difficulty in fulfilling lusts there can never be any in the rising and sprouting of lusts It is no paines to conceive seede though it bee to bring forth a birth the longer any man lives in sinne the sweeter it is to him The eye is not satisfied with seeing nor the eare with hearing no more is a sinner with his deeds of darknesse if he should live for ever hee would sinne for ever Evill comes out of the heart as sparkles out of the fire which never cease while the fire continues Lust is like a furious rider never weary of the way hee may have enough to load him but can never have enough to weary him he may quickly have enough to sinke him but can never have enough to satisfie him Lust it selfe growes never olde nor weary when adultery in the heart hath worne out the body so as it strength withereth yet even then it will finde a vent in a wanton eye unchast speeches and thoughts full of uncleanenesse Though a man may weary himselfe in the acting sinne yet lust is never satisfied in conceiving sinne Lastly consider the propagation of this sinne which may well therefore be called an olde man because it dyes not but passeth from one generation to another A mans actuall sinnes are personal they both beginne and end in himselfe But originall sinne is naturall and therefore together with our nature it passeth over to our posterity It is an entaile that can never be cut off it hath held from Adam and so will continue to the worlds end Every parent is the channell of death to his posterity Adam diffused damnation to all mankinde Neither is it any wonder that from a cursed root should proceed branches fit for nothing but the fire What a watch then should we keepe over our evill hearts what paines should we take by prayer and unweariednesse of spirit to suppresse this enemie If there were any time wherein the flesh did sit still and sleepe wherein the water did not runne and seeke for vent wee might then lessen our care but since it is ever stirring in us wee should bee ever stirring against it using all meanes to diminish and abate the same Since the heart is unwearied in evill wee should not faint nor bee weary of well-doing Since the heart is so abundant in evill we should abound likewise in every good worke Retaine in thy freshest memory such quickening thoughts as these If I commit this sinne it will cost me unvaluably more heart-breake and spirituall smart before I can purchase assurance of pardon and peace of conscience then the sensuall pleasure is worth If I never repent it will be the ruine of my soule for ever When thou goest to buy a commodity if the price be great thou forbearest and wilt thou venture up on sinne knowing what it will cost thee If Iudas had knowne as much before he betrayed his Master as now he feeles hee would never have committed that villany Alas thy soule is incomparably more worth then the whole world and wilt thou for a little paltry pleasure of some base and rotten lust which passeth away in the act hazard the losse of so precious a jewell Doe not consider the smalnesse of thy sinnes but the greatnesse of thy God who is displeased with them Mortification is tedious but heaven is sweete men are content to goe all day after their hawkes and hounds enduring hunger and thirst for a little pleasure not worth the enjoying why then should wee refuse any labour for the obtaining so rich a reward In lust a man wearieth himselfe and hath no hope but here our labour is not in vaine in the Lord wee shall reape if we faint not A little glory in heaven nay a little comfort in earth will plentifully recompense all our travaile and paines in this kinde Looke not alwayes on Satans temptations the worlds solicitations and thine owne sinfull inclinations these as clogs will presse thee down and much dishearten thee in thy Christian course but looke unto Iesus the author and finisher of thy faith who will carry through al difficulties and overcome sinne in thee by his grace call therefore to him hee is within the voice of thy prayers and will come to strengthen thee How jealous ought Christians to bee over themselves having so dangerous an enemy nigh unto them Iob would not trust his eye without a covenant nor David his mouth without a bridle so strangely unexpectedly will nature breake out Vēture not on any tēptation presumptuously be not cōfident of any grace received so as to slacken your zeale Ioseph flung out and would not trust himselfe in the company of his Mistresse company might easily have kindled concupiscence and a little of Sathans blowing might have caried the fire from one stick to another David would have no wicked thing to abide in his sight hee knew how full of ill humours his heart was how apt to catch every infection that came neere it and therefore tooke speciall care to decline the very objects and examples of sin When men thinke there is least danger then the danger is greatest sinne and Sathan are ever watching their opportunities which is when wee watch not Security will rust us undoe us and eate out all that good is in our soules if any thing will awaken the dead and drowsie heart of man it is some vexing sin or other Me thinkes the consideration of this thorne in our flesh which we daily carry about us should much humble and abase our spirits Alas how long have we lived in an empty fruitlesse manner barren of grace and goodnesse spending our precious dayes in folly and vanity dedicating the flower of our age to sinne and Sathan How oft have we despised mercy and cast the precepts of the Almighty behinde our backes What little growth in holinesse have wee What little improvement in the wayes of God How much wearinesse and revolting of heart How evill and unprofitable in regard of the meanes we have enjoyed and what we might have beene How many notorious visible sinnes hast thou committed to the scandall of the Gospel and the wounding of thine owne soule How should the consciousnesse of this humble thee in secret before God Brethren think of this the more vile any man is in his owne eyes the more precious he is in Gods And the best way to bring a man to a base esteeme of himselfe is to reflect his thoughts seriously upon his owne estate to view himselfe in his naturall condition There is no good so truly good but his heart abhors it No evill so extreamely wicked but there is an inclinablenesse in him to embrace it no servant so ready to doe his masters will as hee is to doe the workes of the devill no rebell so desperately adverse to his lawfull soveraigne as hee is to God Oh that men were truely sensible of their carnall condition The want of this is the cause of
