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A13694	The follovving of Christ Diuided into foure bookes. Written in Latin by the learned and deuout man, Thomas a Kempis, canon-regular of the order of S. Augustine. Whereunto also is added the golden Epistle of S. Bernard. And also certaine rules of a Christian life, made by Iohn Picus the elder, Earle of Mirandula. Translated into English by B.F.; Imitatio Christi. English.	Hoskins, Anthony, 1568-1615.; Elyot, Thomas, Sir, 1490?-1546.; Bernard, of Clairvaux, Saint, 1090 or 91-1153. Epistola de perfectione vitae. English.; Pico della Mirandola, Giovanni, 1463-1494, Regulae duodecim portim excitantes portim dirigentes hominem in pugna spirituali. English. aut; Thomas, à Kempis, 1380-1471, attributed name.; Whitford, Richard, fl. 1495-1555?	1615 (1615)	STC 23988; ESTC S111535	135,170	483

seruant according to the multitude of thy mercies 6 What hath thy seruant more to say before thee but that he do greatly humble himselfe in thy sight alwayes mindfull of his owne iniquity and basenesse For there is none like vnto thee in all whatsoeuer is wonderfull in heauen and earth Psal 85. Thy words are good thy judgements true and by thy prouidence all things are gouerned Praise therefore and glory be vnto thee O wisdome of the eternall Father let my tongue my soule and all creatures together praise and blesse thee CHAP. XXII Of the remembrance of the manifold benefits of God THE SERVANT OPen O Lord my heart in thy Law and teach me to walke in thy Commandements Grant me to vnderstand thy will and to remember thy benefits as well in generall as in particular vvith great reuerence and diligent consideration that hence forvvard I may bee able worthily to giue thee thankes Psal 118. But I know and confesse that I am not able to giue thee due thanks for the fauours which thou bestowest vpon me euen in the least moment I am lesse then the least of thy benefits and when I consider the excellencie of thy Maiestie the greatnesse thereof maketh my spirit to faint 2 All that wee haue in our soule and body whatsoeuer we possesse outwardly or inwardly naturally or spiritually are thy benefits and doe praise thee as bountifull pious and good from whom we haue receiued all that is good Although one hath receiued more another lesse all not withstanding are thine and without thee euen the least cannot be had He that hath receiued greater cānot glory of his owne desert nor extol himself aboue others nor insult ouer the lesser for he is greater better that ascribeth least vnto himselfe and is more humble deuout in rendring thankes And he that esteemeth himselfe basest of all men and judgeth himselfe most vnworthy is fittest to receiue greater blessings 3 And he that hath receiued fewer ought not to be sory nor beare it impatiently nor enuy them that are enriched with greater store but attend rather vnto thee and chiefely praise thy goodnes for that thou bestowest thy gifts so bountifully so freely and so willingly without respect of persons All things proceed from thee and therefore in all things thou art to be praised Thou knowest what is fit to be giuen to euery one why this man hath lesse and he mo●e it is not ours but thine to determine who doest weigh in just measure the deserts of euery one 4 Wherefore my Lord God I esteeme it as a great benefit not to haue much whereby outwardly and before men I might seem worthy of praise and glory so that he who considereth his own pouerty basenes ought not therfore to conceiue grief or sorow or to be therfore troubled but rather to take great comfort and to be glad for that thou O God hast chosen the poore and humble the despised of this world for thy selfe and for thy familiar and domesticall friends 1. Cor. 1. Psal 44. Witnesses are thy Apostles themselues whom thou hast appointed Princes ouer all the earth 1. Thess 2. And yet they liued without cōplaint in the world so humble and simple meane to the eyes of men without all malice and deceit that they reioyced to receiue contumelies for thy name and what the world abhorreth they embraced with great affection Act. 5. 5 Nothing therefore ought so to reioyce him that loueth thee and acknowledgeth thy benefits as the accomplishment of thy wil in himself and the pleasure of thy eternall appointment wherewith he ought to be so contented and comforted that he would as willingly be the least as any would wish to be the greatest and as peaceable and content in the last as in the first place and as willing to be despised and contemned and to be of no esteeme or account as to be preferred in honor before al others to be greater in the world For thy will and the loue of thy glory ought to be preferred before all things and to comfort him more and please him better then all the benefits which he hath receiued or can desire CHAP. XXIII Of foure things that bring much peace OVR LORD SOnne now I will teach thee the way of peace and true liberty SER. Doe Lord I beseech thee as thou sayest for I shal be very glad to heare it LORD Endeauour my Sonne to do rather the will of another then thine owne Euer choose rather to haue lesse then more Matth. 26. and Ioh. 5.6 Alwayes seeke the lowest place and to bee inferiour to euery one 1. Cor. 10. Wish alwayes and pray that the will of God may bee wholy fulfilled in thee Luk. 14. Behold such a man entreth into the limits of peace and most quiet rest Matth. 6. SER. 2 Lord this thy short speech containeth much perfection It is little in words but full in sense and abundant in fruit Mat. 5. For if it could exactly be kept by me then should I not so easily bee troubled For as often as I feele my selfe vnquiet and afflicted I finde that I haue strayed from this doctrine But thou that canst all things and euer louest the good and profite of my soule increase in me thy grace that I may fulfill thy words and perfect mine owne health A prayer against euill thoughts SER. 3 My Lord God be not far from me my God haue regard to helpe me for sundry thoughts haue risen vp against me and great feares afflicting my soule Psalm 70. How shall I passe through them without hurt How shall I breake them LORD I saith he will goe before thee and will humble the glorious of the earth I will open the dores of the prison and reueale vnto thee the hidden secrets Esay 45. SER. Doe Lord as thou sayest and let all euill thoughts flie from before thy face This is my hope and my only comfort to flie vnto thee in all tribulation to trust in thee to call vpon thee from my heart and to expect patiently thy comfort A prayer for enlightning of the minde SER. 4 Enlighten me good Iesu with the clearnes of inward light and expel al darknes of my hart Represse the many wandring thoughts and beat down the fury of the temptations which violently assault mee Fight strongly for me and vanquish the euill beasts that is the alluring concupiscence that peace may bee made in thy vertue abundance of thy praise sound in thy holy Court which is a pure conscience Command the windes and tempests say vnto the Sea Bee still and to the North-winde Blow not and a great calme shall ensue Mat. 8. 5 Send foorth thy light and thy truth that they may shine vpon the earth for I am emptie and vnprofitable earth vntill thou impartest thy light vnto me Psal 42. Powre out thy grace from aboue wash my hart with heauenly dew giue waters of deuotion to wash the face of the earth to bring

