i_o do_v think_v my_o sin_n be_v so_o great_a that_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o they_o to_o be_v pardon_v j._n do_v not_o think_v or_o say_v so_o for_o all_o thing_n be_v possible_a to_o he_o that_o believe_v mark_v 9.23_o p._n but_o my_o sin_n be_v so_o red_a i_o think_v all_o the_o water_n in_o the_o sea_n can_v wash_v they_o away_o j._n though_o thy_o sin_n be_v as_o scarlet_n they_o shall_v be_v as_o white_a as_o snow_n and_o though_o they_o be_v red_a like_o crimson_n they_o shall_v be_v as_o wool_n if_o thou_o will_v turn_v to_o i_o from_o they_o for_o my_o blood_n can_v cleanse_v thou_o from_o all_o sin_n esa_n 1.18_o 1_o john_n 1.7_o p._n but_o lord_n if_o i_o shall_v turn_v to_o thou_o from_o they_o yet_o they_o be_v write_v down_o and_o thou_o will_v not_o blot_v they_o out_o jer._n 18.23_o j._n i_o be_o he_o that_o blote_v out_o thy_o transgression_n yea_o have_v bloat_v out_o as_o a_o thick_a cloud_n thy_o transgression_n and_o as_o a_o cloud_n thy_o sin_n return_v therefore_o unto_o i_o for_o i_o have_v redeem_v thou_o esa_n 43.25_o &_o 44.22_o p._n but_o if_o i_o shall_v return_v unto_o thou_o yet_o when_o i_o sin_n again_o thou_o will_v remember_v my_o sin_n j._n no_o i_o will_v pardon_v thou_o and_o thy_o sin_n and_o iniquity_n will_v i_o remember_v no_o more_o heb._n 10.17_o p._n oh_o lord_n i_o be_o the_o child_n of_o wicked_a parent_n and_o thou_o have_v say_v thou_o will_v visit_v the_o sin_n of_o the_o father_n upon_o the_o child_n to_o the_o three_o and_o four_o generation_n j._n if_o a_o wicked_a father_n beget_v a_o son_n that_o see_v all_o his_o father_n sin_n which_o he_o have_v do_v and_o consider_v and_o do_v not_o such_o like_a that_o son_n shall_v not_o bare_a the_o iniquity_n of_o the_o father_n ezek._n 18.14.20_o ezek._n 16.3_o to_o the_o 13._o p._n but_o lord_n be_v there_o any_o wicked_a parent_n that_o have_v good_a child_n j._n yes_o many_o as_o wicked_a ah_o ahaz_n have_v good_a hezekiah_n so_o b_o idolutrous_a amon_n zealous_a josiah_n and_o ungodly_a saul_n have_v godly_a jonathan_n a_o 2_o kin._n 16.20_o with_o 2_o kin._n 18.3_o b_o 2_o kin._n 21.21_o 22._o with_o 2_o king_n 22_o 2._o p._n lord_n what_o if_o i_o be_v a_o bastard_n and_o the_o child_n of_o whoredom_n j._n that_o do_v not_o hinder_v thou_o neither_o to_o be_v save_v for_o my_o servant_n c_o jeptha_n be_v a_o bastard_n so_o be_v my_o servant_n phares_n who_o be_v reckon_v in_o my_o own_o genealogy_n compare_v gen._n 38.18_o &_o 29._o &_o ruth_n 4.12_o with_o mat._n 1.3_o c_o jud._n 11.1_o with_o heb._n 11.32_o p._n but_o lord_n be_v there_o not_o such_o a_o scripture_n that_o a_o bastard_n shall_v not_o enter_v into_o thy_o congregation_n until_o the_o ten_o generation_n j._n yes_o there_o be_v such_o a_o d_o scripture_n and_o that_o shall_v make_v people_n shun_v the_o sin_n of_o whoredom_n but_o that_o do_v not_o exclude_v man_n that_o be_v bear_v bastard_n after_o the_o flesh_n if_o they_o be_v bear_v again_o of_o the_o spirit_n either_o out_o of_o my_o church_n on_o earth_n now_o in_o the_o day_n of_o the_o gospel_n or_o yet_o out_o of_o heaven_n deut._n 23.2_o p._n but_o what_o lord_n if_o my_o father_n be_v a_o bastard_n j._n neither_o do_v that_o hinder_a for_o sarah_n the_o brother_n of_o phares_n who_o be_v a_o bastard_n beget_v my_o two_o wise_a and_o godly_a servant_n ethan_n and_o heman_n compare_v gen._n 38.30_o 1_o chron._n 26._o with_o psal_n 88_o and_o psal_n 89._o the_o title_n of_o both_o be_v of_o heman_n and_o ethan_n p._n oh_o lord_n i_o be_o a_o very_a old_a sinner_n and_o have_v one_o foot_n already_o in_o the_o grave_a and_o i_o fear_v it_o be_v too_o late_o for_o i_o now_o to_o be_v call_v j._n no_o it_o be_v not_o too_o late_o for_o i_o call_v some_o at_o the_o nine_o hour_n yea_o some_o at_o the_o e_z eleven_o hour_n death_n which_o be_v but_o one_o