may see what a wonderful hard thing it is to conuert a sinner a man may be a long hearer of the word and by hearing his mind may be furnished with knowledge with a good conceit with verie good vtterance so that he may teach and publish the Gospel and conceiue prayer and that verie well and yet this damnable imagination may lurke in his heart therfore he may not onely hereby deceiue others but euen his owne soule for so long as this thought is in his soule hee is voide of true repentance for where true repentance is there is a resolution to please God in all things Third thought touching God It is a vaine thing to worship God Iob. 21.15 he speakes it not with the mouth but in the heart Matth. 3.14 Nay Dauid Psal 73.13 had this thought in his heart now I see I am deceiued In vaine haue I worshipped God but yet this thought comes not into mans heart at all times but vpon occasion as when the godly seeth the wicked flourish Examination This thought takes great place in our hearts for goe to the poore mans family he works and toyles all day to get riches but neuer worshippeth God or calls vpon his name why so because the heart saith so I may haue wealth it is no matter whether I serue God or no. Come to the rich mans house there is nothing but eating drinking sleeping gaming and the like why so because his heart saith all is wel so I may haue my pleasure it is enough for me it is no matter for Gods worship The ordinarie man saith he will do as his ancestors haue done he hath as good a faith as the best hee will not come to sermons for they that haunt sermons most are vsually the worst disposed persons and none so bad as they If a man professe Christ in sinceritie hee is a by-word and a mocke to men Nay almost all men betake themselues to will-will-worship not onely the Papist Iewe and Turke but the common Protestant he comes to Church and serues God by mumbling ouer the Creede the Lords praier and the tenne Commandements thereby thinking to serue God as well as the best the cause is because this imagination taking place in the heart hindereth all good things in vs. Fourth thought is the thought of distrust and it runnes much in the mind of man God doth not regard me God will not helpe me God will not be mercifull vnto me This made an entrance to the fall of our first parents for first Eue lookes vpon the fruit and sees it to be very beautifull 2. There enters into her heart a thought of distrust viz. It may be there is no such danger in eating this fruit as the Lord faith there is and it may be God doth not regard vs. When the Israclites murmured at the waters of strife Numb 20.12 Moses was barred the Land of Canaan for this distrust for when hee smote the rocke as God had commanded him he thought in his heart God will not giue water though I strike the rocke Dauid Psa 31.23 Psal 78.2 is full of spirituall confidence but in an other place saies I thought all men were lyers Samuel the Lords Prophet hath deceiued mee now I see that Samuel spake not by the spirit of God as aprophet but by his own sense lyingly when he said that I should come vnto the kingdome of Israel Thus Dauid did not openly distrust God but Samuel as if he had not knowne Gods will but had passed beyond the bonds of his calling Matth. 14. why did Peter sinke when Christ bad him come to him on the water because his minde was troubled with the thought of distrust it may be God will not helpe me now walking vpon the sea Christ reprooues this why didst thou doubt Touching this thought two points 1. the time when it was in mans thought 2. the danger of it For the first it takes place in the time of danger temptation aduersitie sickenesse and death it troubled Iob in his affliction Iob 16. when he said God hateth me hee is myne enemie hee makes me a but Psalm 77.9 It may be God will no more haue mercie vpon me In peace Sathan tempts by presumption The dangers hereof 1. horrors of conscience and all feares and astonishments of the heart which come when the minde distrusteth 2. Desperation whereby men confidently auouch that God hath forsaken them and that he hath cut them off and that nothing remaines but death this is often in the heart of repentant sinners 3. It weakens the foundation of our saluation which stands in the certentie of Gods promises and thus it doth by weakning faith for by faith we beleeue that God is our Sauiour and that Christ shed his blood for vs in particular now this thought is cleane contrarie to faith as fire to water and where distrust preuailes there shall be no faith hence appeareth the great danger We must take heede of it Remedie and vse all meanes in the daies of our peace that it raignes not in our hearts in the daies of trouble The meanes are three 1. the preaching of the Gospel this is the especiall meanes to applie Gods mercie truly to our soules and consciences therefore a soueraigne remedie against this thought for the speach of the minister is as though God himselfe spake by vertue of the very ordinance of