fortitude_n take_v off_o his_o terror_n if_o as_o a_o messenger_n of_o god_n he_o be_v send_v to_o convey_v thou_o to_o happiness_n what_o reason_n have_v thou_o to_o be_v afraid_a of_o thy_o own_o bliss_n it_o be_v one_o thing_n what_o death_n be_v in_o himself_o a_o privation_n of_o life_n such_o as_o nature_n can_v choose_v but_o abhor_v another_o what_o he_o be_v by_o christ_n make_v unto_o we_o and_o introduction_n to_o life_n and_o a_o harbinger_n to_o glory_n 21._o why_o will_v the_o lord_n of_o life_n yield_v unto_o death_n and_o by_o yield_v vanquish_v he_o but_o to_o alter_v and_o sweeten_v he_o to_o we_o and_o of_o a_o fierce_a tyrant_n make_v he_o a_o friend_n and_o benefactor_n and_o if_o we_o look_v upon_o he_o thus_o change_v and_o reconcile_v how_o can_v we_o choose_v but_o bid_v he_o welcome_a 22._o thou_o be_v afraid_a of_o the_o pang_n of_o death_n some_o have_v die_v without_o any_o great_a sense_n of_o pain_n some_o have_v yield_v up_o their_o soul_n without_o a_o groan_n and_o how_o know_v thou_o what_o measure_n god_n have_v allot_v thou_o our_o death_n be_v a_o sea-voyage_n the_o holy_a apostle_n desire_v to_o launch_v forth_o phil._n 1._o wherein_o some_o find_v a_o rough_a and_o tempestuous_a passage_n other_o calm_v and_o smooth_a such_o thy_o may_v prove_v and_o so_o thy_o dissolution_n may_v be_v easy_a than_o a_o fit_a of_o sickness_n 23._o but_o if_o god_n have_v determine_v otherwise_o look_v unto_o jesus_n the_o author_n and_o finisher_n of_o our_o faith_n heb._n 12.2_o the_o son_n of_o god_n the_o lord_n of_o glory_n see_v with_o what_o agony_n he_o conflict_v what_o torment_v he_o endure_v for_o thou_o look_v upon_o his_o bloody_a sweat_n bleed_v temple_n furrow_v back_o nail_v hand_n and_o foot_n rack_v joint_n and_o pierce_v side_n hear_v his_o strong_a cry_n consider_v the_o shame_n pain_n and_o curse_n of_o the_o cross_n which_o he_o undergo_v for_o thy_o sake_n say_v whether_o thy_o suffering_n can_v be_v comparable_a to_o he_o he_o be_v a_o cowardly_a and_o unworthy_a soldier_n that_o follow_v his_o general_n sigh_v behold_v these_o be_v the_o step_n wherein_o thy_o god_n and_o saviour_n have_v tread_v before_o thou_o walk_v on_o courageous_o in_o this_o deep_a and_o bloody_a way_n and_o after_o a_o few_o pace_n thou_o shall_v overtake_v he_o in_o glory_n for_o if_o we_o suffer_v with_o he_o we_o shall_v also_o reign_v with_o he_o 2_o tim._n 2.12_o 24._o thou_o shrink_v at_o the_o thought_n of_o death_n be_v it_o not_o for_o overvalue_a life_n and_o make_v earth_n thy_o home_n rich_a person_n that_o live_v at_o ease_n be_v loath_a to_o stir_v abroad_o especial_o upon_o hard_a and_o stormy_a voyage_n perhaps_o it_o be_v so_o with_o thou_o wherein_o i_o can_v but_o much_o pity_n thy_o weakness_n in_o place_v thy_o contentment_n where_o a_o wise_a man_n can_v find_v nothing_o but_o vanity_n and_o vexation_n 25._o alas_o what_o be_v our_o exile_n if_o this_o be_v our_o home_n what_o entertainment_n to_o be_v enamour_a on_o distemper_a humour_n hard_a usage_n violent_a passion_n and_o bodily_a sickness_n sad_a complaint_n disappoint_v hope_n and_o frequent_a miscarriage_n momentany_a pleasure_n mix_v with_o sorrow_n and_o last_o umbrage_n of_o joy_n and_o real_a misery_n do_v these_o so_o bewitch_v thou_o that_o when_o death_n call_v thou_o be_v ready_a to_o reply_v as_o the_o devil_n to_o our_o saviour_n mat._n 8.29_o be_v thou_o come_v to_o torment_v i_o before_o the_o time_n 26._o be_v these_o such_o contentment_n as_o allure_v thou_o to_o the_o world_n as_o st._n peter_n be_v to_o mount_n tabor_n mat._n 17.4_o master_n it_o be_v good_a for_o we_o to_o be_v here_o if_o thou_o have_v any_o faith_n in_o thou_o look_v up_o to_o the_o other_o world_n where_o thou_o be_v go_v and_o see_v whether_o that_o true_a life_n pure_a joy_n perfect_a felicity_n and_o eternity_n may_v not_o be_v worthy_a to_o draw_v thy_o heart_n to_o a_o long_a desire_n of_o fruition_n and_o a_o contempt_n of_o what_o the_o earth_n can_v promise_v in_o comparison_n of_o infinite_a blessedness_n 27._o it_o be_v one_o of_o the_o defect_n which_o sir_n francis_n bacon_n find_v in_o physician_n that_o do_v not_o study_v remedy_n to_o procure_v the_o easy_a passage_n of_o their_o patient_n learning_n through_o the_o gate_n of_o death_n such_o help_n i_o leave_v to_o the_o care_n of_o the_o skilful_a sage_n of_o nature_n the_o use_n i_o suppose_v must_v be_v with_o caution_n lest_o whilst_o they_o endeavour_v to_o sweeten_v death_n they_o shorten_v life_n 28._o but_o let_v i_o prescibe_v this_o spiritual_a mean_n of_o thy_o happy_a euthanasia_n which_o be_v a_o faithful_a disposition_n of_o the_o labour_a soul_n that_o can_v true_o say_v with_o timothy_n 2_o tim._n 1.12_o i_o know_v who_o i_o have_v believe_v and_o chap._n 4.7_o 8._o i_o have_v fight_v a_o good_a fight_n i_o have_v finish_v my_o course_n i_o have_v keep_v the_o faith_n henceforth_o there_o be_v lay_v up_o for_o i_o a_o crown_n of_o righteousness_n which_o the_o lord_n the_o righteous_a judge_n shall_v give_v i_o at_o that_o day_n 29._o thou_o start_v be_v the_o mention_n of_o death_n how_o can_v thou_o but_o blush_v to_o read_v of_o socrates_n phoedone_n when_o the_o message_n of_o death_n be_v bring_v he_o applaud_v the_o news_n with_o much_o joy_n or_o of_o a_o cardinal_n of_o rome_n that_o receive_v the_o intimation_n of_o his_o approach_a death_n cry_v out_o the_o news_n be_v good_a and_o welcome_a be_v not_o their_o confidence_n thy_o shame_n who_o believe_v that_o when_o our_o earthly_a house_n of_o this_o tabernacle_n shall_v be_v dissolve_v we_o have_v a_o build_n of_o god_n a_o house_n not_o make_v with_o hand_n eternal_a in_o the_o heaven_n 2_o cor._n 5.1_o yet_o shrink_v at_o the_o motion_n of_o take_v possession_n of_o it_o 30._o can_v thou_o with_o die_a mithridates_n be_v unwilling_a to_o forsake_v this_o light_n when_o thou_o be_v go_v to_o a_o light_n more_o glorious_a than_o the_o sun_n it_o be_v our_o infidelity_n that_o make_v we_o unwilling_a to_o die_v do_v we_o think_v the_o soul_n sleep_v as_o well_o as_o the_o body_n from_o the_o moment_n of_o the_o dissolution_n till_o the_o day_n of_o resurrection_n death_n may_v be_v unwelcome_a 31._o or_o do_v we_o think_v we_o shall_v wander_v to_o unknown_a place_n to_o uncertain_a entertainment_n or_o fear_v a_o scorch_a trial_n upon_o the_o emigration_n in_o flame_n little_a inferior_a to_o those_o of_o hell_n there_o be_v some_o cause_n to_o tremble_v at_o the_o approach_n of_o death_n but_o we_o can_v bold_o say_v with_o the_o wise_a man_n wisd_v 3.1_o 2_o 3._o the_o soul_n of_o the_o righteous_a be_v in_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n and_o there_o shall_v no_o torment_n touch_v they_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o unwise_a they_o seem_v to_o die_v and_o their_o departure_n be_v take_v for_o misery_n and_o their_o go_v from_o we_o to_o be_v utter_a destruction_n but_o they_o be_v in_o peace_n 32._o oh_o thou_o of_o little_a faith_n why_o fear_v thou_o â—hide_v thyself_o as_o that_o die_a saint_n of_o old_a and_o say_v my_o soul_n go_v bold_o forth_o what_o be_v thou_o afraid_a of_o lo_o the_o angel_n be_v ready_a to_o receive_v thou_o and_o carry_v thou_o to_o glory_n leave_v there_o this_o wretched_a body_n and_o be_v possess_v of_o heaven_n after_o a_o momentary_a darkness_n upon_o nature_n thou_o shall_v enjoy_v the_o beatifical_a vision_n of_o god_n be_v not_o afraid_a to_o be_v happy_a but_o say_v in_o faith_n what_o jonah_n say_v in_o anger_n jonah_n 4.3_o it_o be_v better_a for_o i_o to_o die_v than_o to_o live_v 33._o i_o be_o afraid_a to_o die_v this_o be_v nature_n voice_n but_o will_v thou_o hear_v what_o faith_n say_v to_o i_o to_o live_v be_v christ_n and_o to_o die_v be_v gain_v if_o therefore_o nature_n reign_v in_o thou_o thou_o must_v be_v affright_v with_o death_n but_o if_o true_a grace_n be_v prevalent_a in_o thy_o soul_n that_o guest_n shall_v not_o be_v unwelcome_a be_v ever_o any_o man_n afraid_a of_o profit_n and_o advantage_n such_o be_v death_n to_o the_o faithful_a whosoever_o find_v christ_n his_o life_n shall_v be_v sure_a to_o find_v death_n his_o gain_n for_o he_o be_v thereby_o bring_v to_o a_o near_a communion_n with_o he_o whereas_o before_o he_o enjoy_v he_o by_o the_o dim_a apprehension_n of_o faith_n now_o he_o clear_o and_o immediate_o enjoy_v that_o glorious_a presence_n which_o only_o make_v blessedness_n 34._o this_o be_v it_o that_o cause_v death_n to_o change_v his_o copy_n and_o render_v he_o who_o be_v formidable_a please_a and_o beneficial_a i_o desire_v to_o depart_v and_o to_o be_v with_o christ_n say_v the_o man_n who_o be_v rapt_v up_o in_o the_o three_o heaven_n have_v it_o be_v only_o depart_v he_o
have_v not_o be_v in_o such_o a_o ecstasy_n but_o to_o depart_v and_o to_o be_v with_o christ_n be_v that_o which_o raise_v his_o soul_n 35._o when_o socrates_n be_v to_o die_v for_o his_o religion_n he_o comfort_v himself_o with_o this_o that_o he_o shall_v go_v to_o orpheus_n homer_n musaeus_n and_o the_o other_o worthy_n of_o former_a age_n poor_a man_n can_v he_o have_v know_v god_n manifest_v in_o the_o flesh_n and_o receive_v up_o into_o glory_n 1_o tim._n 3.16_o and_o in_o that_o glorify_a state_n sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o majesty_n can_v he_o have_v know_v the_o bless_a order_n of_o the_o cherubin_n and_o seraphim_n angel_n arch_a angel_n principality_n and_o power_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o most_o glorious_a hierarchy_n of_o heaven_n can_v he_o have_v be_v acquaint_v with_o that_o celestial_a choir_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o just_a man_n make_v perfect_a heb._n 12.23_o can_v he_o have_v know_v the_o god_n and_o father_n of_o spirit_n the_o infinite_a and_o incomprehensible_a glorious_a deity_n who_o presence_n transfuse_v everlasting_a blessedness_n into_o all_o those_o citizen_n of_o glory_n and_o can_v he_o have_v know_v that_o he_o shall_v have_v a_o undoubted_a interest_n in_o that_o infinite_a bliss_n how_o glad_o will_v he_o have_v take_v of_o his_o hemlock_n and_o how_o joyful_o will_v he_o have_v pass_v to_o that_o happy_a world_n 36._o all_o this_o we_o know_v and_o no_o less_o assure_v then_o of_o our_o present_a be_v with_o what_o comfort_n shall_v we_o think_v of_o change_v our_o present_a condition_n with_o a_o bless_a immortality_n how_o sweet_a a_o song_n be_v that_o of_o old_a simeon_n luke_n 2.29_o lord_n now_o let_v thou_o thy_o servant_n depart_v in_o peace_n according_a to_o thy_o word_n for_o my_o eye_n have_v see_v thy_o salvation_n that_o which_o he_o see_v by_o the_o eye_n of_o sense_n thou_o see_v by_o the_o eye_n of_o faith_n even_o the_o lord_n christ_n verse_n 16._o he_o see_v he_o in_o weakness_n thou_o see_v he_o in_o glory_n why_o shall_v thou_o not_o depart_v not_o in_o peace_n only_o but_o in_o joy_n and_o comfort_v 37._o how_o do_v the_o proto-martyr_n stephen_n triumph_n over_o the_o rage_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o the_o fury_n of_o death_n when_o he_o have_v once_o see_v the_o heaven_n open_v and_o the_o son_n of_o man_n stand_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god_n act_n 7.56_o god_n offer_v the_o same_o bless_a prospect_n to_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o soul_n faith_n be_v the_o key_n that_o open_v the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n fix_v thy_o eye_n upon_o that_o glorious_a and_o save_v object_n thou_o can_v not_o but_o lay_v down_o thy_o body_n in_o peace_n and_o send_v thy_o soul_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o he_o that_o