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it_o shall_v be_v thy_o pleasure_n to_o free_v i_o from_o this_o tabernacle_n of_o flesh_n o_o let_v i_o be_v receive_v into_o that_o choir_n of_o saint_n whereof_o i_o doubt_v not_o but_o my_o brother_n be_v a_o joyful_a member_n grant_v o_o my_o god_n that_o when_o i_o have_v pass_v the_o wave_n of_o this_o troublesome_a world_n i_o may_v sing_v triumphant_a halelujah_n to_o thy_o praise_n and_o glory_n through_o the_o merit_n of_o he_o who_o be_v my_o elder_a brother_n even_o jesus_n christ_n my_o only_a lord_n and_o saviour_n amen_n subject_n 24_o the_o twentie-fourth_a
jer_n 3.22_o and_o this_o be_v he_o to_o who_o israel_n repli_v and_o say_v 23_o vers_fw-la 23_o behold_v we_o come_v unto_o thou_o for_o thou_o be_v the_o lord_n our_o god_n true_o in_o vain_a be_v salvation_n hope_v for_o from_o the_o hill_n and_o from_o the_o multitude_n of_o mountain_n true_o the_o lord_n our_o god_n be_v the_o salvation_n of_o israel_n this_o be_v he_o who_o promise_v unto_o zion_n 30.17_o c_o 30.17_o say_v i_o will_v restore_v health_n unto_o thou_o and_o i_o will_v heal_v thou_o of_o thy_o wound_n say_v the_o lord_n because_o they_o call_v thou_o a_o outcast_n say_v this_o be_v zion_n who_o no_o man_n seek_v after_o this_o be_v the_o same_o lord_n to_o who_o the_o people_n of_o israel_n address_v themselves_o 6.1_o hos_fw-la 6.1_o when_o they_o say_v come_v &_o let_v we_o return_v unto_o the_o lord_n for_o he_o have_v tear_v and_o he_o will_v heal_v we_o he_o have_v smite_v and_o he_o will_v bind_v we_o up_o since_o than_o my_o god_n have_v cure_v both_o land_n 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he_o alone_o can_v heal_v i_o he_o have_v smite_v i_o and_o he_o alone_o can_v bind_v i_o up_o to_o he_o to_o he_o will_v i_o humble_o sue_v for_o the_o cure_n of_o my_o wound_a and_o distress_a soul_n and_o to_o he_o will_v i_o willing_o submit_v my_o weak_a and_o feeble_a body_n i_o will_v pour_v out_o my_o soul_n unto_o he_o i_o will_v send_v up_o my_o supplication_n unto_o he_o and_o will_v pray_v and_o say_v the_o prayer_n great_a creator_n full_a of_o compassion_n who_o both_o send_v sickness_n and_o restore_a health_n be_v thou_o gracious_o please_v i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o turn_v thy_o wrath_n from_o thy_o distress_a servant_n thy_o hand_n o_o lord_n be_v heavy_a upon_o i_o in_o this_o languish_a consumption_n and_o the_o sting_n of_o my_o transgression_n pierce_v i_o with_o sharp_a and_o grievous_a torment_n yet_o i_o must_v confess_v o_o my_o god_n that_o my_o sufferance_n do_v not_o any_o way_n equal_v my_o offence_n nor_o can_v the_o pain_n which_o i_o endure_v satisfy_v thou_o my_o offend_a lord_n for_o the_o least_o of_o my_o transgression_n o_o my_o sin_n be_v upon_o i_o 33.10_o eze_n 33.10_o and_o i_o pine_v away_o in_o the_o punishment_n for_o they_o how_o then_o shall_v i_o live_v my_o body_n languish_v my_o flesh_n consume_v 20_o ps_n 22.15_o ps_n 39.11_o job_n 33_o 19_o vers_fw-la 20_o and_o now_o be_o i_o very_o near_o draw_v unto_o the_o dust_n of_o death_n thou_o with_o thy_o rebuke_n do_v