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mention_v the_o flea_n as_o the_o viper_n because_o the_o flea_n ardionus_fw-la though_o he_o kill_v none_o he_o do_v all_o the_o harm_n he_o can_v so_o even_o these_o libellous_a and_o licentious_a jester_n utter_v the_o venom_n they_o have_v though_o sometime_o virtue_n and_o always_o power_n be_v a_o good_a pigeon_n to_o draw_v this_o vapour_n from_o the_o head_n and_o from_o do_v any_o deadly_a harm_n there_o 12._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n as_o thy_o servant_n james_n when_o he_o ask_v that_o question_n what_o be_v your_o life_n provide_v i_o my_o answer_n 4.14_o it_o be_v even_o a_o vapour_n that_o appear_v for_o a_o little_a time_n &_o then_o vanish_v away_o so_o if_o he_o do_v ask_v i_o what_o be_v your_o death_n i_o be_o provide_v of_o my_o answer_n it_o be_v a_o vapour_n too_o and_o why_o shall_v it_o not_o be_v all_o one_o to_o i_o whether_o i_o live_v or_o die_v if_o life_n and_o death_n be_v all_o one_o both_o a_o vapour_n thou_o haâ—t_v make_v vapour_n so_o indifferent_a a_o thing_n as_o that_o thy_o blessing_n and_o thy_o judgement_n be_v equal_o express_v by_o it_o and_o be_v make_v by_o thou_o the_o hierogliphique_a of_o both_o why_o shall_v not_o that_o be_v always_o good_a by_o which_o thou_o have_v declare_v thy_o plentiful_a goodness_n to_o we_o 2.6_o a_o vapour_n go_v up_o from_o the_o earth_n and_o water_v the_o whole_a face_n of_o the_o ground_n and_o that_o by_o which_o thou_o have_v impute_v a_o goodness_n to_o we_o and_o wherein_o thou_o have_v accept_v our_o service_n to_o thou_o sacrifice_n for_o sacrifice_n be_v vapour_n 23._o and_o in_o thâ—m_n it_o be_v say_v that_o a_o thick_a cloud_n of_o incense_n go_v up_o to_o thou_o 8.11_o so_o it_o be_v of_o that_o wherein_o thou_o come_v to_o we_o the_o dew_n of_o heaven_n and_o of_o that_o wherein_o we_o come_v to_o theeâ—_n both_o be_v vapour_n and_o he_o in_o who_o we_o have_v and_o be_v all_o that_o we_o be_v or_o have_v temporal_o or_o spiritual_o thy_o bless_a son_n in_o 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11.18_o therefore_o that_o commination_n of_o â—hine_n by_o thy_o prophet_n 2.30_o i_o will_v show_v wonder_n in_o the_o heaven_n and_o in_o the_o earth_n blood_n and_o fire_n and_o pillar_n of_o smokeâ—_n â—_z 2.19_o thy_o apostle_n who_o know_v thy_o meaning_n best_o call_v vapour_n of_o smoke_n 78.8_o one_o prophet_n present_v thou_o in_o thy_o terriblenesse_n so_o there_o go_v out_o a_o smoke_n at_o his_o nostril_n and_o another_o the_o effect_n of_o thy_o anger_n so_o 6.4_o the_o house_n be_v fill_v with_o smoke_n and_o he_o that_o continue_v his_o prophecy_n as_o long_o as_o the_o world_n can_v continue_v describe_v the_o misery_n of_o the_o latter_a time_n so_o out_o of_o the_o bottomless_a pit_n arise_v a_o smoke_n 9.2_o that_o darken_v the_o sun_n and_o out_o of_o that_o smoke_n come_v locust_n who_o have_v the_o power_n of_o scorpion_n now_o all_o smoke_n begin_v in_o fire_n &_o all_o these_o will_v end_v so_o too_o the_o smoke_n of_o sin_n and_o of_o thy_o wrath_n will_v 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dove_n to_o our_o low_a part_n to_o make_v these_o vapour_n in_o our_o body_n to_o descend_v and_o to_o make_v that_o a_o type_n to_o we_o that_o