further any of us to say we feele the decaying of sinne when as the Kingdome of Sathan still flourisheth in us Away with this glozing and deceitfull dealing hypocriticall holinesse is worse then professed wickednesse this it is so odious in Gods eyes that hee will plague those in whom it ruleth with his severest judgments those very good workes wherein the hypocrite seemeth to make hast to heaven cary him post to hell Nothing brings the soule more into a generall consumption then this sinne it deprives a man of true peace of conscience hardens his heart and fills him with such inward perplexity that hee dares not looke God in the face with any comfort The deeds of the body The meaning of the holy Ghost is not that wee should cut off the outward acts of sinne onely like many a dissembling hypocrite which hath the gift of restraining his affections that they breake not out but that wee should kill sinne at the heart and in the cradle then shall wee make sure worke and never hereafter stand in feare The next way to drench the conduit is to dry up the fountaine In vaine dost thou loppe sinne unlesse it be deprived of its master roote It may be thou wilt say that is a thing impossible Indeed to thee which art wholly evill it is marke therefore what followeth 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 By the Spirit This is that little David which taketh the Goliah of our corrupt nature and choppeth off his head this is hee that bringeth light out of darknesse life out of death which shineth as a starre through the watry clouds of humane infirmitie As there bee divers acceptations of the word flesh so also of the Spirit sometimes it is taken for the soule sometimes for naturall reason but that is not here meant To omit all other constructions the word Spirit in this place is taken for that created quality of holinesse which by the holy Ghost is so wrought in the minde will and affections of a man whereby the power and force of sin comes to be abated the faculty of holines inherēt sanctity is renewed in us But why doth the Apostle say if yee mortifie is it in our power to deprive sinne of its life and being It pleaseth God to speake of things as done by us when as indeed they are wrought in us Such is his fatherly wisedome that oft he ascribeth those things to us which hee himselfe secretly effecteth Wee mortifie the deeds of the body but it is by the spirits helpe the strength to subdue sinne is put into us from heaven Wee are as able to shake the foundation of the earth with our little finger as to shake our sin by our owne strength Nature will not slay our lusts it must be the Spirit of Christ corrupt nature labours by all meanes to preserve its owne being Hee that goes among Lions must needs be torne in pieces sinnes are Lions and will soone destroy us if God help us not Mortification of sinne is possible through the Spirits assistance otherwise impossible When therefore thou feelest pride covetousnesse lust growing upon thee looke for power from above or else thou art undone Pray in the words of Iehosaphat Lord there is no strength in mee to stand against these sinnes neither doe I know what to doe but mine eyes are towards thee Alas how are we overcome of evill whereas we should overcome evill with good we shake at the very noyse of temptation and give in presently wee have power over our eyes tongues or thoughts but let sinne passe in and out at pleasure All which shews how nothing wee are in our selves Sathan and the world are too strong for us standing in our owne might but by leaning on the power of God we remaine invincible whatsoever inordinatenesse a true Christian espies hee presently endeavours the killing through the efficacy of Christ. Indeed passions are not so bridled nor corruptions so quelled that they doe not stir but the force and power of them is so farre subdued that they shall not raigne or hale us ordinarily to that which is euill Hast thou been long kept under by some customary vice against which thou hast resolved and resolved but canst not prevaile Get thee to Christ by the help of his Spirit thou shalt get victory over all thy infirmities Die to thy selfe renounce the broken reede of thine owne freewill which hath so often deceived thee and put all thy trust in the grace of Christ that will crucifie thy olde man and give him his deaths wound be weake in thy selfe and strong in the Lord and through his might thou shalt be more than conquerour As faith encreases the power of corruption will decay and languish this fires the heart with such an unquenchable love to God that in comparison of obedience it contemneth the whole world besides It puts into us both courage and constancy to fight against the strongest lusts and set upon the practise of the most difficult duties notwithstanding all opposition from the world and devill yea though wee have beene foyled or taken the repulse Hee will not feare the subduing of the most head-strong passion who resteth upon God for power and abilitie nor bee dismayed because once hee hath received a foyle who depends upon God for strength to recover nor dread the might of his greatest adversary who knowes that God will bee at his right hand to sustaine him nor start aside in the most difficult dutie whose heart is fast linked unto the Lord and relyeth upon his grace to be enabled to whatsoever he is pleased to call him In the affaires of this life we love to excell and outstrip others and in matters of Religion to bee dead and lumpish is it not abominable would we raigne with the Saints hereafter and not labour with them now receive the price and not runne the race divide the spoile and not fight the battle The Merchant undertakes dangerous adventures to raise his estate yet alas what is the gold of India to the joyes of heaven a fading possession to an eternall weight of glory When once we discern what love the Lord beareth to us we cannot but returne love for love when a man considers hath Christ given himselfe for mee forgiven me so many debts conferred favours of all kindes upon mee what then shal I retribute to him againe O my soule why doest thou not resigne thy selfe to the pleasure of his will in every thing run when he calleth and doe what he requireth at thy hands what doest thou feare wherewith art thou entangled God is thy Father and Soveraigne to him thou owest thy selfe and all that thou hast thy honour wealth life or whatever is more precious then those Thou canst not love thy selfe as is meete if thou deny not thy selfe to follow the Lord in all things Is there any thing too hard tobedone for his sake too deare or good for him what hast thou in heaven or
