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whole_o strip_v thou_o of_o all_o that_o righteousness_n and_o holiness_n wherein_o at_o first_o thou_o be_v create_v like_o a_o disease_n overspread_v the_o whole_a man_n fill_v thou_o with_o a_o general_a pravity_n to_o all_o that_o be_v good_a and_o a_o constant_a propensity_n to_o all_o that_o be_v evil_a 2._o it_o cleave_v as_o fast_o to_o thy_o nature_n even_o as_o blackness_n to_o the_o skin_n of_o a_o ethiopian_a which_o can_v possible_o be_v wash_v out_o thou_o may_v lop_v the_o branch_n but_o the_o root_n will_v never_o die_v till_o thou_o expire_v with_o it_o as_o long_o as_o corn_n be_v in_o the_o field_n it_o will_v have_v chaff_n about_o it_o so_o as_o long_o as_o thou_o continue_v in_o this_o miserable_a world_n the_o remnant_n of_o old_a adam_n will_v still_o abide_v in_o thou_o a_o man_n may_v as_o easy_o shake_v off_o the_o skin_n from_o his_o back_n as_o rid_v himself_o of_o this_o evil_a inhabitant_n we_o bear_v our_o snare_n with_o we_o and_o carry_v our_o enemy_n 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