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to_o do_v but_o weak_a be_v my_o resolve_n if_o they_o be_v not_o assist_v by_o thou_o o_o give_v i_o then_o in_o these_o holy_a motion_n such_o constancy_n as_o in_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o love_n unto_o i_o i_o may_v forget_v offence_n hearty_o and_o so_o receive_v remission_n of_o my_o sin_n at_o thy_o hand_n in_o the_o day_n of_o mercy_n chap._n 30._o pray_v for_o his_o persecutor_n fervent_o this_o lesson_n be_v teach_v i_o by_o my_o saviour_n when_o among_o other_o he_o suffer_v for_o i_o the_o worst_a of_o all_o other_o when_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n encompass_v he_o when_o nothing_o but_o sorrow_n and_o heaviness_n accompany_v he_o even_o then_o when_o his_o persecutor_n deserve_v least_o show_v he_o his_o charity_n most_o father_n forgive_v they_o for_o they_o know_v not_o what_o they_o do_v thus_o do_v he_o excuse_v they_o from_o malice_n impute_v all_o they_o do_v unto_o ignorance_n so_o full_a of_o compassion_n be_v he_o even_o in_o his_o great_a anguish_n now_o resolve_v i_o poor_a pilgrim_n wherein_o have_v thou_o show_v thyself_o a_o obedient_a scholar_n to_o such_o a_o master_n wherein_o have_v thou_o observe_v this_o lesson_n have_v thou_o pray_v for_o they_o who_o seek_v to_o make_v a_o prey_n on_o thou_o have_v thou_o wish_v from_o thy_o heart_n that_o he_o may_v ride_v on_o with_o honour_n who_o seek_v thy_o dishonour_n nay_o rather_o have_v thou_o not_o curse_v where_o thou_o shall_v have_v bless_v have_v thou_o not_o revile_v he_o who_o wrong_v thou_o nor_o seek_v to_o impeach_v his_o fame_n who_o wrought_v mischief_n against_o thou_o yes_o yes_o unhappy_a pilgrim_n none_o can_v be_v more_o ready_a to_o inflict_v than_o thou_o to_o requite_v to_o pray_v for_o they_o or_o to_o perform_v any_o office_n of_o charity_n in_o behalf_n of_o they_o be_v so_o far_o from_o thy_o intention_n as_o thou_o account_v it_o rather_o a_o act_n of_o weakness_n than_o devotion_n dear_a father_n this_o i_o consider_v and_o with_o grief_n of_o heart_n confess_v myself_o herein_o a_o foul_a transgressor_n sweet_a jesu_n thou_o who_o pray_v for_o thy_o enemy_n teach_v we_o to_o do_v the_o like_a for_o such_o as_o shall_v persecute_v we_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o do_v good_a to_o those_o who_o do_v evil_a unto_o i_o to_o love_v those_o that_o hate_v i_o to_o forgive_v those_o who_o trespass_n against_o i_o to_o spare_v such_o as_o offend_v i_o and_o to_o pray_v for_o all_o such_o as_o persecute_v i_o and_o that_o with_o such_o fervency_n as_o my_o prayer_n may_v be_v ascept_v in_o the_o time_n of_o their_o necessity_n chap._n 31._o he_o take_v the_o like_a view_n of_o those_o seven_o corporal_a work_n of_o mercy_n and_o acknowledge_v likewise_o his_o fail_n in_o each_o of_o they_o from_o the_o view_n of_o those_o spiritual_a work_n of_o mercy_n in_o every_o one_o whereof_o thou_o have_v find_v thy_o infinite_a fail_n descend_v now_o poor_a pilgrim_n to_o those_o corporal_a work_n of_o mercy_n necessary_o require_v of_o every_o christian_a to_o make_v he_o of_o a_o bondman_n to_o sin_n a_o freeman_n and_o a_o citizen_n but_o alas_o i_o much_o fear_v i_o that_o my_o desire_n have_v be_v so_o long_o ally_v to_o earth_n nay_o lay_v in_o earth_n as_o these_o work_n of_o mercy_n be_v estrange_v from_o my_o knowledge_n truth_n be_v poor_a pilgrim_n that_o i_o be_o i_o have_v observe_v these_o work_n neglect_v with_o the_o reason_n from_o whence_o such_o neglect_n proceed_v for_o take_v my_o survey_n of_o all_o condition_n i_o find_v here_o one_o who_o pride_v himself_o in_o his_o youth_n bestow_v so_o much_o time_n in_o company_n as_o he_o reserve_v no_o time_n to_o think_v of_o work_n of_o mercy_n another_o i_o find_v take_v with_o his_o own_o beauty_n who_o take_v such_o content_n in_o look_v upon_o himself_o as_o he_o have_v not_o one_o look_v to_o bestow_v upon_o his_o needy_a brother_n another_o be_v so_o rich_a and_o so_o devote_v to_o that_o worldly_a idol_n as_o it_o be_v death_n to_o he_o to_o afford_v one_o crumb_n of_o comfort_n to_o relieve_v he_o that_o be_v distress_v another_o as_o one_o distrustful_a of_o god_n providence_n refuse_v to_o perform_v all_o office_n of_o charity_n fear_v his_o too_o much_o bounty_n may_v bring_v he_o to_o poverty_n another_o i_o may_v hear_v presume_v of_o god_n mercy_n and_o flatter_v himself_o with_o tush_o god_n will_v be_v merciful_a though_o we_o shall_v forget_v what_o he_o have_v command_v we_o he_o will_v not_o forget_v to_o perform_v what_o he_o have_v promise_v we_o another_o see_v the_o whole_a world_n set_v on_o mischief_n and_o