fortitude takes off his terror If as a Messenger of God he is sent to convey thee to happiness what reason hast thou to be afraid of thine own bliss It is one thing what Death is in himself a privation of Life such as nature cannot chuse but abhor Another what he is by Christ made unto us and introduction to Life and a harbinger to Glory 21. WHY would the Lord of Life yield unto Death and by yielding vanquisht him but to alter and sweeten him to us and of a fierce Tyrant make him a Friend and Benefactor And if we look upon him thus changed and reconciled how can we chuse but bid him welcome 22. THOU art afraid of the pangs of Death Some have dyed without any great sense of pain Some have yielded up their Souls without a groan And how knowest thou what measure God hath allotted thee Our Death is a Sea-Voyage The holy Apostle desired to lanch forth Phil. 1. wherein some find a rough and tempestuous passage others calm and smooth Such thine may prove and so thy dissolution may be easier than a fit of sickness 23. BUT if God had determined otherwise look unto Jesus the Author and Finisher of our Faith Heb. 12.2 the Son of God the Lord of Glory see with what Agonies he conflicted what torments he endured for thee Look upon his Bloody Sweat Bleeding Temples Furrowed Back Nailed Hands and Feet Rack'd Joints and Pierc'd Side Hear his strong Cries consider the Shame Pain and Curse of the Cross which he underwent for thy sake Say whether thy sufferings can be comparable to his He is a Cowardly and Unworthy Soldier that follows his General sighing Behold these are the steps wherein thy God and Saviour hath trod before thee Walk on couragiously in this deep and bloody way and after a few paces thou shalt overtake him in Glory For if we suffer with him we shall also reign with him 2 Tim. 2.12 24. THOU shrink'st at the thoughts of Death Is it not for over-valuing Life and making Earth thy home Rich Persons that live at ease are loth to stir abroad especially upon hard and stormy Voyages Perhaps 't is so with thee wherein I cannot but much pity thy weakness in placing thy contentment where a wiser Man could find nothing but vanity and vexation 25. ALAS what is our Exile if this be our home What entertainment to be enamour'd on Distempered humours hard usages violent passions and bodily sicknesses sad complaints disappointed hopes and frequent miscarriages Momentany Pleasures mixt with sorrows and lastly umbrages of joy and real miseries Doth these so bewitch thee that when Death calls thou art ready to reply as the Devil to our Saviour Mat. 8.29 Art thou come to torment me before the time 26. ARE these such contentments as allures thee to the World as St. Peter was to Mount Tabor Mat. 17.4 Master It is good for us to be here if thou have any Faith in thee look up to the other World where thou art going and see whether that true Life pure Joy perfect Felicity and Eternity may not be worthy to draw thy heart to a longing desire of Fruition and a Contempt of what the Earth can promise in comparison of infinite blessedness 27. IT was one of the defects which Sir Francis Bacon found in Physicians that do not study Remedies to procure the easie passage of their Patients through the Gates of Death Such helps I leave to the care of the skilful Sages of Nature the use I supose must be with caution lest whilst they endeavour to sweeten Death they shorten Life 28. BUT let me prescibe this spiritual means of thine happy Euthanasia which is a faithful disposition of the labouring Soul that can truly say with Timothy 2 Tim. 1.12 I know whom I have believed and Chap. 4.7 8. I have fought a good fight I have finished my course I have kept the Faith Henceforth there is laid up for me a Crown of Righteousness which the Lord the Righteous Judge shall give me at that day 29. THOU startest ar the mention of Death How canst thou but blush to read of Socrates when the Message of Death was brought him applauded the News with much joy Or of a Cardinal of Rome that received the Intimation of his approaching Death Cry'd out the news is good and welcome Is not their Confidence thy Shame who believing that when our Earthly house of this Tabernacle shall be dissolved we have a building of God an house not made with hands eternal in the Heavens 2 Cor. 5.1 yet shrinks at the motion of taking possession of it 30. CANST thou with dying Mithridates be unwilling to forsake this light when thou art going to a light more Glorious than the Sun It is our infidelity that makes us unwilling to die Did we think the Soul sleeps as well as the Body from the moment of the dissolution till the day of Resurrection death might be unwelcome 31. OR did we think we should wander to unknown places to uncertain entertainment or fear a scorching Tryal upon the Emigâ—ation in flames little inferiour to those of Hell there were some cause to tremble at the approach of Death But we can boldly say with the Wise Man VVisd 3.1 2 3. The Souls of the Righteous are in the hands of God and there shall no torment touch them In the sight of the unwise they seem'd to die and their departure is taken for misery and their going from us to be utter destruction but they are in peace 32. OH thou of little Faith why fearst thou â—hide thy self as that dying Saint of old and say my Soul go boldly forth what art thou afraid of Lo the Angels are ready to receive thee and carry thee to Glory leave there this wretched Body and be possess'd of Heaven After a momentary darkness upon Nature thou shalt enjoy the Beatifical Vision of God Be not afraid to be happy but say in Faith what Jonah said in Anger Jonah 4.3 It is better for me to dye than to live 33. I am afraid to dye This is Natures voice But wilt thou hear what Faith saith To me to live is Christ and to dye is gain If therefore Nature reigns in thee thou must be affrighted with Death But if true Grace be prevalent in thy Soul that Guest shall not be unwelcome Was ever any Man afraid of Profit and Advantage Such is Death to the Faithful Whosoever finds Christ his Life shall be sure to find Death his gain for he is thereby brought to a near Communion with him Whereas before he enjoyed him by the dim apprehension of Faith now he clearly and immediately enjoys that Glorious Presence which only makes blessedness 34. THIS is it that causeth Death to change his Copy and renders him who is formidable pleasing and beneficial I desire to depart and to be with Christ saith the Man who was rapt up in the third Heaven had it been only departing he
had not been in such an extasie but to depart and to be with Christ is that which raiseth his Soul 35. WHEN Socrates was to dye for his Religion he comforted himself with this that he should go to Orpheus Homer Musaeus and the other Worthies of former Ages Poor Man Could he have known God manifested in the flesh and received up into Glory 1 Tim. 3.16 and in that glorified state sitting at the right hand of Majesty could he have known the Blessed Order of the Cherubim and Seraphim Angels Arch Angels Principalities and Powers and the rest of the most Glorious Hierarchy of Heaven Could he have been acquainted with that Celestial Choir of the Spirits of Just Men made Perfect Heb. 12.23 Could he have known the God and Father of Spirits the Infinite and Incomprehensible Glorious Diety whose Presence transfuses Everlasting Blessedness into all those Citizens of Glory And could he have known that he should have an undoubted interest in that infinite Bliss how gladly would he have taken of his hemlock and how joyfully would he have passed to that happy World 36. ALL this we know and no less assured then of our present being with what comfort should we think of changing our present Condition with a Blessed Immortality How sweet a Song was that of old Simeon Luke 2.29 Lord now lettest thou thy Servant depart in peace according to thy word for mine eyes have seen thy Salvation That which he saw by the Eye of Sence thou seest by the Eye of Faith even the Lords Christ verse 16. he saw him in Weakness thou seest him in Glory why should'st thou not depart not in peace only but in joy and comfort 37. HOW did the Proto-Martyr Stephen triumph over the rage of his Enemies and the fury of Death when he had once seen the Heavens opened and the Son of Man standing at the right hand of God Acts 7.56 God offers the same blessed prospect to the Eye of thy Soul Faith is the Key that opens the Heav'n of Heav'ns fix thy eyes upon that Glorious and Saving Object Thou canst not but lay down thy Body in peace and send thy Soul into the hands of him that bought it with the cheerful and sweet Recommendation of Lord Jesus receive my Spirit Acts 7.39 A Prayer at the Hour of Death O LORD GOD Almighty I humbly acknowledge my own vileness through the whole course of my Life And seeing thou hast thus long spared me now accomplish thy Mercy in me Be thou my God forever and my Guide unto the end O Comfort me now my Heart trembleth in me and the terrors of Death are fallen upon me give me the long expected fruits of my hopes proposed to me in thy Word O Blessed Jesu who art the Death of death now shew thy self my Saviour Take from my afflicted Soul the sting of Death and assure me of Victory Loose the Pains allay the Fears and Sorrows and Sweeten the bitterness of Death untill in my enjoying thy Presence it be swallowed up in Victory O Holy Saviour who hast had Experience of all our miseries for Sin without Sin and hast admitted us to be Baptized into the Similitude of thy Death and Resurrection Let me now feel in my Languishing Soul the Power and Efficacy thereof 2. O Christ whose Human Soul in thy Passion for my Redeemption was heavy unto Death now mercifully Consider my Frailty who am now at the point of Dissolution O now give me an Invincible Faith in thee against which the Gates of Hell shall never prevail now speak Peace and Comfort to my poor Soul Thou who pouredst out thy Soul to Death for me receive my wearied Spirit to Eternal Life Let not this fearful passage be too bitter to me but be thou ever present with me in all my sufferings O Holy Ghost the Comforter of all the Elect leave me not Comfortless let me be gathered to my Fathers in Peace Bring me to that Life wherein thou hast promised to wipe away all Tears from our Eyes Where shall be no more Death Sorrow Pain nor any bitter Effects of Sin Lord hear me O thou who despisest not a broken contrite Heart have mercy upon me Lord receive my Petitions and in thy appointed hour come Lord Jesus my Saviour and Redeemer deliver me from this bondage of Corruption even so come Lord Jesus come quickly Amen SECT XVII Of Judgment 1. THOU apprehendest true Death is terrible but Judgment more both succeed upon the same decree It is appointed unto Men once to dye but after this the judgment Heb. 9.27 It is not more terrible than thought on Death because he strikes and lays before us examples of Mortality cannot but sometimes take up our hearts but the last Judgment having no visible proofs upon our thoughts too seldom fright us 2. YET who conceives the Terror of that day When the Sun shall be turn'd into darkness and the Moon into blood Acts 2.20 That day which shall burn as an Oven when all the proud and all that do wickedly shall be as the stubble Mal. 4.1 That day in which the Heavens shall pass away with a great noise and the Elements shall melt with fervent heat the Earth also and the works that are therein shall be burnt up 2 Pet. 3.10 That day wherein the Lord Jesus shall be reveal'd from Heaven with his mighty Angels in flaming fire taking vengeance on them that know not God and that obey not the Gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ 2 Thess. 1.7 8. That day wherein the Lord will come with fire and with his Chariots like a whirlwind to render his anger with fury and his rebuke with flames of fire for by fire and by his sword will the Lord plead with all flesh Isa. 66.15 16. That day wherein the Son of Man shall come in his Glory and all the Holy Angels with him and shall sit upon the Throne of his Glory and all Nations shall be gathered before him and he shall separate them one from another as a Shepherd divideth his Sheep from the Goats Mat. 25.31 32. And that day wherein all the kindreds of the Earth shall wail because of him Rev. 1.7 3. THAT great and terrible day of the Lord Joel 2.31 wherein if the powers of Heav'n be shaken how can the heart remain removed And if the World be dissolved who can abide it Alas we are ready to tremble at Thunder in a Cloud and at Lightning that glances our Eyes what shall we do when the Heavens shall break in pieces and be on flame about our Ears Oh who may abide the day of his coming and who shall stand when he appeareth Mal. 3.2 4. YET be of good cheer amidst all this horror there is comfort whether thou be one whom it shall please God to reserve upon the Earth to the sight of this dreadful day he knows in whose hands our times are but this we are sure of that we are upon the last days And we may spit