buy_v it_o with_o the_o cheerful_a and_o sweet_a recommendation_n of_o lord_n jesus_n receive_v my_o spirit_n act_v 7.39_o a_o prayer_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n o_o lord_n god_n almighty_n i_o humble_o acknowledge_v my_o own_o vileness_n through_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o my_o life_n and_o see_a thou_o have_v thus_o long_o spare_v i_o now_o accomplish_v thy_o mercy_n in_o i_o be_v thou_o my_o god_n forever_o and_o my_o guide_n unto_o the_o end_n o_o comfort_v i_o now_o my_o heart_n tremble_v in_o i_o and_o the_o terror_n of_o death_n be_v fall_v upon_o i_o give_v i_o the_o long_o expect_a fruit_n of_o my_o hope_n propose_v to_o i_o in_o thy_o word_n o_o bless_a jesus_n who_o be_v the_o death_n of_o death_n now_o show_v thyself_o my_o saviour_n take_v from_o my_o afflict_a soul_n the_o sting_n of_o death_n and_o assure_v i_o of_o victory_n loose_v the_o pain_n allay_v the_o fear_n and_o sorrow_n and_o sweeten_v the_o bitterness_n of_o death_n until_o in_o my_o enjoy_n thy_o presence_n it_o be_v swallow_v up_o in_o victory_n o_o holy_a saviour_n who_o have_v have_v experience_n of_o all_o our_o misery_n for_o sin_n without_o sin_n and_o have_v admit_v we_o to_o be_v baptise_a into_o the_o similitude_n of_o thy_o death_n and_o resurrection_n let_v i_o now_o feel_v in_o my_o languish_v soul_n the_o power_n and_o efficacy_n thereof_o 2._o o_o christ_n who_o human_a soul_n in_o thy_o passion_n for_o my_o redemption_n be_v heavy_a unto_o death_n now_o merciful_o consider_v my_o frailty_n who_o be_o now_o at_o the_o point_n of_o dissolution_n o_o now_o give_v i_o a_o invincible_a faith_n in_o thou_o against_o which_o the_o gate_n of_o hell_n shall_v never_o prevail_v now_o speak_v peace_n and_o comfort_n to_o my_o poor_a soul_n thou_o who_o pour_v out_o thy_o soul_n to_o death_n for_o i_o receive_v my_o weary_a spirit_n to_o eternal_a life_n let_v not_o this_o fearful_a passage_n be_v too_o bitter_a to_o i_o but_o be_v thou_o ever_o present_a with_o i_o in_o all_o my_o suffering_n o_o holy_a ghost_n the_o comforter_n of_o all_o the_o elect_n leave_v i_o not_o comfortless_a let_v i_o be_v gather_v to_o my_o father_n in_o peace_n bring_v i_o to_o that_o life_n wherein_o thou_o have_v promise_v to_o wipe_v away_o all_o tear_n from_o our_o eye_n where_o shall_v be_v no_o more_o death_n sorrow_n pain_n nor_o any_o bitter_a effect_n of_o sin_n lord_n hear_v i_o o_o thou_o who_o despise_v not_o a_o break_a contrite_a heart_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o lord_n receive_v my_o petition_n and_o in_o thy_o appoint_a hour_n come_v lord_n jesus_n my_o saviour_n and_o redeemer_n deliver_v i_o from_o this_o bondage_n of_o corruption_n even_o so_o come_v lord_n jesus_n come_v quick_o amen_n sect_n xvii_o of_o judgement_n 1._o thou_o apprehend_v true_a death_n be_v terrible_a but_o judgement_n more_o both_o succeed_v upon_o the_o same_o decree_n it_o be_v appoint_v unto_o man_n once_o to_o die_v but_o after_o this_o the_o judgement_n heb._n 9.27_o it_o be_v not_o more_o terrible_a than_o think_v on_o death_n because_o he_o strike_v and_o lay_v before_o we_o example_n of_o mortality_n can_v but_o sometime_o take_v up_o our_o heart_n but_o the_o last_o judgement_n have_v no_o visible_a proof_n upon_o our_o thought_n too_o seldom_o fright_v we_o 2._o yet_o who_o conceive_v the_o terror_n of_o that_o day_n when_o the_o sun_n shall_v be_v turn_v into_o darkness_n and_o the_o moon_n into_o blood_n act_v 2.20_o that_o day_n which_o shall_v burn_v as_o a_o oven_n when_o all_o the_o proud_a and_o all_o that_o do_v wicked_o shall_v be_v as_o the_o stubble_n mal._n 4.1_o that_o day_n in_o which_o the_o heaven_n shall_v pass_v away_o with_o a_o great_a noise_n and_o the_o element_n shall_v melt_v with_o fervent_a heat_n the_o earth_n also_o and_o the_o work_n that_o be_v therein_o shall_v be_v burn_v up_o 2_o pet._n 3.10_o that_o day_n wherein_o the_o lord_n jesus_n shall_v be_v reveal_v from_o heaven_n with_o his_o mighty_a angel_n in_o flame_a fire_n take_v vengeance_n on_o they_o that_o know_v not_o god_n and_o that_o obey_v not_o the_o gospel_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n 2_o thess._n 1.7_o 8._o that_o day_n wherein_o the_o lord_n will_v come_v with_o fire_n and_o with_o his_o chariot_n like_o a_o whirlwind_n to_o render_v his_o anger_n with_o fury_n and_o his_o rebuke_n with_o flame_n of_o fire_n for_o by_o fire_n and_o by_o his_o sword_n will_v the_o lord_n plead_v with_o all_o flesh_n isa._n 66.15_o 16._o that_o day_n wherein_o the_o son_n of_o man_n shall_v come_v in_o his_o glory_n and_o all_o the_o holy_a angel_n with_o he_o and_o shall_v sit_v upon_o the_o throne_n of_o his_o glory_n and_o all_o nation_n shall_v be_v gather_v before_o he_o and_o he_o shall_v separate_v they_o one_o from_o another_o as_o a_o shepherd_n divide_v his_o sheep_n from_o the_o goat_n mat._n 25.31_o 32._o and_o that_o day_n wherein_o all_o the_o kindred_n of_o the_o earth_n shall_v wail_v because_o of_o he_o rev._n 1.7_o 3._o that_o great_a and_o terrible_a day_n of_o the_o lord_n joel_n 2.31_o wherein_o if_o the_o power_n of_o heaven_n be_v shake_v how_o can_v the_o heart_n remain_v remove_v and_o if_o the_o world_n be_v dissolve_v who_o can_v abide_v it_o alas_o we_o be_v ready_a to_o tremble_v at_o 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my_o skin_n have_v he_o make_v old_a he_o have_v break_v my_o bone_n lam._n 3.1_o 3_o 4._o consider_v the_o prophet_n apostle_n and_o martyr_n the_o great_a favourite_n of_o heaven_n some_o on_o gridiron_n other_o in_o boil_a caldron_n some_o on_o spit_n other_o under_o saw_n some_o in_o flame_n other_o crash_v with_o the_o tooth_n of_o wild_a beast_n some_o on_o rack_n other_o in_o fiery_a furnace_n most_o of_o they_o in_o such_o torment_n as_o in_o comparison_n thy_o pain_n be_v but_o a_o sport_n but_o to_o leave_v mortality_n and_o sinful_a dust_n and_o ash_n thou_o may_v behold_v the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o lord_n of_o life_n the_o king_n of_o glory_n god_n bless_v for_o ever_o sweat_v drop_n of_o blood_n in_o his_o dreadful_a agony_n and_o may_v hear_v he_o cry_v upon_o the_o tree_n of_o curse_n and_o shame_n my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o matth._n 27.46_o alas_o what_o be_v we_o capable_a to_o suffer_v in_o proportion_n of_o these_o torture_n what_o be_v 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bless_v it_o be_v the_o same_o mouth_n that_o can_v boast_v that_o if_o he_o be_v fry_a in_o the_o brazen_a bull_n of_o â—alaris_fw-la he_o can_v there_o find_v contentment_n what_o shall_v i_o tell_v thou_o of_o a_o mutius_n scaevola_n who_o in_o a_o glorious_a revenge_n voluntary_o burn_v off_o his_o right_a hand_n not_o without_o the_o envy_n and_o pity_n of_o his_o enemy_n or_o of_o a_o regulus_n that_o after_o so_o high_a a_o provocation_n offer_v himself_o to_o the_o worst_a of_o the_o merciless_a fury_n of_o his_o torment_n why_o shall_v thou_o admire_v say_v wise_a seneca_n that_o some_o shall_v be_v well_o please_v to_o be_v scorch_v wound_v rack_v or_o kill_v frugality_n be_v a_o pain_n to_o the_o riotous_a labour_v a_o punishment_n to_o the_o lazy_a continence_n a_o misery_n to_o the_o wanton_n and_o study_v a_o torture_n to_o the_o slothful_a 11._o all_o these_o be_v not_o in_o their_o own_o nature_n difficult_a but_o we_o be_v infirm_a and_o inconstant_a shall_v pagan_n attain_v to_o this_o height_n of_o magnanimity_n by_o their_o fortitude_n and_o shall_v we_o christian_n droop_v under_o gentle_a suffering_n we_o profess_v the_o advantage_n of_o faith_n to_o uphold_v and_o cheer_v we_o but_o poor_a ethnic_a soul_n they_o never_o hear_v of_o a_o merciful_a god_n to_o comfort_v they_o they_o never_o know_v those_o sweet_a message_n from_o heaven_n call_v upon_o i_o in_o the_o day_n of_o trouble_n i_o will_v deliver_v thou_o and_o thou_o shall_v glorify_v i_o psal._n 50.15_o come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o labour_n and_o be_v heavy_a lade_v and_o i_o will_v give_v you_o rest_v matth._n 11.28_o strengthen_v you_o the_o weak_a hand_n and_o confirm_v the_o feeble_a knee_n say_v to_o they_o that_o be_v of_o a_o fearful_a heart_n be_v strong_a fear_v not_o behold_v your_o god_n will_v come_v with_o vengeance_n even_o god_n with_o a_o recompense_n he_o will_v come_v and_o save_v you_o isa._n 35.3_o 4._o they_o have_v not_o the_o heart_n of_o a_o job_n to_o say_v i_o know_v that_o my_o redeemer_n live_v job_n 19.25_o nor_o the_o eye_n of_o a_o stephen_n to_o pierce_v the_o heaven_n to_o see_v their_o saviour_n stand_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god_n but_o out_o of_o their_o vigour_n elevate_v with_o a_o arrogant_a ambition_n of_o that_o fame_n which_o they_o believe_v will_v survive_v they_o whereas_o we_o christian_n know_v that_o we_o have_v the_o father_n of_o mercy_n to_o stand_v by_o we_o a_o redeemer_n to_o deliver_v we_o a_o comforter_n to_o strengthen_v and_o refresh_v we_o sweet_a and_o infallible_a promise_n to_o sustain_v we_o and_o at_o last_o a_o crown_n of_o eternal_a glory_n to_o reward_v we_o 12._o thou_o be_v pain_v with_o sickness_n view_v not_o what_o thou_o feel_v but_o think_v what_o punishment_n thou_o have_v deserve_v wherefore_o do_v a_o live_a man_n complain_v a_o man_n for_o the_o punishment_n of_o his_o sin_n lam._n 3.39_o alas_o the_o wage_n of_o every_o sin_n be_v death_n a_o death_n of_o body_n and_o soul_n temporal_a and_o eternal_a any_o thing_n below_o this_o be_v mercy_n there_o be_v not_o the_o least_o of_o thy_o transgression_n but_o have_v merit_v the_o infinite_a wrath_n of_o a_o just_a god_n and_o more_o torment_n than_o thou_o be_v able_a to_o undergo_v what_o do_v thou_o complain_v of_o ease_n where_o thou_o owe_v a_o thousand_o talent_n thou_o be_v bid_v to_o take_v thy_o bill_n and_o write_v down_o fifty_o luke_n 16.6_o will_v thou_o not_o magnify_v the_o clemency_n of_o so_o favourable_a a_o creditor_n sure_o be_v every_o twig_n which_o create_v a_o smart_n a_o scorpion_n and_o every_o breath_n thou_o send_v forth_o a_o flame_n this_o be_v yet_o less_o than_o thy_o desert_n oh_o the_o infinite_a goodness_n of_o our_o indulgent_a father_n that_o use_v so_o gentle_a a_o correction_n to_o we_o tell_v i_o thou_o nice_a patient_n if_o thou_o can_v not_o suffer_v these_o stripe_n how_o thou_o will_v endure_v those_o that_o be_v infinite_o sharp_a alas_o what_o be_v these_o trifle_n to_o that_o hell_n which_o abide_v for_o the_o impatient_a there_o be_v torment_n without_o mitigation_n eternal_a pain_n without_o intermission_n which_o thou_o can_v not_o suffer_v nor_o avoid_v fear_v they_o and_o murmur_v not_o at_o these_o prostrate_v thyself_o low_a under_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n and_o be_v thankful_a for_o a_o tolerable_a misery_n how_o gracious_o have_v the_o wisdom_n of_o god_n think_v fit_a to_o temper_v our_o affliction_n if_o they_o prove_v sharp_a they_o be_v not_o long_o and_o if_o long_a not_o over_o sharp_a that_o our_o strength_n may_v not_o be_v depress_v by_o those_o trial_n we_o undergo_v therefore_o aspire_v a_o contentment_n in_o thyself_o and_o thy_o languishment_n will_v be_v easy_a or_o thy_o pain_n soon_o over_o extreme_a and_o everlasting_a be_v terror_n reserve_v for_o the_o wicked_a hereafter_o that_o be_v durable_a painful_a and_o not_o capable_a of_o any_o relaxation_n what_o a_o moment_n be_v it_o that_o thou_o do_v suffer_v yea_o nothing_o in_o respect_n of_o eternity_n which_o thou_o must_v either_o hope_v for_o or_o fear_n endure_v a_o while_n patient_o that_o thou_o may_v not_o be_v infinite_o miserable_a 13._o thou_o complain_v of_o pain_n of_o what_o use_n be_v thy_o patience_n if_o that_o be_v mitigate_v god_n never_o give_v virtue_n without_o a_o intent_n of_o their_o exercise_n to_o what_o end_n be_v our_o christian_a valour_n if_o we_o have_v no_o enemy_n to_o encounter_n thus_o long_o thou_o have_v supine_o sleep_v in_o a_o secure_a garrison_n where_o thou_o have_v hear_v no_o trumpet_n but_o thy_o own_o and_o have_v turn_v thy_o drum-head_n into_o a_o table_n for_o dice_n lavish_v out_o thy_o day_n in_o variety_n of_o idle_a recreation_n now_o god_n draw_v thou_o