by_o the_o visitation_n of_o thy_o spirit_n the_o vapour_n oâ—_n sin_n shall_v descend_v &_o we_o tread_v they_o under_o our_o foot_n at_o the_o baptism_n of_o thy_o son_n the_o dove_n descend_v &_o at_o the_o exalt_v of_o thy_o apostle_n to_o preach_v the_o same_o spirit_n descend_v let_v we_o draw_v down_o the_o vapour_n of_o our_o own_o pride_n our_o own_o wit_n our_o own_o will_n our_o own_o invention_n to_o the_o simplicity_n of_o thy_o sacrament_n &_o the_o obedience_n of_o thy_o word_n and_o these_o dove_n thus_o apply_v shall_v make_v we_o live_v 12._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o though_o thou_o have_v suffer_v we_o to_o destroy_v ourselves_o &_o have_v not_o give_v we_o the_o power_n of_o reparation_n in_o our_o sâ—lues_n have_v yet_o afford_v we_o such_o mean_n of_o reparation_n as_o may_v easy_o and_o familiar_o be_v compass_v by_o we_o prosper_v i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o this_o mean_n of_o bodily_a assistance_n in_o this_o thy_o ordinary_a creature_n and_o prosper_v thy_o mean_n of_o spiritual_a assistance_n in_o thy_o holy_a ordinance_n and_o as_o thou_o have_v carry_v this_o thy_o creature_n the_o dove_n through_o all_o thy_o way_n through_o nature_n and_o make_v it_o natural_o proper_a to_o conduce_v medicinal_o to_o our_o bodily_a health_n through_o the_o law_n and_o make_v it_o a_o sacrifice_n for_o sin_n there_o and_o through_o the_o gospel_n and_o make_v it_o &_o thy_o spirit_n in_o it_o a_o witness_n of_o thy_o son_n baptism_n there_o so_o carry_v it_o and_o the_o quality_n of_o it_o home_o to_o my_o soul_n and_o imprint_v there_o that_o simplicity_n that_o mildness_n that_o harmlessness_n which_o thou_o have_v imprint_v by_o nature_n in_o this_o creature_n that_o so_o all_o vapour_n of_o all_o disobedience_n to_o thou_o be_v subdue_v under_o my_o foot_n i_o may_v in_o the_o power_n and_o triumph_n of_o thy_o son_n tread_v victorious_o upon_o my_o grave_n and_o trample_v upon_o the_o lion_n and_o dragon_n 91.13_o that_o lie_v under_o it_o to_o devour_v i_o thou_o o_o lord_n by_o the_o prophet_n call_v the_o dove_n 7.16_o the_o dove_n of_o the_o valley_n but_o promise_v that_o the_o dove_n of_o the_o valley_n shall_v be_v upon_o the_o mountain_n as_o thou_o have_v lay_v i_o low_o in_o this_o valley_n of_o sickness_n so_o low_a as_o that_o i_o be_o make_v fit_a for_o that_o question_n ask_v in_o the_o field_n of_o bone_n 37.3_o son_n of_o man_n can_v these_o bone_n live_v so_o in_o thy_o good_a time_n carry_v i_o up_o to_o these_o mountain_n of_o which_o even_o in_o this_o valley_n thou_o afforde_o i_o a_o prospect_n the_o mountain_n where_o thou_o dwell_v the_o holy_a hill_n unto_o which_o none_o can_v ascend_v but_o he_o that_o have_v clean_a hand_n which_o none_o can_v have_v but_o by_o that_o one_o and_o that_o strong_a way_n of_o make_v they_o clean_o in_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o son_n christ_n jesus_n amen_n 13._o ingeniumque_fw-la malum_fw-la numeroso_fw-la stigmate_fw-la fassus_fw-la pellitur_fw-la ad_fw-la pectus_fw-la morbique_fw-la suburbia_fw-la morbus_fw-la the_o sickness_n declare_v the_o infectionâ—â—nd_a malignity_n thereof_o 〈…〉_z 13._o meditation_n we_o say_v that_o the_o world_n be_v make_v of_o sea_n &_o land_n as_o though_o they_o be_v equal_a but_o we_o know_v that_o there_o be_v more_o sea_n in_o the_o western_a they_o in_o the_o eastern_a hemisphere_n â—_z we_o say_v that_o the_o firmament_n be_v full_a of_o star_n as_o though_o it_o be_v equal_o full_a but_o we_o know_v that_o there_o be_v more_o star_n under_o the_o northern_a then_o
