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and_o st._n marâ—_n 14._o 22_o 23._o and_o as_o they_o do_v eat_v jesus_n tooâ—_n bread_n and_o bless_v it_o and_o break_v it_o and_o give_v tâ—_n they_o and_o say_v take_v eat_v this_o be_v my_o body_n anâ—_n he_o take_v the_o cup_n and_o when_o he_o have_v give_v thanks_o he_o give_v it_o to_o they_o and_o they_o all_o drink_v of_o it_o luk_n 22._o 19_o 20._o and_o he_o take_v bread_n and_o give_v thanks_o and_o break_v it_o and_o give_v unto_o they_o say_v this_o be_v my_o body_n which_o be_v give_v for_o you_o do_v this_o in_o remembrance_n of_o i_o likewise_o also_o the_o cup_n after_o supper_n say_v this_o cup_n be_v the_o new_a testament_n of_o my_o blood_n which_o be_v sheâ—_n for_o you_o and_o by_o st._n paul_n we_o have_v a_o hint_n oâ—_n it_o 1_o cor._n 11._o 23_o 24_o 25._o for_o i_o have_v receiv'â—_n of_o the_o lord_n that_o which_o also_o i_o have_v delivereâ—_n unto_o you_o that_o the_o lord_n jesus_n the_o same_o night_n that_o he_o be_v betray_v the_o same_o night_n 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license_v and_o enter_v according_a to_o order_n matthew_z 25._o ve_fw-la 3â—_n come_v ve_fw-la bless_v of_o my_o father_n inherit_v the_o kingdom_n prepare_v for_o you_o &c_n &c_n â—â—â—thew_v 25._o ver_n 41_o depart_v from_o i_o you_o curseâ—_n 〈◊〉_d everlasting_a fire_n prepare_v for_o the_o deuâ—â—_n hell_n everlasting_a flame_n avoid_v and_o heaven_n eternal_a felicity_n enjoy_v the_o first_o part._n contain_v the_o penitent_a sinner_n sad_a lamentation_n for_o the_o deplorableness_n of_o his_o impious_a life_n with_o a_o short_a view_n of_o the_o terror_n of_o the_o damn_a in_o hell_n and_o his_o holy_a resolution_n to_o a_o thorough_a reformation_n with_o some_o consideration_n upon_o the_o glory_n of_o the_o saint_n in_o heaven_n also_o holy_a preparation_n to_o a_o worthy_a receive_v of_o the_o lord_n supper_n with_o devout_a prayer_n praise_n and_o thanksgiving_n upon_o several_a occasion_n with_o grace_n before_o and_o after_o meat_n to_o all_o which_o be_v add_v hymn_n and_o spiritual_a song_n of_o praise_n to_o almighty_a god_n for_o our_o happy_a deliverance_n from_o popery_n and_o the_o horrid_a cruelty_n and_o barbarity_n of_o bloodthirsty_a man_n with_o a_o excellent_a prayer_n for_o king_n william_n by_o that_o eminent_a divine_a mr._n john_n hayward_n the_o ten_o edition_n london_n print_v for_o robert_n gifford_n and_o be_v to_o be_v sell_v at_o his_o shop_n in_o old-bedlam_n without_o bishopsgate_n 1696._o price_n bind_v 1s_fw-la to_o the_o christian_a reader_n as_o you_o tender_v the_o everlasting_a welfare_n of_o your_o precious_a and_o immortal_a soul_n cease_v from_o do_v evil_a learn_v to_o do_v well_o and_o with_o this_o humble_a penitent_n take_v a_o view_n and_o look_v back_o upon_o what_o you_o hauâ—_n be_v a_o do_v ever_o since_o you_o come_v in_o to_o the_o world_n to_o this_o day_n and_o i_o doubt_v not_o but_o that_o you_o will_v find_v you_o hauâ—_n be_v too_o much_o like_o he_o in_o do_v thâ—_n which_o you_o ought_v not_o 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the_o wicked_a he_o shall_v rain_v snare_n firâ—_n and_o brimstone_n and_o a_o horrible_a tempeâ—_n this_o shall_v be_v the_o portion_n of_o their_o cup._n o_o christ_n the_o son_n of_o the_o most_o hâ—â—_n god_n the_o saviour_n of_o most_o miâ—rable_a man_n who_o for_o we_o man_n aâ—_n for_o our_o salvation_n leave_v thy_o glorious_a haâ—tation_n in_o the_o high_a heaven_n who_o bâ—fed_a body_n be_v buffet_v with_o fist_n to_o with_o whip_n stretch_v upon_o the_o cropierced_a with_o nail_n and_o spear_n and_o bathe_v in_o the_o sweet_a stream_n of_o thy_o own_o preciâ—_fw-la blood_n for_o the_o redemption_n of_o all_o 〈◊〉_d kind_n o_o father_n o_o restorer_n o_o preserver_n of_o life_n to_o thy_o majesty_n to_o thy_o mercy_n my_o sinful_a soul_n full_a of_o fresh_a bleed_a wound_n full_a of_o old_a corrupt_a sore_n sick_a to_o the_o death_n with_o the_o surfeit_n of_o sin_n will_v willing_o present_v itself_o and_o send_v a_o few_o faint_a groan_n unto_o thy_o heavenly_a ear_n but_o 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pleasure_n but_o either_o in_o mere_a licentiousness_n or_o deprave_a custom_n and_o many_o time_n not_o without_o great_a trouble_n and_o toil_n even_o as_o the_o prophet_n say_v jer._n 9_o 5._o they_o have_v take_v great_a pain_n to_o do_v evil_a behold_v o_o gracious_a lord_n the_o guide_n which_o i_o have_v follow_v the_o friend_n which_o i_o have_v affect_v the_o counsellor_n which_o 〈◊〉_d have_v credit_v and_o the_o master_n which_o i_o haâ—_n obey_v with_o these_o have_v i_o love_o liuâ—_n with_o these_o have_v i_o loyal_o keep_v my_o faiâ—_n even_o wiâ—h_v the_o appetite_n of_o my_o filthy_a fleâ—â—_n with_o the_o transitory_a treasure_n of_o this_o world_n bathe_v my_o unhappy_a soul_n in_o the_o soul_n and_o foolish_a pleasure_n of_o this_o life_n these_o have_v be_v my_o god_n these_o have_v be_v my_o idol_n but_o now_o they_o be_v my_o accuser_n now_o witness_n against_o i_o now_o my_o judge_n now_o my_o tormentor_n i_o be_o far_o more_o wretched_a than_o i_o can_v 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