be_v raise_v to_o a_o great_a height_n of_o godly_a zeal_n than_o ever_o corinth_n have_v never_o be_v so_o rich_a in_o grace_n if_o not_o defile_v with_o so_o foul_a a_o crime_n confess_v now_o if_o this_o be_v not_o in_o effect_n thy_o case_n shall_v thou_o ever_o have_v detest_v thy_o sin_n if_o thou_o have_v not_o be_v draw_v in_o to_o commit_v it_o shall_v thou_o have_v have_v so_o fervent_a a_o love_n to_o god_n have_v it_o not_o be_v out_o of_o a_o sense_n of_o his_o great_a mercy_n in_o remit_v it_o will_v thou_o have_v be_v so_o weary_a in_o thy_o stop_v as_o thou_o be_v if_o thou_o have_v not_o slip_v give_v glory_n to_o god_n but_o shame_n to_o thyself_o and_o bless_v he_o for_o the_o benefit_n that_o he_o have_v be_v please_v to_o make_v of_o thy_o offend_a he_o 11._o but_o alas_o thou_o say_v my_o case_n be_v far_o worse_a than_o it_o be_v conceive_v i_o have_v be_v more_o than_o once_o miscarry_v into_o the_o same_o sin_n for_o after_o i_o have_v make_v profession_n of_o my_o repentance_n i_o have_v be_v transport_v into_o my_o former_a wickedness_n have_v wash_v off_o my_o sin_n as_o i_o think_v with_o many_o tear_n yet_o i_o have_v suffer_v my_o soul_n to_o be_v defile_v again_o i_o must_v not_o flatter_v thou_o this_o condition_n be_v dangerous_a those_o disease_n which_o upon_o their_o first_o seizure_n have_v receive_v cure_n after_o a_o relapse_n have_v threaten_v death_n look_v upon_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n thou_o shall_v find_v they_o have_v keep_v a_o distance_n from_o that_o fire_n wherewith_o they_o have_v be_v former_o burn_v thou_o shall_v not_o find_v noah_n again_o uncover_v through_o drunkenness_n nor_o judah_n climb_v to_o tamer_n bed_n thou_o shall_v not_o take_v peter_n again_o in_o the_o high-priest_n hall_n deny_v his_o master_n or_o after_o st._n paul_n reproof_n halt_a in_o his_o dissimulation_n gall._n 2.11_o 12_o 13._o 12._o but_o tell_v i_o notwithstanding_o be_v thou_o true_o serious_a with_o thy_o god_n have_v thou_o 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be_v transport_v but_o make_v not_o a_o custom_n of_o do_v ill_o his_o heart_n be_v against_o that_o his_o hand_n be_v draw_v to_o and_o if_o in_o this_o inward_a strife_n he_o be_v overpower_a he_o lie_v not_o down_o with_o a_o willing_a mind_n but_o struggle_v and_o with_o a_o reassume_v courage_n trample_v on_o that_o which_o former_o supplant_v he_o do_v thou_o give_v thyself_o to_o a_o resolve_a course_n of_o sin_v and_o betwixt_o while_n smite_v thy_o breast_n with_o a_o formal_a god_n forgive_v i_o i_o shall_v have_v no_o comfort_n for_o thou_o but_o rather_o send_v thou_o to_o a_o afflictious_a remedy_n of_o the_o almighty_a for_o correction_n if_o possible_o those_o stripe_n may_v prevent_v thy_o everlasting_a torment_n 14._o but_o now_o since_o what_o thou_o hate_v that_o thou_o do_v and_o thou_o do_v that_o which_o thou_o will_v not_o and_o it_o be_v no_o more_o thou_o that_o do_v it_o but_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o thou_o rom._n 7.19_o 20._o exclaim_v as_o much_o as_o thou_o will_v on_o the_o sinfulness_n of_o thy_o sin_n bewail_v thy_o weakness_n with_o a_o better_a man_n than_o thyself_o o_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o body_n of_o this_o death_n rom._n 7.24_o but_o know_v that_o thou_o have_v find_v mercy_n with_o god_n thy_o repeat_v sin_n may_v grieve_v but_o can_v prejudice_v thy_o soul_n have_v we_o to_o do_v with_o a_o finite_a compassion_n it_o may_v be_v abate_v by_o waste_v itself_o on_o a_o frequent_a remission_n as_o a_o great_a river_n may_v be_v draw_v dry_a by_o many_o small_a outlet_n but_o now_o that_o we_o deal_v with_o a_o god_n who_o mercy_n be_v infinite_a it_o be_v not_o the_o greatness_n or_o number_n of_o our_o offence_n that_o make_v a_o difference_n in_o his_o free_a remission_n that_o god_n who_o have_v charge_v our_o weak_a charity_n not_o to_o be_v overcome_v of_o evil_a but_o to_o overcome_v evil_a with_o good_a rom._n 12.21_o just_o scorn_v that_o we_o shall_v imagine_v 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every_o just_a cause_n he_o own_v neither_o be_v he_o less_o a_o martyr_n that_o suffer_v for_o his_o conscience_n in_o any_o of_o god_n commandment_n than_o he_o who_o suffer_v for_o matter_n of_o faith_n and_o religion_n 11._o remember_v that_o cordial_a word_n of_o thy_o saviour_n bless_v be_v they_o that_o be_v persecute_v for_o righteousness_n sake_n for_o they_o be_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n mat._n 5.10_o in_o such_o a_o prison_n thou_o shall_v be_v sure_a to_o find_v good_a company_n as_o joseph_n micaiah_n jeremiah_n john_n baptist_n peter_n paul_n and_o silas_n and_o all_o the_o holy_a martyr_n and_o confessor_n of_o christ_n from_o the_o first_o plantation_n of_o the_o gospel_n to_o this_o present_a repent_v if_o thou_o can_v to_o be_v thus_o accompany_v and_o choose_v not_o rather_o to_o violate_v a_o good_a conscience_n for_o freedom_n than_o to_o be_v keep_v under_o a_o momentary_a restraint_n 12._o thou_o be_v a_o prisoner_n make_v the_o best_a of_o thy_o condition_n 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no_o man_n to_o be_v no_o brawler_n but_o gentle_a show_v all_o meekness_n unto_o all_o man_n tit._n 3.2_o 16._o and_o the_o mean_n to_o obtain_v this_o virtue_n be_v these_o first_o to_o make_v a_o deep_a impression_n in_o our_o mind_n of_o the_o loveliness_n and_o benefit_n of_o meekness_n together_o with_o the_o deformity_n and_o mischief_n of_o anger_n second_o to_o set_v before_o ourselves_o the_o example_n of_o our_o bless_a lord_n and_o saviour_n who_o endure_v all_o reproach_n and_o torment_n with_o a_o perfect_a patience_n that_o be_v lead_v as_o a_o sheep_n to_o the_o slaughter_n isa._n 53.7_o that_o when_o he_o be_v revile_v revile_v not_o again_o when_o he_o suffer_v threaten_v not_o 1_o pet._n 2.23_o three_o to_o be_v very_o vigilant_a in_o prevent_v the_o beginning_n of_o anger_n and_o to_o that_o end_n we_o must_v mortify_v all_o inward_a peevishness_n and_o frowardness_n of_o mind_n which_o be_v a_o sin_n in_o itself_o if_o it_o proceed_v no_o further_o but_o if_o 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pain_n measure_v the_o slow_a hour_n not_o by_o minute_n but_o by_o groan_n thy_o soul_n be_v weary_a of_o thy_o life_n job_n 10.1_o through_o the_o intolerable_a anguish_n of_o thy_o spirit_n job_n 7.11_o of_o all_o temporal_a affliction_n this_o be_v the_o sore_a and_o job_n 1.21_o after_o the_o loss_n of_o his_o good_n and_o child_n can_v yet_o support_v himself_o and_o bless_v the_o god_n that_o give_v and_o take_v but_o when_o his_o body_n be_v torment_v and_o make_v one_o boyle_n than_o his_o patience_n be_v extend_v so_o far_o as_o to_o curse_v not_o his_o god_n but_o his_o nativity_n job_n 3.3_o let_v the_o day_n perish_v wherein_o i_o be_v bear_v and_o the_o night_n in_o which_o it_o be_v say_v there_o be_v a_o man_n child_n conceive_v and_o king_n artaxerxes_n question_v with_o his_o cup_n bearer_n nehemiah_n can_v say_v why_o be_v thy_o countenance_n sad_a see_v thou_o be_v not_o sick_a nehem._n 2.2_o employ_v that_o the_o sick_a of_o all_o other_o have_v just_a cause_n to_o be_v deject_v humane_a cross_n be_v at_o a_o distance_n but_o sickness_n be_v in_o our_o bosom_n those_o touch_n externaly_n these_o internal_o ourselves_o here_o the_o whole_a man_n suffer_v what_o can_v the_o body_n feel_v without_o the_o soul_n that_o animate_v it_o how_o can_v the_o soul_n which_o make_v the_o body_n sensible_a choose_v but_o be_v most_o affect_v with_o that_o pain_n wherewith_o the_o body_n be_v afflict_v both_o partner_n be_v perplex_v to_o encounter_v so_o fierce_a a_o enemy_n and_o the_o sharp_a require_v the_o most_o powerful_a resistance_n therefore_o let_v we_o recollect_v ourselves_o and_o summon_v all_o the_o power_n of_o our_o soul_n to_o engage_v with_o so_o violent_a and_o potent_a a_o enemy_n 3._o thy_o body_n be_v by_o a_o sore_a disease_n confine_v to_o thy_o bed_n i_o shall_v be_v sorry_a to_o say_v thyself_o be_v so_o thy_o soul_n which_o be_v thyself_o i_o hope_v be_v at_o a_o distance_n from_o thou_o but_o however_o it_o be_v content_a to_o take_v a_o share_n in_o thy_o suffering_n soar_v above_o to_o the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n and_o be_v prostrate_a before_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n implore_v for_o mercy_n and_o forgiveness_n behold_v the_o face_n of_o thy_o glorious_a mediator_n intercede_v for_o thou_o unhappy_a be_v we_o if_o our_o soul_n be_v lock_v up_o in_o our_o bosom_n that_o they_o can_v use_v no_o motion_n but_o what_o our_o lumpish_a body_n can_v contribute_v but_o bless_a be_v god_n he_o have_v animate_v we_o with_o active_a spirit_n that_o can_v move_v themselves_o while_o our_o body_n lie_v still_o that_o can_v be_v so_o agile_a in_o their_o motion_n as_o they_o can_v pass_v from_o earth_n to_o heaven_n ere_o we_o can_v turn_v our_o weary_a and_o sick_a body_n to_o find_v ease_n 4._o and_o how_o much_o shall_v we_o be_v want_v to_o ourselves_o if_o we_o do_v not_o make_v use_n of_o this_o spiritual_a agility_n send_v up_o these_o spirit_n of_o we_o from_o this_o brittle_a clay_n of_o our_o body_n to_o those_o region_n of_o blessedness_n that_o they_o may_v from_o thence_o extract_v comfort_n to_o alleviate_v the_o sorrow_n of_o their_o heavy_a partner_n thus_o if_o thou_o imploye_v thy_o better_a part_n no_o pain_n of_o the_o body_n can_v make_v thou_o miserable_a that_o spiritual_a part_n of_o thou_o shall_v ere_o long_o be_v in_o bliss_n while_o this_o piece_n of_o earth_n lie_v putrify_v in_o the_o grave_a why_o do_v thou_o not_o then_o even_o now_o before_o thy_o dissolution_n improve_v all_o the_o power_n of_o it_o to_o thy_o present_a advantage_n let_v thy_o internal_a eye_n still_o behold_v the_o face_n of_o thy_o god_n in_o glory_n while_o thy_o corporal_a eye_n observe_v those_o friend_n at_o thy_o bedside_n which_o may_v pity_v but_o can_v help_v thou_o 5._o
