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by_o raise_v the_o benumb_a soul_n of_o sinner_n from_o that_o natural_a lethargy_n and_o carnal_a security_n that_o lie_v upon_o their_o whole_a inward_a man_n understanding_n will_n conscience_n affection_n the_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o the_o soul_n of_o a_o unregenerate_a person_n stand_v not_o in_o awe_n of_o divine_a precept_n promise_n or_o threaten_n till_o awaken_v by_o divine_a power_n god_n may_v speak_v once_o yea_o twice_o yet_o man_n perceive_v it_o not_o until_o in_o a_o dream_n in_o a_o vision_n of_o the_o night_n when_o deep_a sleep_n fall_v upon_o man_n in_o slumbering_n upon_o the_o bed_n than_o he_o open_v the_o ear_n of_o man_n and_o seal_v their_o instruction_n job_n 33.14_o etc._n etc._n it_o be_v usual_o some_o rough_a deal_n that_o be_v require_v to_o rouse_v the_o sinner_n out_o of_o his_o pleasant_a but_o false_a dream_n of_o peace_n sometime_o he_o be_v chasten_v with_o pain_n upon_o his_o bed_n and_o the_o multitude_n of_o his_o bone_n with_o 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not_o off_o all_o to_o the_o great_a and_o last_o desire_n he_o have_v his_o petty_a fession_n sometime_o some_o be_v torment_v before_o their_o time_n they_o fall_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o a_o love_a â—od_n when_o they_o little_o think_v of_o it_o job_n 21.17_o how_o oft_o be_v the_o candle_n of_o the_o wicked_a put_v out_o gen._n 4.14_o who_o will_v have_v think_v that_o that_o heart_n of_o cain_n which_o fear_v nothing_o shall_v so_o sudden_o be_v smite_v with_o the_o fear_n of_o every_o thing_n dan._n 5.6_o or_o that_o belshazzar_n who_o just_o now_o can_v bold_o bid_v defiance_n to_o the_o god_n of_o israel_n shall_v upon_o the_o first_o sight_n of_o what_o he_o understand_v not_o be_v surprise_v with_o such_o a_o hellish_a fit_a of_o quake_v ch._n 4.32_o or_o that_o great_a nebuchadnâ—zzar_n now_o feed_v his_o fancy_n with_o the_o splend_v our_o of_o his_o own_o work_n and_o swell_v himself_o into_o a_o conceit_a deity_n shall_v in_o the_o same_o hour_n yea_o while_o the_o 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not_o pen_v from_o the_o mouth_n of_o christ_n in_o vain_a luke_o 16.27_o etc._n etc._n rather_o judge_v it_o to_o be_v as_o indeed_o it_o be_v a_o argument_n fetch_v from_o hell_n to_o carry_v thou_o over_o into_o the_o way_n of_o heaven_n all_o thy_o old_a acquaintance_n and_o relation_n who_o once_o while_o they_o be_v in_o the_o land_n of_o the_o live_a spend_v their_o day_n in_o pleasure_n draw_v thou_o on_o to_o use_v the_o good_a thing_n that_o be_v now_o present_a wisd_v 2.6_o etc._n etc._n come_v on_o let_v we_o fill_v ourselves_o with_o costly_a wine_n and_o ointment_n and_o let_v no_o flower_n of_o the_o spring_n pass_v by_o we_o let_v we_o crown_v ourselves_o with_o rose-bud_n before_o they_o be_v wither_v let_v none_o of_o we_o go_v without_o his_o part_n of_o our_o jollity_n let_v we_o leave_v token_n of_o our_o joyfulness_n in_o every_o place_n for_o this_o be_v our_o portion_n and_o our_o lot_n be_v this_o let_v we_o oppress_v the_o poor_a righteous_a man_n let_v our_o 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for_o a_o burn_v offer_v to_o who_o the_o will_v you_o liken_v god_n he_o sit_v upon_o the_o circle_n of_o he_o earth_n and_o the_o inhabitant_n be_v as_o grasshoppet_n he_o spreadth_n out_o the_o heaven_n like_o a_o curtain_n he_o bring_v the_o prince_n to_o nothing_o and_o make_v the_o judge_n of_o the_o earth_n as_o vanity_n to_o who_o then_o will_v you_o liken_v i_o say_v the_o holy_a one_o lift_v up_o your_o eye_n and_o behold_v who_o have_v create_v all_o these_o thing_n he_o bring_v out_o his_o army_n by_o number_n and_o call_v they_o all_o by_o their_o name_n by_o the_o greatness_n of_o his_o strength_n nothing_o fail_v o_o you_o suffer_a saint_n