hour_n before_o night_n or_o a_o little_a before_o death_n and_o i_o will_v pour_v out_o of_o my_o spirit_n upon_o old_a man_n in_o these_o gospel_n day_n mat._n 20.6.9_o joel_n 2.28_o with_o act._n 2.17_o p._n but_o lord_n i_o have_v commit_v such_o great_a and_o heinous_a sin_n both_o by_o speak_v and_o do_v that_o i_o be_o afraid_a it_o be_v in_o vain_a for_o i_o to_o seek_v mercy_n j._n though_o thou_o have_v speak_v and_o do_v evil_a thing_n as_o much_o as_o thou_o can_v yet_o return_v unto_o i_o and_o i_o will_v not_o cause_v my_o anger_n to_o fall_v upon_o thou_o for_o i_o be_o merciful_a jer._n 3.5_o p._n how_o shall_v i_o look_v upon_o thou_o gracious_a lord_n for_o i_o have_v multiply_v sin_n against_o thou_o j._n as_o thou_o have_v multiply_v sin_n so_o will_v i_o pardon_v i_o or_o will_v abundant_o pardon_v multiply_v pardon_n if_o thou_o will_v return_v unto_o i_o the_o lord_n esa_n 55.7_o p._n oh_o but_o lord_n i_o scarce_o think_v that_o any_o so_o wicked_a as_o myself_o be_v save_v for_o i_o be_v a_o idolater_n a_o adulterer_n a_o thief_n a_o drunkard_n and_o what_o not_o that_o be_v wicked_a j._n such_o be_v many_o of_o my_o servant_n that_o be_v now_o in_o heaven_n but_o i_o according_a to_o my_o own_o kindness_n and_o pity_n to_o they_o save_v they_o by_o wash_v sanctify_a and_o justify_v they_o by_o my_o own_o power_n own_o or_o power_n name_n blood_n and_o spirit_n 1_o cor._n 9.6_o 9_o 10_o 11._o tit._n 3.3_o 4_o 5_o 6_o 7._o p._n oh_o but_o merciful_a saviour_n i_o be_v a_o ringleader_n of_o other_o into_o sin_n and_o i_o entice_v and_o draw_v many_o into_o wickedness_n and_o therefore_o my_o case_n be_v far_o worse_a than_o other_o j._n as_o thou_o be_v a_o ringleader_n and_o enticer_n of_o other_o into_o sin_n so_o i_o can_v make_v thou_o a_o guide_n and_o leader_n of_o other_o into_o and_o in_o the_o way_n of_o righteousness_n as_o i_o make_v thy_o countryman_n levi_n and_o other_o p._n but_o that_o which_o make_v i_o fear_v most_o be_v because_o i_o be_v a_o blasphemer_n reviler_n and_o persecuter_n of_o thy_o people_n yea_o many_o of_o thy_o saint_n do_v i_o shut_v up_o in_o prison_n j._n yet_o thou_o shall_v have_v mercy_n because_o thou_o do_v it_o ignorant_o through_o unbelief_n 1_o tim._n 1.13_o p._n oh_o but_o lord_n i_o find_v my_o heart_n be_v harden_v through_o the_o deceitfulness_n and_o custom_n of_o sin_n that_o i_o can_v hope_v it_o will_v ever_o be_v otherwise_o j._n i_o can_v and_o will_v take_v the_o stony_a heart_n out_o of_o thy_o flesh_n and_o i_o will_v give_v thou_o a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n eze._n 36.26_o p._n lord_n will_v thou_o do_v all_o for_o i_o j._n i_o must_v do_v all_o for_o thou_o for_o without_o i_o thou_o can_v do_v nothing_o phil._n 2.13_o joh._n 15.5_o p_o lord_n what_o then_o shall_v i_o do_v j._n before_o i_o teach_v thou_o what_o thou_o must_v do_v i_o will_v first_o show_v thou_o what_o i_o have_v do_v and_o suffer_v for_o thou_o p._n good_a master_n i_o desire_v to_o know_v that_o j._n 1._o i_o leave_v my_o own_o glory_n and_o come_v into_o the_o world_n to_o save_v thou_o and_o such_o sinner_n as_o thou_o be_v john_n 17.5_o 1_o tim._n 1.15_o 2._o though_o i_o be_v the_o only_a son_n of_o my_o father_n and_o in_o his_o own_o form_n and_o equal_a to_o he_o yet_o i_o take_v upon_o i_o the_o form_n of_o a_o servant_n for_o thou_o and_o thy_o brethren_n sake_n joh._n 1.14_o phil._n 2.6_o 7_o 8._o 3._o though_o i_o be_v heir_n of_o all_o thing_n and_o possessor_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n yet_o i_o become_v poor_a and_o hungary_n that_o thou_o may_v be_v make_v rich_a heb._n 1.2_o gen._n 14.19_o and_o 2_o cor._n 8.9_o 4._o though_o i_o deserve_v honour_n and_o glory_n yet_o i_o be_v revile_v threaten_v and_o perscute_v by_o my_o own_o creature_n and_o all_o for_o my_o good_a will_n