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to_o have_v do_v violence_n to_o omnipotency_n itself_o as_o in_o the_o case_n of_o moses_n when_o god_n as_o though_o gracious_o hold_v or_o restrain_v bid_v he_o lot_n he_o alone_o and_o in_o 2._o exo._n 32._o 10_o isai_n 45._o 2._o some_o cause_n if_o due_o perform_v god_n have_v as_o it_o be_v allow_v it_o to_o command_v he_o but_o what_o or_o who_o prayer_n be_v they_o which_o be_v thus_o powerful_a sure_o not_o they_o who_o so_o seldom_o come_v to_o heaven_n that_o if_o it_o be_v for_o nothing_o else_o but_o because_o they_o be_v such_o stranger_n they_o will_v not_o speed_v but_o they_o rather_n who_o daily_a and_o frequent_a application_n of_o themselves_o to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n have_v render_v they_o there_o well_o acquaint_v and_o favourite_n we_o may_v therefore_o observe_v that_o the_o most_o absolute_a and_o encourage_v promise_n of_o be_v hear_v be_v make_v to_o the_o importunnate_a suitor_n the_o widow_n in_o the_o 18._o luk._n 18._o parable_n who_o injustice_n itself_o can_v not_o deny_v be_v such_o and_o therefore_o speed_v because_o such_o because_o she_o come_v so_o often_o and_o that_o precept_n each_o gradation_n of_o which_o have_v a_o promise_n proportionable_o attemporate_v and_o fit_v thereunto_o as_o it_o prescribe_v so_o chief_o encourage_v importunity_n that_o be_v frequency_n as_o well_o as_o fervency_n it_o be_v noâ—_n say_v only_o ask_v nor_o only_a 7._o math._n 7._o 7._o sack_n but_o both_o and_o knock_v beside_o the_o last_o alone_a viz._n knock_v imply_v frequency_n and_o therefore_o much_o more_o do_v all_o the_o three_o and_o to_o the_o knock_n as_o be_v of_o all_o the_o three_o the_o clear_a denotation_n or_o expression_n of_o importunity_n it_o be_v promise_v it_o shall_v be_v open_v as_o if_o it_o have_v be_v say_v those_o who_o only_o ask_v and_o seek_v may_v come_v to_o speed_n but_o those_o who_o knock_v those_o who_o be_v oft_o and_z and_o earnest_n in_o their_o prayer_n shall_v have_v the_o treasure_n of_o heaven_n open_v and_o free_a to_o they_o out_o of_o which_o to_o take_v full_a satisfaction_n and_o supply_n now_o because_o all_o these_o thing_n be_v so_o therefore_o can_v it_o not_o be_v but_o that_o the_o benefit_n of_o such_o practice_n must_v be_v unspeakable_a which_o as_o another_o and_o for_o the_o present_a the_o last_o incitement_n unto_o daily_a private_a devotion_n be_v worthy_a my_o consideration_n first_o as_o to_o the_o inward_a temper_n of_o my_o heart_n which_o right_o to_o dispose_v and_o so_o dispose_v to_o keep_v be_v a_o matter_n of_o the_o great_a concernment_n to_o a_o holy_a life_n there_o can_v be_v nothing_o think_v of_o more_o effectual_a than_o such_o practice_n nor_o can_v it_o indeed_o well_o be_v conceive_v how_o that_o man_n heart_n can_v be_v keep_v in_o a_o through_o sense_n of_o his_o duty_n and_o close_o with_o god_n who_o maintain_v not_o some_o such_o daily_a course_n of_o devotion_n as_o be_v under_o present_a consideration_n 1._o the_o maintain_v hereof_o will_v keep_v alive_a in_o i_o a_o continual_a fear_n and_o awful_a apprehension_n of_o god_n it_o will_v habituate_v i_o in_o all_o my_o way_n often_o to_o think_v upon_o and_o remember_v he_o now_o there_o be_v nothing_o the_o apprehension_n of_o which_o be_v of_o more_o wholesome_a consequence_n unto_o a_o man_n than_o of_o god_n and_o his_o all-seeing_a eye_n one_o who_o be_v sensible_a and_o mindful_a hereof_o can_v be_v long_o vain_a but_o if_o he_o do_v forget_v himself_o at_o any_o time_n will_v soon_o return_v to_o his_o old_a seriousness_n 2._o such_o practice_n will_v also_o much_o conduce_v to_o the_o keep_n of_o i_o humble_a as_o be_v sensible_a of_o because_o often_o mind_v my_o sin_n my_o sin_n i_o say_v from_o my_o youth_n up_o to_o my_o present_a year_n my_o present_a year_n my_o perpetual_a pronesse_n and_o frequent_a relapse_n unto_o vicious_a course_n these_o be_v matter_n of_o my_o daily_a confession_n thought_n and_o meditation_n can_v but_o in_o some_o good_a measure_n keep_v under_o any_o tower_a oâ—_n proud_a conceit_n which_o i_o be_o apt_a to_o have_v of_o myself_o 3._o it_o will_v also_o make_v and_o keep_v mâ—_n tender_a affectionate_a and_o true_o zealous_a in_o my_o service_n of_o god_n therâ—_n will_v be_v in_o i_o a_o habitual_a preparation_n for_o all_o duty_n insomuch_o that_o i_o can_v no_o soon_o be_v at_o they_o and_o have_v engage_v myself_o in_o they_o but_o with_o â—_o great_a deal_v of_o vivacity_n and_o readiness_n of_o spirit_n and_o with_o many_o inward_a melt_n of_o heart_n i_o shall_v converse_v in_o they_o this_o be_v not_o only_o my_o daily_a but_o my_o frequent_a practice_n at_o least_o frequent_a endeavour_n 4._o it_o must_v therefore_o much_o increase_v all_o manner_n of_o christian_a grace_n in_o my_o soul_n inasmuch_o as_o grace_v according_a as_o we_o now_o speak_v thereof_o be_v nothing_o else_o but_o the_o due_a disposition_n and_o resolution_n of_o the_o soul_n which_o as_o be_v evident_a will_v be_v the_o natural_a consequent_a and_o fruit_n of_o such_o practice_n second_o