am come for alas I am nothing and I knew it not And if I be left to my selfe behold I become nothing and a masse of infirmyty But if thou suddenly looke vpon me I am presently made strong filled with new joy And it is a great meruaile that I am so suddenly lifted vp and so graciously embraced by thee that of mine owne waight alwaies sinke downeward 2 Thy loue is cause hereof freely preuenting me and releeuing mee in so many necessities preseruing mee also from grieuous dangers and as I may truly say deliuering me from innumerable euils For surely by euill louing my selfe I lost my selfe and by seeking thee alone and sincerely louing thee I haue found both my selfe and thee and for thy loue haue more deepely brought my selfe to nothing Ioh. 12. For that thou O most sweet Iesu dealest with me aboue all desert and aboue all that I dare hope and request 3 Blessed be thou my God for although I be vnworthy of all good yet the noblenes of thy bounty and thy infinite goodnes neuer ceaseth to doe good euen to the vngratefull and to them that bee turned away farre from thee Matth. 5. Turne vs vnto thee O Lord that we may bee gratefull humble and deuout for thou art our safety our power and our strength CHAP. IX That all things are to be referred vnto God as vnto the last end OVR LORD SOnne I ought to bee thy chiefest and last end if thou desire to bee truly blessed With this intention thy affection shall be purified which is oftentimes inclined inordinately to it selfe and vnto creatures For if in any thing thou seeke thy selfe thou presently faintest and driest vp within thy selfe Direct therfore al things chiefely vnto me for I am hee that haue giuen all Consider euery thing as flowing from the highest good and therefore all things are to be reduced vnto me as vnto their first beginning Eccles 1. 2 Out of mee as out of liuing fountaines the little and the great the poore and the rich doe draw the water of life and they that willingly and freely serue mee shall receiue grace for grace Ioh. 4. But hee that will glory out of me or be delighted in any particular good shall not bee grounded in true ioy nor enlarged in his heart but shall be many waies hindred and straitned 1. Cor. 1. Thou oughtest therfore to ascribe no good vnto thy self nor attribute the praise of vertue vnto any man but giue all vnto God without whom man hath nothing I haue bestowed all and wil that al be returned to me againe and with great seuerity I require thanks 1. Cor. 4. 3 This is the truth that putteth to flight vaine-glory And if heauenly grace and true charity enter in there shall be no enuy nor grudging of heart neither shall there bee any place for selfe-loue For diuine charity ouercommeth all and enlargeth all the forces of the soule If thou vnderstand aright in mee alone thou wilt reioyce in mee alone thou wilt hope for none is good but God alone who is to be praised aboue all things and to be blessed in all Mat. 19. Luk. 18. CHAP. X. That despising the world it is sweet to serue God THE SERVANT NOw I wil speake againe Lord and will not be silent I wil say in the eares of my God my Lord and my King that is on high O how great is the multitude of thy sweetnes Lord which thou hast hidden for those that feare thee Psal 30. But what art thou to thē that loue thee What to them that serue thee with their whole heart Truly vnspeakable is the sweetnesse of thy contemplation which thou bestowest on them that loue thee In this chiefly thou hast shewed me the sweetnes of thy charity Gen. 1. for that when I was not thou madest me and when I went astray far off from thee thou broughtest me backe againe that I might serue thee and hast commanded mee to loue thee Psalm 118. and Matth. 15. 2 O fountain of euerlasting loue what shall I say of thee How can I forget thee that hast vouchsafed to remember me euen when I whithered away and perished Thou hast vsed mercy with thy seruant beyond all the expectation of my heart and hast bestowed thy grace and friendship beyond all merit What shall I returne vnto thee for this grace Psal 115. For it is not granted to euery one to forsake all things to renounce the world and to vndertake a life of religion and perfection Is it much that I serue thee whom all creatures are bound to serue It ought not to seeme much vnto mee to serue thee but this rather seemeth much and meruailous vnto me that thou vouchsafest to receiue into thy seruice one so poore and vnworthy and to joyne him with thy beloued seruants Iudg. 16. 3 Behold all is thine which I haue and whereby I serue thee And yet in very deed thou rather seruest mee then I thee 1. Cor. 4. Behold heauen and earth which thou hast created for the seruice of man are ready at hand and doe daily performe whatsoeuer thou dost command and this is little yea thou hast also appointed the Angels to the seruice of man Psa 90. Heb. 1. But that which exceedeth all is that thou thy selfe hast vouchsafed to serue man and promised to giue thy selfe vnto him 4 What shall I giue thee for all these thousands of benefits I would I could serue thee al the daies of my life I would I were able at least for one day to doe thee some worthy acceptable seruice Thou art truly worthy of all seruice of all honor and euerlasting praise Thou art my Lord I thy poore seruant that am bound to serue thee with all my forces neither ought I euer to cease to praise thee And this I wish to doe this I desire and whatsoeuer is wanting vnto me vouchsafe I beseech thee to supply 5 It is a great honor a very great glory to serue thee and to despise all things for thee For great grace shall be giuen to them that shall willingly submit themselues vnto thy most holy seruice They shall receiue most sweete comfort of the holy Ghost that for thy loue shall renounce all carnall delights Mat. 19. They shall attaine great freedome of mind that for thy names sake shall enter into the narrow way and shall haue left off all care of this world Matth. 7. 6 O sweet and delightfull seruitude of God by which man is truely made free holy Mat. 11. 1. Ioh. 5. O sacred state of religious bondage which maketh man equal to Angels pleasing to God terrible to diuels and grateful and of great esteeme to all the faithfull O seruice to be imbraced and alwaies wished for by which we obtain the greatest good and attaine to that joy which neuer shall haue end CHAP. XI That the desires of our heart are to be examined and moderated OVR LORD SOnne thou oughtest to learne many

purpose to resist with courage but when a smal temptation commeth it bringeth me into very narrow straits It is sometimes a very trifle from whence great temptations do proceed And whilst I thinke my selfe somewhat safe when I least expect it I find my selfe sometimes ouercome with a small blast 2 Behold therfore Lord my humility my frailty euery way knowne vnto thee Psalm 24. Haue mercy on me and deliuer me out of the mire of my infirmities that I sticke not fast therein let me not for euer remaine deiected Psal 68. This is that which oftentimes beareth me back confoundeth me in thy sight for that I am so subiect to fall and weak in resisting of my passions And though I do not altogether consent yet their continuall assaults are troublesome and grieuous vnto me it is tedious and a very irksome thing to liue thus daily in strife Hereby my infirmitie is made knowne vnto me for that wicked fancies doe alwayes much more easily enter in vpon me then they can be cast out againe 3 O mightie God of Israel the zealous louer of faithfull soules let it please thee to consider the labour and sorrow of thy seruant and assist him in all whatsoeuer he vndertaketh Strengthen me with heauenly force lest my old man my miserable flesh not fully as yet subiect to the spirit preuaile get the vpper hand against which I ought to fight as long as I breath in this miserable life Alas what a kind of life is this where tribulations and miseries are neuer wanting where al is set with snares and compassed with enemies For when one tribulation or temptation goeth away another commeth yea and during the first conflict also many others come vnlooked for one after another 4 And how can a life bee loued that hath so many afflictions and is subiect to so many calamities miseries How is it called a life that begetteth so many deaths plagues And yet it is loued and many seek to delight themselues therin The world is oftentimes blamed that it is deceitful and vaine yet it is not easily forsaken because the inclinations of our flesh do too much ouerrule vs. Some things draw vs to loue it others to contemne it To the loue of the world doe draw vs the concupiscence of the flesh the concupiscence of the eyes and the pride of life but the paines and miseries that do justly follow them causeth a hatred and loathsomenesse thereof 1. Ioh. 2. 