how_o the_o simple_a and_o innocent_a be_v most_o scorn_v to_o avoid_v the_o scorn_n of_o the_o fool_n he_o scorn_v not_o to_o become_v such_o a_o fool_n as_o to_o follow_v the_o haunt_n of_o the_o wicked_a last_o i_o may_v find_v a_o other_o of_o so_o soft_a and_o delicate_a a_o condition_n as_o these_o work_n of_o charity_n be_v too_o sharp_a and_o â—ull_a of_o austerity_n this_o man_n will_v take_v no_o acquaintance_n of_o they_o lest_o he_o may_v become_v enfeeble_v by_o they_o and_o such_o as_o these_o in_o thy_o survey_n on_o earth_n have_v thou_o see_v and_o observe_v but_o pray_v thou_o poor_a pilgrim_n all_o this_o while_n that_o thou_o observe_v other_o be_v there_o nothing_o thou_o can_v find_v in_o thyself_o sure_o i_o be_o thou_o ought_v to_o have_v endeavour_v with_o all_o thy_o power_n and_o all_o thy_o knowledge_n to_o know_v thyself_o for_o far_o better_a and_o more_o laudable_a have_v it_o be_v for_o thou_o to_o know_v thyself_o then_o by_o neglect_v and_o forget_v of_o thyself_o to_o have_v know_v the_o course_n of_o the_o star_n the_o strength_n of_o herb_n 5._o the_o complexion_n of_o man_n the_o nature_n of_o all_o inferior_a creature_n with_o the_o experience_n and_o knowledge_n of_o all_o heavenly_a and_o earthly_a thing_n for_o better_o be_v a_o simple_a swain_n than_o a_o proud_a philosopher_n i_o gather_v by_o thy_o own_o word_n thou_o have_v be_v a_o notable_a observer_n but_o wherein_o have_v thou_o show_v thyself_o a_o able_a professor_n o_o my_o lord_n i_o know_v not_o what_o to_o answer_v i_o stand_v at_o thy_o bar_n and_o have_v nothing_o to_o plead_v for_o myself_o only_o dear_a lord_n i_o must_v confess_v to_o my_o shame_n i_o have_v sin_v i_o have_v sin_v not_o one_o work_n of_o mercy_n but_o i_o have_v either_o whole_o neglect_v or_o not_o perform_v as_o thou_o have_v command_v o_o lord_n impute_v not_o my_o sin_n unto_o i_o lest_o i_o perish_v everlasting_o chap._n 32._o feed_v the_o hungry_a thou_o have_v hear_v read_v the_o parable_n of_o dives_n and_o lazarus_n and_o thou_o condemn_v the_o hard-heartednesse_n of_o dives_n that_o rich_a glutton_n who_o amid_o those_o various_a dish_n of_o he_o will_v not_o afford_v some_o few_o crumb_n some_o poor_a fragment_n from_o his_o well-furnished_a table_n to_o feed_v a_o poor_a hunger-starved_a beggar_n and_o upon_o review_v of_o that_o story_n conclude_v he_o just_o damn_v for_o suffer_v his_o needy_a brother_n to_o perish_v while_o he_o surfeit_v so_o as_o his_o very_a dog_n may_v partake_v what_o poor_a lazarus_n can_v not_o get_v nay_o this_o hungry_a beggar_n receive_v more_o curtsy_n from_o his_o dog_n then_o from_o their_o master_n for_o they_o lick_v his_o sore_n whereas_o from_o dive_v he_o receive_v no_o comfort_n no_o succour_n but_o now_o tell_v i_o unhappy_a pilgrim_n may_v not_o i_o say_v to_o thou_o as_o that_o prophet_n say_v to_o david_n thou_o be_v the_o man_n do_v thou_o never_o see_v thy_o poor_a necessitous_a brother_n hungry_a but_o thou_o have_v compassion_n of_o his_o poverty_n do_v thou_o go_v to_o thy_o cruse_n to_o refresh_v he_o with_o oil_n or_o to_o thy_o barrel_n to_o make_v he_o a_o cake_n that_o he_o may_v walk_v in_o the_o strength_n thereof_o and_o not_o die_v nay_o rather_o have_v thou_o not_o suffer_v he_o to_o cry_v at_o thy_o gate_n till_o his_o very_a bowel_n earn_v within_o he_o and_o thou_o will_v not_o hear_v he_o have_v thou_o not_o bestow_v more_o liberal_o upon_o the_o proud_a actor_n then_o on_o thy_o poor_a brother_n nay_o have_v thou_o not_o sow_v so_o lavish_o thy_o ill-bestowed_a fortune_n upon_o the_o brothel_n or_o stage_n as_o thou_o have_v leave_v nothing_o to_o give_v to_o the_o poor_a man_n box_n have_v thou_o not_o saffer_v some_o of_o christ_n own_o member_n to_o perish_v for_o want_v of_o food_n and_o do_v thou_o not_o understand_v how_o so_o many_o as_o thou_o suffer_v thus_o to_o be_v starve_v when_o thou_o may_v relieve_v they_o so_o many_o have_v thou_o murder_v and_o thy_o blood_n shall_v answer_v for_o they_o o_o my_o lord_n speak_v for_o i_o for_o shall_v i_o say_v i_o have_v not_o do_v this_o my_o