Dunghil O that my Grief were throughly weighed and my Calamities laid in the Ballance together For now it would be heavier than the Sand of the Sea Therefore my words are swallowed up for the Arrows of the Almighty are within me the Poyson whereof drinketh up my Spirits The Terrors of God do set themselves in Array against me Job 6.2 3 4. Dost thou not hear the Man after God's own Heart speak of the Voice of his Roaring Psal. 22.1 He that shrunk not from the Bear the Lyon nor Goliah of Gath is now drenching his Bed with his Tears Psal. 6.6 Dost thou not hear the Faithful crying out I am the Man that hath suffered Affliction by the Rod of his Wrath c. Surely against me he is turned he turneth his hand against me all the day my Flesh and my Skin hath he made old he hath broken my Bones Lam. 3.1 3 4. Consider the Prophets Apostles and Martyrs the great Favourites of Heaven some on Gridirons others in Boyling Caldrons some on Spits others under Saws some in Flames others crashed with the Teeth of Wild Beasts some on Racks others in Fiery Furnaces Most of 'em in such Torments as in comparison thy Pains are but a Sport But to leave Mortality and sinful Dust and Ashes thou may'st behold the Son of God and Lord of Life the King of Glory God blessed for ever sweating drops of Blood in his dreadful Agony and mayst hear him cry upon the Tree of Curse and Shame My God my God why hast thou forsaken me Matth. 27.46 Alas What are we capable to suffer in proportion of these Tortures What are we that we should think much to share with the best of God's Saints nay even with the dear and eternal Son of his Love our ever blessed Redeemer Had not God prescribed this their way to Heaven they had not waded so deep in Blood 10. WHY do we repine to wet our feet where they waded If from these Holy Ones we turn our Eyes we shall find Examples among meer Pagans For instance He who we used to account infamous for Voluptuousness Epicurus the Philosopher who on his Dying-day when he lay extreamly tormented with the Stone in the Bladder and a tearing Cholick in his Bowels as it were grasping for Life yet even then writing to his Idemeneus can out of the strength of his Resolutions profess his Cheerfulness and can stile even that day Blessed It was the same Mouth that could boast that if he were frying in the Brazen Bull of â—alaris he could there find Contentment What should I tell thee of a Mutius Scaevola who in a Glorious Revenge voluntarily burnt off his Right Hand not without the Envy and Pity of his Enemies or of a Regulus that after so high a Provocation offers himself to the worst of the merciless Fury of his Tormenters Why shouldst thou admire saith wise Seneca that some should be well pleased to be Scorch'd Wounded Rack'd or Kill'd Frugality is a pain to the Riotous Labour a punishment to the Lazy Continence a misery to the Wanton and Study a torture to the Sloâ—hful 11. ALL these are not in their own Nature difficult but we are infirm and inconstant Shall Pagans attain to this height of Magnanimity by their Fortitude And shall we Christians droop under gentler Sufferings We profess the advantage of Faith to uphold and chear us But poor Ethniâ—k Souls they never heard of a Merciful God to Comfort 'em They never knew those sweet Messages from Heaven Call upon me in the day of Trouble I will deliver thee and thou shalt Glorifie me Psal. 50.15 Come unto me all ye that Labour and are heavy laden and I will give you Rest Matth. 11.28 Strengthen ye the weak Hands and confirm the feeble Knees Say to them that are of a fearful Heart Be strong fear not behold your God will come with Vengeance even God with a Recompence He will come and save you Isa. 35.3 4. They had not the Heart of a Job to say I know that my Redeemer liveth Job 19.25 Nor the Eyes of a Stephen to pierce the Heavens to see their Saviour standing at the Right hand of God But out of their Vigour elevated with an arrogant Ambition of that Fame which they believed would survive 'em Whereas we Christians know that we have the Father of Mercies to stand by us a Redeemer to deliver us a Comforter to strengthen and refresh us sweet and infallible Promises to sustain us And at last a Crown of Eternal Glory to reward us 12. THOU art pained with Sickness View not what thou feelest but think what Punishment thou hast deserved Wherefore doth a living Man complain a Man for the punishment of his Sin Lam. 3.39 Alas the Wages of every Sin is Death a Death of Body and Soul Temporal and Eternal Any thing below this is Mercy There is not the least of thy Transgressions but hath merited the infinite wrath of a just God and more Torments than thou art able to undergo What dost thou complain of Ease Where thou owest a thousand Talents thou art bid to Take thy Bill and write down Fifty Luke 16.6 Wilt thou not magnifie the Clemency of so favourable a Creditor Surely were every Twig which creates a Smart a Scorpion and every Breath thou sendest forth a Flame This were yet less than thy Deserts Oh the infinite goodness of our Indulgent Father that uses so gentle a Correction to us Tell me thou nice Patient if thou canst not suffer these Stripes how thou wilt endure those that are infinitely sharper Alas What are these Trifles to that Hell which abides for the Impatient There are Torments without Mitigation eternal Pains without Intermission which thou can'st not suffer nor avoid Fear them and murmur not at these prostrate thy self low under the hand of God and be thankful for a tolerable Misery How graciously hath the Wisdom of God thought fit to temper our Afflictions if they prove sharp they are not long and if long not over sharp that our Strength might not be depressed by those Trials we undergo Therefore aspire a Contentment in thy self and thy Languishment will be easie or thy Pain soon over Extream and Everlasting are Terrors reserv'd for the Wicked hereafter that are durable painful and not capable of any Relaxation What a Moment is it that thou dost suffer Yea nothing in respect of Eternity which thou must either hope for or fear Endure a while patiently that thou mayst not be infinitely Miserable 13. THOU complainest of Pain Of what use were thy Patience if that were mitigated God never gives Vertues without an intent of their Exercise To what end were our Christian Valour if we had no Enemy to Encounter Thus long thou hast supinely slept in a secure Garison where thou hast heard no Trumpet but thine own and hast turned thy Drum-head into a Table for Dice lavishing out thy days in varieties of idle Recreations Now God draws thee
are raised to a greater height of Godly Zeal than ever Corinth had never been so rich in Grace if not defiled with so foul a Crime Confess now if this be not in effect thy Case Shouldest thou ever have detested thy Sin if thou had'st not been drawn in to commit it Shouldst thou have had so fervent a Love to God had it not been out of a sense of his great Mercy in remitting it Wouldst thou have been so weary in thy Stops as thou art if thou hadst not slip'd Give Glory to God but shame to thy self and Bless him for the benefit that he hath been pleased to make of thine Offending him 11. BUT Alas thou sayst my Case is far worse than it is conceiv'd I have been more than once miscarried into the same Sin For after I have made profession of my Repentance I have been transported into my former Wickedness Having washt off my Sin as I thought with many Tears yet I have suffer'd my Soul to be defiled again I must not flatter thee this Condition is Dangerous Those Diseases which upon their first Seisure have receiv'd Cure after a Relapse have threatned Death Look upon the Saints of God thou shalt find they have kept a distance from that Fire wherewith they have been formerly Burn'd Thou shalt not find Noah again Uncovered through Drunkenness Nor Judah climbing to Tamer's Bed Thou shalt not take Peter again in the High-Priest's Hall denying his Master or after St. Paul's Reproof Halting in his Dissimulation Gall. 2.11 12 13. 12. BUT tell me notwithstanding Art thou truly serious with thy God Hast thou doubled thy Humiliation for the Reduplication of thine Offence and sought God more instantly with an unfeigned Contrition Hast thou found thy Soul hath a greater detestation of Sin than thine acquaintance with it hath indulg'd thee Hast thou taken this occasion to lay hold on thy Saviour and to reinforce the Vows of strict Obedience If so this unpurpos'd Reiteration of thy Sin shall be no Prejudice to thy Salvation It is one thing for a Man to walk on willingly in a beaten Path of Sin another thing for him to be led out of the way of Righteousness by the violence of a Temptation which he soon recovers by a sincere Repentance 13. THE Best cannot but he overtaken with Sin But He that is Born of God doth not commit Sin 1 Joh. 3.9 He may be transported but makes not a Custom of doing ill His Heart is against that his Hand is drawn to And if in this inward Strife he is over-power'd he lyes not down with a willing Mind but struggles and with a reassumed Courage tramples on that which formerly supplanted him Didst thou give thy self to a resolved course of Sinning and betwixt whiles smite thy Breast with a formal God forgive me I should have no Comfort for thee but rather send thee to an afflictious Remedy of the Almighty for Correction if possibly those Stripes may prevent thine Everlasting Torments 14. BUT now since What thou hatest that thou dost and thou dost that which thou wouldst not and it is no more thou that dost it but Sin that dwels in thee Rom. 7.19 20. Exclaim as much as thou wilt on the sinfulness of thy Sin bewail thy Weakness with a better Man than thy self O wretched Man that I am who shall deliver me from the Body of this Death Rom. 7.24 But know that thou hast found Mercy with God Thy repeated Sin may grieve but cannot prejudice thy Soul Had we to do with a Finite Compassion it might be abated by wasting it self on a frequent Remission as a great River may be drawn dry by many small Out-lets But now that we deal with a God whose Mercy is Infinite it is not the greatness or number of our Offences that makes a difference in his free Remission That God who hath charged our weak Charity Not to be overcome of Evil but to overcome Evil with Good Rom. 12.21 justly scorneth that we should imagine his Infinite and Incomprehensible Goodness can be check't with our Evil. 15. IT was not without a singular Providence that St. Peter came to our Saviour with that Question in his Mouth Lord How often shall my Brother sin against me and I forgive him till seven times That it might produce this Gracious Answer for our perpetual Comfort I say not unto thee until seven times but until seventy times seven Matth. 18.21 22. Lord if thou wilt have us sinful Creatures indulgent to one another in our Mutual Offences what Limits can be set to thy Mercies in our Sins against Thee Be we Penitent for thou art Gracious A Prayer against Temptations O Lord thou art the God of my Strength and to thee alone I fly for refuge the Tempter is now busie and labours to undermine me and more especially when I least suspect him But O let me be always ready to meet him in the Gate before he advances too far upon me Let not a Supine carelessness seize upon my Spirits but excite me to Vigilancy that I may stand upon my Guard ever prepared to resist him even in the beginning of his first Assaults Lord grant I may be fortified with Faith Courage and Resolution so that with the Assistance of thy Grace I may gain the Conquest 2. FURNISH me with thy compleat Armour the Helmet of Salvation the Sword of the Spirit and the Shield of Faith whereby Satan may be vanquished do thou Arm and so Strengthen me with thy Grace that through the Power of thy Might I may prevail against him and put him to flight when he is intending the greatest mischief and most advantage against me so shall I sing Praises unto thy Name both now and ever and teach others to resort unto thee in their greatest dangers and hardst Conflicts even then when the powers of darkness shall most obstruct them Amen SECT V. Imbecillity of Grace 1. THOU complainest of the Imbecillity of Grace Some little motions thou art sensible of God's Spirit but so insignificant that thou canst not find any solid Comfort Thou seest others thou say'st whose Breasts are full of Milk and their Bones moistned with Marrow Job 21.24 whil'st thou languishest under a Spiritual Leanness and Imbecillity Thou wantest that vigorous Heat of holy Affections and that Alacrity in the Performance of Holy Duties which thou observest in other Christians I like this Complaint and tell thee That without this thou could'st not be in the way to happiness 2. THINK'ST thou that those whom thou esteem'st eminent in Grace make not the same moan that thou do'st Certainly they never had any if they did not complain of too little Every Man is sensible of his own wants and ready to pass secret Censures upon himself for being applauded by others Even the Man after God's own heart can say But I am Poor and Sorrowful Psal. 69.29 He was a great King when he said so it was not Meaness in Estate that troubled him but