correct_v i_o for_o my_o iniquity_n thou_o make_v my_o beauty_n to_o consume_v away_o like_o a_o moth_a i_o be_o chastened_a with_o pain_n upon_o my_o bed_n and_o the_o multitude_n of_o my_o bone_n with_o strong_a pain_n so_o that_o my_o life_n abhor_v bread_n and_o my_o soul_n the_o dainty_a meat_n that_o be_v to_o be_v desire_v 21_o vers_fw-la 21_o my_o flesh_n be_v consume_v away_o that_o it_o can_v be_v see_v and_o my_o bone_n that_o be_v not_o see_v 22_o vers_fw-la 22_o stick_v out_o my_o soul_n draw_v near_o unto_o the_o grave_n 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thou_o my_o faith_n i_o be_o sick_a lord_n raise_v thou_o i_o up_o and_o make_v good_a unto_o i_o that_o thy_o promise_n by_o thy_o holy_a apostle_n heale_n i_o o_o lord_n 17.14_o jer_n 17.14_o and_o i_o shall_v be_v heal_v save_v i_o and_o i_o shall_v be_v save_v for_o thou_o be_v my_o praise_n o_o lord_n i_o call_v upon_o thou_o 141.1_o ps_n 141.1_o haste_v thou_o unto_o i_o consider_v my_o voice_n now_o i_o cry_v unto_o thou_o and_o restore_v i_o to_o health_n but_o howsoever_o if_o thou_o have_v otherwise_o determine_v of_o i_o o_o my_o jesus_n cleanse_v thou_o i_o by_o thy_o blood_n and_o cure_v my_o soul_n by_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o passion_n my_o sin_n i_o must_v confess_v be_v the_o cause_n of_o my_o sickness_n but_o do_v thou_o o_o god_n 44.22_o ps_n 44.22_o blot_n out_o as_o a_o thick_a cloud_n my_o transgression_n &_o as_o a_o cloud_n my_o sin_n return_v unto_o i_o for_o thou_o have_v redeem_v i_o o_o give_v i_o patience_n in_o this_o time_n of_o adversity_n give_v i_o comfort_v in_o the_o example_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o give_v i_o assurance_n of_o thy_o love_n in_o the_o sanctify_a of_o this_o sickness_n unto_o i_o as_o my_o body_n do_v daily_o draw_v near_a to_o the_o earth_n so_o make_v my_o soul_n also_o daily_o draw_v near_a unto_o heaven_n if_o it_o may_v be_v thy_o pleasure_n to_o restore_v i_o to_o health_n again_o o_o let_v it_o be_v thy_o mercy_n also_o to_o renew_v my_o obedience_n but_o if_o thou_o be_v resolve_v by_o this_o disease_n to_o free_v i_o from_o the_o labour_n of_o this_o wearisome_a world_n and_o to_o bring_v i_o down_o to_o my_o grave_n for_o thy_o christ_n sake_n o_o my_o merciful_a and_o indulgent_a father_n bring_v thou_o my_o soul_n into_o thy_o celestial_a paradise_n o_o grant_v that_o my_o sin_n may_v consume_v far_o fast_o than_o do_v my_o flesh_n and_o as_o thou_o take_v away_o the_o strength_n of_o my_o body_n so_o be_v please_v to_o add_v unto_o the_o strength_n of_o my_o faith_n i_o be_o thou_o o_o saviour_n and_o cost_v thou_o dear_a even_o the_o very_a blood_n that_o issue_v from_o thy_o crucify_a body_n be_v thou_o also_o i_o o_o jesus_n both_o now_o and_o for_o ever_o abate_v the_o temptationsâ—…_n â—…_z satan_n and_o arm_v i_o with_o strength_n to_o resist_v his_o suggestion_n ravish_v my_o soul_n with_o the_o love_n of_o thyself_o that_o so_o i_o may_v with_o willingness_n forsake_v the_o vanity_n of_o this_o world_n with_o readiness_n lie_v down_o this_o tabernacle_n of_o flesh_n and_o with_o comfort_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v
