i_o do_v think_v my_o sin_n be_v so_o great_a that_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o they_o to_o be_v pardon_v j._n do_v not_o think_v or_o say_v so_o for_o all_o thing_n be_v possible_a to_o he_o that_o believe_v mark_v 9.23_o p._n but_o my_o sin_n be_v so_o red_a i_o think_v all_o the_o water_n in_o the_o sea_n can_v wash_v they_o away_o j._n though_o thy_o sin_n be_v as_o scarlet_n they_o shall_v be_v as_o white_a as_o snow_n and_o though_o they_o be_v red_a like_o crimson_n they_o shall_v be_v as_o wool_n if_o thou_o will_v turn_v to_o i_o from_o they_o for_o my_o blood_n can_v cleanse_v thou_o from_o all_o sin_n esa_n 1.18_o 1_o john_n 1.7_o p._n but_o lord_n if_o i_o shall_v turn_v to_o thou_o from_o they_o yet_o they_o be_v write_v down_o and_o thou_o will_v not_o blot_v they_o out_o jer._n 18.23_o j._n i_o be_o he_o that_o blote_v out_o thy_o transgression_n yea_o have_v bloat_v out_o as_o a_o thick_a cloud_n thy_o transgression_n and_o as_o a_o cloud_n thy_o sin_n return_v therefore_o unto_o i_o for_o i_o have_v redeem_v thou_o esa_n 43.25_o &_o 44.22_o p._n but_o if_o i_o shall_v return_v unto_o thou_o yet_o when_o i_o sin_n again_o thou_o will_v remember_v my_o sin_n j._n no_o i_o will_v pardon_v thou_o and_o thy_o sin_n and_o iniquity_n will_v i_o remember_v no_o more_o heb._n 10.17_o p._n oh_o lord_n i_o be_o the_o child_n of_o wicked_a parent_n and_o thou_o have_v say_v thou_o will_v visit_v the_o sin_n of_o the_o father_n upon_o the_o child_n to_o the_o three_o and_o four_o generation_n j._n if_o a_o wicked_a father_n beget_v a_o son_n that_o see_v all_o his_o father_n sin_n which_o he_o have_v do_v and_o consider_v and_o do_v not_o such_o like_a that_o son_n shall_v not_o bare_a the_o iniquity_n of_o the_o father_n ezek._n 18.14.20_o ezek._n 16.3_o to_o the_o 13._o p._n but_o lord_n be_v there_o any_o wicked_a parent_n that_o have_v good_a child_n j._n yes_o many_o as_o wicked_a ah_o ahaz_n have_v good_a hezekiah_n so_o b_o idolutrous_a amon_n zealous_a josiah_n and_o ungodly_a saul_n have_v godly_a jonathan_n a_o 2_o kin._n 16.20_o with_o 2_o kin._n 18.3_o b_o 2_o kin._n 21.21_o 22._o with_o 2_o king_n 22_o 2._o p._n lord_n what_o if_o i_o be_v a_o bastard_n and_o the_o child_n of_o whoredom_n j._n that_o do_v not_o hinder_v thou_o neither_o to_o be_v save_v for_o my_o servant_n c_o jeptha_n be_v a_o bastard_n so_o be_v my_o servant_n phares_n who_o be_v reckon_v in_o my_o own_o genealogy_n compare_v gen._n 38.18_o &_o 29._o &_o ruth_n 4.12_o with_o mat._n 1.3_o c_o jud._n 11.1_o with_o heb._n 11.32_o p._n but_o lord_n be_v there_o not_o such_o a_o scripture_n that_o a_o bastard_n shall_v not_o enter_v into_o thy_o congregation_n until_o the_o ten_o generation_n j._n yes_o there_o be_v such_o a_o d_o scripture_n and_o that_o shall_v make_v people_n shun_v the_o sin_n of_o whoredom_n but_o that_o do_v not_o exclude_v man_n that_o be_v bear_v bastard_n after_o the_o flesh_n if_o they_o be_v bear_v again_o of_o the_o spirit_n either_o out_o of_o my_o church_n on_o earth_n now_o in_o the_o day_n of_o the_o gospel_n or_o yet_o out_o of_o heaven_n deut._n 23.2_o p._n but_o what_o lord_n if_o my_o father_n be_v a_o bastard_n j._n neither_o do_v that_o hinder_a for_o sarah_n the_o brother_n of_o phares_n who_o be_v a_o bastard_n beget_v my_o two_o wise_a and_o godly_a servant_n ethan_n and_o heman_n compare_v gen._n 38.30_o 1_o chron._n 26._o with_o psal_n 88_o and_o psal_n 89._o