the body and all the parts thereof being corrupted are become unto the wicked soule as the convenient tooles for the artificer or as a picklocke or fitted weapon in the hand of a theefe therefore Paul calleth them 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Weapons of unrighteousnesse or as a shrewish servant to an upright Master 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Servants to uncleannesse For the soule sealing up every evill action with voluntary consent may be said to bee the theefe and the body the receiver both alike culpable before God seeing each in his nature place hath stricken a stroke in the committing of sin That our whole man is naturally corrupt appeares by the verdict of God himselfe who saith that he is but flesh a very heape and lumpe and bundle of iniquity The imagination of mans heart is evill from his youth and so accordingly his whole disposition and estate even from his subsisting to thâ—s present I know that in me that is in my flesh or nature dwelleth no good saith the Apostle There is not so much as a thought of time betwixt a mans naturall being and his sinfull being So soone as ever wee are borne wee are borne sinners being guilty of Adams transgression before God which is therefore called Originall sinne in regard of the auncientnesse of it continuing eversince Adams fall accompanying the nature of man from his very first being and having the source and fountaine of all sinfull practises in it Our first parents being once corrupt how could any cleane thing bee brought out of their filthinesse Of flesh nothing could bee borne but flesh Adam begat children in his own likenesse If the roote had beene holy so had the branches beene but the tree being once corrupt the fruit could not chuse but be according How should this startle and affright the secure worldlings of our time sawest thou ever a leprous person whose body is bespred with sores and scabs Such and a thousand times worse art thou in the sight of God Knewest thou at any time a man in debt for some hundreds of pounds more than he is worth for whom the Bayliffes and Serjeants lye in waite at every corner see the shadow of thy own estate in him A world of actions hath the Lord against thee and his justice is ready to attache thee and seise upon thee every houre Could we seriously thinke on this it would make us unsatisfied in abasing our selves and cause us never to rest till we have made our peace with God Thou beholdest abroad a vaine person fairely set out to the eye tricked and trimmed in the best fashion and it may be thou knowest of some secret foule disease he hath or of some great debt he is in Dost thou not in thy thoughts now scorne such a one of folly Dost thou not say to thy selfe no marvell sure he should be so proud that hath such a deale of filthinesse underneath his gaynesse that lies in every bodies debt and owes more than hee is able to discharge Turne this home to thine own soule and wonder as much at thy selfe that can bee so carelesse so fearelesse so presumptuous when thy soule hath such neede of washing and there are against thee such Bills of iniquity and for ought thou knowest not yet blotted out before the Lord. Canst thou thinke well of thy selfe that hast by nature such a filthy soule Oh bewail that spirituall thraldome wherein thou art plunged commune w th thine own heart and say Into what misery boÌ„dage have I brought my selfe Thou Lord madest me holy pure and upright but by sin I sold my selfe unto the service of Sathan from which to this day I cannot get deliverance My mind is blind vaine foolish my will perverse and rebellious all my affections out of order there is nothing whole or sound within me Night and day I am pestered with sinfull motions The desires of my deceitfull heart bee so strong and prevailing that I am carried headlong to that which is evil The cursed earth is not so apt to bee overgrowne with weedes bryers and thornes as this soule of mine with lusts passions distempers worldly cares and sinfull thoughts the law of the flesh rebelleth against the law of my minde and diffuseth its venome into every action I performe and carrieth me violently to the committing of sin against knowledge and conscience The Gally-slaves condition is very hard and miserable but mine is farre worse No drudgery so base as the service of sinne No Tyrant so cruell aâ— sinne which allows no respite or time of refreshing O miserable man that I am who shall deliuer me from this body of death I have deepely defiled my selfe by transgression but have no power to cleanse my heart O Lord. I have defaced thine image but cannot repuire it I have yeelded the powers of my soule to the obedience of sinne and now I would cast off that subjection and breake those snares I am altogether unsufficient for it When I would do well evill is present and I know no meanes to perfect my desire I want no strength to perfect that which is evill and I am ready and apt upon all occasions to goe astray but I am not able to doe any good such is my feeblenesse I am invironed and beset with sinne on every side Oh when shall I bee set at liberty that I may runne the wayes of Gods commandements Hitherto of the phrase of speech used by the Holy Ghost namely the flesh for the whole man body and Soule the particular corruption of either which that wee may shun as farre as wee may wee must learne to know theÌ„ in their speciall heads that so with some certainty we may kenne our owne stepps and discerne our owne hearts whether we walke according to the flesh yea or not Concerning the corruption of the soule and first as touching the fleshly understanding As the fierce dragon bringeth not forth the innocent dove or the roaring Lyon the harmelesse sheepe no more did Adam in the state of his impurity beget children sutable with his condition in the state of innocency but having defiled the holinesse of his nature by eating the forbidden fruit as a little levin levineth the whole lumpe so he imparted the same nature to his son as most evidently appeared in Cain and from him to all the rest of his posterity even unto our selves being all of us begotten in sin and conceived in iniquity So that whereas before the minde was endued with a perfect actuall knowledge of God so far as the humane nature may be supposed capable yea and which is more was enriched with power and ability of knowing more than as yet he had actually attained Now as the cleere sunshine overwhelmed with a cloud so is the minde of man overcast with palpable darknesse being destitute not onely of all reall knowledg excepting that naturall knowledge he hath of God taught him by the creatures which is rather a
