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the_o spirit_n of_o glory_n and_o of_o god_n in_o a_o more_o eminent_a manner_n rest_v upâ—n_v you_o the_o church_n of_o god_n in_o all_o age_n have_v lie_v under_o such_o affliction_n and_o the_o father_n have_v so_o ordain_v it_o for_o the_o purge_n away_o of_o sin_n the_o purify_n of_o man_n from_o his_o dross_n that_o so_o he_o may_v become_v as_o try_v silver_n resign_v fit_a for_o holy_a use_n and_o therefore_o see_v the_o necessity_n of_o it_o say_v the_o apostle_n belove_a think_v it_o not_o strange_a concern_v the_o fiery_a trial_n which_o be_v to_o try_v you_o as_o though_o some_o strange_a thing_n happen_v unto_o you_o it_o be_v no_o new_a thing_n
king_n my_o muse_v such_o with_o which_o i_o will_v not_o part_v for_o all_o your_o mirth_n and_o pleasant_a melody_n christ_n dear_a love_n take_v away_o my_o heart_n in_o which_o lie_v joy_n and_o true_a felicity_n your_o company_n wherein_o you_o do_v delight_v like_a to_o yourself_o be_v make_v of_o earthly_a moulâ—_n which_o will_v at_o length_n to_o feast_v the_o worm_n invite_v then_o where_o your_o pleasure_n which_o so_o dear_a you_o holâ—_n my_o joy_n my_o comfort_n and_o my_o aim_n shall_v be_v to_o rest_v in_o heaven_n to_o all_o eternity_n there_o be_v fellowship_n with_o holy_a angel_n bright_a and_o halâ—le-lujahs_a sing_v to_o the_o king_n of_o king_n there_o be_v sweet_a communion_n with_o the_o saint_n in_o light_n when_o fire_n consume_v your_o perish_a earthly_a thing_n the_o lord_n feed_v and_o keep_v his_o flock_n see_v how_o the_o lord_n do_v of_o his_o flock_n take_v care_n and_o plenteous_o his_o love_n to_o they_o do_v share_v reach_v his_o arm_n of_o mercy_n 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