into_o thy_o bedchamber_n by_o these_o glory_n and_o joy_n to_o the_o joy_n and_o glory_n of_o heaven_n why_o have_v thou_o change_v thy_o old_a way_n and_o carry_v we_o by_o the_o way_n of_o discipline_n and_o mortification_n by_o the_o way_n of_o mourning_n and_o lamentation_n by_o the_o way_n of_o miserable_a end_n and_o miserable_a anticipation_n of_o those_o misery_n in_o appropriate_v the_o exemplar_n misery_n of_o other_o to_o ourselves_o and_o usurp_v upon_o their_o misery_n as_o our_o own_o to_o our_o own_o prejudice_n be_v the_o glory_n of_o heaven_n no_o perfect_a in_o itself_o but_o that_o it_o need_v a_o foil_n of_o depression_n and_o ingloriousness_n in_o this_o world_n to_o set_v it_o off_o be_v the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n no_o perfect_a in_o itself_o but_o that_o it_o need_v the_o sourness_n of_o this_o life_n to_o give_v it_o a_o taste_n be_v that_o joy_n and_o that_o glory_n but_o a_o comparative_a glory_n and_o a_o comparative_a joy_n not_o such_o in_o itself_o but_o 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prayer_n to_o thou_o for_o his_o assistance_n the_o voice_n of_o who_o bell_n have_v call_v i_o to_o this_o devotion_n lay_v hold_n upon_o his_o soul_n o_o god_n till_o that_o soul_n have_v thorough_o consider_v his_o account_n and_o how_o few_o minute_n soever_o it_o have_v to_o remain_v in_o that_o body_n let_v the_o power_n of_o thy_o spirit_n recompense_v the_o shortness_n of_o time_n and_o perfect_a his_o account_n before_o he_o pass_v away_o present_v his_o sin_n so_o to_o he_o as_o that_o he_o may_v know_v what_o thou_o forgive_v &_o not_o doubt_v of_o thy_o forgiveness_n let_v he_o stop_v upon_o the_o infiniteness_n of_o those_o sin_n but_o dwell_v upon_o the_o infiniteness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n let_v he_o discern_v his_o own_o demerit_n but_o wrap_v himself_o up_o in_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o son_n christ_n jesus_n breath_n inward_a comfort_n to_o his_o heart_n and_o afford_v he_o the_o power_n of_o give_v such_o outward_a testimony_n thereof_o as_o all_o that_o be_v about_o he_o may_v derive_v comfort_n from_o thence_o and_o have_v this_o edification_n even_o in_o this_o dissolution_n that_o though_o the_o body_n be_v go_v the_o way_n oâ—_n all_o flesh_n yet_o that_o soul_n be_v go_v the_o way_n of_o all_o saint_n when_o thy_o son_n cry_v out_o upon_o the_o cross_n my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o he_o speak_v not_o so_o much_o in_o his_o own_o person_n as_o in_o the_o person_n of_o the_o church_n and_o of_o his_o afflict_a member_n who_o in_o deep_a distress_n may_v fear_v thy_o forsake_v this_o patient_a o_o most_o bless_a god_n be_v one_o of_o they_o in_o his_o behalf_n and_o in_o his_o name_n hear_v thy_o son_n cry_v to_o thou_o my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o and_o forsake_v he_o not_o but_o with_o thy_o left_a hand_n lay_v his_o body_n in_o the_o grave_n if_o