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penitent_a or_o those_o who_o mourn_v for_o sin_n p._n 39_o etc._n etc._n o_o almighty_a and_o most_o righteous_a lord_n i_o do_v hear_v with_o grief_n of_o heart_n and_o with_o shame_n and_o deep_a humility_n confess_v unto_o thy_o dreadful_a majesty_n that_o my_o sin_n be_v exceed_v many_o and_o great_a and_o have_v be_v frequent_o repeat_v i_o have_v ofttimes_o transgress_v out_o of_o ignorance_n o_o that_o i_o can_v not_o say_v careless_a ignorance_n under_o opportunity_n of_o knowledge_n yea_o or_o affect_a ignorance_n espouse_v for_o earthly_a end_n against_o light_n and_o clear_a evidence_n which_o be_v enough_o to_o shame_v and_o silence_v i_o though_o not_o to_o gain_v and_o convince_v i_o but_o i_o have_v transgress_v often_o out_o of_o negligence_n worldly_a fear_n or_o desire_n yea_o alas_o too_o oft_o out_o of_o presumptuous_a wilfulness_n condemn_v the_o evil_a whilst_o i_o be_v a_o do_v it_o and_o offend_v witting_o and_o with_o check_n and_o conviction_n to_o the_o 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former_o throw_v away_o on_o vice_n or_o vanity_n by_o employ_v all_o this_o small_a remainder_n of_o my_o time_n in_o seek_v thy_o glory_n and_o in_o careful_o prepare_v for_o my_o change_n and_o religious_o and_o reverent_o wait_v for_o it_o hope_v thereby_o to_o have_v entrance_n for_o ever_o into_o 11._o thy_o presence_n where_o be_v fullness_n of_o joy_n through_o the_o merit_n and_o mediation_n of_o my_o bless_a lord_n and_o saviour_n jesus_n christ._n amen_o prayer_n and_o devotion_n on_o the_o apprehension_n or_o approach_n of_o death_n scripture_n ps._n 49._o &_o ps._n 90._o to_o v_o 13._o job_n 14._o 1_o thes._n 4._o from_o v_o 13._o to_o c._n 5._o v._n 7._o 1_o cor._n 15._o ps._n 88_o jo._n 5._o v._n 21._o to_o v_o 30._o rev._n 21._o 1._o on_o the_o prospect_n of_o our_o own_o death_n draw_v near_o it_o be_v appoint_v unto_o man_n once_o to_o dye_n and_o after_o this_o the_o judgement_n heb._n 9_o 27._o for_o out_o of_o the_o ground_n be_v thou_o take_v dust_n thou_o be_v and_o unto_o dust_n shall_v thou_o return_v gen._n 3._o 19_o we_o be_v stranger_n here_o and_o our_o day_n on_o the_o earth_n be_v as_o a_o shadow_n and_o there_o be_v none_o abide_v 1_o chron._n 29._o 15._o as_o pilgrim_n we_o sojourn_v and_o have_v here_o no_o continue_a city_n but_o seek_v one_o to_o come_v 1_o pet._n 2._o 11._o heb._n 13._o 14._o yea_o the_o day_n of_o man_n upon_o earth_n be_v like_o the_o day_n of_o a_o hireling_n to_o serve_v his_o appoint_a time_n and_o when_o his_o time_n be_v up_o a_o servant_n earnest_o desire_v the_o refreshment_n of_o the_o shade_n and_o the_o hireling_n look_v for_o the_o reward_n of_o his_o work_n job_n 7._o 1._o 2._o and_o as_o for_o i_o i_o know_v that_o thou_o will_v bring_v i_o to_o death_n and_o to_o the_o house_n appoint_v for_o all_o live_n job_n 30._o 23._o for_o few_o and_o evil_a have_v my_o day_n be_v and_o now_o behold_v i_o seem_v as_o one_o who_o be_o go_v the_o way_n of_o all_o the_o earth_n gen_n 47._o 9_o &_o josh._n 23._o 14._o and_o as_o i_o come_v forth_o of_o my_o mother_n womb_n so_o naked_a shall_v i_o return_v to_o go_v as_o i_o come_v and_o shall_v take_v nothing_o of_o my_o labour_n away_o in_o my_o hand_n with_o i_o eccl._n 5._o 15._o i_o shall_v rest_v from_o my_o labour_n and_o nothing_o but_o my_o work_n follow_v i_o rev._n 14._o 13._o and_o i_o must_v work_v the_o work_n of_o god_n while_o it_o be_v day_n the_o night_n