wholly stripping thee of all that righteousnesse and holinesse wherein at first thou wert created like a disease overspreading the whole man filling thee with a generall pravity to all that is good and a constant propensity to all that is evill 2. It cleaves as fast to thy nature even as blacknesse to the skinne of an Ethiopian which cannot possibly bee washed out thou mayest loppe the branches but the roote will never die till thou expirest with it As long as corne is in the field it will have chaffe about it so as long as thou continuest in this miserable world the remnants of olde Adam will stil abide in thee A man may as easily shake off the skinne from his backe as ridde himselfe of this evill inhabitant wee beare our snare with us and carry our enemie about us where ever we goe 3. Consider the great contagion and pestilentiall humour that followes this sinne it derives venome upon every action that comes from us Sinne in the soule is as poyson in the fountaine that sheds infection into every performance wee take in hand Whensoever thou art going about any good this evill will be present with thee This is that which in thy prayers deads thy Zeale humiliation and importunity with God causing thee to rest in the worke done never enquiring after the truth of thine owne heart or Gods blessing thereupon This is that which fills thy minde with impertinent thoughts and wrong ends in religious duties This is that which in thy calling makes thee so unmindefull of God and his service so froward vain and unprofitable in thy Christian course ayming at nothing but thine own advantage 4. Consider the temptations that arise from this sinne the daily and hourly solicitations wherwith it sets upon the soule to withdraw it from good things and incline it to evill A man is tempted of his owne lusts saith S. Iames when he is drawne away and entised If a man shoote an arrow against a rocke it may be broken but can never enter No more can Satans temptations prevaile against the soule without something within to give them admittance when he tempted Christ hee could not hurt him because hee found nothing in him to receive his darts but in us the flesh holds treacherous complyance with Sathan and this wicked world and is ready to let them in at every assault Seede will never grow in any creature without a womb to foster it temptations may vexe but they cannot defile us without our owne sinfull entertainement It may grieve a chast woman to be solicited by base Ruffians but it cannot corrupt her whiles shee retaines her chastity If wee can keepe in our hearts from imbracing Sathans offers and shew our distast of them the sin is his then not ours but here is the misery Sathan knowes how our inclination stands hee searcheth out our dispositions and thereunto frameth his temptations therefore wee have great neede of spirituall wisdome to observe where wee lie most obnoxious where Sathan doth most plant his forces and ever to apply our strongest watch our most importunate prayers to those gappes 5. Consider the warre and rebellion of this sinne the flesh lusteth against the spirit and fleshly lusts warre against the soule saith the Apostle whilest wee are in this militant condition we shall have hourely experience of this traytor in our bosomes And this warre is not at a distance but an intimate and close contrariety in the same part the same soule that cōmands obedience doth it selfe resist it in the same will there is a delight in the Law of God and yet a counter-motion to the law of sinne In the same heart singlenesse and sensiblenesse of sinne and yet much secret fraud and hardnesse in the apprehension of wrath In the same affections love of God and love of the world feare of God and feare of men trust in God and doubting of his favour Lord I beleeve helpe thou mine unbeleefe was the cry of the poore man in the Gospell and such must be the complaint of the best of us Lord I remember thee helpe my forgetfulnesse Lord I presse towards thee helpe my weaknesse Lord I rejoyce in thee helpe my heavinesse Lord I desire to have more communion with thee help my strangnesse I am dull and dead hearted doe thou quicken me I desire to please thee helpe my failings We must not only wrestle with God by strong and importunate prayers but with the lusts and frowardnesse of our owne hearts 6. Consider the strength and power of this sinne to bring about what ever it hath projected for the advancement of Sathans kingdome it raignes like a King and hath the strength of a law in our members and a law without strength is no Law for Lawes are made to binde and keepe men in order therefore the wicked are called servants to sinne and the best of us all are captives that is unwilling servants So much flesh as remaines in any man so much disability he hath to withstand sinne The choisest vessell of mercy and most peculiar Saint of God is no way able to keepe his standing as of himselfe for this is certain that to be preserved from the strength of our owne lusts wee have not onely use of the good graces which God hath given us already but of a continuall support and underpropping Grace in the best here is but like the putting of hot water into cold which may bee warmed for a time but yet presently returnes to its former temper cold is predominant however the preserving of fire under it keepes it hot for the present It is not the Grace which any of us receive can overcome sinne in us if God should there stop and leave us to our selves without a fresh supply that which preserves us is his promise of never failing us of healing our back slidings and following us with his mercy all our dayes For grace doth not onely prevent a wicked man to make him righteous but followes him lest hee become wicked againe 7. Consider the indefatigablenesse of this sinne how unwearied it is in every mischiefe it sets about If we resist the devill hee will flye from us but this fleshly heart of ours will never sound a retreat it is like a wounded wolfe that runnes up and downe to doe mischiefe a man that hath in some measure overcome his lusts will bee farre more sensible of their stirrings and struglings then another in whom they rule without disturbance Sin is kindled by that which quencheth all other fires and surely grace which extinguisheth other temptations doth occasionally enrage the flesh though in regard of exercise and actuall power it dye daily The reason is because a thing in its proper motion is never tyred who ever knew the Sea give over raging or the streame grow weary of running Now corrupt motions are as naturall to a man as the course of a river Though there may be