are thy Guests and Inmates to Sojourn with thee in this Retiredness What if the Light be excluded from thee It cannot hinder thee from seeing the Invisible The Darkness hideth not from thee saith the Psalmist but the Night shineth as the Day the Darkness and the Light are both alike to thee Psal. 139.12 5. I may say without dubiousness God hath never been so evidently seen as in darkest Dungeons for the external Light of Prosperity directs our Visive Beams which are strongly contracted in a deep Obscurity He must descend low and be in Darkness that would see the glorious Lights of Heaven by day They ever shine but not seen except in the Night If thine Eyes be blessed with this invisible Prospect thou art exempt from envying those Persons tho they could see all that the Tempter represented to the view of our Saviour upon the highest Mountain All the Kingdoms of the World and the Glory of them 6. THOU art forced to Retiredness but with what Disposition of Mind and Body If thou hadst a burden'd Soul the open and free Air could not refresh thee and if thou have a sincere Heart a strict Closeness cannot dismay thee thy Thoughts can keep thee Company and cheer thy Solitariness If thou hadst an unsound Body afflicted with the Gout Rupture or Luxation of some Limb thou wouldst not complain of thy Retiredness thy Pain would make thee insensible of thy Confinement But if God have blessed thee with Health how easily may'st thou digest an harmless Limitation 7. A Wise Man as Laurentius observ'd doth much in Solitude So may'st thou employ the Hours of thy close Retiredness and bless God for so happy an Opportunity How memorable an Instance hath our Age afforded us of an Eminent Person to whose Learning we are all oblig'd for that noble History of the World The Court had his Youthful Years and the Tower his latter Age The Tower Reform'd the Court in him and produc'd these worthy Monuments of Art and Industry which we should in vain expected from his Freedom and Jollitry It is observ'd that shining Wood within doors loseth its Light It is otherwise with this and many active Wits which had never shin'd if not for Confinement 8. THOU art close shut up Anchorets have sued for this as a Favour which thou esteemest a Punishment and having obtain'd it have plac'd Merit in that thou apprehend'st Misery Our History relates of one who when the Church Where his Cell was annex'd was on Fire would not come out but Die and lye Buried under the Ashes of that Roof where his Vow had fix'd him 9. THOU art Imprison'd Wise Men are apt in all Events to enquire into the Causes Wherefore dost thou suffer Is it for thy Guiltiness Make thy Goal God's Correction-House for the reforming of thy Wickedness Remember and imitate Manasses the evil Son of a good Father who upon Humiliation by his just Imprisonment found an happy Expiation of his horrible Idolatries Muders and Witchcrafts whose Bonds brought him home to God and himself Is it for Debt Think not to pay thy Creditors with a lingring Durance if power be in thine hands for a Discharge If there is Fraud and Injustice in this Confinement Fear thou a worse Prison if thou wilt wilfully live and die Indebted when thou mayst be Free and Honest 10. STRETCH thine ability to the utmost to satisfie others tho thou art Impoverish'd But if the hand of God have disabled thee labour what thou canst to agree with thy Creditors If they are Cruel look up with Patience to the Almighty who thinks fit to afflict thee with their Unreasonableness and make the same good use of thy Sufferings as if from the immediate Hand of thy Creator If it be for a good Cause rejoyce in this Tribulation and be exhilerated with the Blessed Apostles that thou art Counted worthy to suffer shame and bonds for the Name of the Lord Jesus Acts 5.41 For every just Cause he owns Neither is he less a Martyr that sufâ—ers for his Conscience in any of God's Commandments than he who suffers for matter of Faith and Religion 11. REMEMBER that Cordial Word of thy Saviour Blessed are they that are persecuted for Righteousness sake for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven Mat. 5.10 In such a Prison thou shalt be sure to find good Company as Joseph Micaiah Jeremiah John Baptist Peter Paul and Silas and all the Holy Martyrs and Confessors of Christ from the first Plantation of the Gospel to this present Repent if thou canst to be thus accompanied and choose not rather to violate a good Conscience for freedom than to be kept under a Momentary Restraint 12. THOU art a Prisoner Make the best of thy Condition close Air is warmer than open and how frequently do we hear Birds sing sweeter Notes in Cages than in Woods It is thy defect if thou art not amended by thy Retir'dness Thou art a Prisoner So is thy Soul in thy Body there not restrain'd only but fetter'd yet complains not of the straitness of these Clay-Walls or weight of those Bonds but patiently waits for a happy Goâ—l-delivery So do thou attend with all Long-suffering the good hour of the Pleasure of God Thy period is set not without regard to thy Advantage He in whose hand are all Times hath determined a sit time to free thy Body from these Prison-Walls and thy Soul from this Prison of thy Body and to restore Body and Soul from the Bondage of Corruption to the Glorious Liberty of the Sons of God Rom. 8.21 A Prayer in Confinement O Holy Lord God who wouldest not the death of a Sinner but rather that he should turn from his Wickedness and live Lord Convert my Soul remove my Sins and frame my Heart Affections and Life according to thy blessed Will Thou who hearest the Poor and despisest not the Wretched Captive visit all that are bound Lord hear them in an acceptable time and help them in the day of Salvation Preserve the Oppressed and Despised of Men Say unto the Prisoners go forth and to them that are in Darkness shew your Selves Bind up the Broken Hearted proclaim Liberty to the Captives and open the Prison to them that are shut up Comfort them that Mourn let their deep Sighing come before thee And according to the greatness of thy Power preserve thou them that are appointed to dye 2. LORD lift thou up my head enlarge my feet and bring me out of all bondage that I may live to serve and praise thee in the Assembly of thy Servants However thou pleasest to dispose of me Let all my Sufferings redound to thy Glory and my own Salvation Give me Patience to endure and a constancy to depend on thee a firm Faith to apprehend thy Promises and a hope to expect thy Saving Health Consider my Weakness and lay no more upon me then thou wilt Enable me to bear cheerfully Sanctifie my Afflictions and make them good to me in the
no Man to be no Brawlers but gentle shewing all Meekness unto all Men Tit. 3.2 16. AND the means to obtain this Vertue are these First To make a deep Impression in our Minds of the Loveliness and Benefits of Meekness together with the Deformity and Mischief of Anger Secondly To set before our selves the Example of our Blessed Lord and Saviour who indured all Reproaches and Torments with a perfect Patience that was Led as a Sheep to the Slaughter Isa. 53.7 That when he was reviled reviled not again when he suffered threatned not 1 Pet. 2.23 Thirdly To be very vigilant in preventing the beginnings of Anger and to that end we must mortifie all inward Peevishness and Frowardness of Mind which is a Sin in it self if it proceed no further but if cherish'd will break out into open Effects of Danger Therefore when ever thou find'st the least Motion of it within thee make as much haste to check it as thou wouldest to quench a Fire in thy House And be sure to keep a strick watch over thy Tongue that it break not out into any angry Expressions for that Breath will fan the Fire not only in thine Antagonist but thy self too Therefore though thy Heart be ardent within suffocate the Flame that it break not out and the greater the Temptation is the more earnestly call upon God to assist thee to conquer it Fourthly Often call to mind the great Punishments thy sins have deserved and then whether thy Afflictions be from God or Man thou wilt acknowledge them to be far short of what thou deservest and wilt be ready to blush at thy great Impatience A Prayer for Meekness and Humility O Most Blessed Lord God the Perfect Pattern of Humility and Meekness infuse into me I humbly beseech thee those Excellent Graces whereby I may be fully convinced of my own Wretchedness and Evidently behold that I am sinful Dust and Ashes Lord work in me such a lowliness of Mind that I may in the sincerity of my Heart confess and acknowledge that I am less than the least of all thy Mercies and justly deserve the greatest of thy Judgments Give me O Lord a Contrite Spirit a Meek and an Humble Heart and chase from me all Pride and Vanity of Mind whereby I may become lowly yea base and vile in my own Eyes 2. ROOT out O Lord from me all perverseness of Spirit and wholly dispossess it of its residence that I may be fit to entertain that good Spirit of thine and thou mayst take delight to dwell and remain with me Grant that I may every day be more humbled with the sight of my own Unworthiness and Spiritual Wants and to esteem my self as nothing without thee but always acknowledge my own frailty and weakness O let me wholly depend and rely upon thee and ascribe the Praise and Glory of whatsoever good is wrought in me or by me unto thee alone who art the God of my Strength the Author and Giver both of Grace and Glory and the Beginner and Finisher of every Good Thing which is wrought in any of thy Servants to whom be all Honour and Glory now and for ever Amen SECT II. In time of Sickness 1. WHAT should we do in this Vale of Tears but condole each others Miseries Every Man hath his weight and happy is he whose Burthen is so easie that he may assist his Neighbours Many have waded through a Sea of Sorrows and the Angel of the Lord that hath Redeemed their Souls from Evil and led them within few Paces of the Shore offers to lend thee his Hand to guide thee in this dangerous World wherein every Error is Death Let us follow him therefore with a humble Confidence and be safe in the View and Pity of the woful Miscarriages of others and take warning by their sad Misfortunes 2. THOU art on thy Bed of Sickness and with holy David Roaring all the day long Psal. 32.3 for the Extremity of thy pain measuring the slow Hours not by Minutes but by Groans Thy Soul is weary of thy Life Job 10.1 through the Intolerable Anguish of thy Spirit Job 7.11 Of all temporal Afflictions this is the sorest And Job 1.21 after the loss of his Goods and Children could yet support himself and Bless the God that gives and takes But when his Body was tormented and made one Boyle then his Patience is extended so far as to curse not his God but his Nativity Job 3.3 Let the day perish wherein I was born and the night in which it was said there is a Man Child conceived And King Artaxerxes questioning with his Cup bearer Nehemiah could say Why is thy Countenance sad seeing thou art not Sick Nehem. 2.2 implyed that the Sick of all others hath just cause to be dejected Humane Crosses are at a distance but Sickness is in our Bosoms Those touch Externaly these Internally our Selves Here the whole Man suffers What could the Body feel without the Soul that animates it How can the Soul which makes the Body sensible chuse but be most affected with that Pain wherewith the Body is afflicted Both Partners are perplex'd to encounter so fierce an Enemy and the sharpest requires the most powerful Resistance Therefore let us recollect our selves and summon all the Powers of our Souls to engage with so violent and potent an Enemy 3. THY Body is by a sore Disease confin'd to thy Bed I should be sorry to say thy self wert so Thy Soul which is thy self I hope is at a distance from thee but however it is content to take a share in thy Sufferings soars above to the Heaven of Heavens and is prostrate before the Throne of Grace imploring for Mercy and Forgiveness beholding the Face of thy Glorious Mediator interceding for thee Unhappy were we if our Souls were lockt up in our Bosoms that they could use no Motions but what our lumpish Bodies could contribute But blessed be God he hath animated us with active Spirits that can move themselves while our Bodies lie still that can be so agil in their Motions as they can pass from Earth to Heaven ere we can turn our wearied and sick Bodies to find ease 4. AND how much shall we be wanting to our selves if we do not make use of this Spiritual Agility sending up these Spirits of ours from this brittle Clay of our Bodies to those Regions of Blessedness that they may from thence Extract Comforts to alleviate the Sorrows of their heavy Partners Thus if thou imployest thy better part no Pains of the Body can make thee miserable that Spiritual Part of thine shall ere long be in Bliss whil'st this piece of Earth lies putrified in the Grave Why dost thou not then even now before thy Dissolution improve all the Powers of it to thy present Advantage Let thy internal Eye still behold the Face of thy God in Glory whil'st thy Corporal Eyes observe those Friends at thy Bed-side which may pity but cannot help thee 5.
