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recovery_n of_o my_o health_n will_v prove_v but_o this_o man_n receive_v his_o power_n from_o god_n 9.8_o mat._n 9.8_o well_o may_v the_o people_n marveile_v when_o they_o see_v such_o thing_n and_o glorify_v god_n who_o have_v give_v such_o power_n unto_o man_n but_o saint_n peter_n be_v dead_a and_o in_o these_o latter_a time_n those_o miracle_n be_v cease_v of_o restore_v the_o dead_a what_o then_o i_o be_o yet_o alive_a and_o my_o cure_n be_v not_o difficult_a to_o
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away_o like_a as_o it_o be_v a_o moth_a fret_v a_o garment_n these_o mark_v in_o my_o flesh_n do_v cause_n a_o tremble_a even_o in_o my_o spirit_n 86.16_o rev_n 13.17_o ps_n 86.16_o lord_n grant_v that_o upon_o my_o soul_n be_v not_o find_v the_o mark_n of_o the_o beast_n but_o the_o mark_n of_o thy_o son_n that_o he_o may_v own_v i_o for_o he_o o_o turn_v thou_o unto_o i_o and_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o give_v thy_o strength_n unto_o thy_o servant_n and_o save_v thy_o distress_a handmaid_n show_v now_o some_o good_a token_n for_o good_a 17_o vers_fw-la 17_o that_o it_o may_v appear_v unto_o the_o world_n that_o thou_o lord_n do_v help_v i_o and_o comfort_v i_o but_o if_o in_o thy_o secret_a purpose_n thou_o have_v decree_v at_o this_o time_n to_o gather_v i_o unto_o my_o father_n make_v i_o with_o joy_n &_o comfort_n to_o render_v my_o account_n unto_o thou_o the_o lord_n of_o heaven_n &_o earth_n look_v not_o upon_o the_o sin_n and_o offence_n of_o my_o mislead_v life_n but_o 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iniquity_n 3._o vers_fw-la 3._o and_o can_v heal_v my_o disease_n into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n 31.5_o ps_n 31.5_o for_o thou_o have_v redeem_v i_o o_o lord_n thou_o god_n of_o truth_n the_o spirit_n and_o the_o bride_n say_v come_v 22.17_o reu_fw-fr 22.17_o therefore_o let_v i_o who_o now_o hear_v it_o say_v come_v let_v i_o hear_v thy_o voice_n o_o god_n 3.8_o gen_n 3.8_o in_o the_o cool_a of_o the_o day_n not_o in_o the_o heat_n of_o thy_o displeasure_n and_o thou_o o_o my_o jesus_n who_o for_o such_o sinner_n be_v make_v a_o sacrifice_n on_o the_o altar_n of_o the_o cross_n how_o down_o thy_o ear_n as_o thou_o do_v upon_o the_o tree_n and_o hear_v and_o fulfil_v the_o desire_n of_o thy_o wound_a supplicant_n come_v o_o jesus_n and_o embrace_v i_o in_o thy_o arm_n hide_v i_o in_o thy_o wound_a side_n from_o the_o wrath_n of_o thy_o father_n in_o thou_o alone_o do_v i_o trust_v to_o thou_o alone_o do_v i_o flee_v succour_v i_o help_v i_o save_v i_o o_o christ_n the_o world_n i_o leave_v to_o thou_o i_o come_v at_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o mercy_n do_v i_o knock_v i_o call_v i_o cry_v lord_n protect_v i_o jesus_n comfort_v i_o strengthen_v my_o faith_n and_o confirm_v my_o hope_n as_o my_o earthly_a body_n draw_v near_a to_o the_o earth_n so_o do_v thou_o draw_v my_o soul_n up_o near_o unto_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o father_n of_o spirit_n 9_o heb_fw-mi 12_o 9_o o_o god_n make_v speed_n to_o save_v i_o o_o lord_n make_v haste_n to_o help_v i_o finish_v soon_o these_o day_n of_o sin_n and_o then_o let_v i_o enter_v into_o thy_o celestial_a paradise_n and_o that_o for_o his_o sake_n in_o who_o alone_o thou_o be_v well_o please_v even_o jesus_n christ_n my_o only_a mediator_n and_o redeemer_n amen_n subject_n 16_o the_o sixteenth_o subject_n tear_n of_o a_o mother_n for_o the_o sickness_n of_o her_o child_n the_o soliloquie_n the_o ejaculation_n psal_n 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o give_v ear_n to_o my_o word_n o_o lord_n consider_v my_o meditation_n 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iniquity_n cry_v for_o it_o cry_v for_o the_o curse_n of_o the_o city_n the_o decay_n of_o trade_n the_o curse_n of_o the_o field_n whole_a river_n of_o blood_n in_o furious_a battle_n the_o curse_n of_o the_o basket_n and_o the_o store_n the_o dearth_n of_o provision_n yet_o all_o these_o be_v but_o outward_a punishment_n and_o reflect_v only_o upon_o the_o base_a the_o worse_a part_n of_o ourselves_o the_o body_n but_o curse_v shall_v be_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o body_n oh_o this_o bit_v like_o a_o serpent_n &_o sting_v like_o a_o cockatrice_n 23.32_o prov_n 23.32_o the_o fruit_n of_o my_o body_n be_v afflict_v with_o sickness_n but_o be_v the_o sin_n of_o the_o parent_n the_o cause_n of_o his_o affliction_n yes_o yes_o my_o conscience_n acknowledge_v the_o guilt_n let_v my_o tongue_n be_v as_o ready_a to_o confess_v it_o and_o my_o heart_n to_o repent_v of_o it_o but_o how_o stand_v this_o with_o the_o justice_n of_o the_o creator_n 18.25_o gen_n 18.25_o shall_v not_o the_o judge_n of_o all_o the_o earth_n do_v right_a the_o prophet_n ezekiel_n tell_v i_o from_o god_n that_o the_o son_n shall_v not_o bear_v the_o iniquity_n of_o the_o father_n 9.20_o eze_n 18_o 20._o mich_n 7_o 6._o jer_n 9.20_o neither_o shall_v the_o father_n bear_v the_o iniquity_n of_o the_o son_n but_o the_o soul_n that_o sin_v it_o shall_v die_v else_o the_o daughter_n may_v rise_v up_o against_o her_o mother_n as_o say_v the_o prophet_n and_o the_o woman_n by_o reason_n of_o the_o vengeance_n due_a for_o their_o sin_n may_v teach_v their_o daughter_n wail_v 4._o c_o 31.29_o rom_n 3_o 4._o if_o the_o sour_a grape_n which_o the_o parent_n have_v eat_v shall_v set_v their_o child_n tooth_n on_o edge_n but_o let_v god_n be_v true_a and_o every_o man_n a_o liar_n that_o he_o may_v be_v justify_v in_o his_o say_n and_o may_v overcome_v when_o he_o be_v judge_v he_o it_o be_v who_o have_v threaten_v to_o visit_v the_o iniquity_n of_o the_o father_n upon_o the_o child_n unto_o the_o three_o and_o four_o generation_n of_o they_o that_o hate_v he_o the_o sin_n be_v i_o 20.5_o exit_fw-la 20.5_o but_o the_o punishment_n be_v my_o infant_n &_o again_o the_o sin_n be_v my_o infant_n and_o the_o punishment_n be_v i_o and_o yet_o far_o the_o sin_n be_v of_o and_o from_o both_o and_o the_o punishment_n be_v inflict_v upon_o both_o his_o sufferance_n be_v my_o sorrow_n and_o his_o pain_n my_o distress_n lord_n what_o a_o due_a reward_n of_o sin_n be_v punishment_n my_o child_n as_o yet_o it_o may_v be_v know_v not_o sin_n and_o yet_o be_v he_o punish_v
my_o rage_a outcry_n which_o have_v give_v a_o evil_a example_n of_o impatience_n unto_o other_o &_o a_o scandal_n to_o â—…y_a religion_n it_o be_v thy_o pleasure_n to_o free_v my_o infant_n from_o the_o tyranny_n of_o sin_n it_o be_v thy_o â—ove_n it_o be_v thy_o mercy_n to_o take_v he_o that_o so_o he_o â—ight_a sin_n no_o more_o lord_n unto_o thy_o will_n 〈◊〉_d submit_v my_o will_n and_o for_o thy_o love_n for_o thy_o mercy_n for_o thy_o goodness_n i_o praise_v thou_o i_o blesseâ—hee_o â—hee_z i_o magnify_v thou_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n vipe_v i_o besiech_v thou_o from_o my_o eye_n all_o ear_n of_o discontent_n remove_v from_o my_o heart_n he_o excess_n of_o sorrow_n and_o make_v i_o walk_v in_o â—…y_a vocation_n with_o cheerfulness_n and_o in_o my_o religion_n with_o settledness_n &_o resolution_n the_o mortality_n of_o my_o child_n have_v teach_v i_o the_o â—…ailty_n even_o of_o myself_o grant_v therefore_o blessed_a god_n that_o the_o long_o i_o live_v the_o better_a i_o may_v â—…ow_o both_o in_o grace_n and_o goodness_n that_o so_o when_o his_o painful_a life_n shall_v have_v a_o end_n i_o may_v â—eete_v thou_o my_o god_n with_o comfort_n thou_o my_o jesus_n with_o joy_n and_o rejoice_v and_o my_o decease_a child_n together_o with_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o choir_n of_o saint_n with_o heavenly_a halelujah_n and_o sing_v praise_n 5.13_o reu._n 5.13_o and_o honour_n and_o glory_n unto_o thou_o who_o sit_v upon_o the_o