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i_o if_o my_o work_n be_v do_v to_o be_v go_v etc._n etc._n i_o be_o afraid_a lest_o i_o shall_v desire_v to_o die_v to_o be_v free_v of_o my_o pain_n but_o i_o will_v desire_v to_o die_v out_o of_o love_n to_o god_n and_o that_o i_o may_v enjoy_v he_o and_o be_v rid_v of_o sin_n more_o than_o sorrow_n and_o then_o our_o grace_n shall_v be_v perfect_a knowledge_n perfect_a love_v perfect_a etc._n etc._n 17._o as_o concern_v she_o be_v above_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n sometime_o former_o she_o have_v not_o tho_o seem_o near_a to_o death_n be_v so_o willing_a to_o die_v but_o will_v say_v will_v not_o god_n make_v i_o more_o willing_a to_o die_v before_o i_o die_v sure_o he_o will_v i_o have_v be_v more_o willing_a etc._n etc._n and_o so_o he_o do_v in_o this_o her_o last_o sickness_n whereby_o we_o may_v have_v foresee_v her_o death_n to_o have_v be_v near_o ask_v she_o whither_o she_o be_v not_o afraid_a of_o death_n she_o reply_v no_o i_o be_o not_o i_o do_v not_o look_v upon_o death_n single_o but_o as_o it_o bring_v i_o to_o rest_v i_o must_v go_v through_o that_o dark_a entry_n before_o i_o can_v get_v to_o my_o father_n house_n i_o shall_v go_v to_o my_o first_o husband_n etc._n etc._n methinks_v i_o see_v death_n as_o a_o messenger_n come_v for_o i_o and_o i_o tell_v he_o i_o will_v go_v with_o he_o i_o think_v i_o shall_v have_v die_v such_o a_o day_n and_o methinks_v i_o be_v trouble_v to_o think_v of_o live_v when_o she_o be_v in_o pain_n she_o use_v to_o say_v be_v not_o the_o sound_n of_o his_o master_n foot_n behind_o physic_n will_v do_v etc._n etc._n and_o this_o she_o speak_v as_o be_v little_o concern_v therewith_o she_o say_v of_o her_o sickness_n these_o be_v but_o messenger_n to_o bid_v i_o prepare_v etc._n etc._n i_o bless_v god_n i_o can_v smile_v on_o that_o grim_a messenger_n god_n will_v send_v his_o angel_n to_o conduct_v i_o safe_a through_o that_o dark_a entry_n to_o my_o father_n house_n a_o child_n be_v afraid_a to_o go_v through_o a_o dark_a place_n by_o himself_o but_o god_n say_v fear_v not_o for_o i_o be_o with_o thou_o etc._n etc._n i_o be_o not_o afraid_a of_o death_n but_o my_o passage_n to_o my_o father_n house_n be_v rough_a but_o have_v get_v so_o far_o onward_o in_o my_o way_n i_o be_o loath_a to_o go_v back_o again_o if_o that_o sweet_a messenger_n come_v i_o will_v bid_v he_o welcome_n and_o shall_v rejoice_v and_o if_o you_o love_v i_o indeed_o you_o will_v rejoice_v too_o i_o be_o no_o more_o afraid_a of_o death_n than_o to_o take_v the_o choice_a cordial_n that_o be_v for_o my_o good_a for_o so_o be_v death_n and_o i_o look_v through_o it_o and_o beyond_o it_o and_o long_o to_o be_v with_o my_o dear_a lord_n and_o saviour_n my_o child_n be_v loath_a to_o look_v out_o my_o burial-clothe_n but_o they_o be_v my_o wedding-clothes_n and_o i_o hope_v my_o bridegroom_n be_v not_o far_o of_o etc._n etc._n tell_v she_o of_o a_o friend_n that_o will_v come_v to_o see_v she_o she_o reply_v she_o will_v come_v to_o my_o burial_n why_o say_v i_o say_v thou_o so_o she_o answer_v why_o shall_v i_o not_o comfort_v