putting man out of the power and possession of himselfe and therefore David here when he had thoughts of praising God was faine to take up the quarrell betwixt him and his soule first Praising sets all the parts and graces of the soule aworke and therefore the soule had need gather it selfe and its strength together to this duty It requires especially selfe-denyall from a conscience of our own wants weaknesses and unworthinesse it requires a giving up of our selves and all ours to be at Gods dispose the very ground and the fruit which it yeelds are both Gods and they never gave themselves truly up to God that are not ready to give all they have to him whensoever he calls for it thankfulnesse is a sacrifice and in sacrifices there must be killing before offering otherwise the sacrifice will be as the offering up of some uncleane creature thanksgiving is 〈◊〉 Incense and there must be fire to â—…rne that Incense thanksgiving requires not onely affections but the heat of affections there must be some assuâ—…ce of the benefit wee praise God â—…or and it is no easie matter to maintaine assurance of our interest in the best things Yet in this case if we feele not sense of assorance it is good we should praise God for what we have we cannot deny but God offers himselfe in mercy to us and that he intends our good thereby for so wee ought to construe his mercifull dealing towards us and not have him in jealousie without ground if we being our hearts to be willing to praise God for that wee cannot but acknowledge comes from him hee will be ready in his time to shew himselfe more clearely to us we taste of his goodnesse â—…ny wayes and it is accompanied with much patience and these in their natures leade us not onely to repentance but likewise to thankfull acknowledgement and wee ought to follow that which God leades us unto though hee hath not yet acquainted us with his secrets It is good in this case to help the soule with a firm resolution and to back resolution with a vowe not onely in generall that we will praise but particularly of something within our owne power provided it prove no snare to us For by this meanes the heart is perfectly gayned and the thing is as good as done in regard of Gods acceptance and our comfort because strong resolutions discover sincerity without any hypocriticall reservation and hollownesse Alwayes so much sincerity as a man hath so much will his inward peace be Resolution as a strong streame beares downe all before it little good is done in Religion without this and with it all is as good as done So soone as we set upon this worke wee shall feele our spirits to rise higher and higher as the waters in the Sanctuary as the soule growes more and more heated see how David riseth by degrees Be glad in the Lord and then rejoyce ye righteous and then showt for ioy 〈◊〉 yee that are upright in heart the spirit of God will delight to carry us along â—…n this duty untill it leaves our spirits in heaven praising God with the Saintsâ—…d â—…d glorious Angels there to him that â—…h and useth it shall be given hee that â—…weth God aright will honour him by trusting of him hee that honours â—…m by trusting him will honour him by praying and he that honours him by prayer shall honour him by praises hee â—…at honours him by praises here shall perfect his praises in heaven and this will quit the labour of setting and keeâ—…ing the soule in tune this trading with God is the richest trade in the world when we returne praises to him 〈◊〉 returnes new favours to us and so an everlasting ever-encreasing intercourse betwixt God and the soule is maintained David here resolved to praise God â—…use hee had assurance of such a deâ—…rance as would yeeld him a â—…ound of praising him Praising of God may well be called â—…ense because as it is sweet in it selfe and sweet to God so it sweetens all that comes from us Love and Ioy are sweet in themselves though those whom wee love and joy in should not know of our affection nor returne the like but wee cannot love and joy in God but hee will delight in us when we neglect the praising of God we lose both the comforts of Gods love and our owne too It is a spirituall judgement to want oâ—… lose the sight or sense of Gods favours for it is a sign of want of spirituall life or at least livelinesse it shewes wee are not yet in the state of those whom God hath chosen to set forth the riches of his glory upon When we consider that if we answer not kindnesse and favour shewed unto us by men we are esteemed unworthy of respect as having sinned against the bond of humane society and love wee cannot but much more take shame to our selves when wee consider the disproportion of our carriage and unkind behaviour towards God when in stead of being temples of his praise wee become graves of his benefits what a vanity is this in our nature to stand upon exactnesse of justice in answering petty curtesies of men and yet to passe by the substantiall favours of God without scarce taking notice of them the best breeding is to acknowledge greatest respects where they are most due and to think that if unkindnesse and rudenesse be a sinne in civility it is much more in Religion the greatest danger of unthankfulnesse is in the greatest matter of all if wee arrogate any spirituall strength to our selves in spirituall actions wee commit either sacriledge in robbing God of his due or mockerie by praising him for that which we hold to be of our selves if injustice be to be condemned in man much more in denying God his due Religion being the first due It takes much from thankfulnesse when we have common conceits of peculiar favours praise is not comely in the mouth of fooles Godloves no blind sacrifice We should therefore have wisdome and judgement not onely to know upon what grounds to be thankfull but in what order by discerning what be the best and first favours whence the rest proceed and which adde a worthiness to all the rest it is good to see blessings as they issue from grace and mercy It much commends any blessing to see the love and favour of God in it which is more to be valued then the blessing it selfe as it much commends any thing that comes from us when we put a respect of thankfulnesse and love to God upon it and if we observe we shall find the unkindnesse of others to us is but a correction of our unkindnesse to God In praising God it is not good to delay but take advantage of the freshnesse of the blessing what we adde to delay we take from thankfulnesse and withall lose the prime and first fruits of our affections It is
advenâ—…re we may well looke for a returne 2. It is a signe God hath heard our prayers when hee stirres up thankfulâ—…e aforehand upon assurance thankfulnesse cannot be without either the â—…ce of God by which we are thankâ—…ll or some taste of the things we are thankfull for God often accepts the prayer when hee doth not grant the thing and will give us thereby occasion of thanksgiving for his wise care in changing one blessing for another fitter for us God regards my prayers when 〈◊〉 prayer my heart is wrought to that frame which he requires that is an humble subjection to him from an acknowledgement of my wants and his fulnesse There is nothing stirred up in our hearts by the Spirit no not so much as a gracious desire but God will answer it if we have a spirit to waite 3. We may know God hath accepted our prayer wheÌ„ he makes the way easie plain after prayer by a gracious providence when the course of things begin to change and we meete with comforts in stead of former crosses and finde our hearts quieted and encouraged against what we most feared 4. Likewise earnestnesse in prayer is a signe God heares our prayers as fire kindled from heaven sheweth God accepts the sacrifice the ground of prevailing by our prayer is that they are put up in a gracious name and for persons in favour and dictated by Gods owne spirit they work in the strength of the blessed Trinity not their owne giving God the glory of all his excellencies It is Gods direction to call upon him in trouble it is his promise to deliver and then both his direction and promise that we shall glorifie him When troubles stirre up prayer Gods answer to them will stirre up praises David when 〈◊〉 saith I shall praise God presupposes â—…d would deliver him that he might â—…ve ground of praising his name And 〈◊〉 knew God would deliver him beâ—…use as from faith he had prayed for deliverance so hee knew it was the order of Gods dealing to revive after drooping and refresh after fainting God knowes otherwise that our spirits would faile before him A thankfull disposition is a speciall â—…lp in an afflicted condition for thankfulnesse springs from love and love rejoyâ—… in suffering Thankfulnesse raises â—…e soule higher then it selfe it is a traâ—…g with God whereby as we by him â—…o be gaines by us Therefore the Saints â—…d this as a motive to God that hee would grant their desires because the â—…ing praise him and not the dead If God expect praise from us sure he will â—…t us into a condition of praise Unthankfulnesse is a sinne detestable â—…th to God and men and the lesse puâ—…hment it receives from humane lawes the more it is punished inwardâ—… by secret shame and outwardly by publique hatred if once it prove notorious When Gods arrests come forth foâ—… denying him his tribute he chiefly eyeâ—… an unthankfull heart and hates all sinne the worse as there is more unthankfulnesse in it the neglect of kindnesse is taken most unkindly Why should we load God with injuries that loadeth uâ—… with his blessings who would requiâ—…e good with evill Such mens mercies will prove at last so many inditements against them I beseech you therefore labour to be men of praises If in any duty wee may expect assistance we may in this that altogether concernes Gods glory the more we praise God the more we shall praise him When God by grace enlarges the will he intends to give the deede Gods children wherein their wilâ—… are conformable to Gods will are sure to have them fulfilled In a fruitfull ground a man will sow his best seed God intends his owne glory in every mercy and he that praises him glorifies him When our wills therefore cary us 〈◊〉 that which God wills above all wee â—…y well expect he will satisfie our deâ—…es The living God is a living founâ—…ine never drawne dry he hath never â—…one so much for us but hee can and will doe more If there be no end of our praises there shall be no end of his goodnesse no way of thriving like to 〈◊〉 By this meanes we are sure never 〈◊〉 be very miserable how can he bee dejected that by a sweet communion with God sets himselfe in heaven nay â—…keth his heart a kinde of heaven A Temple a holy of holies wherein Incense 〈◊〉 offered unto God It is the sweetest â—…anch of our Priestly office to offer â—…p these daily sacrifices It is not only â—…e beginning but a further entrance 〈◊〉 our heaven upon earth and shall bee â—…e day our whole imployment for eâ—…r Praise is a just and due tribute for all â—…s blessings for what else especially â—…e the best favours of God call for at â—…r hands How doe all creatures â—…aise God but by our mouthes It is a debt alwayes owing and alwayes paying and the more we pay the more we shall owe upon the due discharge of this debt the soule will finde much peace A thankfull heart to God for his blessings is the greatest blessing of all Were it not for a few gracious soules what honour should God have of the rest of the unthankfull world which should stirre us up the more to be trumpets of Gods praises in the midst of his enemies because this in some sort hath a prerogative above our praising God in heaven for there God hath no enemies to dishonour him This is a duty that none can except against because it is especially a work of the heart All cannot shew their thankfulnesse in giving or doing great matters but all may expresse the willingnesse of their hearts All within 〈◊〉 may praise his holy name though wee have little or nothing without us and that within us is the thing God chiefly requires Our heart is the Altar on which wee offer this Incense God lookes not to quantity but to proporâ—…ion he accepts a mite where there is â—…o more to be had But how shall we be enabled to this great â—…y Enter into a deep consideration of Gods â—…rs past present and to come think of the greatnesse and suteablenesse of them 〈◊〉 our condition the seasonablenesse â—…d necessity of them every way unto 〈◊〉 Consider how miserable our life â—…re without them even without â—…mon favours but as for spirituall â—…ours that make both our naturall â—…d civill condition comfortable our â—…y life were death our light were â—…nesse without these In all favours â—…ke not of them so much as Gods â—…cy and love in Christ which sweeâ—… them Thinke of the freenesse of 〈◊〉 love and the smallnesse of thy own â—…rts How many blessings doth God â—…tow upon us above our deserts yea â—…e our desires nay above our very â—…ghts He had thoughts of love to 〈◊〉 when wee had no thoughts of our â—…es What had we been if God had not been good unto us How many blessings hath
time prisoner under Charles the fifth was demanded what upheld him all that time Who answered that hee felt the divine comforts of the Martyrs there be divine comforts which are felt under the Crosse and not at other times Besides personall troubles there are many much dejected with the present state of the Church seeing the blood of so many Saints to be shed and the enemies oft to prevaile but God hath stratagems as Joshua at Ay he seemes sometimes to retire that he may come upon his enemies with the greater advantage the end of all these troubles will no doubt be the ruine of the Antichristian faction and we shall see the Church in her more perfect beauty when the enmies shall be in that place which is fittest for them the lowest that is the footstoole of Christ the Church as it is highest in the favour of God so it shall be highest in it selfe The mountaine of the Lord shall bee exalted above all mountaines In the worst condition the Church hath two faces One towards heaven and Christ which is alwaies constant and glorious Another toward the world which is in appearance contemptible and changeable But God will in the end give her beauty for ashes and glory double to her shame and she shall in the end prevaile in the meane time the power of the enemies is in Gods hand The Church of God conquers when it is conquered even as our Head Christ did who overcame by patience as well as by power Christs victory was upon the Crosse. The Spirit of a Christian conquers when his person is conquered The way is in stead of discouragement to search al the promises made to the Church in these latter times and to turne them into prayers and presse God earnestly for the performance of them Then we shall soone find God both cursing his enemies and blessing his people out of Zion by the faithfull prayers that ascend up from thence In all the promises we should have speciall recourse to God in them In all storms there is Sea roome enough in the infinite goodness of God for faith to be carried with full saile And it must be remembred that in all places where God is mentioned we are to understand God in the promised Messiah typified out so many waies unto us And to put the more vigor into such places in the reading of them we in this latter age of the Church must thinke of God shining upon us in the face of Christ and our Father in him If they had so much confidence in so little light it is a shame for us not to be confident in good things when so strong a light shines round about us when we professe we beleeve a crowne of righteousnesse is laid up for all those that love his appearing Presenting these things to the soul by faith setteth the soule in such a pitch of resolution that no discouragements are able to seise upon it We faint not saith S. Paul wherefore doth he not faint because these light and short afflictions procure an exceeding weight of glory Luther when he saw Melancthon a godly learned man too much dejected for the state of the Church in those times fals a chiding of him as David doth here his own soule I strongly hate those miserable cares saith he whereby thou writest thou art even spent It is not the greatnesse of the cause but the greatnesse of the incredulity If the cause be false let us revoke it If true why doe wee make God in his rich promises a lyar Strive against thy selfe the greatest enemie why doe we feare the conquered world that have the conquerour himselfe on our side Now to speake something concerning the publishing of this Treatise I began to preach on the Text about twelue yeares since in the City and afterwards finished the same at Grayes-Inne After which some having gotten imperfect notes endeavoured to publish them without my privity Therefore to doe my selfe right I thought fit to reduce them to this forme There is a pious and studious gentleman of Grayes-Inne that hath of late published observations upon the whole psalme and another upon this very verse very well and many others by Treatises of faith and such like have furthered the spirituall peace of Christians much It were to be wished that we would all joyne to doe that which the Apostle gloried in to be helpers of the joy of Gods people By reason of my absence while the worke was in printing some sentences were mistaken Some will be ready to deprave the labours of other men but so good may be done let such ill disposed persons be what they are and what they will be unlesse God turne their hearts and so I commend thee and this poore Treatise to Gods blessing GRAYES INNE July 1. 1635. R. SIBBES THE CONTENTS OF THIS BOOKE in the severall Chapters 1 GEnerall Observations upon the Text. pag. 5 2 Of discouragements from without 12 3 Of discouragements from within 21 4 Of casting downe our selves And specially by sorrow Evills thereof 41 5 Remedies of casting downe To cite theâ—… soule and press it to give an account 51 6 Other observations of the same nature 63 7 Difference betweene good men and others in conflicts with sinne 83 8 Of unfitting dejection and when it is excessive And what is the right temper of the soule herein 92 9 Of the soules disquiets Gods dealings and power to containe our selves in order 108 10 Meanes not to bee over-charged with forrâ—… 1â—… 11 Signes of victory over our selves and of a subdued spirit 142 12 Of originall righteousnesse naturall corruption Satans joyning with it and our duty thereupon 153 13 Of imagination sinne of it and remedies for it 176 14 Of help by others of true comforters and their graces Method Ill successe 222 15 Of flying to God in disquiets of soule Eight observations out of the text 242 16 Of trust in God grounds of it specially his providence 263 17 Of Graces to bee exercised in respect of divine providence 278 18 Other grâ—…nds of trusting in God namely the promises And twelve directions about the same 295 19 Faith to be prized and other things under valued at least not to be trusted to as the chiefe 317 20 Of the method of trusting in God and the try all of that trust 330 21 Of quieting the spirit in troubles for sinne And objections answered 348 22 Of sorow for sin and hatred of sin when right and sufficient Helps thereto 370 23 Other spirituall causes of the souls trouble discovered and removed and objections answered 386 24 Of outward troubles disquieting the spirit and comforts in them 393 25 Of the defects of gifts disquieting the soule As also the afflictions of the Church 405 26 Of divine reasons in a beleever of his minding to praise God more then to be delivered 414 27 In our worst condition we have cause to praise God Still ample cause in these dayes
425 28 Divers qualities of the praise due to God With helps therein And notes of Gods hearing our prayers 439 29 Of Gods manifold salvation for his people And why open or expressed in the countenance 463 30 Of God our God and of particular application 477 31 Meanes of proving and evidencing to our soules that God is our God 495 32 Of improving our evidences for comfort in several passages of our lives 508 33 Of experience and Faith and how to wait on God comfortably Helps thereto 529 34 Of confirming this trust in God Seeke it of God himselfe Sins hinder not nor Satan Conclusion and Soliloquite 548 IN OPVS POSTHVMVM ADMODVM REVERENDI mihique multis Nominibus colendi RICHARDI SIBBS S. T. Professoris Aulae S tae Cath. Praefecti digniss mi. VAdé Liber pie Dux Animae pie Mentis Achates Te relegens Fructu ne pereunte legat Quà m foelix prodis Prae sacro Codice sordent Bartole sive tui sive Galene tui Fidus Praeco DEI coelestis Cultor Agelli Affidui Pretium grande Laboris habet Quo Mihi nec Vitâ melior nec promptior Ore Gratior aut Vultu nec fuit Arte prior Nil opus ut Nardum Caro combibat uncta Sabaum Altà ve marmoreus Sydera tangat Apex Non eget HIC Urna non Marmoreâ—…empe â—…empe Volumen Stats sacrum vivax Marmor Urna Pro. Qui CHRISTO vivens incessit Tramite Coeli Aethereumque obiit Munus obire nequit Ducit Hic Angelicis equalta saecula Lustris Qui VERBO Studium contulit omne suum Perlegat Hunc Legum Cultrix Veneranda Senecths Et quos plena DEO Mens super Astra vehit Venduntur quanti circum Palatia Fumi Hic sacer ALTARIS CAREO minoris erit Heu Pietas ubi prisca prosana ô Tempora Mundi Faex Vesper prope Nox ô Mora CHRISTE veni Si valuere Preces unquam Custodia CHRISTI Nunc Opus est Precibus nunc Ope CHRISTE tuâ Certat in humanis Vitiorum Infamia rebus Hei mihi nulla novis sufficit Herba Malis Probra referre pudet nec ènim decet Exprobret illa Qui volet Est nostrum stere silendo queri Flere Tonabo tuas Pietas neglecta querelas Quid non Schisma Tepor Fastus Astus agunt Addo-Sed Historicus TACITUS suit optimus Immo Addam Sphaerarum at Music a muta placet EDV o BENIOSIO Cressingae Templariorum Prid. Cal. Febr. M DC XX XV. On the Work of my learned Friend DOCTOR SIBBS FOole that I was to think my easie Pen Had strength enough to glorifie the fame Of this knowne Author this rare Man of men Or give the least advantage to his name bright Who think by praise to make his name more Show the Sunns Glory by dull Candle-light Blest Saint thy hallow'd Pages doe require No slight preferment from our slender Layes We stand amaz'd at what we most admire Ah what are Saints the better for our praise Hee that commends this Volume does no more Then warme the fire or gild the massie Ore Let me stand silent then O may that Spirit Which ledd thy hand direct mine eye my brest That I may reade and doe and so inherit What thou enjoy'st and taught eternall Rest Foole that I was to think my Lines could give Life to that work by which they hope to live FRA QVA THE SOVLES CONFLICT with it selfe PSAL. XLII Why art thou cast downe O my soule and why art thou disquieted within me Hope thou in God for I shall yet praise him who is the health of my countenance and my God THe Psalmes are as it were the Anatomy of a holy man which lay the inside of a truely devour man outward to the view of others If the Scriptures bee compared to a body the Psalmes may well be the heart they are so full of sweet affections and passions For in other portions of Scripture God speakes to us but in the Psalmes holy men speake to God and their own hearts as In this Psalme we have the passionate passages of a broken and a troubled spirit At this time David was a banished man banished from his owne house from his friends and which troubled him most from the house of God upon occasion of Sauls persecution who hunted him as a Partridge upon the mountaines see how this workes upon him 1. He layes open his desire springing from his love Love being the prime and leading affection of the soule from whence griefe springs from being crossed in that we love For the setting out of which his affection to the full hee borroweth an expressioÌ„ from the Hart no Hart being chased by the hunters panteth more after the waters then my heart doth after thee O God though hee found God present with him in exile yet there is a sweeter presence of him in his ordinances which now hee wanted and tooke to heart places and conditions are happy or miserable as God vouchsafeth his gratious presence more or lesse and therefore When O when shall it bee that I appeare before God 2. Then after his strong desire hee laies out his griefe which he could not containe but must needs give a vent to it in teares and he had such a spring of griefe in him as fedde his teares day and night all the ease he found was to dissolve this could of grief into the showre of teares But why gives he this way to his griefe Because together with his exiling from Gods house he was upbrayded by his enemies with his religion where is now thy God Grievances come not alone but as Iobs messengers follow one another These bitter taunts together with the remembrance of his former happinesse in communion with God in his house made deepe impressions in his soule when he remembred how hee went with the multitude into the house of God and ledde a goodly traine with him being willing as a good Magistrate and Master of a familie not to goe to the house of God alone nor to heaven alone but to carry as many as he could with him Oh! the remembrance of this made him powre forth not his words or his teares onely but his very soule Former favours and happinesse makes the soule more sensible of all impressions to the contrarie hereupon finding his soule over sensible he expostulates with himselfe Why art thou cast downe O my souls and why art thou disquieted within me c. But though the remembrance of the former sweetnes of Gods presence did somewhat stay him yet his grief would not so be stilled and therefore it gathers upon him againe one griefe called upon another as one deep wave follows another without intermission untill his soule was almost over whelmed under these waters yet he recovers himselfe a little with looking up to God who he expected would with speed and authoritie send forth his loving kindnesse with command to raise him up and comfort him and give
Reformation of their Gospell Nay rather what 's become of your eyes we may say unto them For God is nearest to his children when hee seemes furthest off In the mount of the Lord it shall be seene God is with them and in them though the wicked be not aware of it it is all one as if one should say betwixt the space of the new and old Moone where is now the Moone when as it is never nearer the Sun then at that time Where is now thy God Answ. In heaven in earth in me every where but in the heart of such as aske such questions and yet there they shall finde him too in his time filling their consciences with his wrath and then Where is their God where are their great friends their riches their honors which they set up as a god what can they availe them now But how was David affected with these reproaches their words were as swords as with a sword in my bones c. they spake daggers to him they cut him to the quicke when they toucht him in his God as if he had neglected his servants when as the devill himself regards those who serve his turn touch a true godly man in his Religion and you touch his life and his best freehold he lives more in his God then in himselfe so that we may see here there is a murther of the tongue a wounding tongue as well as a healing tongue men think themselves freed from murther if they kill none or if they shed no blood whereas they cut others to the heart with bitter words It is good to extend the Commandement to awake the conscience the more and breed humility when men see there is a murdering of the tongue Wee see David therefore upon this reproach to be presently so moved as to fall out with himselfe for it Why art thou so cast down and disquieted ô my soule This bitter taunt ran so much in his minde that he expresseth it twice in this Psalme He was sensible that they struck at God through his sides what they spake in scorne and lightly hee tooke heavily And indeed when religion suffers if there be any heavenly fire in the heart it will rather break out then not discover it selfe at all We see by daily experience that there is a speciall force in words uttered from a subtle head a false heart and a smooth tongue to weaken the hearts of professors by bringing an evill report upon the strict profession of religion as the cunning and false spies did upon the good land as if it were not onely in vaine but dangerous to appeare for Christ in evill times If the example of such as have saint spirits will discourage in an army as wee see in Gideons History then what will speech inforced both by example and with some shew of reason doe To let others passe we need not goe further then our selves for to finde causes of discouragement there is a seminary of them within us Our flesh an enemy so much the worse by how much the nearer will be ready to upbraide us within us where is now thy God why shouldest thou stand out in a profession that findes no better entertainment CAP. III. Of discouragements from within BUt to come to some particular causes within us There is cause oft in the body of those in whom a melancholly temper prevaileth darknesse makes men fearefull Melancholly persons are in a perpetuall darknesse all things seeme blacke and darke unto them their spirits as it were dyed blacke Now to him that is in darknesse all things seem black and dark the sweetest comforts are not lightsome enough unto those that are deepe in melancholly It is without great watchfulnesse Satans bath which hee abuseth as his owne weapon to hurt the soule which by reason of its sympahy with the body is subject to be missed as we see where there is a suffusion of the eye by reason of distemper of humours or where things are presented through a glasse to the eye things seeme to be of the same colour so whatsoever is presented to a melancholly person comes in a darke way to the soule From whence it is that their fancy being corrupted they judge amisse even of outward things as that they are sicke of such and such a disease or subject to such and such a danger when it is nothing so how fit are they then to judge of things removed from sense as of their spirituall estate in Christ To come to causes more neere the soule it selfe as when there is want of that which should be in it as of knowledge in the understanding c. Ignorance being darknesse is full of false feares In the night time men think every bush a theefe our forefathers in time of ignorance were frighted with every thing therefore it is the policy of popish tyrants taught them from the prince of darknesse to keep the people in darknesse that so they might make them fearefull and then abuse that fearefulnesse to superstition that they might the better rule in their consciences for their owne ends and that so having intangled them with false feares they might heale them againe with false cures Againe though the soule be not ignorant yet if it be forgetfull and mindlesse if as Heb. 12. the Apostle saith You have forgot the consolation that speaks unto you c. Wee have no more present actuall comfort then we have remembrance help a godly mans memory and help his comfort like unto charcoale which having once been kindled are the more easie to take fire He that hath formerly knowne things takes ready acquaintance of them againe as old friends things are not strange to him And further want of setting due price upon comforts as the Israelites were taxed for setting nothing by the pleasant land It is a great fault when as they said to Iob the consolations of the Almighty seeme light and small unto us unlesse we have some outward comfort which we linger after Adde unto this a childish kinde of peevishnesse when they have not what they would have like children they throw away al which though it be very offensive to Gods spirit yet it seazeth often upon men otherwise gracious Abraham himselfe wanting children undervalued all other blessings Ionas because hee was crossed of his gourd was weary of his life The like may be said of Elias flying from Iezebel This peevishnesse is increased by a too much flattering of their griefe 〈◊〉 farre as to justifie it Like Ionas I dâ—… well to be angry even unto death he would stand to it Some with Rachel are so peremptory that they will not be comforted as if they were in love with their grievances Wilfull men are most vexed in their crosses It is not for those to bee wilfull that have not a great measure of wisedome to guide their wils