God if God should say to me in his owne voice my mercie belongs to the beleeuer I would surely beleeue and not doubt now whē the minister saith beleeue in God his mercie belongs to thee it is by the power of this ordinance of God as if God himselfe had said it 2. Baptisme if a Prince shall giue a man a pardon and put his name and seale to it he will neuer doubt but assure himselfe of pardon now when a man is baptized God puts the parties name in the pardon and his owne seale to the pardon of his sinnes in Christ 3. The Lords Supper wherein the bread and wine are particular pledges of Gods particular mercie to euery particular receiuer and therefore it is that euery particular man receiues for himselfe in speciall II. Point Of euill thoughts touching our neighbour To finde out what these be we must haue recourse to the commandements especially to the second Table These beeing spirituall condemne not onely wicked actions words and affections but also the wicked thoughts of man against man And they are of two sorts in the second table First thoughts without consent Secondly with consent Without consent hath the first motions and inclinations in the mind forbidden in the tenth commādement Thoughts with consent are those wherein the wil consenteth with the first motions these as they are conceiued so are they practised and are forbidden in the 6.7.8.9 Commandements 1. Thought is of dishonour against the 5. commandement the 2. of murther against the 6. the 3. of Adulterie against the 7. the 4. of theft against
and water good and euill may as well bee reconciled In deede Gods silence might haue wrought better effects in the mind of these wicked men but they haue so hardned themselues Rom. 2.4 and brought impenitencie vpon their hearts that they are become subiects vnfit to be wrought vpon neither haue they that wisdome as to turne themselues vnto such a subiect as Gods silence to ponder seriously thereon so that neither can it worke vpon them nor they vpon it and therefore what consention betwixt God and their thoughts 2. Acception is to conforme the fruit of agreement 2. Conformitiâ—â— by a metanomie of the effect for the cause for conformity is the effect of consention neither will this stand in any good sense thou conformedst for it is the only thing that God complaines of in this place Râ—u 2.21 that he did not conform himselfe vnto the large time that God gaue him to repent for how can there be any peace as long as the whoordomes of Iezabel are in such multtiudes peace is where men agree together but where they are vp in armes all is in an vproare and the tumult is so great that they will bee brought vnto no order The men of Ephesus when they were troubled about their goddesse made the whole citie full of confusion Act. 19. one crying one thing another the cleane contrarie all out of order and the more part knewe not wherefore they were come together the Towne Clarke for all his wisdome can hardly bring them vnto any conformitie so as long as the tumult of sinne disturbs all within vs it is impossible that God should haue audience especially when for his silence he would be heard of vs. Let a sonne of thunder cry at a doore where all are fighting and quarrelling and they will out-cry him but if he should stand silent at the doore it were impossible that they should heare him when they were at the best therfore God may stand at the doore and knocke by his silence as long as he will and he shall neuer be heard therefore thou thoughtest was no conformitie with Gods silence 3. Signification is assimulation 3. Assimulation either to assimulate himselfe vnto the thing or the thing vnto himselfe if it had beene of himselfe vnto the thing theÌ„ had his thought without all question been lawfull and honest but it is of the thing vnto himselfe and therefore let the thing bee what it will it must bee made to serue his turne And this signification is very emphaticall and seruing for our purpose and is thus much in sense as if the Lord should haue said As a wicked man thinks of me so must I be indeed he will frame mee according to his owne conceit and not his conceit according to that which I would haue him thinke of me and my silence toward him and this is the first beginning of his thought now assimulation is neuer without a conceiued image Imagination comming betwixt the two things that make themselues like Hence a fourth signification to imagine and that is a second degree vnto this thought first by turning Gods silence vnto his owne will he saw no great difference but that there was proportion and similitude enough then in the second place he imagined that hee sawe God well pleased with him Resolution Now a third degree is to bee added and that is from the imagination a direct resolution that I may thinke it and acknowledge it for the truth The reason of the phrase is this because when any thing approaches toward the minde of man then the minde turnes it selfe vnto it sees how it likes it imagines what contentment