the benefit of the law in a case not sufficiently proved against us But at this time the skirts of thy pollution shall be discovered before the sun and though thou wipest thy mouth like the harlot which Solomon describeth yet thy sinne shall be written in great Characters in thy forhead so as hee that runnes may read thy chambering and wantonnesse thy whoredome and uncleannesse thy theevery and oppression yea all thy cradle sinnes which never yet were set on foot thy wicked and abominable thoughts I meane which lye lurking in thy heart as in a denne not daring to come abroad for feare of losing thy credit Oh the fearefull reproach ensuing hereupon when many a sober man and vertuous matron so falsely esteemed of in the world shall have their vizzards pluckt downe from their faces the ulcer of their hearts launced and all the buried corruptions of their childhood of their youth and riper age plainely before men and Angels Saints and blessed Spirits devills and reprobates laid open to their eternall shame Imagine that thou being a man of great credit and esteeme shouldest have all the vanities of thy heart whereunto thy conscience giveth testimony and all the night practises of thy youth commēced against thee even in the high Court of Parliament before thy Prince and nobles how couldst thou shew thy face Now thou pluckest thy garment about thee to cover thy shame but then thou shalt bee stript naked and unclothed to the reproach of thy selfe and thy whole family now thou shelterest thy iniquity in a closset or secret chamber from the eyes of him that cannot pierce the walls then shalt thou stand before the face of the heavens in the presence of him whose eyes are as a flaming fire knowing the secrets of thy parlour and polluted bed thy words thy thoughts the place time and every circumstance of thy sinne Now thou overlayest the drosse of thy heart with a guilded outside of joy and meriment but then the Lord shall blow upon the paint of thy face thy withered deformity shall then bee espyed now like Ieroboams wife thou disguisest thy selfe with pretended holinesse but at that time the Lord shall defeate thee and display thy hypocrisie To conclude what causeth a man having one foote on the earth and another in the grave halfe dead and halfe alive to acknowledge some capitall sinne which in his health hee would not for all the world The Lord will make thine owne conscience impeach thy selfe and discover thy transgressions Thou thinkest not so so thought Iudas but as then with him so also with thee the case will cleane be altered The third appendix of their death is their society with the devill and his angells Mat. 25. we account it a fearefull thing to see a Spectrum or diabolicall delusion and so it is to our weake nature but to be really present with Sathan world without end a companion in torment what earthly man can abide it To bee in a prison full of Murtherers it is horrible but in that bottomelesse pit with thousands of condemned spirits abject and forlorne creatures a heavy heareing The theefe before he bee attached and caryed to the gaole perhaps he frequenteth the house of many a worthy person It is not thy stocke and kindred thy pompe and outward bravery that will serve thy turne when thou art arrested with death all the world will not be of sufficient credit to baile thee Thinke seriously of this and lay it to heart To bee taken out of the fields of pleasure and to bee throwne into the dungeon of hell there to bee guided with that cursed crew is no jesting-matter Oh that all carnall livers of our age would cōsider hereof no doubt it would somewhat restraine them in their wilfull course and gash their hearts amidst their pleasures O that that the curious and nice women that cannot abide the noise of a canon or the sudden flashing of fire could ponder the misery whereunto they are born namely to dwell in darknesse with those blasphemous spirits world without end In the night season or in a darke place thou art ready to runne away at the sight of a shadow or at the reciprocall imagination of thy owne thought upon the noise of a Scritch owle or the like and thinkest thou that thou canst abide the sight nay the company and continuall familiarity of that hellish Cave The Lord give thee a heart to consider of this fearefull horror before it betide thee and to goe out of thy selfe to behold the strange change which is wrought by the grave and sepulchre The fourth is the incredible horror and distresse of consciēce which the carnall liver sustaineth by the sense and feeling of the whole wrath of God powred upon him for ever They shall goe forth and looke upon the carkases of men which have transgressed against me for their worme shall not die neither shall their fire bee quenched and they shall be an abhorring to all flesh In respect whereof the punishment of the damned is likened in holy Scripture to fire to a Worme to gnashing of teeth to utter darknesse and the like Not as if these were sufficient to describe it for what can declare the depth of that which hath no bottome but onely by these most fearefull creatures in a superficiall manner to proportion that which nothing favoureth For as the joyes of heaven are unspeakable So are also the torments of hell and therfore why doth my barbarous tongue endeavour to decipher them Deare Christian esteeme of my words not as the full size of the thing it selfe but as a slight picture or a briefe draught of that unutterable volumne of all misery I am not able possibly herein to shew the mystery of this wonderfull worke made by the Lord of purpose to set forth his glory in justice Yet to helpe thy consideration which is nothing serious in regard of the thing I speake it also to the shame of my selfe I would faine imprint some conceit hereof in my heart that might make way to a second thought Wee esteeme horror of Conscience a matter of great importance because the most of us in these fearefull times are possessed with secure hearts and benummed spirits But when conscience shall once be throughly wakened like a wilde beast it will then shew his fiery eyes and take thee by the throat No torment of tenne thousand tyrants like unto it Doe but remember in what feare and dread sometimes thou seemest to be when in a sleepe or vision a glimpse of hell flashings are presented unto thee oh how thou strivest and strugglest how thou cryest and ravest with paine Nay how glad art thou thou awakest and findest it to bee but a dreame how thou tellest thy friend as much as thou canst but alas nothing in respect of what thou feltest what thinkest thou this to be Certainely the groveling of the Conscience stirred up by Sathan of purpose to overwhelme the godly to solicite to