thou_o be_v pain_v with_o sickness_n consider_v serious_o from_o whence_o it_o come_v and_o what_o make_v it_o so_o bitter_a to_o thou_o affliction_n come_v not_o out_o of_o the_o dust_n job_n 5.6_o can_v thou_o but_o hear_v the_o voice_n of_o thy_o disease_n as_o thou_o now_o feel_v the_o stroke_n of_o it_o it_o have_v proclaim_v loud_o enough_o be_o i_o come_v up_o hither_o without_o the_o lord_n to_o torment_v thou_o the_o lord_n have_v say_v to_o i_o go_v up_o against_o this_o man_n and_o afflict_v he_o 2_o king_n 18.25_o can_v thou_o perceive_v the_o hand_n that_o smite_v thou_o thou_o will_v be_v eager_a to_o kiss_v it_o since_o it_o be_v the_o father_n of_o all_o mercy_n comfort_n and_o consolation_n that_o lay_v these_o stripe_n upon_o thou_o he_o that_o make_v thou_o and_o buy_v thou_o at_o so_o dear_a a_o price_n as_o his_o own_o blood_n it_o be_v he_o that_o chastise_v thou_o and_o can_v thou_o think_v he_o will_v scourge_v thou_o but_o for_o thy_o own_o advantage_n for_o what_o tender_a father_n be_v there_o but_o have_v bowel_n of_o compassion_n and_o never_o take_v the_o rod_n in_o hand_n out_o of_o a_o pleasure_n to_o chasten_v that_o flesh_n which_o be_v derive_v from_o his_o own_o loin_n or_o be_v it_o any_o ease_n to_o he_o to_o make_v his_o child_n smart_n and_o bleed_v but_o rather_o himself_o suffer_v more_o than_o he_o inflâ—cts_v and_o will_v be_v content_a to_o redeem_v those_o stripe_n with_o his_o own_o yet_o he_o see_v the_o chastisement_n proper_a not_o to_o spare_v he_o for_o his_o frowardness_n and_o tear_n but_o will_v plead_v he_o have_v not_o love_v he_o if_o he_o have_v not_o be_v so_o kind_o severe_a and_o solomon_n give_v we_o this_o advice_n chasten_v thy_o son_n while_o there_o be_v hope_n and_o let_v not_o thy_o soul_n spare_v for_o his_o cry_v prov._n 19.18_o and_o if_o we_o that_o be_v evil_a know_v how_o to_o give_v love_v and_o beneficial_a correction_n to_o our_o child_n how_o much_o more_o shall_v our_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n know_v how_o to_o chastise_v we_o for_o our_o advantage_n so_o as_o we_o may_v sing_v under_o the_o rod_n with_o the_o bless_a psalmist_n i_o know_v o_o lord_n that_o thy_o judgement_n be_v right_a and_o that_o thou_o in_o faithfulness_n have_v afflict_v i_o psal._n 119.75_o may_v a_o child_n be_v make_v arbiter_n of_o his_o chastisement_n do_v we_o think_v he_o will_v adjudicate_v himself_o to_o be_v correct_v yet_o the_o discreet_a parent_n know_v he_o shall_v wrong_v he_o if_o he_o give_v not_o due_a correction_n as_o have_v learn_v of_o wise_a solomon_n prov._n 23.14_o thou_o shall_v beat_v he_o with_o the_o rod_n and_o shall_v deliver_v his_o soul_n from_o hell_n love_n have_v its_o stroke_n say_v st._n ambrose_n which_o be_v the_o sweet_a the_o hard_a they_o be_v inflict_v 5._o do_v thou_o not_o remember_v the_o message_n the_o two_o sister_n send_v to_o our_o saviour_n john_n 11.3_o lord_n behold_v he_o who_o thou_o love_v be_v sick_n be_v it_o so_o that_o pain_n or_o sickness_n or_o any_o of_o the_o executioner_n of_o divine_a justice_n ere_o let_v loose_a to_o tyrannize_v over_o thou_o at_o pleasure_n to_o render_v thou_o perfect_o miserable_a there_o be_v just_a reason_n for_o thy_o utter_a diffidence_n but_o they_o be_v stint_v and_o march_v under_o commission_n neither_o can_v they_o be_v allow_v to_o have_v any_o other_o limit_n than_o thy_o own_o advantage_n have_v thou_o rather_o be_v good_a or_o be_v healthful_a i_o know_v thou_o will_v embrace_v both_o and_o think_v thyself_o in_o a_o happy_a state_n for_o who_o be_v so_o little_a in_o his_o own_o favour_n as_o to_o imagine_v he_o can_v be_v the_o worse_a for_o fare_v well_o but_o he_o that_o make_v thou_o have_v a_o far_o great_a inspection_n into_o thou_o than_o thy_o own_o eye_n can_v have_v he_o see_v thy_o vigour_n be_v turn_v wanton_a and_o if_o thy_o body_n be_v not_o sick_a thy_o soul_n will_v if_o he_o therefore_o think_v it_o fit_a to_o take_v down_o thy_o worst_a part_n a_o little_a for_o the_o prevent_n of_o a_o mortal_a danger_n to_o the_o better_a what_o cause_n have_v thou_o to_o complain_v yea_o rather_o not_o to_o be_v thankful_a when_o thou_o have_v feel_v thy_o body_n in_o a_o distemper_n of_o fullness_n thou_o have_v go_v to_o sea_n on_o purpose_n to_o create_v a_o sickness_n yet_o thou_o know_v that_o turn_v of_o thy_o head_n and_o stomach_n will_v be_v more_o painful_a to_o thou_o than_o thy_o former_a indisposition_n why_o then_o shall_v not_o thy_o alwise_a creator_n take_v liberty_n to_o cure_v thou_o with_o a_o afflictious_a remedy_n 7._o thou_o be_v now_o sick_a be_v thou_o not_o a_o long_a time_n healthful_a and_o can_v thou_o not_o take_v that_o patient_o which_o god_n have_v allot_v thou_o if_o thou_o have_v enjoy_v more_o day_n of_o health_n than_o hour_n of_o sickness_n how_o can_v thou_o think_v thou_o have_v cause_v to_o repine_v have_v the_o divine_a wisdom_n think_v fit_a to_o mitigate_v thy_o many_o day_n pain_n with_o the_o ease_n of_o one_o hour_n it_o have_v be_v worthy_a of_o thy_o thanks_o but_o now_o that_o he_o have_v requite_v thy_o few_o painful_a hour_n with_o year_n of_o perfect_a health_n how_o unthankful_o do_v thou_o repine_v at_o thy_o condition_n it_o be_v a_o gross_a mistake_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o from_o all_o earthly_a thing_n expect_v a_o vicissitude_n they_o can_v have_v their_o be_v without_o a_o change_n as_o well_o may_v day_n be_v without_o a_o succession_n of_o night_n and_o life_n without_o death_n as_o a_o mortal_a body_n without_o fit_n of_o distemper_n and_o how_o much_o better_o be_v these_o momentary_a change_n than_o that_o last_o change_n of_o a_o misery_n unchangeable_a it_o be_v a_o deplorable_a word_n that_o father_n abraham_n say_v to_o the_o rich_a glutton_n son_n remember_v that_o thou_o in_o thy_o life_n time_n receive_v thy_o good_a thing_n and_o lazarus_n evil_a thing_n but_o now_o he_o be_v comfort_v and_o thou_o be_v torment_v luke_n 16.25_o how_o happy_a then_o be_v we_o that_o be_v here_o chasten_v of_o the_o lord_n that_o we_o may_v not_o be_v condemn_v of_o the_o world_n o_o then_o welcome_a fever_n and_o all_o other_o disease_n of_o the_o body_n that_o may_v quit_v my_o soul_n from_o everlasting_a burn_n 8._o thou_o complain_v of_o sickness_n and_o many_o have_v effuse_v tear_n for_o their_o superfluity_n of_o health_n condole_v the_o fear_n and_o danger_n of_o lose_v god_n favour_n for_o their_o not_o be_v afflict_a bromiard_n tell_v we_o of_o a_o devout_a man_n that_o complain_v at_o his_o prosperity_n as_o no_o small_a affliction_n who_o god_n soon_o after_o accommodate_v with_o pain_n enough_o according_a to_o his_o desire_n the_o poor_a man_n be_v joyful_a at_o this_o change_n and_o look_v upon_o his_o sickness_n as_o a_o mercy_n for_o so_o it_o be_v intend_v by_o he_o that_o send_v it_o why_o be_v we_o too_o much_o deject_v with_o that_o which_o other_o complain_v the_o want_n of_o why_o shall_v we_o find_v that_o so_o tedious_a to_o ourselves_o which_o other_o have_v wish_v to_o enjoy_v there_o have_v be_v medicinal_a ague_n which_o the_o wise_a physician_n have_v cast_v his_o patient_n into_o for_o the_o cure_n of_o a_o worse_a distemper_n a_o secure_a and_o illegal_a health_n however_o nature_n take_v it_o be_v the_o most_o dangerous_a indisposition_n of_o the_o soul_n if_o that_o be_v heal_v by_o some_o few_o bodily_a pang_n the_o advantage_n be_v unspeakable_a look_v upon_o some_o vigorous_a gallant_a that_o in_o the_o height_n of_o his_o spirit_n and_o heat_n of_o blood_n eager_o pursue_v his_o carnal_a delight_n think_v of_o no_o heaven_n but_o the_o free_a delectation_n of_o his_o sense_n and_o compare_v thy_o present_a estate_n with_o his_o here_o thou_o lie_v groan_v and_o sigh_v pant_a and_o shift_v thy_o weary_a side_n complain_v of_o the_o slow_a motion_n of_o thy_o tedious_a hour_n whilst_o he_o be_v frolic_v with_o his_o jocund_a companion_n carouse_v his_o large_a health_n sport_v himself_o with_o his_o wanton_a delilah_n and_o bathe_v himself_o in_o all_o sensual_a pleasure_n and_o tell_v mo_z whether_o of_o the_o two_o thou_o think_v in_o the_o happy_a condition_n if_o thou_o be_v not_o shrink_v into_o nothing_o but_o sense_n and_o have_v not_o cast_v off_o all_o thought_n of_o another_o world_n thou_o will_v pity_v the_o misery_n of_o that_o atheistical_a jollity_n and_o gratulate_v to_o thyself_o the_o advantage_n of_o thy_o humble_a and_o faithful_a suffering_n that_o which_o will_v at_o last_o make_v thou_o ample_a satisfaction_n by_o yield_v thou_o the_o peaceable_a fruit_n of_o righteousness_n heb_n 12.11_o 9_o thy_o pain_n be_v grievous_a but_o do_v thou_o not_o hear_v the_o great_a precedent_n of_o patience_n cry_v out_o from_o his_o
and_o then_o if_o it_o stand_v with_o thy_o good_a pleasure_n heal_v my_o body_n and_o raise_v it_o that_o i_o may_v glorify_v thy_o holy_a name_n in_o the_o congregation_n of_o the_o righteous_a 2._o but_o if_o in_o thy_o omniscency_n thou_o have_v otherwise_o determine_v that_o this_o visitation_n shall_v put_v a_o period_n to_o my_o frail_a mortality_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o fit_a and_o prepare_v i_o for_o that_o last_o and_o great_a change_n wean_v i_o from_o all_o the_o fade_a pleasure_n and_o vain_a allurement_n of_o this_o sinful_a world_n that_o i_o may_v become_v a_o meet_a partaker_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n send_v down_o o_o lord_n thy_o light_n and_o thy_o truth_n into_o my_o inward_a part_n that_o i_o may_v understand_v thy_o wisdom_n secret_o support_v the_o weakness_n of_o my_o faith_n that_o i_o may_v with_o a_o strong_a assurance_n lie_v hold_v upon_o the_o blood_n of_o jesus_n by_o who_o merit_n i_o expect_v salvation_n and_o to_o reign_v with_o thou_o in_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n amen_n sect_n iii_o affliction_n of_o conscience_n 1._o thy_o sin_n be_v ponderous_a upon_o thy_o soul_n bless_v the_o omnipotence_n thou_o be_v sensible_a of_o it_o many_o have_v more_o weight_n and_o boast_v of_o ease_n there_o be_v music_n in_o this_o complaint_n the_o almighty_a delight_n to_o hear_v it_o next_o to_o the_o melody_n of_o saint_n and_o angel_n pursue_v and_o continue_v these_o sorrowful_a note_n if_o ever_o thou_o expect_v comfort_n it_o be_v this_o godly_a sorrow_n that_o work_v repentance_n to_o salvation_n not_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o 2_o cor._n 7.10_o weep_v still_o and_o be_v not_o too_o much_o hasty_o to_o exhaust_v thy_o tear_n for_o they_o be_v precious_a and_o render_v fit_a to_o be_v reserve_v in_o the_o bottle_n of_o the_o almighty_a psal._n 56.8_o over-speedy_a remedy_n may_v prove_v injurious_a to_o the_o patient_n and_o as_o in_o the_o body_n so_o in_o the_o soul_n disease_n and_o tumor_n must_v have_v their_o due_a maturation_n '_o ere_o there_o can_v be_v a_o cure_n the_o inward_o of_o the_o sacrifice_n must_v be_v three_o time_n rinse_v with_o water_n leu._n 1.9_o one_o ablution_n will_v not_o serve_v turn_n but_o when_o thou_o have_v evacuate_v thy_o eye_n of_o tear_n and_o unload_v thy_o breast_n of_o leisurely_o sigh_n i_o shall_v then_o by_o full_a commission_n from_o he_o that_o have_v the_o power_n of_o remission_n say_v to_o thou_o son_n be_v of_o good_a comfort_n thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o mat._n 9.2_o 2._o think_v not_o this_o word_n mere_o formal_a and_o forceless_a he_o that_o have_v the_o key_n of_o hell_n and_o of_o death_n rev._n 1.18_o have_v not_o say_v in_o vain_a who_o sin_n you_o remit_v they_o be_v remit_v john_n 20.23_o the_o word_n of_o his_o vicegerent_n on_o earth_n be_v ratify_v in_o heaven_n only_o the_o priest_n under_o the_o law_n have_v power_n to_o pronounce_v the_o leper_n clean_o leu._n 13.3_o have_v any_o other_o israelite_n do_v it_o it_o have_v be_v as_o unprofitable_a as_o presumptuous_a it_o be_v a_o good_a expression_n that_o fall_v from_o elihu_n when_o a_o man_n soul_n draw_v nigh_o unto_o the_o grave_a and_o his_o life_n to_o the_o destroyer_n if_o there_o be_v a_o messenger_n of_o god_n with_o he_o a_o interpreter_n one_o among_o a_o thousand_o to_o show_v unto_o that_o man_n his_o uprightness_n then_o he_o i._n e._n god_n be_v gracious_a unto_o he_o and_o say_v deliver_v he_o from_o go_v down_o into_o the_o pit_n i_o have_v find_v a_o ransom_n job_n 33.22_o 23_o 24._o behold_v this_o be_v thy_o state_n thy_o soul_n life_n be_v in_o danger_n of_o the_o destroyer_n through_o his_o powerful_a temptation_n i_o be_o howsoever_o unworthy_a a_o messenger_n send_v to_o thou_o from_o heaven_n and_o in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o almighty_a