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sweet_a saviour_n shall_v i_o be_v one_o with_o thou_o as_o thou_o be_v one_o with_o thy_o father_n and_o will_v thou_o glorify_v i_o with_o that_o glory_n which_o thou_o have_v with_o the_o father_n before_o the_o world_n be_v and_o do_v thou_o so_o love_v i_o which_o be_o but_o dust_n and_o ash_n to_o make_v i_o partaker_n of_o glory_n with_o christ_n what_o be_o i_o poor_a wretch_n that_o thou_o be_v so_o mindful_a of_o i_o 8.4_o psal_n 144.3_o psal_n 8.4_o oh_o how_o wonderful_a how_o wonderful_a how_o wonderful_a be_v thy_o love_n oh_o thy_o love_n be_v unspeakable_a that_o have_v deal_v so_o gracious_o with_o i_o oh_o i_o feel_v thy_o mercy_n and_o oh_o that_o my_o tongue_n and_o heart_n be_v able_a to_o sound_v forth_o thy_o praise_n as_o i_o ought_v and_o as_o i_o willing_o will_v do_v oh_o that_o you_o all_o will_v help_v i_o to_o praise_v the_o holy_a one_o of_o israel_n the_o god_n of_o all_o consolation_n and_o thus_o for_o the_o space_n of_o five_o hour_n together_o at_o the_o least_o she_o continue_v praise_v and_o laud_v the_o lord_n with_o such_o a_o gladsome_a and_o heavenly_a countenance_n testify_v such_o inward_a joy_n from_o a_o comfortable_a feel_n of_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n in_o her_o soul_n and_o use_v such_o sweet_a sentence_n and_o sugar_a phrase_n of_o perfect_a and_o holy_a eloquence_n as_o the_o truth_n thereof_o if_o it_o can_v have_v be_v take_v be_v admirable_a continue_v so_o many_o hour_n together_o some_o part_n whereof_o be_v this_o oh_o my_o lord_n oh_o my_o god_n bless_a be_v thy_o name_n for_o evermore_o which_o have_v show_v i_o the_o path_n of_o life_n 54.8_o esa_n 54.8_o thou_o do_v o_o lord_n hide_v thy_o face_n from_o i_o for_o a_o little_a season_n but_o with_o everlasting_a mercy_n thou_o have_v have_v compassion_n on_o i_o and_o now_o bless_a lord_n thy_o comfortable_a presence_n be_v come_v yea_o lord_n thou_o have_v have_v respect_n unto_o thy_o handmaid_n and_o be_v come_v with_o fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o abundance_n of_o consolation_n o_o bless_a be_v thy_o name_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n then_o she_o repeat_v part_n of_o the_o 16._o psalm_n say_v the_o lord_n be_v the_o portion_n of_o my_o inheritance_n wherefore_o my_o heart_n be_v glad_a 16.59.11_o psal_n 16.59.11_o and_o my_o tongue_n rejoice_v thou_o will_v show_v i_o the_o path_n of_o life_n in_o thy_o presence_n be_v fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o at_o thy_o right_a hand_n there_o be_v pleasure_n for_o evermore_o oh_o that_o i_o can_v therefore_o praise_v the_o lord_n as_o he_o be_v worthy_a to_o be_v praise_v i_o will_v sing_v to_o the_o lord_n i_o will_v sing_v to_o the_o praise_n of_o the_o god_n of_o israel_n come_v come_v say_v she_o and_o help_v i_o 5.3_o judge_n 5.3_o o_o help_v i_o to_o praise_v the_o lord_n and_o with_o that_o she_o begin_v to_o sing_v the_o three_o psalm_n and_o continue_v to_o the_o end_n of_o the_o psalm_n as_o perfect_o and_o with_o as_o sweet_a a_o voice_n as_o ever_o she_o have_v before_o in_o her_o health_n and_o conclude_v with_o the_o 49._o verse_n of_o the_o 106._o psalm_n the_o lord_n the_o god_n of_o israel_n be_v blessed_v for_o evermore_o let_v all_o the_o people_n say_v amen_o praise_v you_o the_o lord_n therefore_o and_o after_o this_o she_o say_v o_o praise_v the_o lord_n for_o he_o have_v fill_v i_o with_o joy_n and_o gladness_n of_o heart_n and_o bring_v i_o from_o the_o gate_n of_o hell_n and_o of_o death_n repeat_v that_o of_o the_o 16._o psalm_n 16.6_o psal_n 16.6_o my_o line_n be_v fall_v unto_o i_o in_o a_o pleasant_a place_n yea_o i_o have_v a_o fair_a heritage_n for_o the_o lord_n be_v the_o portion_n of_o my_o inheritance_n the_o place_n where_o i_o now_o be_o be_v sweet_a and_o pleasant_a oh_o how_o pleasant_a be_v the_o sweet_a perfume_n of_o the_o place_n where_o i_o lie_v 30.23_o exod._n 30.23_o it_o be_v sweet_a than_o aaron_n compose_v perfume_n of_o principal_a spice_n how_o comfortable_a be_v the_o sweetness_n i_o feel_v 8.4_o revel_v 8.4_o it_o be_v 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