the_o title_n of_o both_o be_v of_o heman_n and_o ethan_n p._n oh_o lord_n i_o be_o a_o very_a old_a sinner_n and_o have_v one_o foot_n already_o in_o the_o grave_a and_o i_o fear_v it_o be_v too_o late_o for_o i_o now_o to_o be_v call_v j._n no_o it_o be_v not_o too_o late_o for_o i_o call_v some_o at_o the_o nine_o hour_n yea_o some_o at_o the_o e_z eleven_o hour_n death_n which_o be_v but_o one_o hour_n before_o night_n or_o a_o little_a before_o death_n and_o i_o will_v pour_v out_o of_o my_o spirit_n upon_o old_a man_n in_o these_o gospel_n day_n mat._n 20.6.9_o joel_n 2.28_o with_o act._n 2.17_o p._n but_o lord_n i_o have_v commit_v such_o great_a and_o heinous_a sin_n both_o by_o speak_v and_o do_v that_o i_o be_o afraid_a it_o be_v in_o vain_a for_o i_o to_o seek_v mercy_n j._n though_o thou_o have_v speak_v and_o do_v evil_a thing_n as_o much_o as_o thou_o can_v yet_o return_v unto_o i_o and_o i_o will_v not_o cause_v my_o anger_n to_o fall_v upon_o thou_o for_o i_o be_o merciful_a jer._n 3.5_o p._n how_o shall_v i_o look_v upon_o thou_o gracious_a lord_n for_o i_o have_v multiply_v sin_n against_o thou_o j._n as_o thou_o have_v multiply_v sin_n so_o will_v i_o pardon_v i_o or_o will_v abundant_o pardon_v multiply_v pardon_n if_o thou_o will_v return_v unto_o i_o the_o lord_n esa_n 55.7_o p._n oh_o but_o lord_n i_o scarce_o think_v that_o any_o so_o wicked_a as_o myself_o be_v save_v for_o i_o be_v a_o idolater_n a_o adulterer_n a_o thief_n a_o drunkard_n and_o what_o not_o that_o be_v wicked_a j._n such_o be_v many_o of_o my_o servant_n that_o be_v now_o in_o heaven_n but_o i_o according_a to_o my_o own_o kindness_n and_o pity_n to_o they_o save_v they_o by_o wash_v sanctify_a and_o justify_v they_o by_o my_o own_o power_n own_o or_o power_n name_n blood_n and_o spirit_n 1_o cor._n 9.6_o 9_o 10_o 11._o tit._n 3.3_o 4_o 5_o 6_o 7._o p._n oh_o but_o merciful_a saviour_n i_o be_v a_o ringleader_n of_o other_o into_o sin_n and_o i_o entice_v and_o draw_v many_o into_o wickedness_n and_o therefore_o my_o case_n be_v far_o worse_a than_o other_o j._n as_o thou_o be_v a_o ringleader_n and_o enticer_n of_o other_o into_o sin_n so_o i_o can_v make_v thou_o a_o guide_n and_o leader_n of_o other_o into_o and_o in_o the_o way_n of_o righteousness_n as_o i_o make_v thy_o countryman_n levi_n and_o other_o p._n but_o that_o which_o make_v i_o fear_v most_o be_v because_o i_o be_v a_o blasphemer_n reviler_n and_o persecuter_n of_o thy_o people_n yea_o many_o of_o thy_o saint_n do_v i_o shut_v up_o in_o prison_n j._n yet_o thou_o shall_v have_v mercy_n because_o thou_o do_v it_o ignorant_o through_o unbelief_n 1_o tim._n 1.13_o p._n oh_o but_o lord_n i_o find_v my_o heart_n be_v harden_v through_o the_o deceitfulness_n and_o custom_n of_o sin_n that_o i_o can_v hope_v it_o will_v ever_o be_v otherwise_o j._n i_o can_v and_o will_v take_v the_o stony_a heart_n out_o of_o thy_o flesh_n and_o i_o will_v give_v thou_o a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n eze._n 36.26_o p._n lord_n will_v thou_o do_v all_o for_o i_o j._n i_o must_v do_v all_o for_o thou_o for_o without_o i_o thou_o can_v do_v nothing_o phil._n 2.13_o joh._n 15.5_o p_o lord_n what_o then_o shall_v i_o do_v j._n before_o i_o teach_v thou_o what_o thou_o must_v do_v i_o will_v first_o show_v thou_o what_o i_o have_v do_v and_o suffer_v for_o thou_o p._n good_a master_n i_o desire_v to_o know_v that_o j._n 1._o i_o leave_v my_o own_o