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the_o prince_n of_o this_o world_n who_o work_v in_o the_o child_n of_o disobedience_n and_o thereby_o freedom_n to_o serve_v god_n in_o holiness_n and_o righteousness_n this_o be_v set_v forth_o in_o ephes_n 2._o the_o state_n of_o sin_n and_o death_n in_o vers_fw-la 1_o 2_o 3_o 12._o redemption_n vers_fw-la 4_o 5_o 6._o and_o of_o holiness_n vers_fw-la 21_o 22._o and_o all_o brief_o put_v together_o in_o ephes_n 5._o 8._o sometime_o you_o be_v darkness_n but_o now_o you_o be_v light_a in_o the_o lord_n walk_v as_o child_n of_o light_n from_o the_o consideration_n of_o each_o of_o these_o there_o follow_v divers_a question_n for_o the_o try_v of_o the_o state_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o know_v in_o what_o plight_n it_o now_o stand_v indeed_o the_o glory_n of_o primitive_a innocency_n be_v out-shined_n by_o the_o super-abundant_a grace_n and_o image_n of_o christ_n 1_o cor._n 15._o 47_o 48_o 49_o as_o the_o glory_n of_o the_o second_o temple_n exceed_v the_o glory_n of_o the_o first_o 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