5 But alas wicked pleasure ouercommeth the minde which is giuen ouer to the world and she esteemeth it a delight to be vnder thornes because shee hath neither seene nor tasted the sweetnes of God and the inward delight of vertue Iob. 30. But they that perfectly contemne the world and endeauour to liue to God vnder holy discipline these are not ignorant of the diuine sweetnes promised to the true forsakers of the world and do more clearely see how grieuously the world erreth and how it is many wayes deceiued CHAP. XXI That we are to rest in God aboue all his gifts THE SERVANT ABoue all things and in all things my soule thou shalt euer rest in God for he is the euerlasting rest of the Saints Grant me most sweet and louing Iesu to rest in thee aboue all creatures aboue all health and beauty aboue all glory and honor aboue all power and dignitie aboue all knowledge and learning aboue all riches and artes aboue all joy and gladnes aboue all fame and praise aboue all sweetnes and comfort aboue all hope and promise aboue all merit and desire aboue all gifts and presents that thou canst giue and impart vnto vs aboue all joy and jubily that the minde of man can receiue and feele lastly aboue Angels and Archangels and aboue all the heauenly Host aboue all visible and inuisible things and aboue all that that thou art not my God Rom. 8. 2 For that thou my Lord God surpassest all thou alone most high thou alone most powerfull thou alone most full and sufficient thou alone most sweete and comfortable thou alone most beautifull and louing thou alone most noble and glorious aboue all things in whom all good things together both are perfectly and euer haue beene and shall be and therefore it is too little and not sufficient whatsoeuer thou bestowest on me besides thy selfe or reuealest vnto mee of thy selfe or promisest whilest thou art not seene and not fully obtained for surely my heart cannot rest nor be fully cōtented vnlesse it rest in thee surmount all gifts and creatures whatsoeuer 3 O my most beloued Spouse Christ Iesus the most chast louer the gouernour of all creatures who wil giue me wings of true libertie to flie and rest in thee Psalm 53. O when shall it be fully granted me to consider in quietnes of mind and see how sweet thou art my Lord God! When shall I fully recollect my self in thee that for thy loue I may not feele my selfe but thee alone aboue all sense and feeling in a manner not knowne vnto al. But now I oftentimes lament and beare my infelicity with griefe Dan. 13. For that many euils occurre in this vale of miseries which do often trouble grieue and darken me often hinder and distract me allure and intangle me to the end I should not haue free accesse vnto thee and that I should not enioy those sweete and heauēly imbracings which thou alwaies giueth to the blessed celestial spirits Let my sighes and manifold desolation on earth moue thee 4 O Iesus splendor of eternal glory comfort of the pilgrime soule With thee is my tongue without voice and my silence speaketh vnto thee How long doth my Lord delay to come Let him come vnto me his poore seruant make me glad Let him put out his hand and deliuer me miserable wretch from all anguish Come come blessed Lord for without thee I shall haue no joyfull day nor houre Thou art my joy without thee there is nothing but want A wretched creature I am and in a manner imprisoned and loaden with irons vntill thou comfortest me with the light of thy presence and giuest me liberty and shewest a fauourable countenance vnto me 5 Let others seeke vvhat they please insteed of thee but for me nothing else doth nor shall delight me but thou only my God my hope my euerlasting health I will not hold my peace nor cease to pray vntil thy grace returne againe and thou speak inwardly vnto me LORD Behold I am here behold I come vnto thee because thou hast called vpon me thy teares and the desire of thy foule thy humility and the contrition of thy heart haue inclined and brought me vnto thee SER. And I said Lord I haue called thee haue desired to enioy thee being ready to forsake all things for thee For thou first hast stirred me vp that I might seek thee Blessed be thou therefore O Lord that hast shewed this goodnesse to thy

that which thou wouldest not leaue vndone that thou wouldest do That which is pleasing to others shall goe well forwards that which thou wishest shall not speed That which others say shal be heard what thou sayst shall be nothing regarded Others shall aske shal receiue thou shalt aske not obtaine 5 Others shall bee great in the praises of men but of thee there shall be no speech to others this or that shall be committed but thou shalt be accounted fit for nothing At this nature will sometimes repine and it is much if thou endurest it with silence In these and such like a faithfull seruant of our Lord is wont to be tried how he can deny and ouercome himselfe in all things There is scarce any thing wherein thou hast such need to mortifie thy selfe as in seeing and suffering those things that are contrary to thy will especially when that is commanded which seemeth vnto thee inconuenient or to little purpose And for that thou being placed vnder authority darest not resist a higher power therefore it seemeth hard vnto thee to walke at the becke of another and to leaue wholy thine owne opinion 6 But consider Sonne the fruit of these labours the end neere at hand and the reward aboue all measure and thou shalt receiue no griefe therby but great comfort of thy patience For in regard of that little of thy will which now thou willingly forsakest thou shalt alwaies haue thy will in heauen There thou shalt haue all that thou wilt or canst desire there thou shalt enioy all good without feare of loosing it there shal thy will be euer one with me it shall desire nothing strange or priuate there no man shall withstand thee no man complaine of thee no man hinder thee nothing come against thee but all things desired shall bee there together present and delight thy whole desire and fulfill it to the highest degree there I will giue thee glorie for the reproach which heere thou sufferedst a garment of praise for former griefe for the lowest place a seat of an euerlasting Kingdome there shall the fruit of obedience appeare the labour of pennance reioyce and humble subjection shall bee gloriously crowned 7 Now therefore bow thy selfe with great humility vnder the hands of all and regard not who said or commanded this but take great heede that whether thy Superiour or thy Inferiour or thine equall require any thing of thee or doe insinuate their desire thou take it all in good part and endeauour to fulfill it with a sincere intention Let one seeke this another that let him glorie in this the other in that and be praysed a thousand thousand times but doe thou neither reioyce in this nor in that but in the contempt of thy selfe and in my pleasure and honour a lone This art thou to wish that whether by life or death God may be alwayes glorified in thee CHAP. L. How a desolate person ought to offer himselfe into the hands of God THE SERVANT LOrd God holy Father thy holy name be now and for euer blessed because as thou wilt so is it done and what thou dost is good Let thy seruant rejoyce in thee not in himselfe nor any thing else for thou alone art the true gladnes thou art my hope and my crowne thou art my joy and my honor O Lord. What hath thy seruant but what he receiued from thee euen without any desert of his 1. Cor. 4. Thine is all that thou hast giuen whatsoeuer thou hast made I am poore and in labours from my youth and sometimes my soule is heauy vnto teares somtimes also it is troubled in it selfe by reason of passions which rise against her Psal 87. 