glory_n and_o come_v into_o the_o world_n to_o save_v thou_o and_o such_o sinner_n as_o thou_o be_v john_n 17.5_o 1_o tim._n 1.15_o 2._o though_o i_o be_v the_o only_a son_n of_o my_o father_n and_o in_o his_o own_o form_n and_o equal_a to_o he_o yet_o i_o take_v upon_o i_o the_o form_n of_o a_o servant_n for_o thou_o and_o thy_o brethren_n sake_n joh._n 1.14_o phil._n 2.6_o 7_o 8._o 3._o though_o i_o be_v heir_n of_o all_o thing_n and_o possessor_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n yet_o i_o become_v poor_a and_o hungary_n that_o thou_o may_v be_v make_v rich_a heb._n 1.2_o gen._n 14.19_o and_o 2_o cor._n 8.9_o 4._o though_o i_o deserve_v honour_n and_o glory_n yet_o i_o be_v revile_v threaten_v and_o perscute_v by_o my_o own_o creature_n and_o all_o for_o my_o good_a will_n to_o thou_o heb._n 2.9_o 1_o pet._n 2.23_o 5._o though_o i_o have_v no_o sin_n yet_o i_o be_v make_v sin_n that_o thou_o poor_a sinner_n may_v escape_v sin_n 1_o pet._n 1.19_o and_o 2.22_o 2_o cor._n 1.21_o 6._o though_o i_o be_v a_o lawgiver_n and_o lawmaker_n yet_o i_o become_v under_o the_o curse_n of_o my_o own_o law_n that_o i_o may_v redeem_v thou_o from_o that_o curse_n esa_n 33.22_o gal._n 3.13_o 7._o when_o i_o have_v power_n over_o my_o own_o life_n and_o no_o man_n can_v take_v it_o from_o i_o yet_o i_o lay_v it_o down_o for_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v have_v life_n joh._n 10.18_o rom._n 5.6.9_o 1_o joh._n 3.16_o 8._o though_o i_o be_v my_o father_n delight_n and_o a_o object_n of_o his_o love_n from_o everlasting_a yet_o i_o become_v a_o object_n of_o his_o wrath_n for_o my_o love_n
sin_n be_v in_o power_n in_o paul_n when_o it_o can_v carry_v he_o captive_a and_o sell_v under_o sin_n and_o that_o he_o find_v a_o law_n in_o his_o member_n war_a against_o the_o law_n of_o his_o mind_n and_o bring_v he_o into_o captivity_n to_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n rom._n 14.23_o christian_n oh_o but_o neither_o paul_n nor_o any_o other_o saint_n have_v sin_v presumptuous_o as_o i_o have_v do_v ch._n my_o servant_n david_n pray_v that_o he_o may_v be_v keep_v from_o presumptuous_a sin_n for_o he_o be_v subject_a thereunto_o vriah_n ps_n 19.13_o it_o be_v probable_a that_o david_n sin_v presumptuous_o in_o kill_n vriah_n and_o so_o be_v the_o best_a of_o my_o saint_n christi_fw-la but_o lord_n i_o have_v rebel_v against_o thou_o ch._n so_o do_v my_o servant_n of_o ‖_o old_a but_o i_o have_v receive_v ‖_o gift_n for_o the_o rebellious_a and_o to_o i_o belong_v mercy_n and_o forgiveness_n though_o thou_o have_v rebel_v against_o i_o dan._n 9_o 9_o ‖_o be_v 1.2_o and_o 63.20_o ‖_o be_v 68.18_o christian_n oh_o but_o my_o rebellion_n be_v the_o worst_a rebellion_n of_o all_o for_o i_o have_v rebel_v against_o the_o light_n i_o have_v profess_v thou_o and_o yet_o i_o have_v belie_v thou_o and_o make_v a_o hypocritical_a profession_n i_o seem_v like_o judas_n to_o be_v thy_o friend_n whilst_o in_o my_o heart_n i_o do_v not_o love_v thou_o ch._n the_o house_n of_o israel_n and_o the_o house_n of_o judah_n deal_v treacherous_o against_o i_o the_o lord_n and_o belie_v i_o and_o ephraim_n my_o dear_a son_n compass_v i_o about_o with_o lie_n yet_o be_v i_o gracious_a to_o they_o jer._n 5.11.12_o hos_fw-la 11.12_o with_o jer._n 23.6_o and_o 31.20_o christian_n but_o lord_n ephraim_n be_v never_o so_o wicked_a as_o i_o be_o and_o guilty_a of_o such_o lukewarmness_n hypocrisy_n and_o