that_o be_v â—hy_a determination_n upon_o he_o and_o with_o thy_o right_a hand_n receive_v his_o soul_n into_o thy_o kingdom_n and_o unite_v he_o &_o we_o in_o one_o communion_n of_o saint_n amen_n 18._o at_o inde_fw-la mortuus_fw-la es_fw-la sonitu_fw-la celeri_fw-la pulsuque_fw-la agitato_fw-la the_o bell_n ring_v out_o and_o tell_v i_o in_o he_o that_o i_o be_o dead_a 18._o meditation_n the_o bell_n ring_v out_o the_o pulse_n thereof_o be_v change_v the_o toll_n be_v a_o faint_a and_o intermit_a pulse_n upon_o one_o side_n this_o strong_a and_o argue_v more_o and_o better_a life_n hiâ—_n soul_n be_v go_v out_o and_o as_o a_o man_n who_o have_v a_o lease_n of_o 1000_o year_n after_o the_o expiration_n of_o a_o short_a one_o or_o a_o inheritance_n after_o the_o life_n of_o a_o man_n in_o a_o consumption_n he_o be_v now_o enter_v into_o the_o possession_n of_o his_o better_a estate_n his_o soul_n be_v go_v whither_o who_o see_v it_o come_v in_o or_o who_o see_v it_o go_v out_o no_o body_n yet_o every_o body_n be_v sure_a he_o have_v one_o and_o have_v none_o if_o i_o will_v ask_v mere_a philosopher_n what_o the_o soul_n be_v i_o 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who_o see_v thâ—â—_n who_o fâ—â—rches_v those_o rollsâ—_n whether_o i_o do_v believe_v or_o no_o be_v it_o not_o therefore_o o_o my_o god_n that_o thou_o do_v so_o frequent_o so_o earnest_o refer_v we_o to_o the_o hand_n to_o the_o observation_n of_o action_n there_o be_v a_o little_a suspicion_n a_o little_a imputation_n lay_v upon_o over-tedious_a and_o dilatory_a counsel_n many_o good_a occasion_n slip_v away_o in_o long_a consultation_n and_o it_o may_v be_v a_o degree_n of_o sloth_n to_o be_v too_o long_o in_o mend_v net_n though_o that_o must_v be_v do_v 11.4_o he_o that_o observe_v the_o wind_n shall_v not_o see_v and_o he_o that_o regard_v the_o â—â—ouds_n shall_v not_o reap_v that_o be_v he_o that_o be_v too_o dilatory_a too_o superstitious_a â—n_n these_o observation_n and_o study_n but_o the_o excuse_n of_o his_o own_o idleness_n in_o â—hem_n but_o that_o which_o â—he_v same_o wise_a and_o royal_a servant_n of_o thou_o say_v in_o â—n_n other_o place_n all_o accept_v â—nd_v 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be_v extinguish_v i_o know_v i_o be_o not_o subâ—mitted_v to_o such_o a_o confession_n as_o be_v a_o rack_n and_o torâ—ture_n of_o the_o conscience_n but_o i_o know_v i_o be_o not_o exempt_a from_o all_o if_o it_o be_v mere_o problematicall_a leave_v mere_o indifferent_a whether_o we_o shall_v takâ—_n this_o physic_n use_v thiâ—_n confession_n or_o no_o a_o great_a physician_n acknowledge_v this_o to_o have_v be_v his_o practice_n galen_n to_o minister_v many_o thing_n which_o he_o be_v not_o sure_a will_v do_v good_a but_o never_o any_o other_o thing_n but_o such_o as_o he_o be_v sure_a will_v do_v no_o harm_n the_o use_n of_o this_o spiritual_a physic_n can_v certain_o do_v no_o harm_n and_o the_o church_n have_v always_o think_v that_o it_o may_v and_o doubtless_o many_o humble_a soul_n have_v find_v that_o it_o have_v do_v they_o good_a i_o will_v therefore_o take_v the_o cup_n of_o salvation_n 12._o and_o call_v upon_o thy_o name_n i_o will_v fill_v this_o cup_n of_o compunction_n as_o full_a as_o i_o have_v former_o fill_v the_o cup_n of_o