to_o thou_o heb._n 2.9_o 1_o pet._n 2.23_o 5._o though_o i_o have_v no_o sin_n yet_o i_o be_v make_v sin_n that_o thou_o poor_a sinner_n may_v escape_v sin_n 1_o pet._n 1.19_o and_o 2.22_o 2_o cor._n 1.21_o 6._o though_o i_o be_v a_o lawgiver_n and_o lawmaker_n yet_o i_o become_v under_o the_o curse_n of_o my_o own_o law_n that_o i_o may_v redeem_v thou_o from_o that_o curse_n esa_n 33.22_o gal._n 3.13_o 7._o when_o i_o have_v power_n over_o my_o own_o life_n and_o no_o man_n can_v take_v it_o from_o i_o yet_o i_o lay_v it_o down_o for_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v have_v life_n joh._n 10.18_o rom._n 5.6.9_o 1_o joh._n 3.16_o 8._o though_o i_o be_v my_o father_n delight_n and_o a_o object_n of_o his_o love_n from_o everlasting_a yet_o i_o become_v a_o object_n of_o his_o wrath_n for_o my_o love_n
of_o the_o law_n to_o do_v they_o deut._n 27.26_o ph._n yes_o that_o be_v whosoever_o break_v the_o law_n be_v accurse_v unless_o he_o repent_v for_o it_o j._n the_o law_n do_v not_o say_v unless_o man_n repent_v for_o break_v it_o they_o be_v accurse_v but_o it_o say_v absolute_o they_o be_v curse_v and_o i_o say_v whosoever_o keep_v the_o whole_a law_n and_o yet_o offend_v in_o one_o point_n he_o be_v guilty_a of_o all_o gal._n 3.10_o jam._n 2.10_o mat._n 5.19_o ph._n i_o say_v so_o too_o that_o except_o man_n keep_v the_o law_n of_o moses_n they_o ah_o can_v be_v save_v and_o whosoever_o b_o know_v not_o and_o keep_v not_o the_o law_n they_o be_v accurse_v act_n 15.1.24_o joh._n 7.49_o j._n do_v thou_o know_v the_o law_n ph._n yes_o i_o know_v the_o law_n for_o i_o be_o instruct_v daily_o out_o of_o the_o law_n by_o our_o c_o doctor_n of_o the_o law_n and_o holy_a priest_n c_o zeph._n 3.4_o j._n the_o priest_n have_v do_v violence_n to_o the_o law_n and_o they_o that_o d_o handle_v the_o law_n know_v not_o the_o lord_n d_o jer._n 2.8_o ph._n jehovah_n have_v say_v that_o the_o law_n shall_v not_o perish_v from_o the_o priest_n for_o the_o priest_n lip_n be_v to_o keep_v knowledge_n and_o we_o be_v to_o seek_v the_o law_n at_o his_o mouth_n jer._n 18_o 18._o mal._n 2.7_o i_o god_n have_v say_v also_o that_o the_o law_n shall_v c_o perish_a from_o the_o priest_n and_o that_o they_o f_o shall_v not_o every_o man_n teach_v his_o neighbour_n any_o more_o for_o all_o shall_v know_v the_o lord_n from_o the_o least_o to_o the_o great_a jer._n 31.4_o ph._n i_o perceive_v thou_o go_v about_o to_o destroy_v the_o law_n j._n think_v not_o so_o for_o i_o be_o not_o come_v to_o destroy_v the_o law_n but_o to_o fulfil_v it_o mat._n 5.17_o luke_n 16.17_o ph._n i_o sir_n i_o like_v that_o that_o we_o shall_v fulfil_v the_o law_n that_o we_o shall_v perform_v it_o j._n yes_o moses_n give_v you_o the_o law_n but_o a_o none_o of_o you_o keep_v it_o but_o b_o you_o have_v be_v partial_a in_o the_o law_n c_o you_o pay_v tithe_n of_o mint_n annis_n and_o cumming_n and_o have_v omit_v the_o weighty_a matter_n of_o the_o law_n judgement_n mercy_n and_o faith_n joh._n 7.19_o mal._n 2.9_o mat._n 23.23_o p._n it_o be_v true_a we_o may_v come_v shore_n in_o some_o thing_n but_o he_o that_o keep_v the_o law_n happy_a be_v he_o j._n thou_o that_o d_o rest_v in_o the_o law_n and_o make_v thy_o boast_n of_o the_o law_n through_o break_v the_o law_n thou_o do_v dishonour_v god_n and_o cause_v many_o to_o f_z stumble_v at_o the_o law_n very_o i_o say_v unto_o thou_o thou_o g_o shall_v be_v judge_v by_o the_o law_n rom._n 2.17_o ver_fw-la 23._o mal._n 2.8_o rom._n 2.12_o ph._n no_o i_o hope_v rather_o to_o be_v justify_v then_o to_o be_v judge_v by_o the_o law_n j._n very_o very_o i_o say_v unto_o thou_o by_o the_o deed_n of_o the_o law_n there_o shall_v no_o flesh_n be_v justify_v in_o god_n sight_n rom._n 3_o 20â—_n gal._n 3.11_o ph._n how_o then_o shall_v i_o be_v justify_v j._n the_o righteousness_n of_o god_n