2 I desire the joy of peace I craue the peace of thy children that are fed by thee in the light of comfort If thou giue peace if thou infuse holy joy the soule of thy seruant shall be full of heauenly sweetnes and shall become deuout in thy praise but if thou withdraw thy selfe as very often thou art wont he wil not be able to runne the waies of thy Commandements but rather hee boweth his knees and knocketh his breast for that it is not with him as it was yesterday and the day before when thy light shined vpon his head and he was protected vnder the shadow of thy wings from the temptations which violently assault him 3 O righteous Father and euer to be praised the houre is come that thy seruant is to be proued Behold Father it is fit that in this houre thy seruant suffer something for thee O Father worthy of eternall honour the houre is come which from all eternity thou didst fore-know should come that for a short time thy seruant should outwardly bee oppressed but inwardly liue for euer with thee he should be a little despised and humbled and made as an abiect in the sight of men and much afflicted with passions and infirmities that he may rise againe with thee in the rising of new light and be clarified in heauen Holy Father thou hast so appointed it and wilt haue it so and this is fulfilled which thy selfe hast commanded 4 It is a grace and a fauour to thy friend to suffer and to be afflicted in the world for the loue of thee how often soeuer and by whom soeuer thou permittest it to fall vpon him Without thy counsell and prouidence and without cause nothing is done in earth Psalm 118. It is good for mee Lord that thou hast humbled me that I may learne thy righteous judgments and cast away al haughtines of hart presumptiō It is profitable to me that shame hath couered my face that I may rather seeke to thee for comfort then to men I haue learned also hereby to dread thy inscrutable judgment that afflictest the just with the wicked but not without equity and justice 5 I giue thee thanks that thou hast not spared my sinnes but hast worne me away with bitter stripes inflicting sorows sending griefs within and without There is none vnder heauen that can comfort mee but thou my Lord God Tob. 13. the heauēly Phisitian of souls that strikest healest bringest into hell and drawest out againe Psal 17. let thy correction be vpon me and let thy rod instruct me 6 Behold beloued Father I am in thy hands I bow my selfe vnder the rod of thy correction let my neck shoulders feel the stripes of thy chastisement that my crookednes may be conformed to thy wil. Make me a deuout humble disciple of thine as thou art wōt wel to do that I may be ready at euery beck of thy diuine pleasure I commend my selfe and all mine vnto thee to be corrected It is better to be rebuked here then hereafter Thou knowest all and euery thing and there is nothing hidden in the conscience of man which can be hidden from thee Before things are done thou knowst that they wil happen hast no need that any should

alwayes before the eyes of thy soule the picture of thy Sauiour crucified Thou hast good cause to be ashamed looking vpon the life of Christ seeing thou hast so slackly endeauoured to conforme thy selfe vnto him though thou hast walked a long time in the way of the seruice of God A religious person that exerciseth himselfe seriously and deuoutly in the most holy life and passion of our Lord shall there abundantly finde whatsoeuer is necessary and profitable for him neither shall hee need to seeke any thing elsewhere but only in Iesus O if Iesus crucified would come into our hearts how quickely and fully should we be instructed in all truth Gal. 2. 6. 7 A feruent religious person taketh and beareth all vvell that is commanded him but he that is negligent and cold hath tribulation vpon tribulation and on all sides is afflicted for he is void of inward consolation and is forbidden to seeke externall comforts A religious person that liueth not according to discipline is in great danger of the ruine of his soule He that seeketh liberty and ease shall euer liue in disquiet for one thing or other will alwaies displease him 8 How doe so many other religious persons vvho liue vnder the strict rule of Monasticall discipline They seldome goe abroad they liue retiredly they feede meanely they are cloathed coursely they labour much speake little watch long rise early spend much time in prayer reade often and keep themselues in all kinde of discipline Consider the Carthusians Cistercians and the Religious men and women of diuers Orders how they rise euery night to sing praises vnto God And how vnseemely then it is for thee to be slouthfull in so holy a worke when as so great multitudes of religious persons doe beginne to glorifie God 9 O that we had nothing else to doe but alwaies with our mouth and whole heart to praise our Lord God! O that thou mightest neuer haue need to eate nor drinke nor sleepe but mightest alwaies praise God and onely imploy thy selfe in the exercises of spirit thou shouldest then be much more happy then now thou art when for so many necessities thou art constrained to serue thy body Would God these necessities were not at all but only the spirituall refections of the soule which alas we taste of too seldome 10 When a man commeth to that estate that he seeketh no comfort of any creature then doth he begin to take perfect contentment and delight in God Then shall he be contented with whatsoeuer doth befall him in this world Then shall he neither reioyce in great matters nor be sorrowfull for small but with great integritie and confidence commit himselfe to God who shall be vnto him al in all to whom nothing doth perish nor die but all things do liue vnto him and serue him at a becke without delay Rom. 11. 11 Remember alwaies the end and hovv that time lost neuer returnes Eccles 7. Without care and diligence thou shalt neuer get vertues If thou beginnest to wax cold it will be euill with thee but if thou giue thy selfe to feruour of spirit thou shalt find much peace and feele lesse labour through the assistance of Gods grace and loue of vertue Apocal 3. The feruent and diligent man is ready and prepared for all things It is harder to resist vices and passions then to toile in bodily labours Eccls. 19. He that auoideth not small faults by little and little falleth into greater Thou wilt alwayes reioyce in the euening if thou spend the day profitably Be watchfull ouer thy selfe stirre vp thy selfe warme thy selfe and whatsoeuer becomes of others neglect not thy selfe The greater violence thou vsest against thy selfe the more thou shalt profite THE END OF THE FIRST BOOKE OF THE FOLLOWING OF CHRIST THE SECOND BOOKE CHAP. I. Of spirituall conuersation THe Kingdom of God is within you saith our Lord. Luk. 7. Turne thee with thy whole heart vnto our Lord and forsake this miserable world and thy soule shall finde rest Ioel. 2. Learne to despise exteriour things and to giue thy self to the interiour thou shalt perceiue the Kingdome of God to come into thee Ro. 19. For the kingdome of God is peace and joy in the holy Ghost which is not giuen to the wicked Christ will come vnto thee and shew thee his diuine comfort if thou prepare for him a worthy mansion within thee Psal 44. Al his glory and beauty is within and there he pleaseth himselfe The inward man he often visits and hath with him sweet discourses pleasant comfort much peace wonderfull familiarity 2 O faithfull soule make ready thy hart for this Bridegrome that he may vouchsafe to come vnto thee and dwell within thee For he saith If any loue mee hee will keepe my Word and we will come vnto him and will make our aboad with him Ioh. 14. Giue therefore vnto Christ a place in thy heart and deny entrance to all others When thou hast Christ thou art rich and he will suffice thee Hee will be thy faithfull and prouident helper in all things so as thou shalt not need to trust in men For men are soone changed and quickly decay but Christ remaineth for euer and standeth firmely vnto the end Ioh. 12. 3 There is little trust to be put in a fraile and mortall man though hee be profitable and deare vnto thee neither oughtest thou much to bee grieued if sometimes hee crosse and contradict thee Hier. 17. They that to day take thy part to morrow may be against thee and so on the contrary they often turne like vnto the winde Put all thy trust in God and feare and loue him 1. Pet. 5. He wil answere for thee and do in al things what is best Heb. 13. Thou hast not heere a dwelling Citie and wheresoeuer thou bee thou art a stranger and pilgrime neither shalt thou euer haue rest vnlesse thou be perfectly vnited vnto Christ 4 Why doest thou linger and make delayes heere since this is not the place of thy rest Phil. 3. In heauen ought to be thy dwelling and al earthly things are to be regarded as it were in the way Sap. 5. Al things passe away and thou together with them Beware thou cleaue not vnto them lest thou be enthralled and so doest perish Let thy thought be on the highest and thy prayer directed vnto Christ without ceasing If thou canst not contemplate high and heauenly things rest thy selfe in the passion of Ch●●●● and dwell willingly in the wounds of his sacred body For if thou flie deuoutly vnto his holy wounds and to th● 〈◊〉 markes of his passion thou ●hal● feele great comfort in tribulation neither wilt thou much care for being despised of men and wilt easily be●re the words of slanderous tongues 5 Christ was also in the world despised and in great necessity forsaken by his acquaintance friends in the middest of slanders Matth. 1.12.5.26 Ioh. 15. Christ would suffer and be contemned and darest