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strength_n that_o i_o may_v employ_v it_o in_o thy_o service_n and_o restore_v i_o to_o health_n that_o i_o may_v be_v more_o active_a in_o my_o obedience_n to_o all_o thy_o commandment_n but_o if_o otherwise_o thou_o have_v determine_v and_o resolve_v at_o this_o time_n to_o make_v i_o as_o water_v spill_v upon_o the_o ground_n 14.14_o 2._o sam._n 14.14_o grant_v i_o a_o willing_a and_o ready_a submission_n to_o thy_o decree_n either_o abate_v the_o torment_n of_o my_o afflict_a body_n or_o increase_v my_o patience_n that_o i_o may_v not_o offend_v thou_o in_o my_o suffering_n make_v i_o to_o magnify_v thou_o whether_o by_o life_n or_o by_o death_n and_o grant_v i_o so_o safe_a a_o passage_n and_o conduct_n in_o the_o arm_n of_o thy_o mercy_n that_o i_o may_v be_v convey_v safe_o into_o abraham_n bosom_n grant_v this_o o_o father_n for_o the_o love_n and_o merit_n of_o thy_o son_n jesus_n christ_n my_o only_a intercessor_n and_o redeemer_n in_o who_o name_n &_o word_n i_o far_o call_v upon_o thou_o say_v our_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n hallow_a be_v thy_o name_n thy_o kingdom_n come_v thy_o will_v be_v do_v in_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v in_o heaven_n give_v we_o this_o day_n our_o daily_a bread_n and_o forgive_v we_o our_o trespass_n as_o we_o forgive_v they_o that_o trespass_n against_o we_o &_o lead_v we_o not_o into_o temptation_n but_o deliver_v we_o from_o evil_a for_o thou_o be_v the_o kingdom_n the_o power_n and_o the_o glory_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n exercise_n 4_o 4._o the_o consolation_n of_o the_o godly_a in_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n wherefore_o be_v light_n give_v to_o he_o that_o be_v in_o misery_n say_v holy_a job_n and_o life_n unto_o the_o bitter_a in_o soul_n 21_o job._n 3.20_o vers_fw-la 21_o which_o long_o for_o death_n but_o it_o come_v not_o and_o dig_v for_o it_o more_o than_o for_o hide_a treasure_n 22_o vers_fw-la 22_o which_o rejoice_v exceed_o and_o be_v glad_a when_o they_o can_v find_v the_o grave_n this_o be_v the_o complaint_n of_o a_o faithful_a man_n and_o may_v now_o be_v the_o lamentation_n of_o a_o sorrowful_a woman_n i_o have_v grieve_v and_o i_o have_v mourn_v for_o my_o sin_n and_o my_o good_a god_n i_o bless_v he_o for_o it_o be_v gracious_o please_v in_o the_o bowel_n of_o his_o mercy_n and_o compassion_n to_o give_v i_o a_o assurance_n of_o happiness_n by_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o jesus_n but_o when_o come_v thou_o o_o my_o sweet_a my_o long_v for_o my_o desire_a saviour_n thou_o know_v my_o pain_n which_o draw_v from_o i_o many_o sinsull_n thought_n and_o un-fitting_a cry_n thou_o take_v notice_n of_o the_o cunning_a suggestion_n of_o my_o great_a adversary_n and_o his_o busy_a allurement_n to_o rob_v i_o of_o my_o hope_n thou_o see_v how_o sometime_o he_o will_v lead_v i_o into_o carnal_a security_n and_o sometime_o into_o a_o belief_n that_o my_o very_a vicet_fw-la be_v virtue_n or_o not_o see_v by_o thou_o or_o