without_o the_o law_n be_v manifest_a be_v witness_v by_o the_o law_n and_o the_o prophet_n rom._n 3.21_o ph._n what_o righteousness_n be_v that_o j._n not_o a_o man_n h_o own_o righteousness_n which_o be_v call_v the_o ay_o righteousness_n of_o the_o law_n but_o the_o k_n righteousness_n which_o be_v of_o god_n by_o faith_n h_z phil._n 3.9_o ay_o ro._n 2.26_o k_n ro._n 4.13_o ph._n what_o difference_n be_v there_o between_o the_o righteousness_n of_o the_o law_n and_o the_o righteousness_n of_o faith_n j._n moses_n describe_v the_o righteousness_n of_o the_o law_n thus_o that_o the_o man_n which_o do_v those_o thing_n which_o the_o law_n require_v shall_v live_v by_o they_o but_o the_o righteousness_n of_o faith_n say_v whosoever_o believe_v on_o i_o shall_v be_v save_v rom._n 10.5.6_o 11._o ph._n how_o can_v man_n be_v save_v by_o believe_v in_o thou_o for_o thou_o be_v but_o one_o j._n as_o by_o one_o l_o man_v offence_n death_n reign_v by_o one_o mucâ—_n mâ—â—â—_n they_o which_o receive_v abundance_n of_o grace_n and_o of_o the_o giâ—â—_n 〈◊〉_d righteousness_n shall_v reign_v in_o life_n by_o i_o who_o be_o the_o m_z son_n of_o righteousness_n n_z and_o make_v by_o god_n my_o father_n to_o be_v righteousness_n unto_o man_n l_o rom._n 5.7_o m_o mal._n 4.2_o n_o 1_o cor._n 1.30_o ph._n thou_o bear_v record_v of_o thyself_o joh._n 8.13_o j._n o_fw-la tho_o i_o bear_v record_n of_o myself_o yet_o my_o record_n be_v true_a p_o my_o father_n also_o bear_v witness_n of_o i_o and_o this_o be_v his_o witness_n that_o he_o have_v give_v life_n and_o this_o life_n be_v in_o i_o his_o son_n of_o joh._n 8.14_o p_o 1_o joh._n 5.11_o ph._n but_o what_o say_v thou_o how_o be_v our_o father_n abraham_n and_o his_o seed_n who_o live_v before_o thou_o justify_v and_o save_v j._n q_o your_o father_n abraham_n rejoice_v to_o see_v my_o day_n and_o he_o see_v it_o and_o be_v glad_a for_o l_o i_o be_v before_o abraham_n and_o he_o and_o his_o spiritual_a seed_n be_v justify_v and_o save_v by_o faith_n in_o i_o r_o rom._n 4.3.11_o 13_o 16._o gal._n 3.14.18.20_o ph._n but_o be_v not_o abraham_n justify_v by_o work_n j._n if_o abraham_n be_v justify_v by_o work_n be_v have_v whereof_o to_o glory_v but_o not_o before_o god_n for_o what_o say_v the_o scripture_n work_n it_o be_v true_a abraham_n faith_n be_v accompany_v with_o work_n abraham_n believe_v god_n and_o it_o be_v account_v to_o he_o for_o righteousness_n rom._n 4.2.3_o ph._n if_o i_o be_v not_o justify_v by_o my_o good_a work_n to_o what_o end_n shall_v i_o perform_v they_o j._n though_o thy_o good_a work_n can_v justify_v thou_o before_o god_n yet_o they_o may_v glorify_v god_n and_o be_v prafitable_a unto_o man_n mat._n 5.16_o tit._n 3.8_o ph._n well_o then_o i_o be_o glad_a my_o good_a work_n be_v good_a for_o something_o j._n yes_o thy_o good_a work_n will_v be_v good_a for_o something_o if_o thy_o faith_n like_o abraham_n do_v work_v with_o thy_o work_n but_o thou_o do_v not_o believe_v and_o all_o thy_o good_a work_n thou_o do_v to_o be_v see_v of_o man_n jam._n 2.22_o mat._n 23.5_o ph._n no_o i_o do_v not_o do_v my_o good_a work_n to_o be_v see_v of_o man_n but_o to_o please_v god_n j._n i_o tell_v thou_o that_o without_o faith_n it_o be_v impossible_a to_o please_v god_n heb._n 11.6_o ph._n but_o god_n have_v say_v if_o a_o man_n do_v well_o he_o shall_v be_v accept_v j._n it_o be_v not_o for_o their_o well-doing_n that_o man_n be_v accept_v with_o my_o father_n but_o they_o be_v make_v acceptable_a in_o i_o and_o their_o work_n be_v accept_v for_o my_o sake_n eph._n 1.6_o 1_o pet._n 2.6_o ph._n but_o be_o i_o no_o near_a heaven_n that_o perform_v good_a work_n than_o this_o finfull_a and_o ungodly_a publican_n j._n thou_o hypocrite_n that_o hustify_v thyself_o and_o judge_v another_o i_o tell_v thou_o that_o publican_n and_o harlot_n shall_v enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n before_o such_o as_o thou_o be_v mat._n 7.5_o and_o 21_o 31._o ph._n oh_o untrue_a and_o false_a doctrine_n to_o say_v that_o those_o curse_a man_n who_o know_v not_o the_o law_n shall_v be_v save_v before_o we_o who_o be_v the_o child_n of_o abraham_n joh._n 7.49_o &_o 8.33_o j._n thou_o blind_a and_o self-conceited_a pharisee_n understand_v thou_o not_o the_o scripture_n i_o will_v have_v mercy_n and_o not_o sacrifice_n for_o i_o be_o not_o come_v to_o call_v the_o righteous_a but_o sinner_n to_o repentance_n and_o i_o say_v unto_o thou_o unless_o thou_o do_v believe_v in_o i_o thou_o be_v not_o the_o child_n of_o abraham_n mat._n 9.13_o gal._n 3.26_o ph._n i_o believe_v in_o the_o god_n of_o abraham_n the_o god_n of_o isaac_n and_o the_o god_n of_o jacob_n who_o child_n and_o servant_n i_o be_o j._n if_o thou_o do_v believe_v in_o god_n thou_o will_v also_o believe_v in_o i_o but_o thou_o be_v the_o child_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o in_o bondage_n to_o this_o day_n joh._n 8.44_o gal._n 4.25_o ph._n how_o be_o i_o in_o bondage_n j._n thou_o be_v under_o the_o curse_n of_o the_o law_n and_o under_o the_o power_n of_o sin_n and_o satan_n and_o can_v never_o be_v make_v free_a unless_o i_o make_v thou_o free_a joh._n 8.34_o 35_o 36._o ph._n how_o do_v thou_o free_a man_n j._n by_o my_o ah_o death_n and_o suffering_n i_o satisfy_v the_o law_n by_o the_o b_o power_n of_o my_o resurrection_n i_o overcome_v death_n and_o by_o my_o spirit_n i_o m_o cast_v out_o satan_n and_o n_z subdue_v sin_n a_o gal._n 3.13_o b_o 1_o cor._n 15.55.57_o m_o mat_n 12.28_o
thou_o have_v and_o take_v up_o thy_o cross_n daily_o and_o follow_v i_o else_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v my_o disciple_n luke_n 14.26_o 27._o ph._n this_o be_v a_o hard_a say_n who_o can_v hear_v it_o and_o he_o go_v away_o sorrowful_a and_o follow_v he_o no_o more_o joh._n 6.60.66_o mat._n 19.22_o the_o three_o conference_n between_o christ_n and_o a_o doubt_a christian_n christ_n come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o labour_n and_o be_v heavy_a lade_v and_o i_o will_v give_v you_o rest_n mat._n 11.28_o christian_n oh_o lord_n i_o be_o a_o poor_a heavy_a lade_v sinner_n that_o will_v come_v unto_o thou_o but_o can_v come_v ch._n it_o be_v true_a o_o soul_n no_o man_n can_v come_v unto_o i_o except_o the_o father_n which_o have_v send_v i_o draw_v he_o joh._n 6.44_o christian_n how_o then_o lord_n shall_v i_o come_v unto_o thou_o ch._n i_o and_o my_o father_n be_v one_o and_o we_o give_v power_n to_o the_o faint_a and_o to_o they_o that_o have_v no_o might_n we_o add_v strength_n joh._n 10.30_o esay_n 40_o 29._o christian_n lord_n i_o be_o altogether_o without_o strength_n therefore_o draw_v i_o unto_o thou_o and_o i_o will_v come_v ch._n i_o will_v draw_v thou_o unto_o i_o with_o the_o cord_n oâ—_n a_o man_n with_o band_n of_o love_n and_o with_o love_a kindness_n hos_fw-la 11.4_o jer._n 31.3_o joh._n 12.32_o christian_n but_o lord_n noâ—_n i_o look_v upon_o myself_o i_o see_v i_o be_o unworthy_a to_o come_v unto_o thou_o yea_o unworthy_a of_o the_o least_o of_o thy_o mercy_n ch._n so_o say_v my_o servant_n a_o john_n the_o baptist_n and_o b_o jacob_n and_o c_o other_o yet_o do_v not_o judge_v thy_o self_n as_o the_o d_o jew_n do_v unworthy_a of_o eternal_a life_n a_o mat._n 3.11.6_o b_o gen._n 32.10_o c_o luk._n 7.7_o mat._n 8.8_o d_o act_n 13.46_o christian_n iâ—_n such_o man_n as_o john_n baptist_n and_o jacob_n do_v judge_v themselves_o unworthy_a how_o many_o thousand_o time_n more_o unworthy_a be_o i_o a_o wretched_a and_o wicked_a sinner_n ch._n it_o be_v true_a neither_o they_o nor_o thou_o can_v be_v worthy_a of_o yourselves_o but_o yet_o i_o be_o willing_a to_o account_v you_o worthy_a 22._o as_o the_o prodigal_n father_n do_v his_o