THOU art pained with Sickness Consider seâ—iously from whence it comes and what makes it so bitter to thee Affliction cometh not out of the dust Job 5.6 Couldst thou but hear the Voice of thy Disease as thou now feelest the Stroke of it it hath proclaim'd loud enough Am I come up hither without the Lord to torment thee The Lord hath said to me Go up against this Man and afflict him 2 Kings 18.25 Couldst thou perceive the Hand that smites thee thou wouldst be eager to kiss it since it is the Father of all Mercies Comfort and Consolation that lays these Stripes upon thee He that made thee and bought thee at so dear a Price as his own Blood it is He that chastiseth thee And canst thou think He would scourge thee but for thine own Advantage For what tender Father is there but has Bowels of Compassion and never takes the Rod in hand out of a Pleasure to chasten that Flesh which is derived from his own Loyns Or is it any ease to him to make his Child smart and bleed But rather himself suffers more than he inflâ—cts and would be content to Redeem those Stripes with his own yet he sees the Chastisement proper not to spare him for his Frowardness and Tears but will plead he had not lov'd him if he had not been so kindly severe And Solomon gives us this advice Chasten thy Son while there is Hope and let not thy Soul spare for his Crying Prov. 19.18 And if we that are evil know how to give loving and beneficial Correction to our Children how much more shall our Father which is in Heaven know how to Chastise us for our Advantage So as we may sing under the Rod with the Blessed Psalmist I know O Lord that thy Judgments are right and that thou in Faithfulness hast afflicted me Psal. 119.75 Might a Child be made Arbiter of his Chastisement do we think he would adjudicate himself to be Corrected Yet the discreet Parent knows he shall wrong him if he give not due Correction as having learned of wise Solomon Prov. 23.14 Thou shalt beat him with the Rod and shalt deliver his Soul from Hell Love hath its Stroaks saith St. Ambrose which are the sweeter the harder they are inflicted 5. DOST thou not remember the Message the two Sisters sent to our Saviour John 11.3 Lord behold he whom thou lovest is Sick Were it so that Pain or Sickness or any of the Executioners of Divine Justice ere let loose to tyrannize over thee at Pleasure to render thee perfectly Miserable there were just Reason for thy utter Diffidence But they are stinted and march under Comission neither can they be allowed to have any other Limits than thy own Advantage Hadst thou rather be Good or be Healthful I know thou wouldst imbrace both and think thy self in a happy State For who is so little in his own favour as to imagine he can be the worse for faring well But he that made thee has a far greater Inspection into thee than thine own Eyes can have he sees thy Vigor is turning wanton and if thy Body be not sick thy Soul will If he therefore think it fit to take down thy worst part a little for the preventing of a Mortal Danger to the better what cause hast thou to complain yea rather not to be thankful When thou hast felt thy Body in a distemper of Fulness thou hast gone to Sea on purpose to create a Sickness yet thou knewest that turning of thy Head and Stomach would be more painful to thee than thy former Indisposition Why then should not thy All-wise Creator take Liberty to Cure thee with an Afflictious Remedy 7. THOU art now Sick Wert thou not a long time Healthful and canst thou not take that patiently which God hath allotted thee If thou hast enjoy'd more dayes of health than hours of sickness how canst thou think thou hadst cause to repine Had the Divine Wisdom thought fit to mitigate thy many days pain with the Ease of one hour it had been worthy of thy Thanks But now that he hath requited thy few painful hours with years of perfect health how unthankfully dost thou repine at thy Condition It was a gross mistake if thou didst not from all Earthly things expect a Vicissitude They cannot have their Being without a Change as well may Day be without a Succession of Night and Life without Death as a Mortal Body without Fits of Distemper And how much better are these momentary Changes than that last Change of a Misery unchangeable It was a deplorable Word that Father Abraham said to the Rich Glutton Son remember that thou in thy Life time receivest thy good things and Lazarus evil things but now he is Comforted and thou art Tormented Luke 16.25 How happy then are we that are here chastned of the Lord that We may not be Condemned of the World O then welcome Feavers and all other Diseases of the Body that may quit my Soul from Everlasting Burnings 8. THOU complainest of Sickness and many have effused Tears for their superfluity of Health condoling the fear and danger of losing God's Favour for their not being Afflicted Bromiard tells us of a Devout Man that complained at his Prosperity as no small Affliction whom God soon after accommodated with Pain enough according to his Desires The poor Man was joyful at this Change and look'd upon his Sickness as a Mercy for so it was intended by him that sent it Why are we too much dejected with that which others complain the want of Why should we find that so tedious to our selves which others have wish'd to enjoy There have been Medicinal Agues which the wise Physician have cast his Patient into for the Cure of a worse Distemper A secure and illegal Health however Nature takes it is the most dangerous Indisposition of the Soul If that be healed by some few bodily Pangs the advantage is unspeakable Look upon some vigorous Gallant that in the height of his Spirit and heat of Blood eagerly pursues his Carnal Delights thinking of no Heaven but the free delectation of his Sense and compare thy present Estate with his Here thou liest groaning and sighing panting and shifting thy weary Sides complaining of the slow motions of thy tedious Hours whilst he is frolicking with his jocund Companions Carousing his large Healths sporting himself with his wanton Delilah and bathing himself in all sensual Pleasures And tell mo whether of the two thou thinkst in the happier Condition If thou art not shrunk into nothing but Sense and hast not cast off all Thoughts of another World thou wouldst pity the Misery of that Atheistical Jollity and gratulate to thy self the advantage of thy humble and faithful suffering that which will at last make thee ample Satisfaction by yielding thee the peaceable Fruit of Righteousness Heb 12.11 9. THY Pain is grievous but dost thou not hear the great precedent of Patience crying out from his
and then if it stand with thy good Pleasure heal my Body and raise it that I may glorifie thy Holy Name in the Congregation of the Righteous 2. BUT if in thy Omniscency thou hast otherwise determined that this Visitation shall put a period to my frail Mortality I humbly beseech thee to fit and prepare me for that last and great change Wean me from all the fading pleasures and vain allurements of this sinful World that I may become a meet partaker of thy Heavenly Kingdom Send down O LOrd thy Light and thy Truth into my inward parts that I may understand thy Wisdom secreetly Support the weakness of my Faith that I may with a strong Assurance lay hold upon the Blood of Jesus by whose Merits I expect Salvation and to Reign with thee in thy Heavenly Kingdom Amen SECT III. Affliction of Conscience 1. THY Sin is ponderous upon thy Soul Bless the Omnipotence thou art sensible of it Many hath more weight and boasteth of Ease There 's Musick in this Complaint the Almighty delights to hear it next to the Melody of Saints and Angels Pursue and continue these sorrowful Notes if ever thou expectest Comfort It is this Godly Sorrow that worketh Repentance to Salvation not to be repented of 2 Cor. 7.10 Weep still and be not too much hastly to exhaust thy Tears for they are precious and rendred fit to be reserv'd in the Bottle of the Almighty Psal. 56.8 Over-speedy Remedies may prove injurious to the Patient And as in the Body so in the Soul Diseases and Tumours must have their due Maturation ' ere there can be a Cure The Inwards of the Sacrifice must be three times rinsed with Water Lev. 1.9 One Ablution will not serve turn But when thou hast Evacuated thine Eyes of Tears and unloaded thy Breast of leisurely Sighs I shall then by full Commission from him that hath the Power of Remission say to thee Son be of good Comfort thy Sins are forgiven thee Mat. 9.2 2. THINK not this Word meerly formal and forceless He that hath the Keys of Hell and of Death Rev. 1.18 hath not said in vain Whose Sins ye remit they are remitted John 20.23 The Words of his Vicegerents on Earth are ratified in Heav'n only the Priest under the Law hath power to pronounce the Leper clean Lev. 13.3 Had any other Israelite done it it had been as unprofitable as presumptuous It was a good Expression that fell from Elihu When a Man's Soul draweth nigh unto the Grave and his Life to the Destroyer if there be a Messenger of God with him an Interpreter one among a thousand to shew unto that Man his Uprightness then He i. e. God is Gracious unto him and saith Deliver him from going down into the Pit I have found a Ransom Job 33.22 23 24. Behold this is thy State thy Souls Life is in danger of the Destroyer through his powerful Temptations I am howsoever unworthy a Messenger sent to thee from Heaven and in the Name of the Almighty that sent me do here upon thy serious Repentance before Angels and Men proclaim thy Soul fix'd in the Court of Heaven The Invaluable Ranson of thy dear Saviour is accepted for thee so thou art deliver'd from descending into the Pit of Perdition 3. OH happy Message thou replyest were it receiv'd with Comfort But Alas my heart is possest with deep Grounds of Fear and Diffidence not easily to be remov'd That convicts me whil'st you offer to acquit me and positively acquaints me I am a worse Criminal than a Spectator can imagine My Sins are beyond measure hainous such as my Thoughts tremble at and Tongue dare not express to God that knows 'em against whom only they are committed If there is Horror in their very Remembrance what will their be then in their Retribution 4. THEY are bitter things thou urgest against thy self no Adversary could plead worse But I admit thy vileness be thou as wicked as Satan can make thee It is not his Malice or thy Wickedness that can exclude thee from Mercy Be thou as sordid as Sin can expose thee yet There is a Fountain opened to the House of David Zach. 13.1 a bloody Fountain in the Side of thy Saviour for Sin and for Uncleanness Be thou as Leprous as that Syrian was of old 2 King 5.18 if thou canst but Wash seven times in the Waters of this Jordan thou wilt be clean Thy Flesh shall come again to thee like to the Flesh of a little Child Thou shalt be at once sound and innocent Be thou stung with the Fiery Serpents of this Wilderness yet if thou cast thine Eyes to that Brazen Serpent erected for thy Malady thou wilt find Cure Wherefore came Christ into the World but to save Sinners Add if thou wilt Whereof I am Chief 1 Tim. 1.15 Thou canst alledge no worse by thy self than the best did before thee who in the Right of a Sinner claimeth the Benefit of a Saviour 5. WERE it not for Sin what use were there of a Redeemer Were not Sin hainous how should it require such an Expiation as the Blood of Christ The magnitude of thy Sins merits but to magnifie the Mercy of the Forgiver To remit the Debt of Farthings were insignificant but to forgive thousands of Talents is the height of Bounty Thus God deals with thee He permits thee to run on to so deep a Sum that when thy Conscious heart hath proclaim'd thee a Bankrupt he may infinitely oblige thee and glorifie his own Mercy in crossing the Reckoning and acquitting thy Soul All Sums are equally dischargable to the Munificence of our Great Creditor in Heav'n As it is the Act of his Justice to expect the least so it is of his Mercy to forgive the Greatest Had we to do with a Finite Power we might sink under the Burthen of our Sins But having an Infinite Power to attend us let thy Care be to lay hold on that Infinite Bounty and as thou art an Object of Mercy sinful and miserable enough so conclude thy self as thou art a Subject proper to receive it as a Penitent Believer Open and enlarge thy Bosom and assume this Free Grace and close wth thy Blessed Saviour and in him possess thy self of Remission Peace and Salvation 6. COMFORTABLE Expressions thou confessest to those that are capable of them But what is this to me that am neither Penitent nor Believer Alas That which is Honey to others is Gall and Wormwood to me who want the Grace to Repent and Believe as I ought Why art thou so imprudent and unjust as to conspire with Satan against thy own Soul Why wilt thou be so unthankfully injurious to the God of Mercies as to deny those Graces which his good Spirit hath bestowed upon thee If thou wert not penitent why are these Tears What means these Sighs and Passionate Expressions of Sorrow which thou utterest It is no Temporal Loss that afflicts thee nor Corporal Distemper that thus