come_v when_o no_o man_n can_v work_v jo._n 9_o 4._o bless_a be_v those_o servant_n who_o the_o lord_n when_o he_o come_v shall_v â—ind_v watch_v luk._n 12._o 37._o behold_v i_o come_v as_o a_o thief_n blessed_a be_v he_o that_o watch_v and_o keep_v his_o garment_n rev._n 16._o 15._o watch_z therefore_o for_o you_o know_v neither_o the_o day_n nor_o the_o hour_n when_o the_o son_n of_o man_n come_n for_o at_o midnight_n there_o shall_v be_v a_o cry_v make_v behold_v the_o bridegroom_n come_v go_v you_o out_o to_o meet_v he_o and_o they_o who_o be_v ready_a with_o their_o lamp_n trim_v and_o oil_n in_o they_o go_v in_o with_o he_o but_o after_o that_o the_o door_n be_v shut_v and_o to_o those_o that_o knock_v he_o will_v say_v i_o know_v you_o not_o mat._n 25._o 6_o 7_o 10_o 12_o 13._o and_o who_o be_v that_o faithful_a and_o wise_a steward_n who_o his_o lord_n shall_v make_v ruler_n over_o his_o household_n to_o give_v they_o their_o portion_n of_o meat_n in_o due_a season_n bless_a be_v that_o servant_n who_o his_o lord_n when_o he_o come_v shall_v find_v so_o do_v of_o a_o trâ—th_n i_o say_v unto_o you_o that_o he_o will_v make_v he_o ruler_n over_o all_o that_o he_o have_v luc._n 12._o 42_o 43_o 44._o 2._o on_o willingness_n to_o die_v o_o death_n how_o bitter_a be_v the_o remembrance_n of_o thou_o to_o a_o man_n that_o live_v at_o rest_n in_o his_o possession_n and_o that_o have_v nothing_o to_o vex_v he_o and_o that_o have_v prosperity_n in_o all_o thing_n and_o how_o acceptable_a be_v it_o unto_o the_o needy_a and_o to_o he_o who_o 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the_o church_n and_o endeavour_v to_o confirm_v they_o in_o the_o way_n of_o piety_n sobriety_n justice_n &_o charity_n and_o to_o warn_v they_o against_o fall_v from_o any_o of_o they_o for_o any_o interest_n or_o enjoyment_n of_o this_o world_n or_o if_o at_o any_o time_n they_o do_v against_o delay_v repentance_n or_o grow_v harden_v and_o secure_a under_o their_o fall_n then_o let_v he_o exhort_v they_o all_o to_o keep_v peace_n among_o themselves_o especial_o those_o who_o be_v concern_v in_o the_o division_n of_o his_o estate_n and_o desire_v all_o their_o prayer_n to_o assist_v he_o in_o his_o agony_n and_o so_o recommend_v they_o all_o to_o god_n mercy_n pray_v that_o he_o will_v keep_v they_o all_o steadfast_a in_o his_o fear_n and_o safe_a under_o his_o care_n whilst_o they_o live_v and_o give_v they_o all_o comfort_n when_o they_o come_v into_o his_o condition_n and_o bring_v they_o all_o at_o last_o to_o meet_v together_o again_o in_o his_o heavenly_a kingdom_n after_o this_o he_o may_v tell_v those_o friend_n who_o attend_v more_o about_o he_o that_o in_o his_o departure_n he_o desire_v he_o may_v have_v no_o disturbance_n to_o lengthen_v out_o his_o pain_n and_o molest_v his_o passage_n and_o therefore_o if_o any_o of_o they_o think_v they_o can_v contain_v themselves_o and_o govern_v their_o grief_n nor_o see_v he_o die_v without_o burst_v into_o passionate_a outcry_n and_o noisy_a disturbance_n to_o call_v back_o his_o retire_a spirit_n let_v he_o beg_v they_o to_o withdraw_v when_o his_o death_n approach_v and_o pray_v for_o he_o and_o vent_v their_o own_o grief_n by_o themselves_o but_o if_o any_o of_o they_o can_v stand_v by_o and_o accompany_v he_o in_o silence_n if_o they_o happen_v then_o to_o be_v about_o he_o he_o may_v desire_v that_o they_o will_v stay_v to_o assist_v he_o with_o their_o prayer_n in_o his_o last_o agony_n and_o recommend_v