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devout_a communicant_a contain_v more_o particular_a direction_n and_o meditation_n for_o the_o time_n of_o receive_v with_o a_o prayer_n before_o and_o after_o a_o prayer_n at_o home_n before_o the_o sacrament_n eternal_o bless_v and_o infinite_o glorious_a lord_n god_n thou_o be_v great_o to_o be_v fear_v in_o the_o assembly_n of_o thy_o saint_n and_o to_o be_v have_v in_o reverence_n of_o all_o that_o draw_v nigh_o unto_o thou_o look_v down_o from_o heaven_n the_o habitation_n of_o thy_o holiness_n and_o glory_n in_o much_o mercy_n pity_n and_o tender_a compassion_n upon_o i_o a_o vile_a sinful_a despicable_a creature_n prostrate_v at_o thy_o footstool_n unworthy_a to_o look_v up_o unto_o thy_o throne_n or_o to_o receive_v any_o thing_n at_o thy_o hand_n but_o thy_o wrath_n and_o severe_a displeasure_n i_o be_o less_o than_o the_o least_o of_o all_o thy_o mercy_n and_o liable_a to_o the_o severe_a of_o thy_o judgement_n by_o reason_n of_o the_o pollution_n and_o sinfulness_n of_o my_o nature_n heart_n and_o life_n i_o be_o of_o the_o degenerate_a posterity_n of_o fall_v adam_n and_o have_v all_o the_o power_n faculty_n and_o member_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o body_n defile_v with_o sin_n i_o have_v sin_v in_o every_o age_n in_o every_o relation_n in_o every_o condition_n in_o every_o employment_n of_o my_o life_n i_o have_v disinherit_v thy_o word_n disregard_v thy_o call_n slight_v thy_o judgement_n abuse_v thy_o mercy_n turn_v thy_o grace_n into_o wantonness_n reject_v the_o tender_n of_o thy_o love_n resist_v the_o motion_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n the_o check_n of_o my_o own_o conscience_n and_o follow_v the_o motion_n of_o my_o own_o evil_a heart_n i_o have_v dishonour_v thy_o name_n profane_v thy_o sabbath_n pollute_v thy_o ordinance_n be_v unthankful_a for_o thy_o benefit_n impatient_a under_o affliction_n unfaithful_a to_o my_o promise_n mis-spend_v my_o time_n neglect_v
my_o duty_n walk_v unanswerable_a to_o those_o multiply_a obligation_n lay_v upon_o i_o break_v all_o thy_o holy_a commandment_n by_o many_o and_o great_a transgression_n make_v and_o judge_v myself_o unworthy_a of_o everlasting_a life_n fail_n life_n here_o mention_v your_o particular_a fail_n so_o that_o nothing_o may_v remain_v unto_o i_o but_o a_o fearful_a look_v for_o of_o judgement_n and_o fiery_a indignation_n to_o devour_v i_o but_o thou_o delight_v in_o mercy_n and_o not_o in_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n be_v not_o will_v any_o shall_v perish_v but_o that_o all_o shall_v come_v to_o repentance_n oh_o take_v not_o counsel_n of_o thy_o just_a indignation_n but_o of_o thy_o native_a goodness_n thy_o satisfy_v justice_n will_v thou_o destroy_v he_o that_o present_v himself_o to_o be_v punish_v and_o thy_o son_n to_o have_v satisfy_v that_o desire_v not_o to_o live_v unless_o it_o be_v by_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o his_o suffering_n will_v thou_o not_o spare_v i_o for_o thy_o son_n who_o sparedst_v not_o thy_o son_n for_o i_o be_v there_o not_o enough_o in_o his_o merit_n and_o sacrifice_n to_o expiate_v all_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o justify_v my_o person_n in_o thy_o sight_n o_o suffer_v not_o thyself_o to_o be_v deprive_v of_o the_o glory_n of_o my_o forgiveness_n and_o salvation_n as_o well_o as_o of_o my_o creation_n and_o redemption_n save_v i_o who_o thou_o have_v hitherto_o spare_v and_o forgive_v i_o eternal_a death_n which_o i_o have_v so_o often_o merit_v by_o my_o great_a offence_n bury_v they_o all_o in_o the_o bottomless_a ocean_n of_o thy_o own_o mercy_n and_o forgetfulness_n and_o my_o saviour_n blood_n lay_v they_o upon_o he_o who_o be_v able_a to_o bear_v they_o and_o clothe_v i_o with_o his_o righteousness_n that_o be_v able_a to_o cover_v i_o oh_o free_v i_o from_o the_o guilt_n and_o stain_n the_o power_n and_o penalty_n the_o reign_n and_o dominion_n of_o sin_n that_o nothing_o may_v separate_v i_o from_o thy_o love_n 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lively_a steadfast_a