a Spiritual Necessity For he had before in the same Heavenly Anthem professed O God thou knowest my Foolishness and my Guiltiness is not hid from thee Psal. 69.5 It was an old Observation of Wise Solomon There is that maketh himself Rich and hath nothing there is that maketh himself Poor yet hath great Riches Prov. 13.7 In this latter Rank are many Pious Souls and thine I hope for one who certainly had never been so Rich in Grace if they had been conceited of greater Store Even in this Sense many a Saint may say with St. Paul When I am weak then I am strong since the Complaint of Weakness argues Strength And on the contrary an Opinion of sufficient Grace is an Evident Conviction of meer Emptiness 3. BUT suppose thy self so poor as thou pretendest it is not so much what we have as how we improve it How many have we known that have grown Rich out of a little and others out of a great Stock have run to Beggary Had that Servant in the Gospel with One Talent imploy'd it to the Gain of a Second he had been proportionably as well rewarded as he that with Five gain'd Ten. In our Temporal Estate we are warned by the Wisest Man to Take heed of making haste to be Rich Prov. 28.20 And the Apostle tells us That he that would be Rich falls into many Temptations 1 Tim. 6.9 Surely there is no small danger also in affecting to be too suddenly Rich in the Endowments of the Soul This cannot but be accompanied with the Temptation of an unthankful distrust For he that believes makes not haste and we cannot be sufficiently thankful for what we have whil'st we do over eagerly reach after what we have not 4. TELL me thou Querulous Soul dost thou not acknowledge what thou receivest to be God â—s Gift And wilt thou not allow the Benefactor of Heav'n to Dispense his Favours as he pleaseth If he think fit to fill thy Vessel with drops of Grace art thou discontented because he pours not out his Spirit in full Vials If thou enjoys any it is his bounty and more than thou canst repay him Take what thou hast as an Earnest of more and wait thankfully upon his Bounty for the rest Is it not convenient in a free Gift to attend the leisure of the Donor What sturdy Beggars are we not to stay at the Door till we be served and grudge at our Alms when it comes Look upon Abraham thou shalt find him fourscore and six Years Childless and after he had got Ishmael he waited fourteen Years for the Promised Seed and when he had enjoy'd him not longer than he expected him he must Sacrifice him to the Giver Thus must our Faith be exercised for Time and Measure of Mercy 5. THY Graces are weak yet discomfort not thy self How many frail Bodies have we known which with careful Tendance have been Healthier than those of grosser Constitutions Neither is it otherwise in the Soul Soundness of heart is Health Increas'd Degrees of Grace make up the Strength of that Spiritual Part If thou have this Health tenderly observed thou may'st be happy in thy Maker although more happy in a Comfortable Sense of a stronger Fruition We have to do with a God that minds not Quantity as Truth of Repentance He knows we have nothing but what he gives us and enables us to improve And where he sees our Wills and Endeavours not wanting he is ready to accept and crown his own Gifts in us He will not break the Bruised Reed nor quench the Smoaking Flax Matth. 12.20 6. THOU art weak in Grace Be not dismay'd there are all Ages all Statures in Christ. Shall the Child repine that he is not grown a Man Shall the Dwarf quarrel that he is not a Giant Were there a Standard of Graces less than is required and would not be accepted thou hadst reason to be troubled But it is so far from that as that our Saviour hath encharged Suffer little Children to come unto me and forbid them not for of such is the Kingdom of Heaven Mat. 19.14 In some Legal Oblations it pleased God to regard Time and Age The Lamb for the Passover and for the Peace-Offering Lev. 3.7 The Bullock for the Sin-Offering of Israel Lev. 4.14 have their Date assign'd And in diverse Cases he hath called for Two Turtle Doves or two Young Pigeons Lev. 1.14 Lev. 5.7 11. Lev. 12.8 Lev. 15.14 Young Turtles and Old Doves according to our Jewish Doctors were unlawful to be offered But in Spiritual Sacrifices he that is Eternal regards not Time nor Statures For the Eleventh Hour carried the Peny as well as the First And let the weak say I am strong Joel 3.10 7. IT perplexes thee thou hast made so slow a Progress in Graces Thy desire is Heav'n-ward and thou checkest thy self for want to Celerity It is an happy Ambition that wings thee to Blessedness Quicken thy self with Gracious Incitations but observe we must not go a full Career For that Passage admits not of haste How many have we known by much forwardness have been rejected in their Journey whether by mistaking their Way or misplacing their Steps But I am glad it is the desire of thy Soul to Run the way of God's Commandments Psal 119.32 and do encourage thy Zeal in pursuing that Holy Race ever praying thou may'st so run as that thou may'st obtain 1 Cor. 9.24 But withal I tell thee that Blessed is the Man that doth but walk in the Law of the Lord Psal. 119.1 Whil'st thou passest on though but a Foot-pace thou art every step nearer to Glory And if thou gain'st ground thou art secure Blessed is the Man whose Strength is in Thee O God in whose heart are thy Ways who passing through the Vale of Misery goes on from Strength to Strength till he appear before Thee his God in Zion Psal. 84.5 6 7. 8. THY Grace is diminutive but thou labourest for more This is a good Beginning of Heavenly Treasure For he is in a way to Riches that desires to thrive and never any Holy Soul lost her Longing If thy Wishes be hearty thou hast thy desire or shalt be assur'd of it If any Man lack Wisdom let him ask it of God who giveth to all Men liberally and upbraideth no Man and it shall be given him Jam. 1.5 Were this Condition offer'd for Temporal Riches who would be Poor And if we embrace it not in Spirituals we distrust the Promises or neglect Mercies In Temporal things how many have so eagerly Chased the World that they have over-run it and whil'st they greedily swallowed Gain have been choak'd But in better Blessings earnestness of Desire and fervour of Prosecution was always answered with a Gracious Impetration 9. THOU art poor in Spirit but in an humble Dejection long'st for more Know that an humble Poverty is better than a proud Fulness Wert thou Poor and Proud there were no hope of thy Proficiency Thy false
Conception lyes in the way of thy Improvement and many a one had been Gracious had they not esteem'd themselves But now thou art Meaner in thine Opinion than in thine Estate who can more justly claim our Saviours Blessing Blessed are the poor in Spirit for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven Mat. 5.3 10. THOU art weak in heart It is thine own Fault if thou acquir'st not more Strength Wherefore is that Heavenly Food of the Word and Sacraments but to nourish thy Soul to Eternal Life Do but Eat and Digest and thou wilt grow stronger God will not be wanting to thee in an Increase of Grace if thou art not wanting to thy self He offers his Holy Spirit with the Means and it is thy neglect if thou separate ' em Thou knowest in whose hands is the Staff of Bread pray That he who gives thee Food and Mouth would also give thee Appetite Digestion and Nourishment 11. THY Spirit is weak It concerns thee highly to be cautious in avoiding occasions of Temptation He that carries brittle Glasses is careful lest they should break whereas strong Metal fears no danger So he that has a small Rush-Light walks gently and keeps off every Air. Thou art weak thy God is strong Do'st thou not see the Infant that cannot go alone how fast he clings to the hand of his Mother more trusting to her help than his own Strength Do thou so to thy God and say with the Blessed Psalmist Hold up my goings in thy Paths that my Foot-steps slip not Psal. 17.5 Hold thou me up and I shall be safe Psal. 119.117 Uphold me according to thy Word that I may live and let me not be ashamed of my Hope Psal. 119.116 12. St. Peter was presumptuous in attempting to tread on the Waters But he that ventured to walk there upon the Strength of his Faith when he felt the stiff Wind and saw the great Billow began to sink in his Weakness But no sooner had Jesus stretch'd forth his hand and caught him but he takes Courage and goes now with the same assurance upon the Sea as he on the Land And with a Check receives more Supportation from Christ than his own Limbs could afford him Mat. 14.29 30 31. Fear no Miscarriage through thine own weakness whilst thou art supported by that Strong Helper A Prayer for Grace O LORD who art the Author of all Goodness and from whom cometh every good and perfect Gift make me to discern aright what Grace thou hast vouchsafed unto me and learn me to be truly thankful for the same and to Glorifie thee the only giver of it so likewise to use my utmost diligence in the performance of those Duties which thou requirest of me That when thou shalt Summon me to a Reckoning for the use of that Talent committed to me I may give in my Accounts and be plentifully Rewarded by entering into that Joy which thou hast prepared for all thy Servants 2. GRANT that I may ever use that measure of Grace thou hast allotted to me and restrain me from turning of it into Wantonness Let me be content with that Portion which thou in thy Wisdom and Goodness hast endowed me withal and not plead Ignorance and contemn its Insufficiency neither let me Envy those that haeve received more lest I repine against thee nor despise those which have attained less lest I incur thy Displeasure and cause thee in Justice to withdraw that Grace from me which in Mercy thou hast freely given me and bestow it upon those who would make better use of it But Lord Sanctifie unto me all thy Gifts and Graces to my Lifes end Amen SECT VI. Loss of Reputation 1. NEXT to our Body and Soul is the Care of our Reputation which lost we are dead to the World Thou sufferest under a Publick Infamy I do not ask how justly He was wise that said It was fit for every Good Man to fear a false Reproach A good Name is no less wounded for the time with that than with a just Crimination This is a sore Evil against which there is no Preservative nor hardly can be prescrib'd any Remedy Innocence it self is no Antidote against Malicious Tongues Neither Grandeur nor Sanctity can secure any from unjust Calumny 2. MIGHT that be any Ease to thee I could tell thee of Kings and Saints that have complain'd of this Misfortune and yet were not able to resist it Thou hast the Company of the best if that mitigates thy Misery But what do I speak of Mortals whose greatest Purity might be blurr'd with some Imperfections Look upon the Lord of Life the Eternal Son of the ever living God God cloathed in Flesh and see whether any other were his Lot in this Region of Mortality Dost thou not hear for his Gracious Sociableness branded as Gluttonous a Wine-bibber a Friend of Publicans and Sinners Mat. 11.19 For his Powerful and Merciful Cure of Demoniacks blazon'd for a Fellow that Casts out Devils through Beelzebub the Prince of Devils Mat. 12.24 Was not he slandred to death for Treason against Caesar and Blasphemy against God John 19.12 Mat. 26.65 Did not the Multitude say He is mad and hath a Devil John 10.20 Was he not after his Death counted an Impostor Mat. 27.63 And can there be worse Names than Glutton Drunkard Conjurer and Traytor Blasphemer Mad-man Demoniack and Impostor Who then can think much to be slandered with meaner Crimes when he hears the Son of God in whom The Prince of this World could find nothing laden with so hainous Calumniations John 14.30 3. THOU art smitten with a sordid Tongue which penetrates into thy Soul That Person gave a high praise to his Sword that affirm'd It was sharper than Slander And if a Razor proves sharper yet short of the Edomites Tongue Psal. 52.2 And if these Weapons reach not far enough he found both Spears and Arrows in the Mouths of his Traducers Psal. 57.4 Thou art in the same Circumstance with David What should'st thou do but for his Complaint use his Remedy I will cry unto God most high unto God that performeth all things for me He shall send from Heav'n and save me from the Reproach of him that would swallow me up God shall send forth his Mercy and his Truth Psal. 57.2 3. Do by thy Reproaches as Hezekiah did by the Railing Lines of Rabshakeh spread them before the Lord and leave thy Cause in the just hands of the Almighty who will in his good time revenge thy Wrong and clear thine Innocency and requite thee Good for their Malice and Envy 4. IN the mean time thou complain'st of being blemish'd with an odious Aspersion and thy Name repeated by many censorious Mouths Thou hearest what others say but do'st thou make a particular Search in thine own Bosom If thy Conscience acquit thee obdure thy Face against all Spight of Malice What is ill Fame but an unsavory Breath Do but turn thine Ear from the Reception and what art thou