son_n luk._n 15.21_o 22._o luk._n 20.35_o and_o 21.36_o rev._n 3.4_o christi_fw-la but_o lord_n if_o therâ—_n be_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a in_o i_o it_o may_v a_o little_a encourage_v i_o to_o come_v unto_o thou_o but_o i_o find_v nothing_o but_o evil_a in_o i_o ch._n do_v thou_o not_o knowâ—_n that_o without_o i_o thou_o can_v e_o do_v nothing_o and_o that_o a_o man_n can_v f_z receive_v nothing_o except_o it_o be_v giveâ—_n he_o from_o heaven_n why_o theâ—_n do_v thou_o stay_v away_o from_o i_o who_o must_v g_o work_v all_o thy_o work_n in_o thou_o and_o c_o joh._n 15.5_o f_z joh._n 3.27_o g_o esa_n 26.12_o 2_o 12._o 2._o because_o thou_o see_v nothing_o but_o evil_a in_o thou_o thou_o shall_v thou_o rather_o come_v unto_o i_o who_o be_o the_o h_z fountain_n wherein_o thy_o unclean_a soul_n must_v be_v wash_v and_o unless_o i_o ay_o wash_v thou_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v clean_o nor_o have_v any_o k_o part_v in_o i_o h_z zac_n 13.1_o ay_o eze._n 36.25_o and_o 1.9_o k_n joh._n 13.8_o christian_n true_a lord_n thou_o be_v the_o fountain_n and_o wellspring_n of_o life_n and_o it_o be_v thy_o blood_n and_o nothing_o else_o that_o can_v wash_v a_o way_n my_o sin_n but_o how_o can_v i_o come_v near_o to_o thou_o who_o be_o so_o wicked_a that_o for_o â—ught_v i_o know_v have_v count_v thy_o blood_n a_o l_o unholy_a thing_n l_o heb._n 10.29_o ch._n thou_o poor_a dear_a and_o doubt_v soul_n what_o if_o thou_o have_v have_v a_o hand_n in_o crucify_a i_o as_o the_o jew_n have_v yet_o can_v i_o forgive_v thou_o as_o i_o do_v many_o of_o they_o but_o thou_o have_v not_o count_v my_o blood_n a_o unholy_a thing_n for_o thou_o still_o desire_v to_o have_v thy_o sin_n wash_v away_o by_o it_o act._n 2.36.41_o christian_n what_o the_o jew_n do_v they_o do_v ignorant_o but_o i_o have_v sin_v against_o knowledge_n which_o make_v my_o sin_n worse_o than_o they_o ch._n if_o thou_o have_v sin_v against_o knowledge_n you_o thou_o have_v not_o sin_v so_o but_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v forgive_v for_o my_o dear_a disciple_n peter_n sin_v against_o knowledge_n when_o he_o deny_v with_o a_o oath_n that_o he_o know_v i_o not_o mat._n 26.72_o christian_n oh_o but_o yet_o my_o sin_n be_v worse_o than_o he_o for_o his_o sin_n be_v but_o one_o sin_n and_o that_o a_o sudden_a and_o short_a sin_n but_o i_o have_v sin_v many_o sin_n and_o continue_v long_o in_o they_o ch._n so_o do_v my_o belove_a servant_n david_n who_o be_v a_o man_n according_a to_o my_o own_o heart_n commit_v several_a sin_n together_o as_o murder_n whoredom_n etc._n etc._n and_o continue_v a_o while_n too_o in_o his_o sin_n christian_n oh_o but_o lord_n those_o servant_n of_o thou_o though_o they_o sin_v against_o thou_o yet_o they_o express_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o sense_n of_o their_o sin_n and_o sorrow_n for_o they_o but_o i_o can_v neither_o be_v sensible_a of_o nor_o sorrowful_a for_o i_o ch._n oh_o sweet_a soul_n thou_o mistake_v and_o forget_v thyself_o for_o thou_o do_v often_o confess_v thy_o sin_n before_o i_o with_o sense_n shame_n and_o sorrow_n and_o i_o hear_v the_o daily_o bemoan_v and_o complain_v and_o say_v i_o have_v n_z sin_v against_o the_o lord_n woe_n be_v i_o for_o i_o be_o undo_v n_z job_n 7_o 20._o psal_n 51.4_o lam._n 5.16_o christian_n oh_o good_a lord_n it_o be_v not_o without_o a_o cause_n that_o i_o cry_v woe_n be_v i_o i_o be_o undo_v for_o i_o think_v there_o be_v no_o soul_n in_o such_o a_o dangerous_a and_o desperate_a condition_n as_o i_o be_v in_o ch._n why_o do_v thou_o think_v and_o say_v so_o christian_n because_o i_o have_v sin_v that_o unpardonable_a sin_n against_o thy_o spirit_n ch._n oh_o thou_o poor_a and_o precious_a soul_n thou_o do_v but_o think_v so_o and_o fear_v so_o but_o tell_v i_o how_o can_v thou_o