for God delights to have his will of those that are wedded to their owne wils as in Pharaob No men more subject to discontentments then those who would have all things after their owne way Againe one maine ground is False reasoning and errour in our discourse as that wee have no grace when wee feele none feeling is not alwayes a fit rule to judge our states by that God hath rejected us because we are crossed in outward things when as this issues from Gods wisdome and love How many imagine their failings to be fallings and their fallings to be fallings away Infirmities to be Presumptions every sinne against Conscience to be the sinne against the Holy Ghostâ—… unto which misapprehensions weake and dark spirits are subject And Satan as a cunning Rhetorician here inlargeth the fancy to apprehend things bigger then they are Satan abuseth confident spirits another contrary way to apprehend great sinnes as little and little as none Some also thinke that they have no grace because they have not so much as growen Christians whereas there bee severall ages in Christ. Some againe are so desirous and inlarged after what they have not that they minde not what they have Men may be rich though they have not millions and be not Emperors Likewise some are much troubled because they proceed by a false method and order in judging of their estates They will begin with Election which is the highest step of the ladder whereas they should begin from 〈◊〉 work of grace wrought within theiâ—… hearts from Gods calling them by hiâ—… spirit and their answer to his call and so raise themselves upwards to know their Election by their answer to God calling Give all diligence saith Peter to make your calling and election sure your election by your calling God descends downe unto us from election to calling and so to sanctification wee must ascend to him beginning where he ends Otherwise it is as great folly as in removing of a pile of wood to begin at the lowest first and so besides the needlesse trouble to be in danger to have the rest fall upon our heads Which besides ignorance argues pride appearing in this that they would bring God to their conceits and be at an end of their worke before they beginne This great secret of Gods eternall love to us in Christ is hidden in his breast and doth not appeare to us un till in the use of meanes God by his spirit discovereth the same unto us The spirit letteth into the soule so much life and sense of Gods love in particular to us as draweth the soule to Christ from whom it draweth so much vertue as changeth the frame of it and quickneth it to duty which duties are not grounds of our state in grace but issues springing from a good state before and thus farre they helpe us in judging of our condition that thougâ—… they bee not to bee rested in yet aâ—… streames they lead us to the spring head of grace from whence they arise And of signes some be more apt to deceive us as being not so certaine as delight and joy in hearing the word as appeareth in the third ground some are more constant and certaine as love to those that are truly good and to all such and because they are such c. these as they are wrought by the spirit so the same spirit giveth evidence to the soule of the truth of them and leadeth us to faith from whence they come and faith leads us to the discovery of Gods love made knowne to us inhearing the word opened The same spirit openeth the truth to us and our understandings to conceive of it and our hearts to cloze with it by faith not only as a truth but as a truth belonging to us Now this faith is manifested either by it selfe reflecting upon it selfe the light of faith discovering both it selfe and other things or by the cause of it or by the effect or by all Faith is oft more knowne to us in the fruit of it then in it selfe as in plants the fruits are more apparant then the sappe and roote But the most setled knowledge is from the cause as when I know I beleeve because in hearing Gods gracious promises opened and offered unto me the spirit of God caryeth my soule to cleave to them as mine owne portion Yet the most familiar way of knowledge of our estates is from the effects to gather the cause the cause being oftentimes more remote and spirituall the effects more obvious and visible All the vigour and beauty in nature which we see comes from a secret influence from the heavens which we see not In a cleare morning we may see the beames of the Sun shining upon the top of hils and houses before wee can see the Sun it selfe Things in the working of them doe issue from the cause by whose force they had their being but our knowing of things ariseth from the effect where the cause endeth wee know God must love us before wee can love him and yet we oft first know that we love him the love of God is the cause why wee love our brother and yet we know we love our brother whom we see more clearly then God whom we doe not see It is a spirituall peevishnesse that keepes men in a perplexed condition that they neglect these helps to judge of their estates by whereas God takes liberty to help us sometime to a discovery of our estate by the effects sometimes by the cause c. And it is a sin to set light by any work of the spirit and the comfort we might have by it and therefore we may well adde this aâ—… one cause of disquietnesse in many that they grieve the spirit by quarrelling against themselves and the work of the spirit in them Another cause of disquiet is thâ—… men by a naturall kinde of Popery feâ—… for their comfort too much in sanctification neglecting justification relyinâ—… too much upon their own performances Saint Paul was of another minde accounting all but dung and drosse compared to the righteousnesse of Christ. This is that garment wherewith being deeked we please our husband and wherein we get the blessing This giveth satisfaction to the conscience as satisfying God himselfe being performed by God the Sonne and approved therefore by God the Father Hereupon the soule is quieted and faith holdeth out this as a shield against the displeasure of God and temptations of Satan why did the Apostles in their Prefaces joyne grace and peace together but that we should seek for our peace in the free grace and favour of God in Christ. No wonder why Papists maintaine doubting who hold salvation by workes because Satan joyning together with our consciences will alwayes finde some flaw even in our best performances Hereupon the doubting and misgiving soule comes to make this absurd demand as Who shall ascend to heaven which is all one
about matters that are variable which especially fals ouâ—… in games of hazard wherein they ofâ—… spare not Divine Providence it selfe but break out into blasphemy Likewise men that graspe more businesses then they can discharge must needs beare both the blame and the griefe of losing or marring many businesses It being almost impossible to doe many things so well as to give content to Conscience Hence it is that covetous and busie men trouble both their hearts and their houses though some men from a largenesse of parts and a speciall dexterity in affaires may turne over much yet the most capacious heart hath its measure and when the cup is full a little drop may cause the rest to spill There is a spirituall surfet when the soule is over-charged with businesse it is fit the soule should have its meet burthen and no more As likewise those that depend too much upon the opinions of other men A very light matter will refresh and then againe discourage a minde that rests too much upon the liking of others Men that seeke themselves too much abroad finde themselves disquieted at home even good men many times are too much troubled with the unjust censures of other men specially in the day of their trouble It was Iobâ—… case and it is a heavy thing to have affliction added to affliction It was Hannahs case who being troubled in spirit was censured by Eli for distemper iâ—… braine but for vain men who live moâ—… to reputation then to conscience iâ—… cannot be that they should long enjoy setled quiet because those in whoâ—… good opinion they desire to dwell aâ—… ready often to take up contrary conceits upon slender grounds It is also a ground of overmuch trouble when we looke too much and too-long upon the ill in our selves and abroad we may fixe our eyes too long even upon sinne it selfe considering that we have not onely a remedy against the hurt by sinne but a commandement to rejoyce alwayes in the Lord Much more may we erre in poring too-much upon our afflictions wherein we may finde alwayes in our selves upon search a cause to justifie God and alwaies something left to comfort us Though we naturally minde more 〈◊〉 crosse then a hundred favours dwelling overlong upon the sore So likewise our mindes may be too much taken up in consideration of the miseries of the times at home and abroad as if Christ did not rule in the midst of his enemies and would not help all in due time or as if the condition of the Church in this world were not for the most part in an afflicted and conflicting condition Indeed there is a perfect rest both for the soules and bodies of Gods people but that is not in this world but is kept for hereafter here we are in a sea where what can wee look for but stormes To insist upon no more one cause is that wee doe usurpe upon God and take his office upon us by troubling our selves in forecasting the event of things whereas our worke is onely to doe our work and be quiet as children when they please their parents take no further thought our trouble is the fruit of our folly in this kinde That which we should observe from all that hath beene saâ—… is that wee bee not overhasty in consuring others when wee see their spirits out of temper for we see how many things there are that work strongly upon the weak nature of man Wee may sinne more by harsh censure then they by overmuch distemper as in Iobs case it was a matter rather of just griefe and pity then great wonder or heavy censure And for our selves If our estate be calme for the present yet wee should labour to prepare our hearts not onely for an alteration of estate but of spirit unlesse wee be marvellous carefull before hand that our spirits fall not down with our Condition And if it befalls us to find it otherwise with our soules then at other times we should so farre labour to beare it as that wee doe not judge it our owne case alone when we see here David thus to complaine of himselfe Why art thou cast downe ô my soule c. CAP. IV. Of casting downe our selves And specially by sorow Evills thereof TO returne againe to the words Why art thou cast downe ô my soule c. or why dost thou cast downe thy selfe or art cast downe by thy selfe Whence we may further observe That wee are prone to cast downe our selves wee are accessary to our owne trouble and weave the web of our owne sorow and hamper our selves in the coards of our owne twining God neither loves nor wills that we should be too much cast down Wee see our Saviour Christ how carefull hee was that his Disciples should not bee troubled and therefore hee labours to prevent that trouble which might arise by his suffering and departure from them by a heavenly sermon Let not your hearts bee troubled c. Hee was troubled himselfe that wee should not bee troubled The ground therefore of our disquiet is chiefly from our selves though Satan will have a hand in it We see many like sullen birds in a cage beate themselves to death This casting downe of our selves is not from humility but from Pride wee must have our will or God shall not have a good look from us but as pertish and peevish children we hang our heads in our bosome because our wâ—… are crost Therefore in all our troubles wee should looke first home to our owne hearts and stop the storme there for wee may thanke our owne selves not onely for our troubles but likewise for overmuch troubling ourselves in trouble It was not the troubled conditioâ—… that so disquieted Davids soule for if hee had had a quiet minde it would not have troubled him But Davis yeelded to the discouragements of the flesh and the flesh so farre as it is unsubdued is like the sea that is alwayes casting mire and dirt of doubts discouragements and murmurings in the soule let us therefore lay the blame where it is to be laid Againe wee see it is the nature of sorow to cast downe as of joy to lift up Griefe is like lead to the soule heavie and cold it sinks downwards and carries the soule with it The poore Publican to shew that his soule was cast downe under the sight of his sinnes hung downe his head the position of his body was sutable to the disposition of his minde his heart and head were cast downe alike And it is Satans practice to goe over the hedge where it is lowest he addes more weights to the soule by his tentations and vexations His sinne cast him out of heaven and by his temptations hee cast us out of our Paradice and ever since he labors to cast us deeper into sinne wherein his scope is to cast us either into too much trouble for sinne or presumption
in sin which is but a lifting up to cast vs downe into deepe despaire at length and so at last if Gods mercy stop not his malice hee will cast vs as low as himselfe even into hell it selfe The ground hereof is because as the joy of the Lord doth strengthen so doth sorow weaken the soule How doth iâ—… weaken 1. By weakning the execution oâ—… the functions thereof because it drinketh up the spirits which are the instruments of the soule 2. Because it contracteth and draweth the soule into it selfe from commâ—…nion of that comfort it might haâ—… with God or man And then the soule being left alone if it falleth hath noâ—… to raise it up Therefore if wee will prevent casting downe let us prevent griefe the cause of it and sinne the cause of thâ—… Experience proves that true which thâ—… Wiseman saies Heavinesse in the heâ—… of a man makes it stoope but a good 〈◊〉 makes it better It bowes downe thâ—… soule and therefore our blessed Savâ—… our inviteth such unto him Come 〈◊〉 mee yee who are heavy laden with the bâ—…den of your sinnes The body bends uâ—…der a heavy burden so likewise tâ—… soule hath its burden Why art thou câ—… downe ô my soule Why so disquietâ—… c. Whence wee see 1. that casting downe breeds disquieting Because it springs from pride which is a turbulent Passion when as men cannot stoope to that condition which God would have them in this proceeds from discontentment and that from pride As we see a vapour inclosed in a cloude causeth a terrible noise of thunder whilst it is pent up there and seeketh a vent So all the noise within proceeds from a discontented swelling vapour It is aire inclosed in the bowels of the earth which shakes it which all the foure windes cannot doe No creature under heaven so low cast downe as Satan none more lifted up in pride none so full of discord the impurest spirits are the most disquiet and stormy spirits troublesome to themselves and others for when the soule leaves GOD once and lookes downewards what is there to stay it from disquiet remoove the needle from the pole starre and it is alwaies stirring and trembling never quiet till it be right againe So displace the soule by taking it from God and it will never bee quiet The devill cast out of heaven and out of the Church keepes a dooe so doe unruly spirits led by him Now I come to the Remedies 1. By expostulation with himselfe 2. By laying a charge on himselfe trust in God It is supposed here that there is no reason which the wisedome from above allowes to be a reason why men should bee discouraged although the wisedome from beneath which takes part with our corruption will seldome want a plea. Nay there is not onely no reason for it but there are strog reasons against it there being a world of evill in it For 1. It indisposes a man to all good duties it makes him like an instrument out of tune and like a body out of joint that moveth both uncomly and painfully It unfits to duties to God who loves a cheerefull giver and especially a thanksgiver Whereupâ—… the Apostle joines them both together in all things be thankfull and rejoyce evermore In our communion with God in the Sacraments joy is a chiefe ingredient So in duties to men if the spirit be dejected they are unwelcome and lose the greatest part of their life and grace A cheerefull and a free spirit in duty is that which is most accepted in duty We observe not so much what as from what affection a thing is done 2. It is a great wrong to God himselfe and it makes us conceive blacke thoughts of him as if He were an enemie What an injury is it to a gracious father that such whom he hath followed with many gracious evidences of his favour and love should be in so ill a frame as once to call it into question 3. So it makes a man forgetfull of all former blessings and stops the influence of Gods grace for the time present and for that to come 4. So againe For receiving of good It makes us unfit to receive mercies a quiet soule is the seate of wisdome Therefore Meeknesse is required for the receiving of that ingrafted word which iâ—… able to save our soules Till the Spirit oâ—… God meekens the soule say what yoâ—… will it mindes nothing the soule iâ—… not empty and quiet enough to receive the seed of the word It is ill sowing iâ—… a storme so a stormy spirit will noâ—… suffer the word to take place Men 〈◊〉 deceived when they thinke a dejected spiâ—… to be an humble spirit Indeed it is so when wee are cast downe in the sensâ—… of our owne unworthinesse and then as much raised up in the confidence oâ—… Gods mercy But when wee cast oâ—… selves downe sullenly and neglect ouâ—… comforts or undervalue them it proceeds from pride for it controules aâ—… much as in us lies the wisdome and justice of God when we thinke with our selves why should it be so with us as if we were wiser to dispose of ourselves then God is It disposeth us for entertaining any temptation Satan hath never more advantage then upoâ—… discontent 5. Besides it keepes off beginneâ—… from comming in and entring into thâ—… waies of God bringing an ill report upon religion causing men to charge it falsly for an uncoÌ„fortable way whenas men never feele what true comfort meaneth till they give up themselves to God And it dampes likewise the spirits of those that walk the same way with us when as wee should as good travellers cheere up one another both by word and example In such a case the wheeles of the soule are taken off or else as it were want oyle whereby the soule passeth on very heavily and no good action comes off from it as it should which breeds not onely uncomfortablenesse but unsettlednesse in good courses For a man will never go on comfortably and constantly in that which he heavily undertakes That 's the reason why uncheerefull spirits seldome hold out as they should Saint Peter knew this well and therefore he willeth that there should be quietnesse and peace betwixt husband and wife that their prayers be not hindred Insinuating that their prayers are hindered by family breaches For by that meanes those two that should be one flesh and spirit are divided and so made two and when they should minde duty their minde is taken up with wrongs done by the one to the other There is nothing more required for the performing of holy duties then uniting of spirits and therefore God would not have the sacrifice brought to the altar before reconciliation with our brother He esteemes peace so highly that he will have his owne service stay for it We see when Moses came to deliver the Israelites out
point And the greater their parts and places are the more they intangle themselves and no wonder for they are to encounter with God and his deputy conscience who is King of Kings and Lord of Lords When Cain was cast out of his fatheâ—… house his heart and countenance wâ—… alwaies cast downe for he had nothing in him to lift it upwards But a godly man though he may give a little wâ—… to passion yet as David he recover himselfe Therefore as we would have any good evidence that we have a â—…ter spirit in us then our owne greate then the flesh or the world Let us 〈◊〉 all troubles we meet with gather 〈◊〉 our selves that the streame of our 〈◊〉 affections cary us not away too farre There is an art or skill of bearâ—… troubles If we could learne it with out overmuch troubling of our selves As in bearing of a burden there is a way so to poize it that it weigheth 〈◊〉 over heavy If it hanges all in one side it poizes the body downe The greater part of our troubles we pull upoâ—… our selves by not parting our care 〈◊〉 as to take upon us onely the care 〈◊〉 duty and leave the rest to God aâ—… by mingling our passions with oâ—… crosses like a foolish patient châ—…ing the pills which we should swallow downe We dwell too much upon the griefe when wee should remove the soule higher Wee are nearest neighbours unto our selves when we suffer griefe like a canker to eate into the soule and like a fire in the bones to consume the marrow and drink up the spirits we are accessary to the wrong done both to our bodies and soules we wast our owne candle and put out our light We see here againe that a godly man can make a good use of Privacy When he is forced to be alone he can talke with his God and himselfe one reason whereof is that his heart is a treasury and storehouse of divine truthes whence he can speake to himselfe by way of checke or incouragement of himselfe he hath a spirit over his own spirit to teach him to make use of that store he hath laid up in his heart the spirit is never neerer him then when by way of witnesse to his spirit he is thus comforted wherein the childe of God differs from another man who cannot endure solitarinesse because his heart is empty he was a stranger to God before and God is a stranger to him now So that hee cannot goe to God as a friend And for his conscience that is ready to speake to him that which he is loath to heare and therefore hee counts himselfe a torment to himselfe especially in privacy We read of great Princes who after some bloody designes were as terrible to themselves as they were formerly to others and therefore could never endure to be awaked in the night without Musique or some like diversion It may bee wee may bee cast into such a condition where we have none in the world to comfort us as in contagioâ—… sicknesse when none may come neare us we may be in such an estate wherein no friend will owne us And therefore let us labour now to bee acquainted with God and our owne hearts anâ—… acquaint our hearts with the comforâ—… of the holy Ghost then though wee have not so much as a booke to looke on or a friend to talke with yet weâ—… may looke with comfort into the book of our own heart and reade what God hath written there by the finger of his spirit all bookes are written to amend this one booke of our heart and conscience by this meanes we shall neverwant a Divine to comfort us a Physitian to cure us a Counseller to direct us a Musitian to cheare us a Controller to check us because by help of the word and spirit we can be all these to our selves Another thing we see here that God hath made every man a Governour over himselfe The poore man that hath none to governe him yet may bee a King in himselfe It is the naturall ambition of mans heart to desire governement as we see in the Braemble Well then let us make use of this disposition to rule our selves Absolom had high thoughts O If I were a King I would doe so and so So our hearts are ready to promise if I were as such and such a man in such and such a place I would doe this and that But how dost thou manage thine owne affections how dost thou rule in thine owne house in thy selfe doe not passions get the upper hand and keepe reason under foot When wee have learned to rule over our owâ—… spirits well then we may be fit to rule over others He that is faithfull in a little shall be set over more Hee that câ—… governe himselfe In the Wise-man judgement is better then he that can governe a City Hee that cannot is like a Citie without a wall where those that are in may goe out and the enemies without may come in at their pleasure So where there is not a governmeâ—… set up there finne breaks out and Setan breaks in without controule See againe the excellency of the soule that can reflect upon it selfe 〈◊〉 judge of whatsoever comes from it 〈◊〉 godly mans care and trouble is especially about his soule as David heâ—… looks principally to that because 〈◊〉 outward troubles are for to helpe thâ—… when God touches our bodies our estates or our friends hee aimes at 〈◊〉 soule in all God will never remove 〈◊〉 hand till something be wrought upon the soule as Davids moisture was as the drought in Summer so that hee roared and carried himselfe unseemely for so great and holy a man till his heart was subdued to deale without all guile with God in confessing his sinne and then GOD forgave him the iniquitie thereof and healed his body too In sicknesse or in any other trouble It is best the Divine should bee before the Physician and that men begin where God begins In great fires men looke first to their Jewels and then to their lumber so our soule is our best Jewel A carnall worldly man is called and well called a fleshly man because his very soule is flesh and there is nothing but the world in him And therefore when all is not well within hee cries out My Body is troubled my state is broken my friends faile me c. but all this while there is no care for the poor soule to settle a peace in that The possession of the soule is the richest possession no jewell so precious the account for our owne soules and the soules of others is the greatest account and therefore the care of soules should bee the greatest care What an indignity is it that we should forget such soules to satisfie our lusts to have our wils to bee vexed with any who by their judgement example or authority stopp as we suppose
