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powder_n for_o my_o go_v aside_o from_o thou_o and_o defile_v myself_o the_o wine_n that_o comfort_n and_o make_v worthy_a receiver_n fruitful_a in_o grace_n may_v be_v unto_o i_o as_o the_o water_n of_o jealousy_n bitter_a within_o my_o bowel_n cause_v my_o belly_n to_o swell_v and_o my_o thigh_n to_o rot_v and_o i_o may_v be_v a_o curse_n among_o the_o people_n his_o blood_n may_v be_v lay_v to_o my_o charge_n for_o my_o condemnation_n seal_v up_o all_o my_o other_o fin_n instead_o of_o be_v sprinkle_v upon_o my_o conscience_n to_o humble_v i_o for_o and_o cleanse_v i_o from_o all_o sin_n behold_v i_o be_o vile_a vile_a than_o the_o earth_n but_o look_n upon_o i_o in_o thy_o son_n and_o thou_o will_v love_v i_o and_o be_v well_o please_v with_o i_o my_o only_a hope_n be_v in_o that_o grace_n and_o mercy_n make_v know_v in_o and_o through_o he_o i_o have_v break_v thy_o command_n but_o he_o have_v fulfil_v they_o affront_v thy_o justice_n but_o he_o have_v satisfy_v it_o deserve_v thy_o wrath_n but_o he_o have_v endure_v it_o the_o chastisement_n of_o my_o peace_n be_v upon_o he_o let_v the_o merit_n of_o his_o righteousness_n be_v upon_o i_o and_o by_o his_o stripe_n let_v i_o be_v heal_v his_o blood_n be_v my_o only_a refuge_n oh_o let_v it_o be_v my_o atonement_n or_o i_o perish_v eternal_o wherefore_o do_v thou_o shed_v it_o but_o to_o save_v sinner_n remember_v not_o what_o i_o have_v do_v against_o thou_o but_o what_o he_o have_v do_v and_o suffer_v for_o i_o oh_o when_o i_o consider_v thy_o greatness_n and_o my_o unworthiness_n thy_o purity_n and_o my_o uncleanness_n thy_o glory_n and_o my_o shame_n i_o be_o confound_v and_o discourage_v but_o when_o i_o consider_v thy_o mercy_n and_o wisdom_n bounty_n and_o goodness_n readiness_n to_o forgive_v and_o desire_v to_o impart_v thyself_o unto_o thy_o servant_n than_o i_o be_o encourage_v to_o come_v with_o boldness_n unto_o thou_o thou_o never_o despise_v he_o that_o call_v upon_o thou_o or_o forsake_v any_o that_o abode_n in_o thy_o fear_n it_o be_v never_o know_v that_o any_o who_o trust_v in_o thou_o be_v ever_o confound_v oh_o respect_v not_o the_o greatness_n of_o my_o offence_n but_o of_o thy_o goodness_n though_o i_o have_v so_o often_o break_v my_o part_n of_o that_o covenant_n the_o sacrament_n seal_n yet_o be_v thou_o please_v to_o make_v good_a thou_o to_o be_v merciful_a to_o my_o unrighteousness_n and_o to_o remember_v my_o sin_n &_o my_o iniquity_n no_o more_o thou_o know_v how_o intolerable_a a_o thing_n it_o be_v to_o lie_v under_o thy_o wrath_n to_o all_o eternity_n and_o therefore_o love_v to_o do_v miracle_n of_o mercy_n because_o thou_o love_v not_o that_o a_o sinner_n shall_v perish_v have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n blot_v out_o my_o transgression_n wash_v i_o thorough_o from_o my_o iniquity_n and_o cleanse_v i_o from_o all_o my_o defilement_n with_o the_o merit_n and_o virtue_n of_o that_o blood_n which_o thou_o have_v so_o abundant_o shed_v for_o penitent_a sinner_n that_o i_o may_v with_o a_o undefiled_a soul_n eat_v of_o the_o pure_a sacrifice_n the_o lamb_n slay_v from_o the_o beginning_n so_o i_o shall_v have_v no_o spot_n in_o i_o for_o which_o thou_o will_v judge_v i_o at_o thy_o table_n or_o condemn_v i_o at_o thy_o tribunal_n be_v in_o christ_n reconcile_v unto_o i_o oh_o give_v further_a evidence_n of_o thy_o fatherly_a affection_n by_o bestow_v a_o double_a portion_n of_o thy_o grace_n upon_o