unto_o i_o if_o i_o be_v aloneâ—_n elias_n himself_o fainteâ—_n under_o that_o apprehension_n loe_o 14_o i_o be_o leave_v alone_o anâ—_n martha_n murmur_v at_o that_o 10.40_o and_o say_v to_o christ_n lord_n do_v not_o thou_o care_n that_o my_o sister_n have_v leave_v i_o to_o serve_v alone_o neither_o can_v jeremiah_n enter_v into_o his_o lamentation_n from_o a_o high_a ground_n then_o to_o say_v 1.1_o how_o do_v the_o city_n sit_v solitary_a that_o be_v full_a of_o people_n o_o my_o god_n it_o be_v the_o leper_n that_o thou_o have_v condemn_v to_o live_v alone_o 13.46_o have_v â—_o such_o a_o leprosy_n in_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o must_v die_v alone_o alone_o without_o thou_o shall_v this_o come_v to_o such_o a_o leprosy_n in_o my_o body_n that_o i_o must_v die_v â—â—lone_o alone_o without_o they_o that_o shall_v assiâ—â—_n that_o shall_v comfort_v mâ—â—_n but_o come_v not_o this_o eâ—â—postulation_n too_o near_o murmur_v must_v i_o bâ—â—_n conclude_v with_o that_o 14.2_o thâ—â—_n moses_n be_v command_v 〈◊〉_d come_v near_o the_o lord_n alonâ—â—_n that_o solitariness_n &_o dâ—â—reliction_n and_o abandon_v of_o other_o disposeâ—_n we_o best_o for_o god_n who_o acâ—companies_v we_o most_o alonâ—â—_n may_v i_o not_o remember_v &_o apply_v to_o 32.24_o that_o thought_n god_n come_v not_o to_o jacob_n till_o he_o find_v he_o alone_o â—et_o when_o he_o find_v he_o alone_o he_o wrestle_v with_o he_o and_o lame_v he_o that_o when_o in_o the_o dereliction_n and_o forsake_v of_o friend_n and_o physician_n a_o man_n be_v leave_v alone_o to_o god_n god_n may_v so_o wrestle_v with_o this_o jacob_n with_o this_o conscience_n as_o to_o put_v it_o out_o of_o joint_n &_o so_o appear_v to_o he_o as_o that_o he_o dare_v not_o look_v upon_o he_o face_n to_o face_n when_o as_o by_o way_n of_o reflection_n in_o the_o consolation_n of_o his_o temporal_a or_o spiritual_a servant_n and_o ordinance_n he_o dare_v 〈◊〉_d they_o be_v there_o 6.16_o but_o â—_o faithful_a friend_n be_v the_o physic_n of_o life_n and_o they_o thâ—_n fear_v the_o lord_n shall_v find_v he_o therefore_o have_v thâ—_n lord_n afford_v i_o boâ—â—_n in_o one_o person_n that_o phâ—â—sician_n who_o be_v my_o faithâ—full_a friend_n 5._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o moâ—â—_n gracious_a god_n whâ—â—_n call_v down_o fire_n from_o heaven_n upon_o the_o sinful_a city_n but_o once_o and_o opâ—â—nedst_v the_o earth_n to_o swallow_v the_o murmurer_n but_o onceâ—_n â—_z and_o throw_v down_o the_o tower_n of_o siloe_n upon_o sinner_n but_o once_o but_o for_o thy_o work_n of_o mercy_n repeat_a they_o often_o &_o still_o work_v by_o thy_o own_o pattern_n as_o thou_o broghte_v man_n into_o this_o world_n by_o give_v he_o a_o helper_n fit_a for_o he_o here_o â—o_z whether_o it_o be_v thy_o will_n to_o continue_v i_o â—ong_o thus_o or_o to_o dismiss_v i_o by_o death_n be_v please_v to_o afford_v i_o the_o help_v fit_a for_o both_o condition_n either_o for_o my_o weak_a staâ—_n here_o or_o my_o final_a tranâ—â—migration_n from_o hencel_n and_o if_o thou_o may_v resceive_v glory_n by_o that_o waâ—â—_n and_o by_o all_o way_n