that_o send_v i_o do_v here_o upon_o thy_o serious_a repentance_n before_o angel_n and_o man_n proclaim_v thy_o soul_n fix_v in_o the_o court_n of_o heaven_n the_o invaluable_a ranson_n of_o thy_o dear_a saviour_n be_v accept_v for_o thou_o so_o thou_o be_v deliver_v from_o descend_v into_o the_o pit_n of_o perdition_n 3._o oh_o happy_a message_n thou_o reply_v be_v it_o receive_v with_o comfort_n but_o alas_o my_o heart_n be_v possess_v with_o deep_a ground_n of_o fear_n and_o diffidence_n not_o easy_o to_o be_v remove_v that_o convict_v i_o while_o you_o offer_v to_o acquit_v i_o and_o positive_o acquaint_v i_o i_o be_o a_o worse_a criminal_a than_o a_o spectator_n can_v imagine_v my_o sin_n be_v beyond_o measure_n heinous_a such_o as_o my_o thought_n tremble_v at_o and_o tongue_n dare_v not_o express_v to_o god_n that_o know_v they_o against_o who_o only_o they_o be_v commit_v if_o there_o be_v horror_n in_o their_o very_a remembrance_n what_o will_v their_o be_v then_o in_o their_o retribution_n 4._o they_o be_v bitter_a thing_n thou_o urge_v against_o thyself_o no_o adversary_n can_v plead_v worse_o but_o i_o admit_v thy_o vileness_n be_v thou_o as_o wicked_a as_o satan_n can_v make_v thou_o it_o be_v not_o his_o malice_n or_o thy_o wickedness_n that_o can_v exclude_v thou_o from_o mercy_n be_v thou_o as_o sordid_a as_o sin_n can_v expose_v thou_o yet_o there_o be_v a_o fountain_n open_v to_o the_o house_n of_o david_n zach._n 13.1_o a_o bloody_a fountain_n in_o the_o side_n of_o thy_o saviour_n for_o sin_n and_o for_o uncleanness_n be_v thou_o as_o leprous_a as_o that_o syrian_a be_v of_o old_a 2_o king_n 5.18_o if_o thou_o can_v but_o wash_v seven_o time_n in_o the_o water_n of_o this_o jordan_n thou_o will_v be_v clean_o thy_o flesh_n shall_v come_v again_o to_o thou_o like_v to_o the_o flesh_n of_o a_o little_a child_n thou_o shall_v be_v at_o once_o sound_a and_o innocent_a be_v thou_o sting_v with_o the_o fiery_a serpent_n of_o this_o wilderness_n yet_o if_o thou_o cast_v thy_o eye_n to_o that_o brazen_a serpent_n erect_v for_o thy_o malady_n thou_o will_v find_v cure_n wherefore_o come_v christ_n into_o the_o world_n but_o to_o save_v sinner_n add_v if_o thou_o will_v whereof_o i_o be_o chief_a 1_o tim._n 1.15_o thou_o can_v allege_v no_o worse_o by_o thyself_o than_o the_o best_a do_v before_o thou_o who_o in_o the_o right_n of_o a_o sinner_n claim_v the_o benefit_n of_o a_o saviour_n 5._o be_v it_o not_o for_o sin_n what_o use_n be_v there_o of_o a_o redeemer_n be_v not_o sin_n heinous_a how_o shall_v it_o require_v such_o a_o expiation_n as_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n the_o magnitude_n of_o thy_o sin_n merit_v but_o to_o magnify_v the_o mercy_n of_o the_o forgiver_n to_o remit_v the_o debt_n of_o farthing_n be_v insignificant_a but_o to_o forgive_v thousand_o of_o talent_n be_v the_o height_n of_o bounty_n thus_o god_n deal_v with_o thou_o he_o permit_v thou_o to_o run_v on_o to_o so_o deep_a a_o sum_n that_o when_o thy_o conscious_a heart_n have_v proclaim_v thou_o a_o bankrupt_a he_o may_v infinite_o oblige_v thou_o and_o glorify_v his_o own_o mercy_n in_o cross_v the_o reckon_a and_o acquit_v thy_o soul_n 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this_o to_o i_o that_o be_o neither_o penitent_a nor_o believer_n alas_o that_o which_o be_v honey_n to_o other_o be_v gall_n and_o wormwood_n to_o i_o who_o want_v the_o grace_n to_o repent_v and_o believe_v as_o i_o ought_v why_o be_v thou_o so_o imprudent_a and_o unjust_a as_o to_o conspire_v with_o satan_n against_o thy_o own_o soul_n why_o will_v thou_o be_v so_o unthankful_o injurious_a to_o the_o god_n of_o mercy_n as_o to_o deny_v those_o grace_n which_o his_o good_a spirit_n have_v bestow_v upon_o thou_o if_o thou_o be_v not_o penitent_a why_o be_v these_o tear_n what_o mean_v these_o sigh_n and_o passionate_a expression_n of_o sorrow_n which_o thou_o utter_v it_o be_v no_o temporal_a loss_n that_o afflict_v thou_o nor_o corporal_a distemper_n that_o thus_o
a_o spiritual_a necessity_n for_o he_o have_v before_o in_o the_o same_o heavenly_a anthem_n profess_v o_o god_n thou_o know_v my_o foolishness_n and_o my_o guiltiness_n be_v not_o hide_v from_o thou_o psal._n 69.5_o it_o be_v a_o old_a observation_n of_o wise_a solomon_n there_o be_v that_o make_v himself_o rich_a and_o have_v nothing_o there_o be_v that_o make_v himself_o poor_a yet_o have_v great_a riches_n prov._n 13.7_o in_o this_o latter_a rank_n be_v many_o pious_a soul_n and_o thou_o i_o hope_v for_o one_o who_o certain_o have_v never_o be_v so_o rich_a in_o grace_n if_o they_o have_v be_v conceit_v of_o great_a store_n even_o in_o this_o sense_n many_o a_o saint_n may_v say_v with_o st._n paul_n when_o i_o be_o weak_a than_o i_o be_o strong_a since_o the_o complaint_n of_o weakness_n argue_v strength_n and_o on_o the_o contrary_a a_o opinion_n of_o sufficient_a grace_n be_v a_o evident_a conviction_n of_o mere_a emptiness_n 3._o but_o suppose_v thyself_o so_o poor_a as_o thou_o pretend_v it_o be_v not_o so_o much_o what_o we_o have_v as_o how_o we_o improve_v it_o how_o many_o have_v we_o know_v that_o have_v grow_v rich_a out_o of_o a_o little_a and_o other_o out_o of_o a_o great_a stock_n have_v run_v to_o beggary_n have_v that_o servant_n in_o the_o gospel_n with_o one_o talon_n employ_v it_o to_o the_o gain_n of_o a_o second_o he_o have_v be_v proportionable_o as_o well_o reward_v as_o he_o that_o with_o five_o gain_v ten._n in_o our_o temporal_a estate_n we_o be_v warn_v by_o the_o wise_a man_n to_o take_v heed_n of_o make_v haste_n to_o be_v rich_a prov._n 28.20_o and_o the_o apostle_n tell_v we_o that_o he_o that_o will_v be_v rich_a fall_v into_o many_o temptation_n 1_o tim._n 6.9_o sure_o there_o be_v no_o small_a danger_n also_o in_o affect_v to_o be_v too_o sudden_o rich_a in_o the_o endowment_n of_o the_o soul_n this_o can_v but_o be_v accompany_v with_o the_o temptation_n of_o a_o unthankful_a distrust_n for_o he_o that_o believe_v make_v 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grudge_v at_o our_o alm_n when_o it_o come_v look_v upon_o abraham_n thou_o shall_v find_v he_o fourscore_o and_o six_o year_n childless_a and_o after_o he_o have_v get_v ishmael_n he_o wait_v fourteen_o year_n for_o the_o promise_a seed_n and_o when_o he_o have_v enjoy_v he_o not_o long_o than_o he_o expect_v he_o he_o must_v sacrifice_v he_o to_o the_o giver_n thus_o must_v our_o faith_n be_v exercise_v for_o time_n and_o measure_n of_o mercy_n 5._o thy_o grace_n be_v weak_a yet_o discomfort_n not_o thyself_o how_o many_o frail_a body_n have_v we_o know_v which_o with_o careful_a tendance_n have_v be_v healthy_a than_o those_o of_o grosser_n constitution_n neither_o be_v it_o otherwise_o in_o the_o soul_n soundness_n of_o heart_n be_v health_n increase_v degree_n of_o grace_n make_v up_o the_o strength_n of_o that_o spiritual_a part_n if_o thou_o have_v this_o health_n tender_o observe_v thou_o may_v be_v happy_a in_o thy_o maker_n although_o more_o happy_a in_o a_o comfortable_a 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come_v unto_o i_o and_o forbid_v they_o not_o for_o of_o such_o be_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n mat._n 19.14_o in_o some_o legal_a oblation_n it_o please_v god_n to_o regard_v time_n and_o age_n the_o lamb_n for_o the_o passover_n and_o for_o the_o peace-offering_a leu._n 3.7_o the_o bullock_n for_o the_o sin-offering_a of_o israel_n leu._n 4.14_o have_v their_o date_n assign_v and_o in_o diverse_a case_n he_o have_v call_v for_o two_o turtle_n dove_n or_o two_o young_a pigeon_n leu._n 1.14_o leu._n 5.7_o 11._o leu._n 12.8_o leu._n 15.14_o young_a turtle_n and_o old_a dove_n according_a to_o our_o jewish_a doctor_n be_v unlawful_a to_o be_v offer_v but_o in_o spiritual_a sacrifice_n he_o that_o be_v eternal_a regard_v not_o time_n nor_o stature_n for_o the_o eleven_o hour_n carry_v the_o penny_n as_o well_o as_o the_o first_o and_o let_v the_o weak_a say_v i_o be_o strong_a joel_n 3.10_o 7._o it_o perplex_v thou_o thou_o have_v make_v so_o slow_a a_o progress_n in_o grace_n thy_o desire_n be_v heav'n-ward_n and_o thou_o checke_v thyself_o for_o want_v to_o celerity_n it_o be_v a_o happy_a ambition_n that_o wing_n thou_o to_o blessedness_n quicken_v thyself_o with_o gracious_a incitation_n but_o observe_v we_o must_v not_o go_v a_o full_a career_n for_o that_o passage_n admit_v not_o of_o haste_n how_o many_o have_v we_o know_v by_o much_o forwardness_n have_v be_v reject_v in_o their_o journey_n whether_o by_o mistake_v their_o way_n or_o misplace_v their_o step_n but_o i_o be_o glad_a it_o be_v the_o desire_n of_o thy_o soul_n to_o run_v the_o way_n of_o god_n commandment_n psal_n 119.32_o and_o do_v encourage_v thy_o zeal_n in_o pursue_v that_o holy_a race_n ever_o pray_v thou_o may_v so_o run_v as_o that_o thou_o may_v obtain_v 1_o cor._n 9.24_o but_o withal_o i_o tell_v thou_o that_o bless_a be_v the_o man_n that_o do_v but_o walk_v in_o the_o law_n of_o the_o lord_n psal._n 119.1_o while_o thou_o pass_v on_o though_o but_o a_o footpace_n thou_o be_v every_o step_n near_o to_o glory_n and_o if_o thou_o gain_v ground_n thou_o be_v secure_a bless_a be_v the_o man_n who_o strength_n be_v in_o thou_o o_o god_n in_o who_o heart_n be_v thy_o way_n who_o pass_v through_o the_o vale_n of_o misery_n go_v on_o from_o strength_n to_o strength_n till_o he_o appear_v before_o thou_o his_o god_n in_o zion_n psal._n 84.5_o 6_o 7._o 8._o thy_o grace_n be_v diminutive_a but_o thou_o labour_v for_o more_o this_o be_v a_o good_a beginning_n of_o heavenly_a treasure_n for_o he_o be_v in_o a_o way_n to_o riches_n that_o desire_v to_o thrive_v and_o never_o any_o holy_a soul_n lose_v she_o long_v if_o thy_o wish_n be_v hearty_a thou_o have_v thy_o desire_n or_o shall_v be_v assure_v of_o it_o if_o any_o man_n lack_v wisdom_n let_v he_o ask_v it_o of_o god_n who_o give_v to_o all_o man_n liberal_o and_o upbraid_v no_o man_n and_o it_o shall_v be_v give_v he_o jam._n 1.5_o be_v this_o condition_n offer_v for_o temporal_a riches_n who_o will_v be_v poor_a and_o if_o we_o embrace_v it_o not_o in_o spiritual_n we_o distrust_v the_o promise_n or_o neglect_v mercy_n in_o temporal_a thing_n how_o many_o have_v so_o eager_o chase_v the_o world_n that_o they_o have_v overrun_v it_o and_o while_o they_o greedy_o swallow_v gain_n have_v be_v choke_v but_o in_o better_a blessing_n earnestness_n of_o desire_n and_o fervour_n of_o prosecution_n be_v always_o answer_v with_o a_o gracious_a impetration_n 9_o thou_o be_v poor_a in_o spirit_n but_o in_o a_o humble_a dejection_n long_v for_o more_o know_v that_o a_o humble_a poverty_n be_v better_a than_o a_o proud_a fullness_n be_v thou_o poor_a and_o proud_a there_o be_v no_o hope_n of_o thy_o proficiency_n thy_o false_a