worldly_a confection_n that_o so_o i_o may_v escape_v the_o cup_n of_o malediction_n and_o irrecoverable_a destruction_n that_o depend_v upon_o that_o and_o since_o thy_o bless_a and_o glorious_a son_n be_v offer_v in_o the_o way_n to_o his_o execution_n 23._o a_o cup_n of_o suâ—pefaction_n to_o take_v away_o the_o sense_n of_o his_o pain_n a_o charity_n afford_v to_o condemn_a person_n ordinary_o in_o those_o place_n and_o time_n refuse_v that_o ease_n and_o embrace_v the_o whole_a torment_n i_o take_v not_o this_o cup_n but_o this_o vessel_n of_o my_o own_o sin_n into_o my_o contemplation_n and_o i_o pour_v they_o out_o here_o according_a to_o the_o motion_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n and_o any_o where_o according_a to_o the_o ordinance_n of_o thy_o holy_a church_n 20._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o have_v marry_v man_n and_o woman_n together_o and_o make_v they_o one_o flesh_n will_v have_v 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we_o to_o the_o consideration_n of_o thy_o voice_n it_o be_v such_o a_o voice_n as_o that_o thy_o son_n say_v 5.25_o the_o dead_a shall_v hearâ—_n it_o and_o that_o be_v my_o stateâ—_n â—_z and_o why_o o_o god_n do_v thou_o not_o speak_v to_o meâ—_n in_o that_o effectual_a loudness_n saint_n john_n hear_v a_o voice_n 1.12_o use_v he_o turn_v about_o to_o see_v â—he_v voice_n sometime_o we_o â—â—e_v too_o curious_a of_o the_o instrument_n by_o what_o man_n â—od_n speak_v but_o thou_o speake_v loud_a when_o â—hou_n speak_v to_o the_o â—eart_n there_o be_v silence_n â—nd_v i_o hear_v a_o voice_n 4.16_o say_v â—ne_a to_o thy_o servant_n job._n i_o harken_v after_o thy_o voice_n 〈◊〉_d thy_o ordinance_n and_o â—_o seek_v not_o a_o whisperingâ—n_a â—n_z conventicle_n but_o yet_o o_o my_o god_n speak_v loud_o â—hat_n so_o though_o i_o do_v â—eare_z thou_o now_o than_o i_o may_v hear_v nothing_o but_o thou_o my_o sin_n cry_v aloud_o cain_n murder_n diâ—_n so_o my_o affliction_n criâ—_n aloud_o 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so_o transfer_v they_o upon_o â—hy_a son_n as_o though_o â—hey_n can_v now_o be_v raise_v to_o life_n again_o to_o condemn_v i_o to_o death_n when_o they_o be_v dead_a in_o â—im_n who_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o life_n yet_o be_v it_o a_o irregular_a anticipation_n and_o a_o insolent_a presumption_n to_o think_v that_o thy_o present_a mercy_n extend_v to_o all_o my_o future_a sin_n or_o that_o there_o be_v no_o ember_n no_o coal_n of_o future_a sin_n leave_v in_o i_o temper_v therefore_o thy_o mercy_n so_o to_o my_o soul_n o_o my_o god_n that_o i_o may_v neither_o decline_v to_o any_o faintness_n of_o spirit_n in_o suspect_v thy_o mercy_n now_o to_o be_v less_o hearty_a less_o sincere_a than_o it_o use_v to_o be_v to_o those_o who_o be_v perfect_o reconcile_v to_o thou_o nor_o presume_v so_o of_o it_o as_o either_o to_o think_v this_o present_a mercy_n a_o antidote_n against_o all_o poison_n and_o so_o expose_v myself_o to_o tentation_n upon_o confidence_n that_o this_o thy_o mercy_n shall_v preserve_v i_o or_o that_o when_o i_o do_v cast_v myself_o into_o new_a sin_n i_o may_v have_v new_a mercy_n at_o any_o time_n because_o thou_o do_v so_o easy_o afford_v i_o this_o 23._o metusque_fw-la relabi_fw-la