i_o now_o thou_o call_v i_o to_o this_o ordinance_n and_o who_o be_v sufficient_a for_o these_o thing_n i_o have_v neither_o a_o meet_a sacrifice_n to_o offer_v nor_o a_o meet_a vessel_n to_o receive_v thou_o i_o know_v not_o what_o to_o say_v or_o do_v how_o to_o pray_v or_o receive_v prepare_v or_o behave_v myself_o not_o sufficient_a of_o myself_o to_o think_v any_o thing_n as_o of_o myself_o but_o my_o sufficiency_n be_v of_o thou_o the_o preparation_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o answer_n of_o the_o tongue_n be_v from_o thou_o the_o god_n the_o promiser_n the_o giver_n of_o grace_n as_o well_o as_o glory_n that_o invite_v all_o to_o come_v unto_o thou_o with_o assurance_n of_o find_v with_o and_o receive_v from_o thou_o whatsoever_o be_v requisite_a for_o their_o refreshment_n support_n and_o comfort_n ho_o every_o one_o that_o thirst_v come_v you_o to_o the_o water_n and_o he_o that_o have_v no_o money_n come_v you_o buy_v and_o eat_v yea_o come_v buy_v wine_n and_o milk_n without_o money_n and_o without_o price_n thou_o prepare_v a_o table_n for_o we_o in_o this_o wilderness_n where_o we_o eat_v of_o thy_o own_o bread_n and_o drink_v of_o thy_o own_o cup_n omitte_v not_o expression_n of_o tender_a love_n to_o treat_v we_o as_o a_o most_o indulgent_a father_n but_o shall_v the_o time_n of_o receive_v come_v before_o thou_o come_v into_o my_o soul_n to_o stir_v up_o thy_o grace_n in_o i_o gan_v thou_o that_o so_o love_v i_o who_o be_v of_o no_o worth_n while_o yet_o in_o my_o sin_n as_o to_o die_v for_o i_o neglect_v i_o in_o thou_o shall_v ay_o who_o only_a hope_n be_v to_o be_v save_v by_o christ_n be_v send_v away_o with_o the_o guilt_n instead_o of_o the_o comfort_n of_o his_o blood_n oh_o of_o his_o fullness_n let_v i_o receive_v and_o grace_n for_o grace_n let_v thy_o spirit_n help_v my_o infirmity_n thy_o grace_n be_v sufficient_a for_o i_o thy_o strength_n be_v make_v perfect_a more_o eminent_o manifest_a in_o weakness_n array_n i_o with_o the_o righteousness_n of_o the_o saint_n put_v upon_o i_o the_o lord_n jesus_n let_v i_o be_v find_v have_v on_o the_o wedding-garment_n at_o the_o wedding-supper_n such_o a_o preparation_n of_o soul_n as_o may_v qualify_v i_o for_o it_o such_o a_o degree_n of_o reverence_n and_o humility_n save_v knowledge_n godly_a sorrow_n renew_v repentance_n new_a obedience_n lively_a faith_n unfeigned_a love_n joy_n and_o thankfulness_n holy_a desire_n self-denial_n suitable_a solemn_a heavenly_a meditation_n as_o become_v a_o worthy_a communicant_a oh_o thou_o true_a food_n of_o my_o soul_n receive_v i_o who_o be_o to_o receive_v thou_o quicken_v i_o with_o thy_o spirit_n feed_v i_o with_o thy_o flesh_n satisfy_v i_o with_o thy_o blood_n vouchsafe_v i_o thy_o grace_n communicate_v to_o i_o thy_o nature_n let_v i_o receive_v life_n from_o thou_o to_o act_v and_o live_v unto_o thou_o who_o measure_v not_o thy_o gift_n by_o our_o petition_n or_o desertss_n but_o our_o want_n and_o thy_o own_o mercy_n earnest_a supplication_n for_o requisite_a qualification_n to_o go_v to_o that_o ordinance_n which_o require_v all_o imaginable_a liveliness_n and_o activity_n with_o dull_a and_o cloudy_a affection_n will_v be_v my_o sin_n and_o a_o aggravation_n of_o it_o if_o through_o want_n of_o diligent_a endeavour_n to_o get_v my_o soul_n affect_v and_o inflame_v by_o stir_v up_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n in_o i_o and_o whither_o shall_v i_o go_v for_o this_o but_o unto_o thou_o