it_o will_v have_v a_o very_a wholesome_a influence_n upon_o my_o life_n as_o in_o all_o case_n else_o so_o especial_o in_o this_o that_o i_o shall_v at_o no_o time_n carry_v on_o any_o design_n which_o i_o dare_v not_o bring_v unto_o the_o test_n of_o heaven_n and_o beg_v thereon_o the_o blessing_n of_o the_o god_n of_o holiness_n last_o the_o mercy_n which_o i_o receive_v in_o my_o own_o person_n in_o my_o relation_n in_o all_o my_o affair_n as_o procure_v and_o impetrate_v from_o god_n by_o these_o my_o daily_a and_o frequent_a prayer_n will_v be_v innumerable_a and_o that_o inward_a comfort_n and_o clearness_n of_o heart_n with_o which_o i_o shall_v entertain_v and_o receive_v these_o mercy_n or_o any_o thing_n else_o which_o come_v from_o the_o hand_n of_o my_o gracious_a god_n inexpressible_a the_o same_o mercy_n evidenlty_n be_v not_o the_o same_o to_o all_o man_n no_o more_o than_o be_v the_o same_o chastisement_n but_o to_o whosoever_o mercy_n be_v great_a mercy_n or_o affliction_n less_o affliction_n it_o can_v be_v but_o that_o to_o he_o who_o thus_o conscientious_o daily_o converse_v with_o god_n all_o must_v be_v most_o kind_o now_o the_o consideration_n of_o all_o which_o i_o have_v thus_o meditate_a can_v sure_o but_o move_v i_o to_o some_o measure_n of_o diligence_n in_o these_o duty_n if_o therefore_o at_o any_o time_n negligence_n begin_v to_o grow_v over_o i_o it_o may_v be_v of_o good_a effect_n to_o read_v over_o and_o due_o to_o weigh_v these_o or_o the_o like_a motive_n that_o i_o may_v be_v quicken_v to_o resume_v and_o proceed_v with_o my_o propose_a course_n and_o what_o that_o course_n shall_v be_v it_o follow_v in_o the_o next_o place_n that_o i_o
and_o such_o mercy_n as_o we_o want_v etc._n etc._n according_a as_o we_o shall_v see_v occasion_n and_o either_o use_v the_o groundwork_n and_o substance_n of_o those_o our_o usual_a prayer_n with_o such_o amplification_n as_o we_o shall_v judge_v meet_a or_o for_o that_o time_n in_o stead_n of_o they_o use_v such_o other_o prayer_n as_o we_o shall_v find_v best_a to_o suit_n with_o our_o temper_n and_o occasion_n for_o the_o preparation_n of_o which_o prayer_n direction_n will_v hereafter_o be_v give_v in_o the_o mean_a time_n for_o better_a understanding_n and_o comprehend_v the_o precept_n give_v as_o also_o for_o the_o supply_n of_o such_o who_o may_v haply_o be_v scarce_o able_a to_o frame_v to_o themselves_o such_o a_o form_n it_o may_v not_o be_v amiss_o to_o subjoin_v one_o for_o morning_n and_o another_o for_o evening_n frame_v according_a to_o the_o former_a rule_n chap._n ix_o a_o form_n of_o prayer_n make_v according_a to_o the_o former_a accommodation_n which_o may_v be_v use_v in_o our_o morning_n privacy_n the_o christian_a then_o have_v read_v and_o meditate_a as_o before_o direct_v let_v he_o reverent_o kneel_v down_o lift_v up_o his_o hand_n and_o eye_n but_o most_o sure_o his_o heart_n to_o heaven_n say_v o_o almighty_a and_o most_o bless_a god_n lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n who_o make_v the_o outgoing_n both_o of_o morning_n and_o evening_n and_o by_o who_o good_a hand_n upon_o i_o thy_o creature_n i_o be_o awake_v out_o of_o my_o last_o night_n sleep_n and_o be_v rise_v here_o present_v myself_o before_o thou_o i_o humble_o bow_v to_o thou_o my_o knee_n and_o therewith_o my_o heart_n and_o soul_n and_o desire_v with_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o to_o adore_v thy_o bless_a majesty_n but_o most_o unworthy_a and_o of_o myself_o most_o unsufficient_a be_o i_o to_o perform_v unto_o thou_o any_o worship_n or_o service_n what_o be_v dust_n and_o ash_n and_o such_o be_o i_o if_o i_o be_v innocent_a to_o take_v upon_o it_o to_o speak_v unto_o the_o lord_n but_o i_o o_o god_n be_o a_o guilty_a wretch_n one_o who_o iâ—_n become_v to_o stand_v a_o far_o and_o shame_n cover_v my_o face_n to_o cry_v unclean_a unclean_a my_o soul_n be_v natural_o overrun_v with_o lust_n as_o with_o a_o universal_a leprofie_v there_o be_v no_o free_a part_n of_o i_o my_o childhood_n and_o youth_n have_v not_o only_o be_v vanity_n but_o sin_n i_o have_v do_v nothing_o else_o therein_o but_o fulfil_v the_o desire_n of_o my_o flesh_n and_o mind_n my_o corruption_n have_v only_o grow_v with_o i_o and_o my_o sin_n since_o become_v so_o much_o the_o more_o sinful_a by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o knowledge_n i_o have_v have_v of_o thy_o will_n and_o strength_n and_o engagement_n to_o have_v perform_v it_o to_o this_o very_a day_n as_o indeed_o i_o ever_o have_v do_v i_o daily_o break_v thy_o holy_a law_n in_o thought_n word_n and_o action_n by_o choose_v what_o thou_o have_v forbid_v and_o neglect_v what_o thou_o have_v command_v **_o find_v **_o here_o confess_v any_o particular_a or_o fresh_a sin_n commit_v or_o duty_n neglect_v which_o in_o thy_o examination_n of_o thyself_o thou_o have_v find_v in_o all_o my_o way_n i_o most_o miserable_o transgress_v my_o very_o a_o sleep_n itself_o o_o lord_n be_v not_o innocent_a nor_o be_v it_o thus_o only_o in_o the_o common_a and_o more_o ordinary_a action_n of_o my_o life_n