not_o to_o be_v punish_v by_o thou_o and_o sometime_o again_o he_o strive_v to_o hurry_v i_o into_o the_o very_a gulf_n of_o despair_n but_o i_o know_v and_o be_o assure_v that_o through_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o redeemer_n the_o gate_n of_o hell_n shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o prevail_v against_o i_o 12.28_o mat._n 16_o 18._o io_n 13.1_o prov._n 12.28_o for_o who_o thou_o love_v thou_o will_v love_v unto_o the_o end_n i_o know_v that_o in_o the_o way_n of_o righteousness_n there_o be_v life_n and_o in_o the_o pathway_n thereof_o there_o be_v no_o death_n hence_o away_o therefore_o you_o foul_a fiend_n and_o rebellious_a tempter_n what_o do_v you_o here_o fawn_v and_o grin_v hope_v to_o betray_v a_o penitent_a soul_n these_o tear_n which_o i_o shed_v for_o the_o wound_n that_o i_o make_v in_o the_o body_n of_o my_o saviour_n by_o my_o pierce_a sin_n be_v too_o precious_a a_o water_n for_o you_o to_o have_v in_o too_o choice_n a_o wine_n for_o you_o to_o taste_v of_o here_o be_v no_o hope_n for_o the_o enemy_n of_o my_o indulgent_a jesus_n though_o my_o groan_n alas_o can_v be_v free_a from_o the_o pollution_n of_o sin_n yet_o they_o shall_v not_o advantage_v you_o in_o what_o you_o desire_v 119.115_o ps_n 119.115_o away_o from_o i_o you_o wicked_a one_o i_o will_v keep_v the_o commandment_n of_o my_o god_n think_v not_o to_o affright_v i_o with_o my_o approach_a death_n 1.23_o phil._n 1.23_o for_o i_o desire_v to_o be_v dissolve_v and_o to_o be_v with_o christ_n death_n i_o fear_v thou_o not_o come_v come_v and_o try_v thy_o power_n but_o know_v that_o thy_o countenance_n which_o be_v so_o terrible_a to_o reprobate_n be_v the_o producer_n of_o joy_n &_o comfort_n to_o my_o weary_a heart_n thou_o poor_a feeble_a despise_v nothing_o what_o power_n or_o strength_n be_v leave_v thou_o to_o boast_v of_o grave_a why_o gape_v thou_o why_o stand_v thou_o so_o open_a as_o if_o thou_o do_v hope_v to_o triumph_v 14._o hos_fw-la 13_o 14._o and_o conquer_v i_o my_o christ_n do_v threaten_v to_o be_v thy_o plague_n o_o death_n my_o jesus_n do_v resolve_v to_o be_v thy_o destruction_n o_o grave_n and_o that_o repentance_n shall_v be_v hide_v from_o his_o eye_n 15.54_o be_v 25.8_o 1_o cor_fw-la 15.54_o he_o promise_v to_o swallow_v up_o death_n in_o victory_n and_o to_o wipe_v away_o tear_n from_o off_o all_o face_n this_o he_o do_v promise_v and_o this_o he_o have_v perform_v for_o by_o his_o bless_a apostle_n i_o be_o well_o assure_v that_o death_n itself_o be_v swallow_v up_o in_o victory_n now_o i_o dare_v challenge_v you_o o_o you_o impotent_a and_o powerlesse_a adversary_n i_o dare_v scorn_n 55_o vers_fw-la 55_o and_o contemn_v you_o o_o death_n where_o be_v thy_o sting_n o_o grave_n where_o be_v thy_o victory_n thy_o sting_n o_o death_n be_v pullud_fw-la out_o by_o he_o who_o be_v the_o lord_n of_o life_n the_o strength_n of_o thy_o sting_n be_v that_o law_n which_o be_v fullfil_v by_o my_o merciful_a jesus_n 14.9_o hos_fw-la 13_o 14._o ps_n 49.15_o rom_n 14.9_o he_o he_o have_v ransom_v i_o from_o the_o power_n of_o the_o grave_n &_o have_v redeem_v