the_o author_n and_o finisher_n of_o they_o how_o shall_v i_o do_v it_o but_o by_o thou_o oh_o do_v it_o for_o i_o humility_n holy_a reveronce_n and_o humility_n affect_v my_o heart_n with_o a_o awful_a reverence_n and_o selfbasement_n upon_o my_o so_o near_a approach_n unto_o thou_o in_o this_o solemn_a ordinance_n towards_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o majesty_n with_o who_o i_o there_o come_v to_o renew_v my_o covenant_n towards_o the_o excellency_n of_o thy_o son_n who_o i_o come_v to_o receive_v into_o my_o soul_n towards_o the_o holiness_n of_o thy_o spirit_n who_o assiance_n i_o hope_v for_o and_o by_o who_o i_o come_v there_o to_o be_v establish_v in_o my_o union_n and_o communion_n with_o christ_n and_o his_o member_n oh_o how_o dare_v i_o who_o be_o nothing_o but_o folly_n and_o infirmity_n misery_n and_o sin_n shame_n and_o death_n presume_v to_o come_v so_o nigh_o for_o behold_v the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n can_v contain_v thou_o unless_o thou_o have_v invite_v and_o command_v it_o if_o so_o much_o sanctity_n reverence_n and_o devotion_n be_v requisite_a as_o to_o the_o ark_n the_o temple_n the_o receive_v thy_o law_n oh_o how_o shall_v i_o behave_v myself_o now_o i_o go_v to_o receive_v thy_o very_a self_n or_o communicate_v with_o thou_o that_o deserve_v not_o to_o come_v before_o thou_o oh_o how_o humble_a shall_v i_o be_v who_o be_o to_o receive_v a_o gift_n of_o free_a grace_n be_v he_o humble_a that_o be_v all_o purity_n and_o shall_v i_o be_v proud_a who_o be_o so_o defile_v the_o high_a and_o lofty_a one_o dwell_v not_o in_o a_o haughty_a heart_n but_o with_o he_o that_o be_v of_o a_o contrite_a humble_a spirit_n not_o will_v he_o that_o humble_v himself_o to_o the_o death_n be_v take_v into_o a_o proud_a soul_n oh_o that_o i_o
so_o cause_v i_o to_o feed_v on_o digest_v improve_v his_o body_n and_o blood_n have_v the_o same_o expectation_n of_o spiritual_a and_o eternal_a life_n from_o he_o that_o i_o have_v of_o temporal_a life_n from_o my_o food_n let_v i_o eat_v not_o only_o the_o bread_n of_o the_o lord_n but_o the_o bread_n which_o the_o lord_n that_o as_o by_o my_o sense_n i_o receive_v â—he_n element_n to_o my_o corporal_n so_o by_o faith_n 〈◊〉_d may_v receive_v and_o apply_v he_o to_o my_o spiritual_a nourishment_n let_v the_o ordinance_n be_v a_o â—â—vely_a resemblance_n remembrance_n and_o application_n of_o the_o suffering_n and_o earnest_n of_o the_o supper_n of_o the_o lamb._n let_v christ_n be_v 〈◊〉_d lively_a set_v forth_o as_o if_o crucify_a before_o by_o eye_n die_v for_o i_o that_o behold_v â—mbracing_v and_o even_o put_v my_o finger_n â—nto_o the_o print_n of_o his_o nail_n and_o foot_n and_o thru_v my_o hand_n into_o his_o side_n so_o full_o persuade_v of_o his_o suffering_n for_o i_o that_o i_o â—â—ay_v not_o be_v faithless_a but_o believe_v say_v â—y_a lord_n and_o my_o god_n he_o love_v i_o and_o â—ave_n himself_o for_o i_o my_o belove_a be_v my_o â—nd_n i_o be_o he_o o_o that_o i_o may_v so_o touch_v he_o â—s_n may_v find_v and_o feel_v strength_n peace_n virtue_n come_v from_o he_o and_o be_v heal_v of_o all_o â—â—y_a uncleanness_n that_o they_o may_v not_o be_v â—nto_o death_n but_o unto_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o mercy_n in_o pardon_v and_o grace_n in_o purify_n 〈◊〉_d pollute_v a_o wretch_n that_o it_o may_v be_v he_o food_n the_o feast_n of_o my_o grace_n the_o poiâ—â—on_n the_o funeral_n of_o my_o corruption_n let_v â—â—e_v so_o