those_o few_o good_a deed_n which_o i_o do_v have_v many_o not_o only_o thou_o only_o remember_v in_o the_o use_n of_o these_o or_o any_o such_o word_n to_o reflect_v in_o thy_o thought_n upon_o any_o particular_n which_o thy_o conscience_n tell_v thou_o they_o may_v fit_o represent_v to_o god_n touch_v thou_o infirmity_n but_o sin_n in_o they_o and_o i_o have_v need_n to_o repent_v of_o my_o very_a righteousness_n of_o my_o †_o ***_o i_o therefore_o so_o desire_v to_o do_v and_o be_o here_o come_v before_o thou_o as_o thou_o have_v command_v i_o to_o confess_v my_o sin_n unto_o thou_o with_o hope_n according_a to_o thy_o promise_n that_o i_o shall_v find_v mercy_n i_o have_v o_o god_n confess_v to_o thou_o as_o i_o be_o able_a now_o mercy_n mercy_n let_v i_o find_v with_o thou_o through_o christ_n jesus_n my_o saviour_n remember_v that_o atonement_n which_o he_o make_v by_o the_o blood_n of_o his_o cross_n in_o those_o stream_n thorough_o wash_v away_o my_o filth_n by_o those_o wound_n let_v i_o be_v heal_v and_o by_o his_o death_n let_v i_o atttain_v a_o bless_a immortality_n *_o *_o *_o particular_o let_v i_o obtain_v the_o pardon_n of_o *_o and_o send_v down_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n abundant_o into_o my_o heart_n which_o may_v renew_v i_o throughout_o according_a to_o thy_o image_n heal_v all_o the_o naughty_a inclination_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o beget_v in_o i_o a_o hearty_a love_n unto_o holiness_n and_o a_o constant_a fear_n of_o thou_o my_o god_n that_o i_o may_v have_v respect_n unto_o all_o thy_o commandment_n and_o walk_v before_o thou_o all_o my_o day_n with_o a_o perfect_a heart_n quicken_v i_o also_o by_o the_o same_o thy_o good_a spirit_n to_o give_v all_o diligence_n in_o every_o duty_n and_o especial_o in_o **_o that_o i_o may_v grow_v in_o grace_n and_o in_o thy_o favour_n and_o daily_o come_v near_o unto_o salvation_n and_o thou_o and_o forasmuch_o as_o i_o myself_o be_o unstable_a as_o water_n preserve_v i_o by_o thy_o power_n through_o faith_n that_o i_o fall_v not_o from_o my_o integrity_n nor_o depart_v wicked_o from_o thou_o my_o god_n especial_o keep_v thy_o servant_n from_o his_o iniquity_n for_o his_o iniquite_v of_o ***_o and_o make_v i_o most_o watchful_a against_o all_o those_o set_v those_o here_o thou_o may_v have_v many_o private_a and_o proper_a reslexion_n and_o so_o general_o wheresoever_o the_o same_o mark_n be_v set_v occasion_n and_o wile_n of_o sin_n by_o which_o i_o have_v be_v former_o ensnare_v my_o outward_a condition_n during_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o pilgrimage_n here_o on_o earth_n do_v thou_o order_v to_o thy_o glory_n and_o my_o own_o good_a and_o if_o it_o may_v be_v thy_o holy_a will_n grant_v that_o it_o may_v be_v so_o far_o quiet_a and_o prosperous_a as_o that_o i_o may_v serve_v thou_o cheerful_o and_o without_o distraction_n be_v gracious_a also_o o_o lord_n unto_o thy_o holy_a church_n and_o to_o this_o church_n especial_o watch_v over_o we_o daily_o for_o good_a and_o be_v please_v to_o bless_v and_o preserve_v the_o king_n majesty_n his_o queen_n and_o all_o the_o royal_a family_n grant_v that_o all_o magistrate_n may_v be_v faithful_a both_o to_o thou_o and_o to_o their_o prince_n and_o country_n in_o their_o trust_n and_o that_o all_o minister_n of_o what_o degree_n soever_o may_v be_v sober_a watchful_a servant_n and_o successful_a in_o thy_o work_n let_v the_o whole_a nation_n and_o especial_o this_o neighbourhood_n grow_v in_o the_o true_a knowledge_n and_o fear_n of_o thou_o visit_v with_o thy_o grace_n and_o blessing_n all_o my_o †_o relation_n my_o †_o friend_n and_o †_o 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this_o night_n quicken_v i_o by_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o i_o may_v draw_v near_o unto_o thou_o with_o a_o true_a heart_n and_o be_v fervent_a in_o spirit_n in_o thy_o service_n and_o with_o a_o good_a and_o honest_a heart_n receive_v thy_o word_n may_v understand_v and_o keep_v it_o and_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n with_o patience_n and_o unto_o perfection_n remember_v thou_o thy_o servant_n who_o be_v to_o dispense_v thy_o mystery_n unto_o thy_o people_n and_o especial_o he_o upon_o who_o teach_v i_o be_o to_o wait_v pardon_v their_o sin_n and_o frailty_n open_v their_o mouth_n guide_v their_o mind_n and_o tongue_n that_o they_o may_v deliver_v thy_o truth_n in_o the_o demonstration_n of_o thy_o spirit_n and_o let_v thy_o work_n so_o prosper_v