hell_n gate_n and_o yet_o be_v deliver_v let_v i_o put_v you_o in_o remembrance_n of_o these_o two_o or_o three_o duty_n 1._o oh_o see_v that_o you_o engage_v your_o heart_n unto_o the_o lord_n i_o will_v love_v the_o lord_n with_o my_o whole_a heart_n i_o will_v love_v he_o dear_o ps_n 103.1_o etc._n etc._n bless_v the_o lord_n oh_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o bless_v his_o holy_a name_n bless_v the_o lord_n oh_o my_o soul_n and_o forget_v not_o all_o his_o benefit_n who_o forgive_v all_o thy_o iniquity_n who_o heal_v all_o thy_o disease_n who_o redeem_v thy_o life_n from_o destruction_n who_o crow_v thou_o with_o love_a kindness_n and_o tender_a mercy_n oh_o pray_v that_o your_o love_n to_o he_o who_o have_v deliver_v your_o soul_n from_o the_o snare_n of_o cruel_a death_n and_o pull_v your_o foot_n out_o of_o the_o miry_a clay_n where_o there_o be_v no_o bottom_n may_v increase_v and_o abound_v more_o and_o more_o josh_n 24.14_o sincere_a affection_n and_o 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his_o undisturbed_a residence_n you_o know_v what_o it_o be_v to_o want_v the_o comfort_a presence_n of_o jesus_n christ_n let_v those_o who_o know_v not_o the_o terror_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o the_o fearful_a consequent_n of_o his_o forsaking_n venture_v the_o displeasure_n of_o he_o by_o their_o slight_n of_o his_o precept_n and_o slothfulness_n in_o his_o path_n but_o let_v not_o we_o do_v so_o we_o that_o know_v what_o it_o be_v to_o be_v throw_v into_o the_o depth_n of_o horror_n and_o how_o hard_o as_o well_o as_o sweet_a be_v our_o recovery_n thence_o oh_o let_v not_o we_o dare_v to_o sleep_v upon_o the_o top_n of_o the_o mast_n but_o rather_o keep_v fast_o hold_v upon_o our_o belove_a by_o the_o hand_n of_o faith_n beg_v of_o he_o that_o he_o will_v not_o depart_v out_o of_o our_o heart_n lay_v a_o strict_a charge_n over_o all_o the_o care_n and_o comfort_n and_o company_n and_o condition_n of_o this_o life_n canticle_n 2.7_o by_o the_o roe_n and_o by_o the_o hind_n that_o they_o stir_v not_o up_o nor_o awake_v our_o love_n until_o he_o please_v 4._o if_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n shall_v please_v for_o his_o own_o glory_n to_o walk_v a_o while_n out_o of_o your_o heart_n again_o if_o he_o shall_v at_o any_o time_n withdraw_v the_o comfort_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n lose_v not_o in_o satan_n again_o by_o unbelief_n distress_n not_o yourselves_o overmuch_o by_o give_v way_n to_o the_o least_o mistrust_n as_o if_o he_o will_v never_o return_v ps_n 77._o and_o more_o remember_v his_o love_a kindness_n and_o his_o work_n and_o wonder_n of_o old_a think_v he_o never_o go_v away_o but_o when_o it_o be_v expedient_a for_o we_o joh._n 16.7_o and_o have_v already_o seal_v we_o by_o the_o holy_a spirit_n of_o promise_n give_v we_o eyesalve_n enlighten_v our_o understanding_n in_o the_o knowledge_n of_o his_o love_n whereby_o we_o be_v persuade_v our_o name_n be_v write_v in_o the_o book_n of_o life_n râ—m_n 11.29_o the_o gift_n and_o call_n of_o god_n be_v without_o repentance_n 2_o cor._n 1.10_o he_o that_o have_v deliver_v may_v well_o be_v trust_v that_o he_o will_v do_v so_o again_o john_n 10_o 29._o no_o man_n or_o devil_n can_v take_v we_o out_o of_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n john_n 13.1_o who_o be_v love_v he_o love_v to_o the_o end_n phil._n 1.6_o he_o that_o have_v begin_v a_o good_a work_n will_v carry_v it_o on_o to_o the_o day_n of_o christ_n 5._o you_o have_v be_v