myself_o that_o i_o be_o go_v home_o i_o long_o to_o be_v at_o home_n we_o shall_v meet_v again_o how_o sweet_a will_v that_o sleep_n be_v when_o i_o shall_v wake_v in_o heaven_n see_v one_o of_o her_o daughter_n weep_v why_o say_v she_o weep_v you_o will_v you_o not_o have_v i_o go_v to_o my_o father_n he_o be_v send_v his_o holy_a angel_n for_o i_o be_v they_o not_o all_o minister_a spirit_n send_v forth_o to_o minister_v for_o they_o who_o shall_v be_v beir_n of_o salvation_n heb._n 1.14_o i_o have_v one_o night_n less_o i_o bless_v god_n to_o be_v here_o where_o be_v sin_n and_o sorrow_n see_v cordial-water_n bring_v for_o she_o she_o say_v she_o hope_v she_o shall_v not_o live_v to_o drink_v up_o half_a that_o water_n and_o be_v to_o take_v a_o powder_n she_o ask_v if_o it_o be_v to_o sweeten_v her_o passage_n than_o she_o will_v take_v it_o but_o not_o to_o stay_v it_o but_o what_o god_n will_n i_o can_v scarce_o swallow_v my_o spittle_n a_o comfortable_a forerunner_n i_o hope_v of_o death_n and_o her_o pain_n fall_v into_o her_o joint_n she_o rejoice_o say_v there_o be_v something_o further_o to_o help_v she_o forward_o to_o her_o journey_n end_n death_n be_v indeed_o a_o sour_a messenger_n but_o my_o father_n messenger_n to_o fetch_v i_o home_o she_o speak_v of_o her_o death_n and_o how_o she_o will_v have_v thing_n order_v at_o her_o funeral_n she_o speak_v thereof_o with_o a_o great_a deal_n of_o joy_n and_o rejoice_v but_o perceive_v i_o to_o be_v trouble_v she_o look_v smile_o upon_o i_o and_o say_v i_o can_v with_o as_o much_o joy_n yea_o with_o more_o joy_n speak_v of_o my_o burial-clothe_n than_o ever_o the_o day_n before_o i_o be_v marry_v i_o can_v of_o my_o wedding-clothes_n i_o shall_v be_v clothe_v with_o the_o white_a robe_n of_o christ_n righteousness_n and_o have_v a_o diadem_n upon_o my_o head_n etc._n etc._n 18._o some_o few_o of_o her_o breathe_n as_o in_o reserence_n to_o herself_o shall_v i_o not_o make_v my_o moan_n to_o my_o god_n the_o lord_n give_v i_o more_o patience_n that_o i_o may_v not_o dishonour_v he_o now_o at_o last_o my_o god_n teach_v i_o teach_v i_o as_o well_o as_o correct_v i_o strengthen_v i_o etc._n etc._n i_o want_v nothing_o but_o a_o thankful_a fruitful_a heart_n a_o heart_n more_o humble_a holy_a and_o more_o to_o honour_n god_n i_o will_v have_v more_o grace_n more_o faith_n patience_n meekness_n humility_n more_o of_o heaven_n more_o holiness_n more_o likeness_n to_o god_n and_o i_o beg_v prayer_n that_o the_o lord_n will_v fit_v i_o for_o what_o his_o will_n be_v concern_v i_o and_o enable_v i_o to_o bear_v what_o he_o be_v please_v to_o lay_v upon_o i_o i_o be_o weak_a but_o he_o be_v strong_a my_o strength_n fail_v but_o his_o never_o fail_v good_a lord_n help_v i_o to_o be_v still_o carry_v on_o my_o great_a work_n etc._n etc._n and_o oh_o that_o i_o may_v lose_v nothing_o in_o this_o hot_a furnace_n but_o dross_n but_o why_o say_v i_o hot_a it_o be_v no_o other_o than_o what_o my_o father_n see_v good_a and_o all_o shall_v work_v together_o for_o my_o good_a if_o my_o corruption_n hinder_v not_o i_o be_o so_o afraid_a they_o shall_v but_o i_o earnest_o