about_o my_o business_n remember_v not_o only_a how_o displease_a it_o be_v to_o god_n but_o how_o unprofitable_a to_o myself_o to_o draw_v near_o unto_o he_o with_o my_o body_n only_o and_o honour_v he_o with_o my_o lip_n when_o my_o soul_n be_v afar_o off_o whatsoever_o i_o hear_v of_o the_o word_n read_v or_o preach_v i_o must_v remember_v all_o along_o to_o apply_v unto_o myself_o not_o carp_n at_o or_o censure_v the_o preacher_n but_o take_v all_o in_o the_o best_a sense_n possible_o it_o may_v be_v long_o of_o my_o sin_n he_o do_v no_o better_o or_o so_o ill_a nor_o look_v so_o much_o how_o it_o concern_v other_o as_o my_o own_o particular_a state_n and_o manner_n and_o if_o there_o be_v any_o thing_n which_o more_o near_o touch_v and_o concern_v i_o that_o let_v i_o be_v sure_a by_o some_o mean_n or_o other_o to_o keep_v or_o set_v home_o upon_o my_o memory_n perhaps_o there_o may_v be_v some_o place_n of_o scripture_n cite_v to_o confirm_v explain_v or_o illustrate_v it_o let_v i_o note_v that_o place_n and_o the_o be_v able_a to_o find_v it_o may_v in_o case_n i_o be_o forgetful_a bring_v the_o matter_n to_o my_o remembrance_n the_o exercise_n of_o divine_a worship_n be_v all_o end_v i_o be_o with_o the_o same_o reverence_n to_o depart_v the_o church_n with_o which_o i_o enter_v it_o not_o rude_o hasty_o and_o disorderly_o as_o the_o common_a manner_n of_o the_o multitude_n be_v courteous_o salute_v any_o of_o my_o neighbour_n which_o i_o have_v occasion_n to_o salute_v and_o that_o with_o inward_a love_n and_o good_a will_n remember_v that_o the_o ancient_a christian_n have_v such_o a_o usage_n at_o their_o assembly_n as_o the_o kiss_n of_o charity_n it_o be_v but_o christian_a therefore_o for_o i_o to_o use_v a_o charitable_a and_o cheerful_a salutation_n of_o any_o of_o my_o christian_a neighbour_n sect._n 6._o of_o due_a behaviour_n between_o the_o morue_n and_o evening_n service_n my_o return_n with_o my_o family_n home_n shall_v be_v with_o the_o same_o gravity_n and_o care_n with_o which_o be_v my_o passage_n to_o the_o church_n my_o talk_n rather_o of_o what_o i_o hear_v or_o learn_v than_o of_o any_o worldly_a matter_n except_o necessary_a occasion_n enforce_v the_o contrary_n and_o be_v come_v home_o one_o of_o my_o first_o business_n shall_v be_v to_o step_v aside_o into_o my_o closet_n if_o possible_o i_o can_v and_o there_o according_a as_o i_o have_v find_v my_o myself_o affect_v to_o apply_v myself_o unto_o god_n if_o i_o have_v be_v awaken_v to_o any_o duty_n raise_v to_o any_o hope_n of_o god_n favour_n strengthen_v in_o any_o of_o my_o holy_a resolution_n inform_v of_o any_o thing_n touch_v which_o i_o be_v ignorant_a or_o the_o like_a there_o brief_o to_o bless_v god_n for_o it_o if_o i_o have_v be_v dull_a and_o improfitable_a there_o to_o bewail_v it_o both_o which_o may_v be_v do_v after_o this_o or_o some_o such_o sort_n i_o bless_v thou_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n for_o the_o comfort_n of_o thy_o house_n for_o thy_o awakening_n of_o i_o to_o my_o duty_n for_o any_o softening_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o sense_n of_o thy_o love_n or_o hope_n of_o enjoy_v thou_o hereafter_o not_o unto_o i_o o_o lord_n not_o unto_o i_o who_o be_o a_o vain_a hard-hearted_a sinful_a wretch_n of_o myself_o but_o to_o thy_o holy_a name_n be_v the_o praise_n now_o increase_n i_o beseech_v thou_o this_o thy_o goodness_n to_o i_o and_o confirm_v i_o in_o thy_o grace_n evermore_o let_v i_o grow_v in_o the_o knowledge_n fear_n and_o love_n of_o thou_o and_o any_o impression_n thereof_o which_o i_o have_v this_o day_n receive_v suffer_v i_o not_o to_o loose_v but_o enable_v i_o to_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n unto_o perfection_n to_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o name_n through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o bless_a lord_n and_o mediator_n amen_n if_o this_o prayer_n may_v not_o suit_v with_o my_o condition_n it_o may_v be_v presume_v that_o as_o i_o have_v knowledge_n enough_o to_o see_v it_o do_v not_o so_o i_o have_v ability_n enough_o in_o some_o tolerable_a way_n to_o represent_v and_o bewail_v before_o god_n my_o barrenness_n heedlessness_n worldliness_n carnality_n and_o whatever_o other_o great_a distemper_n i_o find_v in_o my_o soul_n which_o according_o i_o ought_v brief_o to_o do_v and_o this_o be_v do_v let_v i_o recollect_v myself_o and_o view_v over_o in_o my_o mind_n those_o several_n which_o i_o have_v that_o day_n learned_a or_o be_v affect_v with_o for_o this_o will_v further_o imprint_v they_o upon_o my_o memory_n less_o than_o a_o quarter_n of_o a_o hour_n may_v suffice_v hereto_o and_o though_o haply_o sometime_o i_o may_v see_v occasion_n to_o allow_v more_o yet_o so_o much_o sure_o i_o may_v afford_v at_o all_o time_n have_v thus_o fasten_v upon_o my_o spirit_n my_o spiritual_a gain_n i_o now_o depart_v to_o my_o company_n for_o the_o necessary_a refreshment_n of_o my_o body_n which_o this_o day_n be_v not_o appoint_v to_o abridge_v i_o of_o let_v i_o therefore_o be_v cheerful_a and_o eat_v my_o meat_n in_o singleness_n of_o heart_n rejoice_v before_o my_o god_n but_o let_v not_o my_o joy_n by_o any_o mean_n be_v wanton_a idle_a vain_a or_o intemperate_a of_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o time_n which_o pass_v between_o the_o public_a duty_n of_o the_o day_n the_o employment_n ought_v to_o be_v sacred_a at_o least_o wholesome_a and_o such_o which_o may_v not_o indispose_v i_o for_o the_o remain_a part_n of_o the_o day_n work_n and_o hereof_o much_o care_n be_v to_o be_v have_v first_o as_o to_o my_o discourse_n touch_v which_o if_o it_o be_v the_o apostle_n precept_n