may be drawne out of it and then thinks on it if the thing be good and the mind frame it selfe according to the same then the thought that riseth from that thinking is good If on the contrarie it be bad and the mind will impresse his image then the thought is bad silence and mercie from God in this place were exceeding comfortable they enter the mind of this wicked hypocrite but they are not intertained in their owne name neither will he part with so much as a cup of cold water for his sake that sent them but he will bee refreshed by them according to his owne liking Amos 4 5. The people will bring sacrifices yea betimes in the morning tythes after three yeers a thankesgiuing of leauen free offerings c. but according to whose liking euen their owne and therefore God counts of it as to transgresse at Bethel Esa 58. and multiply transgressions at Gilgal Esay 58. they fasted punished themselues but it was to seeke their own wills and require all their owne debts they care not to haue a good glasse to looke in but they must needs breath in it and therefore the inward corruption of the heart sends out such smoakie fumes that the true image is dimmed and so they see nothing but themselues The flowers that God sent them all the time of his long silence were exceeding sweete but the mind beeing corrupt in it selfe and also in his breathing infects or rather driues backe the pleasant smell and so most truely sents it selfe yea takes the deeper poison because a sweete flower poisoned is more louingly imbraced of the sences and so the poison doth creepe in with the pleasant smell and strikes with the spirits presently to the heart so often they poison the good graces of Gods spirit which willingly would be imbraced but the poyson creepes in too into the soule and strikes all dead at the very heart the glasse that is coloured casts about all the beames of the sunne with the appearance of his colour so the glasse of our mind beeing coloured and deepe died withall impietie makes euery beame of Gods goodnesse shine according to his owne minde intus apparens prohibet alienum was an old axiome of Aristotle but well may it be brought into diuinitie sinne that onely appeares within hinders all grace and goodnesse for alas they come but as strangers vnto vs and therefore they find very meane intertainment As Christ was dealt withall when hee came vnto the inne all inward roomes were taken vp and onely the stable is left for him so doe we deale with his grace and mercie all the cheife roomet in our soules are taken vp with greater personages then Christ and his grace there is either lord couetousnesse or lord pride or ambition or pleasure or reuenge c. and therefore must Christ and his grace into the stable for we will not haue these men to rule ouer vs and therefore if his grace will become our seruant we will giue it entertainement but to be Lord ouer vs is too much we will not haue it take so much vpon it and for our seruice we haue no other place for grace but the stable and therefore no maruell if all goodnes disdaine once to come neere the houses of these wicked men
of the way and then assuredly that our pleasant way did not affoard vs so much comfort but the want of the signes will as much discomfort vs and therefore affliction may more comfort vs then all worldly pleasure because the Lord hath made the one a signe we are going toward heauen Heb. 12.6 but the other none at all saue onely of our iourneying toward hell But you may obiect that euerie crosse is not a marke for first the sinne against the holy Ghost is a mark of reprobation secondly impenitencie and therfore when he hath these sinnes in the eies of his conscience how shall he be perswaded that he can euer be brought into the way to heauen For the answer of this point let vs consider a threefold fountaine of this perswasion First for that open and wilfull apostasie from God is a voluntary willingnes malitious hatred against the profession of a knowne truth now the fruits will iudge the cause Is there in you the renouncing of Gods truth which before you haue professed heartily embraced perceiue you this malice prosecuting this mischiefe what persecution doe you remember in word or deede you euer raised against the truth what sword haue you euer drawn against it or what volumes haue you either written or approued against found doctrine with purposed opposition against your owne conscience neither that of frailty but of meere will and obstinacie of this examples are rare as Iulianus the Emperour called Apostata Of the second impenitencie there is the same fountaine but not in the same degree and that is extremitie of hardnesse of heart of which kind was Cain Esau Saul Iudas many of the prophane people of the world that know not Christ and such as knowe him onely in vaine profession outwardly and so continue are partners of the sinne and shal be examples of Gods vengeance This fountaine cannot be in them that sinne onely against their conscience for then