desire_v they_o may_v not_o and_o i_o hope_v the_o lord_n will_v rather_o answer_v my_o desire_n than_o let_v it_o be_v according_a to_o my_o fear_n lead_v i_o to_o the_o rock_n that_o it_o high_o than_o i_o the_o good_a lord_n fiâ—_n we_o for_o what_o his_o good_a pleasure_n be_v and_o for_o the_o great_a trial_n that_o can_v come_v here_o we_o have_v no_o continue_a city_n the_o good_a lord_n help_v we_o to_o be_v seek_v one_o to_o come_v a_o city_n that_o have_v foundation_n etc._n etc._n the_o lord_n fit_v we_o for_o the_o day_n of_o our_o death_n that_o it_o may_v be_v a_o good_a day_n to_o we_o the_o good_a lord_n sanctify_v all_o his_o fatherly_a correction_n to_o i_o and_o grant_v i_o may_v by_o all_o 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help_v we_o to_o exercise_v faith_n and_o patience_n o_o that_o we_o can_v live_v more_o a_o life_n of_o faith_n and_o holiness_n and_o more_o sweet_o and_o free_o depend_v upon_o our_o good_a god_n who_o never_o fail_v his_o poor_a child_n in_o any_o time_n of_o need_n o_o let_v we_o cast_v all_o our_o care_n upon_o god_n who_o have_v and_o will_v care_v for_o we_o and_o we_o god_n have_v be_v a_o long_a while_o wean_a thou_o from_o i_o we_o must_v part_v but_o we_o shall_v after_o a_o little_a while_n
meet_v again_o resign_v thy_o will_n up_o to_o god_n will_v be_v willing_a to_o part_v with_o i_o that_o be_v the_o way_n still_o to_o have_v i_o etc._n etc._n i_o be_o in_o a_o straight_a this_o be_v many_o year_n since_o willing_a to_o leave_v a_o world_n of_o sin_n and_o a_o body_n of_o sin_n and_o willing_a to_o be_v in_o heaven_n where_o i_o may_v sin_v no_o more_o nor_o sorrow_n no_o more_o but_o sorrow_n no_o more_o that_o be_v the_o least_o where_o i_o may_v serve_v god_n without_o distraction_n and_o always_o be_v in_o his_o presence_n and_o among_o the_o spirit_n of_o just_a man_n make_v perfect_a o_o it_o be_v sweet_a be_v there_o and_o yet_o i_o be_o willing_a to_o stay_v know_v the_o need_n my_o dear_a husband_n and_o child_n will_v have_v of_o i_o etc._n etc._n indeed_o i_o have_v be_v able_a to_o do_v little_a for_o they_o but_o my_o earnest_a prayer_n have_v be_v for_o they_o and_o my_o tender_a affection_n towards_o they_o especial_o for_o their_o eternal_a welfare_n and_o happiness_n and_o though_o i_o have_v not_o do_v so_o much_o as_o i_o will_v have_v do_v and_o desire_v to_o do_v yet_o this_o be_v my_o comsort_n i_o do_v what_o i_o can_v yea_o more_o many_o time_n than_o this_o poor_a carcase_n can_v well_o endure_v and_o this_o be_v my_o comfort_n i_o bless_v god_n before_o ever_o i_o first_o come_v to_o thou_o i_o seek_v god_n to_o direct_v i_o and_o desire_v it_o may_v not_o be_v if_o it_o be_v not_o for_o his_o glory_n and_o both_o our_o comfort_n and_o that_o which_o make_v i_o willing_a to_o enter_v into_o that_o condition_n it_o be_v because_o god_n will_v have_v it_o so_o otherwise_o i_o consider_v what_o may_v have_v discourage_v i_o from_o it_o as_o hindrance_n in_o the_o service_n of_o god_n loss_n and_o cross_n care_v to_o bring_v up_o child_n and_o then_o grief_n to_o part_n with_o they_o etc._n etc._n the_o first_o time_n i_o go_v