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admonish_v the_o impenitent_a thief_n and_o do_v labour_n to_o bring_v he_o unto_o thou_o ah_o my_o lord_n remember_v i_o also_o in_o thy_o kingdom_n if_o thou_o will_v at_o least_o think_v i_o worthy_a to_o be_v remember_v and_o cast_v a_o gracious_a eye_n upon_o i_o and_o i_o shall_v have_v enough_o because_o i_o be_o sure_a of_o thy_o power_n and_o wisdom_n and_o i_o be_o confident_a of_o thy_o pity_n and_o charity_n ah_o suffer_v i_o to_o be_v with_o thou_o in_o paradise_n where_o be_v the_o soul_n happiness_n and_o the_o beautiful_a vision_n of_o god_n i_o can_v be_v well_o without_o thou_o nor_o can_v any_o ill_a be_v with_o thou_o contempt_n etc._n etc._n 19_o of_o the_o three_o and_o four_o word_n of_o christ_n utter_v upon_o the_o cross_n who_o be_v they_o o_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n who_o not_o only_o follow_v thou_o to_o the_o cross_n but_o do_v also_o abide_v under_o thy_o cross_n who_o be_v they_o not_o only_a spectator_n of_o thy_o most_o cruel_a punishment_n but_o 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will_v speak_v to_o thy_o mother_n and_o to_o thy_o disciple_n for_o thy_o three_o word_n upon_o the_o cross_n be_v utter_v to_o they_o behold_v thy_o son_n behold_v thy_o mother_n me_n think_v o_o lord_n i_o see_v into_o thy_o bowel_n into_o the_o depth_n of_o thy_o thought_n thou_o complain_v the_o sorrow_n of_o death_n have_v compass_v i_o about_o but_o yet_o that_o sword_n do_v no_o less_o break_v and_o wound_v my_o heart_n which_o have_v with_o unspeakable_a torment_n pierce_v thy_o soul_n most_o sweet_a mother_n i_o behold_v also_o thou_o most_o love_a young_a man_n the_o most_o inimate_a of_o my_o friend_n most_o sweet_a desciple_n i_o behold_v thy_o groan_n and_o sigh_n for_o the_o loss_n
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of_o the_o knowledge_n of_o good_a and_o evil_a for_o my_o altar_n and_o temple_n that_o i_o shall_v yield_v thou_o due_a obedience_n in_o abstain_v from_o the_o fruit_n thereof_o i_o will_v be_v make_v wise_a and_o do_v become_v most_o unwise_a before_o the_o fall_v i_o have_v the_o knowledge_n and_o experience_n of_o a_o present_a good_a i_o have_v only_o the_o knowledge_n but_o not_o the_o experience_n of_o a_o absent_a evil_n but_o after_o the_o fall_v there_o be_v in_o i_o a_o certain_a knowledge_n of_o a_o lose_v good_a but_o no_o experience_n of_o it_o and_o i_o have_v a_o knowledge_n a_o experience_n of_o a_o adherent_a evil_n woe_n be_v i_o when_o shall_v i_o return_v thither_o whence_o i_o be_o expel_v i_o desire_v not_o a_o garden_n but_o a_o house_n not_o a_o figure_n but_o the_o thing_n figure_v i_o desire_v not_o to_o rule_v but_o to_o become_v a_o servant_n i_o ask_v not_o to_o sit_v but_o to_o stand_v and_o observe_v thy_o commandment_n look_v on_o i_o o_o my_o father_n look_v on_o i_o and_o approve_v i_o and_o be_v please_v in_o thy_o mercy_n that_o i_o may_v find_v favour_n in_o thy_o sight_n that_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o palace_n may_v be_v open_v unto_o i_o when_o i_o knock_v i_o beseech_v thou_o by_o my_o lord_n thy_o son_n the_o man_n of_o thy_o right_a hand_n the_o son_n of_o man_n who_o thou_o have_v establish_v for_o a_o mediator_n between_o thyself_o and_o i_o by_o who_o thou_o sought_v i_o when_o i_o seek_v thou_o not_o that_o i_o may_v seek_v thy_o word_n by_o which_o thou_o have_v make_v all_o thing_n and_o i_o among_o the_o rest_n thy_o only_a son_n by_o who_o thou_o have_v call_v thy_o believe_a people_n unto_o thy_o adoption_n and_o among_o they_o i_o also_o i_o beseech_v thou_o by_o he_o that_o sit_v at_o thy_o right_a hand_n and_o do_v intercede_v unto_o thou_o for_o i_o in_o who_o be_v hide_v all_o the_o treasure_n of_o wisdom_n and_o knowledge_n open_v quick_o unto_o i_o and_o grant_v i_o passage_n o_o my_o god_n that_o i_o may_v 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