Mercies are everlasting and Remedies certain Be we but Penitent we cannot be Miserable 19. WE soon forgot this Visitation loss of Friends and God's Judgments and thought with foolish Agag that Surely the Bitterness of Death is past 1 Sam. 15.32 and provok'd him still to Wrath against us we must have after our Contagion a Purgation by Fire which the best Naturalists say is a proper Remedy against Infection the Almighty seeing it necessary to use this Prescription prepar'd it into a Medicine That great Conflagration which consum'd most part of our City to Ashes It was dreadful to behold and made most tremble yet what signs of Remorse do we shew What Vanity I fear I may ask what Vice have we substracted upon the Sense of God's Anger What nicety in Cloaths or Diet have we cut off in sympathy with the Nakedness and Hunger of our afflicted Brethren Nay do not the unreasonable Jollities among us look as if we triumpht in their Miseries found Musick in the Discordant Sound of their Groans and our own Laughter and emulated that infamous Barbarity of Nero who play'd while Rome burn'd 'T is mention'd by the Prophet as a most prepost'rous thing a kind of impious Solecism to revel under the Menace of Judgments Amos 4.11 I have over-thrown some of you as God over-threw Sodom and Gomorrah and ye were as a Fire-brand pluckt out of the Burning yet have ye not return'd to me saith the Lord. 20. FIRE is the Eagle in Nature nothing in the Elementary World mounts so high to its Place and stoops so low to its Prey The two Properties God himself ascribes to that Bird Job 39.27 30. And if we still refuse obstinately to be gather'd like Chickins under our Lord's Wings he can again let loose this Bird of Prey this Eagle of Heaven upon us and from the East where it began before flie it home like Lightning even to the utmost West to seize and to devour where-ever there is the least Quarry remaining 21. NEXT Gebal and Ammon and Amalek and the rest that Hell and Rome and their Partizans our Enemies on all hands both Foreign and Domestick have been so long Confederate against us saying Come and let us root them out that they be no more a People that the Name of that Reformed Church of England may be no more in remembrance They have often attempted to bring about their malicious Designs and yet have not been able to seize us To what can we justly ascribe all this but to the gracious Protection of the Almighty to whom we must fly for Defence and Aid 22. AND now when restless and unquiet Men the true Spawn of him whose Tail drew the third part of the Stars of Heaven and cast them to the Earth would fain by their Hellish Plots and Contrivances bring us down again from thence even down to the Ground and lay our Honor in the Dust When by their secret Machinations they are at work on all sides to hurry us back into the old Confusions in hope that out of that disorder'd Mass they may at length rear up a new World of their own but what a World A World made up of a new Heaven of Superstitions and Idolatries A new Earth too of Anarchy first and pretended Liberty but of Tyranny insufferable at the next Remove 23. IN such a dangerous State of Affairs as this whether should we nay whether else can we seek for Help and Deliverance but under his Protections the stretching out of whose Arms of Providence fills the Breadth of thy Land O England He can make these Cockatrice Eggs on which this Generation of Vipers that eat out the the Bowels of their Mother have sat so long abrood windy and addle So that out of the Serpents Root shall never proceed an Adder to bite us or a fiery flying Serpent to Devour us He can confound these Babel Builders with their City Tower and Temple their Foreign Policy and strange Worship their Novel Modes and Models of Governmnet in Church and State and scatter them abroad from hence upon the Face of the Earth like as a Dream when one awaketh So shall he despise their Images and their Imaginations too and make their whole Contrivance consume away like a Snail and Become like the untimely Fruit of a Woman which shall never see the Sun 24. AND And now let us cry mightily unto God and say Remember not Lord our Offences nor the Offences of our Fore-Fathers neither take thou Vengeance of our Sins Spare us good Lord spare thy People whom thou hast Redeemed with thy most Precious Blood and be not angry with us for ever And good Lord deliver us from Lightning and Tempest from Plague Pestilence Fâ—mine and Fire from Battle and Murder and from sudden Death From all Sedition and Faction Privy Conspiracy and Rebellion from all false Doctrin Heresie and Schism from hardness of Heart and Contempt of the World and Commandment Libera nos Domine A Prayer in time of Publick Calamity O THOU God of Justice I humbly beseech thee in this thy Wrath to remember Mercy We confess O Lord our Guilt flasheth in our Faces and Woe unto us for we have Sinned We have not kept the way of the Lord but perfidiously departed from thee our God the Wise hath trusted in his Wisdom the Strong in his Strength and the Rich in his Riches Thus have we brought our selves under the Curse by trusting in the Arm of Flesh and the Ballances of Deceit are in our Hands and throughout the whole course of our Lives we have wrought a deceitful Work 2. BUT O God bow down thy Ear unto our Prayers attend unto the voice of our Supplications create in us new Hearts O God and renew right Spirits within us We have all been Examples of Sin O make us all Examples of Reformation that old things may pass away and all things may become new Deliver us O Lord from these Publick Calamities which we so Righteously have deserved and let not thy Displeasure arise any more against us and grant that we may serve thee for the future in Holiness and Righteousness all the days of our Lives Amen SECT VIII Loss of Friends 1. THOU hast lost thy Friend Thy Sorrow is just the Earth hath nothing more precious than what thou hast parted with For what is a Friend but a Man's self A Soul divided in two Bodies and animated by the same Spirit It is somewhat worse with thee than a Palsied Man whose half is stricken with Numbness he hath lost but the use of one side of his Body thou the half of thy Soul Or may I not with assurance say that a true Friend hath two Souls in one Body his Own and his Friend 's It was so with Jonathan and David The Soul of Jonathan was knit with the Soul of David and Jonathan lov'd him as his own Soul 1 Sam. 18.1 2. STILL the more Goodness the stronger Union Nature can never so fast
Cement Souls as Grace For here the Union is wrought by a better Spiâ—it than our own even that blessed Spirit who stiâ—es himself Love 1 Joh. 4.18 The greater thine Affection the heavier thy Loss But let me tâ—â—l the I fear thou art accessary to thine own Afflâ—ction Didst thou expect this Loss Did thy Heart say What if we should part Didst thou not ovâ—â— enjoy this Blessing If so these are no small Disadvantages 3. AS every Evil so this especially is aggravated by our Unexpectation Neither hadst thou been so oppressed with Sorrow if thou hadst foreseen it It is our weak inconsideration if we welcome these Earthly Comforts not as Guests but Inmates some are importunately Hospitable to entertain their Friends that they have no power to let 'em Depart Whereas we ought according to the Advice of Seneca to possess 'em as those that make account to fore-go 'em and fore-go 'em as if we possest ' em And the Apostle St. Paul gives us this Advice to Use this World as if we us'd it not for the fashion of this world passeth away 1 Cor. 7.30 31. 4. THOU art griev'd for the loss of a Dear Friend Take heed lest thy Love had too much of Humanity and too little of the Deity All Blessings as they flow from the Father of Mercies should be enjoy'd in him But if we enjoy 'em as in themselvs our Love degenerates into Carnal It is a sure Rule that Love depends upon the thing affected but when that ceaseth Love is Extinguish'd As he that loves a Face for Beauty when Deformity appears it cools his Affection He that respects a Man for Bounty disregards him when he is Impoverish'd 5. DID'ST thou value thy Friend for Wit Complaisance and kind Offices All these are lost and thy Love with them But if thou didst affect him for Eminency in Goodness for the sake of God that dwelt in him thy Love cannot be lost because thou enjoy'st God in whom thou loved'st him Comfort thy self therefore in God in whom he was thine and yielded him cheerfully into those Hands from whom thou receiv'st him 6. THOU hast lost a true Friend That Jewel was to be priz'd for the rarity of it The World affords Friends enough such as they are Friends of the Purple as Tertullian calls them Friends of the Basket as the Poet nominates them such as love thy Loaves and Fishes and thee for them Wealth makes many Friends saith the Wise Man Prov. 14.20 and Chap. 19.4 But where is the Man that loves thee for thy self for being Vertuous divested of all By-respects Whil'st there is Honey in thy Pot the Wasps and Flies will be buzzing about it but the Honey being gone the Vessel remains quiet 7. WAS he so much thine as not to leave thee in Adversity Did he honour thee when the World despised thee Did he follow with Applause whilst thou wert hooted at by the Multitude Would he have own'd thee if he had found thee stripped and wounded in the Wilderness Such a Friend is worthy of thy Tears But take heed thy Love prove not envious If God hath thought him fitter for Society of Saints and Angels dost thou repine at his happiness Thou hast lost his Presence he is advanc'd to the Beatifical Presence of the King of Glory Now Whether is thy Loss or his Gain the greater 8. THOU hast lost thy Friend Say rather Thou hast parted with him That is properly lost which is past Recovery and past hopes to see any more It is not so with this Friend thou mourn'st for He is but gone Home before thee and thou art following him You will both meet in your Father's House and enjoy each other more happily than you could have done here below How just is that Charge of the Blessed Apostle That we should not mourn as Men without Hope for those that do but sleep in Jesus 1 Thess. 4.13 14. Did we think their Souls vanish't into Air as that Heathen Poet prophanely expresseth it and their Bodies resolv'd into Dust without all Possibility of Reparation we might weep out our Eyes for the utter Extinction of those we lov'd But if They do but sleep they shall do well John 11.12 Why are we Impatient for their Reposal in the Bed of Earth when assured of their waking to Glory 9. THOU hast lost a Dear Wife the Wife of thy Youth the desire of thine Eyes Prov. 5.18 Isa. 54.6 Ezek. 24.16 Did you not take each other upon Terms of Re-delivery when call'd for Were you not in Uniting put in mind of Dissolution Till Death us do part Was she Vertuous Knowest thou not there was a Pre-Contract betwixt Christ and her Soul ere thou could'st Claim her Body And canst thou grudge his Challenge of his own Wilt thou not allow him to call for a Consummation of that happy Match Did'st thou so affect her that thou would'st not have her Soul Glorious If thou loved'st her not as a Man but a Christian envy her not that better Husband who for her Dowry gives Immortality 10. THY Son is dead What marvel is it that a Mortal Father hath begot a Mortal Son Marvel rather that thou hast liv'd to enjoy and lose a Son We lie open to so many Casualties that our Subsistence is almost Miraculous Thou hast lost a piece of thy self For what are Children buâ— Colonies deduced from our Flesh yea rather our selves in other Models This loss cannot but go near thee But what was the Disposiâ—ion of the Son thou mournest for If graceless and debauch'd as thy Shame so thy sorrow should die with him Place the hopes thou might'st have had if his Reclaiming against the Fears of his increasing in Wickedness and thou could'st have made no other Account but of Dishonour and Discomfort 11. IF it be sad that he is taken away in his Wildness it had been more heavy had he added to the heap of Sin to augment his Torments If he were Gracious he hath a better Father than thy self whose Interest was more in him than thine And if that Heavenly Father have thought good to prefer him to a Crown of Immortal Glory why should'st thou be afflicted with his Advancement Why should'st thou not rather rejoyce that thy Loyns have assisted to furnish Heav'n with a Saint Were it put to thy Choice that thy Son might be call'd from his Blessed Rest and return to his Earthly Relations Could'st thou be so injurious as to wish the Misery of so disadvantagious a Change to to that Soul which as it was never of thy Production so it were pity it should be at thy disposing Rather labour to have thine own Soul so disposed that it may be ready to follow him into those Blessed Mansions and that it may love and long for Heaven so much more to dwell among the Spirits of the Just made perfect A Prayer against Immoderate Grief for the Loss of Friends O GOD the God of the Spirits of all Flesh thou killest and makest
