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do_v it_o and_o then_o we_o shall_v not_o need_v to_o doubt_v but_o the_o lord_n in_o his_o good_a time_n will_v show_v unto_o we_o the_o perfection_n of_o our_o salvation_n amen_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d news_n to_o the_o world_n of_o god_n arraignement-day_n and_o yet_o no_o man_n what_o have_v i_o do_v will_v say_v the_o evidence_n be_v clear_a god_n patience_n past_a expect_v no_o less_o than_o judgement_n at_o the_o last_o world_n pomp_n soon_o past_a that_o pastime_n turn_v to_o pain_n and_o pain_n past-time_n make_v sorrow_n to_o remain_v that_o rod_n be_v good_a in_o god_n appoint_a time_n which_o to_o our_o good_a his_o praise_n convert_v each_o crime_n learn_v by_o the_o rod_n in_o heart_n to_o kiss_v the_o hand_n this_o make_v a_o father_n love_n fast_o ever_o stand_v a_o table_n of_o the_o general_a content_n handle_v in_o this_o book_n chap._n i._n 1._o religion_n 1_o 2_o 3._o 2._o coherence_n from_o the_o 6._o to_o 17._o 3._o mean_n of_o practice_n 12_o 13._o 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