ground_n where_o no_o water_n be_v so_o have_v she_o thirst_v after_o thou_o and_o now_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v present_v myself_o before_o thou_o with_o more_o humility_n i_o will_v ever_o set_v my_o imperfection_n before_o i_o remember_v what_o good_a i_o have_v omit_v when_o i_o have_v opportunity_n to_o do_v it_o again_o what_o evil_a i_o have_v commit_v when_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o mercy_n may_v have_v decline_v i_o frâ—_n it_o among_o which_o let_v i_o now_o call_v to_o mind_v those_o blessing_n thy_o gracious_a goodness_n have_v pronounce_v to_o every_o faithful_a follower_n and_o then_o examine_v myself_o whether_o i_o deserve_v or_o no_o to_o be_v list_v in_o that_o number_n chap._n 40._o bless_a be_v the_o poor_a in_o spirit_n for_o for_o they_o be_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n hvmility_n be_v the_o path_n that_o lead_v to_o glory_n there_o be_v no_o virtue_n that_o can_v subsist_v without_o it_o this_o may_v be_v one_o reason_n why_o the_o very_a first_o beatitude_n be_v ground_v on_o it_o but_o what_o be_v we_o to_o learn_v from_o hence_o not_o to_o be_v high-minded_a but_o of_o a_o humble_a and_o meek_a spirit_n in_o suffer_v dishonour_n for_o the_o honour_n of_o our_o saviour_n in_o possess_v our_o soul_n with_o patience_n in_o mitigate_a wrath_n with_o mildness_n in_o relinquish_a himself_n in_o prefer_v other_o before_o himself_o in_o judge_v well_o of_o other_o but_o worst_a of_o himself_o in_o wish_v unto_o other_o as_o to_o himself_o in_o rejoice_v in_o nothing_o but_o in_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n yet_o unfeigned_o suffer_v with_o those_o who_o suffer_v for_o christ._n now_o return_v and_o account_n proud_a pilgrim_n whether_o there_o appear_v any_o token_n of_o this_o poor_a spirit_n in_o thou_o have_v thou_o not_o ever_o retain_v a_o good_a opinion_n of_o thy_o own_o worthless_a worth_n have_v thou_o not_o be_v of_o a_o contentious_a spirit_n have_v thou_o not_o answer_v reproach_n with_o reproach_n have_v thou_o not_o be_v more_o ready_a in_o defend_v thy_o own_o honour_n then_o advance_v the_o honour_n of_o thy_o saviour_n have_v thou_o not_o be_v so_o far_o from_o possess_v thy_o soul_n in_o patience_n as_o thou_o can_v not_o endure_v the_o least_o affront_n without_o much_o violence_n have_v thou_o with_o soft_a word_n mitigate_v wrath_n nay_o have_v thou_o never_o suffer_v the_o sun_n to_o set_v upon_o thy_o wrath_n have_v thou_o in_o a_o humble_a contempt_n of_o thyself_o prefer_v other_o before_o thyself_o nay_o rather_o haste_v thou_o not_o with_o the_o spirit_n of_o contradiction_n oppose_v thy_o judgement_n against_o other_o and_o out_o of_o a_o foolish_a presumption_n make_v a_o idol_n of_o thyself_o have_v thou_o in_o the_o scale_n of_o charity_n prefer_v other_o before_o thyself_o or_o rather_o have_v thou_o not_o rash_o judge_v other_o in_o thy_o heart_n and_o in_o thy_o too_o strict_a examination_n of_o he_o conclude_v with_o that_o proud_a pharisee_fw-mi i_o be_o not_o as_o this_o man_n be_v in_o a_o word_n have_v thou_o judge_v well_o of_o other_o but_o worst_a of_o thy_o self_n or_o wish_v unto_o other_o as_o to_o thy_o self_n or_o rejoice_v like_o a_o faithful_a champion_n in_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n or_o like_o a_o compassionate_a member_n suffer_v with_o those_o who_o suffer_v for_o christ_n o_o no_o nothing_o less_o can_v i_o find_v in_o myself_o unhappy_a pilgrim_n i_o have_v ever_o hold_v a_o poor_a spirit_n in_o contempt_n and_o a_o unfit_a companion_n to_o take_v acquaintance_n of_o in_o this_o world_n how_o then_o dear_a saviour_n may_v i_o expect_v a_o inheritance_n in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n who_o be_o so_o far_o estrange_v from_o a_o mild_a spirit_n on_o earth_n o_o my_o lord_n incline_v thy_o ear_n to_o my_o petition_n renew_v a_o right_a spirit_n within_o i_o so_o shall_v i_o be_v endow_v with_o what_o delight_v thou_o by_o account_v a_o meek_a spirit_n a_o spiritual_a beauty_n and_o after_o this_o life_n through_o thy_o mercy_n become_v inheritor_n of_o that_o kingdom_n which_o thou_o have_v prepare_v for_o those_o that_o love_v thou_o chap._n 41._o bless_a be_v the_o meek_a for_o they_o shall_v possess_v the_o earth_n here_o be_v a_o promise_n that_o the_o meek_a shall_v possess_v the_o earth_n and_o yet_o be_v it_o hard_o to_o find_v a_o spirit_n true_o meek_a upon_o the_o earth_n by_o which_o thou_o may_v gather_v poor_a pilgrim_n that_o there_o be_v another_o earth_n beside_o this_o earth_n we_o here_o tread_v on_o which_o shall_v be_v give_v for_o a_o possession_n to_o the_o meek_a that_o desire_a earth_n prepare_v only_o for_o such_o who_o have_v wain_v their_o desire_n from_o earth_n this_o be_v a_o land_n which_o flow_v with_o better_a thing_n than_o milk_n and_o honey_n a_o heavenly_a havilah_n where_o the_o pure_a gold_n be_v to_o be_v find_v nay_o where_o the_o very_a street_n be_v pave_v with_o gold_n the_o wall_n be_v of_o precious_a stone_n the_o gate_n be_v make_v of_o the_o best_a margarite_n those_o many_o mansion_n found_v of_o square_a 25._o stone_n build_v of_o saphire_n arch_v over_o with_o golden_a brick_n which_o none_o must_v enter_v