they_o warn_v i_o of_o the_o fearful_a danger_n of_o relapse_v 23._o meditation_n it_o be_v not_o in_o man_n body_n as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o city_n that_o when_o the_o bell_n have_v ring_v to_o cover_v your_o fire_n and_o â—ake_z up_o the_o ember_n you_o may_v lie_v down_o and_o sleep_v without_o fear_n though_o you_o have_v by_o physic_n and_o diet_n rake_v up_o the_o ember_n of_o your_o â—isease_n still_o there_o be_v a_o fear_n of_o a_o relapse_n and_o the_o great_a danger_n be_v in_o that_o â—uen_v in_o pleasure_n and_o in_o â—â—ines_n there_o be_v a_o propriety_n â—_o meum_fw-la &_o tuum_fw-la and_o a_o man_n be_v most_o affect_a with_o that_o pleasure_n which_o be_v he_o he_o by_o former_a enjoy_n and_o experience_n and_o most_o intimidated_a with_o those_o pain_n which_o be_v his_o he_o by_o a_o woeful_a â—ense_n of_o they_o in_o former_a affliction_n a_o covetousâ—erson_n â—erson_z who_o have_v preoccupate_v all_o his_o sense_n fill_v all_o his_o capacity_n with_o the_o delight_n of_o gather_v wonder_n how_o any_o man_n can_v have_v any_o taste_n of_o any_o pleasure_n in_o any_o openness_n or_o liberality_n so_o also_o in_o bodily_a pain_n in_o a_o fit_a of_o the_o stone_n thâ—_n patient_a wonder_n why_o any_o man_n shall_v call_v the_o gout_n a_o pain_n and_o he_o that_o have_v feel_v neither_o but_o the_o toothache_n be_v as_o much_o afraid_a of_o a_o â—it_n of_o that_o as_o either_o of_o the_o other_o of_o either_o of_o the_o other_o disease_n which_o we_o â—ever_v feel_v in_o ourselves_o â—ome_v but_o to_o a_o compassiâ—â—_n of_o other_o that_o have_v â—ndured_v they_o nay_o compassion_n itself_o come_v â—o_o no_o great_a degree_n if_o we_o â—ave_n not_o feel_v in_o some_o proportion_n in_o ourselves_o â—hat_n which_o we_o lament_v â—nd_n condole_v in_o another_o but_o when_o we_o have_v have_v â—hose_v torment_n in_o their_o exaltation_n ourselves_o we_o â—emble_v at_o a_o relapse_n â—hen_o we_o must_v pantâ—hrough_a â—hrough_z all_o those_o fiery_a â—eats_n and_o sail_v through_o â—ll_o those_o overflow_a sweat_n when_o we_o must_v watch_v through_o all_o those_o long_a night_n and_o mourn_v through_o all_o those_o long_a day_n day_n and_o night_n so_o long_o as_o that_o nature_n herself_o shall_v seem_v to_o be_v pervert_v and_o to_o hauâ—_n put_v the_o long_a day_n and_o the_o long_a night_n which_o shall_v be_v six_o month_n asunder_o into_o one_o natural_a unnatural_a day_n when_o we_o must_v stand_v at_o the_o same_o bar_n expect_v the_o return_n of_o physician_n from_o â—heir_a consultation_n and_o not_o be_v sure_a of_o the_o sâ—me_a verdict_n in_o any_o good_a indication_n when_o we_o must_v go_v the_o same_o way_n over_o again_o and_o not_o see_v the_o same_o issue_n this_o be_v a_o state_n a_o condition_n a_o calamity_n in_o respect_n of_o which_o any_o other_o sickness_n be_v a_o â—onualescence_n and_o any_o great_a less_o it_o add_v to_o the_o affliction_n that_o relapse_n be_v and_o for_o the_o most_o part_n just_o impute_v to_o ourselves_o as_o occasion_v by_o some_o disorder_n in_o we_o and_o so_o we_o be_v not_o only_o passive_a but_o active_a in_o our_o own_o ruin_n we_o do_v not_o only_o stand_v under_o a_o fall_a house_n but_o pull_v it_o down_o upon_o we_o and_o we_o be_v not_o only_o execute_v that_o imply_v guiltiness_n but_o we_o be_v executioner_n that_o imply_v dishonour_n and_o executioner_n of_o ourselves_o and_o that_o imply_v impiety_n and_o we_o fall_v from_o that_o