at_o all_o time_n to_o be_v observe_v that_o our_o speech_n be_v always_o with_o grace_n season_v 6._o col._n 4._o 6._o with_o salt_n certain_o more_o special_o ought_v it_o to_o be_v such_o on_o this_o day_n and_o though_o it_o can_v be_v account_v absolute_o sinful_a to_o converse_v about_o secular_a matter_n of_o concernment_n if_o occasion_n so_o require_v yet_o 1._o to_o be_v whole_o take_v up_o with_o these_o can_v but_o argue_v a_o great_a care_n of_o this_o world_n than_o sense_n of_o christianity_n if_o so_o be_v there_o be_v any_o truth_n in_o that_o speech_n of_o he_o who_o be_v infallible_a out_o of_o the_o abundance_n of_o the_o heart_n the_o 34._o mat._n 74._o 34._o mouth_n speak_v and_o 2._o to_o be_v needless_o meddle_v with_o such_o affair_n or_o idle_o busy_v ourselves_o about_o other_o man_n action_n and_o concern_v which_o be_v the_o ordinary_a subject_n of_o man_n discourse_n after_o dinner_n on_o the_o lord_n day_n be_v at_o the_o best_a but_o a_o mixture_n of_o worldliness_n and_o vanity_n and_o it_o be_v make_v the_o character_n of_o naughty_a man_n that_o their_o tongue_n walk_v through_o 73._o psal_n 73._o the_o earth_n second_o as_o to_o my_o action_n care_v too_o be_v to_o be_v take_v it_o be_v not_o questionless_a unlawful_a upon_o due_a occasion_n that_o be_v on_o account_n of_o my_o own_o or_o other_o necessity_n or_o considerable_a conveniency_n to_o put_v my_o hand_n to_o a_o ordinary_a action_n as_o be_v evident_a 5._o luk._n 13._o 9_o 5._o from_o our_o saviour_n both_o doctrine_n and_o practice_n but_o as_o abovesaid_a of_o discourse_n so_o now_o of_o business_n to_o be_v needless_o employ_v in_o worldly_a matter_n and_o ordinary_a work_n can_v but_o be_v some_o kind_n of_o profanation_n of_o the_o day_n as_o be_v contrary_a to_o its_o sanctification_n that_o be_v the_o spend_v it_o to_o other_o use_n and_o end_n than_o those_o for_o which_o it_o be_v set_v apart_o and_o albeit_o in_o this_o case_n no_o certain_a perpetual_a rule_n be_v to_o be_v set_v the_o condition_n of_o man_n be_v various_a but_o each_o man_n christian_a discretion_n and_o piety_n ought_v to_o mete_v out_o to_o himself_o what_o he_o in_o his_o own_o conscience_n and_o in_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n consider_v his_o occasion_n judge_v fit_a in_o which_o we_o be_v not_o one_o to_o judge_v another_o notwithstanding_o i_o can_v think_v that_o man_n take_v such_o care_n of_o himself_o as_o he_o ought_v or_o be_v due_o cautious_a of_o indispose_v his_o heart_n for_o his_o duty_n who_o can_v constant_o suffer_v all_o this_o time_n between_o morning_n and_o evening_n service_n to_o pass_v over_o with_o he_o without_o any_o thing_n of_o devotion_n either_o in_o his_o privacy_n or_o family_n or_o just_a as_o the_o same_o time_n pass_v over_o every_o day_n this_o i_o say_v can_v be_v to_o sanctify_v the_o day_n because_o not_o to_o separate_v it_o from_o common_a and_o to_o use_v it_o to_o distinct_a end_n soon_o therefore_o after_o dinner_n end_v among_o all_o the_o family_n it_o be_v meet_v that_o i_o call_v the_o young_a sort_n and_o set_v they_o to_o the_o learning_n their_o carechisme_n and_o as_o to_o
forgetfulness_n shall_v betray_v i_o into_o the_o breach_n of_o they_o sect._n 6._o a_o exemplification_n of_o the_o former_a rule_n in_o two_o sin_n now_o to_o the_o end_n that_o this_o most_o necessary_a practice_n may_v be_v as_o plain_a as_o possible_a it_o may_v haply_o conduce_v to_o set_v down_o some_o particular_a example_n in_o which_o those_o general_a rule_n may_v appear_v practise_v and_o for_o asmuch_o as_o it_o be_v before_o say_v that_o all_o sin_n of_o which_o we_o shall_v find_v ourselves_o frequent_o guilty_a be_v either_o such_o which_o be_v root_v in_o our_o particular_a complexion_n and_o so_o may_v especial_o be_v call_v our_o iniquity_n or_o such_o which_o by_o some_o outward_a occasion_n as_o converse_v or_o manner_n of_o live_v we_o fall_v into_o one_o instance_n shall_v be_v of_o such_o a_o sin_n which_o be_v common_o too_o too_o much_o root_v in_o man_n nature_n or_o particular_a crases_n to_o wit_n uncleanness_n the_o other_o in_o such_o a_o one_o which_o though_o haply_o a_o man_n may_v be_v natural_o incline_v to_o yet_o common_o may_v be_v more_o true_o refer_v to_o the_o head_n of_o contract_a than_o of_o inborn_a evil_n and_o that_o be_v trifle_a away_o our_o time_n or_o idleness_n first_o then_o suppose_v that_o upon_o examination_n of_o myself_o one_o sin_n where_o of_o i_o find_v myself_o guilty_a be_v uncleanness_n and_o this_o i_o find_v diverse_o to_o have_v run_v through_o a_o great_a part_n of_o my_o life_n touch_v this_o certain_a it_o be_v that_o i_o repent_v not_o of_o it_o as_o i_o shall_v if_o i_o set_v not_o myself_o to_o root_v it_o out_o wherefore_o according_a unto_o the_o rule_v lay_v down_o i_o thus_o proceed_v be_v come_v now_o so_o far_o in_o my_o devotion_n upon_o my_o fast_a day_n as_o to_o meditation_n and_o have_v in_o my_o meditation_n chief_o employ_v my_o thought_n upon_o myself_o whereby_o i_o have_v find_v myself_o guilty_a of_o this_o sin_n i_o set_v upon_o the_o