but_o he_o that_o be_v clean_o none_o must_v inhabit_v that_o be_v defile_v where_o then_o must_v thy_o possession_n be_v in_o this_o land_n of_o promise_n what_o mansion_n may_v thou_o expect_v in_o this_o holy_a city_n woe_n be_v i_o i_o be_o unclean_a i_o be_o unclean_a from_o head_n to_o foot_n there_o be_v nothing_o in_o i_o but_o boil_v sore_n and_o run_n how_o may_v i_o then_o look_v there_o to_o receive_v any_o mansion_n see_v to_o a_o clean_a lord_n be_v require_v a_o clean_a habitation_n how_o may_v i_o think_v that_o my_o master_n will_v look_v on_o i_o who_o all_o my_o life_n time_n have_v observe_v lest_o what_o he_o command_v most_o practise_v nothing_o more_o than_o what_o he_o prohibit_v neglect_v nothing_o more_o than_o what_o he_o command_v how_o may_v i_o expect_v from_o his_o hand_n a_o blessing_n or_o this_o promise_a possession_n of_o that_o earth_n who_o never_o show_v so_o much_o as_o the_o least_o meekness_n upon_o earth_n yet_o do_v that_o meek_a lamb_n who_o become_v a_o offering_n for_o i_o leave_v such_o a_o pattern_n unto_o i_o that_o if_o i_o be_v not_o whole_o unmindful_a of_o my_o soul_n honour_n nor_o whole_o forgetful_a of_o the_o love_n of_o such_o a_o master_n i_o can_v not_o choose_v but_o after_o his_o example_n become_v his_o meek_a and_o obedient_a follower_n for_o his_o whole_a life_n be_v a_o mirror_n of_o meekness_n see_v from_o the_o cratch_n to_o the_o cross_n he_o suffer_v all_o thing_n patient_o bear_v all_o reproach_n meek_o to_o reach_v unto_o thou_o from_o the_o tree_n of_o his_o cross_n a_o crown_n of_o glory_n o_o my_o redeemer_n imprint_v this_o meekness_n of_o thou_o in_o my_o memory_n let_v it_o never_o depart_v from_o i_o put_v a_o meek_a and_o mild_a answer_n into_o my_o mouth_n when_o any_o one_o shall_v revile_v i_o let_v i_o refer_v my_o cause_n unto_o thou_o and_o that_o with_o such_o christian_a charity_n as_o i_o may_v sincere_o pray_v for_o my_o enemy_n and_o in_o meekness_n of_o spirit_n to_o imitate_v the_o example_n of_o that_o meek_a lamb_n who_o with_o so_o resign_v a_o will_n become_v a_o sacrifice_n for_o i_o chap._n 42._o bless_a be_v they_o that_o mourn_v for_o they_o shall_v be_v comfort_v that_o wise_a preacher_n can_v say_v it_o be_v better_a go_v to_o the_o house_n of_o mourning_n then_o to_o the_o house_n of_o rejoice_v and_o yet_o how_o little_a do_v this_o admonition_n work_v upon_o thy_o thought_n how_o pleasant_a have_v those_o consort_n of_o death_n those_o brethren_n in_o evil_n seem_v unto_o thou_o how_o merry_o the_o hour_n go_v away_o nothing_o be_v want_v to_o make_v your_o delight_n more_o complete_a but_o that_o you_o want_v time_n to_o make_v your_o folly_n more_o complete_a full_a cup_n merry_a song_n profane_a oath_n be_v the_o only_a actor_n that_o present_v themselves_o in_o this_o expense_n of_o time_n a_o long_a night_n soon_o pass_v over_o but_o not_o so_o easy_o account_v for_o but_o tell_v i_o thou_o misguide_a pilgrim_n be_v it_o thou_o as_o quick_a in_o thy_o visit_n to_o the_o house_n of_o mourning_n do_v thou_o labour_v to_o comfort_v the_o comfortless_a do_v thou_o mourn_v with_o those_o that_o mourn_v or_o with_o a_o tender_a christian_a heart_n suffer_v with_o those_o that_o suffer_v o_o no_o shall_v i_o rather_o tell_v thou_o what_o thou_o have_v do_v thou_o have_v rejoice_v when_o other_o mourn_v take_v content_a when_o other_o suffer_v nay_o if_o at_o any_o time_n thou_o mourned'_v it_o be_v such_o as_o god_n himself_o be_v provoke_v with_o it_o for_o thou_o either_o immoderate_o mourned'_v for_o the_o loss_n of_o thy_o friend_n and_o so_o
offended'_v he_o with_o thy_o excessive_a mourning_n or_o what_o be_v worse_o for_o the_o loss_n of_o some_o temporal_a substance_n and_o so_o provoke_v he_o with_o thy_o indiscreet_a sorrow_n or_o which_o be_v worse_o for_o that_o thou_o may_v not_o enjoy_v thy_o full_a of_o pleasure_n and_o so_o plunge_v thy_o soul_n down_o into_o the_o baleful_a pit_n of_o predition_n for_o ever_o thy_o desire_n be_v to_o pass_v time_n over_o with_o a_o merry_a heart_n and_o to_o satisfy_v she_o in_o the_o lust_n thereof_o and_o yet_o thou_o have_v so_o much_o divinity_n in_o thou_o as_o sometime_o to_o consider_v how_o none_o can_v partake_v in_o comfort_n here_o and_o elsewhere_o how_o none_o can_v be_v there_o comfort_v who_o be_v not_o here_o afflict_v how_o none_o can_v be_v there_o solace_v unless_o he_o here_o sorrow_v how_o the_o almighty_a have_v a_o son_n without_o sin_n but_o none_o without_o a_o scourge_n one_o who_o weep_v often_o but_o be_v never_o see_v to_o laugh_v one_o who_o from_o his_o birth_n to_o his_o death_n make_v his_o life_n a_o continue_a scene_n of_o