thoâ—â—_n may_v receive_v glory_n glâ—â—rifie_v thyself_o in_o preserâ—uing_v this_o body_n from_o sucâ—_n infection_n as_o may_v withhold_v those_o whâ—_n will_v come_v or_o in_o dawnger_n they_o who_o do_v comeâ—_n and_o preserve_v this_o soul_n 〈◊〉_d the_o faculty_n thereof_o frâ—â—_n all_o such_o distemper_n 〈◊〉_d may_v shake_v the_o assuâ—rance_n which_o myself_o &_o other_o have_v have_v that_o because_o thou_o have_v love_v i_o thou_o will_v love_v i_o to_o my_o end_n and_o at_o my_o end_n open_v none_o of_o my_o door_n not_o of_o my_o hart_n not_o of_o my_o ear_n not_o of_o my_o house_n to_o any_o supplant_a that_o will_v enter_v to_o undermine_v i_o in_o my_o religion_n to_o thou_o in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o weakness_n or_o to_o defame_v i_o &_o magnify_v himself_o with_o false_a rumour_n of_o such_o a_o victory_n &_o surprisal_n of_o i_o after_o i_o be_o dead_a be_v my_o salvation_n and_o plead_v my_o salvation_n work_v it_o and_o declaâ—â—_n it_o and_o as_o thy_o triumphaâ—â—_n shall_v be_v so_o let_v the_o montant_n church_n be_v assureâ—_n that_o thou_o be_v my_o 〈◊〉_d and_o i_o thy_o servant_n to_o anâ—_n in_o my_o consummation_n bless_v thou_o the_o learning_n and_o the_o labour_n of_o thâ—â—_n man_n who_o thou_o sendeâ—â—_fw-es to_o assist_v i_o and_o sincâ—_n thou_o take_v i_o by_o thâ—_n hand_n &_o put_v i_o into_o his_o hand_n for_o i_o come_v tâ—_n he_o in_o thy_o name_n who_o in_o thy_o name_n come_v tâ—_n i_o since_o i_o clog_v not_o mâ—_n hope_n in_o he_o no_o nor_o my_o â—â—ayers_n to_o thou_o with_o any_o â—â—mited_a condition_n but_o â—wrap_v all_o in_o those_o two_o petition_n thy_o kingdom_n â—â—me_n thy_o will_n be_v do_v proâ—er_v he_o and_o relieve_v â—â—e_z in_o thy_o way_n in_o thy_o â—â—me_n and_o in_o thy_o meaâ—â—re_n amen_n 6._o metuit_fw-la the_o physician_n be_v afraid_a 6._o meditation_n â—_o observe_v the_o physician_n with_o the_o same_o diligence_n as_o he_o the_o disâ—ase_n i_o see_v he_o fear_v â—nd_v i_o fear_v with_o he_o i_o overtake_v he_o i_o ovem_fw-la him_z in_o his_o fear_n anâ—_n go_v the_o fast_o becauseâ—_n make_v his_o pace_n slowâ—_n fear_v the_o more_o becaâ—â—â—_n he_o disguise_v his_o fear_n 〈◊〉_d i_o see_v it_o with_o the_o moâ—â—_n sharpness_n because_o 〈◊〉_d will_v not_o have_v i_o 〈◊〉_d it_o he_o know_v that_o 〈◊〉_d fear_n shall_v not_o disordâ—â—â—_n the_o practice_n and_o exerciâ—â—â—_n of_o his_o art_n but_o he_o knoâ—â—_n that_o my_o fear_n may_v disoâ—â—der_v the_o eâ—fect_n and_o work_v of_o his_o practice_n 〈◊〉_d the_o ill_a affection_n of_o 〈◊〉_d spleen_n complicate_v anâ—_n â—ingle_v themselves_o with_o â—â—ery_a infirmity_n of_o the_o â—â—dy_n so_o do_v fear_n insiâ—â—at_v it_o â—elf_n in_o every_o actiâ—â—_n or_o passion_n of_o the_o mind_n â—nd_v as_o wind_v in_o the_o body_n â—ill_v counterfeit_v any_o disâ—ase_n and_o seem_v the_o stone_n &_o â—eem_v the_o gout_n so_o fear_n will_v counterfeit_v any_o disâ—ase_n of_o the_o mind_n it_o shall_v â—eeme_v love_n a_o love_n of_o have_v and_o it_o be_v but_o a_o fear_n a_o jealous_a and_o suspicious_a â—eare_z of_o lose_v it_o shall_v â—eem_v valour_n in_o