sin_v that_o sin_n against_o my_o spirit_n and_o yet_o pray_v for_o more_o of_o my_o spirit_n and_o so_o much_o prize_v my_o spirit_n as_o thou_o do_v christian_n oh_o lord_n i_o have_v often_o grieve_v and_o quench_v thy_o spirit_n and_o be_v not_o this_o to_o commit_v that_o unpardonable_a sin_n ch._n my_o own_o dear_a and_o love_a child_n may_v and_o do_v sometime_o grieve_v my_o spirit_n by_o sin_v and_o quench_v the_o gracious_a motion_n of_o it_o and_o yet_o do_v not_o sin_n that_o unpardonable_a sin_n eph._n 4.30_o 1_o thes_n 5.19_o esay_n 63.10_o christian_n oh_o but_o i_o can_v â—â—â—nk_v no_o less_o but_o that_o i_o have_v â—â—â—â—â—red_v that_o sin_n for_o i_o have_v have_v hard_o cruel_a and_o desperate_a thought_n in_o my_o heart_n against_o the_o holy_a spirit_n ch._n though_o my_o child_n thoâ—_n haste_n have_v such_o thought_n in_o thy_o 〈◊〉_d yet_o thou_o have_v noâ—â—â—oken_v evil_a of_o my_o spirit_n as_o the_o jew_n do_v which_o be_v the_o sin_n of_o blasphemy_n and_o that_o unpardonable_a sin_n mat._n 12.24_o 28_o 31._o mark_n 3.22_o to_o 30._o christian_n lord_n i_o be_o not_o sure_a but_o that_o i_o have_v speak_v evil_a word_n of_o thy_o spirit_n for_o i_o know_v i_o have_v many_o time_n utter_v vile_a bitter_a and_o curse_a word_n ch._n notwithstanding_o thou_o do_v through_o the_o violence_n of_o thy_o temptation_n and_o in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o thy_o soul_n speak_v such_o word_n as_o my_o servant_n job_n david_n jeremy_n jonah_n and_o peter_n do_v yet_o thou_o have_v not_o do_v despiteful_o nor_o sin_v malicious_o and_o wilful_o against_o my_o spirit_n of_o grace_n as_o reprobate_n do_v heb._n 10.29_o job_n 3._o to_o 13._o and_o 10.18_o and_o 23.15_o 16._o psa_fw-la 31.22_o and_o 116.11_o jer._n 20.14_o etc._n etc._n jonah_n 4.3_o 4_o 9_o mat._n 26_o 27_o 74._o christian_n oh_o i_o have_v be_v and_o still_o be_o very_o wilful_a and_o have_v often_o sin_v wilful_o and_o thou_o say_v in_o thy_o word_n that_o if_o any_o sin_n wilful_o after_o they_o receive_v the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o truth_n their_o remain_v no_o more_o sacrifice_n for_o sin_n heb._n 10.6_o ch._n thou_o dear_a soul_n have_v not_o i_o hear_v thou_o often_o in_o prayer_n complain_v of_o and_o bewail_v thy_o sin_n and_o bege_v earnest_o for_o power_n against_o they_o therefore_o it_o be_v rather_o against_o thy_o will_n than_o wilful_o that_o thou_o do_v sin_n christian_n oh_o but_o i_o find_v sin_n in_o power_n in_o my_o soul_n which_o if_o i_o be_v a_o saint_n they_o will_v not_o be_v so_o ch._n my_o servant_n paul_n find_v sin_n so_o strong_a in_o he_o that_o he_o confess_v he_o be_v carnal_a captive_a
on_o more_o than_o god_n himself_o but_o pray_v to_o he_o for_o the_o prosperous_a use_n of_o they_o 134._o love_v all_o thing_n for_o god_n sake_n and_o god_n only_o for_o his_o own_o and_o look_v you_o make_v he_o your_o friend_n whosoever_o be_v your_o enemy_n for_o 〈◊〉_d this_o you_o shall_v do_v if_o as_o a_o obedient_a child_n you_o always_o live_v in_o the_o eye_n of_o your_o heavenly_a father_n 135._o give_v no_o offence_n to_o any_o man_n just_o whether_o within_o or_o without_o for_o woe_n to_o they_o by_o who_o offence_n come_v 136._o carry_v yourself_o unto_o all_o so_o as_o the_o weak_a may_v be_v win_v the_o strong_a may_v be_v comfort_v and_o the_o wicked_a be_v ashamed_a 137._o delight_n to_o do_v all_o the_o good_a you_o can_v to_o god_n child_n and_o to_o receive_v all_o the_o good_a you_o can_v from_o they_o 138._o think_v it_o the_o great_a work_n in_o the_o world_n to_o die_v well_o which_o to_o do_v you_o must_v inure_v yourself_o to_o die_v before_o hand_n 1._o by_o die_v to_o your_o sin_n 2._o learn_v the_o word_n of_o affection_n before_o it_o actual_o leave_v you_o 3._o in_o your_o last_o learning_n of_o if_o do_v it_o