sorrow_n one_o who_o in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o his_o soul_n call_v and_o cry_v to_o all_o such_o as_o past_a by_o he_o to_o come_v unto_o he_o to_o behold_v he_o and_o witness_v with_o he_o if_o ever_o there_o be_v sorrow_n like_a unto_o his_o sorrow_n o_o no_o my_o dear_a saviour_n there_o be_v never_o sorrow_n like_a unto_o thy_o soâ—rrow_n yet_o i_o who_o occasion_v thy_o sorrow_n partake_v little_a in_o thy_o sorrow_n o_o bring_v i_o now_o to_o a_o true_a sense_n of_o my_o sin_n to_o a_o true_a sorrow_n for_o my_o endanger_v soul_n let_v my_o eye_n be_v so_o well_o acquaint_v with_o tear_n as_o my_o affection_n may_v be_v estrange_v from_o all_o joy_n let_v i_o become_v so_o happy_a a_o mourner_n as_o with_o devout_a magdalen_n i_o may_v become_v a_o hearty_a convert_n of_o a_o heinous_a sinner_n and_o so_o by_o cease_v from_o sin_n become_v a_o welcome_a guest_n to_o my_o saviour_n chap._n 43._o bless_a be_v they_o that_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o righteousness_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v many_o time_n have_v thou_o hunger_v oft_o have_v thou_o thirst_v but_o tell_v i_o be_v this_o for_o righteousness_n no_o this_o hunger_n of_o thou_o be_v rather_o like_o the_o prodigal_n in_o hunger_a after_o the_o husk_n of_o vanity_n or_o like_o esau_n in_a hunger_a after_o delicacy_n or_o like_o ahab_n in_o hunger_a after_o another_o vineyard_n greedy_o or_o like_o hamon_n in_a hunger_a after_o honour_n graceles_o and_o the_o like_a be_v thy_o thirst_n thou_o thirst_v but_o it_o be_v with_o gehezay_n after_o gold_n or_o with_o those_o before_o the_o flood_n after_o full_a cup_n or_o like_o nimrod_n after_o blood_n or_o like_o amnon_n after_o lust_n all_o this_o while_n resolve_v i_o where_o thy_o heart_n be_v it_o can_v be_v lodge_v in_o the_o sanctuary_n be_v so_o betroth_v to_o vanity_n thy_o delight_n can_v be_v in_o the_o law_n of_o the_o lord_n thy_o heart_n can_v never_o indite_v a_o good_a matter_n so_o long_o as_o thou_o suffer_v it_o to_o wander_v from_o thou_o like_o light_n thamar_n after_o this_o manner_n o_o how_o far_o be_v this_o after_o hunger_a how_v to_o promote_v god_n glory_n how_o far_o be_v this_o from_o thirst_v after_o work_n of_o mercy_n for_o how_o soever_o some_o of_o these_o who_o dedicate_v themselves_o to_o the_o devotion_n of_o the_o world_n upon_o a_o more_o serious_a remembrance_n of_o god_n heavy_a judgement_n prepare_v for_o every_o rebellious_a and_o impenitent_a sinner_n may_v sometime_o seem_v strike_v with_o remorse_n of_o conscience_n and_o hearty_o wish_v with_o balaam_n the_o death_n of_o the_o righteous_a yet_o so_o long_o as_o they_o care_v not_o for_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o the_o righteous_a nor_o with_o a_o humble_a holy_a zeal_n thirst_n after_o righteousness_n nor_o mortify_v their_o desire_n by_o the_o law_n of_o obedience_n they_o may_v be_v long_a time_n wisher_n before_o they_o be_v enjoyer_n such_o desire_n can_v never_o produce_v good_a effect_n which_o be_v not_o second_v with_o the_o fruit_n of_o a_o good_a life_n where_o piety_n have_v lose_v her_o practice_n there_o be_v small_a comfort_n in_o the_o court_n of_o conscience_n as_o the_o faithful_a man_n live_v by_o faith_n so_o must_v he_o live_v in_o the_o life_n of_o faith_n and_o walk_v according_a to_o the_o profession_n of_o his_o faith_n or_o he_o shall_v never_o receive_v the_o promise_n of_o faith_n he_o who_o believe_v whatsoever_o be_v necessary_o to_o be_v believe_v and_o observe_v whatsoever_o be_v by_o the_o divine_a law_n of_o god_n command_v that_o man_n shall_v be_v accept_v but_o what_o be_v to_o be_v expect_v in_o this_o wide_a world_n this_o wild_a wilderness_n where_o there_o appear_v such_o want_n of_o obedience_n in_o youth_n such_o want_n of_o devotion_n in_o age_n such_o want_n of_o conscience_n in_o both_o and_o what_o be_v thou_o unhappy_a pilgrim_n who_o speak_v these_o thing_n but_o as_o leaven_n to_o make_v sour_a the_o lump_n thy_o life_n have_v corrupt_v many_o reclaim_v none_o none_o more_o ready_a to_o sin_n none_o more_o slow_a to_o sigh_v for_o those_o sin_n which_o he_o have_v commit_v none_o hunger_a nor_o thirst_v more_o after_o those_o trouble_a brook_n of_o vanity_n and_o lightness_n none_o hunger_a nor_o thirst_v less_o after_o those_o precious_a treasure_n of_o righteousness_n dear_a lord_n be_v merciful_a unto_o i_o a_o sinner_n i_o thirst_v lord_n i_o thirst_v give_v i_o to_o drink_v of_o those_o water_n of_o life_n for_o unless_o thou_o help_v i_o and_o reach_v they_o to_o i_o i_o remain_v desolate_a and_o hopeless_a of_o relief_n in_o this_o time_n of_o my_o