despise_v and_o underualue_v danger_n and_o it_o be_v but_o fear_n in_o a_o overvalue_a of_o â—â—â—â—nion_n and_o estimation_n and_o fear_v of_o lose_v that_o man_n that_o be_v not_o afraid_a a_o lion_n be_v afraid_a of_o a_o 〈◊〉_d not_o afraid_a of_o staruiâ—â—_n &_o yet_o be_v afraid_a of_o soâ—â—_n joint_a of_o meat_n at_o the_o tabâ—â—_n present_v to_o feed_v hiâ—_n not_o afraid_a of_o the_o soâ—â—â—_n of_o drum_n and_o truâ—â—pets_n and_o shot_n and_o thoâ—â—_n which_o they_o seek_v 〈◊〉_d drown_v the_o last_o cry_v oâ—_n man_n and_o be_v afraid_a 〈◊〉_d some_o particular_a harmâ—â—nious_a instrument_n â—_z so_o mucâ—_n afraid_a as_o that_o with_o anâ—_n of_o these_o the_o enemy_n may_v â—rive_v this_o man_n otherwise_o â—aliant_a enough_o out_o of_o â—â—e_z field_n i_o know_v not_o what_o fear_n be_v nor_o i_o know_v â—ot_n what_o it_o be_v that_o i_o fear_v â—ow_o i_o fear_v not_o the_o hasten_a of_o my_o death_n and_o yet_o i_o do_v fear_v the_o increase_n â—f_o the_o disease_n i_o shall_v â—elie_v nature_n if_o i_o shall_v deny_v that_o i_o fear_v this_o &_o â—f_o i_o shall_v say_v that_o i_o feaâ—ed_v death_n i_o shall_v belie_v god_n my_o weakness_n be_v â—rom_o nature_n who_o have_v â—ut_v her_o measure_n my_o strength_n be_v from_o god_n who_o possess_v &_o distriâ—butes_n infinite_o as_o the_o every_o cold_a air_n be_v noâ—_n damp_n every_o shiver_a not_o a_o stupefaction_n so_o eveâ—ry_o fear_n be_v not_o a_o fearfulness_n every_o declinationâ—_n not_o a_o run_v away_o â—â—uery_n debate_v be_v not_o resolve_v every_o wisâ—_n that_o it_o be_v not_o thus_o â—_o not_o a_o murmur_a noâ—_n dejection_n though_o it_o bâ—â—_n thus_o but_o as_o my_o phisiciâ—â—_n fear_n put_v not_o he_o froâ—_n his_o practice_n neither_o doâ—â—_n i_o put_v i_o from_o râ—â—ceiving_v from_o god_n anâ—_n man_n and_o myself_o spiritual_a and_o civil_a and_o morallâ—ssistances_n â—ssistances_z and_o consolation_n 6._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n i_o find_v in_o thy_o book_n that_o â—eare_z be_v a_o stifle_a spirit_n a_o spirit_n of_o suffocation_n that_o â—â—shbosheth_v can_v not_o speak_v 3.11_o not_o reply_n in_o his_o own_o defence_n â—o_o abner_n because_o he_o be_v â—fraid_a it_o be_v thy_o seruamt_a â—obs_n case_n too_o 9.34_o who_o before_o he_o can_v say_v any_o â—hing_n to_o thou_o say_v of_o thou_o let_v he_o take_v his_o rod_n awaâ—_n from_o i_o 9.34_o and_o let_v not_o his_o fearâ—_n terrify_v i_o than_o will_v speak_v with_o he_o and_o 〈◊〉_d fear_v he_o but_o it_o be_v not_o â—â—_o with_o i_o shall_v a_o fear_n 〈◊〉_d thou_o take_v away_o my_o dâ—â—uotion_n to_o thou_o do_v
eye_n to_o testify_v my_o spiritual_a sickness_n i_o stand_v in_o the_o way_n of_o tentation_n natural_o necessary_o all_o man_n do_v so_o for_o there_o be_v a_o snake_n in_o every_o path_n tentation_n in_o every_o vocation_n but_o i_o go_v i_o run_v i_o fly_v into_o the_o way_n of_o tentation_n which_o i_o may_v shun_v nay_o i_o break_v into_o house_n where_o the_o plague_n be_v i_o press_v into_o place_n of_o tentation_n and_o tempt_v the_o devil_n himself_o and_o solicit_v &_o importune_v they_o who_o have_v rather_o