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god_n in_o glory_n this_o be_v a_o most_o forlorn_a and_o devilish_a resolution_n but_o do_v thou_o know_v what_o thou_o say_v true_a thou_o answ._n shall_v bear_v thy_o damnation_n but_o thou_o be_v never_o able_a to_o bear_v it_o without_o break_v under_o it_o be_v helpless_a and_o hopeless_a forever_o o_o woe_n to_o thou_o that_o ever_o thou_o be_v bear_v o_o poor_a creature_n if_o i_o shall_v cease_v speak_v and_o all_o of_o we_o join_v together_o in_o weep_v and_o lament_v thy_o condition_n it_o be_v the_o best_a course_n it_o be_v impossible_a thou_o shall_v ever_o bear_v god_n wrath_n let_v these_o three_o thing_n be_v consider_v judge_v the_o lion_n by_o the_o paw_n judge_v the_o torment_n of_o hell_n by_o some_o little_a beginning_n of_o it_o and_o the_o dregs_o of_o god_n vengeance_n by_o some_o little_a sip_v of_o it_o and_o judge_v how_o unable_a thou_o be_v to_o bear_v the_o whole_a by_o thy_o inability_n to_o bear_v a_o little_a of_o it_o in_o this_o life_n in_o terror_n 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evidence_n of_o the_o truth_n thus_o 〈◊〉_d 4._o beyond_o all_o opposition_n and_o gainsay_n and_o sit_v down_o in_o silence_n under_o the_o authority_n of_o it_o and_o let_v it_o settle_v upon_o thy_o soul_n neither_o question_n it_o any_o more_o nor_o hear_v any_o thing_n against_o it_o when_o it_o have_v be_v hear_v former_o so_o full_o scan_v and_o determine_v upon_o such_o undeniable_a ground_n shut_v the_o door_n against_o the_o appearance_n of_o any_o sinful_a shift_n admit_v no_o conference_n with_o carnal_a reason_n any_o further_o say_v that_o coast_n be_v clear_a that_o case_n be_v
judge_n those_o will_n judge_v thou_o and_o how_o heavy_a will_v that_o judgement_n be_v then_o john_n 15._o 22._o if_o i_o have_v not_o come_v they_o have_v have_v no_o sin_n but_o now_o they_o have_v no_o cloak_n for_o their_o sin_n wrong_n to_o our_o brethren_n their_o honour_n and_o life_n good_n and_o good_a name_n especial_o when_o open_a and_o scandalous_a we_o sin_n against_o the_o soul_n of_o our_o brethren_n lay_v stumble_a block_n before_o they_o and_o here_o one_o sin_n may_v become_v many_o million_o of_o offence_n as_o the_o number_n may_v be_v many_o that_o shall_v hear_v of_o it_o who_o know_v how_o other_o may_v be_v embolden_v and_o encourage_v in_o sin_n by_o our_o example_n how_o other_o hinder_v and_o provoke_v to_o speak_v evil_a of_o the_o good_a way_n of_o god_n grace_n because_o of_o our_o wretchedness_n woe_n be_v to_o the_o world_n because_o of_o offence_n mat._n 18._o 7._o who_o know_v but_o the_o blood_n of_o many_o who_o perish_v by_o our_o mean_n may_v 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12._o among_o man_n in_o ordinary_a converse_n which_o lie_v within_o the_o compass_n of_o humanity_n he_o never_o prize_v a_o man_n friendship_n or_o fayor_n who_o fail_v he_o in_o common_a courtesy_n and_o deny_v their_o desire_n or_o refuse_v to_o gratify_v they_o in_o thing_n of_o no_o great_a worth_n i_o think_v i_o may_v have_v command_v a_o great_a matter_n at_o your_o hand_n than_o so_o but_o when_o i_o see_v you_o stick_v with_o i_o for_o such_o a_o trifle_n there_o be_v little_a love_n when_o so_o little_a a_o matter_n can_v hinder_v the_o work_n of_o it_o a_o gracious_a heart_n will_v part_v with_o all_o for_o christ_n and_o thou_o will_v part_v with_o christ_n and_o his_o mercy_n rather_o than_o part_v
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