backslide_v as_o i_o be_o guilty_a of_o ch._n yea_o ephraim_n be_v a_o cake_n not_o turn_v and_o ephraim_n feed_v upon_o wind_n and_o provoke_v i_o to_o anger_v most_o bitter_o yet_o my_o bowel_n do_v still_o work_v towards_o ephraim_n that_o i_o can_v not_o destroy_v he_o host_n 8.8_o and_o 12.1.14_o with_o 11.8_o christian_n but_o i_o increase_v in_o sin_n and_o the_o more_o mercy_n i_o receive_v the_o more_o my_o heart_n be_v exalt_v ch._n even_o so_o do_v ephraim_n sin_n more_o and_o more_o according_a as_o he_o be_v fill_v so_o his_o heart_n be_v exalt_v hos_fw-la 13.2_o 6._o christian_n but_o lord_n what_o do_v thou_o do_v to_o ephraim_n ch._n i_o draw_v they_o with_o the_o cord_n of_o man_n and_o with_o band_n of_o love_n and_o i_o be_v as_o the_o dew_n unto_o they_o heb._n 11.4_o and_o 14.5_o christian_n oh_o but_o i_o have_v forsake_v the_o lord_n and_o backslide_v from_o thou_o ch._n so_o do_v israel_n and_o judah_n jer._n 2_o 13._o and_o 3.6_o and_o 4.16_o christian_n but_o lord_n i_o find_v that_o my_o heart_n be_v bend_v to_o continual_a backslide_n yea_o my_o baksliding_n be_v increase_v ch._n so_o be_v ‖_o they_o yet_o i_o heal_v their_o backslide_n so_o will_v i_o heal_v thou_o also_o hos_fw-la 14.4_o jer._n 3.14.22_o ‖_o hos_fw-la 11.7_o jer._n 5.6_o christian_n but_o i_o have_v fell_a into_o gross_a sin_n that_o have_v dishonour_v thou_o and_o cause_v thy_o enemy_n to_o blaspheme_v ch._n so_o do_v my_o servant_n david_n 2_o sam._n 12.14_o and_o other_o of_o my_o saint_n christian_n i_o but_o then_o he_o do_v mourn_v and_o repent_v great_o for_o his_o sin_n but_o i_o can_v do_v so_o for_o i_o find_v my_o heart_n as_o hard_o as_o a_o adamant_n ch._n so_o my_o people_n israel_n heart_n former_o be_v as_o hard_o as_o a_o rock_n adamant_n and_o flint_n jer._n 5.3_o ezek._n 3.9_o christian_n oh_o but_o i_o have_v be_v long_o yea_o ever_o trouble_v with_o this_o hardness_n of_o heart_n ch._n though_o thou_o have_v yet_o i_o will_v take_v the_o stony_a heart_n out_o of_o thy_o flesh_n and_o i_o will_v give_v thou_o a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n ezek._n 36.26_o christian_n but_o i_o can_v repent_v i_o of_o the_o hardness_n of_o my_o heart_n ch._n what_o though_o yet_o i_o be_o exalt_v to_o give_v repentance_n unto_o thou_o act._n 5.31_o christian_n oh_o but_o i_o do_v not_o find_v that_o i_o be_o sensible_a enough_o of_o my_o sin_n for_o if_o i_o be_v i_o shall_v mourn_v and_o be_v ashamed_a for_o all_o the_o wickedness_n which_o i_o have_v commit_v against_o thou_o ch._n when_o thou_o do_v see_v i_o who_o thou_o have_v pierce_v and_o when_o thou_o see_v that_o i_o be_o pacify_v towards_o thou_o then_o thou_o shall_v mourn_v loathe_v thyself_o and_o be_v ashamed_a for_o all_o thy_o sin_n and_o abomination_n which_o thou_o have_v commit_v against_o i_o rev._n 1.7_o ezek._n 6.9_o and_o 16.63_o christian_n but_o lord_n i_o be_o a_o very_a great_a sinner_n and_o i_o will_v fain_o see_v the_o nature_n and_o number_n of_o my_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v true_o repent_v i_o of_o they_o and_o be_v humble_v for_o they_o ch._n if_o thou_o see_v all_o thy_o sin_n with_o their_o nature_n number_n and_o aggravation_n thou_o can_v never_o look_v upon_o they_o but_o with_o despair_n as_o cain_n and_o judas_n and_o it_o be_v not_o so_o much_o the_o sight_n of_o sin_n as_o the_o sight_n of_o my_o love_n grace_n goodness_n and_o glory_n that_o will_v lead_v thou_o