his_o depart_a soul_n to_o god_n at_o his_o last_o breath_n after_o he_o have_v take_v such_o religious_a and_o solemn_a leave_n of_o all_o his_o friend_n he_o have_v nothing_o leave_v to_o do_v but_o whilst_o his_o strength_n serve_v to_o employ_v his_o spirit_n in_o holy_a thought_n and_o desire_n as_o he_o do_v before_o and_o devout_o and_o willing_o wait_v god_n time_n for_o his_o change_n and_o under_o this_o expectation_n let_v he_o often_o say_v my_o flesh_n and_o my_o heart_n fail_v but_o thou_o be_v the_o strength_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o my_o portion_n for_o ever_o ps._n 73_o 26._o lord_n strengthen_v i_o in_o my_o last_o agony_n and_o guard_v i_o from_o all_o fright_v and_o molestation_n of_o the_o enemy_n amen_n i_o have_v a_o good_a master_n for_o jesus_n that_o most_o bless_a of_o all_o name_n be_v my_o master_n and_o
i_o will_v neither_o be_v afraid_a nor_o unwilling_a to_o go_v to_o he_o for_o who_o have_v i_o in_o heaven_n lord_n but_o thou_o and_o there_o be_v none_o upon_o earth_n that_o i_o desire_v beside_o thou_o ps._n 73._o 25._o i_o desire_v to_o be_v dissolve_v and_o to_o be_v with_o christ_n phil._n 1._o 23._o sweet_a jesus_n come_v quick_o amen_n rev._n 22._o 20._o yea_o as_o the_o hart_n pant_v after_o the_o water-brook_n so_o pant_v my_o soul_n after_o thou_o o_o god_n my_o soul_n thirst_v for_o god_n for_o the_o live_a god_n when_o shall_v i_o come_v and_o appear_v before_o god_n ps._n 42._o 1_o 2._o lord_n i_o come_v to_o thou_o receive_v i_o out_o of_o thy_o abundant_a mercy_n i_o come_v to_o thou_o and_o he_o who_o come_v unto_o thou_o thou_o will_v in_o no_o wise_a cast_v out_o jo._n 6._o 37._o lord_n jesus_n receive_v my_o spirit_n amen_n act_n 7._o 59_o receive_v i_o according_a to_o thy_o word_n and_o i_o shall_v live_v and_o shall_v not_o be_v disappoint_v of_o my_o hope_n because_o i_o live_v you_o shall_v live_v also_o amen_n jo._n 14._o 19_o bless_a be_v that_o servant_n who_o his_o lord_n when_o he_o come_v shall_v find_v watch_v luc_n 12._o 37._o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o appoint_a time_n will_v i_o wait_v till_o my_o change_n come_v job_n 14._o 14._o o_o father_n pity_v i_o 13._o as_o a_o father_n pity_v his_o child_n and_o receive_v i_o 10._o for_o who_o thou_o have_v labour_v and_o have_v make_v i_o what_o i_o be_o o_o jesus_n saviour_n of_o sinner_n save_v i_o who_o thou_o have_v redeem_a with_o thy_o blood_n which_o be_v too_o dear_a a_o price_n to_o be_v throw_v away_o in_o a_o lose_a purchase_n o_o holy_a ghost_n the_o sanctifier_n and_o comforter_n now_o finish_v in_o i_o thou_o own_o work_n and_o comfort_v up_o my_o faint_a spirit_n o_o holy_a bless_a and_o glorious_a trinity_n i_o have_v humble_o serve_v and_o fear_v thou_o though_o in_o much_o frailty_n in_o all_v my_o life_n receive_v and_o comfort_v i_o now_o at_o my_o death_n amen_o chap._n vi_o of_o care_n and_o treatment_n of_o the_o dead_a as_o soon_o as_o the_o die_a person_n have_v breathe_v his_o last_o his_o survive_a friend_n especial_o they_o who_o he_o have_v entrust_v with_o the_o care_n and_o disposal_n of_o his_o body_n must_v be_v very_o careful_a to_o dress_v and_o treat_v it_o decent_o till_o it_o be_v decent_o inter_v let_v it_o not_o lie_v too_o open_a to_o the_o inquiry_n of_o the_o curious_a nor_o let_v any_o thing_n of_o it_o be_v expose_v which_o the_o person_n if_o alive_a will_v blush_v at_o if_o he_o give_v order_n for_o his_o own_o funeral_n those_o order_n be_v a_o