with a mutiny in his understanding betweene faith and distrust and therefore hee was forced to rouze up his soule so oft to trust in God which shews that carnall reason did solicite him to discontent and had many colourable reasons for it Secondly a man indued with common grace is rather a patient then an agent in conflicts the light troubles him against his will as discovering and reproving him and hindring his sinfull contentments his heart is more byased another way if the light would let him but a godly man labours to helpe the light and to worke his heart to an opposition against sinne he is an agent as well as a patient As David here doth not suffer disquieting but is disquieted with himselfe for being so A godly man is an agent in opposing his corruption and a patient in induring of it whereas a naturall man is a secret agent in and for his corruptions and a patient in regard of any helpe against them A good man suffers evill and doth good a naturall man suffers good and doth evill Thirdly A conscience guided by common light withstands distempers most by outward meanes but David here fetcheth helpe from the Spirit of God in him and from trust in God Nature works from within so doth the new nature David is not onely something disquieted and something troubled for being disquieted but sets himselfe throughly against his distempers hee complaines and expostulates hee censures and chargeth his soule The other if hee doth any thing at all yet it is faintly he seeks out his corruption as a coward doth his enemie loth to finde him and more loth to encounter with him Fourthly David withstands sinne constantlie and gets ground Wee see here he gives not over at the first but presseth againe and againe Nature works constantly so doth the new nature The conflict in the other is something forced as taking part with the worser side in himselfe good things have a weak or rather no party in him bad things a strong and therefore hee soone gives over in this holy quarrell Fiftly David is not discouraged by his foiles but sets himselfe afresh against his corruptions with confidence to bring them under Whereas he that hath but a common work of the Spirit after some foiles lets his enemy prevaile more and more and so despaires of victory and thinks it better to fit still then to rise and take a new fall by which meanes his later end is worse then his beginning for beginning in the Spirit he ends in the flesh A godly man although upon some foile he may for a time bee discouraged yet by holy indignation against sinne he renues his force and sets afresh upon his corruptions and gathers more strength by his falls and groweth into more acquaintance with his owne heart and Satans malice and Gods strange waies in bringing light out of darknesse Sixtly An ordinary Christian may be disquieted for being disquieted as David was but then it is onely as disquiet hath vexation in it but David here striveth against the unquietnesse of his spirit not onely as it brought vexation with it but as it hindred communion with his God In sinne there is not onely a guilt binding over the soule to Gods judgement and thereupon filling the soule with inward feares and terrors but in sinne likewise there is 1. a contrarietie to Gods holy nature and 2. a contrariety to the Divine nature and image stamped upon our selves 3. a weakning and disabling of the soule from good and 4. a hindring of our former communion with GOD sinne being in its nature a leaving of God the fountaine of all strength and comfort and cleaving to the creature hereupon the soule having tasted the sweetnesse of GOD before is now grieved and this grief is not onely for the guilt and trouble that sinne drawes after it but from an inward Antipathy and contrariety betwixt the sanctified soule and sinne It hates sinne as sinne as the onely bane and poyson of renewed nature and the onely thing that breedes strangenesse betwixt God the soule And this hatred is not so much from discourse and strength of reason as from nature it selfe rising presently against its enemie The Lambe presently shuns the Wolfe from a contrariety Antipathies wait not for any strong reason but are exercised upon the first presence of a contrary object Seventhly hereupon ariseth the last difference that because the soule hateth sinne as sinne therefore it opposeth it universally and eternally in all the powers of the soule and in all actions inward and outward issuing from those powers David regarded no iniquity in his heart but hated every evil way The desires of his soule were that it might be so directed that he might keepâ—… Gods law And if there had beene no binding law yet there was such a sweet sympathy and agreement betwixt his soule and Gods truth that he delighted in it above all naturall sweetnesse Hence it is that Saint Iohn saith He that is borâ—… of God cannot sinne that is so farre forth as he is borne of God his new nature will not suffer him he cannot lie he cannot deceive he cannot be earthly minded hee cannot but love and delight in the persons things that are good There is not onely a light in the understanding but a new life in the will and all other faculties of a godly man what good his knowledge discovereth that his will makes choice of and his heart loveth What ill his understanding discovers that his will hateth and abstaines from But in a man not throughly converted the will and affections are bent otherwise he loves not the good he doth nor hates the evill hee doth not Therefore let us make a narrow search into our soules upon what grounds wee oppose sinne and fight Gods battells A common Christian is not cast downe because hee is disquieted in Gods service or for his inward failings that he cannot serve God with that liberty freedome he desires c But a godly man is troubled for his distempers because they hinder the comfortable intercourse betwixt God and his soule and that spirituall composednesse and Sabbath of spirit which hee enjoyed before and desires to enjoy againe Hee is troubled that the waters of his soule are troubled so that the image of Christ shines not in him as it did before It grieves him to finde an abatement in affection in love to God a distraction or coldnesse in performing duties any doubting of Gods favour any discouragement from dutie c. A godly mans comforts and grievances are hid from the world naturall men are strangers to them Let this be a rule of discerning our estates how wee stand affected to the distempers of our hearts If wee finde them troublesome it is a ground of comfort unto us that our Spirits are ruled by a higher spirit and that there is a principle of that life in us
which cannot brooke the most secret corruption but rather casts it out by a holy complaint as strength of nature doth poyson which seekes its destruction And let us bee in love with that worke of grace in us which makes us out of love with the least stirrings that hinder our best condition Seâ—… againe We may be sinfully disquieted for that which is not a sinne to be disquieted for David had sinned if he had not beene somewhat troubled for the banishment from Gods house and the blasphemie of the enemies of the Church But yet wee see hee stops himselfe and sharply takes up his soule for being disquieted Hee did well in being disquieted and in checking himselfe for the same there were good grounds for both He had wanted spirituall life if he had not beene disquieted Hee abated the vigour and livelinesse of his life by being over-much disquieted CAP. VIII Of unfitting dejection and when it is excessive And what is the right temper of the soule herein §. 1. THen how shall we know when a man is cast downe and disquieted otherwise then is befitting There is a 3. fold miscarriage of inward trouble 1. When the soule is troubled for that 〈◊〉 should not be vexed for as Ahab when hee was crost in his will for Nabâ—… vineyard 2. In the ground as when we grieve for that which is good and for that which wee should grieve for but it is with too much reflecting upon oâ—… owne particular As in the troubles of the state 〈◊〉 Church we ought to be affected bâ—… not because these troubles hinder any liberties of the flesh and restrain pride of life but from higher respects Aâ—… that by these troubles God is dishonoured the publike exercises of Religion hindred and the gathering of soules thereby stopped As the States and Common-wealths which should be harbours of the Church are disturbed as lawlesse courses and persons prevaile as Religion and Justice is triumphed over and trodden under Men usually are grieved for publique miseries from a spirit of selfe-love only because their owne private is imbarqued in the publique There is a depth of deceit of the heart in this matter 3. So for the measure when wee trouble our selves though not without cause yet without bounds The spirit of man is like unto moist elements as ayre and water which have no bounds of their owne to containe them in but those of the vessell that keepes them water is spilt and lost without something to hold it so it is with the spirit of man unlesse it be bounded with the Spirit of God Put the case a man be disquieted for sinne for which not to be disquieted is a sin yet we may looke too much and too long upon it for the soule hath a double eye one to looke to sinne another to looke up to Gods mercy in Christ. Having two objects to looke on wee may sinne in looking too much on the one with neglect of the other §. 2. Seeing then disquieting and dejectin for sinne is necessary how shall wee kâ—… when it exceeds measure First when it hinders us from holy duties or in the performance of them by distraction or otherwise whereas they are given to carry us to that which is pleasing to GOD and good to our selves Griefe is ill when it taketh off the soule from minding that it should and so indisposeth us to the duties of oâ—… callings Christ upon the Crosse was grieved to the utmost yet it did not take away his care for his mother so the good theefe in the middest of his pangs laboured to gaine his fellow and to save his owne soule and to glorifie Christ. If this be so in griefe of body which taketh away the free use of reason and exercise of grace more then any other griefe then much more in griefe from more remote causes for in extremity of body the sicknesse may be such as all that wee can performe to God is a quiet submission and a desire to bee carried unto Christ by the prayers of others we should so minde our griefe as not to forget Gods mercy or our owne duty Secondly when wee forget the grounds of comfort suffer our minde to runne onely upon the present grievance it is a sinne to dwell on sinne and turmoile our thoughts about it when we are called to thankfulnesse A Physitian in good discretion forbids a dish at sometimes to prevent the nourishment of some disease which another time hee gives way unto So wee may and ought to abstaine from too much feeding our thoughts upon our corruptions in case of discouragement which at other times is very necessary It should be our wisedome in such cases to change the object and labour to take off our minds and give them to that which calls more for them Griefe oft presseth unseasonably upon us when there is cause of joy and when we are called to joy as Ioab justly found fault with David for grieving too much when GOD had given him the victory and rid him and the State of a traiterous sonne GOD hath made some dayes for joy and joy is the proper worke of those dayes This is the day which the Lord hath made Some in a sicke distemper desire that which increaseth their sicknesse so some that are deepely cast downe desire a wakening ministery and what ever may cast them downe more whereas they should meditate upon comforts and get some sweet assurance of Gods love Joy is the constant temper which the soule should bee in Rejoyce evermore saith the Apostle If a sinke bee stirred we stir it not more but goe into a sweeter roome So wee should thinke of that which is comfortable and of such trueths as may raise up the soule and sweeten the spirit Thirdly Griefe is too much when it inclines the soule to any inconvenient courses for if it bee not lookt to it is an ill counsellor when either it hurts the health of our bodies or drawes the soule for to ease it selfe to some unlawfull liberty When grief keeps such a noise in the soule that it will not heare what the messengers of God or the still voice of the Spirit saith as in combustions loud cries are scarce heard so in such cases the soule will neither heare it selfe nor others The fruit of this overmuch trouble of spirit is increase of trouble §. 3. 3. Another question may bee What that sweet and holy temper is the soule should be in that it may neither bee faulty in the defect nor too much abound in griefe and sorow 1. The soule must bee raised to a right griefe 2. The griefe that is raised though it bee right yet it must bee bounded Before wee speake of raising griefe in the godly wee must know there are some who are altogether strangers to any kinde of spirituall griefe or trouble at all such must consider that the way to prevent everlasting trouble iâ—…
whole course and tenour of 〈◊〉 lives when wee are not off and on 〈◊〉 and downe It argues an ill state of body when it is very hot or very colâ—… or hot in one part and cold in anothâ—… so unevennesse of spirit argues a distemper a wise mans life is of one colour like it selfe The soule bred froâ—… heaven so farre as it is heavenly minded desires to be like heaven above all stormes uniforme constant not as things under the Sunne which are alwayes in changes constant onely in inconstancie Affections are as it were the winde of the soule and then the soule is carried as it should be when it is neither so becalmed that it moves not when it should nor yet tossed with tempests to move disorderly When it is so well balaced that it is neither lift up nor cast downe too much but keepeth a steddy course Our affections must not rise to become unruly passions for then as a river that overfloweth the bankes they carry much slime and soile with them Though affections be the winde of the soule yet unruly passions are the stormes of the soule and will overturne all if they be not suppressed The best as wee see in David here if they doe not steare their hearts aright are in danger of sudden gusts A Christian must neither be a dead sea nor a raging sea Our affections are then in best temper when they become so many graces of the Spirit as when love is turned to a love of God joy to a delight in the best things feare to a feare of offending him more then any creature sorrow to a sorrow for sinne c. They are likewise in good temper when they move us to all duties of love and mercy towards others when they are not shut where they should be open nor open where they should be shut Yet there is one case wherein exceeding affection is not over exceeding As in an extasie of zeale upon a suddâ—… apprehension of Gods dishonour and his cause trodden under foot It is better in this case rather scarce to be 〈◊〉 owne men then to be calme or quiet It is said of Christ and David that their hearts were eaten up with a holy zeale for Gods house In such a case Moses unparalleld for meekenesse was turned into an holy rage The greatnesse 〈◊〉 the provocation the excellencie of thâ—… object and the weight of the occasion beares out the soule not onely without blame but with great praise in such seeming distempers It is the glory of a Christian to be carried with full saile and as it were with a spring tide of affection So long as the streame of affection runneth in the due channell and if there bee great occasions for great motions then it is fit the affections should rise higher as to burne with zeale to be sicke of love to be more vile for the Lord as David to be counted out of our wits with Saint Paul to further the cause of Christ and the good of soules Thus we may see the life of a poore Christian in this world 1. he is in great danger if hee be not troubled at all 2. when he is troubled he is in danger to be over troubled 3. when he hath brought his soule in tune againe hee is subject to new troubles Betwixt this ebbing and flowing there is very little quiet Now because this cannot bee done without a great measure of Gods Spirit our helpe is to make use of that promise of giving the holy Ghost to them that aske it To teach us when how long and how much to grieve and when and how long and how much to rejoyce the Spirit must teach the heart this who as he moved upon the waters before the Creation so hee must move upon the waters of our soules for wee have not the command of our owne hearts Every naturall man is carried away with his flesh and humours upon which the devill rides and carries him whither he list he hath no better comsellors then flesh and blood and Sathan counselling with them But a godly mâ—…n is not a slave to his carnall affections but as David here labours to bring into captivity the first motiâ—… of sinne in his heart CAP. IX Of the soules disquiets Gods dealings 〈◊〉 power to containe our selves in order MOreover we see that the soule 〈◊〉 disquiets proper to it selfe besides thâ—… griefes of Sympathy that arise from the bodie for here the soule complaines 〈◊〉 the soule it selfe as when it is out of the body it hath torments and joyes of its owne And if these troubles of the soule be not well cured then by way of fellowship and redundance they will affect the outward man and so the whole man shall bee inwrapt in miserie From whence we further see that God when he will humble a man needs not fetch forces from without if hee let but our owne hearts loose wee shall have trouble and worke enough though we were as holy as David God did not onely exercise him with a rebellious sonne out of his owne loynes but with rebellious risings out of his own heart If there were no enemie in the world nor devill in hell we carry that within us that if it be let loose will trouble us more then all the world besides Oh that the proud creature should exalt himselfe against God and runne into a voluntary course of provoking him who cannot onely raise the humours of our bodies against us but the passions of our mindes also to torment us Therefore it is the best wisedome not to provoke the great God for are wee stronger then he that can raise our selves against our selves and worke wonders not onely in the great world but also in the little world our soules and bodies when he pleases We see likewise hence a necessity of having something in the soule above it selfe it must be partaker of a diviner nature then it selfe otherwise when the most refined part of our soules the very spirit of our mindes is out of frame what shall bring it in againe Therefore we must conceive in a godly man a double selfe one which must be denied the other which must denie one that breeds all the disquiet and another that stilleth what the other hath raised The way to still the soule as it is under our corrupt selfe is not to parlee with it and divide government for peace sake as if wee should gratifie the flesh in something to redeeme liberty to the spirit in other things for we shall finde the flesh will be too encroching Wee must strive against it not with subtilty and discourse so much as with peremptory violence silence it and vexe it An enemy that parlees will yeeld at length Grace is nothing else but that blessed power whereby as spirituall wee gaine upon our selves as carnall Holy love is that which wee gaine of selfe-love and so joy and delight c. 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with our owâ—… hearts than with the trouble it selfe We are not hurt till our soules be hurt God will not have it in the power of any creature to hurt our soules but by our owne treason against our selves Therfore we should have our hearts in continuall jealousie for they are ready to deceive the best In suddaine encounters some sinne doth many times discover it selfe the seed whereoflyeth hid in our natures which wee thinke our selves very free from Who would have thought the seeds of murmuring had lurked in the meeke nature of Moses That the seeds of murther had lurked in the pittifull heart of David That the seeds of deniall of Christ had lyen hid in the zealous affection of Peter towards Christ If passions breake out from us which we are not naturally enclined unto and over which by grace wee have got a great conquest how watchfull need wee be over our selves in those things which by temper custome and company wee are carried unto and what cause have wee to feare continually that wee are worse than we take our selves to be There are many unruly passions lye hid in us untill they be drawne out by something that meeteth with them either I by way of opposition as when the truth of God spiritually unfolded meets with some beloved corruption it swelleth bigger the force of Gunpowder is not knowne untill some sparke light on it and oftentimes the stillest natures if crossed discover the deepest corruptions Sometimes it is drawne out by dealing with the opposite spirits of other men Oftentimes retyred men know not what lies hid in themselves 2. Sometimes by crosses as many people whilest the freshnesse and vigour of their spirits lasteth and while the flower of age and a full supply of all things continueth seeme to be ofâ—… pleasing and calme disposition bâ—… afterwards when changes come like Iobs wife they are discovered Thâ—… that which in nature is unsubdued openly appeares 3. Temptations likewise have a searching power to bring that to light in us which was hidden before Sathan hath beene a winnower and a sister of old hee thought if Iob had beene but touched in his body hee would have cursed God to his face Some men out of policie conceale their passion untill they see some advantage to let it out as Esau smoothered his hatred untill his fathers death When the restraint is taken away Men as wee say shew themselves in their pure naturalls unloose a Tyger or a Lyon and you know what he is 4. Further let us see more every day into the state of our owne soules what a shame is it that so nimble and swift a spirit as the soule is that can mount up to heaven from thence come downe into the earth in an instant should whilest it lookes over all other things over-looke it selfe that it should bee skilfull in the story almost of all times and places and yet ignorant of the story of it selfe that we should know what is done in the Court and Countrey and beyond the Seas and be ignorant of what is done at home in our owne hearts that we should live knowne to others and yet die unknowne to our selves that we should be able to give account of any thing better then of our selves to our selves This is the cause why we stand in our owne light why wee thinke better of our selves than others and better then is cause This is that which hindreth all reformation for how can wee reforme that which wee are not willing to see and so wee lose one of the surest evidences of our sincerity which is a willingnesse to search into our hearts and to bee searched by others A sincere heart will offer it selfe to triall And therefore let us sift our actions and our passions and see what is flesh in them and what is spirit and so separate the precious from the vile It is good likewise to consider what sinne we were guilty of before which moved GOD to give us up to excesse in any passion and wherein we have grieved his Spirit Passion will bee 〈◊〉 moderate when thus it knowes it must come to the triall and censure This course will either make us weary of passion or else passion will make us weary of this strict course Wee shall find it the safest way to give our hearts no rest till we have wrought on them to purpose and gotten the mastery over them When the soule is invred to this dealing with it selfe it will learne the skill to command and passions will be soone commanded as being invred to be examined and checked As wee see doggs and such like domesticall creatures that will not regard a stranger yet will be quieted in brawles presently by the voice of their Master to which they are accustomed This fits us for service Unbroken spirits are like unbroken horses unfit for any use untill they be thorowly subdued 5. And it were best to prevent as much as in us lieth the very first risings before the soule bee overcast Passions are but little motions at the first but grow as Rivers doe greater and greater the further they are carried from their Spring The first risings are the more to bee looked unto because there is most danger in them and we have least care over them Siâ—… like rust or a Canker will by little aâ—… little eate out all the graces of the soule There is no staying when we are once downe the hill till we come to the bottome No sin but is easier kept out tâ—… driven out If wee cannot prevent wicked thoughts yet wee may deny them lodging in our hearts It is our giving willing entertainment to sinfull motions that increaseth guilt and hinderâ—… our peace It is that which moveth God to give us up to a further degree of evill affections Therefore what we are afraid to doe before men we should bee afraid to thinke before God It would much further our peace to keep our judgements cleare as being the eye of the soule whereby we may discerne in every action and passion what is good and what is evill as likewise to preserve rendernesse of heart that may checke us at the first and not brooke the least evill being discovered When the heart begins once to be kindled it is easie to smother the smoke of passion which otherwise will fume up into the head and gather into so thicke a cloud as wee shall lose the sight of our selves and what is best to bee done And therefore David here labours to take up his heart at the first his care was to crush the very first insurrections of his soule before they came to break forth into open rebellion stormes we know rise out of little gusts Little risings neglectd cover the soule before wee are aware If wee would checke these risings and stifle them in their birth they would not breake out afterwards to the reproach of Religion to the scandall of the weake
studying how to compose their spirits and rather how to 〈◊〉 the deformity of their passions then 〈◊〉 cure them Whence it is that the fouâ—… inward vices are covered with the fairest vizards and to make this the worse all this is counted the bâ—… breeding The Heâ—…wes placed all their happinesse in peace and when they woâ—… comprise much in one word they would wish peace This was that the Angels brought newes of from heavâ—… at the birth of Christ. Now peace 〈◊〉 seth out of quietnesse and order aâ—… God that is the God of peace is the God 〈◊〉 order first What is health but when 〈◊〉 the members are in their due positâ—… and all the humors in a setled quieâ—… Whence ariseth the beauty of the world but from that comely order wherein every creature is placed the more glorious and excellent creatures above and the lesse below So it is in the soule the best constitution of it is when by the Spirit of God it is so ordered as that all be in subjection to the Law of the minde What a sight were it for the feet to be where the head is and the earth to be where the heaven is to see all turned upside downe And to a spirituall eye it seemes as great a deformity to see the soule to be under the rule of sinfull passions Comelinesse riseth out of the fit proportion of divers members to make up one body when every member hath a beauty in it selfe and is likewise well suited to other parts A faire face and a crooked body comely upper parts and the lower parts uncomely suit not well because comelinesse stands in onenesse in a fit agreement of many parts to one when there is the head of a man and the body of a beast it is a monster in nature And is it not as monstrous for to have an understanding head and a fierce untameâ—… heart It cannot but raise up a holy indignation in us against these risings when wee consider how unbeseeming they are What doe these base passâ—… in a heart dedicated to God and given up to the government of his Spirit what an indignity is it for Princes to goe a foot and servants on horse-baâ—… for those to rule whose place is to 〈◊〉 ruled as being good attendants bâ—… bad guides It was Chams curse to beâ—… sevant of servants 8. This must be strengthned with a strong selfe-denial without which there can be no good done in Religion There be two things that most trouble us in the way to heaven corruption within us and the crosse without 〈◊〉 that which is within us must be deniâ—… that that which is without us may bâ—… endured Otherwise we cannot follow him by whom wee looke to be saved The gate the entrance of Religion 〈◊〉 narrow we must strip our selves of oâ—… selves before we can enter if we bring any ruling lust to Religion it wil prove a bitter root of some grosse sinne or of apostacie and finall desperation Those that sought the praise of men more than the praise of God could not beleeve because that lust of ambition would when it should be crossed draw them away The young man thought it better for Christ to lose a Disciple than that hee should lose his possession and therefore went away as hee came The third ground came to nothing because the Plough had not gone deepe enough to breake up the rootes whereby their hearts were fastned to earthly contentments This selfe-deniall wee must carry with us through all the parts of Religion both in our active and passive obedience for in obedience there must be a subjection to a superiour but corrupt selfe neither is subject nor can be it will have an oare in every thing and maketh every thing yea Religion serviceable to it self It is the Idol of the world or rather the god that is set highest of all in the soule so God himselfe is made but an Idol It is hard to deny a friend who is another selfe harder to deny a wife that lyeth in the bosome but most hard to deny our selves Nothing so neere us as our selves to our selves and yet nothing so farre off Nothing so deare yet nothing so malicious troublesome Hypocrites would part with the fruit of their body sooner than the sinne of their soules CAP. XI Signes of victory over our selves and of 〈◊〉 subdued spirit BVt how shall we know whether we have by grace got the victory over our selves or not I answer if in good actions we stand not so much upon the credit of the action as upon the good that is done What we doe as unto God wee looke for acceptance from God It was Ionâ—… his fault to stand more upon his owne reputation than the glory of Gods mercy It is a prevailing signe when though there be no outward encouragements Nay though there be discouragements yet wee can rest in the comfort of a good intention For usually inward comfort is a note of inward sincerity Iehu must be seene or else all is lost 2. It is a good evidence of some prevailing when upon Religious grounds wee can crosse our selves in those things unto which our hearts stand most affected this sheweth wee reserve GOD his owne place in our hearts 3. When being privie to our owne inclination and temper wee have gotten such a supply of spirit as that the grace which is contrary to our temper appeares in us As oft wee see none more patient than those that are naturally enclined to intemperancie of passion because naturall pronenesse maketh them jealous over themselves Some out of feare of being over-much moved are not moved so much as they should be This jealousie stirreth us up to a carefull use of all helps Where grace is helped by nature there a little grace will goe farre but where there is much untowardnesse of nature there much grace is not so well discerned Sowre wines need much sweetning And that is most spirituall which hath least helpe from nature and is wonne by prayer and paines 4. When wee are not partiall when the things concerne our selves Daâ—… could allow himselfe another mâ—… wife and yet judgeth another mâ—… worthy of death for taking away a pâ—… mans lambe Men usually favour themselves too much when they are Chancellors in their owne cause and measure all things by their private interest Hee hath taken a good degree in Christs Schoole that hath learned to forget himselfe here 5. It is a good signe when upoÌ„ discovery of selfe-feeking we can gaine upon our corruption and are willing to search and to be searched what our inclination is and where it faileth Thâ—… which we favour we are tender of 〈◊〉 must not be touched A good heart when any corruption is discovered by a searching Ministry is affected as if it had found out a deadly enemy Touchinesse and passion argues guilt 6. This is a signe