be_v leave_v unsolicit_v by_o i_o i_o fall_v sick_a of_o sin_n and_o be_o bed_v and_o bedrid_a bury_v and_o putrify_v in_o the_o practice_n of_o sin_n and_o all_o this_o while_o haâ—e_v no_o presage_n no_o pulse_n no_o sense_n of_o my_o sickness_n o_o height_n o_o depth_n of_o misery_n where_o the_o first_o symptom_n of_o the_o sickness_n be_v hell_n &_o where_o i_o never_o fee_v the_o fever_n of_o lust_n of_o envy_n of_o ambition_n by_o any_o other_o light_n than_o the_o darkness_n and_o horror_n of_o hell_n itself_o â—_z &_o where_o the_o first_o messenger_n that_o speak_v to_o i_o do_v not_o sayâ—_n thou_o may_v die_v no_o nor_o thou_o must_v die_v but_o thou_o be_v dead_a and_o where_o the_o first_o notice_n that_o my_o soul_n have_v of_o her_o sickness_n be_v irrecoverablenes_n irremediablenes_n but_o o_o my_o god_n job_n do_v not_o charge_v thou_o foolish_o in_o his_o temporal_a affliction_n nor_o may_v i_o in_o my_o spiritual_a thou_o have_v imprint_v a_o pulse_n in_o our_o soul_n but_o we_o do_v not_o examine_v it_o a_o voice_n in_o our_o conscience_n but_o we_o do_v not_o hearken_v unto_o it_o we_o talk_v it_o out_o we_o jest_v it_o out_o we_o drink_v it_o out_o we_o sleep_v it_o out_o and_o when_o we_o wake_v we_o do_v not_o say_v with_o jacob_n 28.16_o sure_o the_o lord_n be_v in_o this_o place_n and_o i_o know_v it_o not_o but_o though_o we_o may_v know_v it_o we_o do_v not_o we_o will_v not_o but_o will_v god_n pretend_v to_o make_v a_o watch_n and_o leave_v out_o the_o springe_n to_o make_v so_o many_o various_a wheel_n in_o the_o faculty_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o in_o the_o organ_n of_o the_o body_n and_o leave_v out_o grace_n that_o shall_v move_v they_o or_o will_v god_n make_v a_o springe_n and_o not_o wind_v it_o up_o infuse_v his_o first_o grace_n &_o not_o second_v it_o with_o more_o without_o which_o we_o can_v no_o more_o use_v his_o first_o grace_n when_o we_o have_v it_o than_o we_o can_v dispose_v ourselves_o by_o nature_n to_o have_v it_o but_o alas_o that_o be_v not_o our_o case_n we_o be_v all_o prodigal_a son_n and_o not_o disinherit_v we_o have_v receive_v our_o portion_n and_o mis-spend_v it_o not_o be_v deny_v it_o we_o be_v god_n tenant_n here_o and_o yet_o here_o he_o our_o landlord_n pay_v we_o rent_n not_o yearly_a nor_o quarterly_a but_o hourly_o and_o quarterly_a every_o minute_n he_o renew_v his_o mercy_n but_o we_o will_v not_o understand_v 16._o lest_o that_o we_o shall_v be_v convert_v and_o he_o shall_v heal_v us._n 1._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o consider_v in_o thyself_o be_v a_o circle_n first_o and_o last_o and_o altogether_o but_o consider_v in_o thy_o work_n upon_o we_o be_v a_o direct_a line_n and_o lead_v we_o from_o our_o beginning_n through_o all_o our_o way_n to_o our_o end_n enable_v i_o by_o thy_o grace_n to_o look_v forward_o to_o my_o end_n and_o to_o look_v backward_o to_o to_o the_o consideration_n of_o thy_o mercy_n afford_v i_o from_o the_o beginning_n that_o so_o by_o that_o practice_n of_o consider_v thy_o mercy_n in_o my_o beginning_n in_o this_o world_n when_o thou_o plant_v i_o in_o