necessity_n sweet_a jesu_n the_o well_o be_v deep_a and_o i_o have_v not_o wherewith_o to_o draw_v unless_o thou_o draw_v i_o to_o thou_o and_o bestow_v on_o i_o what_o with_o all_o humility_n i_o beg_v of_o thou_o o_o increase_n in_o i_o a_o holy_a hunger_n and_o constant_a thirst_n after_o righteousness_n that_o my_o way_n and_o work_n may_v be_v sanctify_v throughout_o in_o the_o practice_n of_o obedience_n chap._n 44._o bless_a be_v the_o merciful_a for_o they_o shall_v obtain_v mercy_n can_v thou_o unmercisull_n pilgrim_n look_v for_o mercy_n at_o the_o hand_n of_o thy_o maker_n and_o never_o so_o much_o as_o open_v the_o bowel_n of_o thy_o compassion_n to_o thy_o poor_a brother_n be_v thou_o not_o in_o far_o deep_a areâ—res_n to_o he_o that_o make_v thou_o then_o he_o be_v unto_o thou_o who_o thou_o use_v so_o unmerciful_o what_o will_v become_v of_o thou_o if_o he_o shall_v deal_v with_o thou_o according_a to_o his_o justice_n and_o throw_v thou_o into_o that_o lake_n of_o fire_n and_o brimstone_n where_o the_o worm_n be_v ever_o gnaw_v and_o never_o die_v fire_n ever_o burn_v and_o never_o cool_a and_o death_n ever_o live_v and_o never_o end_v where_o woe_n and_o sorrow_n howl_v and_o gnash_n of_o tooth_n be_v the_o best_a melody_n that_o rage_a tophet_n can_v afford_v now_o to_o avoid_v a_o place_n of_o such_o endless_a torment_n who_o will_v not_o suffer_v the_o loss_n of_o any_o temporal_a estate_n nay_o even_o of_o life_n itself_o yet_o thou_o unhappy_a one_o will_v not_o make_v thou_o friend_n of_o thy_o worldly_a mammon_n nor_o in_o work_n of_o mercy_n express_v thyself_o a_o christian_n every_o where_o may_v thou_o find_v subject_n fit_a to_o exercise_v thy_o charity_n in_o every_o lane_n in_o every_o street_n thy_o poor_a languish_a brother_n beg_v relief_n for_o his_o sake_n who_o suffer_v death_n for_o thy_o sake_n and_o yet_o thou_o turn_v away_o thy_o face_n from_o he_o his_o many_o rag_n and_o run_a sore_n make_v thou_o abhor_v he_o again_o thou_o can_v not_o encounter_v thy_o debtor_n but_o with_o much_o distemper_n though_o the_o time_n be_v hard_a his_o family_n poor_a and_o his_o necessity_n great_a yet_o conceive_v thou_o no_o pity_n of_o his_o distress_a estate_n thou_o lay_v thy_o execution_n upon_o he_o throw_v he_o into_o prison_n where_o it_o be_v the_o least_o of_o thy_o care_n what_o become_v of_o he_o let_v he_o starve_v for_o food_n thou_o be_v well_o content_v his_o poor_a enfeebled_a corpse_n no_o soon_o lose_v their_o breath_n than_o thou_o lose_v thy_o debt_n and_o be_v here_o with_o well_o satisfy_v again_o shall_v any_o poor_a way-faring_a soul_n repair_v to_o thy_o house_n this_o cell_n of_o thy_o pilgrimage_n and_o after_o that_o ordinary_a form_n of_o beg_v in_o italy_n shall_v beseech_v thou_o to_o do_v good_a for_o thy_o own_o sake_n thy_o answer_n as_o it_o have_v be_v ever_o will_v be_v like_o that_o churlish_a nabal_n shall_v i_o give_v my_o bread_n and_o my_o flesh_n unto_o stranger_n tell_v i_o then_o how_o can_v thou_o look_v for_o the_o
least_o drop_n of_o mercy_n who_o in_o all_o thy_o time_n have_v be_v a_o stranger_n to_o the_o work_n of_o mercy_n oh_o when_o he_o shall_v demand_v of_o thou_o who_o give_v himself_o for_o thou_o where_o be_v those_o hungry_a soul_n which_o thou_o have_v relieve_v those_o thirsty_a one_o who_o thou_o have_v refresh_v those_o naked_a one_o who_o thou_o have_v clothe_v those_o harbourlesse_a pilgrim_n who_o thou_o have_v harbour_v those_o sickly_a member_n who_o thou_o have_v visit_v those_o comfortless_a captive_n who_o thou_o have_v redeem_v those_o last_o obit_n or_o office_n which_o thou_o to_o thy_o dead_a brother_n shall_v have_v perform_v what_o advocate_n then_o can_v thou_o find_v to_o plead_v for_o thou_o who_o be_v he_o that_o will_v speak_v a_o good_a word_n for_o thou_o to_o the_o king_n that_o his_o wrath_n may_v be_v appease_v towards_o thou_o oh_o none_o none_o thou_o be_v whole_o leave_v to_o thyself_o and_o utter_o lose_v in_o thyself_o and_o even_o in_o thy_o own_o bosom_n shall_v find_v that_o witness_n to_o accuse_v thyself_o as_o nothing_o may_v remain_v but_o the_o expectance_n of_o a_o terrible_a and_o irrevocable_a sentence_n o_o god_n of_o mercy_n deal_v not_o with_o i_o according_a to_o the_o measure_n of_o my_o sin_n for_o they_o be_v exceed_o multiply_a but_o according_a to_o thy_o great_a mercy_n put_v away_o my_o iniquity_n that_o thy_o name_n may_v be_v magnify_v o_o lord_n thou_o who_o delight_v in_o mercy_n and_o will_v have_v mercy_n on_o those_o on_o who_o thou_o will_v have_v mercy_n make_v i_o to_o delight_v in_o that_o wherein_o thou_o delight_v that_o in_o the_o day_n of_o wrath_n i_o may_v