throne_n and_o to_o the_o lamb_n for_o ever_o mere_a amen_n subject_n 18_o the_o eighteen_o subject_a tear_n of_o a_o wife_n for_o the_o sickness_n of_o her_o husband_n the_o soliloquie_n the_o ejaculation_n psal_n 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o give_v ear_n to_o my_o word_n o_o lordâ—_n consider_v my_o meditation_n vers_fw-la 2._o harken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o cry_n my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n for_o unto_o thou_o will_v i_o pray_v lord_n how_o various_a be_v the_o condition_n of_o mortal_n sometime_o we_o be_v sick_a and_o sometime_o we_o be_v well_o sometime_o in_o sickness_n we_o draw_v near_o to_o the_o grave_n and_o sometime_o again_o we_o be_v in_o hope_n of_o recovery_n it_o be_v thus_o o_o it_o be_v thus_o with_o my_o dear_a husband_n he_o who_o be_v my_o comfort_n and_o joy_n in_o his_o health_n be_v now_o my_o griefâ—_n and_o sorrow_n in_o his_o sickness_n the_o extremity_n oâ—_n his_o anguish_n enforce_v my_o tear_n and_o those_o conflict_n of_o his_o between_o life_n and_o death_n do_v pierce_v i_o even_o to_o the_o soul_n i_o be_o i_o think_v so_o divide_v in_o my_o tear_n that_o i_o can_v well_o determine_v whether_o the_o great_a number_n of_o they_o â—re_n shed_v for_o the_o torment_n which_o he_o suffer_v â—r_o for_o the_o loss_n of_o my_o own_o content_a or_o for_o the_o â—aines_n which_o love_n and_o loyalty_n enforce_v i_o to_o â—ake_v or_o for_o fear_n of_o his_o departure_n all_o of_o they_o â—ow_o from_o the_o spring_n of_o love_n and_o be_v ready_a â—o_o convert_v i_o into_o a_o glide_a streamâ—…_n when_o eve_n be_v arraign_v for_o entice_v she_o 〈…〉_o â—o_o the_o act_n of_o disobedience_n 3.16_o gen_n 3.16_o it_o be_v part_n of_o her_o punishment_n that_o her_o desire_n shall_v be_v subject_a â—nto_o her_o husband_n and_o he_o shall_v rule_v over_o she_o i_o be_v i_o can_v be_v well_o content_v to_o under_o go_v this_o servitude_n so_o that_o my_o husband_n may_v not_o undergo_a this_o sickness_n alas_o his_o â—isease_n be_v grow_v so_o violent_a that_o it_o even_o darken_v his_o reason_n and_o make_v he_o desire_v he_o know_v not_o what_o i_o will_v glad_o obey_v himen'_v â—n_z whatsoëver_o he_o command_v but_o that_o i_o must_v not_o yield_v unto_o all_o his_o desire_n in_o this_o time_n of_o his_o weakness_n i_o must_v now_o obey_v the_o physician_n be_v order_n and_o follow_v those_o direction_n which_o he_o prescribe_v o_o the_o misery_n of_o sickness_n which_o so_o enfeeble_v the_o brain_n that_o it_o un-man_n a_o husband_n and_o pretend_v to_o free_v the_o wife_n from_o the_o yoke_n of_o obedience_n now_o my_o desire_n must_v not_o be_v subject_a to_o my_o dear_a husband_n if_o he_o require_v that_o which_o may_v hinder_v his_o recovery_n yet_o howsoever_o my_o desire_n shall_v be_v for_o he_o when_o they_o may_v not_o be_v to_o he_o for_o i_o will_v beg_v of_o the_o lord_n to_o ease_v he_o of_o his_o misery_n and_o to_o restore_v he_o to_o health_n o_o i_o be_v i_o be_o not_o as_o i_o shall_v be_v because_o i_o want_v the_o comfort_n and_o direction_n of_o my_o head_n he_o poor_a man_n iâ—_n grow_v as_o feeble_a by_o sickness_n as_o i_o be_o by_o sex_n and_o although_o the_o torment_n be_v his_o yet_o the_o sorrow_n be_v i_o when_o i_o remember_v the_o unâ—kindnesse_n of_o the_o amalekite_n to_o his_o sick_a servant_n i_o can_v choose_v but_o wonder_n at_o the_o greatness_n of_o the_o inhumanity_n 30.13_o 1._o sam._n 30.13_o the_o master_n leave_v his_o sick_a egyptian_a when_o the_o enemy_n pursue_v as_o if_o it_o hâ—d_v be_v a_o high_a offence_n to_o want_v his_o health_n io_o sickness_n we_o have_v a_o certain_a trial_n of_o a_o friend_n he_o that_o only_o affect_v we_o in_o health_n &_o leave_v we_o in_o weakness_n be_v but_o a_o pretender_n to_o friendship_n and_o true_o love_v we_o not_o o_o who_o will_v leave_v a_o languish_a man_n that_o know_v not_o how_o to_o help_v himself_o i_o be_v i_o rejoice_v though_o in_o my_o great_a perplexity_n that_o godhath_a give_v i_o both_o power_n and_o ability_n to_o comfort_v my_o dear_a i_o hourly_o visit_v he_o though_o not_o without_o tear_n and_o when_o i_o most_o endeavour_n to_o be_v a_o comforter_n unto_o he_o even_o then_o alas_o i_o be_o enforce_v to_o weep_v thus_o his_o very_a potiens_n be_v mix_v with_o the_o drop_n that_o distil_v from_o my_o eye_n and_o at_o every_o turn_n i_o be_o so_o sensible_a of_o his_o misery_n that_o i_o do_v in_o a_o manner_n embalm_v he_o alive_a with_o my_o abundant_a tear_n although_o i_o yet_o have_v hope_n of_o his_o recovery_n 8.7_o 2._o king_n 8.7_o when_o benhadad_o the_o king_n of_o assyria_n be_v sick_a he_o send_v hazaël_n to_o meet_v elisha_n the_o man_n of_o god_n and_o inquire_v of_o the_o lord_n by_o he_o say_v shall_v i_o recover_v of_o this_o disease_n 8._o vers_fw-la 8._o i_o be_v i_o can_v glad_o perform_v that_o office_n of_o hazaël_n but_o where_o shall_v i_o meet_v with-such_a a_o prophet_n as_o elisha_n alas_o it_o be_v not_o in_o the_o power_n of_o man_n to_o limit_v our_o time_n it_o be_v god_n alone_o who_o number_v our_o day_n i_o must_v therefore_o leave_v my_o curiosity_n and_o submit_v to_o his_o pleasure_n and_o yet_o in_o my_o submission_n i_o can_v leave_v weep_v for_o even_o nature_n allow_v i_o a_o freedom_n to_o mourn_v david_n grieve_v when_o his_o very_a enemy_n be_v sick_a for_o so_o he_o say_v as_o for_o i_o 35.13_o ps_n 35.13_o when_o they_o be_v sick_a my_o clothing_n be_v sackcloth_n i_o humble_v my_o soul_n with_o fast_v how_o much_o rather_o may_v i_o be_v allow_v to_o grieve_v for_o my_o friend_n for_o my_o husband_n who_o know_v but_o that_o my_o sin_n may_v be_v the_o cause_n of_o his_o misery_n by_o my_o tear_n of_o sorrow_n i_o will_v therefore_o strive_v to_o remove_v the_o cause_n it_o be_v in_o the_o power_n of_o my_o redeemer_n both_o to_o forgive_v i_o and_o to_o recover_v he_o but_o alas_o so_o long_o as_o he_o be_v sick_a i_o can_v be_v well_o so_o long_o as_o the_o head_n be_v trouble_v the_o body_n must_v needs_o be_v disturb_v he_o be_v my_o head_n and_o i_o be_o his_o glory_n 7._o 1._o cor._n 11.3_o vers_fw-la 7._o alas_o what_o comfort_n can_v i_o receive_v when_o my_o head_n be_v sick_a what_o glory_n can_v he_o take_v in_o the_o wife_n of_o his_o bosom_n when_o the_o violence_n of_o his_o pain_n deprive_v he_o of_o my_o society_n but_o why_o do_v i_o utter_v these_o word_n of_o discontent_a as_o if_o it_o be_v in_o the_o power_n of_o man_n to_o recover_v my_o beloved_a it_o be_v god_n alone_o that_o send_v sickness_n and_o that_o send_v health_n on_o he_o therefore_o alone_o will_v i_o depend_v and_o in_o he_o alone_o will_v i_o hope_v saint_n paul_n relate_v that_o epaphroditus_n be_v sick_a 2.27_o phil._n 2.27_o nigh_o unto_o death_n but_o god_n say_v he_o have_v mercy_n on_o he_o and_o not_o on_o he_o only_o but_o on_o i_o also_o lest_o i_o shall_v have_v sorrow_n upon_o sorrow_n my_o dear_a husband_n be_v sick_a as_o be_v epaphroditus_n yea_o and_o for_o aught_o that_o i_o know_v he_o may_v be_v sick_a unto_o death_n too_o but_o i_o will_v trust_v in_o the_o lord_n that_o he_o will_v have_v mercy_n upon_o he_o and_o restore_v