repent_v of_o it_o to_o that_o purpose_n i_o endeavour_v to_o sorrow_n for_o it_o i_o therefore_o consider_v first_o how_o grievous_a a_o sin_n that_o be_v in_o itself_o and_o in_o this_o case_n it_o may_v be_v that_o good_a practical_a book_n which_o i_o have_v choose_v to_o myself_o to_o read_v and_o study_v may_v much_o help_v i_o and_o discover_v to_o i_o the_o grievousness_n of_o it_o in_o its_o own_o nature_n this_o be_v do_v i_o consider_v how_o grievous_a my_o commission_n of_o it_o be_v what_o particular_a aggravation_n all_o my_o action_n of_o this_o kind_n admit_v here_o i_o open_v this_o my_o book_n and_o examine_v it_o by_o those_o aggravate_v particular_n mention_v all_o which_o cordial_o employ_v my_o thought_n upon_o i_o endeavour_v to_o affect_v my_o soul_n therewith_o and_o to_o work_v in_o myself_o a_o loathe_v of_o such_o course_n this_o sorrow_n will_v work_v repentance_n to_o wit_n first_o a_o resolution_n against_o what_o i_o loath_a and_o then_o a_o endeavour_n against_o it_o as_o well_o by_o consult_v remedy_n and_o mean_n against_o it_o as_o by_o put_v myself_o into_o a_o way_n of_o use_v such_o mean_n and_o the_o result_n of_o my_o humiliation_n thus_o far_o i_o as_o brief_o as_o i_o can_v register_n in_o my_o accomptal_a in_o some_o such_o sort_n as_o this_o a._n d._n januar._n fast_v i_o find_v myself_o guilty_a of_o uncleanness_n this_o i_o consider_v to_o be_v in_o itself_o a_o very_a grievous_a sin_n 1._o it_o defile_v my_o very_a body_n make_v i_o loathsome_a 2._o it_o debase_v and_o dull_v my_o soul_n 3._o it_o be_v that_o which_o nature_n itself_o be_v ashamed_a of_o 4._o god_n most_o perfect_o hate_v it_o and_o therefore_o when_o he_o express_v the_o vile_a sin_n call_v they_o whoredom_n 5._o it_o be_v one_o of_o those_o sin_n which_o god_n seldom_o suffer_v to_o escape_v unpunished_a here_o 6._o i_o shall_v never_o be_v able_a to_o like_v myself_o or_o have_v any_o inward_a content_n in_o myself_o while_o i_o practise_v it_o 7._o perseverance_n in_o it_o will_v undoubted_o destroy_v my_o body_n and_o health_n as_o well_o as_o soul_n each_o of_o these_o and_o more_o than_o these_o as_o god_n shall_v be_v please_v to_o assist_v i_o in_o my_o meditation_n i_o be_o suppose_v to_o have_v attent_o consider_v my_o particular_a commission_n in_o this_o case_n have_v the_o follow_a aggravation_n they_o have_v be_v do_v so_o long_o 1._o know_o 2._o as_o i_o find_v it_o with_o myself_o 3._o against_o my_o vow_n of_o baptism_n express_o etc._n etc._n whereupon_o most_o humble_o beg_v pardon_n of_o god_n i_o resolve_v with_o all_o my_o might_n to_o endeavour_v against_o it_o to_o that_o purpose_n i_o consider_v of_o these_o mean_n against_o it_o 1._o spare_v diet_n frequent_a fast_a avoid_v high_a meat_n 2._o spare_v sleep_v not_o lie_v down_o till_o sleep_v compel_v i_o rise_v early_o or_o at_o least_o as_o soon_o as_o sleep_n leave_v i_o 3._o hard_a usage_n of_o my_o body_n lie_v hard_o use_v prostration_n or_o tire_a posture_n in_o my_o prayer_n etc._n etc._n 4._o pray_v often_o and_o much_o converse_v with_o god_n in_o holy_a duty_n which_o will_v make_v i_o ashamed_a of_o such_o carnal_a delight_n and_o sordid_a enjoyment_n 5._o avoid_v light_a company_n light_a discourse_n gesture_n look_n etc._n etc._n 6._o consider_v death_n and_o that_o in_o its_o pomp_n and_o terribleness_n look_v much_o on_o sceleton_n dead_a man_n skull_n bone_n or_o contemplate_v consumptive_a and_o ghastly_a visage_n 7._o not_o venture_v myself_o on_o any_o opportunity_n or_o temptation_n to_o it_o these_o i_o then_o resolve_v to_o practice_v and_o will_v therefore_o frequent_o râ—â—â—_n over_o amen_n but_o it_o may_v be_v this_o be_v not_o my_o sin_n however_o it_o will_v teach_v i_o how_o to_o deal_v in_o humble_v myself_o for_o that_o which_o be_v suppose_v then_o i_o find_v my_o self_n guilty_a of_o trifle_v away_o my_o time_n there_o be_v no_o repent_v hereof_o without_o amendment_n but_o what_o course_n may_v i_o take_v to_o be_v true_o penitent_a for_o it_o the_o answer_n be_v i_o must_v proceed_v as_o before_o meditate_v resolve_v consult_v and_o by_o all_o mean_n confirm_v myself_o against_o it_o and_o the_o result_n of_o what_o i_o be_o to_o register_v in_o my_o accomptal_n may_v be_v thus_o such_o a_o day_n fast_v i_o find_v myself_o guilty_a of_o trifle_v away_o my_o time_n i_o considor_v the_o grievousness_n hereof_o 1._o this_o be_v true_o idleness_n what_o name_n soever_o else_o i_o give_v it_o for_o idleness_n be_v not_o the_o do_v nothing_o but_o the_o not_o do_v what_o i_o shall_v when_o i_o shall_v now_o idleness_n be_v undoubted_o a_o grievous_a sin_n â—â—_o have_v not_o only_o its_o own_o guilt_n in_o it_o but_o the_o guilt_n of_o many_o more_o sin_n which_o it_o occasion_v 2._o this_o be_v the_o frustrate_v the_o end_n of_o my_o be_v as_o far_o as_o in_o i_o lie_v a_o live_n to_o no_o purpose_n and_o that_o how_o unworthy_a it_o be_v of_o a_o reasonable_a creature_n 3._o i_o must_v needs_o be_v unprepared_a for_o heaven_n and_o my_o great_a account_n while_o guilty_a hereof_o every_o hour_n stand_v on_o record_n in_o god_n