find_v mercy_n chap._n 45._o bless_a be_v the_o clean_a in_o heart_n for_o they_o shall_v see_v god_n can_v the_o leopard_n lie_v away_o his_o spot_n or_o the_o ethiopian_a his_o blackness_n as_o the_o leper_n in_o the_o old_a law_n be_v command_v to_o cry_v out_o i_o be_o unclean_a i_o be_o unclean_a so_o i_o a_o foul_a sinful_a leper_n may_v cry_v out_o in_o the_o same_o manner_n that_o man_n may_v shun_v i_o lest_o they_o become_v infect_v by_o my_o behaviour_n for_o as_o the_o soul_n be_v far_o more_o precious_a than_o the_o body_n so_o be_v the_o leprosy_n of_o sin_n far_o more_o dangerous_a than_o that_o of_o the_o skin_n the_o swan_n if_o at_o any_o time_n she_o pride_n herself_o in_o her_o beauty_n no_o soon_o look_v upon_o her_o blaâ—k_a foot_n than_o she_o wail_v her_o plume_n miserable_a pilgrim_n look_v at_o thy_o black_a foot_n how_o they_o be_v ever_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o sin_n look_v at_o thy_o black_a hand_n how_o they_o be_v ever_o with_o greediness_n commit_v sin_n look_v at_o thy_o black_a profane_a mouth_n how_o it_o be_v ever_o belch_a forth_o motive_n to_o sin_n look_v at_o thy_o black_a project_v brain_n how_o it_o be_v ever_o plot_v new_a way_n or_o passage_n for_o sin_n look_v at_o thy_o black_a deceitful_a heart_n how_o it_o be_v ever_o imagine_v how_o to_o strengthen_v the_o arm_n of_o sin_n look_v at_o thy_o black_a corrupt_a lever_n which_o prove_v thou_o a_o corrupt_a liver_n how_o it_o be_v infect_v with_o sin_n nay_o look_v at_o every_o part_n and_o every_o where_o shall_v thou_o find_v this_o spiritual_a leprosy_n rage_v and_o reign_v spread_v and_o stream_v into_o every_o vein_n every_o joint_n or_o artery_n and_o yet_o what_o a_o idol_n thou_o make_v of_o thyself_o how_o ready_a thou_o be_v to_o justify_v thyself_o how_o far_o from_o crave_v thy_o good_a physician_n help_v as_o thou_o will_v rather_o die_v then_o confess_v thy_o want_n of_o health_n truth_n be_v there_o be_v no_o sin_n of_o a_o more_o dangerous_a quality_n than_o this_o spiritual_a idolatry_n for_o by_o it_o whatsoever_o be_v in_o value_n lest_o be_v honour_v most_o and_o again_o whatsoever_o in_o honour_n most_o be_v value_v least_o oh_o have_v thou_o unmindful_a pilgrim_n look_v so_o careful_o to_o the_o cleanse_n of_o thy_o inward_a house_n as_o thou_o have_v do_v to_o the_o needless_a trim_v of_o thy_o outward_a house_n have_v thou_o be_v as_o mindful_a of_o cleanse_v thy_o heart_n as_o thou_o have_v be_v of_o brush_v thy_o habit_n oh_o than_o these_o leprous_a spot_n which_o now_o appear_v so_o foul_o on_o thou_o have_v never_o infect_v thou_o then_o have_v thy_o life_n be_v a_o lamp_n unto_o other_o then_o have_v the_o affection_n of_o thy_o heart_n be_v pure_a yea_o god_n himself_o have_v prepare_v in_o thou_o a_o tabernacle_n for_o himself_o to_o dwell_v in_o a_o bed_n of_o flower_n for_o he_o to_o repose_v in_o a_o temple_n for_o he_o to_o be_v praise_v in_o see_v then_o what_o thou_o have_v lose_v by_o lose_v that_o beauty_n which_o shall_v have_v delight_v he_o most_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n woe_n be_v i_o what_o a_o loss_n be_v this_o to_o be_v deprive_v and_o of_o that_o eternal_o in_o the_o fruition_n whereof_o consist_v all_o glory_n the_o sight_n of_o god_n woe_n be_v i_o that_o ever_o i_o be_v bear_v to_o lose_v that_o for_o which_o i_o be_v bear_v for_o which_o i_o be_v reborn_a the_o sight_n of_o god_n the_o nourishment_n of_o every_o angelical_a soul_n this_o have_v i_o lose_v by_o not_o cleanse_v my_o heart_n for_o the_o clean_a in_o heart_n shall_v only_o see_v god_n o_o cleanse_v i_o from_o my_o secret_a sin_n o_o forgive_v i_o my_o strange_a sin_n o_o let_v i_o now_o return_v to_o thou_o with_o my_o whole_a heart_n and_o cleanse_v thou_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v make_v godliness_n my_o gain_n and_o with_o these_o eye_n see_v thou_o my_o god_n of_o zion_n chap._n 46._o bless_a be_v the_o peacemaker_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v call_v the_o child_n of_o god_n i_o beseech_v you_o that_o neighbour_n near_o i_o and_o who_o testimony_n may_v much_o avail_v i_o speak_v for_o i_o have_v i_o since_o i_o sojourn_v among_o you_o labour_v to_o compose_v peace_n or_o to_o prevent_v occasion_n of_o suit_n have_v i_o perform_v any_o office_n that_o may_v tend_v to_o peace_n oh_o speak_v for_o i_o be_v it_o your_o charity_n to_o speak_v for_o i_o for_o unless_o your_o charity_n do_v it_o sure_o i_o be_o my_o endeavour_n have_v little_o deserve_v it_o o_o no_o i_o see_v you_o can_v just_o speak_v one_o good_a word_n to_o the_o king_n for_o i_o for_o my_o conversation_n have_v be_v otherwise_o