pronounce_v against_o they_o who_o take_v away_o the_o right_n from_o the_o poor_a of_o the_o people_n of_o the_o lord_n that_o widow_n may_v be_v their_o prey_n and_o that_o they_o may_v rob_v the_o fatherless_a yea_o and_o from_o god_n himself_o by_o the_o mouth_n of_o king_n solomon_n the_o advice_n be_v give_v remove_v not_o the_o old_a landmark_n 23.10_o prov._n 23.10_o and_o enter_v not_o into_o the_o field_n of_o the_o fatherless_a by_o the_o almighty_a to_o the_o fatherless_a friend_n be_v raise_v thus_o be_v job_n 29.12_o job._n 29.12_o i_o deliver_v the_o poor_a say_v he_o that_o cry_v and_o the_o fatherless_a and_o he_o that_o have_v none_o to_o help_v he_o 31.17_o c_o 31.17_o and_o again_o he_o say_v if_o i_o have_v eat_v my_o morsel_n alone_o and_o the_o fatherless_a have_v not_o eat_v thereof_o 22_o vers_fw-la 22_o then_o let_v my_o arm_n fall_v from_o the_o showlder-blade_n and_o my_o arm_n be_v break_v from_o the_o bone_n thus_o if_o i_o be_o god_n than_o god_n will_v be_v i_o if_o in_o my_o want_n i_o miss_v my_o father_n my_o god_n will_v relieve_v i_o if_o in_o my_o trouble_n i_o want_v my_o father_n my_o god_n will_v deliver_v i_o what_o can_v my_o earthly_a parent_n have_v add_v to_o my_o content_n which_o my_o heavenly_a parent_n can_v much_o more_o supply_n if_o therefore_o i_o grieve_v too_o much_o for_o the_o death_n of_o he_o i_o forget_v my_o god_n who_o live_v for_o ever_o if_o too_o much_o i_o complain_v of_o his_o absence_n who_o delight_v in_o i_o i_o manifest_a my_o rebellion_n against_o he_o who_o shall_v be_v my_o delight_n 6.9_o mat._n 6.9_o he_o teach_v i_o to_o pray_v and_o when_o i_o pray_v he_o teach_v i_o to_o say_v our_o father_n which_o art_n in_o heaven_n on_o he_o therefore_o will_v i_o depend_v who_o be_v the_o father_n of_o all_o that_o believe_v in_o he_o 4.11_o rom._n 4.11_o to_o he_o in_o my_o want_n will_v i_o address_v myself_o who_o be_v the_o giver_n of_o all_o 1.17_o jam._n 1.17_o upon_o he_o will_v i_o call_v and_o to_o he_o will_v i_o cry_v and_o say_v the_o prayer_n almighty_a god_n heavenly_a father_n who_o be_v a_o lord_n of_o comfort_n 15.5_o rom._n 15.5_o and_o a_o god_n of_o consolation_n look_v down_o upon_o a_o sinful_a and_o distress_a orphan_n bereave_v of_o the_o joy_n and_o help_v of_o a_o earthly_a parent_n thou_o o_o lord_n do_v send_v i_o unto_o he_o that_o thy_o kingdom_n may_v be_v increase_v and_o thou_o have_v take_v he_o from_o i_o that_o my_o faith_n and_o patience_n may_v be_v full_o try_v i_o be_v apt_a to_o forget_v thou_o while_o he_o be_v live_v look_v upon_o he_o as_o the_o donour_n of_o blessing_n and_o neglect_v thou_o from_o who_o they_o proceed_v i_o rely_v too_o much_o on_o the_o arm_n of_o flesh_n 32.8_o 2_o chr._n 32.8_o and_o trust_v too_o fond_o in_o the_o power_n of_o man_n but_o now_o thou_o have_v humble_v i_o by_o his_o mortality_n and_o teach_v i_o whole_o to_o rely_v and_o depend_v upon_o thou_o i_o own_o unworthiness_n of_o so_o love_v a_o father_n make_v thou_o to_o take_v he_o away_o from_o my_o eye_n my_o disobedience_n to_o his_o command_n and_o my_o neglect_n of_o honour_v he_o according_a to_o thy_o law_n have_v provoke_v thou_o to_o anger_n and_o to_o deprive_v i_o of_o his_o comfort_n lord_n forgive_v my_o manifold_a offence_n &_o since_o i_o find_v that_o all_o flesh_n be_v but_o as_o grass_n 4.14_o 1._o pet._n 1_o 24._o jam._n 4.14_o and_o that_o the_o life_n of_o man_n be_v but_o as_o a_o vapour_n which_o van_n sh_v away_o make_v i_o always_o to_o apply_v my_o service_n whole_o unto_o thou_o who_o live_v forever_o remember_v thy_o promise_n which_o thou_o have_v make_v unto_o the_o fatherless_a and_o that_o i_o may_v be_v capable_a of_o those_o thy_o promise_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o become_v thy_o child_n by_o obedience_n thou_o o_o lord_n be_v my_o father_n to_o who_o belong_v honour_n 1.6_o mal._n 1.6_o thou_o be_v my_o master_n and_o require_v i_o to_o fear_v thou_o lord_n make_v i_o fear_v to_o offend_v thou_o who_o be_v a_o righteous_a judge_n and_o make_v i_o love_v and_o honour_v thou_o who_o be_v a_o gracious_a father_n be_v with_o i_o in_o all_o the_o way_n wherein_o i_o shall_v walk_v in_o this_o mortal_a life_n 1.79_o lu._n 1.79_o guide_v my_o foot_n into_o the_o way_n of_o peace_n comfort_v i_o in_o my_o sorrow_n support_v i_o in_o my_o misery_n provide_v for_o i_o in_o my_o want_n and_o in_o all_o place_n and_o at_o all_o time_n be_v thou_o my_o father_n 82.3_o ps_n 62.6_o ps_n 82.3_o my_o rock_n and_o my_o strong_a salvation_n do_v thou_o defend_v the_o poor_a and_o fatherless_a do_v justice_n to_o the_o afflict_a and_o needy_a supply_v all_o my_o want_n and_o confer_v upon_o i_o all_o necessary_a blessing_n o_o be_v reconcile_v unto_o i_o in_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o son_n that_o i_o may_v here_o depend_v upon_o thy_o fatherly_a protection_n &_o hereafter_o be_v receive_v into_o thy_o celestial_a kingdom_n there_o to_o reign_v with_o thou_o world_n without_o end_n 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eager_o covet_v but_o what_o then_o be_v there_o no_o remedy_n at_o all_o but_o that_o i_o must_v have_v the_o bitter_a portion_n with_o the_o damn_a in_o hell_n god_n forbid_v he_o who_o have_v forbear_v i_o so_o long_o when_o i_o go_v on_o in_o my_o wickedness_n may_v yet_o if_o he_o please_v afford_v i_o his_o mercy_n it_o be_v not_o above_o his_o power_n nor_o will_v it_o eclipse_v his_o glory_n it_o be_v once_o his_o free_a promise_n to_o a_o thief_n even_o die_v upon_o the_o cross_n 1.20_o lu._n 23.43_o 2._o cor._n 1.20_o this_o day_n shall_v thou_o be_v with_o i_o in_o paradise_n his_o promise_n also_o be_v sure_a they_o be_v in_o he_o yea_o and_o in_o he_o amen_o i_o doubt_v not_o therefore_o but_o his_o mercy_n be_v as_o great_a as_o his_o word_n be_v sure_a thus_o he_o save_v one_o which_o forbid_v i_o despair_v yet_o it_o be_v but_o one_o which_o forbid_v i_o presume_v but_o sure_o it_o can_v be_v no_o presumption_n to_o build_v upon_o his_o goodness_n he_o delight_v not_o in_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n what_o good_a can_v the_o condemn_v of_o i_o do_v either_o to_o he_o or_o his_o creature_n true_a it_o be_v that_o his_o justice_n maybe_o magnify_v by_o it_o but_o yet_o it_o will_v add_v no_o glory_n to_o his_o mercy_n again_o there_o be_v but_o a_o few_o in_o heaven_n to_o sing_v forth_o his_o praise_n but_o infinite_a million_o in_o hell_n and_o destruction_n dishonour_v he_o in_o their_o blasphemy_n in_o heaven_n i_o be_v there_o be_v one_o too_o few_o until_o i_o shall_v come_v thither_o to_o add_v to_o the_o number_n in_o hell_n i_o be_v there_o will_v be_v one_o too_o many_o if_o i_o shall_v be_v throw_v into_o that_o gulf_n of_o perdition_n o_o my_o god_n since_o thou_o have_v vouchsafe_v i_o the_o knowledge_n of_o a_o heaven_n yea_o and_o of_o thou_o the_o lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n although_o my_o knowledge_n be_v imperfect_a &_o thou_o be_v offend_v yet_o for_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o son_n be_v please_v to_o make_v i_o a_o citizen_n of_o heaven_n 27._o rev_n 21_o 27._o it_o be_v most_o true_a that_o there_o shall_v in_o no_o wise_n enter_v into_o that_o place_n any_o thing_n that_o defile_v neither_o whatsoëver_n work_v abomination_n or_o make_v a_o lie_n but_o they_o only_a which_o be_v write_v in_o the_o lamb_n book_n of_o life_n upon_o these_o term_n my_o hope_n indeed_o do_v languish_v and_o grow_v more_o faint_a than_o my_o feeble_a body_n but_o who_o be_v that_o which_o condemn_v the_o wicked_a be_v it_o not_o he_o who_o likewise_o call_v the_o wicked_a and_o invit_v they_o to_o mercy_n be_v it_o not_o he_o who_o tell_v i_o by_o his_o prophet_n and_o say_v it_o himself_o 21._o eze_n 18_o 21._o if_o the_o wicked_a will_v turn_v from_o all_o his_o sin_n that_o he_o have_v commit_v and_o keep_v all_o my_o statute_n 22_o verse_n 22_o &_o do_v that_o which_o be_v lawful_a and_o right_a he_o shall_v sure_o live_v he_o shall_v not_o die_v all_o his_o transgression_n that_o he_o have_v commit_v they_o shall_v not_o be_v mention_v unto_o he_o 23_o vers_fw-la 23_o have_v i_o any_o pleasure_n at_o all_o that_o the_o wicked_a shall_v die_v say_v the_o lord_n god_n and_o not_o that_o he_o shall_v return_v from_o his_o way_n and_o live_v o_o who_o be_v more_o wicked_a than_o i_o who_o more_o sinful_a than_o i_o my_o life_n have_v be_v nothing_o but_o a_o continue_a rebellion_n and_o my_o time_n have_v be_v waste_v in_o nothing_o but_o disobedience_n yet_o while_o i_o have_v life_n i_o have_v hope_n if_o i_o can_v but_o know_v my_o iniquity_n and_o get_v a_o sorrowful_a spirit_n for_o they_o
