the_o penitent_a pilgrim_n few_o and_o evil_a have_v the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n be_v gen_n cap._n 47._o v._n 9_o london_n print_v by_o john_n dawson_n 1641._o the_o penitent_a pilgrim_n psal._n 66._o 16._o come_v and_o hearken_v all_o you_o that_o fear_v god_n and_o i_o will_v tell_v you_o what_o he_o have_v do_v to_o my_o soul_n london_n print_v by_o john_n dawson_n and_o be_v to_o be_v sell_v by_o john_n williams_n at_o the_o sign_n of_o the_o crane_n in_o paul_n church_n yard_n 1641._o to_o that_o immaculate_a lamb_n christ_n jesus_n the_o sole_a saviour_n and_o receiver_n of_o every_o penitent_a sinner_n have_v this_o poor_a pilgrim_n humble_o here_o present_v these_o his_o penitential_a tear_n the_o sum_n or_o gradual_a symptom_n of_o the_o penitent_a pilgrim_n chap._n 1._o the_o poor_a penitent_a pilgrim_n bemoan_v his_o present_a sinful_a condition_n 2_o his_o come_n into_o idumaea_n the_o companion_n he_o consort_v with_o there_o 3_o how_o his_o own_o meniâ—y_n become_v his_o deadly_a enemy_n 4_o his_o encounter_n with_o the_o world_n 5_o his_o combat_n with_o the_o flesh_n 6_o what_o assault_v he_o suffer_v by_o the_o devil_n both_o in_o company_n aâ—â—â—rivacy_n 7._o three_o engine_n by_o his_o spiritual_a enemy_n rear_v that_o his_o fort_n may_v be_v raze_v 8._o the_o concupiscence_n of_o the_o flesh_n 9_o the_o concupiscence_n of_o the_o eye_n 10._o the_o pride_n of_o life_n 11._o how_o neither_o the_o law_n of_o nature_n nor_o grace_n can_v call_v he_o home_o from_o his_o wander_a course_n 12._o he_o take_v a_o view_n of_o the_o whole_a decalogue_n and_o he_o scarce_o find_v in_o it_o one_o commandment_n wherein_o either_o in_o part_n of_o in_o all_o he_o have_v not_o be_v a_o most_o grievous_a delinquent_n 13_o he_o examine_v himself_o touch_v the_o first_o commandment_n 14_o his_o breach_n of_o the_o law_n touch_v the_o second_o commandment_n 15_o his_o transgress_v of_o the_o three_o in_o profane_v god_n name_n 16_o his_o dishonour_n to_o god_n sabbath_n 17_o he_o confess_v how_o this_o bloody_a issue_n of_o sin_n stream_v forth_o likewise_o into_o a_o breach_n of_o the_o second_o table_n and_o first_o of_o disobedience_n to_o his_o parent_n 18_o his_o contempt_n of_o the_o second_o in_o his_o practise_v mischief_n against_o his_o neighbour_n 19_o his_o contempt_n of_o the_o three_o in_o play_v the_o wanton_n 20_o his_o breach_n of_o the_o four_o in_o his_o cunning_a defeat_n of_o his_o neighbour_n 21_o his_o breach_n of_o the_o five_o in_o suppress_v testimony_n to_o witness_v a_o truth_n or_o suborn_v witness_n to_o maintain_v a_o untruth_n 22_o his_o disesteem_v of_o the_o six_o and_o last_o in_o covet_v what_o be_v another_o and_o desire_v to_o increase_v his_o own_o with_o the_o loss_n of_o other_o 23_o he_o take_v a_o view_n of_o those_o seven_o spiritual_a work_n of_o mercy_n and_o acknowledge_v his_o fail_n in_o each_o of_o they_o 24_o teach_v the_o ignorant_a 25_o correct_v the_o delinquent_n 26_o counsel_v the_o 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and_o thirst_n after_o righteousness_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v 44_o bless_a be_v the_o merciful_a for_o they_o