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not_o to_o be_v cold_a or_o careless_a much_o less_o hypocritical_a in_o my_o address_n to_o thou_o for_o not_o only_a 16.11_o only_a eccl._n 16.11_o mercy_n but_o wrath_n be_v with_o thou_o and_o as_o thou_o be_v mighty_a to_o forgive_v so_o be_v thou_o too_o to_o pour_v out_o displeasure_n o_o suffer_v i_o not_o therefore_o rude_o and_o inconsiderate_o to_o stretch_v forth_o my_o hand_n towards_o thy_o ark_n the_o place_n where_o thy_o honour_n dwell_v lest_o i_o be_v smite_v like_o uzzah_n and_o perish_v in_o my_o folly_n or_o thus_o o_o lord_n thou_o be_v my_o god_n by_o thou_o have_v i_o be_v hold_v up_o ever_o since_o i_o be_v bear_v thou_o be_v my_o god_n and_o i_o will_v praise_v thou_o i_o will_v love_v thou_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n for_o thou_o have_v redeem_v i_o o_o lord_n thou_o god_n of_o truth_n thou_o rock_n of_o my_o salvation_n my_o soul_n thirst_v after_o thou_o open_z thou_o my_o mouth_n that_o i_o may_v praise_v thou_o in_o the_o joy_n and_o transport_v of_o my_o 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master_n the_o peace_n and_o virtue_n of_o the_o family_n and_o my_o own_o both_o temporal_a and_o eternal_a happiness_n i_o know_v o_o lord_n that_o no_o act_n of_o injustice_n or_o unfaithfulness_n between_o man_n and_o man_n shall_v go_v unpunished_a i_o know_v that_o for_o these_o thing_n sake_n the_o wrath_n of_o god_n be_v reveal_v from_o heaven_n o_o what_o then_o must_v be_v my_o punishment_n if_o i_o heap_v upon_o the_o guilt_n of_o injustice_n and_o uncharitableness_n many_o other_o namely_o of_o ingratitude_n unfaithfulness_n lie_v perjury_n o_o preserve_v i_o therefore_o o_o my_o god_n from_o all_o falsehood_n and_o wrong_n and_o suffer_v i_o not_o to_o forfeit_v thy_o favour_n and_o destroy_v my_o soul_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o those_o thing_n that_o perish_v o_o let_v i_o be_v full_o convince_v that_o the_o way_n of_o righteousness_n be_v way_n of_o pleasantness_n and_o that_o all_o her_o path_n be_v prosperity_n and_o peace_n that_o so_o i_o may_v delight_v myself_o in_o 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