conception_n lie_v in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o improvement_n and_o many_o a_o one_o have_v be_v gracious_a have_v they_o not_o esteem_v themselves_o but_o now_o thou_o be_v mean_a in_o thy_o opinion_n than_o in_o thy_o estate_n who_o can_v more_o just_o claim_v our_o saviour_n blessing_n blessed_n be_v the_o poor_a in_o spirit_n for_o they_o be_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n mat._n 5.3_o 10._o thou_o be_v weak_a in_o heart_n it_o be_v thy_o own_o fault_n if_o thou_o acquir'_v not_o more_o strength_n wherefore_o be_v that_o heavenly_a food_n of_o the_o word_n and_o sacrament_n but_o to_o nourish_v thy_o soul_n to_o eternal_a life_n do_v but_o eat_v and_o digest_v and_o thou_o will_v grow_v strong_a god_n will_v not_o be_v want_v to_o thou_o in_o a_o increase_n of_o grace_n if_o thou_o be_v not_o want_v to_o thyself_o he_o offer_v his_o holy_a spirit_n with_o the_o mean_n and_o it_o be_v thy_o neglect_n if_o thou_o separate_v '_o they_o thou_o know_v in_o who_o hand_n be_v the_o staff_n 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it_o cool_v his_o affection_n he_o that_o respect_v a_o man_n for_o bounty_n disregard_v he_o when_o he_o be_v impoverish_v 5._o do_v thou_o value_v thy_o friend_n for_o wit_n complaisance_n and_o kind_a office_n all_o these_o be_v lose_v and_o thy_o love_n with_o they_o but_o if_o thou_o do_v affect_v he_o for_o eminency_n in_o goodness_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o god_n that_o dwell_v in_o he_o thy_o love_n can_v be_v lose_v because_o thou_o enjoy_v god_n in_o who_o thou_o loved'_v he_o comfort_v thyself_o therefore_o in_o god_n in_o who_o he_o be_v thou_o and_o yield_v he_o cheerful_o into_o those_o hand_n from_o who_o thou_o receiv'_v he_o 6._o thou_o have_v lose_v a_o true_a friend_n that_o jewel_n be_v to_o be_v prize_v for_o the_o rarity_n of_o it_o the_o world_n afford_v friend_n enough_o such_o as_o they_o be_v friend_n of_o the_o purple_a as_o tertullian_n call_v they_o friend_n of_o the_o basket_n as_o the_o poet_n nominate_v they_o such_o as_o love_v thy_o loaf_n and_o fish_n and_o thou_o for_o they_o wealth_n make_v many_o friend_n say_v the_o wise_a man_n prov._n 14.20_o and_o chap._n 19.4_o but_o where_o be_v the_o man_n that_o love_v thou_o for_o thyself_o for_o be_v virtuous_a divest_v of_o all_o by-respect_n while_o there_o be_v honey_n in_o thy_o pot_n the_o wasp_n and_o fly_n will_v be_v buzz_v about_o it_o but_o the_o honey_n be_v go_v the_o vessel_n remain_v quiet_a 7._o be_v he_o so_o much_o thou_o as_o not_o to_o leave_v thou_o in_o adversity_n do_v he_o honour_v thou_o when_o the_o world_n despise_v thou_o do_v he_o follow_v with_o applause_n whilst_o thou_o be_v hoot_v at_o by_o the_o multitude_n will_v he_o have_v own_a thou_o if_o he_o have_v find_v thou_o strip_v and_o wound_v in_o the_o wilderness_n such_o a_o friend_n be_v worthy_a of_o thy_o tear_n but_o take_v heed_n thy_o love_n prove_v not_o envious_a if_o god_n have_v think_v he_o fit_a for_o society_n of_o saint_n and_o angel_n do_v thou_o repine_v at_o his_o happiness_n thou_o 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resolve_v into_o dust_n without_o all_o possibility_n of_o reparation_n we_o may_v weep_v out_o our_o eye_n for_o the_o utter_a extinction_n of_o those_o we_o love_v but_o if_o they_o do_v but_o sleep_v they_o shall_v do_v well_o john_n 11.12_o why_o be_v we_o impatient_a for_o their_o reposal_n in_o the_o bed_n of_o earth_n when_o assure_v of_o their_o wake_n to_o glory_n 9_o thou_o have_v lose_v a_o dear_a wife_n the_o wife_n of_o thy_o youth_n the_o desire_n of_o thy_o eye_n prov._n 5.18_o isa._n 54.6_o ezek._n 24.16_o do_v you_o not_o take_v each_o other_o upon_o term_n of_o re-delivery_n when_o call_v for_o be_v you_o not_o in_o unite_n put_v in_o mind_n of_o dissolution_n till_o death_n we_o do_v part_n be_v she_o virtuous_a know_v thou_o not_o there_o be_v a_o precontract_n betwixt_o christ_n and_o her_o soul_n ere_o thou_o can_v claim_v her_o body_n and_o can_v thou_o grudge_v his_o challenge_n of_o his_o own_o will_v thou_o not_o allow_v he_o to_o call_v for_o a_o consummation_n of_o that_o happy_a match_n do_v thou_o so_o affect_v she_o that_o thou_o will_v not_o have_v her_o soul_n glorious_a if_o thou_o loved'_v she_o not_o as_o a_o man_n but_o a_o christian_a envy_v she_o not_o that_o better_a husband_n who_o for_o her_o dowry_n give_v immortality_n 10._o thy_o son_n be_v dead_a what_o marvel_n be_v it_o that_o a_o mortal_a father_n have_v beget_v a_o mortal_a son_n marvel_v rather_o that_o thou_o have_v live_v to_o enjoy_v and_o lose_v a_o son_n we_o lie_v open_a to_o so_o many_o casualty_n that_o our_o subsistence_n be_v almost_o miraculous_a thou_o have_v lose_v a_o piece_n of_o thyself_o for_o what_o be_v child_n buâ—_n colony_n deduce_v from_o our_o flesh_n yea_o rather_o ourselves_o in_o other_o model_n this_o loss_n can_v but_o go_v near_o thou_o but_o what_o be_v the_o disposition_n of_o the_o son_n thou_o mourn_v for_o if_o graceless_a and_o debauch_a as_o thy_o shame_n so_o thy_o sorrow_n shall_v die_v with_o he_o place_v the_o hope_n thou_o may_v have_v have_v if_o his_o reclaim_n against_o the_o fear_n of_o his_o increase_n in_o wickedness_n and_o thou_o can_v have_v make_v no_o other_o account_n but_o of_o dishonour_n and_o discomfort_n 11._o if_o it_o be_v sad_a that_o he_o be_v take_v away_o in_o his_o wildness_n it_o have_v be_v more_o heavy_a have_v he_o add_v to_o the_o heap_n of_o sin_n to_o augment_v his_o torment_n if_o he_o be_v gracious_a he_o have_v a_o better_a father_n than_o thy_o self_n who_o interest_n be_v more_o in_o he_o than_o thou_o and_o if_o that_o heavenly_a father_n have_v think_v good_a to_o prefer_v he_o to_o a_o crown_n of_o immortal_a glory_n why_o shall_v thou_o be_v afflict_v with_o his_o advancement_n why_o shall_v thou_o not_o rather_o rejoice_v that_o thy_o loin_n have_v assist_v to_o furnish_v heaven_n with_o a_o saint_n be_v it_o put_v to_o thy_o choice_n that_o thy_o son_n may_v be_v call_v from_o his_o bless_a rest_n and_o return_v to_o his_o earthly_a relation_n can_v thou_o be_v so_o injurious_a as_o to_o wish_v the_o misery_n of_o so_o disadvantageous_a a_o change_n to_o to_o that_o soul_n which_o as_o it_o be_v never_o of_o thy_o production_n so_o it_o be_v pity_v it_o shall_v be_v at_o thy_o dispose_n rather_o labour_v to_o have_v thy_o own_o soul_n so_o dispose_v that_o it_o may_v be_v ready_a to_o follow_v he_o into_o those_o bless_a mansion_n and_o that_o it_o may_v love_v and_o long_a for_o heaven_n so_o much_o more_o to_o dwell_v among_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o just_o make_v perfect_a a_o prayer_n against_o immoderate_a grief_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o friend_n o_o god_n the_o god_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o all_o flesh_n thou_o kill_v and_o make_v
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and_o that_o at_o the_o last_o hour_n we_o may_v pronounce_v with_o a_o good_a conscsence_n we_o have_v fight_v a_o good_a fight_n we_o have_v finish_v our_o ceurse_n we_o have_v keep_v the_o faith_n henceforth_o there_o be_v lay_v up_o for_o we_o a_o crown_n of_o righteousness_n which_o god_n the_o righteous_a judge_n will_v free_o give_v to_o those_o that_o love_n and_o fear_v he_o and_o trust_v in_o his_o mercy_n amen_n sect_n ix_o of_o poverty_n 1._o thou_o be_v drive_v to_o indigency_n and_o which_o be_v worse_o out_o of_o abundance_n those_o evil_n we_o have_v be_v inure_v to_o from_o our_o cradle_n be_v grow_v so_o familiar_a that_o we_o be_v little_o move_v with_o their_o presence_n but_o those_o into_o which_o we_o fall_v sudden_o out_o of_o a_o external_a felicity_n of_o estate_n overwhelm_v we_o let_v thy_o care_n be_v not_o to_o want_v those_o riches_n which_o shall_v make_v thy_o soul_n happy_a and_o thou_o shall_v not_o be_v trouble_v with_o the_o loss_n of_o these_o 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what_o have_v thou_o but_o their_o use_n neither_o can_v they_o be_v otherwise_o thy_o heir_n who_o thou_o leave_v behind_o thou_o i_o be_o ashamed_a to_o hear_v the_o philosopher_n say_v all_z i_o possess_v i_o carry_v about_o i_o when_o many_o christian_n hug_v those_o thing_n which_o be_v so_o transitory_a 3._o it_o be_v a_o unanswerable_a question_n god_n move_v to_o the_o rich_a man_n in_o the_o parable_n upon_o part_v with_o his_o soul_n then_o who_o shall_v those_o thing_n be_v which_o thou_o have_v provide_v luke_n 12.20_o perhaps_o a_o stranger_n or_o as_o â—n_o the_o case_n of_o undisposed_a land_n the_o occupant_n false_a executor_n or_o a_o enemy_n call_v that_o thou_o own_o thou_o be_v sure_a to_o carry_v with_o thou_o that_o may_v accompany_v thy_o soul_n or_o follow_v it_o such_o as_o thy_o holy_a grace_n charitable_a work_n virtuous_a action_n and_o heavenly_a disposition_n these_o be_v treasure_n which_o thou_o shall_v lay_v up_o for_o thyself_o in_o heaven_n where_o neither_o moth_n nor_o rust_n do_v corrupt_a and_o where_o thief_n do_v not_o break_v through_o nor_o steal_v mat._n 6.20_o 4._o thou_o have_v lose_v thy_o good_n may_v i_o not_o rather_o say_v thou_o have_v restore_v '_o they_o he_o part_v with_o more_o that_o say_v the_o lord_n have_v give_v and_o the_o lord_n have_v take_v job_n 1.21_o whether_o by_o patrimony_n or_o providence_n or_o industry_n the_o lord_n give_v it_o and_o whether_o by_o the_o chaldean_n or_o sabean_o the_o lord_n have_v take_v it_o and_o he_o do_v but_o give_v and_o take_v his_o own_o what_o reason_n have_v thou_o then_o to_o complain_v it_o be_v not_o give_v but_o lend_v thou_o for_o a_o while_n till_o it_o be_v call_v for_o and_o do_v thou_o grudge_v to_o restore_v what_o thou_o borrow_v nay_o that_o thou_o may_v have_v less_o claim_n to_o this_o talon_n be_v it_o not_o leave_v in_o thy_o hand_n by_o the_o owner_n to_o employ_v it_o for_o his_o use_n till_o he_o shall_v redemand_v it_o with_o the_o increase_n thou_o be_v only_o entrust_v to_o improve_v and_o account_v for_o it_o if_o other_o have_v take_v off_o thy_o charge_n by_o thy_o impoverishment_n they_o have_v ease_v thou_o 5._o thy_o wealth_n be_v go_v but_o if_o thou_o have_v necessary_n leave_v be_v thankful_a for_o what_o thou_o have_v and_o forget_v what_o thou_o do_v possess_v have_v thou_o have_v plenty_n thou_o can_v have_v use_v no_o more_o than_o nature_n call_v for_o the_o rest_n can_v have_v but_o lie_v by_o thou_o for_o readiness_n of_o employment_n do_v but_o forbear_v the_o thought_n of_o superfluity_n and_o what_o be_v thou_o the_o worse_a perhaps_o thy_o fare_n be_v courser_n dish_v few_o utensil_n mean_a apparel_n homely_o and_o thy_o train_n short_a but_o how_o be_v thy_o mind_n affect_v contentment_n consist_v not_o in_o quantity_n nor_o quality_n but_o in_o the_o inward_a disposition_n of_o the_o heart_n that_o multiply_v number_n and_o raise_v prize_n turn_v course_n freeze_v into_o rich_a velvet_n pulse_n into_o delicate_n and_o make_v one_o attendant_n many_o officer_n 6._o wise_a seneca_n tell_v thou_o the_o true_a mould_n of_o wealth_n be_v our_o body_n as_o the_o last_o be_v of_o the_o shoe_n if_o the_o shoe_n be_v too_o big_a for_o the_o foot_n it_o be_v troublesome_a and_o useless_a it_o be_v fitness_n that_o be_v regard_v here_o not_o magnitude_n and_o this_o be_v the_o charge_n of_o the_o bless_a apostle_n have_v food_n and_o raiment_n let_v we_o there_o with_o be_v content_a 1_o tim._n 6.8_o and_o if_o we_o have_v no_o more_o we_o shall_v be_v but_o as_o we_o be_v and_o as_o we_o shall_v be_v for_o we_o bring_v nothing_o into_o the_o world_n neither_o shall_v we_o carry_v any_o thing_n out_o 1_o tim._n 6.7_o 7._o thou_o have_v part_v with_o thy_o wealth_n perhaps_o for_o thy_o advantage_n how_o many_o have_v be_v swell_v with_o plenty_n resemble_v the_o ostrich_n or_o bustard_n with_o the_o bulk_n of_o body_n unweldly_a to_o raise_v their_o thought_n to_o spiritual_a thing_n 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do_v thyself_o matt._n 5.29_o if_o thy_o right_a eye_n offend_v thou_o pluck_v it_o out_o and_o cast_v it_o from_o thou_o for_o it_o be_v better_a for_o thou_o that_o one_o of_o thy_o member_n shall_v perish_v and_o not_o that_o thy_o whole_a body_n shall_v be_v cast_v into_o hell_n 8._o thou_o have_v lose_v thy_o eye_n and_o with_o they_o earthly_a contentment_n but_o thou_o be_v hereby_o free_v of_o many_o temptation_n for_o those_o be_v the_o inlet_n of_o sin_n and_o