alive thou bringest to the Grave and bringest back again And forasmuch as it hath pleased thee to take from us out of this Sinful World the Soul of this thy Servant grant that our grief for this affliction may not be immoderate whereby we may displease thee or so overwhelm us that we make our selves unfit for thy service but sanctifie we beseech thee unto us this thy Fatherly Correction that we may endeavour to live every day as if it were to be our last that when we are Summoned and Arrested by the hand of Death We may not be afrighted by that King of Terrors 2. LORD we are here in a state of banishment and absent from thee O take us where we shall for ever behold thy Face and follow the Lamb whether soever he goeth and that at the last hour we may pronounce with a good Conscsence we have fought a good fight we have finished our Ceurse we have kept the Faith henceforth there is laid up for us a Crown of Righteousness which God the Righteous Judge will freely give to those that Love and Fear him and trust in his Mercy Amen SECT IX Of Poverty 1. THOU art driv'n to Indigency and which is worse out of abundance Those Evils we have been inur'd to from our Cradle are grown so familiar that we are little moved with their Presence But those into which we fall suddenly out of an external Felicity of Estate overwhelm us Let thy Care be not to want those Riches which shall make thy Soul happy and thou shalt not be troubled with the loss of these mean and perishing Trifles Had these been true Riches they could not have been lost For that Good that is least capable of Loss and unsatisfying in an imperfect Fruition so in the losing it turns Evil 2. DID'ST thou not know That Riches have Wings to fly away Prov. 23.5 And of what use is Wings if not to flie If any Man's Violence shall clip those Wings they take their flight Set thy heart upon that Supream Wealth which cannot be taken from thee which shall never leave thee nor forsake thee then thou mayst easily slight these poor Losses As these were not Goods so they were not thine Here thou foundest them and here leav'st them For the Apostle Timothy informs us 1 Tim. 6 7. We brought nothing into this World and it is certain we can carry nothing out What had'st thou but their use Neither can they be otherwise thine Heirs whom thou leavest behind thee I am asham'd to hear the Philosopher say All I possess I carry about me when many Christians hug those things which are so Transitory 3. IT was an unanswerable Question God moved to the Rich Man in the Parable upon parting with his Soul Then whose shall those things be which thou hast provided Luke 12.20 Perhaps a Strangers or as â—n the Case of undisposed Lands the Occupants false Executors or an Enemies Call that thine own thou art sure to carry with thee that may accompany thy Soul or follow it Such as thy Holy Graces Charitable Works Vertuous Actions and Heavenly Dispositions These are Treasures which thou shalt Lay up for thy self in Heaven where neither Moth nor Rust doth Corrupt and where Thieves do not break through nor steal Mat. 6.20 4. THOU hast lost thy Goods May I not rather say Thou hast restor'd ' em He parted with more that said The Lord hath given and the Lord hath taken Job 1.21 Whether by Patrimony or Pâ—ovidence or Industry the Lord gave it and whether by the Chaldeans or Sabeans the Lord hath taken it and he did but give and takes his own What Reason hast thou then to complain It was not giv'n but lent thee for a while till it were call'd for And do'st thou grudge to restore what thou borrowest Nay that thou mayst have less Claim to this Talent was it not left in thy hand by the Owner to employ it for his Use till he should redemand it with the Increase Thou wert only entrusted to improve and account for it If others have taken off thy Charge by thy impoverishment they have eased thee 5. THY Wealth is gone But if thou hast Necessaries left Be thankful for what thou hast and forget what thou didst possess Hadst thou had plenty thou couldst have used no more than Nature calls for the rest could have but lain by thee for readiness of Imployment Do but forbear the Thought of Superfluities and what art thou the worse Perhaps thy Fare is courser Dishes fewer Utensils meaner Apparel homelier and thy Train shorter But how is thy Mind affected Contentment consists not in Quantities nor Qualities but in the inward Disposition of the Heart that multiplies Numbers and raises Prizes turns course Freezes into rich Velvets Pulse into Delicates and makes one Attendant many Officers 6. WISE Seneca tells thee the true Mould of Wealth is our Body as the Last is of the Shoe if the Shoe be too big for the Foot it is troublesome and useless It is Fitness that is regarded here not Magnitude And this is the Charge of the Blessed Apostle Having Food and Rayment let us there with be content 1 Tim. 6.8 And if we have no more we shall be but as we were and as we shall be For we brought nothing into the World neither shall we carry any thing out 1 Tim. 6.7 7. THOU hast parted with thy Wealth perhaps for thine Advantage How many have been swell'd with Plenty resembling the Ostrich or Bustard with the Bulk of Body unweldly to raise their Thoughts to Spiritual Things who when their Weight have been taken off have mounted nimbly towards Heaven How many had lost their Lives if with the Philosopher they had not parted with their God and how many through Covetousness may loss their Souls The Vessel had sunk in this boist'rous Sea if the Earthly Freight had not been cast over-board and why art thou troubled to lose that which might have undone thee in keeping 8. THOU had'st Wealth Hast thou not parted with that for which many hath been worse both in Body and Soul and for which never any Soul was better Have not Corn-fields been spoil'd with Rankness and a Branch spilt with too much Fruit Whereas had they been thinner sown or seasonably eaten down had yielded a fair Crop and those Boughs moderately laden had out-liv'd many Autumns Do'st thou not hear thy Saviour say How hardly shall they that have Riches enter into the Kingdom of God Mat. 10.23 Art thou troubled that a Stumbling block is remov'd out of thy way to Happiness That the Bunch of the Camel is taken off if yet thou wilt pass through the Eye of the Needle 9. THOU hadst Riches But hadst thou not Cares attended ' em Else thou hast fared better than thy Neighbours None but thy self could handle these Roses without pricking their Fingers He was famous amongst the Jewish Doctors whose Maxim was He that multiplies Riches multiplies Cares
do thy self Matt. 5.29 If thy Right Eye offend thee pluck it out and cast it from thee For it is better for thee that one of thy Members should Perish and not that thy whole Body should be cast into Hell 8. THOU hast lost thine Eyes and with 'em Earthly Contentment But thou art hereby freed of many Temptations for those were the Inlets of Sin and the very Panders of Lust for Debauching of the Soul How many thousands on their Death-beds upon the sad recalling of their guilty Thoughts have wish'd they had been Born Blind So as thy Joy is less thy Sin is less neither shall any vain Objects take away thy Thoughts from the serious Meditation of Spiritual things 9. BEFORE it was no otherwise with thee than the Prophet Jeremiah reports of the Jews That Death is come up by the Windows Jer. 9.21 And our great Grand-mother Eve She saw the Tree was pleasant to the Eyes and took of the Fruit Gen. 3.6 And it hath been so ever since with the Fruit of her Womb both in the old and latter World The Sons of God saw the Daughters of Men that they were Fair and they took them Wives of all which they chose Gen. 6.2 Insomuch as not filthy Lusts but Adulteries take up their Lodgings The blessed Apostle mentions it 2 Pet. 2 14. Having Eyes saith he full of Adultry and cannot cease from Sin Whilst thine Heart walked after thine Eyes as Job speaks Job 31.7 It could do no less but Carry thee down to the Chambers of Death Prov. 2.27 Thou art now deliver'd from that danger of so deadly a Misguidance 10. HATH not the loss of thine Eyes freed thee of a World of Sorrows Hadst thou but seen what others are forc'd to behold those fearful Conflagrations savage Violences and Sacrilegious Outrages thine Heart would bleed within thee Now thou art affected at a distance receiving 'em by the imperfect Intelligence of thine Ear from the unfeeling Relation of others 11. THINE Eyes are lost What need thy Heart to go with ' em Old Isaac was Dark-sighted when he gave the Blessing contrary to his own Intentions to his Son Jacob yet he liv'd forty Years after and could be pleased to have good Provision made him with Wine and Venison Gen. 27.25 Our Life doth not lye in our Eyes The Spirit of a Man is that which upholds his Infirmities Prov. 18.14 Labour to raise thy self to a cheerful Disposition and in thy Bodily Darkness There shall be Light and Joy to thy Soul Est. 8.16 12. HATH God taken away thy Sight But hath he not given thee a supply in other Faculties Are not thy internal Senses more quick thy Memory stronger thy Fancy more active and thy Understanding more apprehensive The Wonders we have heard of Blind Men's Memories were if to be credited not obvious to conceive that the removal of Distractions gives them opportunity of a careful reposition of desired Objects and a sure Fixedness of 'em where they are laid Hence hath it come to pass that some Blind Men have attain'd to those Perfections which their Eyes could never have endu'd 'em with 13. OUR Ecclesiastical Story reports of Didymus of Alexandria being Blind from his Infancy through his Prayers and diligent Endeavours reach'd unto such knowledge in Logick Arithmetick and Astronomy as was admir'd by the Leard Masters of those Arts and for his rare insight in Divinity was by St. Athanasius approv'd to be Doctor of the Chair in that Church What need we doubt the Verity of it when our late Times have so clearly seconded it having yielded divers worthy Divines which have been depriv'd of Sight 14. THERE was one very Eminent in the University of Cambridge of great skill in Tongues and Arts and of singular acuteness of Judgment Suidas reports of Neoclides that being Blind he could steal more cunningly than any that had use of Eyes I may as boldly say of Mr. Fisher That he was more dextrous in picking the Locks of difficult Authors and extracting their Treasures of hidden Secrets than those that had the sharpest Eyes about 'em insomuch as it was noted those were singular Proficients which employ'd themselves in reading to him If they read Books to him he dictates Lectures the while to them and taught 'em more than he learn'd himself 15. AS for the other external Senses they are vulgarly more exquisite in the Blind We read of some who have been of so accurate a Touch that by their feeling they could distinguish betwixt Black and White And for the Ear as our Philosophers observe Sounds are sweeter to the Blind than to the Sighted being more curiously judg'd by 'em But the most perfect recompence of these Natural Eyes is in the Exaltation of our Spiritual Ones We are more Illuminated towards the Beautifical Vision of God as they apprehend more Obscurity in all Terrestial Objects Thou wilt not miss the loss of thy Sight if thou findst thy Soul thus happily Illuminated 16. THINE Eyes are lost It is a Blessing that once thou hadst 'em Hadst thou been Born Blind what a Stranger wouldst thou have been to God and the World Hadst thou never seen the Face of the Elements what Expressions could have made thee apprehensive of the wonderful Works of thy Creator Not any Discourse could have made thee understand what Light is The Sun the Fountain of it the Heavens the Glorious Region of it and the Moon and Stars Illuminated by it How could'st thou have had thy Thoughts raised so high as to give Glory to that Great God whose infinite Power hath wrought all these marvellous things 17. NO doubt God hath his ways of Mercy for those that are Born Blind not requiring what he hath not given supplying by his Spirit in the internal Vessels what is wanting in the External So as even those that never see the Face of the World shall behold the Face of God that made it But in an ordinary Course of proceeding those which have been Blind from their Birth must needs want those helps of knowing and glorifying God in his mighty Works which lye open to Sight These once satisfied thine Eyes and remain with thee in their absence 18. THEREFORE walk on in the strength of those fixed thoughts alwayes adoring the Majesty of that God whom thy Sight hath represented to thee so Glorious and in an humble Submission to his Pleasure strive against all the discomforts of thy Sufferings It is reported of a valiant Soldier Polyzelus who after his Eyes were shot out in Battle covering his Face with his Target fought and laid about him vehemently as if he had receiv'd no hurt Strive to imitate this Courage and let not the loss of thine Eyes hinder thee from a cheerful Resistance of those Spiritural Enemies which labour to draw thee into an impatient Murmuring against God But wait humbly upon him who hath better Eyes for thee than thou hast lost 19. THOU hast lost thy Hearing It is