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god_n spare_v i_o a_o little_a time_n to_o spend_v in_o contrition_n if_o i_o may_v enjoy_v my_o life_n but_o for_o a_o little_o long_a space_n i_o will_v resolve_v by_o the_o grace_n of_o my_o god_n to_o dedicate_v it_o whole_o to_o the_o service_n of_o he_o and_o that_o i_o may_v in_o some_o measure_n make_v up_o my_o repentance_n before_o my_o departure_n i_o will_v beseech_v he_o if_o it_o may_v stand_v with_o his_o immutable_a decree_n to_o lend_v i_o a_o little_a more_o time_n wherein_o by_o his_o grace_n i_o may_v labour_v my_o reconciliation_n with_o he_o my_o time_n of_o death_n indeed_o seem_v to_o draw_v nigh_o and_o yet_o i_o do_v not_o consider_v or_o at_o least_o i_o have_v not_o consider_v that_o all_o this_o time_n which_o i_o have_v live_v i_o have_v be_v true_o dead_a sure_o thus_o i_o have_v be_v for_o so_o say_v king_n solomon_n 21.16_o prov._n 21.16_o the_o man_n that_o wander_v out_o of_o the_o way_n of_o understanding_n shall_v remain_v in_o the_o congregation_n of_o the_o dead_a thus_o have_v i_o be_v dead_a even_o in_o trespass_n and_o sin_n just_o therefore_o now_o my_o life_n do_v hasten_v away_o 2.1_o eph_n 2.1_o and_o my_o death_n approach_v i_o be_o now_o lay_v upon_o my_o bed_n of_o sorrow_n not_o as_o the_o unchaste_a amnon_n be_v 13.5_o 2._o sam._n 13.5_o who_o linger_v after_o a_o unclean_a enjoy_n of_o his_o sister_n tamar_n only_o counterfeit_v a_o sickness_n nor_o like_o the_o covetous_a ahab_n 21.4_o 1._o king_n 21.4_o who_o vex_v himself_o because_o naboth_n have_v deny_v to_o sell_v he_o his_o vine-yard_n 4.7_o 2._o sam._n 4.7_o nor_o like_o ishbosheth_n ready_a to_o be_v slay_v by_o a_o rechab_n and_o a_o baanah_n unless_o my_o sin_n and_o my_o sickness_n the_o effect_n of_o my_o sin_n be_v that_o rechab_n and_o that_o baanah_n but_o languish_v i_o lie_v almost_o despair_v of_o recovery_n by_o reason_n of_o the_o weakness_n of_o my_o near_o consume_v body_n and_o spirit_n through_o the_o sharpness_n of_o my_o disease_n 14.11_o be_v 14.11_o my_o pomp_n be_v even_o bring_v down_o to_o the_o grave_n and_o the_o noise_n of_o my_o viol_n the_o worm_n be_v spread_v under_o i_o and_o the_o worm_n be_v ready_a to_o cover_v i_o but_o let_v i_o say_v with_o holy_a job_n 20._o job_n 10_o 20._o be_v not_o my_o day_n few_o cease_v then_o o_o my_o god_n and_o let_v i_o alone_o that_o i_o may_v take_v comfort_n a_o little_a 21_o vers_fw-la 21_o before_o i_o go_v whence_o i_o shall_v not_o return_v even_o to_o the_o land_n of_o darkness_n and_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n a_o land_n of_o darkness_n 22_o vers_fw-la 22_o as_o darkness_n itself_o and_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n without_o any_o order_n and_o where_o the_o light_n be_v as_o darkness_n there_o be_v no_o work_n nor_o device_n 6.5_o eccl._n 9.10_o ps_n 6.5_o knowledge_n nor_o wisdom_n in_o the_o grave_n whither_o i_o be_o go_v in_o death_n there_o be_v no_o remembrance_n of_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n in_o the_o grave_n who_o shall_v give_v thou_o thank_n be_v 38.18_o ps_n 115.17_o be_v 38.18_o the_o dead_a praise_n not_o thou_o o_o lord_n neither_o any_o that_o go_v downeinto_o silence_n the_o grave_n can_v praise_v thou_o death_n can_v celebrate_v thou_o they_o that_o go_v down_o into_o the_o pit_n can_v hope_v for_o thy_o truth_n 19_o vers_fw-la 19_o the_o live_a only_o the_o live_n he_o shall_v praise_v thou_o the_o father_n to_o the_o child_n shall_v make_v know_v thy_o truth_n thou_o thyself_o have_v profess_v that_o thou_o be_v not_o a_o god_n of_o the_o dead_a 11_o matt_n 22.32_o ps_n 88.10_o vers_fw-la 11_o but_o of_o the_o live_n will_v thou_o then_o show_v wonder_n to_o the_o dead_a shall_v the_o dead_a arise_v and_o praife_fw-mi thou_o shall_v thy_o love_a kindness_n be_v declare_v in_o the_o grave_n or_o thy_o faithfulness_n in_o destruction_n 12_o vers_fw-la 12_o shall_v thy_o wonder_n be_v know_v in_o the_o dark_a and_o thy_o righteousness_n in_o the_o land_n of_o forgetfulness_n consider_v then_o 69.15_o ps_n 13.3_o ps_n 69.15_o and_o hear_v i_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n lighten_v my_o eye_n that_o i_o sleep_v not_o in_o death_n let_v not_o the_o water-flood_n overflow_v i_o neither_o let_v the_o deep_a swallow_v i_o up_o and_o let_v not_o the_o pit_n shut_v her_o mouth_n upon_o i_o hear_v i_o o_o lord_n 16_o vers_fw-la 16_o for_o thy_o love_a kindness_n be_v good_a turn_v unto_o i_o according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n 2.6_o 1._o sam_n 2.6_o thou_o be_v he_o who_o do_v both_o kill_v and_o make_v alive_a who_o bring_v down_o to_o the_o grave_n 4.20_o 2._o king_n 4.20_o &_o bring_v up_o again_o when_o the_o shunamite_n child_n have_v sit_v on_o his_o mother_n knee_n until_o noon_n 21_o vers_fw-la 21_o it_o then_o depart_a but_o she_o go_v up_o and_o lay_v he_o on_o the_o bed_n of_o the_o man_n of_o god_n 32_o vers_fw-la 32_o and_o shut_v the_o door_n upon_o he_o and_o go_v out_o and_o when_o elisha_n be_v come_v into_o the_o house_n behold_v the_o child_n be_v dead_a and_o lay_v upon_o his_o bed_n 33_o vers_fw-la 33_o he_o go_v in_o therefore_o and_o shut_v the_o door_n upon_o they_o twain_o and_o pray_v unto_o thou_o my_o great_a and_o powerful_a god_n 35_o vers_fw-la 35_o and_o the_o child_n neeze_v seven_o time_n and_o the_o child_n open_v his_o eye_n 9.18_o mat_n 9.18_o when_o the_o ruler_n of_o the_o synagogue_n worship_v my_o saviour_n and_o say_v my_o daughter_n be_v even_o now_o dead_a but_o come_v and_o lay_v thy_o hand_n upon_o she_o and_o she_o shall_v live_v 25_o vers_fw-la 25_o then_o he_o go_v in_o and_o take_v she_o by_o the_o hand_n and_o the_o maid_n arise_v o_o my_o god_n to_o thou_o i_o submit_v myself_o do_v with_o i_o as_o thou_o please_v in_o thy_o power_n it_o be_v to_o spare_v i_o for_o a_o while_n it_o will_v not_o be_v hard_o for_o thou_o to_o restore_v i_o to_o health_n than_o it_o be_v to_o restore_v the_o dead_a unto_o life_n fain_o i_o will_v live_v long_o that_o i_o may_v repent_v more_o lord_n if_o it_o be_v thy_o pleasure_n add_v yet_o some_o more_o day_n unto_o my_o life_n restore_v i_o to_o health_n and_o make_v i_o praise_v thou_o for_o thy_o mercy_n long_o i_o will_v not_o live_v unless_o thou_o shall_v be_v please_v with_o my_o life_n to_o renew_v my_o obedience_n and_o yet_o die_v i_o will_v not_o unless_o thou_o shall_v first_o be_v please_v to_o give_v i_o a_o sense_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o a_o sorrow_n upon_o that_o sense_n and_o a_o comfortable_a and_o content_v joy_n upon_o that_o sorrow_n thou_o be_v the_o potter_n and_o i_o be_o the_o clay_n already_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o and_o it_o be_v now_o in_o thy_o power_n either_o to_o break_v i_o into_o shard_n or_o to_o preserve_v i_o whole_a ay_o who_o have_v cry_v so_o much_o in_o the_o extremity_n of_o my_o anguish_n do_v now_o beseech_v thou_o with_o my_o tear_n to_o spare_v i_o 8.8_o mat._n 8.8_o o_o speak_v the_o word_n only_o and_o thy_o servant_n shall_v be_v heal_v but_o yet_o howsoëver_o i_o submit_v to_o thy_o own_o good_a pleasure_n lord_n if_o it_o may_v be_v thy_o will_n let_v the_o skill_n of_o my_o physician_n and_o the_o power_n of_o my_o medicine_n and_o whatsoëver_o shall_v be_v administer_v unto_o i_o take_v a_o blessing_n from_o thou_o &_o if_o thou_o shall_v restore_v i_o again_o to_o thou_o and_o to_o thy_o service_n will_v i_o devote_v my_o life_n my_o time_n shall_v be_v thou_o my_o day_n thou_o my_o thought_n my_o word_n and_o my_o action_n thou_o so_o shall_v thy_o mercy_n be_v magnify_v and_o thy_o praise_n i_o will_v be_v for_o ever_o sing_v and_o will_v