omniscience_n and_o i_o can_v it_o may_v be_v give_v account_n of_o three_o hour_n in_o a_o day_n 4._o how_o evident_o do_v i_o ruin_v myself_o not_o only_o as_o to_o the_o future_a but_o as_o to_o this_o present_a world_n hereby_o what_o may_v i_o do_v and_o be_v be_v i_o careful_a of_o my_o time_n further_o for_o i_o to_o do_v this_o how_o grievous_a be_v it_o 1._o i_o know_v it_o to_o be_v sinful_a 2._o when_o i_o have_v remember_v my_o duty_n to_o be_v undo_v i_o have_v yet_o neglect_v they_o against_o the_o present_a warning_n of_o my_o conscience_n 3._o how_o many_o way_n have_v i_o be_v engage_v against_o this_o so_o much_o so_o worthy_a work_n to_o do_v and_o so_o much_o of_o my_o time_n already_o spend_v etc._n etc._n easie_n it_o be_v hereby_o to_o see_v how_o i_o may_v proceed_v according_a to_o my_o particular_a state_n these_o meditation_n be_v finish_v and_o as_o brief_o as_o i_o can_v enter_v it_o remain_v that_o i_o enter_v my_o resolution_n of_o endeavour_n against_o this_o sin_n as_o before_o and_o then_o study_v meet_a remedy_n thereto_o now_o this_o sin_n not_o be_v always_o natural_a to_o they_o in_o who_o it_o be_v find_v but_o adventitious_a it_o concern_v i_o to_o consider_v as_o before_o admonish_v how_o i_o come_v to_o be_v guilty_a hereof_o and_o to_o suit_v my_o remedy_n to_o those_o occasion_n 1._o it_o may_v be_v i_o be_o busy_v about_o many_o thing_n and_o so_o either_o neglect_v all_o or_o what_o chief_o concern_v i_o my_o proper_a duty_n perhaps_o i_o can_v endure_v that_o which_o shall_v be_v my_o business_n but_o be_o fickle_a desultory_n and_o
through_o christ_n according_a to_o the_o promise_n of_o the_o gospel_n that_o i_o do_v thus_o my_o sin_n shall_v not_o be_v lay_v to_o my_o charge_n as_o be_v take_v away_o by_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n in_o who_o merit_n i_o have_v through_o this_o my_o faith_n and_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n to_o i_o a_o share_n sect._n 9_o of_o prayer_n upon_o such_o fast_a day_n that_o which_o will_v much_o heighten_v my_o affection_n in_o this_o my_o repentance_n and_o further_o complete_a all_o its_o part_n yet_o remain_v to_o wit_n prayer_n which_o as_o it_o must_v on_o this_o occasion_n and_o day_n be_v more_o large_a and_o particular_a than_o ordinary_a so_o i_o can_v now_o want_v matter_n for_o it_o after_o such_o consideration_n of_o my_o condition_n and_o of_o the_o way_n how_o i_o be_o to_o seek_v for_o pardon_n of_o sin_n as_o be_v suppose_v if_o the_o former_a rule_n have_v be_v observe_v to_o have_v forgo_v particular_o i_o be_o to_o frame_v my_o prayer_n or_o at_o least_o to_o alter_v they_o as_o near_o as_o i_o can_v to_o my_o condition_n 1._o confess_v my_o several_a sin_n and_o that_o not_o without_o those_o aggravate_v circumstance_n in_o which_o i_o former_o consider_v they_o 2._o represent_v before_o god_n my_o sorrow_n my_o resolution_n of_o heart_n against_o they_o 3._o beg_v his_o grace_n to_o assist_v i_o in_o the_o fulfil_n my_o godly_a purpose_n and_o pardon_v for_o all_o my_o sin_n whether_o know_v and_o confess_v or_o as_o yet_o unknown_a to_o i_o to_o these_o head_n my_o christian_a discretion_n may_v add_v more_o according_a to_o my_o particular_a condition_n to_o wit_n if_o any_o judgement_n rest_n on_o i_o or_o i_o or_o be_v fear_v by_o reason_n of_o these_o my_o sin_n i_o may_v implore_v deliverance_n from_o it_o if_o any_o mercy_n be_v expect_v or_o by_o i_o aim_v at_o which_o i_o fear_v my_o sin_n may_v most_o just_o hinder_v or_o blast_v i_o may_v importune_v god_n for_o the_o grant_v it_o or_o otherwise_o apply_v myself_o as_o occasion_n serve_v now_o as_o to_o the_o form_n or_o outward_a manner_n of_o my_o prayer_n if_o i_o be_o able_a to_o pray_v otherwise_o i_o shall_v not_o haply_o on_o these_o occasion_n see_v it_o always_o fit_a or_o convenient_a to_o use_v set_v or_o compose_v form_n for_o that_o there_o may_v be_v many_o particular_a affect_a circumstance_n of_o my_o sin_n which_o no_o form_n will_v express_v so_o plain_o as_o i_o have_v need_n to_o express_v they_o for_o the_o move_a my_o sorrow_n if_o therefore_o i_o find_v my_o heart_n ready_a and_o so_o compose_v that_o i_o dare_v venture_n upon_o what_o we_o call_v a_o conceive_a prayer_n which_o be_v of_o my_o own_o invention_n by_o the_o assistance_n of_o the_o spirit_n may_v more_o perfect_o suit_n with_o my_o condition_n in_o all_o than_o one_o frame_v by_o another_o to_o my_o hand_n have_v either_o note_v in_o a_o paper_n before_o i_o the_o substance_n or_o matter_n of_o my_o confession_n petition_n and_o thanksgiving_n which_o paper_n for_o memory_n sake_n i_o lay_v before_o i_o when_o i_o kneel_v down_o to_o prayer_n oâ—_n else_o so_o consider_v of_o as_o that_o it_o will_v be_v ready_a i_o may_v spend_v a_o few_o thought_n touch_v the_o particular_a expression_n by_o which_o i_o intend_v to_o represent_v this_o my_o mind_n to_o god_n to_o this_o purpose_n these_o two_o practice_n may_v be_v helpful_a 1._o to_o read_v any_o part_n of_o the_o woâ—d_n of_o god_n which_o be_v i_o daily_o read_v some_o of_o it_o i_o may_v know_v to_o be_v