not easily determin'd which loss is greatest the Eye or Ear both are afflictive Now all the World is to thee Dumb since thou art Deaf to it And how small a Matter hath made thee a Cypher amonst Men These are the Senses of Instruction and there is no other way for Intelligence to be convey'd to the Soul either in Secular or Spiritual Affairs The Eye is the Window the Ear is the Door by which all Knowledge enters In matter of Observation by the Eye and of Faith by the Ear Rom. 10.17 20. HAD it pleas'd God to have excluded these Senses from thy Birth thy State had been utterly Disconsolate and there had been no possible access for Comfort to thy Soul Had this Affliction happen'd in thy riper Age there had been no way but to be content with thy former Store But now he hath vouchsafed to leave thee one Passage open it behoves thee to supply one Sense by the other and to let in those helps by the Window which are deny'd Entrance at the Door But now Omnipotency hath been pleas'd to lend thee an Ear so long till thou hast laid the sure Foundation of Faith in thy Heart thou mayst work upon 'em in this silent Opportunity with Celestial Meditations and raise 'em up to no less height than thou could'st have done by thy quickest Hearing 21. IT is a great Blessing that in the plentitude of thy Senses thou wert sollicitous to improve thy Bosom as a Magazine of Heavenly Thoughts providing with the Wise Patriarch for the seven Years of Dearth Now that the Passages are block'd up thou mightest have been in danger of Famishing Thou hast now leisure to recal and ruminate upon those Counsels which thy Improvement hath laid up in thy Heart and to thy happy Advantage find'st the difference betwixt a wise Providence and a careless Neglect 22. THINE external Hearing is lost But thou hast an internal Ear whereby thou hear'st the secret motions of God's Spirit which shall never be lost How many thousands whom thou enviest are in a worse Condition They have an external Ear whereby they hear the voice of Men but they want that Spiritual Ear which perceives the least Whisperings of the Holy Ghost Ears they have but not hearing ones for Fashion more than Use. Wise Solomon makes and observes the Distinction Prov. 20.12 The hearing Ear and the seeing Eye the Lord hath made even both of them And a Greater than Solomon can say of his formal Auditors Hearing they hear not Matt. 13.13 If thou have an Ear for God tho Deaf to Men How much happier art thou than those Millions of Men that have an Ear for Men and are Deaf to God 23. THOU hast lost thy Hearing and therewith no small Sorrow How would it grieve thy Soul to hear those woful Ejaculations pitiful Complaints hideous Blasphemies atheistical Notions mad Paradoxes and hellish Heresies wherewith thine Ear would have been Wounded had it not been barr'd against their Entrance It is thy just Grief thou missest hearing of many good Words and it is thy happiness thou art freed from hearing of many Evil. It is an even Lay betwixt the benefit of hearing Good and the torment of hearing Evil. A Prayer Consolatory to the Blind and Deaf O MOST Powerful Lord God who hast in thy good pleasure been pleased to deprive me of Seeing and Hearing I know O Lord I have deserved thy wrath in a greater measure even Death and Hell it self but I know thou art a God full of Compassion Long suffering and abounding in Goodness and Truth and shews Mercy unto Thousands Lord as thou hast inflicted this on me even the loss of my Sight illuminate my Understanding by thy holy Spirit Thou hast taken away my Sight that I might not behold Vanity O Enlighten my Mind that I may behold inwardly the wonders of thy Law Lord I aâ— poor in Spirit but let thy blessed Spirit help my Inâ—â—â—mities that in thy Light I may see Light 2. AND O thou bright Morning-Star guide me in the way of thy Commandments that at last I may safely arrive where all Tears and Obstructions of Sight shall be taken away from my Bodily Eyes And though my outward hearing is fled away yet let me hear the voice of the Comforter speak peace to my Soul and quietness to my Conscience that when ever thou shalt be pleased to call me hence I may be ready prepared to resign my self up into thy hands as into the hands of a Faithful Creator In the mean time Lord Sanctifie these thy Fatherly Visitations to me and ever remember that what thou hast in thy good Pleasure inflicted on my Body may be for the good of my Soul in the day of the Lord Jesus Amen SECT XIII Of Sterility 1. THOU complainest of dry Loyns and a Barren Womb as Abraham did before thee What wilt thou give me seeing I go Childless Gen. 15.2 And the Wise of Israel made the same Complaints Gen. 30.1 Give me Children or else I die So desirous hath Nature been to propagate and so impatient of a Denial Lo Children and the Fruit of the Womb are an Heritage and Gift that cometh from the Lord Happy is he that hath his Quiver full of such Shafts Psal. 127.4 6. It is a Blessing David grudg'd to Wicked Ones Psal. 17.4 They have Children at their Desire 2. IT was the Curse God inflicted on the Family of Abimelech in Closing up all the Wombs in his House for Sarah 's sake Gen. 20.17 18. The Judgment threatned to Ephraim is a miscarrying Womb and dry Brests Hos. 9.14 And Jeconiah's Doom is Jer. 22.30 Write this Man Childless It is a special Favour of God That the Barren hath born seven 1 Sam. 2.5 And observ'd by the Psalmist as a wonder of God's Mercy Psal. 113.8 that He makes the Barren Woman to keep House and to be a joyful Mother of Children 3. IT is pity he was born that esteems not Children a Blessing She hath a double Favour from God that is a Joyful Mother of Children Many breeds Sorrow and Death And there is scarce any other Blessing season'd with so much Acrimony of Misery and Danger Do but compare one Pain with another and consider the Anxious Cares that attend 'em and tell me whether thy bemoan'd Sterility enjoys not more ease and less sorrow 4. IT is thy Sorrow thou art not Fruitful Consider thou art freed from a greater affliction In Sorrow shalt thou bring forth Children Gen. 3.16 Think on the Shricks in the Painful Travels of thy Neighbours wearying Days and Nights in restless Pangs and calling for Death in despair of Delivery And after the unprofitable Labours of the Midwives have made use of another Sex so have been deliver'd of Life and Birth together All these Sorrows thou hast escap'd And many whom thou enviest have thought thee happier than themselves 5. THOU art afflicted thou art not a Mother And many a one wishes they had been Barren If Children
and Minds How wearisom it is to spend the long Night tossing in a restless Bed in chase of Sleep which eagerly pursued flies farther from us Couldst thou forbear the Desire of it perhaps it would come unexpected Now thou Sollicites it like some froward Piece it is coy and pievish and punishes thee for thy Eagerness after it 2. HE that commanded an Hundred twenty seven Provinces could not command Rest On that Night his Sleep departed from him Esth. 6.1 neither could he be forc'd or intreated to his Bed And the Great Babylonian Monarch though he possessed some Sleep yet could not keep it for His Sleep brake from him Dan. 2.1 And for Solomon it would not appear within his view Neither Night nor Day seeth he Sleep with his Eyes Eccles. 8.16 3. SURELY as there is no Earthly thing more comfortable to Nature than Bodily rest as Jeremiah saith Jer. 31.26 And my Sleep was sweet unto me So there is nothing more grievous and disheartning If the Senses be not sometimes lock't up they must wast if the Body be not refreshed with a moderate Repose And commonly the Soul follows the Temper of the Body it cannot but find a Discomposure in her Faculties and Operations 4. DO we not find Ravings and Frenzies the Attendants of over Watchfulness Therefore thy Tongue hath just Cause to complain of thy Eyes For Remedy instead of Closing thy Lids for Sleep lift up thy Eyes to him that Giveth his Beloved rest Psal. 127.2 For he holdeth thine Eyes waking Psal. 77.4 He keeps Sleep from thy Body for the good of thy Soul Let not thine Eyes wake without thy Heart Christ's Spouse can say I sleep but my heart waketh Cant. 5.4 But how much more would she say Mine Eyes wake and my Heart also 5. WHEN thou canst not Sleep labour to see him that is Invisible One Glimpse of that Sight is worth more than all the Sleep thine Eyes is capable of Resign thy self into his hands to be at his Disposal What is this sweet Acquiescence but the Rest of the Soul Which if thou find'st in thy self thou shalt quietly digest the Want of Bodily Repose 6. THOU wantest Sleep Take heed of aggravating thine Affliction It is only a Loss but not of Sense a want of what thou wishest not a pain of what thou feelest Alas How many which want Rest are tortur'd with intolerable Torments in all Parts of their Body who would think themselves happy in thy Condition Might they purchase Ease how gladly would they forbear Rest Be not therefore troubled for want of Rest but be thankful that no worse Evil attends thee 7. THOU lack'st Sleep a thing we desire not so much for its own sake as for Health What if God be pleased to give thee Health without it It is reported of a Woman in Padua that continued fifteen Days and Nights without Sleep And Seneca tells us of great Mecaenas that in three Years he slept not the space of an Hour Which Lipsius thinks good to mitigate with a favourable Construction conceiving an Impossibility of an absolute Vigilancy 8. YET compared with other Instances we have no reason to scruple that Relation for the Learned Heurnius tells us upon good Assurance when he was Student in Padua Nizolius the famous Ciceronian liv'd ten Years without Sleep 9. BUT that exceeds all Example which Monsieur Goulart reports of a Gentlewoman who for Thirty five Years remain'd without Sleep and found Inconvenience or Distemper as was attested by her Husband and Servants The Hand of God is not shortned He who miraculously preserved the Maid of Meures so many Years without Meat hath sustain'd the Lives of these fore-mentioned Persons thus long without Sleep that it might appear Man lives not by Meat or Sleep only but by every word that proceedeth out of the Mouth of God Mat. 4.4 Luk. 4.4 Deut. 8.3 If he pleases to bless thee with a watchful Health the Blessing is far greater than if he allow'd thee to sleep out thy time in a dull unprofitable Rest. 10. THOU wantest Sleep Behold he that keepeth Israel doth neither slumber nor sleep Psal. 121 4. Those Blessed Spirits that continually behold the Face of God never sleep For Sleep is a Symptom of Mortality and the less we partake of it we come the nearer to those Spiritual Natures whose Perfection requires no Rest. The retir'd Christians in Primitive Times affecting to come near an Angelical Life wilfully repelled Sleep till it necessarily forc'd it self upon them Thou suffer'st no more out of the Distemper of Humours or unnatural Obstructions than better Men have willingly attracted out of holy Resolutions It is but our Construction that makes those things tedious which have prov'd easie to others 11. THOU wantest Sleep Have Patience a while thou art going where there shall be no need nor use of it And in the mean time thy Better Part cannot rest Though the Gates be shut that it cannot shew it self yet it ever will be active As for this Lump of Earth it shall ere long sleep its full where no Noise can wake it till The Voice of the Arch Angel and the Trumpet of God shall call it up in the Morning of the Resurrection 1 Thess. 4.16 A Prayer when Repose is Obstructed O GOD the keeper of Israel who neither slumbrest nor sleepest yet thy Omnipotency knows without it poor Dust and Ashes cannot subsist it was by thy Almighty Power that King Ahasuerus one Night was deprived of his Repose in his Royal Bed and yet through thy Gracious Providence thy Holy Apostle St. Peter Slept quietly though strongly Guarded by Soldiers and Chained fast in a Dark Prison But O thou that givest thy Beloved rest Behold I beseech thee with thine All-seeing Eye how my Sleep is departed from me insomuch that I am become infirm in Body for want of that natural rest which many through thy tender Mercy Enjoyes 2. LORD but of the Rich Treasure of thy Transcendent Goodness have Compassion upon my Weak and Frail Constitution which yet requireth further nutriment Lord suffer not any Cares or Fears to perplex my Thoughts any longer at this Season but so Compose all my Senses in this Dark and Silent Night that I may lay me down in Peace and take my rest in Safety O hear me and answer me in thy own due time that when my Body shall receive its due Refreshment my Mind may be perpetually Vigilant to serve thee unto my Lives end Grant this O Father for thy dear Sons sake my only Lord and Saviour Amen SECT XV. Of Gray-Hairs 1. GRAY-HAIRS is that we desire to aspire to and when attain'd are ready to complain our greatest Misery verifying in part that old Observation That Wedlock and Age are things which we desire and repent of Is this our Ingratitude or Inconstancy that we are weary of what we wish'd for Perhaps this Accusation may not be Universal There is difference in Constitutions and latitude in Old Age.