my secrets and vnderstand the high mysteries of God neglecting themselues and their own saluation Eccles 3. and 2. Cor. 3. These oftentimes for that I resist them doe fall into great temptations and sinnes for their pride and curiosity 4 Feare the judgements of God dread the wrath of the almighty But discusse not the workes of the Highest Search thine owne iniquities in how much thou hast offended and how much good thou hast neglected Some carry their deuotion onely in books some in pictures sone in outward signes figures some haue me in their mouthes but little in their harts There are others that being illuminated in their vnderstanding and purged in their affection doe alwaies aspire with an earnest mind to euerlasting happines Esa 29. and are vnwilling to heare of the things of this world to serue the necessities of nature with griefe and these perceiue what the Spirit of truth speaketh in them Psal 24 Because it teacheth them to despise earthly and loue heauenly things to neglect th● world and day and night to desire heauen CHAP. V. Of the wonderfull effect of diuine grace THE SERVANT I Praise thee O heauenly Father Father of my Lord Iesus Christ for that thou hast vouchsafed to remember mee a poore and wretched creature O Father of mercies and God of all comfort thankes be vnto thee who sometimes with thy comfort refreshest mee vnworthy of all comfort 2. Cor. 1. I euer blesse and glorifie thee with thy only begotten Son the holy Ghost for al worlds O God my Lord the holy louer of my soule when thou shalt come into my heart all that is within me will reioyce Thou art my glory and the exultation of my heart Psal 3. Thou art my hope and my refuge in the day of my tribulation Psal 31. 2 But for that I am yet weake in loue and imperfect in vertue I haue need to be comforted by thee visite me therefore often and instruct mee with thy holy discipline Deliuer me from euill passions and heale my heart of al inordinate affections that being cured within and wel purged I may be made fit to loue strong to suffer and constant to perseuere 3 Loue is a great matter in very truth a great good which alone maketh euery thing that is heauy light and beareth equally vnequall burdens Mat. 11. For it carrieth a burden without a burden and maketh euery thing that is bitter sweet and delightsome The noble loue of Iesus enforceth man to worke great things and stirreth him vp to desire alwayes the most perfect Loue will be aloft and not kept downe with any base things Loue will be free from all worldly affection to the end his inward sight be not obscured that he be not intangled with the desire of any transitory gaine or troubled with the want thereof Nothing is sweeter then loue nothing stronger nothing higher nothing more ample nothing more pleasant nothing fuller nor better in heauen or in earth for that loue hath his beginning from God and cannot rest but in God aboue all creatures 4 He that loueth flyeth runneth and reioyceth he is free and not held in He giueth all for all and hath all in al for that he resteth in one Highest aboue all from which all good floweth and proceedeth Hee respecteth not the gifts but turneth himselfe aboue all goods vnto the giuer Loue oftentimes knoweth no measure but inflameth aboue al measure Loue feeleth no burthen weigheth no paines desireth aboue it strength complaineth not of impossibility for that it thinketh all things lawful and possible It is therefore able to vndertake all things and performeth and bringeth many things to effect whereas he that doth not loue fainteth and can doe nothing 5 Loue alwaies watcheth sleeping sleepeth not being wearied is not tired straitned is not pressed frighted is not troubled but like a liuely flame and burning torch breaketh vpwards and passeth through al with great securitie Rom. 8. If any one loueth hee knoweth what this voice cries A lowd cry in the ears of God is the burning loue of the soul which saith My God my loue thou art wholy mine and I wholy thine 6 Enlarge mee in loue that my heart may taste how sweete it is to loue and to be dissolued swimme in thy loue Let me be possessed by loue mounting aboue my selfe with excessiue feruour admiration Let me sing the song of loue let me follow thee on high my beloued let my soule faint in thy praises reioycing with loue Let mee loue thee more then my selfe and not my selfe but for thee and al in thee and truly loue thee as the law of loue commandeth which shineth in thee 7. Loue is swift sincere pious sweet and delightfull strong patient faithful prudent suffering ful of courage and neuer seeking it selfe 1. Cor. 13. For where one seeketh himself there he falleth from loue 1. Cor. 10. Loue is circumspect humble and vpright not remisse not mutable nor attending vnto vaine things sober chast constant quiet and guarded in al the senses Psal 2. Loue is subiect and obedient to Superiours meane and abiect to it selfe deuout thankfull vnto God trusting and hoping alwaies in him euen then when God imparteth no sweetnes vnto it for without sorrow none liueth in loue 8 He that is not ready to suffer al things and stand to the will of his beloued is not worthy to be called a louer A louer ought to embrace willingly al that is hard and distastefull for his beloued and not to turne away from him for any contrary accidents CHAP. VI. Of the proofe of a true Louer OVR LORD SOnne thou art not yet a strong and prudent louer SER. Wherefore Lord LORD Because thou giuest ouer for a small aduersitie and too earnestly seekest comfort A constant louer standeth firmely in temptations giueth not credit to the crafty perswasions of the enemy As I please him in prosperity so I am not vnpleasant to him in aduersity Phil. 4. 2 A prudent louer considereth not so much the gift of his louer as the loue of the giuer He rather esteemeth the good will then the value and placeth all gifts vnder his beloued A noble louer resteth not in the gift but in mee aboue any gift All therfore is not left if sometimes thou hast lesse taste of mee and my Saints then thou wouldest That good and sweet desire which thou sometimes feelest is the effect of present grace and a certaine taste of the heauenly Country whereon thou must not rely too much for it goeth and commeth But to fight against euil motions of the minde which may happen vnto thee and to despise the suggestion of the diuel is a signe of vertue and great merit Matth. 4. 3 Let not therefore strange fancies forced into thee of any matter whatsoeuer trouble thee Retaine a firme purpose and vpright intention to God Neither is it an illusion that sometimes thou art suddenly rapt on high and presently returnest againe