the_o very_a pander_n of_o lust_n for_o debauch_v of_o the_o soul_n how_o many_o thousand_o on_o their_o deathbed_n upon_o the_o sad_a recall_v of_o their_o guilty_a thought_n have_v wish_v they_o have_v be_v bear_v blind_a so_o as_o thy_o joy_n be_v less_o thy_o sin_n be_v less_o neither_o shall_v any_o vain_a object_n take_v away_o thy_o thought_n from_o the_o serious_a meditation_n of_o spiritual_a thing_n 9_o before_o it_o be_v no_o otherwise_o with_o thou_o than_o the_o prophet_n jeremiah_n report_v of_o the_o 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misguidance_n 10._o have_v not_o the_o loss_n of_o thy_o eye_n free_v thou_o of_o a_o world_n of_o sorrow_n have_v thou_o but_o see_v what_o other_o be_v force_v to_o behold_v those_o fearful_a conflagration_n savage_a violence_n and_o sacrilegious_a outrage_n thy_o heart_n will_v bleed_v within_o thou_o now_o thou_o be_v affect_v at_o a_o distance_n receive_v they_o by_o the_o imperfect_a intelligence_n of_o thy_o ear_n from_o the_o unfeeling_a relation_n of_o other_o 11._o thy_o eye_n be_v lose_v what_o need_v thy_o heart_n to_o go_v with_o '_o they_o old_a isaac_n be_v dark-sighted_n when_o he_o give_v the_o blessing_n contrary_a to_o his_o own_o intention_n to_o his_o son_n jacob_n yet_o he_o live_v forty_o year_n after_o and_o can_v be_v please_v to_o have_v good_a provision_n make_v he_o with_o wine_n and_o venison_n gen._n 27.25_o our_o life_n do_v not_o lie_v in_o our_o eye_n the_o spirit_n of_o a_o man_n be_v that_o which_o uphold_v his_o infirmity_n prov._n 18.14_o labour_v to_o raise_v thyself_o to_o a_o cheerful_a disposition_n and_o in_o thy_o bodily_a darkness_n there_o shall_v be_v light_a and_o joy_n to_o thy_o soul_n est._n 8.16_o 12._o have_v god_n take_v away_o thy_o sight_n but_o have_v he_o not_o give_v thou_o a_o supply_n in_o other_o faculty_n be_v not_o thy_o internal_a sense_n more_o quick_a thy_o memory_n strong_a thy_o fancy_n more_o active_a and_o thy_o understanding_n more_o apprehensive_a the_o wonder_n we_o have_v hear_v of_o blind_a man_n memory_n be_v if_o to_o be_v credit_v not_o obvious_a to_o conceive_v that_o the_o removal_n of_o distraction_n give_v they_o opportunity_n of_o a_o careful_a reposition_n of_o desire_a object_n and_o a_o sure_a fixedness_n of_o they_o where_o they_o be_v lay_v hence_o have_v it_o come_v to_o pass_v that_o some_o blind_a man_n have_v attain_v to_o those_o perfection_n which_o their_o eye_n can_v never_o have_v endue_v they_o with_o 13._o our_o ecclesiastical_a story_n report_v of_o didymus_n of_o alexandria_n be_v blind_a from_o his_o infancy_n through_o his_o prayer_n and_o diligent_a endeavour_n reach_v unto_o such_o knowledge_n in_o logic_n arithmetic_n and_o astronomy_n as_o be_v admire_v by_o the_o leard_n master_n of_o those_o art_n and_o for_o his_o rare_a insight_n in_o divinity_n be_v by_o st._n athanasius_n approve_v to_o be_v doctor_n of_o the_o chair_n in_o that_o church_n what_o need_v we_o doubt_v the_o verity_n of_o it_o when_o our_o late_a time_n have_v so_o clear_o second_v it_o have_v yield_v divers_a worthy_a divine_n which_o have_v be_v deprive_v of_o sight_n 14._o there_o be_v one_o very_o eminent_a in_o the_o university_n of_o cambridge_n college_n of_o great_a skill_n in_o tongue_n and_o art_n and_o of_o singular_a acuteness_n of_o judgement_n suidas_n report_v of_o neoclides_n that_o be_v blind_a he_o can_v steal_v more_o cunning_o than_o any_o that_o have_v use_v of_o eye_n i_o may_v as_o bold_o say_v of_o mr._n fisher_n that_o he_o be_v more_o dextrous_a in_o pick_v the_o lock_n of_o difficult_a author_n and_o extract_v their_o treasure_n of_o hide_a secret_n than_o those_o that_o have_v the_o sharp_a eye_n about_o they_o insomuch_o as_o it_o be_v note_v those_o be_v singular_a proficient_n which_o employ_v themselves_o in_o read_v to_o he_o if_o they_o read_v book_n to_o he_o he_o dictate_v lecture_n the_o while_n to_o they_o and_o teach_v they_o more_o than_o he_o learn_v himself_o 15._o as_o for_o the_o other_o external_a sense_n they_o be_v vulgar_o more_o exquisite_a in_o the_o blind_a we_o read_v of_o some_o who_o have_v be_v of_o so_o accurate_a a_o touch_n that_o by_o their_o feel_n they_o can_v distinguish_v betwixt_o black_a and_o white_a history_n and_o for_o the_o ear_n as_o our_o philosopher_n observe_v sound_n be_v sweet_a to_o the_o blind_a than_o to_o the_o sight_v be_v more_o curious_o judge_v by_o they_o but_o the_o most_o perfect_a recompense_n of_o these_o natural_a eye_n be_v in_o the_o exaltation_n of_o 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to_o that_o great_a god_n who_o infinite_a power_n have_v wrought_v all_o these_o marvellous_a thing_n 17._o no_o doubt_n god_n have_v his_o way_n of_o mercy_n for_o those_o that_o be_v bear_v blind_a not_o require_v what_o he_o have_v not_o give_v supply_v by_o his_o spirit_n in_o the_o internal_a vessel_n what_o be_v want_v in_o the_o external_n so_o as_o even_o those_o that_o never_o see_v the_o face_n of_o the_o world_n shall_v behold_v the_o face_n of_o god_n that_o make_v it_o but_o in_o a_o ordinary_a course_n of_o proceed_v those_o which_o have_v be_v blind_a from_o their_o birth_n must_v needs_o want_v those_o help_n of_o know_v and_o glorify_v god_n in_o his_o mighty_a work_n which_o lie_v open_a to_o sight_n these_o once_o satisfy_v thy_o eye_n and_o remain_v with_o thou_o in_o their_o absence_n 18._o therefore_o walk_v on_o in_o the_o strength_n of_o those_o fix_a thought_n always_o adore_v the_o majesty_n of_o that_o god_n who_o thy_o sight_n have_v represent_v to_o thou_o 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not_o easy_o determine_v which_o loss_n be_v great_a the_o eye_n or_o ear_n both_o be_v afflictive_a now_o all_o the_o world_n be_v to_o thou_o dumb_a since_o thou_o be_v deaf_a to_o it_o and_o how_o small_a a_o matter_n have_v make_v thou_o a_o cypher_n among_o man_n these_o be_v the_o sense_n of_o instruction_n and_o there_o be_v no_o other_o way_n for_o intelligence_n to_o be_v convey_v to_o the_o soul_n either_o in_o secular_a or_o spiritual_a affair_n the_o eye_n be_v the_o window_n the_o ear_n be_v the_o door_n by_o which_o all_o knowledge_n enter_v in_o matter_n of_o observation_n by_o the_o eye_n and_o of_o faith_n by_o the_o ear_n rom._n 10.17_o 20._o have_v it_o please_v god_n to_o have_v exclude_v these_o sense_n from_o thy_o birth_n thy_o state_n have_v be_v utter_o disconsolate_a and_o there_o have_v be_v no_o possible_a access_n for_o comfort_n to_o thy_o soul_n have_v this_o affliction_n happen_v in_o thy_o ripe_a age_n there_o have_v be_v no_o way_n but_o to_o be_v content_a with_o thy_o former_a store_n but_o now_o he_o have_v vouchsafe_v to_o leave_v thou_o one_o passage_n open_a it_o behoove_v thou_o to_o supply_v one_o sense_n by_o the_o other_o and_o to_o let_v in_o those_o help_n by_o the_o window_n which_o be_v deny_v entrance_n at_o the_o door_n but_o now_o omnipotency_n have_v be_v please_v to_o lend_v thou_o a_o ear_n so_o long_o till_o thou_o have_v lay_v the_o sure_a foundation_n of_o faith_n in_o thy_o heart_n thou_o may_v work_v upon_o they_o in_o this_o silent_a opportunity_n with_o celestial_a meditation_n and_o raise_v they_o up_o to_o no_o less_o height_n than_o thou_o can_v have_v do_v by_o thy_o quick_a hearing_n 21._o it_o be_v a_o great_a blessing_n that_o in_o the_o plenitude_n of_o thy_o sense_n thou_o be_v solicitous_a to_o improve_v thy_o bosom_n as_o a_o magazine_n of_o heavenly_a thought_n provide_v with_o the_o wise_a patriarch_n for_o the_o seven_o year_n of_o dearth_n now_o that_o the_o passage_n be_v block_v up_o thou_o may_v have_v be_v in_o danger_n of_o famish_v thou_o have_v now_o leisure_n to_o recall_v and_o ruminate_v upon_o those_o counsel_n which_o thy_o improvement_n have_v lay_v up_o in_o thy_o heart_n and_o to_o thy_o happy_a advantage_n find_v the_o difference_n betwixt_o a_o wise_a providence_n and_o a_o careless_a neglect_n 22._o thy_o external_a hear_n be_v lose_v but_o thou_o have_v a_o internal_a ear_n whereby_o thou_o hear_v the_o secret_a motion_n of_o god_n spirit_n which_o shall_v never_o be_v lose_v how_o many_o thousand_o who_o thou_o envy_v be_v in_o a_o worse_a condition_n they_o have_v a_o external_a ear_n whereby_o they_o hear_v the_o voice_n of_o man_n but_o they_o want_v that_o spiritual_a ear_n which_o perceive_v the_o least_o whisper_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n ear_n they_o have_v but_o not_o hear_v one_o for_o fashion_v more_o than_o use._n wise_a solomon_n make_v and_o observe_v the_o distinction_n prov._n 20.12_o the_o hear_a ear_n and_o the_o see_a eye_n the_o lord_n have_v make_v even_o both_o of_o they_o and_o a_o great_a than_o solomon_n can_v say_v of_o his_o formal_a auditor_n hear_v they_o hear_v not_o matt._n 13.13_o if_o thou_o have_v a_o ear_n for_o god_n though_o deaf_a to_o man_n how_o much_o happy_a art_n thou_o than_o those_o million_o of_o man_n that_o have_v a_o ear_n for_o man_n and_o be_v deaf_a to_o god_n 23._o thou_o have_v lose_v thy_o hear_n and_o therewith_o no_o small_a sorrow_n how_o will_v it_o grieve_v thy_o soul_n to_o hear_v those_o woeful_a ejaculation_n pitiful_a complaint_n hideous_a blasphemy_n atheistical_a notion_n mad_a paradox_n and_o hellish_a heresy_n wherewith_o thy_o ear_n will_v have_v be_v wound_v have_v it_o not_o be_v bar_v against_o their_o entrance_n it_o be_v thy_o just_a grief_n thou_o misse_v hear_v of_o many_o good_a word_n and_o it_o be_v thy_o happiness_n thou_o be_v free_v from_o hear_v of_o many_o evil._n it_o be_v a_o even_o lay_v betwixt_o the_o benefit_n of_o hear_v good_a and_o the_o torment_n of_o hear_v evil._n a_o prayer_n consolatory_a to_o the_o blind_a and_o deaf_a o_o most_o powerful_a lord_n god_n who_o have_v in_o thy_o good_a pleasure_n be_v please_v to_o deprive_v i_o of_o see_v and_o hear_v i_o know_v o_o lord_n i_o have_v deserve_v thy_o wrath_n in_o a_o great_a measure_n even_o death_n and_o hell_n itself_o but_o i_o know_v thou_o be_v a_o god_n full_a of_o compassion_n long_o suffer_v and_o abound_v in_o goodness_n and_o truth_n and_o show_v mercy_n unto_o thousand_o lord_n as_o thou_o have_v inflict_v this_o on_o i_o even_o the_o loss_n of_o my_o sight_n illuminate_v my_o understanding_n by_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n thou_o have_v take_v away_o my_o sight_n that_o i_o may_v not_o behold_v vanity_n o_o enlighten_v my_o mind_n that_o i_o may_v behold_v inward_o the_o wonder_n of_o thy_o law_n lord_n i_o aâ—_n poor_a in_o spirit_n but_o let_v thy_o bless_a spirit_n help_v my_o infirmity_n that_o in_o thy_o light_n i_o may_v see_v light_n 2._o and_o o_o thou_o bright_a morningstar_n guide_v i_o in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o commandment_n that_o at_o last_o i_o may_v safe_o arrive_v where_o all_o tear_n and_o obstruction_n of_o sight_n shall_v be_v take_v away_o from_o my_o bodily_a eye_n and_o though_o my_o outward_a hear_n be_v flee_v away_o yet_o let_v i_o hear_v the_o voice_n of_o the_o comforter_n speak_v peace_n to_o my_o soul_n and_o quietness_n to_o my_o conscience_n that_o when_o ever_o thou_o shall_v be_v please_v to_o call_v i_o hence_o i_o may_v be_v ready_o prepare_v to_o resign_v myself_o up_o into_o thy_o hand_n as_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o a_o faithful_a creator_n in_o the_o mean_a time_n lord_n sanctify_v these_o thy_o fatherly_a visitation_n to_o i_o and_o ever_o remember_v that_o what_o thou_o have_v in_o thy_o good_a pleasure_n inflict_v on_o my_o body_n may_v be_v for_o the_o good_a of_o my_o soul_n in_o the_o day_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n