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with_o the_o desire_n of_o they_o and_o let_v that_o desire_n never_o find_v itself_o fill_v xxix_o how_o comfortable_a a_o style_n be_v that_o o_o god_n which_o thy_o apostle_n give_v to_o thy_o heaven_n while_o he_o call_v it_o the_o inheritance_n of_o the_o saint_n in_o light_n none_o can_v come_v there_o but_o saint_n the_o room_n of_o this_o low_a world_n be_v take_v up_o common_o with_o wicked_a man_n with_o beast_n with_o devil_n but_o into_o that_o heavenly_a jerusalem_n no_o unholy_a thing_n can_v enter_v neither_o can_v any_o saint_n be_v exclude_v thence_o each_o of_o they_o have_v not_o only_o a_o share_n but_o a_o entire_a right_n to_o thy_o glory_n and_o how_o many_o just_a title_n be_v there_o o_o saviour_n to_o that_o region_n of_o blessedness_n it_o be_v thy_o father_n gift_n it_o be_v thy_o purchase_n it_o be_v thy_o saint_n inheritance_n they_o only_o in_o thy_o right_n by_o thy_o gracious_a adoption_n they_o be_v son_n 17._o and_o as_o son_n heir_n coheir_n with_o thou_o of_o that_o bless_a patrimony_n so_o feoff_v upon_o they_o so_o possess_v of_o they_o that_o they_o can_v never_o be_v disseize_v and_o lord_n how_o glorious_a a_o inheritance_n it_o be_v a_o inheritance_n in_o light_n in_o light_n incomprehensible_a in_o light_n inaccessible_a lo_o the_o most_o spiritual_a of_o all_o thy_o visible_a creature_n be_v light_n and_o yet_o this_o light_n be_v but_o the_o effect_n and_o emanation_n of_o one_o of_o thy_o creature_n the_o sun_n and_o serve_v only_o for_o the_o illumination_n of_o this_o visible_a world_n but_o that_o supernal_a light_n be_v from_o the_o al-glorious_a beam_n of_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n diffuse_v themselves_o to_o those_o bless_a spirit_n both_o angel_n and_o soul_n of_o thy_o saint_n who_o live_v in_o the_o joyful_a fruition_n of_o thou_o to_o all_o eternity_n alas_o lord_n we_o do_v here_o dwell_v in_o darkness_n and_o under_o a_o uncomfortable_a opacity_n while_o thy_o face_n be_v cloud_v from_o we_o with_o 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outward_a spiritual_a enemy_n how_o can_v there_o be_v a_o victory_n without_o war_n and_o how_o can_v i_o hope_v for_o a_o crown_n without_o victory_n o_o do_v thou_o ever_o gird_v i_o with_o strength_n to_o the_o battle_n enable_v thou_o i_o to_o resist_v unto_o blood_n make_v i_o faithful_a to_o the_o death_n that_o thou_o may_v give_v i_o the_o crown_n of_o life_n xxxi_o o_o lord_n god_n how_o subject_n be_v this_o wretched_a heart_n of_o i_o to_o repine_a and_o discontentment_n if_o it_o may_v not_o have_v what_o it_o will_v how_o ready_a it_o be_v like_o a_o froward_a child_n to_o throw_v away_o what_o it_o have_v i_o know_v and_o feel_v this_o to_o be_v out_o of_o that_o natural_a pride_n which_o be_v so_o deep_o root_v in_o i_o for_o can_v i_o be_v sensible_a enough_o of_o my_o own_o unworthiness_n i_o shall_v think_v every_o thing_n too_o good_a every_o thing_n too_o much_o for_o i_o my_o very_a be_v o_o lord_n be_v more_o than_o i_o be_o ever_o able_a to_o answer_v thou_o and_o how_o can_v i_o deserve_v it_o when_o i_o be_v not_o but_o that_o i_o have_v any_o help_n of_o my_o wel-beeing_a here_o or_o hope_n and_o mean_n of_o my_o be_v glorious_a hereafter_o how_o far_o be_v it_o beyond_o the_o reach_n of_o my_o soul_n lord_n let_v i_o find_v my_o own_o nothingness_n so_o shall_v i_o be_v thankful_a for_o a_o little_a and_o in_o my_o very_a want_n bless_v thou_o xxxii_o where_o be_v thou_o o_o my_o god_n whither_o have_v thou_o