despaire and in the wicked to torment them before their time yet in respect of God a most friendly admonition for by this a man is suffered in a vision to see and feele the torment of hell to know the price of Christs blood to labour by all meanes possibly to make sure his election In the wicked also it hath this use I could never have thought it possible for a mortall man to have beene capable of that measure of distresse had not the Lord in his mercy for the further subduing also of my bedlame flesh suffered mee sometimes to behold and feele the flashings of hell through his grace causing me as a child to be stilled by the view of fearefull beasts If then in a dream or in a mans life time there may bee such an incredible horror that it may cause the eyes to stare the tongue to rave the haire to stand an end How much more hideous will it be when really and in deede with perfect knowledge sense broad waking we shall feele the strokes of the Almighty the terrours of God shall lay hold of us In consideration whereof in the name of God as you tender your eternall welfare enter into the examination of your selves and discerne of your estates whether they bee carnall or no cry out for the spirit you heare what the Holy Ghost saith If you walke after the flesh ye shall dye How strangely doth the sentence of Corporall death appall a man though pronounced by a wretch like himselfe and shall not the doome of death eternall given out by the Holy Ghost at all astonish you Oh let not Sathan harden your hearts resist the devill and he will flye from thee It is a Commandement and a promise What faire warnings doth God give unto men by himselfe and Ministers by the motions of his Spirit and checkes of our consciences from time to time and shall we bee so voide of grace as to make our selves a booty for Sathan to stand still while he deprives us of our lives and soules and all Me thinks reason should something prevaile with us in things so neerely concerning our best good But alas a hardened heart like Pharaohs a flint an adamant a marble spirit no admonition will serve its turn where grace is wanting no impression takes any roote Men will make triall and then beleeve A feareful experience this is thou maist first try in an earthly cause and then be warned but from hell thou canst not returne Remember Dives credit not the multitude Olde Tophet is wide and large humble thy selfe therefore betime and repent of thy grievous sinnes 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 But if ye mortifie As before the Apostle described an infallible token of death so here he proceedeth to shew in like manner a teckmerion or a certaine signe of life and that is the killing and slaying of sinne which is called Mortification For as seed which thou sowest is not quickened before it die or this corruptible body glorified before it be for a season dead and buried So neither is the manâ—ramed â—ramed in us which according to God is created in righteousnesse and true holinesse untill the olde man bee wounded and laid for dead in us which like a gyant standeth up to expell and oppose the prosters and meanes of all holinesse And this is the cause that the holy Ghost maketh mention onely of this weakning of the force of sin through the death and buriall of Christ not excluding the other part of sanctification which is vivification viz. a vertue flowing from the resurrection of Christ causing us also to rise to newnesse of life It were to small purpose to bring place upon place to prove that which through the whole booke of God is so cleerely apparant How shall we that are dead to sin live yet therein They that are Christs have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts thereof What can be plainer than this As the Physitian first purgeth before hee giveth a restorative so every one that shall be saved hereafter must first receive an allayer of his corruption here he must first be launced before he can be healed You may know the body of sinne in all his particular members by that which hath beene spoken touching the Flesh. Let every man woman here present examine himselfe from top to toe what cure is wrought by the spirit in his soul whether the kingdome of sinne and Sathan be demolished and weakned and the Kingdome of Jesus Christ advanced and built up in him whether corruption dyes and grace lives in his heart I beseech you deale faithfully with your owne soules and answer me directly to these interrogatories Are thy words which heretofore have beene full of prophanenesse and worldlinesse now directed to Gods glory and the good of those among whom thou livest Are thy thoughts which heretofore were loose and ungodly now bounded within a sacred compasse and spent wholly on heavenly things Is thy understanding informed of the mysteries of Christs Kingdome Is thy memory which heretofore hath beene stuffed with trash and toyes now capable and greedy of divine knowledge Doest thou order every passage of thy life by direction out of Gods word Art thou inwardly conscionable in the performance of holy duties Doth the tendernesse of thy coÌ„science smite thee not onely for grosse and open sinnes but even for vaine cogitations and the least appearance of any evill Art thou watchful against all occasions and temptations of sinne Doest thou feele thy selfe grow and increase in the wayes of holinesse Hast thou such a gracious taste of the glory of God and eternall life that thou desirest to meete thy Saviour in the clouds not so much to be rid out of the miseries of this life as to bee freed from the heavy burthen of sin which hangs so fast upon thee In a word doest thou so judge of things now as thou wouldest doe hereafter when thy soule is best able to judge as in the houre of death and the day of distresse Doest thou approve of things as they further thy last account as they commend thee more or lesse unto God and will bring true peace or sorow to thy soul at last and no otherwise then blessed and happy is thy condition and know this for the comfort of thy soule that thou art dearely beloved of God yea his peculiar one and precious in his eyes Sathan and all the powers of darknesse are fast chained up for ever doing thee any hurt Thou shalt never more bee afraid of evill tidings though the earth be moved and the mountaines fall into the midst of the Sea yet thy heart shall abide strong and comfortable I dare boldly pronounce that God is reconciled unto thee and that his sweete love which never changeth hath seized on thy soule What will it availe a man to say he is rich like the bragging Laodicean and yet be extreame miserable poore and naked what will it