angel_n to_o the_o latter_a the_o un-god_o be_v hurry_v and_o tumble_v by_o curse_a fiend_n and_o stare_a ghost_n here_o indeed_o the_o wicked_a spend_v their_o day_n in_o mirth_n 49.14_o job._n 21.13_o ps_n 49.14_o but_o in_o a_o moment_n they_o go_v down_o to_o the_o grave_n they_o be_v lay_v like_o sheep_n in_o the_o grave_n death_n shall_v feed_v on_o they_o and_o the_o upright_o shall_v have_v dominion_n over_o they_o in_o the_o morning_n and_o their_o beauty_n shall_v consume_v in_o the_o grave_n from_o their_o dwell_n from_o thence_o there_o be_v no_o redemption_n no_o no_o there_o be_v a_o great_a gulf_n 3.12_o lu._n 16.26_o 2._o pet._n 3.12_o and_o great_a there_n will_v be_v when_o the_o earth_n shall_v be_v dissolve_v and_o the_o element_n shall_v melt_v with_o fervent_a heat_n then_o only_a heaven_n and_o hell_n shall_v remain_v and_o from_o either_o of_o these_o there_o be_v no_o departure_n the_o wicked_a will_v be_v free_v out_o of_o hell_n but_o can_v the_o godly_a 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fiend_n go_v seek_v some_o other_o to_o delude_v with_o your_o suggestion_n in_o i_o you_o have_v neither_o share_n nor_o hope_n for_o neither_o shall_v your_o torment_n be_v lessen_v if_o you_o can_v seduce_v i_o nor_o shall_v nor_o can_v your_o madness_n prevail_v against_o thy_o redeem_a soul_n to_o increase_v the_o number_n of_o your_o schreeche_n and_o howl_n and_o now_o o_o my_o jesus_n come_v come_v away_o for_o i_o be_o thou_o and_o thou_o be_v i_o why_o stay_v thou_o so_o long_o why_o delay_v thou_o the_o time_n the_o long_o i_o live_v i_o do_v but_o the_o more_o offend_v thou_o and_o the_o more_o i_o offend_v thou_o the_o more_o do_v my_o sorrow_n burden_n i_o for_o these_o my_o offence_n o_o will_v it_o not_o be_v more_o for_o thy_o glory_n to_o free_v i_o from_o corruption_n that_o i_o may_v sing_v praise_n to_o thy_o name_n without_o any_o fear_n of_o displease_v thou_o how_o long_o lord_n how_o long_o will_v thou_o keep_v i_o from_o thy_o triumphant_a choir_n 42.2_o ps_n 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decree_v and_o resolve_v with_o saint_n paul_n in_o whatsoëv_a state_n i_o be_o 4.11_o phil_n 4.11_o there_o with_o to_o be_v content_a thus_o i_o shall_v be_v and_o thus_o i_o desire_v to_o be_v for_o hunger_n with_o content_a be_v better_a than_o feast_v and_o feast_v without_o it_o be_v worse_a than_o famine_n if_o god_n in_o his_o wisdom_n see_v it_o good_a for_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v be_v fill_v i_o doubt_v not_o of_o his_o providence_n in_o send_v what_o be_v good_a i_o will_v as_o i_o ought_v sieke_n the_o ordinary_a mean_n for_o the_o preservation_n of_o life_n i_o will_v industrious_o labour_v or_o earnest_o besiech_v or_o painful_o travail_v for_o that_o which_o may_v nourish_v i_o if_o it_o come_v as_o i_o desire_v i_o will_v thank_v he_o who_o send_v it_o if_o it_o come_v not_o as_o i_o wish_v howsoëver_o i_o will_v labour_v to_o be_v content_a with_o my_o lot_n he_o will_v i_o honour_v both_o in_o plenty_n and_o in_o want_n and_o to_o his_o dispose_n will_v i_o yield_v 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i_o dare_v not_o imitate_v the_o israelite_n who_o murmur_v and_o repine_v against_o moses_n and_o aaron_n 16.3_o exit_fw-la 16.3_o and_o say_v unto_o they_o will_v to_o god_n we_o have_v dye_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o lord_n in_o the_o land_n of_o egypt_n when_o we_o sit_v by_o the_o fleshpot_n and_o when_o we_o do_v eat_v bread_n to_o the_o full_a for_o you_o have_v bring_v we_o forth_o into_o this_o wilderness_n to_o kill_v this_o whole_a assembly_n with_o hunger_n what_o will_v it_o advantage_v i_o if_o god_n in_o his_o judgement_n shall_v send_v i_o my_o desire_n be_v it_o not_o better_a to_o partake_v of_o his_o mercy_n in_o misery_n then_o of_o his_o displeasure_n in_o plenty_n 28_o ps_n 78.27_o vers_fw-la 28_o at_o the_o desire_n of_o the_o israëlites_n he_o rain_v flesh_n upon_o they_o as_o dust_n and_o feather_a fowl_n like_o as_o the_o sand_n of_o the_o sea_n and_o he_o let_v it_o fall_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o camp_n round_o about_o their_o habitation_n 29_o vers_fw-la 29_o so_o they_o do_v eat_v and_o be_v fill_v 30_o vers_fw-la 30_o he_o give_v they_o their_o own_o desire_n they_o be_v not_o estrange_v from_o their_o lust_n those_o on_o who_o he_o rain_v down_o manna_n to_o eat_v 24_o vers_fw-la 24_o and_o give_v they_o of_o the_o corn_n of_o heaven_n even_o they_o be_v likewise_o store_v with_o the_o flock_n of_o the_o quail_n but_o their_o sweet_a meat_n have_v sour_a sauce_n 31_o vers_fw-la 30_o vers_fw-la 31_o for_o while_o their_o meat_n be_v yet_o in_o their_o mouth_n the_o wrath_n of_o god_n come_v upon_o they_o and_o slay_v the_o fat_a of_o they_o 10.22_o prov._n 10.22_o and_o smite_v down_o the_o choose_a man_n in_o israël_n it_o be_v only_o the_o blessing_n of_o the_o lord_n that_o make_v rich_a even_o of_o he_o who_o promise_v to_o the_o israëlite_n 23.25_o exit_fw-la 23.25_o if_o they_o will_v serve_v he_o to_o bless_v their_o bread_n and_o their_o water_n and_o to_o take_v sickness_n away_o from_o the_o midd'est_fw-mi of_o they_o he_o it_o be_v who_o move_v shobi_n and_o machir_n 17.27_o 2._o sam._n 17.27_o and_o barzillai_n to_o bring_v unto_o david_n at_o mahanaim_n and_o to_o his_o people_n that_o be_v hungry_a and_o weary_a 28_o vers_fw-la 28_o and_o thirsty_a in_o the_o wilderness_n both_o bed_n and_o cup_n and_o earthen_a vessel_n and_o wheat_n and_o barley_n and_o flower_n and_o parch_a corn_n and_o bean_n and_o lentil_n and_o parch_a pulse_n and_o honey_n 29_o vers_fw-la 29_o and_o butter_n and_o sheep_n and_o cheese_n of_o kine_n 1.53_o luc._n 1.53_o he_o fill_v the_o hungry_a with_o good_a thing_n and_o the_o rich_a he_o send_v empty_a away_o 34.28_o job._n 34.28_o the_o cry_n of_o the_o poor_a come_v unto_o he_o and_o he_o hear_v the_o cry_n of_o the_o afflict_a hungry_a and_o thirsty_a 5._o ps_n 107_o 5._o the_o soul_n of_o the_o israëlites_n faint_v in_o they_o then_o they_o cry_v unto_o the_o lord_n in_o their_o trouble_n 9_o vers_fw-la 6._o vers_fw-la 9_o and_o he_o deliver_v they_o out_o of_o their_o distress_n he_o satisfi_v the_o long_a soul_n and_o fill_v the_o hungry_a soul_n with_o goodness_n thus_o he_o may_v do_v for_o i_o as_o he_o do_v for_o they_o but_o then_o i_o must_v pray_v and_o that_o in_o faith_n i_o must_v weep_v and_o that_o in_o hope_n i_o must_v remember_v my_o sin_n which_o have_v deserve_v this_o punishment_n yea_o great_a than_o here_o can_v be_v inflict_v upon_o i_o and_o i_o must_v thank_v my_o creator_n who_o visit_v i_o in_o mercy_n i_o must_v submit_v to_o his_o pleasure_n and_o kiss_v the_o rod._n though_o now_o as_o be_v the_o prodigal_n