comfort_n which_o we_o may_v have_v in_o our_o first_o sickness_n from_o that_o meditation_n alas_o how_o general_o miserable_a be_v man_n and_o how_o subject_a to_o disease_n for_o in_o that_o it_o be_v some_o degree_n of_o comfort_n that_o we_o be_v but_o in_o the_o staâ—e_v common_a to_o all_o we_o fall_v i_o say_v to_o this_o discomfort_n and_o self_n accuse_v &_o self_n condemn_v alas_o how_o unprovident_a and_o in_o that_o how_o unthankful_a to_o god_n and_o his_o instrument_n be_o i_o in_o make_v so_o ill_o use_v of_o so_o great_a benefit_n in_o destroy_v so_o soon_o so_o long_o a_o work_n in_o relapse_v by_o my_o disorder_n to_o that_o from_o which_o they_o have_v deliver_v i_o and_o so_o my_o meditation_n be_v fearful_o transfer_v from_o the_o body_n to_o the_o mind_n and_o from_o the_o consideration_n of_o the_o sickness_n to_o that_o sin_n that_o sinful_a carelessness_n by_o which_o i_o have_v occasion_v my_o relapse_n and_o among_o the_o many_o weight_n that_o aggravate_v a_o relapse_n this_o also_o be_v one_o that_o a_o relapse_n proceed_v with_o a_o more_o violent_a dispatch_n and_o more_o irremediable_o because_o it_o find_v the_o country_n weaken_v and_o depopulate_v before_o upon_o a_o sickness_n which_o as_o yet_o appear_v not_o we_o can_v scarce_o fix_v a_o fear_n because_o we_o know_v not_o what_o to_o fear_v but_o as_o fear_n be_v the_o busy_a and_o irksome_a affection_n so_o be_v a_o relapse_n which_o be_v still_o ready_a to_o come_v into_o that_o which_o be_v but_o new_o go_v the_o near_a object_n the_o most_o immediate_a exercise_n of_o that_o affection_n of_o fearâ—_n 23._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n my_o god_n thou_o mighty_a father_n who_o have_v be_v my_o physician_n thou_o glorious_a son_n who_o have_v be_v my_o physic_n thou_o bless_a spirit_n who_o have_v prepare_v and_o apply_v all_o to_o i_o shall_v i_o alone_o be_v able_a to_o overthrow_v the_o work_n of_o all_o you_o and_o relapse_n into_o those_o spiritual_a sickness_n 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in_o which_o thou_o apparelle_v thyself_o and_o he_o that_o shoot_v at_o the_o clothes_n can_v say_v he_o mean_v no_o ill_a to_o the_o man_n thy_o people_n be_v fearful_a example_n of_o that_o for_o how_o often_o do_v their_o murmur_a against_o thy_o minister_n end_n in_o a_o depart_n from_o thou_o when_o they_o will_v have_v other_o officer_n they_o will_v have_v other_o god_n and_o still_o to_o day_n murmur_v be_v to_o morrow_n idolatry_n as_o their_o murmur_a induce_v idolatry_n and_o they_o relapse_v often_o into_o both_o i_o have_v find_v in_o myself_o o_o my_o god_n o_o my_o god_n thou_o have_v find_v it_o in_o i_o and_o thy_o find_v it_o have_v show_v it_o to_o i_o such_o a_o transmigration_n of_o sin_n as_o make_v i_o afraid_a of_o relapse_v too_o the_o soul_n of_o sin_n for_o we_o have_v make_v sin_n immortal_a and_o it_o must_v have_v a_o soul_n the_o soul_n of_o sin_n be_v disobedience_n to_o thou_o and_o when_o one_o sin_n have_v be_v dead_a in_o i_o that_o soul_n have_v 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