thou wilt not be angry alwaies neither wilt thou threaten for euer Psal 102. CHAP. XVII That all our care is to be placed in God OVR LORD SOnne suffer mee to doe with thee what I please I know what is expedient for thee Thou thinkest as man thou judgest in many things as humane affection perswadeth thee SER. Lord what thou sayest is true Thy solicitude for me is greater then all the care that I can take for my selfe Matth. 6. Ioh. 6. For he standeth at too great a hazard that casteth not his whole care vpon thee Lord so that my will may remaine right and firme in thee doe with me whatsoeuer it shall please thee For it cannot be but good whatsoeuer thou doest with me 2 If it be thy will I should be in darknes be thou blessed and if it be thy will I should be in light be thou againe blessed If thou vouchsafest to comfort me be thou blessed and if thou wilt afflict mee be thou also euer blessed LORD Sonne so thou oughtest to be as ready to suffer as to receiue joy Thou oughtest to be as willing to be poore and needy as plentifull and rich SER. 3 Lord I wil willingly suffer for thee whatsoeuer thy pleasure is shall befall me I will receiue indifferently from thy hand good and euill sweete and sower delightfull and sorrowfull and giue thee thanks for all that hapneth vnto me Iob 2. Keepe me from all sinne and I will neither feare death nor hell so as thou doest not for euer cast me from thee and blot me out of the booke of life what tribulation soeuer befall me shall not hurt me Psal 22. CHAP. XVIII That temporal miseries by the example of Christ are to be borne patiently OVR LORD SOnne I descended from heauen for thy health I took vpon me thy miseries my charity and not any necessitie drawing me thereunto that thou mightest learne patience not refuse to beare temporall miseries Ioh. 8. For from the houre of my birth vntill my death on the Crosse I was not without suffring of griefe Esa 53. I suffered great want of temporall things I often heard many complaints against me I bare patiently shame and reproches for benefits I receiued ingratitude for miracles blasphemies for heauenly doctrine reprehensions Luk. 2. SER. 2 Lord for that thou wert patient in thy life-time chiefly in fulfilling the commandment of thy Father it is reason that I miserable sinner should haue patience in al things according to thy will and for mine own health beare the burden of this corruptible life as long as thou wilt Ioh. 5. For although this present life be burdensome yet notwithstanding it is now by thy grace made very meritorious by thy example and the foot-steps of thy Saints more plaine tolerable to the weak Yea much more comfortable also then it was in times past in the olde Law when the gate of heauen remained shut and the way also to heauen seemed darker when so few tooke care to seeke after thy Kingdom Neither they also that then were just were ordained to be saued could enter into the heauenly glory before thy Passion and the debt of thy sacred death was discharged Mat. 7. 3 O how great thanks am I bound to giue thee that thou hast vouchsafed to shew vnto me and to al faithful soules a direct sure way to thy euerlasting Kingdome For thy life is our way and by holy patience we go vnto thee that art our Crowne If thou hadst not gone before vs and taught vs who would haue takē care to follow Alas how many would stay behind remaine far off if they beheld not thy excellent examples Behold we are yet cold although we haue heard of so many of thy wonders thy heauēly documēts What would become of vs if we had not so great light to follow thee Ioh. 12. CHAP. XIX Of suffering of iniuries and who is proued to be truely patient OVR LORD WHat is it thou sayest Son Cease to complain considering my passion and that of my other Saints Thou hast not yet made resistance to the shedding of bloud Heb. 12. It is but little thou suffrest in comparison of them that haue suffered so much so strongly tempted so grieuously afflicted so many wayes tried and exercised Heb. 11. Thou oughtest therfore to call to minde the heauy sufferings of others that thou mayest easier beare the little aduersities which thou sufferest And if they seeme not little beware lest thy impatience be cause thereof Yet whether they be little or great endeauour to beare all patiently 2 How much the better thou disposest thy selfe to suffering so much the more wisely thou doest and so much the more dost thou merit thou shalt more easily also endure it if thy minde be prepared and thy selfe accustomed thereunto Doe not say I cannot suffer these things of such a one at the hands of such a person nor such things are not to be suffred by mee for hee hath done me great wrong and vpbraided me with those things which I neuer thought of but of another I wil willingly suffer and as I shall see cause Such a thought is foolish it considereth not the vertue of patience nor by whom it shall be crowned but rather weigheth the persons and the iniuries offered 3 He is not truly patient that wil not suffer but as much as he thinketh good and by whom he listeth But he that is indeed patient mindeth not by whom he is exercised whether by his superiour or some of his equals or by his inferior whether by a good and holy man or by a peruerse and vnworthy person But indifferently from al creatures how much soeuer or how often soeuer any aduersitie happeneth vnto him hee taketh all thankefully as from the hands of God and esteemeth it a great gaine for that nothing before God how little soeuer so it be suffred for God can be without merit 4 Be thou therefore alwaies prepared for the fight if thou wilt haue the victory Without combate thou canst not attaine vnto the crowne of patience If thou wilt not suffer thou refusest to be crowned But if thou desirest to be crowned fight manfully and endure patiently without labour there is no comming to rest nor without fight can the victory be obtained 2. Tim. 2. SER. Lord let that bee made possible to me by thy grace which seemeth impossible to me by nature Thou knowest that I can suffer little and that I am quickly dismayed when a small aduersitie ariseth Let all exercise of tribulation be made pleasing vnto me and be welcome for thy name for to suffer and to be troubled for thee is very profitable for my soule CHAP. XX. Of the acknowledging of our owne infirmity and of the miseries of this life THE SERVANT I Will confesse against me my iniustice I will confesse vnto thee O Lord my infirmitie Oftentimes it is a smal matter that discomforteth and grieueth me Psal 31. I

simple and well ordered thou shalt bee free from bondage Couet not that which thou mayest not haue Mat. 6. Bee not willing to haue that which may hinder thee and depriue thee of inward libertie It is a wonderfull thing that thou committest not thy selfe wholy vnto me from the bottom of thy heart with all things that thou canst desire or haue 2 Why doest thou consume thy selfe with vaine griefe Why tyrest thou thy mind with needlesse cares Resigne thy selfe to me thou shalt feel no losse at al. Exo. 18. Mic. 4. If thou seekest this or that wouldest be here or there to enioy thine own cōmodity pleasure thou shalt neuer be in quiet nor free from trouble of mind for in euery thing somewhat will be wanting and in euery place there wil be some that wil crosse thee 3 Not euery external thing therfore attained and heaped together helpeth thee but it rather auaileth if thou despise it and doest root it out from thy heart which thou must not vnderstand onely of thy reuenewes and wealth but of the desire of honor also vaine praise all which do passe away with this fading world The place auaileth little if the spirit of feruour be wanting Esa 4.8 neither shall that peace which is sought abroad long continue if the state of thy heart be destitute of a true foundation that is vnlesse thou persist in me thou maist change but not better thy selfe For whē occasion doth happen thou shalt find that which thou soughtest to fly and perhaps more A prayer for cleansing the heart and obtaining of heauenly wisdome SER. 4 Confirme mee Lord with the grace of thy holy Spirit Ps 50. Giue me force to strengthen my inward man and to purge my heart from all vnprofitable care griefe Eph. 3. not to be drawne away with sundry desires of any thing either little or great Mat. 6. but to consider all things how they are transitory and do quickly fade that my selfe do also passe away togither with thē for nothing is permanent vnder the Sun where all things are vanity and affliction of mind O how wise is he that so cōsidereth them Eccl. 1. 2. 