God should take his Spirit from us there is enough in us to defile a whole world And although wee bee ingrafted into Christ yet wee carry about us a relish of the old stocke still David was a man of a good naturall constitution and for grace a man after Gods owâ—… heart and had got the better of himselfe in a great measure and had learned to overcome himselfe in matter of revenge as in Sauls case yet now wee see the vessell is shaken a little and the dregs appeare that were in the bottome before Alas wee know not our oâ—… hearts till we plow with Gods heiâ—… till his Spirit bringeth a light into our soules It is good to consider how this impure spring breaks out diversly in the divers conditions wee are in there is no estate of life nor no action wee undertake wherein it will not put forth it selfe to defile us It is so full of poyson that it taints whatsoever wee doe both our natures conditions and actions In a prosperous condition like Dâ—…vid we thinke we shall never be 〈◊〉 Under the Crosse the soule is troubled 〈◊〉 drawne to murmur and to be sulleâ—… and sink downe in discouragement 〈◊〉 be in a heat almost to blasphemy 〈◊〉 weary of our callings and to quaâ—… with every thing in our way See 〈◊〉 folly and fury of most men in this for â—…s silly wormes to contradict the great God And to whose perill is it Is it not our own Let us gather our selves with all our wit and strength together Alas what can wee doe but provoke him and get more stripes Wee may be sure hee will deale with us as wee deale with our children if they be froward and unquiet for lesser matters we will make them cry and be sullen for something Refractory stubborne horses are the more spurred and yet shake not off the rider CAP. XII Of originall righteousnesse naturall corruption Satans joyning with it and our duty thereupon §. 1. BVt here marke a plot of spirituall treason Sathan joyning with our corruption setteth the wit on worke to perswade the soule that this inward rebellion is not so bad because it is naturall to us as a condition of nature rising out of the first principles in our creation and was curbed in by the bridle of original righteousnesse which they would have accessary and supernaturall and therefore alledge that concupiscence is lesse odious and more excusable in us and so no great danger in yeelding and betraying our Souleâ—… unto it and by that meanes perswading us that that which is our deadliest enemie hath no harme in it nor meaneth any to us This rebellion of lusts against the understanding is not naturall as our nature came out of Gods hands at the first For this being evill and the caâ—… of evill could not come from God whâ—… is Good and the cause of all good and nothing but good who upon the creation of all things pronounced them good and after the creation of man pronounced of all things that they were very good Now that which is ill and very ill cannot be seated at the same time in that which is good and very good God created man at the first right he of himselfe sought out many inventions As God beautified the heaven with starres and decked the earth with variety of plants and hearbs and flowers So hee adorned man his prime creature here below with all those endowments that were fit for a happy condition and originall righteousnesse was fit and due to an originall and happy condition Therefore as the Angels were created with all Angelicall perfections and as our bodies were created in an absolute temper of all the humours so the soule was created in that sweet harmony wherein there was no discord as an instrument in tune fit to be moved to any duty as a cleane neat glasse the soule represented Gods image and holinesse §. 2. Therefore it is so farre that concupiscence should be naturall that the contrary to it namely Righteousnesse wherein Adam was created was naturall to him though it were planted in mans nature by God and so in regard of the cause of it was supernaturall yet because it was agreeable to that happy condition without which he could not subsist in that respect iâ—… was naturall and should have beene derived if hee had stood together with his nature to his posterity As hear iâ—… the ayre though it hath its first impression from the heate of the Sunne yet is naturall because it agreeth 〈◊〉 the nature of that element and though man be compounded of a spirituall and earthly substance yet it is naturall that the baser earthly part should be subject to the Superiour because where thâ—… is different degrees of worthinesse it is fit there should be a subordination of the meaner to that which is in ordâ—… higher The body naturally deâ—… food and bodily contentments yet iâ—… a man indued with reason this desire iâ—… governed so as it becomes not inorâ—…nate A beast sinnes not in its appetâ—… because it hath no power above to order it A man that lives in a soliâ—… place farre remote from company may take his liberty to live as it pleasâ—… him but if he comes to live under the government of some well ordered Citie then hee is bound to submit to the â—…wes and customes of that Citie under penalty upon any breach of order So the risings of the soule howsoever in other creatures they are not blameable having no commander in themselves above them yet in man they are to bee ordered by reason and judgement Therefore it cannot be that concupiscence should be naturall in regard of the state of creation It was Adams sin which had many sinnes in the wombe of it that brought this disorder upon the Soule Adams person first corrupted our nature and nature being corrupted corrupts our persons and our persons being corrupted encrease the corruption of our nature by custome of sinning which is another nature in us as a streame the farther it runnes from the spring head the more it enlargeth its channell by the running of lesser rivers unto it untill it empties it selfe into the Sea So corruption till it be overpowred by grace swelleth bigger and bigger so that though this disorder was not naturall in regard of the first creation yet since the fall it is become naturall even as wee call that which is common to the whole kinde and propagated from parents to their children to bee naturall So that it is both naturall and against nature naturall now but against nature in its first perfection And because corruption is naturall to us therefore 1. we delight in it whence it comes to passe that our soules are carried along in an easie current to the committing of any sinne without opposition 2. Because it is naturall therefore it is unwearied and restlesse 〈◊〉 light bodies are not wearied in thâ—… motion upwards nor heavie bodies iâ—… their motion
to maintaine what is evill or shifts to translate it upon false causes or sences to arme us against whatsoever shall oppose us in our wicked waies Though it neither can nor will be good yet it would bee thought to be so by others and enforces a conceit upon it selfe that it is good It imprisons and keepes downe all light that may discover it both within it selfe and without it self if it lie in its power It flatters it selfe and would have all the world flatter it too which if it doth not it frets especially if it bee once discovered and crossed hence comes all the plotting against goodnesse that sinne may reigne without controule Is it not a lamentable case that man who out of the very principles of nature cannot but desire happinesse and abhorre misery yet should bee in love with eternall misery in the causes of it and abhorre happinesse in the wayes that leade unto it This sheweth us what a wonderfull deordination and disorder is brought upon mans nature For every other creature is naturally carried to that which is helpfull unto it and shunneth that which is any way hurtfull and offensive Onely man is in love with his owne bane and fights for those lusts that fight against his soule §. 4. Our duty is 1. to labour to see this sinfull disposition of ours not onely as it is discovered in the Scriptures but as it discovers it selfe in our owne hearts this must must be done by the light and teaching of Gods Spirit who knowes us and all the turnings and windings and by-wayes of our soules better then wee know our selves Wee must see it as the most odious and lothsome thing in the world making our natures contrary to Gods pure nature and of all other duties making us most indisposed to spirituall duties wherein wee should have neerest communion with God because it seizeth on the very spirits of our mindes 2. Wee should looke upon it as worse then any of those filthy streames that come from it nay then all the impure issues of our lives together there is more fire in the fornace then in the sparkles There is more poyson in the root then in all the branches for if the streame were stopt the branches cut off and the sparkles quenched yet there would bee a perpetuall supply as in good things the cause is better then the effect so in ill things the cause is worse Every fruit should make this poysonfull root more hatefull to us and the root should make us hate the fruit more as comming from so bad a root as being worse in the cause then in it selfe the affection is worse then the action which may be forced or counterfeited Wee cry out upon particâ—…r sinnes but are not humbled as wee should be for our impure dispositions Without the sight of which there 〈◊〉 be no sound repentance arising from the deep and through consideration of sin no desire to be new moulded without which we can never enter into so holy a place as heaven no selfe deniall till we see the best things in us are enmity against God no high prizing of Christ without whoÌ„ our natures our persoâ—… and our actions are abominable in Goâ—… sight nor any solid peace setled in the soule which peace ariseth not from the ignorance of our corruption or compounding with it but from sight and hatred of it and strength against it 3. Consider the spiritualnesse and large extent of the law of God together with the curse annexed which forbids not onely particular sinnes but all the kindes degrees occasions and furtherances of sinne in the whole breadth and depth of it and our very nature it selfe so farre as it is corrupted For want of which we see many alive without the law joviall and merry from ignorance of their misery who if they did but once see their natures and lives in that glasse it would take away that livelinesse and courage from them and make them vile in their owne eyes Men usually looke themselves in the lawes of the State wherin they live and thinke themselves good enough if they are free from the danger of penall statutes this glasse discovers onely foule spots grosse scandalls and breakings out Or else they judge of themselves by parts of nature or common grace or by outward conformity to Religion or else by that light they have to guide themselves in the affaires of this life by their faire and civill carriage c. and thereupon live and die without any sense of the power of godlinesse which begins in the right knowledge of our selves and ends in the right knowledge of God The spiritualnesse and purity of the law should teach us to consider the purity and holinesse of God the bringing of our soules into whose presence will make us to abhorre our selves with Iob in dust and ashes contraries are best seene by setting one neere the other Whilest we looke onely on oâ—… selves and upon others amongst whom we live we think our selves to be some body It is an evidence of some sincerity wrought in the soule not to shunne that light which may let us see the soul corners of our hearts and lives 4. The consideration of this likewise should enforce us to carry a double guard over our soules David was very watchfull yet we see here he was surprized unawares by the sudden rebellion of his heart we should observe our hearts as governours doe rebells and mutinous persons Observation awes the heart We see to what an excesse sinne groweth in those that deny themselves nothing nor will be denied in any thing who if they may doe what they will will doe what they may who turne liberty into licence and make all their abilities and advantages to doe good contributary to the commands of overruling and unruly lusts Were it not that God partly by his power suppresseth and partly by his grace subdueth the disorders of mans nature for the good of society and the gathering of a Church upon earth Corruption would swell to that excesse that it would overturne and confound all things together with it selfe Although there bee a common corruption that cleaves to the nature of all men in generall as men as distrust in GOD selfe-love a carnall and worldly disposition c. yet God so ordereth it that in some there is an ebbe and decrease in others God justly leaving them to themselves a flow and encrease of sinfulnesse even beyond the bounds of ordinary corruption whereby they become worse then themselves either like beasts in sensuality or like devills in spirituall wickednesse though all be blinde in spirituall things yet some are more blinded though all be hard hearted yet some are more hardened though all be corrupt in evill courses yet some are more corrupted and sinke deeper into rebellion then others Sometimes God suffers this corruption to breake out in civill men yeâ—… even in his owne children
before our imagination that so wee might have a mishapen conceit of things by a spirit of elusion he makes worldly things appeare bigger to us and spirituall things lesser then indeed they are and so by sophisticating of things our affections come to be missed Imagination is the wombe and Sathan the father of all monstrous conceptions and disordered lusts which are well called deceitfull lusts and lusts of ignorance foolish and noysome lusts because they both spring from errour and folly and lead unto it We see even in Religion it selfe how the world together with the helpe of the God of the world is led away if not to worship images yet to worship the image of their owne fancie And where the truth is most professed yet people are prone to fancie to themselves such a breadth of Religion as will altogether leave them comfortlesse when things shall appeare in their true colours they will conceit to embrace truth without hatred of the world and Christ without his crosse and a godly life without persecution they would pull a rose without pricks Which though it may stand with their owne base ends for a while yet will not hold out in times of change when sicknesse of body and trouble of minde shall come Empty conceits are too weake to encounter with reall griefes Some thinke Orthodoxe and right opinions to bee a plea for a loose life whereas there is no ill course of life but springs from some false opinion God will not onely call us to an account how we have beleeved disputed and reasoned c. but how we have lived Our care therefore should be to build our profession not on seeming appearances but upon sound grounds that the gates of hell cannot prevaile against The hearts of many are so vaine that they delight to be blowne up with flattery because they would have their imagination pleased yea even when they cannot but know themselves abused and are grieved to have their windy bladder pricked and so to bee put out of their conceited happinesse Others out of a tediousnesse in serious and setled thoughts entertaine every thing as it is offered to them at the first blush and suffer their imaginations to carry them presently thereunto without further judging of it the will naturally loves variety and change and our imagination doth it service herein as not delighting to fixe long upon any thing hereupon men are contented both in religion and in common life to bee misled with prejudices upon shallow grounds Whence it is that the best things and persons suffer much in the world the power and practise of Religion is hated under odious names and so condemned before it is understood Whence wee see a necessity of getting spirituall Eye salve for without true knowledge the heart cannot be good It is just with God that those who take liberty in their thoughts should bee given up to their owne imaginations to delight in them and to be out of conceit with the best things and so to reape the fruit of their owne waies Nay even the best of Gods people if they take liberty herein God will let loose their imagination upon themselves and suffer them to bee intangled and vexed with their owne hearts Those that give way to their imaginations shew what their actions should be if they dared for if they forbeare doing evill out of conscience they should as well forbeare imagining evill for both are alike open to God and hatefull to him and therefore oft where there is no conscience of the thought God gives men up to the deed The greatest and hardest worke of a Christian is least in sight which is the well ordering of his heart some buildings have most workmanship under ground it is our spirits that God who is a Spirit hath most communion withall and the lesse freedome wee take to sinne here the more argument of our sincerity because there is no lawes to binde the inner man but the law of the spirit of grace whereby wee are a law to our selves A good Christian begins his repentance where his sinne begins in his thoughts which are the next issue of his heart God counts it an honour when wee regard his all-seeing eye so much as that wee will not take liberty to our selves in that which is offensive to him no not in our hearts wherein no creature can hinder us It is an argument that the Spirit hath set up a kingdome and order in our hearts when our spirits rise within us against any thing that lifts it selfe up against goodnesse §. 5. Many flatter themselves from an impossibility of ruling their imaginations and are ready to lay all upon infirmity and naturall weaknesse c. But such must know that if wee bee sound Christians the Spirit of GOD will enable us to doe all things Evangelically that we are called unto if we give way without checke to the motions thereof where the Spirit is it is such a light as discovers not onely dunghills but motes themselves even light and flying imaginations and abaseth the soule for them and by degrees purgeth them out and if they presse as they are as busie as flies in Summer yet a good heart will not owne them nor allow himselfe in them but casts them off as hot water doth the scumme or as the stomacke doth that which is noisome unto it they finde not that entertainement here which they have in carnall hearts where the scumme soakes in which are stewes of uncleane thoughts shambles of cruell and bloody thoughts Exchanges and shops of vaine thoughts a very forge and mynt of false politicke and undermining thoughts yea often a little hell of confused and blacke imaginations There is nothing that more moveth a godly man to renew his interest every day in the perfect righteousnesse and obedience of his Saviour then these sinfull stirrings of his soule when hee findes something in himselfe alwayes inticing and drawing away his heart from God and intermingling it selfe with his best performances Even good thoughts are troublesome if they come unseasonably and weaken our exact performance of duty §. 6. But here some misconceits must be taken heed of 1. As wee must take heed that wee account not our imaginations to be religion So we must not account true religion and the power of godlinesse to bee a matter of imagination onely as if holy men troubled themselves more then needs when they stand upon religion and conscience seeking to approve themselves to God in all things and indeavouring so farre as frailty will permit to avoid all appearances of evill Many men are so serious in vanities and reall in trifles that they count all which dote not upon such outward excellencies as they doe because the Spirit of GOD hath revealed to them things of a higher nature to be fantasticks and humorous people and so impute the worke of the spirit to the flesh Gods worke to Satan which comes neare
blessing of others upon their children yet God hath promised a blessing to the offices of Communion of Saints performed by one private man towards another Can we have a greater incouragement then under God to be gainer of a soule which is as much in Gods esteeme as if we should gaine a world Spirituall almes are the best almes mercy shewed to the soules of men is the greatest mercie and wisedome in winning of soules is the greatest wisedome in the world because the soule is especially the man upon the goodnesse of which the happinesse of the whole man depends What shining and flourishing Christians should wee have if these duties were performed As wee have a portion in the communion of Saints so wee should labour to have humility to take good and wisedome and love to doe good A Christian should have feeding lips a healing tongue the leaves the very words of the tree of righteousnesse have a curing vertue in them Some will shew a great deale of humanity in comforting others but little Christianity for as kinde men they will utter some cheerefull words but as Christians they want wisedome from above to speake a gracious word in season Nay some there are who hinder the saving working of any affliction upon the hearts of others by unseasonable and unsavoury discourses either by suggesting false remedies or else diverting men to false contentments and so become spirituall traitors rather then friends taking part with their worst enemies their lusts and wills Happy is hee that in his way to heaven meeteth with a chearefull and skilfull guide and fellow-travellor that carrieth cordials with him against all faintings of spirit It is a part of our wisedome to salvation to make choice of such a one as may further us in our way An indifferency for any company shewes a dead heart where the life of grace is it is sensible of all advantages and disadvantages How many have beene refreshed by one short apt savoury speech which hath begotten as it were new spirits in them In ancient times as wee see in the Story of Iob it was the custome of friends to meet together to comfort those that were in misery and Iob takes it for granted that to him that is afflicted pity should bee shewed from his friends for besides the presence of a friend which hath some influence of comfort in it 1. The discovery of his loving affection hath a cherishing sweetnesse in it 2. The expression of love in reall comforts and services by supplying any outward want of the patry troubled prevailes much thâ—… Christ made way for his comforts to the soules of men by shewing outward kindnesse to their bodies Love with the sensible fruits of it prepareth for any wholesome counsell 3. After this wholesome words carry a speciall cordiall vertue with them especially when the Spirit of God in the affectionate speaker joines with the word of comfort and thereby closeth with the heart of a troubled patient when all these concenter and meet together in one then is comfort sealed up to the soule The childe in Elizabeths wombe sprang at the presence and salutation of Mary the speech of one hearty friend cannot but revive the spirits of another Sympathy hath a strange force as wee see in the strings of an Instrument which being played upon as they say the strings of another instrument are also moved with it After love hath once kindled love then the heart being melted is fit to receive any impression unlesse both pieces of the iron bee red hot they will not joyne together two spirits warmed with the â—…ne heat will easily soâ—…der together §. 2. In him that shall stay the minde of another there had need to bee an excellent temper of many graces as 1. Knowledge of the grievance together with wisedome to speake a word in season and to conceale that which may set the cure backwards 2. Faithfulnesse with liberty not to concealâ—… any thing which may bee for his good though against present liking The very life and soule of friendship stands in freedome tempered with wisedome and faithfulnesse 3. Loue with compassion and patience to beare all and hope all and not to bee easily provoked by the way wardnesse of him we deale with Short spirited men are not the best comforters God himselfe is said to beare with the manners of his people in the wildernesse It is one thing to beare with a wise sweet moderation that which may be borne and another thing to allow or approve that which is not to be approved at all Where these graces are in the speaker and apprehended so to bee by the person distempered his heart will soone embrace whatsoever shall bee spoken to rectifie his judgement or affection A good conceit of the spirit of the speaker is of as much force to prevaile as his words Words especially prevaile when they are uttered more from the bowels then the braine and from our owne experience which made even Christ himselfe a more compassionate high Priest When men come to themselves againe they will bee the deepest censurers of their owne miscariage §. 3. Moreover to the right comforting of an afflicted person speciall care must be had of discerning the true ground of his grievance the coare must bee searched out if the griefe ariseth from outward causes then it must be carried into the right channell the course of it must bee turned another way as in staying of blood we should grieve for sinne in the first place as being the evill of all evills If the ground be sinne then it must be drawne to a head from a confused griefe to some more particular sinne that so wee may strike the right veine but if wee finde the spirit much cast downe for particular sinnes then comfort is presently to be applied But if the griefe be not fully ripe then as we use to help nature in its offers to purge by Physick till the sick matter be carried away so when conscience moved by the spirit begins to ease it selfe by confession it is good to help forward the worke of it till wee finde the heart low enough for comfort to be laid upon When Paul found the Iaylor cast downe almost as low as hell hee stands not now upon further hammering and preparing of him for mercie that worke was done already but presently stirres him up to beleeve in the Lord Iesus Christ here being a fit place for an interpreter to declare unto man his righteousnesse and his mercy that belongs unto him after he hath acknowledged his personall and particular sins which the naturall guile of the heart is extreamely backward to doe and yet cannot receive any sound peace till it be done If signes of grace be discerned here likewise is a fit place to declare unto man the saving worke of grace in his heart which Sathan labours to hide from him Men oft are