withdraw_v thyself_o it_o be_v not_o long_o since_o i_o find_v thy_o comfortable_a presence_n with_o my_o soul_n now_o i_o miss_v thou_o and_o mourn_v and_o languish_v for_o thou_o nay_o rather_o where_o be_v thou_o o_o my_o soul_n my_o god_n be_v where_o he_o be_v neither_o can_v be_v any_o other_o than_o himself_o the_o change_n be_v in_o thou_o who_o inconstant_a disposition_n vary_v continual_o and_o can_v find_v itself_o fix_v upon_o so_o bless_v a_o object_n it_o will_v never_o be_v better_o with_o i_o o_o my_o god_n 12._o until_o it_o shall_v please_v thou_o to_o establish_v my_o heart_n with_o thy_o free_a spirit_n and_o to_o keep_v it_o close_o to_o thou_o that_o it_o may_v not_o be_v carry_v away_o with_o vain_a distraction_n with_o sinful_a temptation_n lord_n my_o god_n as_o thou_o be_v always_o present_a with_o i_o and_o can_v no_o more_o be_v absent_a than_o not_o be_v thyself_o so_o let_v i_o be_v always_o with_o thou_o in_o a_o humble_a and_o faithful_a acknowledgement_n of_o thy_o presence_n as_o i_o can_v never_o be_v out_o of_o thy_o all-seeing_a eye_n so_o let_v my_o eye_n be_v ever_o bend_v upon_o thou_o who_o be_v invisible_a thou_o that_o have_v give_v i_o eye_n improve_v they_o to_o thy_o glory_n and_o my_o happiness_n xxxiii_o my_o bosom_n o_o lord_n be_v a_o rebeccaes_n womb_n there_o be_v twin_n strive_v within_o it_o a_o jacob_n and_o esau_n the_o old_a man_n and_o the_o new_a while_o i_o be_v in_o the_o barren_a state_n of_o my_o unregeneration_n all_o be_v quiet_a within_o i_o now_o this_o strife_n be_v both_o troublesome_a and_o painful_a so_o as_o nature_n be_v ready_a to_o say_v 22._o if_o it_o be_v so_o why_o be_o i_o thus_o but_o withal_o o_o my_o god_n i_o bless_v thou_o for_o this_o happy_a unquietness_n for_o i_o know_v there_o be_v just_a cause_n of_o comfort_n in_o these_o inward_a struggle_n my_o soul_n be_v now_o not_o unfruitful_a and_o be_v conceive_v with_o a_o holy_a seed_n which_o wrestle_v with_o my_o natural_a corruption_n and_o if_o my_o esau_n have_v get_v the_o start_n in_o the_o priority_n of_o time_n yet_o my_o jacob_n shall_v follow_v he_o hard_o at_o the_o heel_n and_o happy_o supplant_v he_o and_o though_o i_o must_v nourish_v they_o both_o as_o i_o yet_o i_o can_v through_o thy_o grace_n imitate_v thy_o choice_n and_o say_v with_o thou_o jacob_n have_v i_o love_v and_o esau_n have_v i_o hate_v bless_a god_n make_v thou_o that_o word_n of_o thy_o good_a in_o i_o that_o the_o elder_a shall_v serve_v the_o young_a xxxiv_o alas_o my_o lord_n god_n how_o small_a matter_n trouble_v i_o every_o petty_a occurrence_n be_v ready_a to_o rob_v i_o of_o my_o peace_n so_o as_o i_o think_v i_o be_o like_o some_o little_a cockboat_n in_o a_o rough_a sea_n which_o every_o billow_n topple_v up_o and_o down_o and_o threat_n to_o sink_v i_o can_v chide_v this_o weak_a pusillanimity_n in_o myself_o but_o it_o be_v thou_o that_o must_v redress_v it_o lord_n work_v my_o heart_n to_o so_o firm_a a_o setledness_n upon_o thou_o that_o it_o may_v never_o be_v shake_v no_o not_o with_o the_o violent_a gust_n of_o temptation_n much_o less_o with_o the_o easy_a gale_n of_o secular_a mis-accident_n even_o when_o i_o be_o hard_a press_v in_o the_o multitude_n of_o the_o sorrow_n of_o my_o heart_n let_v thy_o comfort_n refresh_v my_o soul_n but_o for_o these_o sleight_n cross_n oh_o teach_v i_o to_o despise_v they_o as_o not_o worthy_a of_o my_o notice_n much_o less_o of_o my_o vexation_n let_v my_o heart_n be_v take_v up_o with_o thou_o and_o 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