ghost_n 25.8_o c_o 25.8_o and_o die_v in_o a_o good_a old_a age_n 2._o jud_n 8.32_o 1._o chr_n 29.28_o gen_n 23_o 1._o vers_fw-la 2._o a_o old_a man_n full_a of_o year_n and_o be_v gather_v to_o his_o people_n gideon_n the_o son_n of_o joash_n die_v in_o a_o good_a old_a age_n david_n die_v in_o a_o good_a old_a age_n full_a of_o day_n riches_n and_o honour_n sarah_n be_v a_o hundred_o twenty_o and_o seven_o year_n old_a when_o she_o die_v in_o kiriath_n arba_fw-la these_o and_o thousand_o of_o other_o who_o live_v great_a and_o good_a age_n lay_v down_o in_o the_o dust_n and_o their_o spirit_n be_v carry_v by_o angel_n into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o happiness_n the_o city_n of_o my_o god_n why_o then_o shall_v not_o i_o endeavour_v to_o follow_v they_o to_o bliss_n dye_v i_o must_v but_o when_o or_o where_o or_o how_o i_o can_v not_o determine_v yet_o sure_o i_o be_o that_o if_o i_o live_v the_o life_n of_o the_o righteous_a i_o shall_v die_v their_o death_n 23.10_o num_fw-la 23.10_o and_o receive_v their_o reward_n as_o near_o as_o i_o be_o to_o my_o long_a home_n i_o be_o not_o assure_v what_o death_n i_o shall_v die_v neither_o by_o what_o disease_n nor_o with_o what_o torment_n or_o ease_v 42.38_o gen_n 42.38_o jacob_n be_v afraid_a that_o his_o gray_a hair_n shall_v be_v bring_v down_o with_o sorrow_n to_o the_o grave_n when_o david_n give_v solomon_n a_o charge_n concern_v joab_n he_o command_v he_o 2.6_o 1._o king_n 2.6_o say_v let_v not_o his_o hoary_a head_n go_v down_o to_o the_o grave_n in_o peace_n concern_v shimei_n he_o likewise_o charge_v he_o 9_o vers_fw-la 9_o say_v his_o hoary_a head_n bring_v thou_o down_o to_o the_o grave_n with_o blood_n the_o rebellious_a israëlites_n be_v threaten_v for_o their_o disobedience_n 50_o deut_n 28.49_o vers_fw-la 50_o that_o the_o lord_n shall_v bring_v a_o nation_n against_o they_o which_o shall_v not_o regard_v the_o person_n of_o the_o oldâ—_n nor_o show_v favour_n to_o the_o young_a i_o have_v no_o more_o 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nothing_o but_o blood_n can_v satisfy_v for_o my_o scarlet_a crime_n and_o no_o blood_n can_v appease_v he_o but_o the_o blood_n of_o his_o son_n and_o no_o share_n can_v i_o have_v in_o that_o most_o precious_a blood_n unless_o i_o serious_o and_o faithful_o repent_v i_o of_o my_o sin_n lord_n 56.3_o be_v 56.3_o though_o i_o may_v say_v with_o the_o eunuch_n behold_v i_o be_o a_o dry_a tree_n yet_o it_o be_v in_o thy_o power_n as_o well_o to_o draw_v water_n out_o of_o the_o dry_v tree_n as_o the_o obdurate_a rock_n o_o my_o god_n i_o desire_v to_o offer_v thou_o both_o my_o eye_n full_a of_o tear_n and_o a_o heart_n full_a of_o groan_n if_o all_o that_o little_a moisture_n which_o be_v leave_v in_o my_o body_n can_v possible_o be_v convert_v into_o one_o tear_n of_o timely_a and_o acceptable_a repentance_n even_o that_o tear_n o_o god_n will_v i_o ready_o offer_v thou_o lord_n i_o grieve_v in_o my_o very_a soul_n for_o the_o pollution_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o be_o serious_o and_o 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die_v she_o 19_o vers_fw-la 19_o poor_a soul_n be_v great_a with_o child_n when_o the_o story_n of_o these_o sad_a accident_n be_v relate_v unto_o she_o bow_v herself_o and_o fall_v in_o travail_n for_o her_o pain_n come_v upon_o she_o yea_o &_o at_o length_n when_o she_o be_v deliver_v of_o she_o ichabod_n 21_o vers_fw-la 21_o she_o give_v up_o the_o ghost_n thus_o the_o priest_n fall_v by_o the_o sword_n 78.64_o ps_n 78.64_o and_o no_o widow_n be_v leave_v to_o make_v lamentation_n true_a it_o be_v that_o my_o affliction_n be_v great_a in_o the_o death_n of_o my_o husband_n yea_o so_o great_a that_o herewith_o the_o slanderous_a enemy_n of_o the_o psalmist_n be_v severe_o curse_v 109.9_o ps_n 109.9_o let_v his_o child_n be_v fatherless_a and_o his_o wife_n a_o widow_n yet_o be_v it_o far_o better_a to_o see_v he_o go_v down_o to_o the_o grave_n in_o peace_n then_o that_o he_o shall_v have_v linger_v in_o continual_a misery_n 22.12_o jer_n 22.12_o shallum_n the_o son_n of_o josiah_n 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lament_n if_o i_o have_v always_o remember_v that_o he_o be_v create_v mortal_a and_o have_v therefore_o trust_v in_o he_o who_o be_v immortal_a if_o i_o do_v love_n my_o god_n more_o than_o i_o do_v my_o husband_n i_o shall_v find_v both_o comfort_n and_o content_a in_o his_o mercy_n lord_n how_o frail_a and_o weak_a be_o i_o that_o i_o can_v discharge_v the_o debt_n of_o nature_n but_o i_o must_v bring_v in_o question_n the_o power_n of_o grace_n i_o can_v grieve_v for_o the_o death_n of_o my_o depart_a husband_n without_o discover_v some_o diffidence_n some_o distrust_n in_o my_o god_n but_o i_o will_v pray_v unto_o the_o lord_n to_o for_o give_v the_o excess_n of_o my_o love_n to_o my_o decease_a husband_n the_o excess_n of_o my_o tear_n for_o the_o death_n of_o my_o husband_n and_o to_o convert_v these_o tear_n into_o drop_n of_o sorrow_n for_o my_o heinous_a offence_n to_o he_o will_v i_o hasten_v to_o he_o will_v i_o speedy_o address_v myself_o and_o mournful_o will_v i_o cry_v and_o beg_v and_o pray_v and_o say_v the_o prayer_n father_n of_o mercy_n and_o god_n of_o all_o consolation_n 26_o joa_n 11.25_o vers_fw-la 26_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o resurrection_n and_o the_o life_n in_o who_o whosoëver_o believe_v shall_v live_v though_o he_o be_v dead_a and_o in_o who_o whosoëver_o live_v and_o believe_v shall_v not_o die_v eternal_o send_v down_o thy_o grace_n into_o my_o sinful_a soul_n that_o i_o may_v magnify_v thy_o name_n for_o deliver_v thy_o servant_n from_o the_o misery_n of_o this_o life_n and_o for_o inthron_v he_o in_o the_o celestial_a â—erusalem_fw-la where_o i_o doubt_v not_o but_o he_o reign_v thou_o know_v his_o sufferance_n and_o the_o sharpness_n of_o his_o sickness_n &_o in_o mercy_n do_v release_v he_o of_o his_o misery_n to_o crown_v he_o with_o glory_n thy_o favour_n be_v infinite_a in_o his_o spiritual_a comfort_n when_o his_o body_n languish_v through_o the_o extremity_n of_o his_o disease_n by_o thy_o scourge_n thou_o taught_v he_o how_o thou_o abhor_v sin_n yet_o i_o doubt_v not_o but_o thou_o have_v free_v he_o from_o the_o torment_n of_o hell_n through_o the_o sufferance_n of_o thy_o son_n for_o thy_o goodness_n to_o he_o thy_o name_n be_v glorify_v and_o i_o humble_o besiech_v thou_o to_o extend_v thy_o mercy_n likewise_o unto_o she_o who_o honour_v thou_o for_o it_o thou_o know_v lord_n the_o distress_n of_o my_o soul_n for_o want_v of_o he_o who_o thou_o have_v take_v from_o i_o thou_o see_v my_o affliction_n and_o thou_o numbere_v my_o tear_n o_o be_v gracious_a unto_o i_o thy_o unworthy_a servant_n and_o send_v i_o comfort_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o these_o sorrow_n give_v i_o grace_n
the_o wine_n and_o the_o other_o accustom_a entertainment_n be_v give_v at_o each_o we_o go_v to_o the_o church_n for_o the_o consummation_n of_o each_o only_o here_o be_v the_o difference_n that_o at_o the_o one_o we_o rejoice_v but_o at_o the_o other_o we_o mourn_v every_o guest_n that_o be_v willing_a to_o comply_v with_o the_o preâ—ent_a occasion_n must_v as_o well_o be_v sad_a at_o this_o as_o â—e_z merry_a at_o the_o other_o weep_v we_o may_v and_o weep_v we_o must_v especial_o myself_o who_o have_v â—ost_o myself_o but_o yet_o let_v i_o take_v heed_n that_o i_o offend_v not_o in_o my_o tear_n lest_o that_o which_o be_v my_o duty_n be_v turn_v into_o a_o crime_n i_o must_v especial_o take_v heed_n that_o i_o err_v not_o in_o the_o cause_n of_o these_o lament_n for_o if_o i_o griere_n at_o the_o happiness_n of_o he_o that_o be_v depart_v i_o discover_v a_o envy_n rather_o than_o affection_n if_o i_o grieve_v for_o the_o loss_n which_o myself_o sustain_v i_o must_v take_v heed_n that_o i_o wrong_v not_o my_o confidence_n in_o god_n i_o may_v not_o offend_v in_o the_o number_n of_o my_o tear_n for_o if_o i_o weep_v too_o much_o i_o may_v forfeit_v my_o hope_n or_o at_o least_o i_o may_v occasion_v those_o that_o behold_v i_o to_o think_v that_o i_o doubt_v of_o the_o salvation_n of_o the_o dead_a weep_v i_o may_v and_o weep_v i_o must_v but_o for_o fear_v lest_o i_o offend_v in_o these_o my_o tear_n in_o my_o earnest_a prayer_n i_o will_v beg_v that_o they_o may_v be_v sanctify_v to_o my_o god_n will_v i_o go_v for_o his_o direction_n and_o assistance_n and_o in_o this_o storm_n of_o my_o tear_n i_o will_v shelter_v myself_o under_o his_o protection_n and_o humble_o will_v i_o tender_v my_o petition_n and_o say_v the_o prayer_n o_o almighty_a and_o everliving_a lord_n god_n thou_o who_o know_v whereof_o we_o be_v make_v 103.14_o ps_n 103.14_o and_o who_o remember_v that_o we_o be_v but_o dust_n give_v i_o grace_v i_o besiech_v thou_o