the_o christian_a church_n and_o thy_o mercy_n in_o the_o begin_n in_o the_o other_o world_n when_o thou_o write_v i_o in_o the_o book_n of_o life_n in_o my_o election_n i_o may_v come_v to_o a_o holy_a consideration_n of_o thy_o mercy_n in_o the_o begin_n of_o all_o my_o action_n hereâ—_n that_o in_o all_o the_o 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sin_n that_o this_o suspicious_a &_o jealous_a diligence_n will_v turn_v to_o a_o inordinate_a dejection_n of_o spirit_n and_o a_o diffidence_n in_o thy_o care_n &_o providence_n buâ—_n keep_v i_o still_o establish_a both_o in_o a_o constant_a assurance_n that_o thou_o wilâ—_n speak_v to_o i_o at_o the_o begin_n of_o every_o such_o sickness_n at_o the_o approach_n of_o every_o such_o sin_n and_o that_o if_o i_o take_v knowledge_n of_o that_o voice_n then_o anâ—_n fly_v to_o thou_o thou_o wilâ—_n preserve_v i_o from_o fall_v or_o raise_v i_o again_o when_o by_o natural_a infirmity_n i_o be_o fall_v doâ—_n this_o o_o lord_n for_o his_o sake_n who_o know_v our_o natural_a infirmity_n for_o he_o have_v they_o and_o know_v the_o weight_n of_o our_o sin_n for_o he_o pay_v a_o dear_a price_n for_o they_o thy_o son_n our_o saviour_n chr_n jesus_n amen_n 2._o actio_fw-la laesa_fw-la the_o strength_n and_o the_o function_n of_o the_o sense_n &_o other_o faculty_n change_v and_o fail_v 2._o 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god_n so_o often_o present_v â—o_o we_o by_o name_n that_o carry_v our_o consideration_n upon_o counsel_n as_o upon_o execution_n of_o counsel_n he_o be_v often_o call_v the_o lord_n of_o host_n â—han_o by_o all_o other_o name_n that_o may_v be_v refer_v to_o the_o other_o significationâ—_n herebyâ—_n therefore_o we_o take_v into_o our_o meditation_n the_o slippery_a condition_n of_o man_n who_o happiness_n in_o any_o kind_n the_o defect_n of_o any_o one_o thing_n conduce_v to_o that_o happiness_n may_v ruin_v but_o iâ—_n must_v have_v all_o the_o piece_n to_o make_v it_o up_o without_o counsel_n i_o have_v not_o get_v thus_o farreâ—_n without_o action_n and_o practice_n i_o shall_v go_v no_o far_o towards_o health_n but_o what_o be_v â—he_n present_v necessary_a action_n purge_n a_o withdraw_a a_o violate_v of_o nature_n a_o far_o weaken_v o_o dear_a price_n &_o o_o strange_a way_n of_o addition_n to_o do_v it_o by_o substraction_n of_o restore_a nature_n to_o violate_v nature_n of_o provide_v strength_n by_o increase_a weakness_n be_v i_o not_o sick_a before_o and_o be_v it_o a_o question_n of_o comfort_n to_o be_v ask_v now_o do_v your_o physic_n make_v you_o sick_a be_v that_o it_o that_o my_o physic_n promise_v to_o make_v i_o sick_a this_o be_v another_o step_n upon_o which_o we_o may_v stand_v and_o see_v far_o into_o the_o misery_n of_o man_n the_o time_n the_o season_n of_o his_o misery_n it_o must_v be_v do_v now_o o_o overcunning_a over-watchfull_a over-diligent_a and_o over-sociable_a misery_n of_o man_n that_o seldom_o come_v alone_a but_o then_o when_o it_o may_v accompany_v other_o misery_n and_o so_o put_v one_o another_o into_o the_o high_a exaltation_n and_o better_a â—eart_n i_o be_o ground_n even_o