feed_v on_o his_o bless_a body_n and_o bathe_v â—â—y_a soul_n in_o his_o precious_a blood_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v magnify_v the_o lord_n and_o mâ—â—_n spirit_n rejoice_v in_o god_n my_o saviour_n whoâ—â—_n have_v not_o see_v i_o may_v love_v in_o whâ—â—_n though_o now_o i_o see_v he_o not_o yet_o believe_v 〈◊〉_d may_v rejoice_v with_o joy_n unspeakable_a and_o fuâ—â—_n of_o glory_n circumcise_v my_o heart_n to_o loâ—â—_n thou_o with_o all_o my_o soul_n love_n love_n and_o witâ—_n all_o my_o strength_n let_v my_o hearâ—_n be_v ravish_v with_o this_o infinite_a merciâ—â—_n in_o thou_o to_o sinful_a miserable_a man_n in_o cotrive_v and_o give_v so_o glorious_a a_o reddeemer_n and_o redemption_n to_o save_v he_o and_o now_o in_o present_v we_o with_o such_o special_a seal_n of_o his_o love_n and_z admitting_z uâ—â—â—_n into_o so_o near_a so_o holy_a a_o communion_n 〈◊〉_d for_o this_o let_v i_o be_v dissolve_v into_o louâ—_n to_o thou_o and_o thy_o son_n and_o to_o man_n foâ—_n his_o sake_n and_o into_o a_o steadfast_a vow_n of_o lifâ—_n and_o death_n to_o thy_o service_n that_o i_o will_v give_v and_o forgive_v do_v and_o suffer_v any_o thing_n foâ—_n thou_o let_v i_o be_v fill_v with_o holy_a rapture_n joy_n and_o hope_n in_o so_o great_a a_o goodness_n who_o have_v do_v this_o will_v deâ—â—_n i_o nothing_o and_o maugre_o the_o rage_n and_o malice_n of_o hell_n not_o see_v my_o soul_n lose_v foâ—_n who_o all_o this_o be_v do_v oh_o let_v i_o meet_v with_o strong_a endearment_n of_o affection_n melt_v and_o flow_v over_o towards_o thou_o languish_v with_o desire_n enjoy_v thou_o even_o turn_v into_o make_v 〈◊〉_d of_o love_n for_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v be_v the_o disciple_n who_o thou_o love_v and_o lay_v in_o â—y_a bosom_n oh_o deal_n with_o i_o as_o thou_o â—ften_o do_v with_o those_o that_o draw_v near_o to_o â—â—ee_v though_o i_o burn_v not_o with_o so_o hot_a a_o â—ame_n yet_o through_o thy_o grace_n i_o crave_v it_o â—f_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v participate_v with_o â—nd_v be_v number_v among_o such_o fervent_a â—overs_n if_o i_o can_v say_v i_o be_o sick_a of_o love_n â—et_z be_o sick_a that_o i_o can_v love_v thou_o â—here_o will_v thou_o give_v i_o thy_o love_n admission_n to_o more_o familiar_a fellowship_n â—earâ—r_v manifestation_n sensible_a feel_a â—nd_n assurance_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o affection_n unto_o i_o that_o i_o be_o belove_v of_o â—hee_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o love_v the_o lord_n â—esus_fw-la in_o sincerity_n let_v he_o dwell_v in_o my_o â—eart_n by_o faith_n and_o love_n that_o be_v â—â—oted_v and_o ground_v in_o love_n i_o may_v be_v â—ble_n to_o comprehend_v with_o all_o saint_n â—hat_n be_v the_o breadth_n and_o length_n and_o depth_n and_o height_n and_o to_o know_v the_o â—ove_n of_o christ_n which_o pass_v knowledge_n â—hat_n the_o remembrance_n of_o he_o may_v pierce_v â—e_n with_o grief_n transport_v i_o with_o love_n captivate_v my_o will_n engage_v all_o my_o affection_n to_o he_o and_o for_o he_o and_o let_v i_o knoâ—_n i_o be_o pass_v from_o death_n to_o life_n because_o love_v the_o brethren_n shed_v abroad_o thâ—_n love_v in_o my_o cold_a freeze_a heart_n and_o inflaâ—â—_n it_o with_o fervent_a affection_n to_o thou_o and_o thing_n while_o my_o love_n be_v burn_v towards_o thâ—_n self_n oh_o how_o can_v it_o choose_v but_o 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