amen_n sect_n xiii_o of_o sterility_n 1._o thou_o complain_v of_o dry_a loin_n and_o a_o barren_a womb_n as_o abraham_n do_v before_o thou_o what_o will_v thou_o give_v i_o see_v i_o go_v childless_a gen._n 15.2_o and_o the_o wise_a of_o israel_n make_v the_o same_o complaint_n gen._n 30.1_o give_v i_o child_n or_o else_o i_o die_v so_o desirous_a have_v nature_n be_v to_o propagate_v and_o so_o impatient_a of_o a_o denial_n lo_o child_n and_o the_o fruit_n of_o the_o womb_n be_v a_o heritage_n and_o gift_n that_o come_v from_o the_o lord_n happy_a be_v he_o that_o have_v his_o quiver_n full_a of_o such_o shaft_n psal._n 127.4_o 6._o it_o be_v a_o blessing_n david_n grudge_v to_o wicked_a one_o psal._n 17.4_o they_o have_v child_n at_o their_o desire_n 2._o it_o be_v the_o curse_n god_n inflict_v on_o the_o family_n of_o abimelech_n in_o close_v up_o all_o the_o womb_n in_o his_o house_n for_o sarah_n be_v sake_n gen._n 20.17_o 18._o the_o judgement_n threaten_v to_o ephraim_n be_v a_o miscarry_v womb_n and_o dry_a breast_n hos._n 9.14_o and_o jeconiah_n doom_n be_v jer._n 22.30_o write_v this_o man_n childless_a it_o be_v a_o special_a favour_n of_o god_n that_o the_o barren_a have_v bear_v seven_o 1_o sam._n 2.5_o and_o observe_v by_o the_o psalmist_n as_o a_o wonder_n of_o god_n mercy_n psal._n 113.8_o that_o he_o make_v the_o barren_a woman_n to_o keep_v house_n and_o to_o be_v a_o joyful_a mother_n of_o child_n 3._o it_o be_v pity_n he_o be_v bear_v that_o esteem_v not_o child_n a_o blessing_n she_o have_v a_o double_a favour_n from_o god_n that_o be_v a_o joyful_a mother_n of_o child_n many_o breed_v sorrow_n and_o death_n and_o there_o be_v scarce_o any_o other_o blessing_n season_v with_o so_o much_o acrimony_n of_o misery_n and_o danger_n do_v but_o compare_v one_o pain_n with_o another_o and_o consider_v the_o anxious_a care_n that_o attend_v they_o and_o tell_v i_o whether_o thy_o bemoan_v sterility_n enjoy_v not_o more_o ease_n and_o less_o sorrow_n 4._o it_o be_v thy_o sorrow_n thou_o be_v not_o fruitful_a consider_v thou_o be_v free_v from_o a_o great_a affliction_n in_o sorrow_n shall_v thou_o bring_v forth_o child_n gen._n 3.16_o think_v on_o the_o shrick_n in_o the_o painful_a travel_n of_o thy_o neighbour_n weary_v day_n and_o night_n in_o restless_a pang_n and_o call_v for_o death_n in_o despair_n of_o delivery_n and_o after_o the_o unprofitable_a labour_n of_o the_o midwife_n have_v make_v use_n of_o another_o sex_n so_o have_v be_v deliver_v of_o life_n and_o birth_n together_o all_o these_o sorrow_n thou_o have_v escape_v and_o many_o who_o thou_o envy_v have_v think_v thou_o happy_a than_o themselves_o 5._o thou_o be_v afflict_v thou_o be_v not_o a_o mother_n and_o many_o a_o one_o wish_n they_o have_v be_v barren_a if_o child_n
and_o mind_n how_o wearisome_a it_o be_v to_o spend_v the_o long_a night_n toss_v in_o a_o restless_a bed_n in_o chase_n of_o sleep_n which_o eager_o pursue_v fly_v far_a from_o we_o can_v thou_o forbear_v the_o desire_n of_o it_o perhaps_o it_o will_v come_v unexpected_a now_o thou_o solicit_v it_o like_o some_o froward_a piece_n it_o be_v coy_a and_o peevish_a and_o punish_v thou_o for_o thy_o eagerness_n after_o it_o 2._o he_o that_o command_v a_o hundred_o twenty_o seven_o province_n can_v not_o command_v rest_n on_o that_o night_n his_o sleep_n depart_v from_o he_o esth._n 6.1_o neither_o can_v he_o be_v force_v or_o entreat_v to_o his_o bed_n and_o the_o great_a babylonian_a monarch_n though_o he_o possess_v some_o sleep_n yet_o can_v not_o keep_v it_o for_o his_o sleep_n break_v from_o he_o dan._n 2.1_o and_o for_o solomon_n it_o will_v not_o appear_v within_o his_o view_n neither_o night_n nor_o day_n see_v he_o sleep_v with_o his_o eye_n eccles._n 8.16_o 3._o sure_o as_o there_o be_v no_o earthly_a thing_n more_o comfortable_a to_o nature_n than_o bodily_a rest_n as_o jeremiah_n say_v jer._n 31.26_o and_o my_o sleep_n be_v sweet_a unto_o i_o so_o there_o be_v nothing_o more_o grievous_a and_o dishearten_v if_o the_o sense_n be_v not_o sometime_o lock_v up_o they_o must_v waste_v if_o the_o body_n be_v not_o refresh_v with_o a_o moderate_a repose_n and_o common_o the_o soul_n follow_v the_o temper_n of_o the_o body_n it_o can_v but_o find_v a_o discomposure_n in_o her_o faculty_n and_o operation_n 4._o do_v we_o not_o find_v rave_n and_o frenzy_n the_o attendant_n of_o over_o watchfulness_n therefore_o thy_o tongue_n have_v just_a cause_n to_o complain_v of_o thy_o eye_n for_o remedy_n instead_o of_o close_v thy_o lid_n for_o sleep_n lift_v up_o thy_o eye_n to_o he_o that_o give_v his_o belove_a rest_n psal._n 127.2_o for_o he_o hold_v thy_o eye_n wake_v psal._n 77.4_o he_o keep_v sleep_n from_o thy_o body_n for_o the_o good_a of_o thy_o soul_n let_v not_o thy_o eye_n wake_v without_o thy_o heart_n christ_n spouse_n can_v say_v i_o sleep_v but_o my_o heart_n wake_v cant._n 5.4_o but_o how_o much_o more_o will_v she_o say_v my_o eye_n wake_v and_o my_o heart_n also_o 5._o when_o thou_o can_v not_o sleep_v labour_v to_o see_v he_o that_o be_v invisible_a one_o glimpse_n of_o that_o sight_n be_v worth_n more_o than_o all_o the_o sleep_v thy_o eye_n be_v capable_a of_o resign_v thyself_o into_o his_o hand_n to_o be_v at_o his_o disposal_n what_o be_v this_o sweet_a acquiescence_n but_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o soul_n which_o if_o thou_o find_v in_o thyself_o thou_o shall_v quiet_o digest_v the_o want_n of_o bodily_a repose_n 6._o thou_o want_v sleep_n take_v heed_n of_o aggravate_v thy_o affliction_n it_o be_v only_o a_o loss_n but_o not_o of_o sense_n a_o want_n of_o what_o thou_o wish_v not_o a_o pain_n of_o what_o thou_o feel_v alas_o how_o many_o which_o want_n rest_v be_v torture_v with_o intolerable_a torment_n in_o all_o part_n of_o their_o body_n who_o will_v think_v themselves_o happy_a in_o thy_o condition_n may_v they_o purchase_v ease_n how_o glad_o will_v they_o forbear_v rest_n be_v not_o therefore_o trouble_v for_o want_n of_o rest_n but_o be_v thankful_a that_o no_o worse_a evil_n attend_v thou_o 7._o thou_o lack_v sleep_n a_o thing_n we_o desire_v not_o so_o much_o for_o its_o own_o sake_n as_o for_o health_n what_o if_o god_n be_v please_v to_o give_v thou_o health_n without_o it_o it_o be_v report_v of_o a_o woman_n in_o milan_n that_o continue_v fifteen_o day_n and_o night_n without_o sleep_n and_o seneca_n tell_v we_o of_o great_a maecenas_n that_o in_o three_o year_n he_o sleep_v not_o the_o space_n of_o a_o hour_n which_o lipsius_n think_v good_a to_o mitigate_v with_o a_o favourable_a construction_n conceive_v a_o impossibility_n of_o a_o absolute_a vigilancy_n 8._o yet_o compare_v with_o other_o instance_n we_o have_v no_o reason_n to_o scruple_n that_o relation_n for_o the_o learned_a heurnius_n tell_v we_o upon_o good_a assurance_n when_o he_o be_v student_n in_o milan_n nizolius_n the_o famous_a ciceronian_a live_v ten_o year_n without_o sleep_n 9_o but_o that_o exceed_v all_o example_n which_o mounseur_fw-fr goulart_n report_v of_o a_o gentlewoman_n memorables_fw-fr who_o for_o thirty_o five_o year_n remain_v without_o sleep_n and_o find_v inconvenience_n or_o distemper_n as_o be_v attest_v by_o her_o husband_n and_o servant_n the_o hand_n of_o god_n be_v not_o shorten_v he_o who_o miraculous_o preserve_v the_o maid_n of_o meure_n so_o many_o year_n without_o meat_n have_v sustain_v the_o life_n of_o these_o forementioned_a person_n thus_o long_o without_o sleep_n that_o it_o may_v appear_v man_n live_v not_o by_o meat_n or_o sleep_v only_o but_o by_o every_o word_n that_o proceed_v out_o of_o the_o mouth_n of_o god_n mat._n 4.4_o luk._n 4.4_o deut._n 8.3_o if_o he_o please_v to_o bless_v thou_o with_o a_o watchful_a health_n the_o blessing_n be_v far_o great_a than_o if_o he_o allow_v thou_o to_o sleep_v out_o thy_o time_n in_o a_o dull_a unprofitable_a rest._n 10._o thou_o want_v sleep_n behold_v he_o that_o keep_v israel_n do_v neither_o slumber_n nor_o sleep_n psal._n 121_o 4._o those_o bless_a spirit_n that_o continual_o behold_v the_o face_n of_o god_n never_o sleep_v for_o sleep_n be_v a_o symptom_n of_o mortality_n and_o the_o less_o we_o partake_v of_o it_o we_o come_v the_o near_o to_o those_o spiritual_a nature_n who_o perfection_n require_v no_o rest._n the_o retire_a christian_n in_o primitive_a time_n affect_v to_o come_v near_o a_o angelical_a life_n wilful_o repel_v sleep_n till_o it_o necessary_o force_v itself_o upon_o they_o thou_o suffer_v no_o more_o out_o of_o the_o distemper_n of_o humour_n or_o unnatural_a obstruction_n than_o better_a man_n have_v willing_o attract_v out_o of_o holy_a resolution_n it_o be_v but_o our_o construction_n that_o make_v those_o thing_n tedious_a which_o have_v prove_v easy_a to_o other_o 11._o thou_o want_v sleep_n have_v patience_n a_o while_n thou_o be_v go_v where_o there_o shall_v be_v no_o need_n nor_o use_v of_o it_o and_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n thy_o better_a part_n can_v rest_v though_o the_o gate_n be_v shut_v that_o it_o can_v show_v itself_o yet_o it_o ever_o will_v be_v active_a as_o for_o this_o lump_n of_o earth_n it_o shall_v ere_o long_o sleep_v its_o full_a where_o no_o noise_n can_v wake_v it_o till_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o arch_a angel_n and_o the_o trumpet_n of_o god_n shall_v call_v it_o up_o in_o the_o morning_n of_o the_o resurrection_n 1_o thess._n 4.16_o a_o prayer_n when_o repose_n be_v obstruct_v o_o god_n the_o keeper_n of_o israel_n who_o neither_o slumber_v nor_o sleep_v yet_o thy_o omnipotency_n know_v without_o it_o poor_a dust_n and_o ash_n can_v subsist_v it_o be_v by_o thy_o almighty_a power_n that_o king_n ahasuerus_n one_o night_n be_v deprive_v of_o his_o repose_n in_o his_o royal_a bed_n and_o yet_o through_o thy_o gracious_a providence_n thy_o holy_a apostle_n st._n peter_n sleep_v quiet_o though_o strong_o guard_v by_o soldier_n and_o chain_v fast_o in_o a_o dark_a prison_n but_o o_o thou_o that_o give_v thy_o belove_a rest_n behold_v i_o beseech_v thou_o with_o thy_o all-seeing_a eye_n how_o my_o sleep_n be_v depart_v from_o i_o insomuch_o that_o i_o be_o become_v infirm_a in_o body_n for_o want_v of_o that_o natural_a rest_n which_o many_o through_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n enjoy_v 2._o lord_n but_o of_o the_o rich_a treasure_n of_o thy_o transcendent_a goodness_n have_v compassion_n upon_o my_o weak_a and_o frail_a constitution_n which_o yet_o require_v further_a nutriment_n lord_n suffer_v not_o any_o care_n or_o fear_n to_o perplex_v my_o thought_n any_o long_o at_o this_o season_n but_o so_o compose_v all_o my_o sense_n in_o this_o dark_a and_o silent_a night_n that_o i_o may_v lay_v i_o down_o in_o peace_n and_o take_v my_o rest_n in_o safety_n o_o hear_v i_o and_o answer_v i_o in_o thy_o own_o due_a time_n that_o when_o my_o body_n shall_v receive_v its_o due_a refreshment_n my_o mind_n may_v be_v perpetual_o vigilant_a to_o serve_v thou_o unto_o my_o life_n end_v grant_v this_o o_o father_n for_o thy_o dear_a son_n sake_n my_o only_a lord_n and_o saviour_n amen_n sect_n xv._n of_o gray-hair_n 1._o gray-hair_n be_v that_o we_o desire_v to_o aspire_v to_o and_o when_o attain_v be_v ready_a to_o complain_v our_o great_a misery_n verify_v in_o part_n that_o old_a observation_n that_o wedlock_n and_o age_n be_v thing_n which_o we_o desire_v and_o repent_v of_o be_v this_o our_o ingratitude_n or_o inconstancy_n that_o we_o be_v weary_a of_o what_o we_o wish_v for_o perhaps_o this_o accusation_n may_v not_o be_v universal_a there_o be_v difference_n in_o constitution_n and_o latitude_n in_o old_a age._n