5 Grant me Lord heauenly wisdome that I may learne aboue all things to seek and find thee aboue al things to delight in thee and to loue thee to think of all created things as they are according to the disposition of thy wisdome Grant me prudently to auoid him that flatters me to suffer patiently him that cōtradicts me Eph. 4. It is great wisdome not to be moued with euery blast of words nor to giue eare to dangerous flattery for so we shall go on securely in the way which we haue begun CHAP. XXVIII Against the tongue of Slanderers OVR LORD SOnne be not grieued if some think euill of thee and speake that which thou dost not willingly heare Thou oughtest to judge the worst of thy selfe and to thinke no man weaker then thy selfe 1. Cor. 4. If thou walk according to spirit thou wilt not much esteeme of flying words It is no smal wisdome to be silent in time of euil and inwardly to turne to me and not to bee troubled with the judgement of men 2 Let not thy peace bee in the tongues of men for whether they judge well or euill thou art neuerthelesse alwaies the same Where is true peace and true glory Is it not in me and he that coueteth not to please men nor feareth to displease them shall enioy much peace From inordinate loue and vaine feare ariseth all disquiet of heart and distraction of the senses CHAP. XXIX How we ought to call vpon God and blesse him when tribulation draweth neere THE SERVANT BLessed O Lord be thy name for euer since it pleaseth thee that this temptation and tribulation should fall vpon me Iob 1. Psal 112. I cannot fly it but haue need to fly to thee that thou maist helpe me and turne it to my good Lord I am now afflicted and it is not well with mee I am much troubled with this present griefe And now beloued Father what shall I say I am taken in narrow straits saue me in this houre Mat. 26. Yea therefore I am fallen in this houre that thou maist be glorified when I shal be greatly humbled and by thee deliuered Let it please thee Lord to deliuer me for poore wretch that I am what can I do and whither shal I go without thee Grāt patience Lord euen this time also Help me my God and then I wil not fear how much soeuer I be oppressed 2 And now in this what shall I say Lord thy will be done Mat. 6. I haue well deserued to be afflicted and grieued Surely I ought to beare it and I would to God I might beare it with patience vntil the tempest be passed ouer it become calme But thy omnipotent hand is able to take this temptation from me and to asswage the violence thereof that I vtterly sinke not vnder it as oftentimes heretofore thou hast done vnto mee my Lord my Mercy And how much the more hard it is to mee so much the more easie is this change of thy mighty hand to thee CHAP. XXX Of crauing the diuine aide and confidence of recouering grace OVR LORD SOnne I am thy Lord who doe vse to giue comfort in the day of tribulation Come vnto me when it is not wel with thee Nahum 1. This is that which most of all hindreth heauenly consolatiō that thou art slow in turning thy selfe vnto prayer Mat. 11. For before thou dost earnestly commend thy self to me thou seekest many comforts and delightest thy selfe in outward things And hence it proceedeth that al doth little profit thee vntil thou consider that I am he that deliuer those that trust in me that out of me there is neither powerfull helpe nor profitable counsell nor remedy that can continue But now thou hauing recouered breath after the tempest gather strength againe in the light of my mercies for I am at hand saith our Lord to repaire al not only entirely but also abundantly Mat. 23. 2 Is there any thing hard to me or am I like vnto him that promiseth and performeth not Where is thy faith Be firme and constant Take courage and be patient comfort will bee giuen thee in due time Attend me expect I wil come and cure thee It is a temptation that vexeth thee and a vaine feare that affrighteth thee What else doth the care for future incertainties bring thee but sorrow vpon sorrow Sufficient for the day is the euil therof It is a vain and vnprofitable thing to be grieued or to reioyce for future things that perhaps will neuer happen Mat. 6. 3 But it is incident to man to be deluded with such imaginations and a signe of little courage to be so easily drawne away by the suggestion of the enemy For he careth not so he delude deceiue thee whether it be true or

teach thee or admonish thee of those things which are done on earth Thou knowest what is expedient for my good and how much tribulation is fit for purging the rust of my sins Do with me according to thy desired pleasure and despise not my sinfull life better and more clearely knowne to none then to thee alone 7 Grant me Lord to know that which is to be knowne to loue that which is to be beloued to praise that which pleaseth thee most to esteem that which is precious vnto thee to despise that which is contemptible in thy sight suffer me not to judge according to the sight of the exteriour eyes nor to giue sentence according to the hearing of the eares of ignorant men but to determine of visible spiritual things with a true judgement aboue all things euer to search after thy will and pleasure 8 The senses of men are often deceiued in their judgements the louers of the world are also deceiued in louing only visible things What is a man the better for that he is esteemed great by man The deceitfull man deceiueth the deceitfull the vaine the vaine the blinde deceiueth the blinde and one feeble likewise another whilest he exalteth and praiseth him For how much euery one is in thy sight so much hee is and no more saith humble Saint Francis CHAP. LI. That a man ought to imploy himselfe in the works of humilitie when force is wanting for higher exercises OVR LORD SOnne thou art not able alwaies to continue in the feruent desire of vertue nor to persist in the high pitch of contemplation but thou must sometimes of necessitie by reason of originall corruption descend to inferiour things and beare the burthen of this corruptible life euen against thy will and with irkesomenes As long as thou carriest a mortall body thou shalt feele trouble and heauines of hart Thou oughtest therefore in flesh oftentimes to bewaile the burthen of flesh for that thou canst not alwaies perseuere in spirituall exercises and diuine contemplation 2 It is then expedient for thee to fly to humble and exteriour workes and to refresh thy selfe with good and vertuous actions to expect with a firme confidence my comming and heauenly visitation to beare patiently thy banishment and the drinesse of thy minde till thou bee visited againe by mee and deliuered from all anxietie For I will make thee forget thy former paines and enioy inward quietnesse I will lay open before thee the pleasant fields of holy Scripture that with an enlarged heart thou mayest beginne to runne the way of my Commandements And thou shalt say that the sufferings of this time are not condigne to the glorie to come that shall be reuealed in vs. Rom. 8. CHAP. LII That a man ought to esteeme himselfe vnworthy of comfort and to haue deserued stripes THE SERVANT LOrd I am not worthy of thy comfort nor of any spiritual visitation and therfore thou dealest justly with me when thou leauest me poore and desolate For if I could shee l teares like a sea yet I were not worthy of thy comfort For alas I deserue nothing but to be scourged punished in that I haue grieuously and often offended thee and sinned in many things All things therefore duely considered I am not worthy euen of the least comfort But thou milde and merciful God who wilt not that thy workes do perish to shew the riches of thy goodnes in the vessels of mercy euen beyond his desert vouchsafest to comfort thy seruāt aboue humane measure For thy comforts are not like to the vaine words of men 2 What haue I done O Lord that thou shouldest impart any heauenly comfort vnto me I remember not that I haue euer done any good but haue beene alwaies prone to sin and slouthfull in my amendment It is true and I cannot deny it If I should say otherwise thou wouldest stand against me and there would be none to defend mee Iob 9. What haue I deserued for my sinnes but hell and euerlasting fire I confesse in the truth of my heart that I am worthy of all scorne and contempt and it is vnfit that I should be remembred amongst thy deuout seruants And although I be vnwilling to heare this yet notwithstanding for the loue of truth I will lay open my sins against my selfe that I may the better deserue to obtaine thy mercy 3 What shall I say being guilty and ful of confusion I can vtter out of my mouth no other word but this I haue sinned Lord I haue sinned haue mercy on me Psa 50. Pardon me suffer me a little that I may bewaile my griefe before I go vnto the land of darknes and be couered with the shaddow of death Iob 20. What dost thou require of a guiltie and miserable sinner but that hee be contrite and sorowful do humble himself for his offences In true contrition and humblenesse of heart is bred a ●ope of forgiuenesse a troubled conscience is reconciled againe grace lost is restored man is defended from future wrath and God and the penitent soule meet together in the holy kisse of peace 4 Humble contrition for sins is