shall_v obtain_v mercy_n 45_o bless_a be_v the_o clean_a in_o heart_n for_o they_o shall_v see_v god_n 46_o bless_a be_v the_o peacemaker_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v call_v the_o child_n of_o god_n 47_o bless_a be_v they_o that_o suffer_v persecution_n for_o righteousness_n sake_n for_o they_o be_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n 48_o how_o seven_a guest_n under_o a_o colour_n of_o lodging_n with_o he_o seek_v his_o undo_n 49_o pride_n 50_o covetousness_n 51_o lechery_n 52_o envy_n 53_o gluttony_n 54_o wrath._n 55_o sloath._n 56_o how_o by_o their_o treacherous_a assault_n his_o cinque_fw-fr port_n become_v endanger_v 57_o sight_n 58_o hear_v 59_o smell_n 60_o taste_n 61_o touch._n 62_o be_v thus_o encompass_v with_o danger_n â—ee_z 〈◊〉_d himselve_v for_o 〈◊〉_d 63_o 〈…〉_z prayer_n and_o in_o every_o particular_a he_o find_v himself_o a_o great_a offender_n 64_o he_o 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74_o he_o take_v comfort_n and_o now_o weary_v with_o sojourn_v long_o in_o idumaea_n he_o turn_v to_o canaan_n 75_o the_o poor_a peniteut_n pilgrim_n last_o will_v and_o testament_n his_o funeral_n obsequy_n the_o pilgrim_n prayer_n look_v upon_o i_o dear_a father_n thy_o poor_a penitent_a pilgrim_n i_o confess_v lord_n i_o confess_v that_o if_o thou_o shall_v deal_v with_o i_o according_a to_o my_o iniquity_n there_o be_v no_o hope_n at_o all_o leave_v to_o i_o of_o mercy_n for_o what_o hour_n in_o all_o my_o life_n since_o my_o first_o entrance_n into_o this_o life_n wherein_o i_o have_v not_o in_o some_o manner_n or_o measure_n nay_o above_o all_o measure_n become_v a_o grievous_a transgressor_n but_o there_o be_v mercy_n with_o thou_o and_o therefore_o be_v thou_o fearedâ—_n mean_v time_n i_o of_o all_o other_o have_v great_a cause_n to_o fear_v for_o abuse_v thy_o mercy_n i_o have_v plentuous_o taste_v of_o thy_o love_n and_o consider_v it_o i_o have_v many_o time_n resolve_v 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by_o seize_v on_o he_o dull_v he_o thus_o environ_v rest_n of_o rest_n solace_n soul_n society_n till_o faith_n hope_n and_o charity_n repossessed_a he_o of_o a_o guest_n which_o those_o guest_n he_o pamper_a so_o have_v before_o estrange_v he_o to_o sea_n thus_o calm_v &_o storm_n appease_v to_o discover_v his_o content_n he_o make_v his_o will_n and_o testament_n which_o if_o christian_n you_o be_v please_v to_o partake_v she_o come_v with_o full_a eye_n to_o solemaize_v his_o obsequy_n errata_fw-la no_o place_n but_o be_v of_o error_n rife_a in_o labour_n lecture_n leave_n line_n life_n p_o ag._n 22._o line_n 11._o for_o there_o read_v she_o p._n 34._o l._n 20._o f._n life_n r._n hour_n p._n 72._o l._n 9_o for_o dame_n r._n damn_v p._n 112._o l._n ult_n r._n one_o to_o dictate_v to_o thou_o what_o thou_o have_v etc._n etc._n p._n 153._o l._n 21._o f._n nay_o r._n may._n p._n 166._o l._n 22._o f._n couch_n r._n touch._n ibid._n in_o marg_n f._n humb._n r._n lumb_n p_o 205_o l._n 13._o f._n wail_n r._n veil_n p._n 213._o l_o 9_o f._n meditation_n r._n mediation_n p._n 269._o l._n 16._o for_o calidore_n r._n calydon_n p._n 340._o for_o they_o r_o he_o p._n 355._o 