keepe grace low and looke how much we detract from the flesh so much our spirituall part will prosper and be in good liking How may a man know that grace hath gotten the upper hand and that the power of sin is abated in him Dost thou loath nothing more than thy former spirituall bondage Hast thou a secret dislike of thy naturall estate seest a necessity of reforming it and watchest over those things which are most pleasing to it this cannot proceed but from a worke of grace in thee for Nature is a lover of it selfe and seekes by all means its own preservation when a man is come to this that he doth not approve his sinfull inclination nor willingly give way unto it but studies rather which way to curbe and restraine the same it is a manifest signe of some higher hand by which the flesh shall bee more and more over ruled I doubt not but a man after there is some change wrought in him by grace may in some particulars receive a foyle by his owne corruptions and by that law of his members which fights and rebels against the law of God hardly may a man say hee is truly changed unlesse he be sensible of the struggling of nature against grace but yet still it is a pledge of such a work begun as shall never be broken off when Nature in the proper disposition thereof is become a burthen to the soule and a man would faine bee better and have it otherwise with him than it is Grace cannot stand with the regiment of sin That person in whom grace is truly wrought desires to bee furnished with the compleat armour of God that he may resist the devill the strength and bent of his will and affections are for God and goodnes hee chooseth holinesse with a full purpose and resolution to walke in it he turnes from his former evils with a detestation of them and leaves them with a resolution never to take them up againe he daily prayes and cryes earnestly to God for strength against corruption and wisheth O that my wayes were so directed that I might keepe thy statutes He is not for God to day and the devil to morrow Hee is no Morning Saint and evening Devil but desires continually to walke with God in all well pleasing A Gracious heart keepes a constant warre with his lusts the law of his members is evermore rebelling against the law of his minde Howsoever upon the assault of some furious temptation haply hee may be wounded and taken prisoner by some raging lust which imperiously treads and tramples upon him yet doth hee not yeelde and give himselfe over to the power of lust Grace within bestirs it selfe the heart sighes and groanes and seekes to God for succour If thy case be thus that thou abhorrest Sathan and his snares that thou delightest in the law of God concerning the inner man that thou ponderest with care and diligence willingly and setledly to follow the things of the Spirit that is such things as the spirit prompts and suggests Doe you grieve inwardly for that dominion which the flesh exerciseth over you lessening the power and practice of sinne all you can not leaving the reines to corruption to carry you whither it will but rather holding it in with a bridle of righteousnesse Doth not the feare of God in you though sometimes driven from its station still dwell as controuler in your soule represse refractory thoughts and affections and sway your heart against the naturall inclination that you may keepe Gods word that though you bee interlaced with the flesh yet you give the guidance of your life to the holy Ghost loving that he may have the principality in you Doe you chiefly attend your spirituall being and principally affect things in heaven and not things on earth Doest thou submit to the commandement with pleasure in it so as thou canst truly say I am content to doe thy will yea thy law is within my heart Doest thou lay hold upon good thoughts and desires so soone as they offer themselves unto thee welcomming them in the kindest manner into thy heart and constraining them by a respective usage to stay still with thee so soone as any good motiō arises doest thou feare the deceitfulnesse of thy heart and pray with David knit my heart this fickle fugitive heart of mine is alwayes ready to steale from thee knit it O Lord and tye it fast unto thy selfe that as it is now with thee so it may still continue O Lord keep this frame of the thoughts of thy servants heart for ever Are thy failings matter of daily humiliation unto thy soule Doest thou finde and feele that nothing under the Sunne more stings and pierces thy soule than to be now and then overtaken with sinfull passions or carried away with the swinge of any corruptions against thy godly purpose and resolutions Doest thou love righteousnesse it selfe as righteousnesse bee the thing and subject of never so small a nature And dost thou hate sinne as sinne bee it never so little in thine eye Is the one precious to thee for his sake whom it resembles and the other loathsome because it opposes the Almighty Doest thou obey God out of a love of goodnesse seeing a beauty in the wayes of holinesse being humbled when thou hast done thy best that thou canst bring no more glory to him dost thou love righteous men for righteousnesse sake Is thy service ready and cheerefull without repining and delay Canst thou be content to obey against profit pleasure credit liberty ease the liking of the world or carnall friends preferring Gods commandements above all things yea life it selfe Art thou sensible of the dishonour done unto God and more vexed for that than for any disgrace or injury offered to thy self it is a good signe But art thou quick sighted into the faults of others and indulgent towards thine owne it is an ill symptome The best men are most severe against themselves and tender over others A gracious heart dislikes sinne in any but in himselfe most of all He is very backward in censuring others but exceeding forward in accusing himself None can say so much against him but he is ready to say much more He loveth goodnesse in the greatest enemie and hateth sin even in the greatest friend Art thou conscionable of the least offence as wel as the greatest cherishing an universall hatred of all sinne in thy soule whether secret or open without exception and carying a constant purpose and resolution in nothing willingly to sinne against God but whatsoever thou knowest to be a sin thou wilt not deliberately doe it for all the world at all times and in all places though no eye sees thee and it may be beneficiall unto thee Here is a notable signe that grace hath gotten the upper hand when as thou preferrest vertue before vice even then when in humane reason vertue will be the loser and