trust_n which_o be_v religious_o to_o be_v observe_v but_o if_o he_o have_v leave_v it_o to_o they_o they_o must_v order_n the_o same_o with_o as_o prudent_a a_o regard_n to_o his_o circumstance_n and_o worldly_a estate_n and_o with_o as_o much_o decency_n and_o wise_a expression_n of_o love_n and_o respect_n to_o he_o as_o they_o can_v and_o lay_v out_o what_o be_v fit_a in_o dress_n out_o the_o body_n and_o inter_v it_o in_o show_v respect_n and_o kindness_n where_o he_o bear_v they_o or_o where_o he_o ought_v they_o and_o in_o doles_n and_o deed_n of_o charity_n to_o the_o poor_a and_o needy_a in_o these_o laying_n out_o they_o shall_v not_o spend_v more_o than_o be_v meet_v nor_o lavish_a any_o thing_n away_o vain_o or_o imprudent_o and_o on_o the_o other_o hand_n they_o need_v not_o scruple_n some_o well_o choose_a instance_n of_o expense_n which_o be_v rather_o honorary_a than_o useful_a if_o there_o be_v estate_n enough_o to_o bear_v they_o and_o good_a reason_n for_o they_o and_o moderation_n and_o discretion_n show_v in_o they_o for_o though_o this_o cost_n do_v the_o poor_a no_o good_a as_o judas_n 5._o once_o object_v yet_o it_o express_v their_o love_n and_o respect_n to_o the_o dead_a and_o such_o expression_n of_o esteem_n and_o kindness_n to_o they_o who_o have_v great_o deserve_v it_o and_o can_v now_o make_v no_o more_o return_v of_o it_o 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themselves_o sensible_o and_o serious_o affect_v with_o their_o own_o or_o the_o survive_a relation_n loss_n according_a as_o there_o be_v just_a cause_n however_o with_o the_o loud_a warn_v and_o alarm_n to_o themselves_o which_o be_v in_o these_o providence_n let_v they_o not_o talk_v light_o or_o pleasant_o nor_o fall_v into_o discourse_n of_o news_n or_o marketting_n or_o of_o other_o worldly_a business_n for_o these_o neither_o suit_n with_o the_o friendly_a sadness_n nor_o with_o the_o religious_a seriousness_n of_o that_o occasion_n and_o show_v they_o to_o be_v little_o touch_v either_o with_o their_o friend_n death_n or_o with_o thought_n and_o expectation_n of_o their_o own_o but_o instead_o thereof_o let_v they_o study_v each_o to_o employ_v themselves_o and_o entertain_v their_o company_n with_o thought_n and_o discourse_n about_o the_o vanity_n and_o uncertainty_n of_o all_o earthly_a thing_n about_o the_o sorrow_n and_o benefit_n of_o sickness_n about_o the_o 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any_o thing_n else_o belong_v to_o they_o either_o live_n or_o die_v for_o which_o they_o be_v fit_a to_o live_v in_o our_o memory_n and_o be_v example_n for_o our_o instruction_n or_o imitation_n and_o when_o they_o come_v thus_o to_o take_v up_o good_a and_o heavenly_a thought_n and_o to_o infuse_v they_o into_o one_o another_o they_o will_v do_v great_a good_a to_o themselves_o as_o well_o as_o honour_n to_o their_o friend_n by_o pay_v he_o this_o last_o office_n and_o all_o return_n better_o than_o they_o come_v from_o the_o house_n of_o mourn_v when_o the_o relation_n and_o friend_n mourn_v and_o show_v decent_a sorrow_n for_o the_o decease_a as_o it_o be_v fit_a they_o shall_v to_o show_v they_o expect_v to_o find_v a_o want_n of_o they_o or_o to_o express_v their_o love_n and_o value_n for_o they_o as_o 36._o jesus_n weep_v at_o lazarus_n grave_n to_o show_v how_o he_o love_v he_o they_o must_v be_v careful_a to_o do_v it_o moderate_o and_o christianly_o and_o grieve_v for_o 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