1_o â—â—_o f._n when_o r._n where_o pag._n ibl_a 18._o f._n dag_n r._n dog_n p._n 356._o l._n 14._o for_o evert_v in_o some_o copy_n r._n everlasting_a p._n 363_o 1._o 1_o f._n paint_v r._n â—painting_n p._n 379_o mis-folioed_a mis-folioed_a cuncta_fw-la quâ—_n suntadduâ—etâ—_n do_v in_o judicium_fw-la ecâ—les_n 12._o reddiâ—uri_fw-la sumus_fw-la raâ—ionem_fw-la de_fw-la cogitatiâ—nibus_fw-la nostris_fw-la sap_n 1_o de_fw-fr omnibus_fw-la uâ—râ—is_fw-la mâ—t._n 12._o de_fw-fr oâ—eribus_fw-la â—osâ—ris_fw-la 2_o cor._n 5._o 5._o signant_fw-la se_fw-la omnes_fw-la signo_fw-la crucis_fw-la respondent_fw-la omnes_fw-la amen_o câ—ntant_fw-la omnes_fw-la alleluia_n baptizantur_fw-la oâ—nes_fw-la ecclesiarum_fw-la pietates_fw-la implent_fw-la nen_fw-la discernuntursilâ—i_fw-la dei_fw-la â—_o fliâ—s_v diabolinisi_fw-la in_o chaâ—itate_fw-la vid._n aug._n eccles._n 12._o 3._o ecclus_n 10._o 8._o psal._n 120._o 5._o isa._n 30._o 33._o exod._n 15._o 23._o prov._n 23._o 29._o 30._o bern._n med._n cap._n 15._o ib._n cap._n 3._o bern._n med._n câ—p_n â—_o we_o be_v before_o all_o other_o to_o bestow_v holy_a day_n in_o pious_a work_n and_o religious_a way_n aug._n sup._n psal._n 22._o câ—ril_n basal_n honail_n 8._o &_o 9_o aug._n mâ—d._n 39_o â—ern_n med._n 11._o aug._n in_o confess_v malac_n 3._o 8._o 9_o prov._n 20._o 25._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d bern_n med._n 17._o bern._n med._n 5._o mat._n 25._o humb._n sup._n reg_fw-la b._n aug._n aug._n med._n 25._o bern._n med._n 14._o bern._n med._n 11._o athan._n bern_n med._n 8._o jam._n 5._o gen._n 7._o bern._n med._n 11._o ib._n c._n 8._o john_n 13._o 23._o aug._n in_o serm._n de_fw-fr ascens_n act._n â—3_n aug._n aug._n bern._n med._n 2._o eccles._n 12_o 12._o sap._n 1â—_n rom._n 2._o ib._n 5._o 15._o mat._n 12._o 2_o cor._n 5._o isaiah_n 30._o 33._o ezek._n 42_o aug_n soliloq_fw-la c._n 29._o bern._n med_n dam._n de_fw-fr hora_n â—ort_n bern._n med_n 3._o psal._n 39_o 12._o ezek._n 18._o 1_o jam._n 5._o hab._n 2._o 4._o rom._n 3._o 28_o mat._n 14._o 31._o luke_n 17._o 6._o v_o 5._o luke_n 22._o 32._o act._n 5._o 9_o 1_o thes._n 5._o 8_o tit_n 2._o 13._o psal._n 16._o 9_o 31._o 24._o prov_fw-mi 13_o 12._o 14._o 32._o rom._n 5._o 5._o rom._n 12._o 12._o 15._o 13._o 8._o 24._o rom._n 8._o 24._o 1_o cor._n 53._o 13._o 1_o cor._n 8._o 1._o v_o i._n i._n 1_o cor._n 16_o 14._o 14._o 14._o 1._o 1._o col._n 3._o 14_o 14_o pet._n 4._o 8._o 8._o 2_o pet._n 1._o 7_o 7_o 1_o cor._n 13._o 4._o 4._o v_o 5._o 5._o v_o 6._o 6._o v_o 8._o aug._n ib_n vide_fw-la aug._n psal._n 119._o 71._o v_o 28._o with_o shriek_n i_o entire_v and_o in_o â—oyle_n i_o live_v with_o grief_n gripe_n groan_n be_o i_o of_o life_n deprive_v hier._n ad_fw-la pamâ—â—â—â—_n et_fw-la ocean_n de_fw-fr error_n orig._n 2_o reg._n 20._o 1_o hieron_n hieron_n sitiens_fw-la sepulchrum_n repetit_fw-la ossa_fw-la sepultorum_fw-la respicit_fw-la suspirans_fw-la sepultum_fw-la deserit_fw-la quando_fw-la autem_fw-la in_o domum_fw-la fragilitat_fw-la be_v humanae_fw-la speculum_fw-la meditando_fw-la tenderet_fw-la in_fw-la tabernam_fw-la descenderet_fw-la ubi_fw-la totam_fw-la noctem_fw-la calicibus_fw-la indulgendo_fw-la expenderet_fw-la chysol_n