not able to reade their owne evidences without help In case of stifnesse and standing out it is fit the Man of God should take some authority upon him and lay a charge upon the soules of men in the name of Christ to give way to the truth of Christ and to forbeare putting off that mercy which is so kindly offered when we judge it to be their portion which course will be succesfull in hearts awed with a reverend feare of grieving Gods spirit Sometimes men must bee dealt roundly withall as David here deales with his owne soule that so whilest we aske a reason of their dejection they may plainly see they have no reason to be so cast downe for oftentimes grievances are irrationall rising from mistakes and counsell bringing into the soule a fresh light dissolves those grosse fogges and setteth the soule at liberty What griefe is contracted by false reason is by true reason altered Thus it pleaseth God to humble men by letting them see in what need they stand one of another that so the communion of Saints may be indeared every relation wherein we stand towards others are so many bonds and sinewes whereby one member is fitted to derive comfort to another through love the bond of perfection All must be done in this sweet affection A member out of joynt must be tenderly set in again and bound up which onely men guided by the spirit of love seasoned with discretion are fit to doe they are taught of God to doe what they should The more of Christ is in any man the more willingnesse and fitnesse to this duty to which this should encourage us that in strengthening others we strengthen our selves and derive upon our selves the blessing pronounced on those that consider the needie which will be our comfort here and crowne hereafter that God hath honoured us to be instruments of spirituall good to others It is an injunction to coÌ„fort the feeble minded there is an heavie imputatioÌ„ on those that coÌ„forted not the weaks when men will not owne men in trouble but as the herd of Deere forsake push away the wounded Deere froÌ„ them And those that are any wayes cast downe must stoope to those wayes which God hath sanctified to convey coÌ„fort for though sometimes the Spirit of God immediatly comforts the soule which is the sweetest yet for the most part the Sun of righteousnesse that hath healing in his wings conveyeth the beames of his comfort by the helpe of others in whom hee will have much of our comfort to lie hid and for this very end it pleaseth God to exercise his children and Ministers especially with tryalls and afflictions that so they having felt what a troubled spirit is in themselves might be able to coÌ„fort others in their distresses with the same comfort wherwith they have beene comforted God often suspends comfort from us to drive us to make use of our Christian friends by whom hee purposeth to doe us good Oftentimes the very opening of mens grievances bringeth ease without any further working upon them the very opening of a veine cooles the blood If God in the state of innocencie thought it fit man should have a helper if God thought it fit to send an Angell to comfort Christ in his agonies shall any man thinke the comfort of another more than needs Sathan makes every affliction by reason of our corruption a temptation to us whereupon we are to encounter not onely with our owne corruptions but with spirituall wickednesses and need we not then that others should joyne forces with us to discover the temptation and to confirme and comfort us against it for so reason joyning with reason and affection with affection wee come by uniting of strength to bee impregnable Sathan hath most advantage in solitarinesse and thereupon sets upon Christ in the wildernesse and upon Eve single and it added to the glory of Christs victory that he overcame him in a single combat and in a place of such disadvantage Those that will be alone at such times doe as much as in them lieth to tempt the tempter himselfe to tempt them The Preacher gives three reasons why two are better than one 1. Because if one fall the other may lift him up as that which is stronger shoreth up that which is weaker so feeble mindes are raised and kept up by the stronger Nay oftentimes he that is weaker in one grace is stronger in another one may helpe by his experience and meekenesse of love that needs the help of another for knowledge 2. If two lye together one may warme another by kindling one anothers spirits Where two meete together upon such holy grounds and aymes there Christ by his spirit makes up another and this three-fold cable who shall breake While Iâ—…as lived Iehoiada stood upright While Latymer and Ridley lived they kept up Granmer by intercourse of letters and otherwise from entertai ning counsells of Revolt The Disciples presently upon Christs apprehension fainted not withstanding he laboured by his heavenly doctrine to put courage comfort into them 3. If any give an on-set upon them there is two to withstand it Spirit joyning with Spirit and because there is an acquaintance of spirits as well as of persons those are fittest to lay open our mindes unto in whom upon experience of their fidelity our hearts may most safely relie Wee lose much of our strength in the losse of a true friend which made David bemoane the losse of his friend Ionathan Woe is me for thee my brother Ionathan He lost a piece of himselfe by losing him whom his heart so clave unto Saint Paul accounted that God had shewed especiall mercy to him in the recovery of Epaphroditus §. 4. But there are divers miscarriages in those that are troubled which make the comfort of others of none effect 1. When the troubled party deales not directly but doubleth with him that is to helpe him Some are ashamed to acknowledge the true ground of their grievance pretending sorrow for one thing when their hearts tell them it ariseth from another Like the Lapâ—…ings which make greatest noise furthest from their neast because they would not have it discovered This deceit moved our blessed Saviour who knew what was in the harts of men to fit his answeres many times rather to the man then to the matter 2. Some relie too much upon particular men Oh if they had such a one they should do well and mislike others fitter perhaps to deale with them as having more thorough knowledge of their estates because they would have their disease rather covered then cured or if cured yet with soft words whereas no playster worketh better then that which causes smart Some out of meere humorous fondnesse must have that which can hardly be got or else nothing pleases them David must needs have the waters of Bethlem when others were neerer hand And oftentimes
when men have not onely whom they desire but such also who are fit and dexterous in dealing with a troubled spirit yet their soules feele no comfort because they make idols of men Whereas men at the best are but conduits of comfort and such as God freely conueyeth comfort by taking liberty oft to deny comfort by them that so he may be acknowledged the God of all comfort 3. Some delude themselves by thinking it sufficient to have a few good words spoken to them as if that could cure them not regarding to apprehend the same and mingle it with faith without which good words lose their working even as wholesome Physick in a dead stomack Besides miscarriages in comforting times will often fall out in our lives that we shall have none either to comfort us or to be comforted by us and then what will become of us unlesse we can comfort our selues Men must not thinke alwayes to live upon almes but lay up something in store for themselves and provide oyle for their owne lamps and bee able to draw out something from the treasury of their owne hearts We must not goe to the Surgeon for every scratch No wise traveller but will have some refreshing waters about him Againe wee are often driven to retire home to our owne hearts by uncharitable imputations of other men even friends sometimes become miserable comfortens it was Iobs case his friends had honest intentions to comfort him but erred in their manner of dealing if he had found no more comfort by reflecting upon his owne sincerity then he received from them who laboured to take it from him hee had beene doubly miserable We are most privy to our owne intentions and aimes whence comfort must bee fetched Let others speake what they can to us if our owne hearts speake not with them we shall receive no satisfaction Sometimes it may fall out that those which should unloose our spirits when they are bound up mistake the key â—…isses the right wards and so we lâ—…e bound still Opening of our estate to another is not good but when it is necessary and it is not necessary when we can fetch supply from our owne store God would have us tender of our reputations except in some speciall cases wherein wee are to give glory to God by a free and full confession Needlesse discovery of our selves to others makes us feare the conscience of another man as privie to that which we are ashamed hee should bee privy unto and it is neither wisedome nor mercy to put men upon the racke of confession further then they can have no ease any other way for by this meanes we raise in them a jealousie towards us and oft without cause which weakneth and tainteth that love which should unite hearts in one CAP. XV. Of flying to God in disquiets of soule Eight observations out of the text WHat if neither the speech of others to us nor the rebuke of our owne hearts will quiet the soule Is there no other remedy left Yes then looke up to God the Father and fountaine of comfort as David doth here For the more speciall meanes whereby he sought to recover himselfe was by laying a charge upon his soule to trust in God for having let his soule runne out too much hee begins to recollect himselfe againe and resigne up all to God §. 1. But how came David to have the command of his owne soule so as to take it off from griefe and to place it upon God could hee dispose of his owne heart himselfe The child of God hath something in him above a man hee hath the Spirit of God to guide his spirit this command of David to his soule was under the command of the Great Commander God commands David to trust in him and at the same time infuseth strength into his soule by thinking of Gods command and trusting to Gods power to command it selfe to trust in God so that this command is not onely by authoritie but by vertue likewise of Gods command As the inferiour orbes move as they are moved by a higher So Davids spirit here moves as it is moved by Gods Spirit which inwardly spake to him to speake to himselfe David in speaking thus to his owne soule was as every true Christian is a Prophet and an instructer to himselfe It is but as if inferiour officers should charge in the name and power of the King Gods children have a principle of life in them from the Spirit of God by which they command themselves To give charge belongs to a Superiour David had a double Superiour above him his owne spirit as sanctified and Gods Spirit guiding that Our spirits are the Spirits agents and the Holy Spirit is Gods agent maintaining his right in us As God hath made man a free agent So he guides him and preserves that free manner of working which is agreeable to mans nature By this it appeares that Davids moving of himselfe did not hinder the Spirits moving of him neither did the Spirits moving of him hinder him from moving himselfe in a free manner for the Spirit of God moveth according to our principles it openeth our understandings to see that it is best to trust in God It moveth so sweetly as if it were an inbred principle and all one with our owne spirits If wee should hold our will to move it selfe and not to be moved by the Spirit we should make a God of it whose property is to move other things and not to be moved by any We are in some sort Lords over our owne speeches and actions but yet under a higher Lord. David was willing to trust in God but God wrought that will in him he first makes our will good and then works by it It is a sacrilegious liberty that will acknowledge no dependance upon God Wee are wise in his wisedome and strong in his strength who saith without me yee can doe nothing Both the budde of a good desire and the blossome of a good resolution and the fruit of a good action all comes from GOD. Indeed the understanding is ours whereby wee know what to doe and the will is ours whereby wee make choice of what is best to be done but the light whereby wee know and the guidance whereby wee choose that is from a higher agent which is ready to flow into us with present fresh supply when by vertue of former strength wee put our selves forward in obedience to God Let but David say to his soule being charged of God to trust I charge thee my soule to trust in him and hee findes a present strength inabling to it Therefore we must both depend upon God as the first Mover and withall set all the inferiour wheeles of our soules a going according as the Spirit of God ministers motion unto us So shall wee bee free from selfe-confidence and likewise from neglecting that order of working which God hath
till God in judgement gave him up to what his covetous heart led him unto A man is not fit to deliberate till his heart be purged of false aymes for else God will give him up to the darknesse of his owne spirit and he will bee alwayes warping unfit for any byas Where the aymes are good there God delighteth to reveale his good pleasure Such a soule is levell and suitable to any good counsell that shall bee given and prepared to entertaine it In what measure any last is favoured in that measure the soule is darkned Even wise Solomon whilest he gave way to his lust had like to have lost his wisdome We must looke to our place wherein God hath set us if we be in subjection to others their authority ought to sway with us Neither is it the calling of those that are subjects to enquire over-curiously into the mysteries of government for that both in peace and war breeds much disturbance and would trouble all designes The lawes under which we live are particular determinations of the law of God in some duties of the second table For example The Law of God sayes Exact no more then what is thy due But what in particular is thy due and what another mans the lawes of men determine and therefore ought to be a rule unto us so farre as they reach though it be too narrow a rule to be good only so farre as mans law guides unto Yet law being the joynt reason and consent of many men for publique good hath an use for guidance of all actions that fall under the same Where it dashes not against Gods law what is agreeable to law is agreeable to conscience The law of God in the due enlargement of it to the least beginning and occasions is exceeding broad and allowes of whatsoever stands with the light of reason or the bonds of humanity civility c. and whatsoever is against these is so farre against Gods law So that higher rules be looked to in the first place there is nothing lovely or praise-worthy among men but ought to be seriously thought on Nature of it selfe is wilde and untamed and impatient of the yoke but as beasts that cannot endure the yoke at first after they are enured a while unto it beare it willingly cary their work more easily by it So the yoke of obedience makes the life regular and quiet The meeting of authority and obedience together maintaines the order and peace of the world So of that Question Though blindfold obedience such as our Adversaries would have be such as will never stand with sound peace of conscience which alwayes lookes to have light to direct it for else a blinde conscience would breed blinde feares yet in such doubtfull cases wherein we cannot winde out our selves we ought to light our candles at others whom we have cause to thinke by their place and parts should see further then wee In matters of outward estate wee will have men skilfull of our counsell and Christians would finde more sound peace if they would advise with their godly and learned Pastors and friends Where there is not a direct word there is place for the counsell of a prudent man And it is a happinesse for them whose businesse is much and parts not large to have the benefit of those that can give ayme and see further then themselves The meanest Christian understands his owne way and knowes how to doe things with better advantage to his soule then a gracelesse though learned man yet is still glad of further discovery In counsell there is peace the thoughts being thus established When wee have advised and served Gods providence in the use of meanes then if it fall out otherwise then wee looke for wee may confidently conclude that God would not have it so otherwise to our griefe we may say it was the fruit of our owne rashnesse Where we have cause to thinke that wee have used better meanes in the search of grounds and are more free from partiall affections then others there we may use our owne advise more safely Otherwise what wee doe by consent from others is more secure and lesse offensive as being more countenanced In advice with others it is not sufficient to be generally wise but experienced and knowing in that wee aske which is an honour to Gods gifts where we finde them in any kinde When we set about things in passion we work not as men or Christians but in a bestiall manner The more passion the lesse discretion because passion hinders the sight of what is to be done It clouds the soule and puts it on to action without advisement Where passions are subdued and the soule purged and cleared there is nothing to hinder the impression of Gods spirit the soule is fitted as a cleane glasse to receive light from above And that is the reason why mortified men are fittest to advise with in the particular cases incident to a Christian life After all advise extract what is fittest and what our spirits do most bend unto For in things that concerne our selves God affords a light to discerne out of what is spoken what best suteth us And every man is to follow most what his owne conscience after information dictates unto him because conscience is Gods deputy in us and under God most to bee regarded and whosoever sinnes against it in his own construction sinnes against God God vouchsafeth every Christian in some degree the grace of spirituall prudence whereby they are enabled to discerne what is fittest to be done in things that fall within their compasse It is good to observe the particular becks of providence how things joyne and meete together fit occasions and suting of things are intimations of Gods will Providence hath a language which is well understood by those that have a familiar acquaintance with Gods dealing they see a traine of providence leading one way more then to another Take especiall heed of not grieving the Spirit when he offers to bee our guide by studying evasions and wishing the case were otherwise This is to be Law-givers to our selves thinking that we are wiser than God The use of discretion is not to direct us about the end whether wee should doe well or ill for a single heart alwayes aymes at good but when we resolve upon doing well and yet doubt of the manner how to performe it discretion lookes not so much to what is lawfull for that is taken for granted but what is most expedient A discreet man lookes not to what is best so much as what is fittest in such and such respects by eying circumstances which if they sort not doe vary the nature of the thing it selfe And because it is not in man to know his owne wayes we should looke up unto Christ the great Councellour of his Church to vouchsafe the spirit of counsell and direction to us that may make our way plaine before us by
help to multiply our faith tryed truth and tryed faith unto it sweetly agree and answer one another It were a course much tending to the quickning of the faith of Christians if they would communicate one to another their mutuall experiences this hath formerly beene the custome of Gods people Come and heare all ye that â—…re God and I will declare what he hath done for my soule And David urgeth this as a reason to God for deliverance that then the righteous would compasse him about as rejoycing in the experience of Gods goodnesse to him The want of this makes us upon any new tryall to call Gods care and love into question as if hee had never formerly beene good unto us whereas every experiment of Gods love should refresh our faith upon any fresh onset God is so good to his children even in this world that he traines them up by daily renewed experiences of his fatherly care for besides those many promises of good things to come he gives us some evidence and taste of what wee beleeve here that by that which wee feele wee might be strengthned in that wee looke for that so in both 1. sense of what we feele and 2. certainty of what we looke for we might have full support But yet we must trust God as he will be trusted namely in doing good oâ—… else we do not trust him but tempt him Our commanding of our soules to trust in God is but an Eccho of what God commands us first and therefore in the same maner he commands us we should command our selves As God commands us to trust him in doing good so should wee commit our soules to him in well doing and trust him when wee are about his owne workes and not in the workes of darknesse we may safely expect God in his wayes of mercy when we are in his wayes of obedience For Religion as it is a doctrine of what is to be beleeved so it is a doctrine according to godlinesse and the mysteries of faith are mysteries of godlinesse because they cannot be beleeved but they will inforce a godly conversation where my true impression of them is there is holinesse alwayes bred in that soule therefore a study of holinesse must goe joyntly together with a study of trusting in God faith lookes not onely to promises but to directions to duty and â—…eds in the soule a liking of whatsoever pleaseth God There is a mutuall strengthning in things that are good trusting stirres to duty and duty strengthens trusting by increasing our liberty and boldnesse with God Againe wee must maintaine in our soules a high esteeme of the grace of â—…aith the very try all whereof is more â—…ious then gold what then is the grace of faith it selfe and the promises which it layeth hold on certainely they transcend in worth whatever may draw us from God whence it is that the soule sets a high price upon them and on faith that beleeves them It is impossible that any thing in the world should come betwixt the heart and those things if once we truly lay hold on them to undermine faith or the comfort we have by it the heart is never drawne to any sinfull vanity 〈◊〉 frighted with any terrour of trouble till faith first loseth the sight and estimation of divine things and forgets the necessity and excellency of them Our Saviour Christ when hee would stirre up a desire of faith in his Disciples shewed them the power and excellency of the same great things stirre up faith and keepe it above and faith keepes the soule that nothing else can take place of abode in it when the great things of God are brought into the heart by faith what is there in the whole world thâ—… can out bid them Assurance of these things upon spirituall grounds over-rules both sense and reason or what ever else prevailes with carnall hearts CAP. XIX Faith to be prized and other things undervalued at least not to bee trusted to as the chiefe THat faith may take the better place in the soule and the soule in God the heart must continually be taught of what little worth all things else are as reputation riches and pleasures c. and to see their nothingnesse in the word of God and in experience of our selves and others that so our heart being â—…ed from these things may open it selfe to God and imbrace things of a higher nature otherwise baser things will be neerer the soule then faith and keepe possession against it so that faith will not be suffered to set up a throne in the heart There must bee an unloosing of the heart as well as a fastning of it and God helpes us in both for besides the word discovering the vanity of all things else out of God the maine scope of Gods dealing with his children in any danger or affliction whatsoever is to imbitter all other things but himselfe unto them Indeed it is the power of God properly which makes the heart to trust but yet the Spirit of God useth this way to bring all things else out of request with us in comparison of those inestimable good things which the soule is created redeemed and sanctified for God is very jealous of our trust and can endure no Idoll of jealousie to be set up in our hearts Therefore it behooves us to take notice not onely of the deceitfulnesse of things but of the deceitfulnesse of our hearts in the use of them Our hearts naturally hang loose from God and are soone ready to joyne with the creature Now the more we observe our hearts in this the more wee take them off and labour to set them where they should be placed for the more wee know these things the lesse we shall trust them But may wee not trust in riches and friends and other outward helps at all Yes so farre as they are subordinace to God our chiefe stay with reservation and submission to the Lord onely so far and so long as it shall please him to use them for our good Because God ordinarily conveyes his help and goodnesse to us by some creature we must trust in God to blesse every mercy wee in joy and to make all helps serviceable to his love towards us In a word we must trust use them in under God and so as if all were taken away yet to thinke God being al-sufficient can doe without them whatsoever hee doth by them for our good Faith preserves the chastitie of the soule cleaving to God is a spirituall debt which it oweth to him whereas cleaving to the creature is spirituall adultery It is an error in the foundation to substitute false objects either in Religion or in Christian Conversation for 1. in religion trusting in false objects as Saints workes c. breeds false worship and false worship breeds Idolatry and so Gods jealousie and hatred 2. In Christian Coâ—…versation false objects
trust in God In this case wee must goe to God with whom all things are possible to put forth his Almighty power not only in the pardoning but in subduing our iniquities He that can make a Camell goe through a needles eye can make a high conceited man lowly a rich man humble Therefore never question his power much lesse his willingnesse when he is not onely ready to receive us when we returne but perswades and intreates us to come in unto him yea after back-sliding and false dealing with him wherein he allowes no mercy to be shewed by man yet he will take liberty to shew mercy himselfe But I have often relapsed and fallen into the same sin againe and againe If Christ will have us pardon our brother seaventy seaven times can wee thinke that hee will enjoyne us more then he will be ready to doe himselfe when in case of shewing mercy hee would have us thinke his thoughts to be farre above ours Adam lost all by once sinning but we are under a better covenant a covenant of mercy and are encouraged by the Sonne to goe to the Father every day for the sinnes of that day Where the worke of grace is begun sin loses strength by every new fall for hence issues deeper humility stronger hatred fresh indignation against our selves more experience of the deceitfulnesse of our hearts renewed resolutions untill sin be brought under That should not drive us from God which God would have us make use of to flye the rather to him since there is a throne of grace set up in Jesus Christ we may boldly make use of and let us be ashamed to sinne and not ashamed to glorifie Gods mercy in begging pardon for sin Nothing will make us more ashamed to sin then thoughts of so free and large mercy It will grieve an ingenuous spirit to offend so good a God Ah that there should be such an heart in me as to tire the patience of God and damme up his goodnesse as much as in me lyes but this is our comfort that the plea of mercy from a broken spirit to a gracious Father will ever hold good When wee are at the lowest in this world yet there are these three grounds of comfort still remaining 1. That wee are not yet in the place of the damned whose estate is unalterable 2. That whilest we live there is time and space for recovering of our selves 3. That there is grace offered if we will not shut our hearts against it O but every one hath his time my good houre may be past That is counsell to thee it is not past if thou canst raise up thy heart to God and embrace his goodnesse Shew by thy yeelding unto mercy that thy time of mercy is not yet out rather then by concluding uncomfortably willingly betray thy selfe to thy greatest enemy enforcing that upon thy selfe which God labours to draw thee from As in the sinne against the Holy Ghost feare shewes that wee have not committed it So in this a tender heart fearing least our time bee past shewes plainely that it is not past Looke upon examples when the Prodigall in his forlorne condition was going to his Father his Father stayed not for him but meetes him in the way he did not only goe but ranne to meet him God is more willing to entertain us then we are to cast our selves upon him As there is a fountaine opened for sinne and for uncleannesse so it is a living fountaine of living water that runnes for ever and can never bee drawne dry Here remember that I build not a shelter for the presumptuous but only open an harbour for the truly humbled soule to put himselfe into CHAP. XXII Of sorow for sin and hatred of sinne when right and sufficient Helps thereto AH there 's my misery If I could bee humbled for sinne I might hope for mercy but I never yet knew what a broken heart meant this soule of mine was never as yet sensible of the griefe and smart of sinne how then can I expect any comfort It is one of Sathans policies to hold us in a dead and barren condition by following us with conceits that wee have not sorowed in proportion to our offences True it is we should labour that our sorow might in some measure answer to the haynousnesse of our sins but we must know sorrow is not required for it selfe in that degree as faith is If we could trust in God without much sorow for our sins then it would not be required for God delights not in our sorow as sorow God in mercy both requires it and workes it as thereby making us capable vessels of mercy fit to acknowledge value and walke worthy of Christ he requres it as it is a means to imbitter sin and the delightfull pleasures thereof unto us and by that meanes bring us to a right judgement of our selves and the creature with which sinne commits spirituall adultery that so we may recover our taste before lost And then when with the Prodigall wee returne unto our selves having lost our selves before we are fit to judge of the basenesse of sin and of the worth of mercy and so upon grounds of right reason bee willing to alter our condition and embrace mercy upon any tearmes it shall please Christ to injoyne Secondly if we could grieve and cast downe our selves beneath the earth as low as the nethermost pit yet this would be no satisfaction to God for sin of it selfe it is rather an enterance and beginning of hell Thirdly we must search what is the cause of this want of griefe which wee complaine of whether it be not a secret cleaving to the creature and too much contentment in it which oft stealeth away the heart from God and brings in such contentment as is subject to faile and deceive us whereupon from discontentment wee grieve which griefe being carnall hinders griefe of a better kinde Usually the causes of our want of griefe for sin are these First a want of serious consideration and dwelling long enough upon the cause of griefe which springs either from an unsetlednesse of Nature or distractions from things without Moveable dispositions are not long affected with any thing One maine use of crosses is to take off the soule from that it is dangerously set upon and to fixe our running spirits For though griefe for crosses hinder spirituall griefe yet worldly delights hinder more That griefe is lesse distant from true griefe and therfore neerer to be turned into it And put case wee could call off our mindes from other things and set them on griefe for our sinnes yet it is onely Gods spirit that can worke our hearts to this griefe and for this end perhaps God holds us off from it to â—…each us that he is the teacher of the heart to grieve And thereupon it is our duty to waite till hee reveale our selves so