an acceptable sacrifice to thee O Lord sauouring much sweeter in thy sight then burning frankincense Psal 50. This is also the pleasant oyntment which thou wouldest haue powred vpon thy sacred feet Luk. 7. for thou neuer despisest a contrite humble heart Psal 50. There is a place of refuge from the face of the wrath of our enemy there is amended and washed away whatsoeuer vncleannes hath beene elsewhere gathered and whatsoeuer is defiled CHAP. LIII That the grace of God is not giuen to those that sauour of earthly things OVR LORD SOn my grace is precious it suffereth not itself to be mingled with externall things nor earthly comforts Thou oughtest therfore to cast away al hinderances of grace if thou desire to receiue the infusion thereof Choose therfore a secret place to thy selfe loue to liue alone with thy self desire the conuersation of none but rather powre out deuout praiers vnto God that thou mayest keepe thy minde compunct and thy conscience pure Esteeme the whole world as nothing prefer my seruice before al outward things for thou canst not attend vnto me and be delighted also in trāsitory vanities Mat. 19. Thou oughtest to sequester thy selfe from thy acquaintāce friends to keep thy minde depriued of all temporall comfort So the blessed Apostle Peter required that the faithfull of Christ should keep themselues as strangers and pilgrimes in this world 1. Pet. 2. 2 O how great a confidence shal he haue at the houre of death whom no affection to any earthly thing detaineth in the world But the weake mind is not yet capable of so retired a hart neither doth the fleshly person vnderstand the freedom of a recollected minde Notwithstanding if he wil be truly spiritual he ought to renounce as well that which is far off as that which is nearest vnto

that many doe so little consider this comfortable mystery which rejoyceth heauen preserueth the whole world O blindnes and hardnesse of mans hart that doth not more deeply weigh the greatnes of so vnspeakable a gift but rather comes by the daily vse thereof to regard it little or nothing 12 For if this most holy Sacrament should be celebrated in one place only consecrated by one only Priest in the world with how great desire dost thou think would men be affected to that place and what esteeme would they haue of such a Priest of almighty God by whom they might enioy the consolation of these diuine mysteries But now there are many Priests Christ is offred vp in many places that so the grace and loue of God to man may appeare so much the greater how much the more this sacred Cōmunion is cōmon through the world Thāks be vnto thee good Iesu euerlasting Pastor of our soules that hast vouchsafed to refresh vs poore banished men with thy precious Body Bloud to inuite vs to that receiuing of these mysteries with the words of thy owne mouth saying Come vnto me all ye that labour are burdened and I will refresh you Mat. 11. CHAP. II. That great goodnes and charity of God is bestowed vpon man in this Sacrament The voice of the Disciple PResuming of thy goodnesse and great mercy O Lord being sick I approach vnto my Sauiour hungry and thirstie to the Fountaine of life needy to the King of heauen a seruant vnto my Lord a creature to my Creator desolate to my mercifull Comforter But whence is this to me that thou vouchsafest to come vnto mee Who am I that thou shouldest giue thy selfe vnto mee Luk. 1. How dare a sinner presume to appeare before thee And thou how doest thou vouchsafe to come vnto a sinner Thou knowest thy seruant and seest that hee hath no good thing in him for which thou shouldest bestow this benefit vpon him I confesse therefore my vnworthinesse I acknowledge thy goodnes I praise thy mercy and giue thee thanks for this thy vnspeakable charity For thou dost this for thine own goodnes not for any merits of mine to the end that thy goodnes may be better knowne vnto me thy charity more abundantly shewed and thy humility more highly commended Since therefore it is thy pleasure and hast commanded that it should bee so this thy bounty is also pleasing to me and do wish that my offences may be no hinderance 2 O most sweet and bountiful Iesu how great reuerence and thankes with perpetuall prayse is due vnto thee for the receiuing of thy sacred Bodie whose worth and dignitie no man is able to expresse But what shall I thinke of at this time now that I am to receiue this diuine Sacrament and to approach vnto my Lord to whome I am not able to giue due reuerence and yet I desire to receiue him deuoutly What can I thinke better and more profitable then to humble my selfe wholy before thee and to exalt thy infinite goodnes aboue me I praise thee my God and wil exalt thee for euer and I do despise and submit my selfe vnto thee euen into the depth of my vnworthinesse 3 Behold thou art the Holy of Holies and I the skumme of sinners Behold thou bowest thy self downe vnto mee who am not worthy so much as to looke vp vnto thee Behold thou commest vnto me it is thy will to be with me thou inuitest me to thy banket Ps 77. Thou wilt giue me the food of heauen and bread of Angels to eat which is no other truly then thy self the liuely bread that descendest from heauen and giuest life vnto the world Ioh. 6. 4 Behold from whence this loue proceedth What kind of fauour and benignity is this which shineth vpon vs What thanks and praises are due vnto thee for these benefits O how good and profitable was thy counsell when thou ordainedst it How sweet pleasant the banket when thou gauest thy selfe to be our food How wonderfull thy work O Lord how powerfull thy vertue how vnspeakable thy truth For thou saidst the word and all things were made and this was done which thou commandest Gen. 1. Psal 148. 5 A thing of great admiration and worthy of faith and surpassing the vnderstanding of man that thou my Lord God true God and Man shouldest be wholy contained vnder a small forme of bread and wine and shouldest bee eaten by the receiuer without being consumed Thou who art the Lord of all things and standest in need of none hast pleased to dwell in vs by meanes of this thy Sacrament preserue my heart and body vnspotted that with a cheerefull and pure conscience I may often celebrate thy mysteries and receiue them to my euerlasting health which thou hast chiefely ordained and instituted for thy honor perpetuall memory 6 Reioyce my soule giue thanks vnto God for so noble a gift and singular comfort left vnto thee in this vale of teares For as often as thou callest to mind this mystery and receiuest the body of Christ so often dost thou worke the worke of thy redemption and art made partaker of all the merits of Christ For the charity of Christ is neuer diminished and the greatnes of his mercy is neuer lessened Therefore thou oughtest alwaies to dispose thy selfe hereunto by a fresh renuing of thy mind and to weigh with attentiue consideration this great mystery of thy saluation So great new and joyfull it ought to seem vnto thee when thou sayest or hearest Masse as if the same day Christ first descending into the wombe of the Virgin were become man or hanging on the Crosse did suffer and die for the saluation of mankind CHAP. III. That it is profitable to Communicate often BEhold O Lord I come vnto thee that I may be comforted in thy gift and be delighted in thy holy banquet which thou O Lord hast prepared in thy sweetnesse for the poore Psal 67. Behold in thee is all whatsoeuer I can or ought to desire thou art my health and my redemption my hope and my strength my honor and my glory Make joyfull therefore this day the soule of thy seruant for that I haue lifted it vp to thee my sweete Iesus Psalm 85. I desire to receiue thee now with deuotion and reuerence I do long to bring thee into my house that with Zachaeus I may deserue to be blessed by thee and numbred amongst the children of Abraham My soule thirsteth to receiue thy Body my heart desireth to be vnited with thee 2 Giue thy selfe to me and it sufficeth For besides thee no comfort is auailable I cannot be without thee nor liue without thy visitation And therfore I must often come vnto thee and receiue thee as the only remedy of my health lest perhaps I faint in the way if I be depriued of thy heauenly food For so most mercifull Iesus thou once didst say preaching to the people