faith_n in_o christ_n for_o forgiveness_n that_o thou_o may_v seal_v it_o up_o unto_o my_o soul_n let_v i_o love_v he_o and_o all_o his_o member_n with_o a_o pure_a heart_n fervent_o at_o thy_o holy_a communion_n and_o ever_o after_o without_o dissimulation_n so_o enlarge_v my_o soul_n with_o spiritual_a affection_n and_o desire_n that_o it_o may_v even_o break_v for_o the_o long_n it_o have_v unto_o that_o ordinance_n and_o unto_o thy_o testimony_n at_o all_o time_n remove_v far_o from_o i_o all_o blindness_n of_o mind_n hardness_n of_o heart_n unrelenting_a affection_n deadness_n and_o indisposedness_n earthliness_n and_o distraction_n irreverence_n unbecoming_a apprehension_n whatsoever_o may_v hinder_v the_o blessing_n and_o efficacy_n of_o that_o soul-nourishing_a refresh_a ordinance_n thy_o gracious_a presence_n my_o eternal_a salvation_n create_v in_o i_o a_o understanding_n heavenly_a clean_a heart_n o_o god_n and_o renew_v a_o humble_a contrite_a right_a spirit_n within_o i_o prepare_v for_o thou_o oh_o be_v not_o as_o a_o stranger_n unto_o i_o hide_v not_o thyself_o from_o i_o lift_v up_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o countenance_n upon_o i_o let_v i_o feel_v the_o comfortable_a breathe_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n in_o my_o soul_n at_o thy_o ordinance_n sanctify_v it_o to_o i_o and_o i_o to_o receive_v it_o acceptable_o with_o due_a preparation_n and_o apprehension_n reverence_n and_o humility_n repentance_n and_o faith_n love_n and_o charity_n joy_n and_o thankfulness_n a_o deep_a sense_n of_o thy_o inexpressible_a love_n and_o my_o own_o unworthiness_n and_o oh_o that_o all_o of_o we_o who_o this_o day_n approach_v thy_o table_n may_v so_o eat_v his_o flesh_n which_o he_o have_v give_v for_o the_o life_n of_o the_o world_n that_o we_o may_v live_v for_o ever_o and_o so_o drink_v his_o blood_n that_o it_o may_v be_v to_o we_o for_o remission_n of_o sin_n meet_v we_o not_o in_o ourselves_o in_o thy_o justice_n as_o a_o consume_a fire_n but_o a_o reconcile_a father_n in_o thy_o righteous_a and_o belove_a son_n who_o thou_o give_v who_o give_v himself_o for_o we_o when_o we_o be_v thy_o enemy_n let_v we_o depart_v thence_o more_o under_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o grace_n and_o under_o great_a resolution_n and_o ability_n to_o do_v thou_o faithful_a service_n all_o our_o day_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o sacrifice_n and_o redemption_n hope_n and_o confidence_n surety_n and_o advocate_n the_o food_n and_o health_n the_o life_n and_o salvation_n of_o our_o soul_n who_o have_v teach_v we_o when_o we_o pray_v to_o say_v our_o father_n etc._n etc._n as_o soon_o as_o ever_o the_o sermon_n be_v end_v look_v towards_o the_o lord_n table_n and_o say_v within_o yourselves_o this_o sacrament_n i_o be_o go_v to_o be_v a_o stand_a memorial_n of_o my_o saviour_n passion_n wherein_o he_o once_o offer_v up_o himself_o to_o god_n and_o a_o sign_n of_o that_o nourish_a and_o strengthen_v grace_n which_o he_o now_o 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the_o earth_n under_o the_o sickle_n the_o flail_n the_o millstone_n and_o the_o fire_n the_o other_o under_o the_o hook_n and_o the_o press_n of_o the_o husbandman_n nothing_o less_o than_o the_o cross_n the_o wound_n the_o death_n of_o my_o lord_n my_o god_n of_o his_o dear_a son_n make_v i_o a_o saviour_n and_o by_o this_o sacrament_n assure_v i_o i_o shall_v be_v keep_v up_o and_o feed_v with_o a_o supply_n of_o all_o necessary_a blessing_n as_o certain_o as_o he_o give_v i_o to_o taste_v that_o bread_n and_o wine_n the_o ordinary_a mean_n for_o preserve_v my_o life_n and_o strength_n while_o we_o condemn_v creature_n be_v pass_v on_o to_o our_o execution_n the_o son_n of_o god_n look_v upon_o we_o and_o take_v our_o condemnation_n upon_o himself_o and_o under_o it_o die_v in_o our_o stead_n thus_o by_o the_o death_n and_o satisfaction_n of_o this_o sacrifice_n justice_n give_v way_n to_o my_o release_n god_n the_o father_n forgive_v my_o sin_n and_o god_n the_o son_n procure_v 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