far to our selves as to stir up this affection in us Another cause may bee a kinde of doublenesse of heart whereby wee would bring two things together that cannot suite We would grieve for sin so far as we thinke it an evidence of a good condition but then because it is an irksome taske and because it cannot be wrought without severing our heart from those sweet delights it is set upon hence we are loath God should take that course to worke griefe which crosseth our disposition The soule must therefore by selfe-deniall be brought to such a degree of sincerity and simplicity as to be willing to give God leave to worke this sorow not to bee sorrowed for by what way hee himselfe pleaseth But here we must remember againe that this selfe-deniall is not of our selves but of God who onely can take us out of our selves and if our hearts were brought to a stoâ—…ping herein to his worke it would stop many a crosse and continue many a blessing which God is forced to take from us that he may worke that griefe in us which he seeth would not otherwise be kindly wrought God giveth some larger spirits and so their sorowes become larger Some upon quicknesse of apprehension and the ready passages betwixt the braine and the heart are quickly moved where the apprehension is deeper and the passages slower there sorow is long in working and long in removing The deepest waters have the stillest motion Iron takes fire more slowly then stubble but then it holds it longer Againe God that searcheth and knows our hearts better then our selves knows when and in what measure it is fit for to grieve He sees it fitter for some dispositions to goe on in a constant griefe We must give that honour to the wisdome of the great Physitian of soules to know best how to mingle and minister his potions And we must not bee so unkinde to take it ill at Gods hands when he out of gentlenesse and forhearance ministers not to us that churâ—…sh Physick hee doth to others but cheerefully embrace any potion that he thinkes fit to give us Some holy men have desired to see their sinne in the most ugly colours and God hath heard them in their requests But yet his hand was so heavy upon them that they went alwayes mourning to their very graves and thought it fitter to leave it to Gods wisdome to mingle the potion of sorrow then to be their own choosers For a conclusion then of this point If wee grieve that we cannot grieve and so far as it is sinne make it our griefe then put it amongst the rest of our sinnes which we beg pardon of and helpe against and let it not hinder us from going to Christ but drive us to him For herein lyes the danger of this temptation that those who complaine in this kinde thinke it should be presumption to goe to Christ when as he especially calleth the weary and heavy laden sinner to come unto him and therefore such 〈◊〉 are sensible that they are not senâ—… enough of their sin must know though want of feeling be quite opposite to the life of Grace yet sensiblenes of the want of feeling shews some degree of the life of Grace The safest way in this case is from that life and light that God hath wrought in oâ—… soules to see and feele this want of feeling to cast our selves and this our indisposition upon the pardoning and healing mercy of God in Christ. We speake onely of those that are so farre displeased with themselves for their ill temper as they doe not favour themselves in it but are willing to yeeld to Gods way in redressing it and doe not crosse the Spirit moving them thus with David to check themselves and to trust in God Otherwise an unfeeling and carelesse state of Spirit will breed a secret shame of going to God for removing of that wee are not hearty in labouring against so farre as our conscience tells us we are enabled The most constant state the soule can bee in in regard of sin is upon judgement to condemne it upon right â—…nds and to resolve against it Thereupon Repentance is called an afâ—…isdome and change of the minde And â—…s disposition is in Gods children at 〈◊〉 times And for affections love of that â—…ich is good and hatred of that which 〈◊〉 evill these likewise have a setled â—…tinuance in the soule But griefe 〈◊〉 sorow rise and fall as fresh occasions â—…re offered and are more lively stirred 〈◊〉 upon some lively representation to 〈◊〉 soule of some hurt wee receive by â—…e and wrong wee doe to God in it â—…e reason hereof is because till the â—…e be separated from the body these â—…ctions have more communion with 〈◊〉 body and therefore they cary more â—…ward expressions then dislike or â—…omination in the minde doth We 〈◊〉 to judge of our selves more by that â—…ich is constant then by that which is â—…ing and flowing But what is the reason that the affectiâ—…s doe not alwayes follow the judgement 〈◊〉 the choise or refusall of the will Our soule being a finite substance is caried with strength but one way at one time 2. Sometime God calls us to joy as well as to grieve and then no wonder if griefe be somewhat to seeke 3. Sometimes when God calleth â—…o griefe and the judgement and will goeth along with God Yet the heart is not alwayes ready because it may bee it hath runne out so farre that it cannot presently be called in againe 4. Or the spirits which are the instruments of the soule may be so wasted that they cannot hold out to feed a strong griefe in which case the conscience must rest in our setled judgement and hatred of ill which is the surest and never-failing Character of a good soule 5. Oft times God in mercy takes us off from griefe and sorow by refreshing occasions because sorow and griefe are affections very much afflicting both of body and soule When is godly sorrow in that degreâ—… wherein the soule may stay it selfe from uncomfortable thoughts about its condition 〈◊〉 Ans. 1. When we finde strength against that sin â—…ich formerly we fell into and ability to â—…e in a contrary way for this answers Gods end in griefe one of which is a prevention from falling for the time 〈◊〉 come For God hath that affection 〈◊〉 him which hee puts into Parents â—…hich is by smart to prevent their childrens boldnesse of offending for the time to come 2. When that which is wanting in griâ—…fe is made up in feare Here there is 〈◊〉 great cause of complaint of the â—…nt of griefe for this holy affection is 〈◊〉 â—…band of the soule whereby it is â—…pt from starting from God and his â—…yes 3. When after griefe wee finde in â—…rd peace for true griefe being Gods â—…orke in us hee knowes best how
to â—…easure it Therefore whatsoever â—…e God brings my soule into I am 〈◊〉 rest in his goodnesse and not except â—…gainst his dealing That peace and joy â—…ich riseth from griefe in the use of â—…eanes and makes the soule more â—…ble and thankfull to God and lesse censorious and more pitifull to others is no illusion nor false light The maine end of griefe and sorow is tâ—… make us value the grace and mercy of God in Christ above all the contentments which sinne feeds on Which where it is found we may know that griefe for sin hath enough possessed the soule before The sufficiency of things is to be judged by an answerablenesse to their use and ends God makes sinne bitter that Christ may be sweet that measure of griefe and sorow is sufficient which brings us and holds us to Christ. Hatred being the strongest deepest and steadiest affection of the soule against that which is evill Griefe for sinne is then right when it springs from hatred and encreaseth further hatred against it Now the soule may bee knowne to hate sin when it seekes the utter â—…lishing of it for hatred is an impâ—…ble and irreconcileable affection True hatred is caried against 〈◊〉 whole kinde of sin without respect 〈◊〉 any wrong done to us but only out of meere Antipathie and contrariety of â—…sposition to it As the Lambe hateth â—…he whole kinde of Wolves and man â—…eth the whole kinde of Serpents A load does us no harme but yet wee â—…e it That which is hatefull to us the â—…earer it is the more wee shun and abâ—…orre it as venomous Serpents and â—…full creatures because the neerenesse of the object affects us more deeply Therefore if our griefe spring â—…om true hatred of sinne it will make â—…o new league with it but grieve for 〈◊〉 sinne especially for our owne particular sinnes as being contrary to the worke of Gods grace in us then is griefe 〈◊〉 affection of the new creature and every way of the right breed But for fuller satisfaction in this case â—…e must know there is sometimes griefe 〈◊〉 sin in us when we thinke there is none 〈◊〉 wants but stirring up by some quickning word the remembrance of Gods â—…avours and our unkindnesse or the aâ—…â—…aking of our consciences by some â—…osse will raise up this affection feelingly in us As in the affection of love many thinke that they have no love to God at all yet let God be dishonoured in his name truth or children and their love will soone stirre and appeare in just anger In want of griefe for sinne we must remember 1. That wee must have this affection from God before we can bring it unto God And therefore in the second place Our chiefe care should be not to harden our hearts against the motions of the spirit stirring us to seasonable griefe for that may cause a judicial hardnesse from God God oft inflicteth some spirituall judgement as a correction upon men for not yeelding to his spirit at the first they feele a hardnesse of heart growing upon them This made the Church complaine Why hast thou hardened our hearts from thy feare which if Christians did well consider they would more carefully entertaine such impressions of sorow as the spirit in the use of the meanes and observation of Gods dealing towardâ—… tselves or others shall worke in â—…m then they doe It is a saying of 〈◊〉 Let a man grieve for his sinne and 〈◊〉 for his griefe Though wee can neiâ—…er love nor grieve nor joy of our â—…es as we should yet our hearts tell 〈◊〉 wee are often guilty of giving a â—…ck to the spirit stirring these affectiâ—… in us which is a maine cause of the â—…y sharp afflictions wee endure in â—…is life though Gods love in the main â—…er of salvation be most firme unto 〈◊〉 We must not thinke to have all this â—…fe at first at once for oftentimes â—…n deeper after a sight and feeling of Gods love then it was before God is a 〈◊〉 Agent and knowes every mans seâ—…ll mould and the severall services â—…is to use them in and oft takes liberâ—… afterwards to humble men more â—…en he hath inabled them better to â—…e it then in their first entrance inâ—… Religion Griefe before springs â—…monly from selfe-love and feare â—…ger Let no man suspect his estate â—…se God spares him in the beginning For Christians many times meete with greater trials after their conversion then ever they thought on When men take little fines they means to take the greater rent God will have his children first or last to feele what sin is and how much they are beholding to him for Christ. This griefe doth not alwayes arise frâ—… poring on sinne but by oft considering of the infinite goodnesse of God in Christ and thereby reflecting on our owne unworthinesse not onely in regard of sinne past but like wise of the sin that hangeth upon us and issues daily from 〈◊〉 The more holy a man is the more hee sees the holinesse of Gods nature with whom he desires to have communion the more he is grieved that there shoul be any thing found in him displeasing to so pure a Majestie And as all our griefe comes noâ—… 〈◊〉 first so God will not have it come 〈◊〉 once but to be a streame alwayes â—…ning fed with a spring yet withiin 〈◊〉 bankes though sometimes deepâ—… sometimes shallower Griefe for sâ—… iâ—… like a constant streame griefe for â—…her things is like a torrent or swelling waters which are soone up soone downe what it wants in greatnesse is made up in continuance Againe If wee watch not our nature there will be a spice of Popery which is a naturall Religion in this great desire of â—…re griefeâ—… as if we had that then we had something to satisfie God withall â—…nd so our mindes will run too much â—…pon workes This griefe must not â—…ly bee wrought by God revealing 〈◊〉 sinne and his mercy unto us in Christ But when it is wrought wee â—…st altogether rest in a sense of our â—…e emptinesse upon the full satisfaâ—…on and worthinesse of Christ our Saâ—… All this that hath beene said tends 〈◊〉 to the abating of our desire to have 〈◊〉 tender and bleeding heart for sinne 〈◊〉 that in the pursuit of this desire we 〈◊〉 not cast downe so as to question our â—…es if we feele not that measure of â—…se which we desire and endeavour 〈◊〉 Or to refuse our portion of joy which God offers us in Christ. Considering griefe is no further good then it makes way for joy which caused our Saviour to joyne them together Blessed are the mourners for they shall bee comforted Being thus disposed wee may commit our souls to God in peace notwithstanding Satans troubling of us in the houre of temptation CHAP. XXIII Other spirituall causes of the soules trouble discovered and removed and objectâ—…ons answered ANother thing that
sword It is a businesse more of the heart then of the tongue more of groanes then of words which groanes and sighes the Spirit will alwayes stirre up even in the worst condition Yet for parts there is no member but it is fitted with some abilities to doe service in the body and by faith may grow up to a greater measure For God calls none to that high condition but whom in some measure hee fits to bee an usefull member and endues with a publique spirit But that is the measure which Christ thinkes fit who will make up that in the body which is wanting in any parâ—…lar member God will encrease the â—…asure of our gifts as occasion shall 〈◊〉 offered to draw them forth for there is not the greatest but may have 〈◊〉 both of the parts and graces of the â—…nest in the Church And here the â—…le may by a spirit of faith goe to God in this maner Lord the estate of Christianity unto which thy love in Christ hath called and advanced mee is an high condition and there is need of a great measure of grace to uphold the credit and comfort of it Whom thou callest unto it thou dost in some â—…asure furnish to walke worthy of it Let this be an evideÌ„ce to my soul of the â—…th of thy call that I am enabled by the Spirit for those duties that are required in confideÌ„ce of which assistaÌ„ce I will set upoÌ„ the work Thou hast promised to give wisdome to theÌ„ that ask it to â—…id none with their unworthinesse Nay thou hast promised the spirit of all grace to those that begge it it is that which I need and it is no more then thou hast promised Onely it must bee remembred that we doe not walke above our parts and graces the issue whereof will be discouragement in our selves and disgrace from others The like may be said for our particular calling wherein we are to expresse the graces of our Christian calling and serve one another in love as members of the State as well as of the Church therefore every one must have 1. a calling 2. a lawfull 3. a usefull calling 4. a calling fitted for his parts that he may be even for his businesse 5. a lawfull entrance and calling thereunto 6. and 〈◊〉 lawfull demeanour in the same Though the Orbe and Sphere we walâ—… in be little yet we must keepe within the bounds of it because for our cariage in that wee must give a strict account and there is no calling so meane but a man shall finde enough to give a good account for Our care must be to know our worke and then to doe it and so to doe it as if it were unto God with conscience of moderate diligence for over-doing and overworking any thing comes either from ostentation 〈◊〉 distrust in God And negligence is 〈◊〉 farre from getting any blessing that â—…rings us under a curse for doing Gods 〈◊〉 negligently For we must thinke 〈◊〉 callings to be services of God who 〈◊〉 appointed us our standing thereâ—… That which belongs to us in our calâ—…ng is care of discharging our duty 〈◊〉 which God takes upon him is assiâ—…ce and good successe in it Let us â—…e our worke and leave God to doe 〈◊〉 owne Diligence and trust in him 〈◊〉 onely ours the rest of the burthen is 〈◊〉 In a Family the Fathers and the â—…sters care is the greatest the childs 〈◊〉 is onely to obey and the servants 〈◊〉 doe his worke care of provision and â—…ection doth not trouble them Most of our disquietnesse in our calling 〈◊〉 that wee trouble our selves about 〈◊〉 worke Trust God and be doing 〈◊〉 let him alone with the rest Hee â—…nds upon his credit so much that it â—…ll appeare we have not trusted him â—…vaine even when we see no appearance of doing any good Peter fishâ—… all night and catched nothing yet up on Christs word hee casts in his net againe and caught so many fish as brakâ—… his net Covetousnesse when men wiâ—… be richer then God would have them troubles all it troubles the house the whole family and the house within uâ—… our precious soule which should bee 〈◊〉 quiet house for Gods spirit to dwell in whose seat is a quiet spirit If meâ—… would follow Christs method and seeke first the Kingdome of heaven all other things would bee cast upon them If thoughts of insufficiency in our places discourage us remember what God saith to Moses when he pretended disability to speake Who hath made 〈◊〉 mouth have not I the Lord All oâ—… sufficiency for every calling is from God But you will say Though by Gods blessing my particular condition be comfortable yet the state of Gods people abroad 〈◊〉 the miseries of the times disquiet me We complaine of the times but let us take heed wee bee not a part of the misery of the times that they be not 〈◊〉 worse for us Indeed hee is a dead â—…mber that takes not to heart the ill 〈◊〉 the times yet here is place for that â—…plaint Help Lord. In these temâ—… doe as the Disciples did Cry to â—…ist to rebuke the tempests and â—…mes This is the day of Iacobs trouâ—… let it also be the day of Iacobs trust 〈◊〉 the body doe as the head did in the 〈◊〉 case and in time it shall bee with 〈◊〉 body as it is with the head In this case it is good to lay before 〈◊〉 all the promises made to his â—…rch with the examples of his preâ—… in it and deliverance of the same â—…rmer times God is never neerer 〈◊〉 Church then when trouble is neere â—…en in earth they conclude an utter â—…throw God is in heaven concludeâ—… a glorious deliverance usually afâ—… the lowest ebbe followes the highâ—… spring tide Christ stands upon 〈◊〉 Zion There is a Counsell in â—…aven that will dash the mould of all â—…trary Counsels on earth and â—…ich is more God will worke the raising of the Church by that very meanes by which his enemies seek to ruine it Let us stand still and behold the salvation of the Lord. God gave too deare a price for his Church to suffer it long in the hands of mercilesse enemies As for the seeming flourishing of the enemies of Gods Church it is but for a time and that a short time and a measured time The wicked plot against the just they are plotters and plowers of mischiefe they are skilfull and industrious in it but they reape their owne ruine Their day is a comming and their piâ—… is in digging take heed therefore of fretting because of the man that bringeth wicked devices to passe for the armes of the wicked shall be broken Wee should help our faith by observing Gods executing of judgement in this kinde It cannot but vexe the enemies of the Church to see at length a disappointing of their projects but then to see the mould of all their
devices turned upon their owne heads will more torment them In this case it will much comfort to goe into the Sanctuary for there wee shall be able to say Yet God is good to 〈◊〉 God hath an Arke for his there is no condition so ill but there is Balme in Gilead comfort in Israel The depths â—…f misery are never beyond the depths of mercy God oft for this very end strips his Church of all helpes below that it may onely rely upon him and that it may appeare that the Church is ruled by an higher power then it is opposed by And then is the time when we may exâ—…ct great deliverances of the Church when there is a great faith in the great God From all that hath beene said wee see that the only way to quiet the soul is to lay a charge upon it to trust God â—…d that unquietnesse and impatiency me symtomes and discoveries of an unâ—… leeving heart CHAP. XXVI Of divine reasons in a beleever Of his minding to praise God more then to bee delivered TO goe on I shall yet praise him In these words David expresseth the reasons and grounds of his trust namely from the interest hee had in God by experience and speciall covenant wherein in generall we may observe that those who truly trust in God labour to back their faith with sound arguments faith is an understanding grace it knowes whom it trusts and for what and upon what grounds it trusts Reason of it selfe cannot finde what we should beleeve yet when God hath discovered the same faith tells us there is great reason to beleeve it faith useth reason though not as a ground yet as a sanctified instrument to finde out Gods grounds that it may rely upon them He beleeves best that knowes best why hee should beleeve Confidence and love and other affections of the soule though they have no reason grafted in them yet thus farre they are reasonable as that they are in a wise man raised up guided and laid downe with reason or else men were neither to be blamed nor praised for ordering their affections a right whereas not only civill vertue but grace it selfe is especially conversant in ruling the affections by sanctified reason The soule guides the will and affections otherwise then it doth the outward members of the body It swayes the affections of confidence love joy c. as a Prince doth his wiser subjects and as Counsellors doe a well ordered State 〈◊〉 ministring reasons to them but the â—…le governes the outward members by command as a master doth a slave â—…his will is enough The hand and foot â—…ve upon command without regarding any reason but wee will not trust 〈◊〉 rejoyce in God without reason or a 〈◊〉 of reason at the least Sinne it selfe never wanted a reason 〈◊〉 as it is but we call it unreasonable â—…use it hath no good reason for it for reason being a beame of God cannot strengthen any worke of darknesse God having made man an understanding creature guides him by a way sutable to such a condition and that is the reason why God in mercy yeelds so far to us in his word as to give us so many reasons of our affiance in him What is encouragement and comfort but a demonstration to us of greater reasons to raise us up then there are to cast us downe Davids reasons here are drawne partly from some promise of deliverance and partly from Gods nature and dealing with him whom as he had formerly found an healing a saving God so he expects to finde him still and partly from the covenant of grace hee is my God The chiefe of his reasons are fetched from God what he is in himselfe and what hee is and will be to his children and what to him in particular though godly men have reasons for their trst yet those reasons be divine and spirituall as faith it selfe is for as naturally as beames come from the Sunne and branches from the roote even so by divine discourse one truth issueth from another And as the beames and the Sunne as the roote and branches are all of one nature so the grounds of comfortable truths and reasons taken from those grounds are both of same divinity and authority though in time of temptation discourse is oft so troubled that it cannot see how one truth riseth from another this is one priviledge of heaven that our knowledge there shall not be so much discoursive proving one thing by another as definitive seeing things in their grounds with a more present view the soule being then raised and enlarged to a present conceiving of things and there being no flesh and blood in us to raise objections that must be satisfied with reasoning Sometimes in a clearer state of the soule faith hath not so much use of reasons but upon neere and sweet communion with God and by reason of some likenesse betweene the soule that hath a divine nature stamped upon it and God it presently without any long discourse runneth to God as it were by a supernaturall instinct as by a naturall instinct a childe runneth to his Father in any distresse Yea and from that common light of nature which discovereth there is a God even naturall men in extremities will runne to God and God as the Author of nature will sometimes heare them as he doth the yong Ravens that cry unto him but comfortably and with assurance onely those have a familiar recourse unto him that have a sanctified sutable disposition unto God as being well acquainted with him Sometimes againe faith is put to it to use reasons to strengthen it selfe and therefore the soule studieth arguments to help it selfe by either from inward store laid up in the soule or else it hearkeneth and yeelds to reasons suggested by others and there is no gracious heart but hath a frame sutable and agreeable to any holy and comfortable truth that shall be brought and enforced upon it there is something in his spirit that answers what ever comes from the spirit of God though perhaps it never heard of it before yet it presently claimes kindred of it as comming from the same blessed Spring the â—…ly Spirit and therefore a gracious heart sooner takes comfort then another as being prepared to close with it The reasons here brought by David are not so much arguments to convince his judgement as motives and inducements to encline his will to trust in God for trusting being a holy relying upon God carieth especially the will to him now the will is led with the goodnesse of things as the understanding is led with truth the heart must be sweetned with consideration of love and mercy in him whom we trust as well as convinced of his ability to doe us good the cords that draw the heart to trust are the cords of love and the cords of love are especially the love of him to us whom we love and therefore the most prevailing reasons that
carie the whole heart are such as are drawne from the sweetnesse of God whereby the heart is opened and enlarged to expect all good and nothing but good from him But we must remember that neither reasons from the truth and power of God nor inducements or allurements from the goodnesse of God will further prevaile with the soule then it hath a fresh light and rellish brought into it by the spirit of God to discerne of those reasons and answer the contrary I will praise him David here minds praising of God more then his owne delivery because he knew his owne delivery was intended on Gods part that he might be glorified It is an argument of an excellent spirit when all selfe-respects are drowned in the glory of God and there is nothing lost therein for our best being is in God A Christian begins with loving God for himselfe but he ends in loving himselfe in and for God and so his end and Gods end and the end of all things else concenter and agree in one We may ayme at our owne good so wee bring our hearts to referre it to the chiefe good as â—…sse circle may well be contained in greater so that the lines drawn from both circles meete in one middle point it is an excellent ground of sincerity to desire the favour of God not so much out of selfe aymes as that God may have the more free and full praise from us considering the soule is never more fâ—… for that blessed duty then when it is in a cheerefull plight It rejoyced David more that hee should have a large heart to serve God then that he should have enlargement of condition Holy dispositions thinke not so much of the time to come that it will bee sweet to them as that it will further Gods praise True grace raiseth the soule above selfe-respects and resteth not till it comes to the â—…efe end wherein its happinesse conâ—…ts God is glorified in making us happy and wee enjoying happinesse must glorifie God Although God condescend so low unto us as not onely to allow us but to enjoyne us to looke to our owne freedome from misery and enjoyment of happinesse yet a soule throughly seasoned with grace mounteth higher and is caried with pure respects to advance Gods glory yea somtimes so farre as to forget it owne happinesse it respects it selfe for God rather then God for it selfe A heavenly soule is never satisfied untill it be as neere God as is attaineable And the neerer a creature comes to God the more it is emptied of it selfe and all selfe-aymes Our happinesse is more in him then in our selves Wee seeke our selves most when we deny our selves most And the more wee labour to advance God the more we advance our owne condition in him I will praise David thinkes of his owne duty in praising God more then of Gods worke in delivering him Let us thinke of what is our duty and God will thinke of what shall bee for our comfort we shall feelse God answering what we looke for from him in doing what hee expects from us Can wee have so meane thoughts of him as that we should intend his glory and â—…e not much more intend our good This should be a strong plea unto us 〈◊〉 our prayers to prevaile with God when we ingage our selves upon the revelation of his mercy to us to yeeld him all the praises Lord as the benefit â—…d comfort shall be mine so the praises shall be thine It is little lesse then blasphemy to praise God for that which by unlawfull shifts we have procured for beâ—…des the bypocrisie of it in seeming to sacrifice to him when we sacrifice inâ—…ed to our owne wits and carnall helps we make him a Patron of those wayes which he most abhorres and it is Idolatry in the highest degree to transforme God so in our thoughts as â—…o thinke he is pleased with that which comes from his greatest enemy And there is a grosse mistake to take Gods curse for a blessing to thrive in an ill way is a spirituall judgement exâ—…eamly hardening the heart It is an argument of Davids sincerity here that he meant not to take any indirect course for delivering himselfe because he intended to praise God which as no guilty conscience can offer being afraid to looke God in the face so God would abhorre such a sacrifice were it offered to him S. Paul was stirred up to praise God but withall hee was assured God would preserve him from every evill worke Sometimes indeed where there is no malicious intention God pardons some breakings out of flesh and blood endeavouring to helpe our selves in danger so farre as not to take advantage of them to desert us in trouble as in David who escaped from Achis by counterfeiting and this yeelds a double ground of thankfulnesse partly for Gods overlooking our miscariage and partly for the deliverance it selfe Yet this indulgence of God will make the soule more ashamed afterward sâ—… these sinfull shifts therefore it must be no president to us There can neither be grace nor wisdome in setting upon a course wherein we can neither pray to God for successe in nor blesse God when he gives it In this case God most â—…sseth where he most crosseth and â—…st curseth where the deluded heart â—…nkes he blesseth most CHAP. XXVII â—…our worst condition wee have cause to praise God Still ample cause in these dayes Shall yet praise him Or yet I will praise God that is however it goeth â—…ith me yet as I have a cause so I â—…ve a spirit to praise God when we â—…e at the lowest yet it is a mercy that â—…e are not consumed we are never so ill â—…t it might be worse with us whatsoever is lesse then hell is undeserved 〈◊〉 is a matter of praise that yet we have â—…e and opportunity to get into a â—…essed condition The Lord hath afflicted me sore but he hath not delivered mee 〈◊〉 death saith David Is the worst times there is a presence 〈◊〉 God with his children 1. In moderating the measure of the crosse that it be not above their strength 2. In moderating the time of it The rod of the wicked shall not rest long upon the lot of the righteous God limits both measure and time 3. Hee is present in mixing some comfort and so allaying the bitternesse of a crosse 4. Yea and he supports the soule by inward strength so as though it faint yet it shall not utterly faile 5. God is present in sanctifying a crosse for good and at length when he hath perfected his owne worke in his he is present for a finall deliverance of them A sound hearted Christian hath alwayes a God to goe to a promise to goe to former experience to goe to besides some present experience of Gods goodnesse which he enjoyes for the present he is a childe of God a member of Christ an heire of heaven hee dwells in