should euerie man be guiltie of it when the sinne was committed we may remember that the illumination of our vnderstanding the regeneration of our wills did oppose it but both beeing weake and imperfect we were drawn vnto the euill And here before I come to the second fountaine I propound a briefe distinction of temptations some touch our faith whether we beleeue or not othersome the fruits of faith either of profession of the truth or els of obedience sutable and kindly to our profession the former is tryed by persecutions feare fauour c. the second concerning persons possessions and good name is knowne by charitie in keeping of the second table Now these are not the things that exclude Christs propitiatorie sacrifice except incredulitie bringing forth impenitencie and vtter renunciation of the faith be ioyned with them But here we often heare the cries of Gods children alas I beleeue not therfore draw vpon me the paine due to the vnfaithfull Here I would intreat euery one to waigh with circumspection and due consideration his owne estate in so waightie a point as this And therefore let him be aduised that there be other two fountaines that may scare our soules with these feares The first is corporall infirmitie deluding the heart and braine whereby strange imaginations are wrought in our heads and dolefull passions in our hearts these things alwaies vrge terror and distrust and deludeth vs with opinion of want of that whereof we haue no lacke as others often are caried with opinion and confidence of those things whereof they haue no part Aetius reporteth that Phylotimus was faine to put a cap of lead vpon a Melancholickes head that could not be perswaded he had any head at all vntill at the length feeling the waight to oppresse him cryed out my head akes why thē saies his freinds you haue a head Artemidorus the Grammarian did imagine that he wanted both an hand and a legge when euery man els could iudge it was but a fancie from which he could not be recalled to his dying day So often deales the deuill with vs by deluding of our phancies that we want both head and heart to God-ward and that we haue disposed both to him-ward But many a bleeding soule may go further what tell you me of melancholie it is a disease that I am free from well let that be granted yet rare it is to finde persons without it that are touched with this kinde of griefe yet we finde a third fountaine that may without all delusion streame this water of bitternes as the sense of our sinnes may pricke vs especially such as most hunger and thirst after righteousnesse and are poore in spirit and broken in heart yet this is an infallible token of grace that they long after the liuing God and their soules pant for him Oh when shall I enter into his presence Oh men of God what shall I doe to be faued The rest of the world except some vengeance of God lay hold vpon them or some horrible fact gnaw their wounded consciences passe their time in blind securitie carelesse of God and empty of all sense hope of a better life these passe their daies and finish their courses as the calfe passeth to the shambles not kowing his ende to be slaughter by the butchers knife You therfore that truly grone vnder the burden of your sinne consider the groūd of your error you iudge your faith by inward feeling and your actions proceeding therefrom by your thirst of righteousnesse and presence of your wants Here you iudge by the quantitie of faith and not by his vertue when a very graine of mustard seed a little smoking flax or a broken reed may suffice with God to bring forth a tree a burning fire and a stable plant of righteousnesse for both the sense of faith the sincerity of the fruits and increase of the measure are all the gifts and graces of God dispensed vnto vs according to his owne wisedome making most for his glory and our good If we consider but the extemity of our misery the lest sparke of faith may giue vs a world of comfort and the smallest worke of obedience performed in sincerity though not in perfection may perswade vs of the same loue of God as though we were as strong as our father Abraham or any resolue martyr that hath sealed his religion with his blood But the Christian saies I haue no feeling of Gods grace and therefore no faith I answer true faith may bee without feeling and therefore it is dangerous to iudge the want of faith Faith without feeling by the want of feeling That this is the truth let these be the grounds of it First a man may rest vpon God and yet want the feeling of the loue of God as Iob. Dauid the woman of Canaan c. Iob 13.15 God is mine enemie the arrowes of the Almightie drinke vp my blood he makes me as a butte to shoote at here Iob hath none of the feeling of Gods loue