suitable_a to_o my_o present_a case_n if_o i_o find_v my_o heart_n hard_o let_v i_o read_v some_o affect_a work_a place_n such_o i_o may_v be_v presume_v to_o have_v note_v as_o i_o have_v read_v in_o my_o course_n if_o i_o find_v it_o tender_v let_v i_o read_v such_o place_n or_o place_n as_o may_v nourish_v this_o tenderness_n or_o raise_v i_o to_o to_o a_o holy_a joy_n and_o delight_n in_o god_n and_o these_o duty_n which_o i_o perform_v to_o he_o and_o in_o like_a manner_n in_o other_o case_n 2._o to_o recall_v and_o consider_v such_o fit_a expression_n of_o the_o particular_a material_n which_o i_o be_o to_o set_v forth_o before_o god_n as_o i_o may_v be_v presume_v to_o have_v observe_v and_o treasure_v up_o in_o my_o memory_n or_o book_n in_o my_o ordinary_a course_n of_o read_v after_o such_o premeditation_n with_o a_o holy_a fear_n i_o be_o to_o endeavour_v to_o pour_v out_o my_o inward_a conception_n before_o god_n as_o fit_o and_o as_o fervent_o as_o i_o can_v but_o i_o must_v not_o think_v that_o fervency_n lie_v in_o loud_a speak_n but_o in_o the_o inward_a affection_n of_o the_o soul_n notwithstanding_o if_o my_o closet_n be_v so_o situate_a that_o i_o may_v judge_v i_o can_v be_v hear_v without_o i_o may_v many_o time_n find_v that_o it_o will_v conduce_v if_o not_o to_o the_o affect_v i_o more_o yet_o to_o the_o keep_v my_o mind_n more_o close_o to_o my_o business_n for_o i_o to_o speak_v in_o a_o voice_n exceed_v a_o private_a whisper_n but_o let_v i_o be_v never_o so_o able_a a_o person_n and_o my_o heart_n never_o so_o fix_v to_o use_v a_o form_n so_o far_o as_o where_o occasion_n shall_v serve_v to_o leave_v it_o a_o while_n to_o wit_n where_o i_o will_v confess_v or_o ask_v more_o particular_o may_v keep_v my_o prayer_n from_o be_v loose_a imperfect_a break_a and_o disorderly_a and_o consequent_o make_v my_o devotion_n ripe_a now_o such_o a_o one_o be_v this_o which_o follow_v o_o thou_o great_a holy_a and_o fearful_a god_n unto_o who_o all_o thing_n be_v naked_a and_o open_a and_o before_o who_o as_o be_v of_o pure_a eye_n than_o to_o behold_v iniquity_n nothing_o that_o be_v unrighteous_a shall_v stand_v i_o even_o blush_v and_o dread_a to_o appear_v before_o thou_o for_o in_o i_o there_o be_v nothing_o but_o iniquity_n that_o thou_o can_v behold_v iniquity_n indeed_o be_v too_o soft_a a_o word_n i_o be_o nothing_o but_o filth_n i_o have_v sin_v against_o heaven_n and_o before_o thou_o and_o be_o so_o far_o unworthy_a of_o be_v call_v thy_o son_n that_o i_o be_o not_o fit_a to_o be_v call_v thy_o servant_n but_o deserve_v rather_o as_o a_o rebel_n as_o a_o faithless_a and_o treacherous_a wretch_n against_o thy_o majesty_n to_o be_v destroy_v of_o the_o destroyer_n to_o have_v all_o thy_o wrath_n and_o plague_n to_o meet_v in_o i_o and_o to_o be_v make_v unto_o the_o world_n a_o example_n of_o thy_o severity_n and_o revenge_a justice_n that_o by_o i_o man_n may_v learn_v no_o more_o to_o presume_v and_o backslide_v but_o there_o be_v mercy_n with_o thou_o o_o lord_n that_o thou_o may_v be_v fear_v and_o seek_v unto_o nor_o haste_v thou_o as_o thou_o have_v protest_v any_o pleasure_n in_o the_o death_n of_o sinner_n but_o be_v so_o desirous_a that_o they_o may_v return_v and_o be_v heal_v that_o thou_o have_v not_o spare_v thy_o very_o only_o beget_v son_n but_o have_v give_v he_o to_o seek_v and_o by_o death_n itself_o to_o save_v the_o lose_a son_n of_o man_n promise_v that_o of_o all_o those_o who_o through_o he_o come_v home_o unto_o thou_o thou_o will_v by_o no_o mean_n cast_v off_o any_o i_o come_v o_o lord_n at_o least_o i_o have_v here_o set_v myself_o in_o the_o way_n to_o come_v and_o bewail_v my_o departure_n and_o let_v not_o my_o lord_n be_v angry_a and_o i_o will_v confess_v i_o have_v o_o god_n a_o most_o corrupt_a nature_n and_o heart_n full_a of_o impurity_n and_o abominable_a thing_n as_o a_o cage_n of_o unclean_a bird_n she_o be_v innocent_a in_o comparison_n of_o i_o out_o of_o who_o come_v but_o seven_o devil_n i_o may_v most_o true_o style_v myself_o legion_n such_o swarm_n of_o lust_n do_v possess_v i_o the_o condition_n wheresoever_o in_o this_o prayer_n the_o mark_n †_o be_v find_v the_o reader_n must_v not_o forget_v to_o consider_v particular_o touch_v those_o expression_n whether_o they_o fit_v his_o condition_n lust_n of_o the_o flesh_n †_o intemperance_n idleness_n uncleanness_n the_o lust_n of_o the_o eye_n †_o covetousness_n envy_n the_o pride_n of_o life_n †_o conceitedness_n of_o myself_o ambition_n and_o proud_a wrath_n be_v thing_n familiar_a to_o i_o root_v and_o ground_v in_o my_o heart_n and_o that_o true_o lord_n not_o so_o much_o by_o nature_n as_o by_o continue_a custom_n and_o wicked_a practice_n i_o have_v myself_o make_v my_o soul_n more_o deprave_v than_o i_o ever_o receive_v it_o from_o corrupt_a nature_n that_o i_o be_o dull_a and_o heartless_a in_o the_o performance_n of_o all_o holy_a duty_n that_o i_o be_o vigorous_a and_o active_a in_o the_o serve_v my_o lust_n and_o pleasure_n and_o the_o fulfil_n the_o desire_n of_o my_o flesh_n and_o mind_n that_o i_o be_o vain_a heedless_a and_o