Queen Elizabeth might come to the Crowne 2. That hee might seale the truth with his heart blood 3. And that the Gospell might be restored once againe once againe which he expressed with great vehemency of spirit All which three God heard him in But the priviledges of a few must not be made a generall rule for all Priviledges goe not out of the persons but rest there Yet if men would maintaine a neerer communion with God there is no doubt but hee would reveale himselfe in more familiar maner to them in many particulars then usually he doth Those particular promises in the 91. Psalme and other places are made good to such as have a particular faith and to all others with those limitations annexed to promises of that nature so far forth as God seeth it will induce to their good and his owne glory and so farre forth as they depend upon him in the use of meanes And is not this sufficient to stay a gracious heart But not to insist upon particular promises and revelations the performance whereof wee enjoy here in this present life we have rich and precious promises of finall and full deliverance from all evill and perfect enjoying of all good in that life which is to come yet not so to come but that we have the earnest and first fruits of it here All is not kept for heaven Wee may say with David Oh how great is thy goodnesse which thou hast laid up for them that feare thee and not onely so but how great is that goodnesse which thou hast wrought in them that trust in thee even before the sons of men God treasures not up all his goodnesse for the time to come but layes much of it out daily before such as have eyes to behold it Now Gods maine end in revealing â—…ch glorious promises of the life to come is that they might be a ground of comfort to us and of praise to him even in this life And indeed what can be grievous in this world to him that hath heaven in his eye What made our blessed Saviour endure the â—…osse and despise shame but the joy of glory to come set before him The duty that David brought his heart to before hee had a full enjoyment of what he looked for was patient waiting it being Gods use to put a long date often times to the peformance of his promises David after hâ—… had the promise of a Kingdome was pâ—…t off a long time ere he was invested to it Abraham was an olde man before he enjoyed his sonne of the Promise Ioseph stayed a long time before he was exalted Our blessed Saviour himselfe was thirty foure yeares olde before he was exalted up into glory God deferres but his deferring is no empty space wherein no good is done but there is in that space a fitting for promises Whilest the seed lyeth hid in the earth time is not lost for Winter fits for Spring yea the harder the Winter the more hopefull the Spring yet were it a meere empty space wee should hold out because of the great things to come but being onely a preparing time we should passe it with the lesse discouragement Let this support us in all the thwartings of our desire it is a folly to thinke that wee should have Physick and health both at once we must endure the working of Gods Physick when the sick humour is caried away and purged then wee shall enjoy desired health God promiseth forgivenesse of sinne but thou findest the burthen of it daily on thee Cheere up thy selfe when the morning is darkest then comes day after a weary weeke comes a Sabbath and after a fight victory will appeare Gods time is best therefore resolve upon waiting his leisure For the better demeaning of our selves herein we must know we must so waite that we provoke not in â—…e meane time his patience on whom â—…e depend by putting forth our hand to any evill which indeed is a crossing of our hopes Therefore waiting upon God is alwayes joyned with doing good There is an influence in the thing hoped for in the spirit of him that truly hopes stirring him up to a sutable conformity by purging himself of whatso ever will not stand with the holines of that condition Waiting implyes all graces as Patience Perseverance Long suffering in holding out notwithstanding the tediousnesse of time deferred Courage and breaking through all difficulties that stand betweene For what is waiting indeed but a continuing in a gracious inoffensive course till the accomplishment of our desires Whence wee may discerne a maine difference betwixt a Christian and a carnall man who is short-spirited and all for the present hee will have his good here whereas a Saint of God continues still waiting though all things seeme contrary to what he expects The presence of things to come is such to faith as it makes it despise the pleasure of sinne for a season What evidence of goodnes is it for a man to be good onely upon the apprehension of something that contents him Here is the glory of faith that it can upon Gods bare promise crosse it selfe in things pleasing to nature and raise up the soule to a disposition some wayes answerable to that blessed estate which though yet it enjoyes not yet it is undoubtedly perswaded of and lookes for What can incourage us more to waite then this that the good we waite for is greater then wee are able to conceive yea greater then wee can desire or hope for This was no presumptuous resolution of Davids owne strength but it issued from his present truth of heart so farre as he knew the same together with an humble dependance upon God both for deliverance and a heart to praise him for it because Gods benefits are usually entire and are sweetned with such a sense of his love as causeth a thankfull heart which to a â—…e Christian is a greater blessing then â—…e deliverance it selfe as making the â—…ule better David doth acknowledge with humble admiration that a heart â—…larged comes from God Who am I saith he and who are my people He mentioneth here praising God in â—…ead of deliverance because a heart enlarged to praise God is indeed the greatest part of the deliverance for by it the soule is delivered out of its owne straits and discontent CHAP. XXVIII Divers qualities of the praise due to God With helps therein And notes of Gods hearing our prayers THough this be Gods due and our duty and in it selfe a delightfull thing yet it is not so easie a matter to praise God as many imagine Musick is sweet but the setting of the strings in tune is â—…pleasing our soules will not be long 〈◊〉 â—…e and it is harsh to us to go about the setting them in order like curious Clocks a little thing will hinder the motion especially passion which disturbs not onely the frame of grace in us but the very frame of nature
a wise redeeming of time to observe the best seasons of thankfulnesse a cheerefull heart will best close with a cheerefull duty and therefore it is not good to waste so fit a temper in frivolous things but after some contentment given to nature let God have the fruit of his owne planting otherwise it is even no better then the refreshing of him that standeth by a good fire and cryeth Ah ah I 〈◊〉 warme David doth not say I will thanke God but I shall priase him though hee intends that Thankes is then best when it tends to praising and there ends for thankes alone shewes respect to our 〈◊〉 good onely praises to Gods glory and in particular to the glory of such excellencies whence the benefit comes and from thence the soule is enlarged to thinke highly of all Gods excellenties Hanna upon particular thankes for hearing her about a childe takes occasion to set out Gods other excellencies and riseth higher and higher from one to many from the present time to that which was to come from particular favours to her selfe she stirres up others to praise God for his mercy to them So David Deliver me O God and my tongue shall sing of thy praises Hee propounds this as an ingagement to the Lord to helpe him because it should tend to the inlargement of his glory he was resolved to improve Gods favour this way The Spirit of God workes like new â—…ine enlarging the spirit from one degree of praising God to another and because it foresees the eternity of Gods love as farre as it can it endeavours an eternity of Gods praise a gracious heart upon taste of favour shewed to it selfe is presently warmed to spread the praise of God to others and the more it sees the fruit of trusting God and his truth in performing promise the more it still honours that trusting as knowing that it lyes upon Gods honour to honour those that honour him blessing will procure blessing the soule hath never such freedome from sinne as when it is in a thankfull frame for thankfulnes issues from a heart truly humbled and emptied of it selfe truly loving and rejoycing in God and upon any sinne the spirit is grieved and straitned and the lips sealed up in such a heart for the conscience upon any sinne lookes upon it not only as disobedience against Gods will and authority but as unâ—…ankfulnesse to his goodnesse and this â—…elteth a godly heart most of all WheÌ„ Nathan told David God had done this â—…d this for him and was ready to doe nore he could not hold in the confessiâ—… of his sinne but relented and gave in presently We ought not onely to give thanks but â—…o be thankfull to meditate and study the praises of God Our whole life should be nothing else but a continuall â—…lessing of his holy name endeavouring to bring in all we have and to lay iâ—… out for God and his people to see where he hath any receivers our goodnesse is nothing to God wee need bring 〈◊〉 water to the fountaine nor light to the Sun Thankfulnesse is full of invention it deviseth liberall things though it be our duty to be good Stewards of our talents yet thankfulnesse addes a lustre and a more gracious acceptance as having more of that which God calls for Our praising God should not bee as sparkes out of a flint but as water out of a spring naturall ready free as Gods love to us is mercy pleases him so should praises please us It is our happinesse when the best part in us is exercised about the best and highest worke it was a good speech of him that said If God had made me a Nightingale I would have sung as a Nightingale but now God hath made mee a man I will sing forth the praises of God which is the worke of a Saint onely All thy workes blesse thee and thy Saints praise thee All things are either blessings in their nature or so blessed as they are made blessings to us by the over-ruling comming of him who maketh all things serviceable to his even the worst things in this sense are made spirituall to Gods people against their owne nature how great is that goodnesse which makes even the worst things good Little favours come from no small love but even from the same love that God intends the greatest things to us and are pledges of it the godly are more thankfull for the least favours then worldly men for the greatest the affection of the giver inhaunces the 〈◊〉 O then let us labour to improve â—…oth what we have and what we are â—…o his glory It discovers that we love God not onely with all our understanding heart and affection but when with all our might and power so farre as we have advantage by any part relatiâ—… or calling whatsoever we endeavour â—…o doe him service wee cannot have a â—…eater honour in the world then to be honoured of God to be abundant in this kinde Our time here is short and we shall 〈◊〉 ere long bee called to a reckoning â—…refore let us study reall praises Gods blessing of us is in deed and so should ours be of him Thankes in words is good but in deeds is better leaves are good but fruit is better and of fruit that which costs us most True praise requires our whole man the judgement to esteeme the memory to treasure up the will to resolve the affections to deâ—…ght the tongue to speake of and the â—…e to expresse the rich favours of God what can we thinke of what can we call to minde what can we resolve upon what can we speake what can we expresse in our whole course better then the praises of him of whom and through whom and to whom wee and all things are Our whole life should speake nothing but thankfulnesse every condition and place we are in should be a witnesse of our thankfulnesse this will make the times and places wee live in the better for us when wee our selves are monuments of Gods mercy it is fit we should be patternes of his praises and leave monuments to others Wee should thinke life is given us to doe something better then life in we live not to live our life is not the end of it selfe but the praise of the giver God hath joyned his glory and our happinesse together it is fit that wee should referre all that is good to his glory that hath joyned his glory to our best good in being glorified in our salvation David concludes that he should certainly praise God because he had prayedâ—…to â—…to him Prayers be the seeds of praiâ—… I have sowen therefore I will reap â—…at we receive as a fruit of our prayâ—… is more sweet then what wee have 〈◊〉 a generall providence But how doe wee know that God heares 〈◊〉 prayers 1. If we regard them our selves and â—…ect an issue prayer is a sure
workes If I be a Father where is mine boâ—…r Speciall relations are speciall enforcements to duty 4. The spirit of God which knowes the deep things of God and the depths of our hearts doth reveale this mutuall interest betwixt God and those that are his it being a principall worke of the spirit to seale this unto the soule by discovering such a cleare and particular light in the use of meanes as swaieth the soule to yeeld up it selfe wholy to God When we truly trust wee may say with S. Paul I know whom I have trusted he knew both that he trusted and whom he trusted The spirit of God that reveales God to be ours and stirres up faith in him both reveales this trust to our soules and the interest we have in God thereby The Lord is my portion saith my soul but God said so to it first If instinct of nature teaches dammes to know their young ones and their yong ones them in the middest of those that are alike shall not the spirit of God much more teach the soule to know its owne father As none knowes what is in man but the spirit of man so none knowes what love God beares to those that are his but the spirit of God in his All the light in the world cannot discover the Sunne unto us onely it discovers it selfe by its own â—…eames So all the Angels and Saints 〈◊〉 heaven cannot discover to our soules â—…he love that is in the breast of God towards us but onely the spirit of God which sheds it into our hearts The spirit onely teaches this language to say my God It is infused onely into sanctified hearts and therefore oft-times meane men enjoy it when great wise and learned persons are strangers to it 5. The spirit when it witnesseth this to us is called the spirit of adoption and hath alwayes accompanying of it a spirit of supplication whereby with a familiar yet reverent boldnesse wee lay open our hearts to God as to a deere Father All others are strangers to this heavenly intercourse In straits they run to their friends and carnall shifts whereas an heire of heaven runs to his Father and tells him of all 6. Those that are Gods are known to be his by speciall love-tokens that â—…e bestowes upon them As 1. the speciall graces of his spirit Princes children are knowne by their costly jewels and rich ornaments It is not common gifts and glorious parts that set a character upon us to be Gods but grace to use those gifts in humility and love to the glory of the giver 2. There is in them a sutablenesse and connaturalnesse of heart to all that is spirituall to whatsoever hath Gods stampe upon it as his truth and his children and that because they are his By this likenesse of disposition wee are fashioned to a communion with him Can two walke together and not be agreed It is a certaine evidence that we are Gods in Christ if the spirit of God hath wrought in us any impression like unto Christ who is the image of his Father both Christs looking upon us and our looking upon Christ by faith as ours hath a transforming and conforming power 3. Spirituall comforts in distresse such as the world can neither give nor take away shew that God lookes upon the soules of his with another eye then he beholdeth others He sends a secret messenger that reports his peculiar love to their hearts He knowes their soules and feeds them with his hidden Manna the inward peace they feele is not in freedome from trouble but in freenesse with God in the midst of trouble 4. Seasonable and sanctified corrections wherby we are kept from being led away by the errour of the wicked shew Gods fatherly care over us as his Who will trouble himselfe in correcting another mans childe yet we oftner complaine of the smart wee feele then thinke of the tender heart and hand that smites us untill our spirits be subdued and then we reape the quiet fruit of righteousnesse Where crosses worke together for the best we may know that we love God and are loved of him Thriving in a sinfull course is a black marke of one that is not Gods 7. Then wee make it appeare that God is our God when wee side with him and are for him and his cause in ill times When God seems to cry out unto us who is on my side who Then if wee can say as those in Esay whereof one sayes I am the Lords and another calls himselfe by the name of Jacob and another subscribes with his hand unto the Lord it s a blessed signe Thus the Patriarchs and Prophets Apostles and Martyrs were not ashamed of God and God was not ashamed to own theÌ„ Provided that this boldnesse for God proceed not onely from a conviction of the judgement but from spirituall experience of the goodnesse of the cause whereby we can justifie in heart what we justifie in words Otherwise men may contend for that with others which they have no interest in themselves The life must witnesse for God as well as the tongue it is oft easier for corrupt nature to part with life then with lust This siding with God is with a separation from whatsoever is contrary God useth this as an argument to come out of Babylon because we are his people Come out of her My people Religion is nothing else but a gathering and a binding of the soule close to God that fire which gathers together the gold separates the drosse Nature drawes out that which is wholesome in meates â—…nd severs the contrary The good â—…hat is to be had by God is by cleaâ—…ing to him and him onely God loves 〈◊〉 ingenuous and full protestation if â—…alled to it It shewes the coldnesse of â—…he times wheÌ„ there is not heat enough â—…f zeale to separate from a contrary â—…ith God is a jealous God and so wee â—…all finde him at last When the day of severing comes then they that have â—…ood for him shall not onely be his but his treasure and his jewels There is none of us all but may some time or other fall into such a great extremity that when wee looke â—…bout us we shall finde none to help â—…s at which time we shall throughly â—…now what it is to have comfort from heaven and a God to goe unto If there be any thing in the world worth labouring for it is the getting sound evidence to our soules that God is ours What madnesse is it to spend all our labour to possesse our selves of the Cisterne when the fountaine is offered to â—…s O beloved the whole world cannot weigh against this one comfort that God is ours All things laid in the other ballance would be too light A Moath may corrupt a theefe may take away that we have here but who can take our God away Though God doth convey some
that God is his then he can say his house is his â—…is treasure is his his friends are his Nothing is so much ours as God is ours because by his being ours in covenant all other things become ours And if God be once ours well may we trust in him God and ours joyned together make up the full comfort of a Christian God there is all to be had but what is that to me unlesse he be my God Al-sufficiency with propriety fully stayâ—…h the soule David was now banished from the Sanctuary from his friends habitation and former comforts but was he banished from his God No God was his God still When riches and friends and life it selfe cease to be ours yet God never loseth his right in us nor wee our interest in him This comfort that God is ours reacheth unto the resurrection of our bodies and to life everlasting God is the God of Abraham and so of every true beleever even when his body is turned into dust Hence it is that the loving kindnesse of the Lord is better then life because when life departs yet wee live for ever in him When Moses saw the people drop away so fast in the wildernesse and wither like grasse thou art our foundation saith he from one generation to another thou art God from everlasting to everlasting When wee leave the world and are no more seene here yet we have a dwelling place in God for ever God is ours from everlasting in election and to everlasting in glory protecting us here and glorifying us hereafter David that claimed God to be his God is gone but Davids God is alive And David himselfe though his flesh see corruption yet is alive in his God still That which is said of wily persons that are full of fetches and windings and turnings in the world that such will never breake may much more truly bee said of a right godly man that hath but one grand policie to secure him in all dangers which is to runne to his God as to his tower of offence and defence such a one will never bee at a desperate losse so long as God hath any credit because hee never faileth those that flye unto him and that because â—…s mercy and truth never fayles The â—…ry lame and the blinde the most shiftâ—…e creatures when they had gotten â—…e strong hold of Syon thought then â—…ey might securely scorne David and 〈◊〉 hoast because though they were â—…eak in themselves yet their hold was â—…rong but wee see their hold failed â—…em at length which a Christians will â—…ever doe But God seemes to have small care of â—…se that are his in the world those who â—…leeve themselves to be his jewels are â—…nted the off-scouring of the world â—…nd most despised We must know that such have a gloâ—…ious life in God but it is hidden with Christ in God from the eyes of the â—…orld and sometimes from their owne â—…ere they are hidden under infirmiâ—…ies afflictions and disgraces but yet â—…ever so hidden but that God someâ—…imes lets downe a beame of comfort â—…nd strength which they would not â—…ose to be freed from their present conâ—…ition though never so grievous God comes more immediatly to them now then formerly he was used nay even when God seems to forsake them and to be their enemy yet they are supported with such inward strength that they are able to make good their claim with Christ their head and cry my God still God never so departs but hee alwayes leaves somewhat behind him which drawes and keeps the heart to him Wee are like poore Hagar who when the bottle of water was spent fell a crying when there was a fountain close by but her teares hindered her from seeing it When things goe ill with us in our trades and callings and all is spent then our spirits droope and wee are at our wits end as if God were not where he was Oh consider if wee had all and had not God wee had nothing If we have nothing and have God we have enough for wee have him that hath all and more then all at his command If wee had all other comforts that our hearts can desire yet if God withdraw himselfe what remaines but a curse and emptinesse What makes heaven but the presence of God And â—…hat makes hel but the absence of God â—…t God be in any condition though â—…ver so ill yet it is comfortable and â—…lly wee finde more of God in trouâ—…e then when we are out of trouble â—…e comforts of Religion never come â—…l other faile Cordials are kept for â—…tings When a curtaine and a vaile â—…drawne betwixt us and the creature â—…en our eyes are onely upward to â—…d and hee is more clearely seene 〈◊〉 us In the divisâ—…on of things GOD beâ—…eaths himselfe to those that are his for their portion as the best portion he can give them There are many goodly things in the world but none of these are a Christians portion there is in him to supply all good and remove all 〈◊〉 untill the time come that we stand in need of no other good It is our chief wisdome to know him our holinesse to love him our happinesse to enjoy him There is in him to be had whatsoever can truly make us happy Wee goe to our treasure and our portion in all our wants we live by it and value our selves by it God is such a portion that the more wee spend on him the more wee may Our strength may faile and our heart may faile but God is our portion for ever Every thing else teaches us by the vanity and vexation wee find in them that our happinesse is not in them they send us to God they may make us worse but better they cannot Our nature is above them and ordained for a greater good they can goe but along with us for a while and their end swallowes up all the comfort of their beginnings as Pharaohes leane Kine swallowed up the fat If we have no better portion here then these things we are like to have hell for our portion hereafter What a shame will it be hereafter when we are stript of all that it should be said Loe this is the man that tooke not God for his portion If God be once ours he goes for ever along with us and when earth will hold us no longer heaven shall Who that hath his senses about him would perish for want of water when there is a fountaine by him or for hunger that is at a feast â—…od alone is a rich portion O then let 〈◊〉 labour for a large faith as we have a â—…rge object If we had a thousand times â—…ore faith wee should have a thousand â—…mes more increase of Gods blessings When the Prophet came to the widâ—…es house as many vessels as shee had â—…re filled with oyle wee are straitned in â—…or owne faith but not straitned in our God It fals out oft in