to_o speak_v with_o she_o i_o find_v she_o be_v at_o prayer_n as_o to_o that_o great_a concern_v to_o that_o god_n who_o make_v all_o meeting_n and_o relation_n happy_a by_o the_o enjoyment_n of_o himself_o the_o lord_n will_v provide_v for_o thou_o and_o will_v not_o leave_v thou_o nor_o forsake_v thou_o in_o nothing_o be_v careful_a with_o any_o distract_n care_n faith_n leave_v christian_n nothing_o to_o do_v but_o to_o pray_v and_o give_v thanks_o if_o i_o leave_v thou_o god_n will_v not_o leave_v thou_o but_o visit_v thou_o with_o his_o lovingkindness_n if_o he_o take_v away_o a_o crazy_a break_a cistern_n he_o will_v be_v a_o fountain_n of_o live_a water_n fear_v not_o but_o god_n will_v tread_v down_o thy_o spiritual_a enemy_n and_o therefore_o cease_v not_o to_o wrestle_v and_o strive_v and_o watch_v and_o pray_v o_o that_o we_o can_v always_o remember_v we_o be_v bear_v soldier_n the_o good_a lord_n help_v we_o to_o fight_v the_o good_a fight_n of_o faith_n that_o we_o may_v lay_v hold_n on_o eternal_a life_n etc._n etc._n god_n have_v bless_v thy_o ministry_n to_o i_o and_o what_o thou_o do_v preach_v as_o concern_v the_o lovingkindness_n of_o god_n as_o be_v better_o than_o life_n it_o be_v very_o sweet_a in_o the_o preach_a of_o it_o and_o it_o be_v so_o now_o in_o my_o own_o experience_n and_o it_o be_v not_o in_o vain_a that_o god_n put_v thou_o also_o upon_o that_o subject_n psal_n 73.26_o my_o flesh_n and_o my_o heart_n fail_v but_o god_n be_v the_o strength_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o my_o portion_n for_o ever_o for_o when_o be_v a_o time_n to_o make_v use_n of_o god_n as_o our_o portion_n but_o in_o a_o time_n of_o affliction_n then_o to_o trust_v in_o his_o all_o sufficiency_n to_o submit_v to_o his_o will_n &_o c_o i_o love_v thou_o dear_o i_o love_v thy_o soul_n and_o pray_v for_o the_o good_a of_o it_o as_o much_o as_o my_o own_o i_o can_v say_v more_o than_o my_o own_o god_n be_v thy_o god_n and_o will_v be_v thy_o god_n and_o the_o god_n of_o thy_o seed_n i_o trust_v my_o dear_a child_n and_o husband_n with_o he_o he_o will_v take_v care_n of_o they_o and_o provide_v for_o they_o i_o be_o go_v home_o go_v home_o to_o my_o father_n house_n i_o must_v go_v etc._n etc._n where_o be_v my_o dear_a child_n will_v they_o not_o follow_v after_o i_o to_o heaven_n wait_v on_o god_n god_n be_v good_a to_o they_o that_o wait_v for_o he_o etc._n etc._n he_o be_v a_o god_n at_o hand_n etc._n etc._n he_o will_v make_v thy_o child_n blessing_n to_o thou_o labour_v to_o bear_v up_o thy_o spirit_n the_o lord_n help_v thou_o so_o to_o do_v and_o cast_v thyself_o and_o thy_o affair_n upon_o the_o lord_n etc._n etc._n the_o lord_n counsel_n comfort_n support_v and_o direct_v thou_o in_o all_o thy_o way_n the_o lord_n do_v thou_o and_o thy_o good_a and_o multiply_v on_o you_o his_o blessing_n spiritual_a and_o temporal_a and_o give_v thou_o to_o submit_v to_o his_o will_n the_o lord_n help_v thou_o in_o thy_o work_n and_o make_v it_o prosperous_a and_o successful_a and_o prepare_v we_o for_o the_o do_v and_o suffer_v of_o his_o most_o 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