to_o be_v thankful_a unto_o thou_o for_o all_o thy_o mercy_n more_o particular_o both_o for_o thy_o deliverance_n of_o my_o husband_n from_o the_o misery_n of_o this_o life_n and_o for_o afford_v i_o the_o mean_n in_o peace_n to_o bring_v he_o to_o his_o long_a home_n lord_n so_o arm_v i_o with_o patience_n in_o this_o time_n of_o affliction_n that_o i_o may_v not_o offend_v thou_o in_o my_o want_n or_o excess_n of_o mourning_n 3.19_o gen_n 3.19_o dust_n we_o be_v and_o to_o dust_n we_o shall_v return_v from_o the_o earth_n we_o come_v and_o to_o the_o earth_n we_o must_v go_v this_o way_n which_o thy_o servant_n must_v now_o be_v dispose_v of_o be_v the_o way_n wherein_o thou_o will_v one_o day_n lead_v i_o also_o to_o my_o rest_n o_o prepare_v i_o for_o the_o time_n of_o my_o great_a account_n 7._o eccl_n 12_o 7._o that_o so_o when_o my_o dust_n shall_v return_v to_o the_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v my_o spirit_n may_v return_v unto_o thou_o who_o do_v give_v it_o let_v his_o spectacle_n of_o mortality_n live_v in_o my_o memory_n that_o so_o when_o i_o consider_v that_o the_o time_n will_v come_v that_o as_o naked_a as_o i_o come_v out_o of_o my_o mother_n womb_n 1.21_o job_n 1.21_o so_o naked_a shall_v i_o thither_o return_v again_o i_o may_v whole_o endeavour_v and_o seek_v to_o be_v clothe_v with_o the_o righteousness_n of_o thy_o son_n 4._o rom_n 6_o 4._o with_o he_o thou_o have_v be_v gracious_o please_v that_o by_o baptism_n i_o shall_v be_v bury_v into_o death_n grant_v also_o good_a god_n that_o like_a as_o he_o be_v raise_v up_o from_o the_o dead_a by_o the_o glory_n of_o thou_o the_o eternal_a father_n even_o so_o i_o also_o may_v walk_v in_o newness_n of_o life_n make_v i_o ever_o think_v upon_o death_n which_o will_v seize_v on_o i_o judgement_n which_o will_v examine_v i_o and_o hell_n which_o will_v devour_v i_o that_o heaven_n may_v receive_v i_o let_v this_o lifeless_a carkeise_n put_v i_o in_o mind_n of_o the_o malice_n of_o sin_n which_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o death_n and_o of_o that_o sentence_n which_o immediate_o follow_v this_o death_n thou_o see_v o_o lord_n how_o unwilling_a i_o be_o to_o part_v from_o this_o freeze_a and_o earthy_a lump_n thou_o know_v how_o deep_o the_o departure_n of_o my_o joy_n do_v pierce_v and_o wound_v my_o afflict_a heart_n o_o be_v thou_o my_o comforter_n in_o this_o great_a sorrow_n 119.96_o ps_n 119.96_o that_o see_v now_o i_o see_v that_o all_o thing_n do_v certain_o come_v to_o a_o end_n i_o may_v whole_o endeavour_v to_o please_v thou_o alone_o who_o shall_v never_o have_v end_n 50.3_o be_v 50.3_o o_o thou_o who_o cloathe_v the_o heaven_n with_o blackness_n and_o have_v clothe_v i_o at_o this_o time_n who_o be_o but_o earth_n &_o ash_n with_o these_o mourn_a weed_n grant_v that_o by_o these_o i_o may_v be_v instruct_v to_o shun_v the_o frail_a and_o fade_a vanity_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o strive_v for_o that_o kingdom_n which_o shall_v endure_v for_o ever_o be_v please_v to_o speak_v peace_n to_o my_o trouble_a mind_n that_o so_o though_o nature_n have_v power_n to_o enforce_v i_o to_o weep_v yet_o grace_n may_v prevail_v to_o moderate_v my_o mourning_n 104.9_o ps_n 106_o 9_o ps_n 104.9_o o_o thou_o who_o do_v once_o rebuke_v the_o red_a sea_n that_o thy_o servant_n may_v pass_v through_o they_o as_o on_o dry_a land_n thou_o who_o have_v set_v a_o bind_v to_o the_o sea_n that_o they_o may_v not_o pass_v over_o nor_o turn_v again_o to_o cover_v the_o earth_n be_v please_v so_o to_o rebuke_v the_o water_n of_o my_o affliction_n and_o put_v such_o a_o bind_v to_o these_o my_o tear_n that_o they_o may_v not_o drown_v this_o earth_n of_o my_o feeble_a body_n but_o may_v give_v place_n to_o confidence_n and_o comfort_n in_o thy_o mercy_n 114.3_o ps_n 114.3_o jordane_n do_v yield_v to_o thy_o command_n &_o be_v drive_v back_o so_o drive_v thou_o back_o the_o flood_n of_o my_o tear_n that_o they_o swell_v not_o above_o the_o bank_n of_o moderation_n and_o hope_n let_v the_o grave_n of_o the_o decease_a put_v i_o in_o mind_n of_o the_o tomb_n of_o my_o bless_a redeemer_n that_o so_o when_o i_o be_o bow_v down_o with_o sorrow_n at_o the_o burial_n of_o this_o earth_n i_o may_v be_v raise_v with_o joy_n for_o the_o benefit_n of_o the_o resurrection_n of_o my_o saviour_n christ_n he_o have_v pluck_v out_o the_o sting_n which_o sin_n have_v former_o give_v unto_o death_n 57_o 1._o cor._n 15.56_o vers_fw-la 57_o o_o let_v i_o ever_o be_v thankful_a unto_o thou_o my_o god_n who_o give_v we_o victory_n through_o jesus_n christ._n give_v i_o a_o assure_a belief_n of_o the_o general_a resurrection_n that_o when_o i_o grieve_v at_o the_o place_n of_o this_o flesh_n in_o the_o grave_n i_o may_v rejoice_v in_o the_o certainty_n of_o his_o rise_n again_o 25.17_o ps_n 25.17_o though_o the_o trouble_n of_o my_o heart_n be_v now_o enlarge_v yet_o bring_v thou_o i_o out_o of_o all_o my_o fear_n 94.19_o ps_n 94.19_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o sorrow_n which_o i_o have_v in_o my_o heart_n 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be_v not_o weary_a of_o destroy_v and_o yet_o the_o judgement_n which_o fall_v upon_o the_o jew_n be_v easy_a to_o the_o strong_a then_o to_o the_o weak_a sex_n the_o male_n have_v a_o period_n set_v to_o their_o earthly_a trouble_n when_o the_o sword_n devour_v they_o but_o the_o poor_a female_n be_v leave_v alive_a destitute_a both_o of_o the_o comfort_n and_o society_n of_o their_o husband_n death_n be_v a_o judgement_n mix_v often_o with_o mercy_n because_o it_o finish_v our_o earthly_a sufferance_n whereas_o a_o life_n that_o be_v lead_v in_o continue_a sorrow_n be_v so_o much_o the_o more_o burdensome_a
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do_v resolve_v to_o be_v thy_o destruction_n o_o grave_n and_o that_o repentance_n shall_v be_v hide_v from_o his_o eye_n 15.54_o be_v 25.8_o 1_o cor_fw-la 15.54_o he_o promise_v to_o swallow_v up_o death_n in_o victory_n and_o to_o wipe_v away_o tear_n from_o off_o all_o face_n this_o he_o do_v promise_v and_o this_o he_o have_v perform_v for_o by_o his_o bless_a apostle_n i_o be_o well_o assure_v that_o death_n itself_o be_v swallow_v up_o in_o victory_n now_o i_o dare_v challenge_v you_o o_o you_o impotent_a and_o powerlesse_a adversary_n i_o dare_v scorn_n 55_o vers_fw-la 55_o and_o contemn_v you_o o_o death_n where_o be_v thy_o sting_n o_o grave_n where_o be_v thy_o victory_n thy_o sting_n o_o death_n be_v pullud_fw-la out_o by_o he_o who_o be_v the_o lord_n of_o life_n the_o strength_n of_o thy_o sting_n be_v that_o law_n which_o be_v fullfil_v by_o my_o merciful_a jesus_n 14.9_o hos_fw-la 13_o 14._o ps_n 49.15_o rom_n 14.9_o he_o he_o have_v ransom_v i_o from_o the_o power_n of_o the_o grave_n &_o have_v redeem_v i_o from_o death_n he_o have_v redeem_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o power_n of_o hell_n for_o he_o shall_v receive_v i_o to_o this_o end_n he_o die_v and_o rise_v again_o &_o re-vived_n that_o he_o may_v be_v lord_n both_o of_o the_o dead_a and_o of_o the_o live_n 8._o ps_n 68.20_o ps_n 48.14_o rom_n 14_o 7._o vers_fw-la 8._o he_o that_o be_v my_o god_n be_v the_o god_n of_o salvation_n unto_o who_o belong_v the_o issue_n from_o death_n this_o god_n be_v my_o god_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o he_o shall_v be_v my_o guide_n even_o unto_o death_n i_o live_v not_o to_o myself_o nor_o do_v i_o die_v unto_o myself_o for_o whether_o i_o live_v i_o live_v unto_o the_o lord_n &_o whether_o i_o die_v i_o die_v unto_o the_o lord_n whether_o i_o live_v therefore_o 1.20_o phil_n 1.20_o or_o die_v i_o be_o the_o lord_n be_v christ_n shall_v be_v magnify_v in_o my_o body_n whether_o it_o be_v by_o life_n or_o by_o death_n for_o to_o i_o to_o live_v be_v christ_n 24_o vers_fw-la 21_o heb._n 12_o 18._o vers_fw-la 22_o vers_fw-la 23_o vers_fw-la 24_o and_o to_o die_v be_v gain_v i_o come_v not_o to_o the_o mount_n that_o may_v not_o be_v touch_v nor_o to_o blackness_n and_o darkness_n and_o tempest_n but_o i_o come_v unto_o mount_n zion_n to_o the_o general_a assembly_n and_o â—rch_v of_o the_o firstborn_a which_o be_v write_v in_o heaven_n and_o to_o god_n the_o judge_n of_o all_o and_o to_o the_o spirit_n of_o just_a man_n make_v perfect_a and_o to_o jesus_n the_o mediator_n of_o the_o new_a covenant_n and_o to_o the_o blood_n of_o sprinkle_v that_o