of it neither is 〈◊〉 to bee attained or maintained without the strength and prime of our care I speake especially of and in regard of the sense and comfort of it For the sense of Gods favour will not bee kept without keeping him in our best affections above all things in the world without keeping of our hearts alwayes close and neere to him which cannot bee without keeping a most narrow watch over our loose and unsetled hearts that are ready to stray from God and fall to the creature It cannot be kept without exact and circumspect walking without constant self-deniall without a continuall preparation of spirit to want and forsake any thing that God seeth fit to take from us But what of all this Can we crosse our selves or spend our labours to better purpose one sweet beam of Gods countenance will requite all this We beat not the ayre we plow not in the sand neither sowe in a barren soile God is no barren wildernesse Nay hee never shewes so much of himselfe as in suffering and parting with any thing for him and denying our selves of that which wee thinke stands not with his will Great persons require great observance We can deny our selves and have mens persons in great admiration for hope of some advantage and is any more willing and more able to advance â—…s then the great al-sufficient God A Christian indeed undergoes more troubles takes more paines especially with his owne heart then others doe But what are these to his gaines What returne so rich as trading with God What comforts so great as these that â—…re fetched from the fountaine One day spent in enjoying the light of Gods countenance is sweeter then a thousand without it Wee see here when David was not onely shut out from all comforts but lay under many grievances what a fruitfull use he makes of this that God was his God It upholdâ—…h his dejected it stilleth his unquiet soule it leadeth him to the rock that was higher then he and there stayeth him It â—…eth him with comfortable hopes of better times to come It sets him above himselfe and all troubles and feares whatsoever Therefore waite still in the use of meanes till God shine upon thee yea though wee know our sinnes in Christ are pardoned yet there is something more that a gracious heart waites for that is a good looke from God a further enlargement of heart and an establishing in grace It was not enough for David to have his sinnes pardoned but to recover the joy of salvation and freedome of spirit Therefore the soul should alwayes be in a waiting condition even untill it bee filled with the fulnesse of God as much as it is capable of Neither is it quiet alone or comfort alone that the soule longs after no nor the favour of God alone but a gracious heart to walke worthy of God It rests not whilest any thing remaines that may breed the least strangenesse betwixt God and us CHAP. XXXIII Of experience and Faith and how to wait on God comfortably Helps thereto My God THese words further imply a speciall experience that David's soule had felt of the goodnesse of God hee had found God distilling the comfort of his goodnesse and truth through the promises and he knew he should finde God againe the same he was if hee put him in minde of his former gracious dealing His soule knew right well how good God was and he could seal to those truths he had found comfort by therefore he thus speakes to his soule My soule what my soule that hast found God so good so oft so many wayes thou My soule to be discouraged having God and My God with whom I have taken so much sweet counsell and felt so much comfort from and found alwayes heretofore to sticke so close unto me Why shouldst thou now bee in such a case as if God and thou haâ—… beene strangers one to another If we could treasure up experiments the former part of our life would come in to help the latter and the longer we live the richer in faith we should be Even as in victories every former overthrow of an enemy helps to obraine a succeeding victory The use of a sanctified memory is to lose nothing that may help in time of need Hee had need be a well tryed and a known friend upon whom wee lay all our salvation and comfort We ought to trust God upon other grounds though wee had never tryed him but when hee helps our faith by former experience this should strengthen our confidence and shore up our spirits and put us on to goe more cheerefully to God as to a tried friend If we were well read in the story of our owne lives wee might have a divinity of our owne drawn out of the observation of Gods particular dealing towards us we might say this this truth I dare venture upon I have found it true I dare build all my happinesse upâ—… it As Paul I know whom I have trustâ—…d I have tryed him he never yet failed â—…e I am not now to learn how faithfull â—…e is to those that are his Every new experience is a new knowledge of God â—…nd should fit us for new encounters If we have been good in former times God remembers the kindnesse of our â—…uth we should therefore remember the kindnesse of God even from our youth Evidence of what we have felt helps our faith in that which for the present we feele not Though it bee one thing to live by saith and another thing to live by sight yet the more wee see and feele and â—…aste of God the more we shall be led â—…o rely on him for that which as yet we neither see nor feele Because thou hast â—…een my helper saith David therefore in â—…be shadow of thy wings will I rejoyce The time was Lord when thou shewedst thy selfe a gracious Father to me and thou art unchangeable in thy nature in â—…hy love and in thy gifts Yea when there is no present evidence but God shewes himselfe 〈◊〉 contrary to us yet a former taste 〈◊〉 Gods goodnesse will enable to lay claime unto him still Gods concealing of himselfe is but a wise discipline for a time untill we be enabled to beare the full revealing of himselfe unto us for ever In the meane time though we have some sight and feeling of God yet our constant living is not by it the evidence of that we see not is that which more constantly upholds the soule then the evidence of any thing we see or feele Yea though our experience by reason of our not minding of it in trouble seemes many times to stand us in no stead but we fare as if God had never looked in mercy upon us Yet even here some vertue remaines of former sense which with the present spirit of faith helps us to looke upon God as ours As wee have a present strength from food received and digested before
in himselfe out of his goodnesse would stoop low to us And we should delight in the meditation of him not onely as good to us but as good in himselfe because goodnesse of bounty springs from goodnesse of disposition he doth good because he is good A naturall man delights more in Gods gifts then in his grace If he desires grace it is to grace himselfe not as grace making him like unto God and issuing from the first grace the free favour of God by which meanes men come to have the gifts of God without God himselfe But alas what are all other goods without the chiefe good they are but as flowers which are long in planting in cherishing and growing but short in enjoying the sweetnesse of them David here joyes in God himselfe he cares for nothing in the world but what he may have with his favour and what ever else he desires hee desires onely that he may have the better ground from thence to praise his God §. 4. The summe of all is this The state of Gods deare children in this world is to bee cast into variety of conditions wherein they consisting of nature flesh and spirit every principle hath its owne and proper working They are sensible as flesh and blood they are sensible to discouragement as sinfull flesh and blood but they recover themselves as having a higher principle Gods spirit above flesh and blood in them In this conflicting state every principle labouring to maintaine it selfe at length by helpe of the spirit backing and strengthening his owne worke grace gets the better keeping nature within bounds and suppressing corruption And this the soule so farre as it is spirituall doth by gathering it selfe to it selfe and by reasoning the case so farre till it concludes and joynes upon this issue that the onely way to attaine sound peace is when all other meanes faile to trust in God And thereupon he layes a charge upon his soule so to doe is being a course grounded upon the highest reason even the unchangeable goodnesse of God who out of the riches of his mercy having chosen a people in this world which should be to the glory of his mercy will give them matter of setting forth his praise in shewing some token of good upon them as being those on whom he hath fixed his love and to whom hee will appeare not onely a Saviour but salvation it selfe Nothing but salvation as the Sunne is nothing but light so whatsoever proceeds from him to them tends to further salvation All his wayes towards them leade to that which wayes of his though for a time they are secret and not easily found out yet at length God will be wonderfull in them to the admiration of his enemies themselves who shall be forced to say God hath done great things for them and all from this ground that God is our God in covenant Which words are a stearne that rule and guide the whole text For why should we not be disquieted when we are disquieted Why should we not be cast downe when we are cast downe Why should we trust in God as a Saviour but that he is our God making himselfe so to us in his choisest favours doing that for us which none else can doe and which he doth to none else that are not his in a gracious maner This blessed interest and intercourse betwixt Gods spirit and our spirits is the hindge upon which all turns without this no comfort is comfortable with this no trouble can be very trouble some Without this assurance there is little comfort in Soliloquies unlesse when we speake to our selves wee can speake to God as ours For in desperate cases our soule can say nothing to it selfe to still it selfe unlesse it be suggested by God Discouragements will appeare greater to the soule then any comfort unlesse God comes in as ours See therefore Davids art hee demands of himselfe why hee was so cast downe The cause was apparant because there was troubles without and terrours within and none to comfort Well grant this saith the spirit of God in him as the worst must be granted yet saith the Spirit Trust in God So I have Why then waite in trusting Light is sowen for the righteous it comes not upon the suddaine we must not think to sowe and reape both at once If trouble be lengthened lengthen thy patience What good will come of this God will waite to doe thee that good for which thou shalt praise him he will deale so graciously with thee as he will deserve thy praise he will shew thee his salvation And new favours will stirre thee up to sing new songs every new recovery of our selves or friends is as it were a new life and ministers new matter of praise And upon offering this sacrifice of praise the heart is further enlarged to pray for fresh blessings Wee are never fitter to pray then after praise But in the meane time I hang down my head whilest mine enemies carie themselves highly and my friends stand aloofe God in his owne time which is best for thee will be the salvation of thy countenance he will compasse thee about with songs of deliverance and make it appeare at last that he hath care of thee But why then doth God appeare as a stranger to me That thou shouldst follow after him with the stronger faith and prayer hee withdrawes himself that thou shouldst bee the more earnest in seeking after him God speakes the sweetest comfort to the heart in the wildernesse Happily thou art not yet low enough nor purged enough Thy affections are not throughly crucified to the world and therefore it will not yet appeare that it is Gods good will to deliver thee Wert thou a fit subject of mercy God would bestow it on thee But what ground hast thou to build thy selfe so strongly upon God He hath offered and made himselfe to be My God and so hath shewed himselfe in former times And I have made him My God by yeelding him his Soveraignty in my heart Besides the present evidence of his blessed spirit clearing the same and many peculiar tokens of his love which I daily doe enjoy though sometimes the beams of his favour are eclipsed Those that are Gods besides their interest and right in him have oft a sense of the same even in this life as a fore-taste of that which is to come To the seale of grace stamped upon their hearts God super-adds a fresh seale of joy and comfort by the presence and witnesse of his Spirit And shewes likewise some outward token for good upon them whereby he makes it appeare that hee hath set a part him that is godly for himselfe as his owne Thus we see that discussing of objections in the consistory of the soule settles the soule at last Faith at length silencing all risings to the contrary All motion tends to rest and ends in it God is the center and resting place of the soule and here
Favour of God how to preserve the sence of it 525 Failings pardoned where is no malicious intention 424 Former favours make the soule more sensible of contrary impressions 4 Friends living spirituall priviledges by them 221 Friends departure comfort in it 408 G Galeacius Caracciolus how converted 196 God makes every man a governour over himselfe 67 God still left to a good heart for comfort when all others faile 247 God onely is the fit object of trust 264 God cannot out of Christ be thought on comfortably 267 God is some mens God specially 477. Hence is the spring of all good 481. When we prove this to our soules 495. Tokens of it 501. Comfort by it in extremities 505 Gods presence sweetneth all places and estates 2 Gods glory more to be regarded then our owne good 420 God is many salvations to his people 464. A Rock not to be undermined 464 Godly men when best disposed 114. They can cast restraint on themselves in distempers 63. Can make a good use of privacy 65 Great ones in most danger 60. And why 224 Greatnesse of finne may encourage us to goe to God 355 Griefe gathered to a head will not be quieted at the first 5. It casteth downe as joy lifteth up 50. How to be mitigated 216. Griefe faulty when 94. Even godly griefe is to be bounded 97. How it is to be ordered aright 100 Griefe for sinne why wee want it so much 372. What we must doe in the want of it 382. It is not all at first 383 Griefe of contrition and of compassion 101 Growth in laying claime to God 488 Guard over the soule to be kept 170 H Hatred of sinne a good signe of grace notes of it 380 Heart of man not easily brought unto God 254 Heart to be most watcht and kept in temper 42 Heart though vile shall be fitted for God comfort and glory 390 A Heart enlarged to praise God is the chiefe deliverance 439 Heart of Christians first cheared by God then their countenance 468 Help by others in discerning our estates 287 Help where none is yet trust in God Ibid. Holinesse of God no discouragement to true Christians in their many infirmities 392 Hope the maine support of a Christian 263. The difference of it from faith Ibid. It quieteth the soule Hope most in a hopelesse estate two grounds 301. and 491. Houre of mercy not yet past if yeelded unto 368 Humbled persons comforted 370 To humble us God need not goe without us to fetch forces 109. And wee need goe no surther then our selves 151 I Idle life is ever a burthen to it selfe 32 Idlenesse is the houre of temptation 190 Imagination and opinion the cause of much disquiet 176. How it hurteth us 183. How sinfull imaginations worke upon the soule 181. The remedie and cure of this evill 183. Opportunities of helping it to be sought and taken 195. How it may be made serviceable in spirituall things 198. Not impossible to rule our imaginations 210. Misconceits about them 212 Immanuel a name of nature and of office 478 Impediments should not discourage Christians 389 Impudencie in wicked men more then in devills 522 Inclinations of soule to the creature should be at first subdued 328 Instinct supernaturall leades the godly unto God 418 Interest in God the ground of trusting in him 477 Ioy and praise help each other 430 Ioy stilleth the soule Jbid. Iudgement and reason well employed will raise up a dejected spirit 51 L Large faith and large object should be shaped together 519 Latimers three prayers all granted 433 Law of God extent and spiritualnesse of it to be considered 168 Least mercy of God must be prized 450 Liberty Christian may not be unknowne nor yet abused 32. 114. Life of a Christian a life of trouble 107 Life of Christians a mixture of good evill 428. Hid. 515 We Lose our selves most by yeelding most to our selves 60 Love such things as can returne love 122 Love of God to be lookt at in every mercy 446 Love-tokens from God arguing he is ours 501 Love of God not to be questioned grounds 298 Luther assured of a particular mercy in prayer 433 M Massacre of France terrible afterward to the King 66 Meanes whether relyed on or no. 343 Mercy of God must not bee limited by mans sinnes 358. It is Gods name he pleads for it 535 Moone in the change neerest the Sunne so wee to God in greatest dejection 18 Motions of sinne to be at first crushed 129 Murther of the tongue 19 N Nature of man since sin came in subject to misery and sorrow 9. proved 10. applyed 11 Natures favourers enemies of grace 164 Nature divine the onely counter-poyson of sin 172 Naturall righteousnesse in Adam 155 Naturall sinnes in us voluntary too 161 O Objects of Religion or conversation not to be substituted 319 Offence against God takes not away trust in God 253 Omission of duties breeds trouble to the soule 34 Opinions of others not to be too much heeded 37. 124 Opposition to sin in the godly is universall 88 Over-joying in outward comforts breeds trouble 35 Outward things no fit stayes for the soule 321. 325 P Passions conflict one with another 78 Passions not to be put to our troubles 124 Passions hid till drawne out and how this is 126 Peace the Epitome of all good 138 Perseverance in grace warranted and how 388 Portion of the godly is God alone 517 Power that wee have over our selves is of God 243 Prayer needfull to keepe our selves in temper 62 Prayer heard signes of it 453 Prayer and praise depend each on other 422. 455 Praise in trouble more minded by the godly then their delivery 420. Special times to praise God 425. No easie matter to praise God aright 439. conditions 448. motives 459. meanes of performing it 459 Prepare for an alteration of thy estate and spirit 40 Presence of God with his in worst times what it doth for them 426 Pride must ever be taken downe though the spirit be dejected 61 Pride and passion mischievous 58 Promises of God what they are in divers respects 296 Promises are not all reserved for heaven but partly verified on earth 434 Propriety in God chiefly to be laboured for 483 Providence of God makes all good to us as himselfe is good 267 It is a speciall stay of our faith 270. What God is he makes good by providence Ibid. Graces to be exercised in observing divine providence 278 R Reall praises of God necessary 451 Real things put out troublesom thoughts 185 Reason for sinne none at all 415 Reasons of a godly man are divine 417 Relations wherein wee stand to God must be all answered and how 307 Relapses pardonable and curable 366 Repentance begins in the love of God 197 Resolution necessary in Christianity 442 Want of it breeds much disquiet 34 Resolution firme peremptory to be assumed 256. renue it 258. and that quickly 260 S Salvations of God plentifull and manifold 464. To
disquiets and casts downe the soule very much is that inward conflict betwixt grâ—… and corruption this makes us most worke and puts us to most disquietment It is the trouble of troubles 〈◊〉 have two inhabitants so neare in one soule and these to strive one against another in every action and at 〈◊〉 times in every part and power in â—…e the one carying us upward higher â—…d higher still till we come to God the â—…er pulling us lower and lower furâ—…r from him This cannot but breed a â—…t disquiet when a Christian shall bee 〈◊〉 on to that which he would not and hinâ—…d from that which hee would doe or â—…led in the performance of it The â—…re light there is to discerne and life â—…f Orace to be sensible hereof and the â—…re love of Christ and desire from â—…ove to be like to him the more irkesome will this be no wonder then that 〈◊〉 Apostle cryed out O wretched man 〈◊〉 lam c. Here is a speciall use of Trust in the â—…e mercy of God in justification conâ—…ing all is stained that comes from 〈◊〉 it is one maine end of Gods leaving 〈◊〉 in this conflicting condition that 〈◊〉 may live and die by faith in the perâ—…st righteousnesse of Christ whereby 〈◊〉 God more then if wee had 〈◊〉 righteousnesse of our owne 〈◊〉 by likewise wee are driven to â—…e use of all the promises of Grace â—…d to trust in God for the perforâ—…ce of them in strengthening his owne party in us and not only to trusâ—… in God for particular graces but for hiâ—… Spirit which is the spring of all gracâ—… which we have through and frâ—… Christ who will helpe us in this fight untill hee hath made us like himselfe We are under the government of Grace sinne is deposed from the rule it had and shall never recover the right it had againe It is left in 〈◊〉 for matter of exeroise and ground of triumph Oh say some I shall never hold out as good give over at first as at last I 〈◊〉 such strong inclinations to sinne in me and such weaknesse to resist temptation that I feare I shall but shame the cause I 〈◊〉 one day perish by the hand of Satan streâ—… thening my corruption Why art thou thus troubled Trust in God Grace will be above Nature God above the devill the Spirit 〈◊〉 the flesh Be strong in the Lord the battell is his and the victory ouâ—… before hand If wee fought in our 〈◊〉 cause and strength and with our weapons it were something but as 〈◊〉 fight in the power of God so are 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 by that mighty power through faith 〈◊〉 salvation It lyes upon the faithfulâ—…e of Christ to put us into that posâ—…on of glory which he hath purchaâ—… for us therefore charge the soule â—…ake use of the promises and rely â—…n God for perfecting the good â—…ke that he hath begun in thee Corruptions be strong but stronger 〈◊〉 that is in us then that corruption 〈◊〉 is in us When wee are weake in â—…owne sense then are we strong in 〈◊〉 who perfecteth strength in our â—…nesse felâ—… and acknowledged Our â—…ptions are Gods enemies as well â—…rs and therefore in trusting to 〈◊〉 and fighting against them wee 〈◊〉 bee sure hee will take our part aâ—…st them But I have great impediments and maâ—… discouragements in my Christian course What is our impediments be Mounâ—…s faith is able to remove them Who â—…hou O Mountaine saith the Proâ—…t What a world of impediments â—…t there betwixt Egypt and the land 〈◊〉 Canaan betwixt the returne out of Babylon and Ierusalem yet faith removed all by looking to Gods power and truth in his promise The looking too much to the Anakims and Grants and too little to Gods omnipotency sâ—… the Israelites out of Canaan and pâ—… God to his oath that they should never enter into his rest and it will exclude oâ—… soules from happinesse at length if looking too much upon these Anakims within us and without us wee basely despaire and give over the field considering all our enemies are not onely conquered for us by our Head but shall be conquered in us so that in strength of assistance we fight against them God gave the Israelites enemies into their hands but yet they must fight it oâ—…r and what coward will not fight whâ—… he is sure of help and victory But I cary continually about mee a 〈◊〉 rupt heart if that were once changed I could have some comfort A new heart is Gods creature aâ—… hee hath promised to create it in us A creating power cannot only bring somthing out of nothing but contrary 〈◊〉 of contrary Where we are sure of Gods â—…h let us never question that power 〈◊〉 which all things are possible If our â—…rts were as ill as God is powerfull â—…d good there were some ground of â—…scouragement In what measure we â—…e up our hearts to God in that meaâ—… wee are sure to receive them betâ—… That Grace which inlargeth the â—…art to desire good is therefore given â—…hat God may encrease it being both a â—…rt and a pledge of further grace There is a promise of powring cleane â—…er upon us which faith must sue out Christ hath taken upoÌ„ him to purge his â—…se and make her fit for himselfe But I have many wants and defects to â—…supplyed It pleaseth him that in Christ all fulâ—…sse shall dwell from whose fulnesse â—…ce sufficient is dispensed to us anâ—…erable to the measure of our faith â—…hereby we fetch it from the fountain The more we trust the more we have When we looke therefore to our owne â—…nt we should look withall to Christs â—…nesse and his neernesse to us and take advantage from our misery to reâ—… upon his al sufficiencie whose fulnesse ours as himselfe is Our fulnesse wiâ—… our life is hid in Christ and distilleâ—… into us in such measure as his wisdoâ—… thinketh fit and as sheweth him to bâ—… a free agent and yet so as the blame fâ—… want of grace lyeth upon us seeing hâ—… is before hand with us in his offers oâ—… grace and our owne consciences will tell us that our failings are more from cherishing of some lust then from unwillingnesse in him to supply us with grace But God is of pure eyes and cannot endure such sinfull services as I performe Though God be of pure eyes yâ—… he looks upon us in him who is blame lesse and without spot who by vertue of his sweet smelling sacrifice appearâ—… for us in heaven and mingles his oâ—… with our services and in him will God be known to us by the name of a kindâ—… Father not onely in pardoning our defects but accepting our endeavouâ—… Wee offer our services to God not 〈◊〉 our owne name but in the name of oâ—… high Priest who takes them from us â—…ents them to his Father as stirred 〈◊〉 by his spirit and perfumed by
his â—…dience Ionas his prayer was minâ—…d with a great deale of passion and â—…perfection yet God could discerne â—…ething of his owne in it and pitty 〈◊〉 pardon the rest CHAP. XXIV â—…utward troubles disquieting the spirit and comforts in them AS for the outward evills that we meet withall in this life they are either 〈◊〉 1. As deprive us of the comforts our â—…e is supported withall or else 2. they â—…g such misery upon our nature or condiâ—…n that hinders our well-being in this â—…d For the first Trust in God and take â—…t of his al-sufficiency whatsoever we â—…t Sure we are by his promise that â—…e shall want nothing that is good â—…hat he takes away one way hee can â—…e another what he takes away in one hand he can give in another whaâ—… he with-holds one way he can supply in a better Whatsoever comfort wee have in goods friends health or any other blessings it is all conveyed by him who still remaines though these be taken from us And wee have him bound in many promises for all that is needfull for us We may sue him upon his owne bond can we thinke that he who will give us a Kingdome will faâ—… us in necessary provision to bring us thither who himselfe is our portion As for those miseries which our weake nature is subject to they are all under Christ they come and goe at his command they are his messengers sent for our good and called back again when they have done what they came for Therefore looke not so much upon them as to him for strength and comfort in them mitigation of them and grace to profit by them To strengthen our faith the more in God he calleth himselfe a Buckler for defence from ill and an exceeding great reward for a supply of all good A sunne for the one and a shield for the other â—…st him then with health wealth â—…od name all that thou hast It is not â—…an to take away that from us which â—…d will give us and keepe for us It â—…ot in mans power to make others â—…ceive what they please of us Among crosses this is that which â—…quieteth not the minde least to bee â—…ceived in matter of trust when as if â—…e had not trusted wee had not beene deceived The very feare of being disâ—…pointed made David in his hast â—…ke all men were lyars But as it is a â—…pe crosse so nothing will drive us â—…er unto God who never faileth his Friends often prove as the reed of Eâ—…t as a broken staffe and as a deceitfull â—…ke that failes the weary passenger 〈◊〉 Summer time when there is most â—…ed of refreshing and it is the unhapâ—…esse of men otherwise happy in the â—…rld that during their prosperous â—…dition they know not who be their â—…nds for when their condition deâ—…es it plainly appeares that many â—…e friends of their estates and not of their persons But when men will know us least God will know us most he knowes our soules in adversity and knowes them so as to support and comfort them and that from the spring head of comfort whereby the sweetest comforts are fetcht What God conveyed before by friends that he doth now instill immediately from himselfe The immediate comforts are the strongest comforts Our Saviour Christ told his Disciples that they would leave him alone yet saith he I am not alone but the Father is with me At S. Pauls first appealing all forsooke him but the Lord stood by him Hee wants no company that hath Christ for his companion I looked for some to take pitty saith David but there was none This unfaithfulnesse of man is a foile to set out Gods truth who is never neerer then when trouble is neerest There is not so much as a shadow of change in him or his love It is just with God when we lay too much weight of confidence upon any creature to let us have the greater falâ—… Man may faile us and yet bee a good man but God cannot faile us and bee God because he is truth it selfe Shall God be so true to us and shall not wee be true to him and his truth The like may be said in the departure of our friends Our life is oft too much in the life of others which God takes unkindly How many friends have we in him alone who rather then we shall want friends can make our enemies our friends A true beleever â—…to Christ as his Mother Brother and Sister because he caries that affection â—…o them as if they were Mother Brother and Sister to him indeed As Christ makes us all to him so should we make him all in all to our selves If all comforts in the world were dead we have them still in the living Lord. Sicknesses are harbingers of death and in the apprehension of many they bee the greatest troubles and tame great spirits that nothing else could â—…me herein wee are more to deale with God then with men which is one comfort sicknesse yeeldeth above other troubles It is better to bee troubled with the distempers of our owne bodies then with the distempers of other mens soules In which wee have not onely to deale with men but with the devill himselfe that ruleth in the humours of men The example of Asa teaches us in this case not to lay too much trust upon the Physitian but with Hezekich first looke up to God and then use the meanes If God will give us a quietus est and take us off from businesse by sicknesse then we have a time of serving God by patient subjection to his will If he meanes to use our service any further hee will restore our health and strength to doe that worke he sets us about Health is at his command and sicknesse stayes at his rebuke In the meane the time of sicknesse is a time of purging from that defilement wee gathered in our health till wee come purer out which should move us the rather willingly to abide Gods time Blessed is that sicknesse that proves the health of the soule Wee are best for the most part when wee are weakest Then it appeares what good proficiâ—…s we have been in time of health Carnall men are oft led along by â—…lse hopes suggested by others and cherished by themselves that they shal â—…ye still and doe well till death comes and cuts off their vaine confidence and their life both at once before ever they are acquainted what it is to trust in God aright in the use of meanes Wee should labour to learne of S. Paul in desperate cases to receive the sentence of â—…h and not to trust in our selves but in God that raiseth the dead Hee that raiseth our dead bodies out of the â—…ave can raise our diseased bodies out of the bed of sicknesse if he hath a pleaâ—…e to serve himselfe by us In all kinde of troubles it is not the ingredients