deliver_v from_o the_o violence_n of_o temptation_n but_o remember_v that_o yet_o we_o carry_v about_o we_o such_o sinful_a nature_n the_o fruit_n of_o our_o first_o parent_n transgression_n that_o will_v again_o put_v up_o his_o head_n against_o god_n and_o his_o most_o righteous_a law_n yea_o and_o take_v part_n with_o satan_n against_o he_o and_o ourselves_o too_o there_o be_v yet_o a_o unregenerate_a part_n the_o remnant_n of_o the_o old_a adam_n remain_v in_o the_o best_a and_o holy_a of_o mâ—n_z after_o all_o the_o forty_o year_n temptation_n of_o israel_n in_o a_o howl_a wilderness_n and_o when_o they_o be_v bring_v into_o the_o land_n of_o rest_n judg._n 3._o yet_o there_o the_o amorite_n will_v be_v find_v nothing_o but_o dissolution_n will_v fetch_v the_o leprosy_n of_o natural_a corruption_n out_o of_o our_o earthly_a tabernacle_n leu._n 14.45_o and_o especial_o will_v this_o curse_a corruption_n annoy_v we_o with_o offer_n to_o do_v the_o same_o thing_n that_o satan_n before_o he_o be_v dispossess_v will_v have_v do_v my_o experience_n tell_v i_o some_o of_o the_o old_a filth_n still_o stick_v behind_o the_o wise_a god_n will_v have_v it_o so_o that_o the_o vileness_n and_o greatness_n of_o our_o old_a sin_n may_v not_o be_v forget_v that_o we_o may_v be_v poise_v down_o with_o humility_n and_o put_v a_o longing_n after_o nature_n dissolution_n till_o which_o time_n sin_n now_o twist_v with_o our_o nature_n will_v not_o be_v remove_v this_o remnant_n of_o the_o old_a man_n with_o its_o stir_n can_v choose_v but_o be_v a_o heavy_a burden_n to_o the_o new_a rom._n 7.24_o it_o be_v such_o a_o body_n that_o it_o make_v the_o very_a soul_n of_o a_o paul_n groan_n and_o cry_v out_o for_o a_o deliverance_n ex._n 17.16_o this_o â—malck_n god_n have_v swear_v it_o that_o he_o will_v have_v war_n with_o it_o for_o eunr_n as_o good_a soldier_n of_o christ_n our_o captain_n let_v we_o be_v persuade_v to_o hold_v on_o our_o war_n against_o this_o party_n of_o corruption_n yet_o abide_v in_o our_o nature_n and_o in_o so_o do_v we_o have_v the_o comfort_n of_o these_o ensue_a consideration_n 1._o that_o this_o remainder_n of_o curse_a nature_n though_o it_o be_v not_o utter_o destroy_v yet_o shall_v it_o not_o have_v dominion_n over_o we_o so_o as_o to_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n unto_o death_n or_o to_o be_v charge_v upon_o our_o person_n to_o condemnation_n rom._n 8_o 2._o for_o by_o christ_n our_o lord_n we_o be_v dischargea_n and_o set_v at_o freedom_n from_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n and_o death_n be_v under_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n we_o have_v receive_v the_o spirit_n of_o life_n and_o power_n even_o that_o bless_a spirit_n that_o raise_v our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n from_o the_o dead_a which_o have_v quicken_v we_o and_o put_v life_n and_o power_n into_o we_o in_o a_o good_a measure_n enable_v we_o to_o crucify_v the_o flesh_n with_o its_o affection_n and_o lust_n gal._n 5.24_o so_o that_o its_o dominion_n be_v take_v away_o though_o its_o life_n be_v continue_v for_o a_o season_n 2._o and_o it_o be_v but_o for_o a_o season_n that_o its_o life_n be_v continue_v in_o we_o the_o war_n will_v not_o hold_v always_o there_o be_v a_o time_n come_v when_o we_o shall_v be_v deliver_v from_o this_o bondage_n of_o corruption_n into_o the_o glorious_a liberty_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n rom._n 8.19_o etc._n etc._n 23._o and_o not_o only_o we_o but_o those_o very_a creature_n the_o heaven_n and_o the_o earth_n shall_v be_v set_v free_a from_o that_o bondage_n of_o corruption_n which_o lie_v upon_o 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