i_o be_o strong_o assure_v that_o short_o even_o present_o 36.9_o ps_n 36.9_o in_o thy_o light_n in_o thy_o kingdom_n whereof_o thou_o thyself_o be_v the_o light_n 7.1_o reu_fw-fr 21_o 23._o eccl._n 7.1_o i_o shall_v see_v light_a now_o do_v i_o with_o heavenly_a comfort_n assure_v myself_o that_o the_o day_n of_o death_n be_v better_a far_o better_o than_o the_o day_n of_o my_o birth_n for_o i_o be_v bear_v to_o sin_n 23.4_o ps_n 23.4_o but_o i_o die_v to_o reign_v now_o though_o i_o walk_v through_o the_o valley_n of_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n i_o can_v fear_v no_o evil_a for_o thou_o be_v with_o i_o thy_o rod_n and_o thy_o staff_n thy_o comfort_n i_o what_o though_o i_o be_o count_v with_o they_o that_o go_v down_o to_o the_o pit_n 88.4_o ps_n 88.4_o andam_fw-la as_o a_o man_n that_o have_v no_o strength_n 1._o job._n 17_o 1._o what_o though_o my_o breath_n be_v corrupt_a though_o my_o spirit_n be_v spend_v though_o my_o day_n be_v extinct_a and_o though_o the_o grave_n be_v ready_a for_o i_o 13_o vers_fw-la 13_o what_o though_o the_o grave_n be_v my_o house_n and_o present_o i_o shall_v make_v my_o bed_n in_o the_o darkness_n what_o though_o corruption_n 16_o vers_fw-la 16_o and_o the_o worm_n shall_v go_v down_o to_o the_o bar_n of_o the_o pit_n and_o our_o rest_n shall_v be_v together_o in_o the_o dust_n what_o though_o death_n be_v come_v up_o into_o my_o window_n into_o my_o eye_n 18._o jer._n 9.21_o ps_n 107_o 18._o and_o be_v enter_v into_o the_o tabernacle_n of_o my_o body_n what_o though_o my_o soul_n abhor_v all_o manner_n of_o meat_n and_o i_o draw_v necre_n unto_o the_o gate_n of_o death_n what_o though_o my_o heart_n be_v sore_o pain_v within_o i_o 44.17_o ps_n 55.4_o ps_n 44.17_o and_o the_o terror_n of_o death_n be_v fall_v upon_o i_o yet_o though_o all_o this_o be_v come_v upon_o i_o i_o will_v not_o forget_v thou_o o_o my_o god_n neither_o will_v i_o deal_v false_o in_o thy_o covenant_n 18_o vers_fw-la 18_o my_o heart_n shall_v not_o be_v turn_v back_o neither_o shall_v my_o step_n decline_v from_o thy_o way_n no_o 19_o vers_fw-la 19_o though_o thou_o have_v sore_o break_v i_o in_o the_o place_n of_o dragon_n and_o do_v cover_v i_o with_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n i_o be_o go_v now_o the_o way_n of_o all_o the_o earth_n 23.14_o jos_n 23.14_o and_o do_v know_v in_o my_o heart_n and_o in_o my_o soul_n that_o not_o one_o thing_n shall_v fail_v i_o which_o the_o lord_n my_o god_n have_v promise_v to_o his_o elect_a now_o be_o i_o joyful_o go_v to_o the_o gate_n of_o the_o grave_n 38.10_o be_v 38.10_o i_o be_o deprive_v of_o the_o residue_n of_o my_o year_n 12_o vers_fw-la 11_o vers_fw-la 12_o i_o shall_v behold_v man_n no_o more_o with_o the_o inhabitant_n of_o the_o earth_n my_o age_n be_v depart_v and_o be_v remove_v from_o i_o even_o as_o a_o shepherd's_a tent_n but_o yet_o lord_n 39.7_o ps_n 39.7_o what_o be_v my_o hope_n true_o my_o hope_n be_v even_o in_o thou_o i_o shall_v speedy_o depart_v &_o then_o shall_v i_o joyful_o be_v free_v from_o sin_n 38._o mat_n 26_o 38._o the_o soul_n of_o my_o redeemer_n be_v exceed_v sorrowful_a even_o unto_o death_n and_o all_o for_o my_o sake_n as_o well_o as_o for_o other_o that_o i_o may_v now_o be_v joyful_a and_o rejoice_v unto_o life_n i_o think_n be_v that_o voice_n from_o heaven_n which_o be_v hear_v by_o the_o apostle_n be_v now_o sound_v in_o my_o ear_n and_o say_v 13._o reu._n 14_o 13._o bless_a be_v the_o dead_a which_o die_v in_o the_o lord_n from_o hence_o forth_o yea_o faith_n the_o spirit_n that_o they_o may_v rest_v from_o their_o labour_n and_o their_o work_n do_v follow_v they_o i_o be_v i_o find_v the_o word_n of_o the_o psalmist_n full_a of_o truth_n and_o comfort_n 116.15_o ps_n 116.15_o that_o precious_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v the_o death_n of_o his_o saint_n o_o now_o i_o be_v like_o that_o bless_a martyr_n saint_n stephen_n look_v up_o to_o the_o heaven_n i_o see_v thâ—…_n open_a 31.5_o act_n 7.55_o ps_n 31.5_o and_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n and_o my_o jesus_n staâ—_n ding_o on_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o his_o father_n i_o come_v lord_n i_o come_v into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n for_o thou_o have_v redeem_v i_o o_o lord_n thâ—…_n god_n of_o truth_n take_v i_o into_o thy_o arm_n o_o god_n 7.59_o act._n 7.59_o convey_v i_o to_o thy_o kingdom_n o_o christ_n lord_n jesus_n receive_v my_o spirit_n amen_n subject_n 27_o the_o twentie-seaventh_a subject_a tear_n in_o the_o distress_a time_n of_o civil_a war_n the_o soliloquie_n contain_v a_o pathetical_a and_o grievous_a lamentation_n for_o the_o present_a distraction_n both_o in_o the_o church_n &_o commonwealth_n by_o reason_n of_o these_o cruel_a &_o most_o bloody_a war_n the_o ejaculation_n psal_n 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o give_v ear_n to_o my_o word_n o_o lord_n consider_v my_o meditation_n vers_fw-la 2._o harken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o cry_n my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n for_o unto_o thou_o will_v i_o pray_v shall_v a_o trumpet_n be_v blow_v in_o the_o city_n and_o the_o people_n not_o be_v afraid_a 3.6_o amos._n 3.6_o say_v the_o lord_n by_o the_o mouth_n of_o his_o holy_a prophet_n a_o trumpet_n why_o 9_o leu._n 25_o 9_o be_v that_o so_o dreadful_a so_o terribleâ—_n i_o find_v that_o a_o trumpet_n of_o jubilee_n be_v appointedâ—_n be_v sound_v in_o the_o day_n of_o atonement_n throughout_o 〈◊〉_d the_o land_n of_o promise_n when_o the_o israelitâ—_n shall_v come_v into_o it_o and_o certain_o wheâ—_n that_o trumpet_n sound_v the_o people_n rejoice_v 〈◊〉_d be_v not_o afraid_a yea_o but_o the_o lord_n call_v not_o to_o rejoice_v and_o jubilee_n when_o he_o threaten_v israel_n by_o the_o mouth_n of_o that_o prophe_n who_o be_v among_o the_o herdsman_n of_o tekoa_n 1.1_o amos._n 1.1_o the_o first_o sound_n of_o a_o trumpet_n that_o ever_o be_v hear_v as_o the_o scripture_n mention_v be_v a_o cause_n of_o tremble_a 19.14.15_o ex._n 19.14.15_o for_o the_o three_o day_n after_o mosâ—_n go_v down_o from_o the_o mount_n unto_o the_o people_n 16_o vers_fw-la 16_o in_o the_o morning_n there_o be_v thunder_n anâ—_n lightning_n and_o a_o thick_a cloud_n upon_o the_o mount_n and_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o trumpet_n exceed_v loud_a so_o that_o all_o the_o people_n that_o be_v in_o the_o camp_n tremble_v yea_o they_o so_o tremble_v and_o be_v so_o afraid_a when_o they_o see_v the_o thundering_n 20.18_o c._n 20.18_o and_o the_o lightâ—_n ning_n and_o the_o noise_n of_o the_o trumpet_n and_o the_o mountain_n smoke_v that_o they_o remove_v and_o stand_v a_o far_o off_o 19_o vers_fw-la 19_o and_o say_v unto_o moses_n speak_v thou_o with_o we_o and_o we_o will_v hear_v but_o let_v not_o god_n speak_v with_o we_o lest_o we_o die_v this_o be_v the_o first_o sound_n of_o a_o trumpet_n that_o ever_o be_v hear_v and_o i_o find_v that_o this_o be_v a_o cause_n of_o tremble_a again_o i_o read_v that_o the_o trumpet_n be_v ordain_v for_o the_o sound_v a_o all_o arm_n 10.5_o num._n 10.5_o and_o that_o o_o that_o be_v it_o 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