willing_o yea_o joyful_o whensoever_o wheresoever_o or_o howsoever_o god_n shall_v call_v you_o 139._o greive_n for_o nothing_o so_o much_o in_o the_o world_n as_o for_o your_o own_o sin_n and_o in_o they_o for_o nothing_o so_o much_o as_o for_o offend_v so_o love_v a_o god_n 140._o let_v your_o meat_n apparel_n and_o recreation_n be_v lawful_a needful_a and_o moderate_a 141._o labour_v always_o to_o learn_v to_o die_v defy_v the_o world_n deny_v the_o devil_n despise_v the_o flesh_n and_o delight_v yourself_o in_o the_o lord_n be_v penitent_a for_o your_o sin_n past_a and_o present_a and_o yet_o despair_v not_o be_v strong_a in_o faith_n and_o yet_o presume_v not_o desire_v with_o the_o great_a apostle_n to_o be_v dissolve_v and_o to_o be_v with_o christ_n with_o who_o even_o in_o death_n there_o be_v life_n 142._o use_v your_o life_n and_o keep_v it_o with_o as_o much_o quietness_n as_o you_o can_v so_o that_o you_o offend_v not_o god_n that_o ease_n that_o come_v with_o his_o displeasure_n turn_v at_o length_n to_o a_o unspeakable_a pain_n and_o the_o gain_n of_o the_o world_n with_o the_o loss_n of_o his_o favour_n be_v extreme_a beggary_n and_o wretchedness_n 143._o the_o great_a honour_n that_o man_n can_v give_v to_o god_n be_v to_o confess_v his_o truth_n true_o and_o faithful_o in_o time_n of_o trouble_n and_o affliction_n 144._o it_o be_v but_o a_o folly_n for_o any_o one_o that_o true_o profess_v christ_n crucify_v to_o look_v for_o the_o love_n of_o the_o world_n 145._o infidelity_n be_v the_o cause_n of_o all_o our_o misery_n which_o cause_v we_o to_o fear_v man_n more_o than_o god_n and_o to_o esteem_v thing_n present_a more_o than_o thing_n to_o come_v 146._o love_n be_v that_o flower_n which_o shall_v never_o fade_v but_o shall_v flourish_v more_o and_o more_o till_o it_o be_v make_v perfect_a in_o that_o place_n where_o faith_n and_o hope_n shall_v have_v no_o office_n but_o shall_v then_o full_o possess_v that_o which_o they_o have_v so_o long_o patient_o wait_v for_o in_o this_o world_n 147._o after_o the_o lord_n have_v make_v a_o christian_n to_o know_v what_o he_o be_v in_o himself_o he_o will_v doubtless_o show_v he_o comfort_n and_o declare_v to_o he_o what_o he_o be_v in_o jesus_n christ_n his_o son_n 148._o the_o mind_n of_o man_n can_v be_v content_v patient_o to_o bear_v the_o trouble_n either_o of_o soul_n or_o body_n until_o it_o be_v regenerate_v and_o possess_v by_o god_n spirit_n 149._o why_o shall_v we_o christian_n fear_v death_n can_v death_n deprive_v we_o of_o christ_n who_o be_v all_o our_o comfort_n our_o joy_n and_o our_o life_n 150._o let_v we_o tarry_v with_o christ_n one_o hour_n in_o tribulation_n and_o affliction_n and_o doubtless_o he_o will_v keep_v we_o for_o ever_o with_o he_o in_o joy_n everlasting_a 151._o patience_n and_o perseverance_n under_o great_a trial_n be_v the_o proper_a note_n whereby_o god_n child_n be_v know_v from_o counterfeit_n they_o that_o persevere_v not_o be_v always_o but_o hypocrite_n 152._o if_o christ_n be_v our_o captain_n we_o must_v follow_v he_o as_o good_a soldier_n if_o we_o keep_v company_n with_o he_o in_o affliction_n we_o shall_v be_v â—â—re_o of_o his_o society_n in_o glory_n if_o we_o forsake_v not_o he_o he_o will_v never_o forsake_v we_o if_o we_o confess_v he_o he_o will_v confess_v we_o if_o we_o be_v ashamed_a of_o he_o he_o will_v be_v ashamed_a of_o we_o therefore_o as_o he_o forsake_v father_n heaven_n and_o all_o thing_n to_o come_v to_o we_o so_o let_v we_o forsake_v all_o thing_n to_o come_v to_o he_o be_v most_o sure_a and_o certain_a that_o we_o shall_v not_o lose_v thereby_o 153._o affliction_n be_v in_o separable_a but_o not_o infallible_a note_n of_o salvation_n for_o none_o shall_v be_v save_v but_o he_o must_v suffer_v affliction_n but_o all_o that_o 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