to_o repentance_n and_o humble_v thou_o for_o thy_o sin_n luk._n 7.42.47_o zach._n 12.10_o rom._n 2.4_o esa_n 6.5_o gen._n 4.13_o mat._n 27.3_o 4_o 5._o christian_n oh_o lord_n i_o know_v i_o be_o as_o wicked_a a_o sinner_n and_o as_o ungodly_a a_o wretch_n as_o ever_o live_v but_o though_o i_o know_v this_o yet_o methinks_v i_o be_o not_o break_v with_o the_o sense_n thereof_o i_o can_v weep_v nor_o shed_v tear_n for_o my_o sin_n oh_o no_o i_o go_v many_o time_n to_o prayer_n and_o to_o hear_v sermon_n and_o there_o be_v no_o more_o work_n nor_o relent_v upon_o my_o soul_n then_o if_o i_o be_v a_o dead_a stock_n or_o stone_n ch._n oh_o my_o dear_a soul_n do_v not_o thou_o belie_v thyself_o for_o i_o have_v hear_v many_o a_o sorrowful_a sigh_n come_v from_o thy_o heart_n and_o i_o have_v see_v many_o a_o tear_n drop_n from_o thy_o eye_n and_o i_o will_v yet_o pour_v out_o more_o of_o the_o spirit_n of_o mourning_n upon_o thou_o but_o what_o if_o thou_o do_v noâ—_n find_v these_o thing_n in_o thyself_o yet_o i_o have_v offer_v up_o strong_a cry_n and_o tear_n unto_o my_o father_n for_o thou_o ezek._n 9.4_o psal_n 34.17_o zack_n 12.11_o heb._n 5.7_o christian_n oh_o lord_n that_o i_o have_v but_o faith_n to_o believe_v that_o i_o for_o myself_o ch._n have_v faith_n in_o i_o and_o be_v not_o faithless_a but_o believe_v mat._n 11.22_o joh._n 20.27_o christian_n lord_n i_o find_v sâ—_n much_o atheism_n and_o unbelief_n in_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o have_v oftentimes_o question_v in_o myself_o concern_v god_n and_o concern_v the_o scripture_n and_o word_n of_o god_n ch._n these_o be_v the_o temptation_n and_o suggestion_n of_o satan_n and_o my_o own_o disciple_n be_v and_o be_v trouble_v with_o they_o luk._n 24.25_o christian_n oh_o lord_n i_o be_o trouble_v with_o a_o thousand_o temptation_n ch._n yet_o fear_v not_o my_o love_n and_o dear_a child_n for_o thou_o have_v divers_a temptation_n yet_o it_o be_v that_o which_o my_o best_a saint_n have_v have_v and_o i_o will_v not_o suffer_v thou_o to_o be_v tempt_v above_o what_o thou_o be_v able_a but_o i_o will_v succour_v thou_o in_o thy_o temptation_n and_o i_o will_v make_v a_o way_n that_o thou_o shall_v escape_v and_o be_v deliver_v out_o of_o temptation_n jam._n 1_o 2.1â—_n cor._n 10.13_o heb._n 2.18_o 2_o pet._n 2.9_o christian_n but_o i_o think_v nâ—_n saint_n have_v such_o temptation_n aâ—â—_n i_o for_o sometime_o i_o be_o tempt_v to_o kill_v myself_o and_o sometime_o to_o kill_v other_o in_o so_o much_o that_o i_o can_v look_v upon_o any_o weapon_n water_n or_o the_o like_a but_o i_o be_o ready_a to_o do_v myself_o away_o therewith_o ch._n satan_n tempt_v i_o to_o cast_v myself_o off_o the_o pinnacle_n of_o the_o temple_n and_o he_o also_o tempt_v many_o of_o my_o dear_a child_n to_o destroy_v themselves_o but_o do_v not_o thou_o harken_v to_o the_o accuser_n for_o he_o do_v accuse_v thou_o to_o i_o and_o i_o to_o thou_o but_o rather_o say_v unto_o he_o satan_n it_o be_v write_v my_o lord_n jesus_n have_v overcome_v thou_o and_o i_o hope_v through_o his_o blood_n and_o through_o his_o might_n and_o spirit_n to_o overcome_v thou_o likewise_o say_v also_o my_o god_n have_v command_v i_o not_o to_o kill_v another_o nor_o to_o do_v hurt_v or_o violence_n to_o myself_o therefore_o get_v thou_o behind_o i_o thou_o liar_n murderer_n and_o enemy_n for_o i_o will_v put_v my_o trust_n in_o
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