among_o you_o the_o spirit_n of_o contention_n and_o contradiction_n reign_v in_o i_o and_o so_o far_o divide_v be_v i_o from_o the_o bond_n of_o charity_n as_o i_o delight_v in_o nothing_o more_o than_o nurse_v enmity_n injury_n i_o will_v bear_v none_o nay_o rather_o than_o embrace_v peace_n i_o will_v make_v injury_n of_o none_o neighbourly_a arbitration_n i_o neither_o affect_v nor_o admit_v it_o be_v my_o counsel_n ever_o that_o suit_n shall_v be_v commence_v let_v the_o law_n try_v it_o though_o the_o cause_n be_v not_o worth_a a_o see_v for_o which_o we_o contend_v nay_o to_o feed_v this_o fire_n of_o debate_n with_o new_a fuel_n i_o tell_v such_o who_o repair_v to_o i_o for_o advise_v damnable_a advice_n to_o 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malicious_a instigation_n of_o satan_n they_o buzz_v like_o bee_n about_o i_o and_o with_o strong_a hand_n bring_v i_o forth_o before_o the_o face_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n public_o to_o accuse_v i_o this_o be_v he_o say_v they_o who_o will_v be_v call_v the_o child_n of_o god_n but_o how_o can_v he_o have_v any_o interest_n in_o that_o title_n how_o dare_v he_o presume_v to_o derive_v any_o such_o promise_n from_o god_n who_o all_o his_o life_n time_n have_v be_v a_o profess_a enemy_n to_o the_o peace_n of_o god_n he_o have_v labour_v to_o encourage_v neighbour_n against_o neighbour_n to_o bring_v all_o thing_n into_o confusion_n by_o his_o distemper_n and_o
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recall_v to_o mind_v those_o quatuor_fw-la novissima_fw-la or_o four_o last_o remembrance_n memorial_n hourly_o necessary_a for_o all_o christian_n thus_o have_v thou_o lay_v thyself_o open_a to_o all_o discovery_n and_o there_o be_v no_o good_a thing_n to_o be_v find_v in_o thou_o for_o in_o thy_o faith_n thou_o have_v find_v a_o faint_a and_o weakness_n and_o in_o all_o thy_o work_n a_o fail_v and_o barrenness_n most_o free_o go_v that_o bless_a father_n to_o work_v and_o no_o less_o dangerous_a have_v be_v thy_o walk_n when_o he_o confess_v himself_o in_o this_o fort_n aug._n jinherit_v sin_n from_o my_o father_n a_o excuse_n from_o my_o mother_n lie_v from_o the_o devil_n folly_n from_o the_o world_n self-conceit_n from_o the_o pride_n and_o arrogant_a opinion_n of_o myself_o deceitful_a have_v be_v the_o imagination_n of_o thy_o heart_n crooked_a have_v be_v thy_o way_n malicious_a thy_o work_n and_o yet_o have_v thou_o take_v the_o judgement_n of_o god_n in_o thy_o mouth_n 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think_v of_o that_o fearful_a day_n of_o judgement_n and_o judge_v myself_o before_o i_o be_v judge_v that_o â—_o may_v not_o be_v find_v light_n in_o thy_o scale_n when_o i_o shall_v be_v weigh_v let_v i_o o_o let_v i_o think_v how_o there_o be_v a_o hell_n for_o the_o damn_a for_o better_a be_v it_o by_o timely_o fear_v it_o to_o avoid_v it_o then_o by_o never_o dream_v of_o it_o headlong_o to_o fall_v into_o it_o last_o let_v i_o think_v of_o heaven_n how_o it_o be_v the_o place_n of_o the_o bless_a and_o that_o none_o but_o those_o that_o be_v of_o a_o clean_a heart_n shall_v dwell_v in_o it_o o_o cleanse_v thou_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v be_v prepare_v for_o it_o and_o with_o much_o spiritual_a joy_n be_v receive_v in_o it_o chap._n 66._o death_n it_o be_v strange_a that_o death_n shall_v be_v such_o a_o stranger_n to_o thou_o when_o he_o so_o daily_o visit_v those_o that_o neighbour_n near_o thou_o thou_o have_v be_v familiar_o acquaint_v with_o many_o who_o habitation_n 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cheerful_o encounter_v it_o and_o so_o prepare_v myself_o for_o that_o judgement_n which_o shall_v come_v after_o it_o o_o make_v i_o walk_v in_o thy_o light_n now_o while_o i_o have_v light_n to_o walk_v in_o and_o to_o work_v out_o my_o salvation_n now_o while_o i_o have_v time_n to_o work_v in_o for_o time_n will_v come_v unless_o we_o walk_v here_o as_o child_n of_o light_n when_o we_o shall_v have_v neither_o light_n to_o walk_v in_o nor_o time_n to_o work_v in_o o_o inflame_v my_o heart_n with_o thy_o love_n and_o teach_v i_o thy_o judgement_n and_o my_o soul_n shall_v live_v chap._n 68_o hell_n hear_v how_o the_o damn_a say_v while_o they_o be_v here_o on_o earth_n they_o live_v better_a than_o thou_o and_o yet_o they_o be_v damn_v and_o so_o they_o tax_v god_n mercy_n and_o indulgence_n towards_o thou_o of_o injustice_n and_o partiality_n such_o be_v those_o damn_a soul_n charity_n mean_a time_n thou_o live_v secure_o feed_v delicious_o and_o put_v the_o thought_n of_o the_o 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