to_o a_o attenuation_n and_o must_v proceed_v to_o evacuation_n all_o way_n to_o exinanition_n and_o annihilation_n 20._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n the_o god_n of_o order_n but_o yet_o not_o of_o ambition_n who_o assign_a place_n to_o every_o one_o but_o not_o contention_n for_o place_n when_o shall_v it_o be_v thy_o pleasure_n to_o put_v a_o end_n to_o all_o these_o quarrel_n for_o spiritual_a precedence_n when_o shall_v man_n leave_v their_o uncharitable_a disputation_n which_o be_v to_o take_v place_n faith_n or_o repentance_n and_o which_o when_o we_o consider_v faith_n and_o work_n the_o head_n and_o the_o hand_n too_o be_v require_v to_o a_o perfect_a natural_a man_n counsel_n and_o action_n too_o to_o a_o perfect_a civil_a man_n say_v and_o work_v too_o to_o he_o that_o be_v perfect_o spiritual_a but_o because_o it_o be_v easy_o say_v i_o believe_v and_o because_o it_o do_v not_o easy_o lie_v in_o proof_n nor_o be_v easy_o demonstrable_a by_o any_o evidence_n take_v from_o my_o heart_n for_o
the_o wilderness_n thy_o manâ—a_n bread_n so_o condition_v qualify_v so_o as_o that_o to_o every_o man_n manna_n taste_v like_o that_o which_o that_o man_n like_v best_a i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o make_v this_o correction_n which_o i_o acknowledge_v to_o be_v part_n of_o my_o daily_a bread_n to_o taste_v so_o to_o i_o not_o as_o i_o will_v but_o as_o thou_o will_v have_v it_o taste_v and_o to_o conform_v my_o taste_n and_o make_v it_o agreeable_a to_o thy_o willâ—_n thou_o will_v have_v thâ—_n correction_n taste_v of_o humâ—â—liation_n but_o thou_o will_v have_v they_o taste_v â—_o consolation_n too_o taste_v oâ—_n danger_n but_o taste_n of_o assâ—â—rance_n too_o as_o therefore_o thou_o have_v imprint_v in_o all_o thy_o element_n of_o which_o our_o body_n consist_v two_o manifest_a quality_n so_o that_o as_o thy_o fire_n dry_v so_o it_o heat_v too_o and_o as_o thy_o water_n moyst_n so_o it_o cool_v too_o so_o o_o lord_n in_o these_o correction_n which_o be_v the_o element_n 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et_fw-la rex_fw-la ipse_fw-la suum_fw-la mittit_fw-la the_o king_n send_v his_o own_o physician_n 8._o meditation_n stil_o when_o we_o return_v to_o that_o meditation_n that_o man_n be_v a_o world_n we_o find_v new_a discovery_n let_v he_o be_v a_o world_n and_o himself_o will_v be_v the_o land_n and_o misery_n the_o sea_n his_o misery_n for_o misery_n be_v he_o his_o own_o of_o the_o happiness_n even_o of_o this_o world_n hâ—e_v be_v but_o tenant_n but_o of_o misery_n the_o freeholder_n of_o happiness_n he_o be_v but_o the_o farmer_n but_o the_o usufructuary_n but_o of_o misery_n the_o lord_n the_o proprietary_n his_o misery_n as_o the_o sea_n swell_v above_o all_o the_o hill_n and_o reach_n to_o the_o remote_a part_n of_o this_o earth_n man_n who_o of_o himself_o be_v buâ—_n dust_n and_o coagulate_v and_o knead_v into_o earth_n by_o tear_n his_o maâ—teâ—_n be_v â—arth_n his_o form_n misery_n in_o this_o world_n that_o be_v mankind_n the_o high_a ground_n the_o eminent_a hill_n be_v 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