vice the gainer An unsound conscience is large and can swallow downe any thing the sincere conscience is strait and the least bone though but such as are in little fishes will sticke in her throat Neglect of smaller matters may justly bring our obedience in greater matters in suspition the same God that requires our fidelity in the one requires it also in the other A gracious heart is like the eye troubled with the least more certainly hee that is unjust in a little will bee also unjust in much Is the uprightnesse of others of Gods servants more highly esteemed by thee than thine owne Doest thou see greater excellencies in them than in thy selfe Feelest thou no bottome in other mens praises when thy heart tells all is not well within An humble Christian hides himselfe in the closet and as in prayer so in all good duties shuts the doore he is much affected with a sense of his owne infirmities resting it selfe wholly upon the power of God to be perfected in her weaknesse and is many times more humbled for the mixtures and defilements of good workes than for some workes simply evill in themselves he desires to be good rather then to be thought so Are the sinnes of others and the sorrowes of the Church as sensible and bitter to thy soule as thine owne Canst thou forget thy selfe and thy particular businesse to lay these to heart Doest thou rejoyce alwayes to be crossing and thwarting thy selfe in those succours and supports of sinne which thy corruption suggests Is that experience which thou hast of sinne and of grace no dead but a stirring experieÌ„ce quickening thee to duty and mortifying corruption in thee so as not onely knowledge but conscience also swayes thee to Christian duties and art thou as carefull to persevere in grace as once to imbrace it these are good signes Cheere up therefore thy drooping spirit the Lord by the power of his grace hath tooke possession of thee Nothing but grace alone is able to keep the love of sinne out of the heart though peradventure some other thing may keepe it out of thy hand Civility and hypocrisie may a little snib sinne or bid it for a while stand aside and give way to better things but it is onely grace that strikes this Goliah dead It is onely the spirit which subdues the flesh But wee must know there is a great deale of difference betweene forsaking of sinne through the strength and power of grace and for other carnall ends and by-respects for an hypocrite may sometimes forsake sinne not out of any love to God or hatred of ill but because sinne leaves him happily hee feares it will bee some losse or discredit to him or else fit meanes and opportunity of committing it serve not his turne and therefore hee forbeares It is nothing for a man to bee chast where there is no provocation to uncleanenesse Here was the tryall of Iosephs integrity that though the occasion were offered by his owne Mistresse to doe the deed in such secresie and security that no eye perceived it yet the feare of God overruled him Many seem to bee meeke and moderate men while they are well dealt with but let some injury bee offered and the contrary will appeare That wee are indeed which wee are in temptation Examine thy heart then in this particular what is the ground of that divorce which seems to bee betwixt thee and thy olde lusts If it flowes from any thing in the world but the love of God and goodnesse thou art in a wretched conditioÌ„ be thy thoughts of thy selfe never so pleasing Art thou one whose heart likes well of sinne though thou canst not or darest not commit it Art thou one who when thou art convinced and rebuked of thy failings thy heart riseth against the reproofe though for thy credit and profit sake thou seemest to welcome and thankfully entertaine the same I tell thee thou art in a dangerous condition thou hast but weake and slender evidence of the spirits prevailing in thy heart But why saith the Apostle here yee shall dye and not yee shall be damned in as much as that is chiefly meant Because the Spirit of God would drive men from sinne by that which is most fearefull to their present apprehension the remembrance of death doth more forcibly move the minde than the remeÌ„brance of Hell though hell bee a thousand times more grievous then death for our affection is moved according to our knowledge of the thing that which most wayes is knowne affecteth most wee know hell onely by faith but we know death to bee fearefull by reason and sense because we feel it growing upon us eveâ—y day The opposition made here by the Apostle warnes us that a necessity lyes upon us to mortifie our sinfull lusts It stands upon our lives unlesse we slay sinne sinne will not faile to slay us It is like a Serpent in our bosome which cannot live but by sucking out that blood whereby wee live What pittiful folly is this we hate them which pursue our bodily life we eschew them by all meanes that would spoile us of our worldly goods onely wee cannot hate Sathan to the death who seekes by sinne to spoyle us of eternall life That same commandement which was given to Adam and Eve If ye eate of the forbidden tree ye shall dye is in effect here given to us all If you live after the flesh you shall dye let not us make an exception where God hath made none every sinne to us is that forbidden tree to Adam if wee meddle with it we shall finde no better fruit than he found Bitter death growes upon the pleasant tree of sinne for the wages of sinne is death It is therefore a point of great wisdome to discerne betweene the deceit of sinne and the fruit of sinne Hee that would rightly know the face of sinne when it stands before him to tempt him let him looke backe to the taile of that sinne which he hath already committed and the sting which it leaves behinde it The perishing pleasures of sin are paid home with everlasting perdition it is done in a moment but brings forth death and breeds a worme that will never die Men may sleep in their sinne but their damnation sleepes not Every mans state in this life is a prediction of that condition which hee shall have hereafter Hee that soweth to the flesh shall of the flesh reape corruption but hee that soweth to the spirit shall reape immortality and life No man commeth to heaven or hell but by the way that leads thereunto A wicked life is a thorow-way to the place of darknesse But a godly life is the direct path to salvation As the tree fals so it lyes and it commonly falls on that side which did most bend towards the earth before if the greatest growth of our affections and actions spring out after the spirit no doubt we shall fall on the right