persons the deuill and the world would not so hate them and except they were extreamely wise they should neuer be counted for such madmen 2. Cor. 5.13 Festus makes a mad obiection as though much learning should make a man loose his wit but Paul makes a sober answer Oh noble Festus I speake the words of truth and sobernes Truely a Christian can neuer be in his right wits till he seeme to the world to be beside himselfe But you will say it were well if you could keepe a meane for that is the golden rule wherein vertue consists but I answer you it is a meane betwixt two kinds but not degrees for vertue is an extreame to vice and he that cannot be as hote for vertue as men are for their vices is not worthy of her Take heede I beseech you of this philosophie for Aristotle neuer knew any so meane vertue as most professors count it now a dayes But you will say againe some discretion would do well I answer such discretion as the world likes of I am sure will eate vp all zeale of the two extreames we should most feare luke-warmenesse and as one hath said wittily rather let your milke boyle ouer then bee rawe But alas now the world hath left off reasoning with Gods people and are directly fallen to scoffing young Saints will prooue but old deuills these hot-spurres will soone runne themselues out of breath these singular followes are so odde and puritane-like that they are fit to liue in no societie yet for all this may a good Christian say with that which most call puritanisme I desire to worship God for what is the fault in these men is it because they haue a delight to heare Gods word vse prayer conference and other good meanes of their saluation no all these they confesse are good but because they are hypocrites alas God knowes the heart and therefore go on for if your hearts be good euen these scoffers will they nill they speake well of you I am sure Christ calls for singularitie and presseth and vrgeth it what singular thing doe yee or what odde thing doe yee shall Gods peculiar people doe nothing peculiar I beleeue none shall euer please Christ till they appeare at oddes with the world strange and precise and yet for all this need not be ouer iust God hath bidden vs dispose our wayes aright and the Lord graunt wee may doe it and then wee shall not neede to doubt but the Lord in his good time will shewe vnto vs the perfection of our saluation Amen 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Newes to the world of Gods arraignement-day And yet no man what haue I done will say The euidence is cleare Gods patience past Expect no lesse then iudgement at the last Worlds pompe soone past that pastime turnes to paine And paine past-time makes sorrowes to remaine That rod is good in Gods appointed time Which to our good his praise conuerts each crime Learne by the rod in heart to kisse the hand This makes a fathers loue fast euer stand A Table of the generall contents handled in this Booke Chap. I. 1. Religion 1 2 3. 2. Coherence from the 6. to 17. 3. Meanes of practise 12 13. Chap. II. 1. Tryall of hypocrites 18. to 27. 2. Gods wisedome how learned 27 3. Explication of the words 29 4. Actions no subiect of sinne 30 5. Of Gods decree of sinne 47. to 160 6. Sinnes order in Gods lawe 160 to 168. 7. Sinnes order in the conscience 168. Chap. III. 1. God iust and mercifull 173 2. Against passiue obedience 175 3. Reproofe necessarie 179 4. Gods visitation 181 5. Order 138 6. Wicked mens conclusions 184 to 217 7. Against blessing-witches 192 8. Of sinne and silence 217 Chap. IIII. 1. Of Gods knowledge 220 2. Of Gods integritie 227 3. Of Gods equitie 231 Chap. V. 1. Of Gods silence 233 2. Miserie the obiect 243 3. Of wicked thoughts 247 4. The conceit of hypocrites 282 Chap. VI. 1. Of reproouing sinne 286 2. Of the ordering of it 316 Chap. VII 1. Of the nature of conscience 346 2. Of the kinds 347 3. Of the miserie 347 4. How in a Christian 347 5. The fountaine 348 6. How in melancholie 349 7. Whether that be of conscience 349 8. Differences 349 9. Swaggerers perswasions or Physitians to distressed consciences 351 10. When no fancy 352 11. A wound vnmatchable 352 to 354 12. Distemper cannot hinder inward comfort 355 13. Whom they befall 356 14. Meanes to produce them 356 15. Whether a Christian may truely despaire 360 16. Graunds of comfort 361 17. Faith may be without feeling 372 18. Grounds of temptation 379 19. How the deuill tempts 380 20. Of his will wit and power 387 21. Of greater wil wit power 393 22. The speciall comforts 395 23. The greatest torment of the wicked 405 24. The generall vse 408 Faults escaped Read pag. 8. line 10. adulterers p. 23. l. 22. peirce p. 24. l. 21. for no husbandman a husbandman p. 26. l. 3. foot p. 35. l. 36. heare p. 51. l. 18. out p. 61. l. 23. determines p. 72. l. 35. God p. 83. l. 31. leaue out this is contingent p. 107. l. 13. downe p. 112. l. 34. act p. 131. l. 35. produced p. 151. l. 20. vertues p. 162. l. 15. put off p. 163. l. 9. booke p. 186. l. 33. to what p. 188. l. 19. yet let them p. 204. l. 9. world p. 223. l. 29. direction p. 228. l. 16. morning p. 256. l. 6. declare p. 157. l. 25. hell p. 280. l. 22. and though as meeke as lambes p. 325. l. 32. serue the Lord. pag. 372. l. 29. resolute p. 373. l. 3. faith FINIS