i_o from_o death_n he_o have_v redeem_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o power_n of_o hell_n for_o he_o shall_v receive_v i_o to_o this_o end_n he_o die_v and_o rise_v again_o &_o re-vived_n that_o he_o may_v be_v lord_n both_o of_o the_o dead_a and_o of_o the_o live_n 8._o ps_n 68.20_o ps_n 48.14_o rom_n 14_o 7._o vers_fw-la 8._o he_o that_o be_v my_o god_n be_v the_o god_n of_o salvation_n unto_o who_o belong_v the_o issue_n from_o death_n this_o god_n be_v my_o god_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o he_o shall_v be_v my_o guide_n even_o unto_o death_n i_o live_v not_o to_o myself_o nor_o do_v i_o die_v unto_o myself_o for_o whether_o i_o live_v i_o live_v unto_o the_o lord_n &_o whether_o i_o die_v i_o die_v unto_o the_o lord_n whether_o i_o live_v therefore_o 1.20_o phil_n 1.20_o or_o die_v i_o be_o the_o lord_n be_v christ_n shall_v be_v magnify_v in_o my_o body_n whether_o it_o be_v by_o life_n or_o by_o death_n for_o to_o i_o to_o live_v be_v christ_n 24_o vers_fw-la 21_o heb._n 12_o 18._o vers_fw-la 22_o vers_fw-la 23_o vers_fw-la 24_o and_o to_o die_v be_v gain_v i_o come_v not_o to_o the_o mount_n that_o may_v not_o be_v touch_v nor_o to_o blackness_n and_o darkness_n and_o tempest_n but_o i_o come_v unto_o mount_n zion_n to_o the_o general_a assembly_n and_o â—rch_v of_o the_o firstborn_a which_o be_v write_v in_o heaven_n and_o to_o god_n the_o judge_n of_o all_o and_o to_o the_o spirit_n of_o just_a man_n make_v perfect_a and_o to_o jesus_n the_o mediator_n of_o the_o new_a covenant_n and_o to_o the_o blood_n of_o sprinkle_v that_o
i_o be_o strong_o assure_v that_o short_o even_o present_o 36.9_o ps_n 36.9_o in_o thy_o light_n in_o thy_o kingdom_n whereof_o thou_o thyself_o be_v the_o light_n 7.1_o reu_fw-fr 21_o 23._o eccl._n 7.1_o i_o shall_v see_v light_a now_o do_v i_o with_o heavenly_a comfort_n assure_v myself_o that_o the_o day_n of_o death_n be_v better_a far_o better_o than_o the_o day_n of_o my_o birth_n for_o i_o be_v bear_v to_o sin_n 23.4_o ps_n 23.4_o but_o i_o die_v to_o reign_v now_o though_o i_o walk_v through_o the_o valley_n of_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n i_o can_v fear_v no_o evil_a for_o thou_o be_v with_o i_o thy_o rod_n and_o thy_o staff_n thy_o comfort_n i_o what_o though_o i_o be_o count_v with_o they_o that_o go_v down_o to_o the_o pit_n 88.4_o ps_n 88.4_o andam_fw-la as_o a_o man_n that_o have_v no_o strength_n 1._o job._n 17_o 1._o what_o though_o my_o breath_n be_v corrupt_a though_o my_o spirit_n be_v spend_v though_o my_o day_n be_v extinct_a and_o though_o the_o grave_n be_v ready_a for_o i_o 13_o vers_fw-la 13_o what_o though_o the_o grave_n be_v my_o house_n and_o present_o i_o shall_v make_v my_o bed_n in_o the_o darkness_n what_o though_o corruption_n 16_o vers_fw-la 16_o and_o the_o worm_n shall_v go_v down_o to_o the_o bar_n of_o the_o pit_n and_o our_o rest_n shall_v be_v together_o in_o the_o dust_n what_o though_o death_n be_v come_v up_o into_o my_o window_n into_o my_o eye_n 18._o jer._n 9.21_o ps_n 107_o 18._o and_o be_v enter_v into_o the_o tabernacle_n of_o my_o body_n what_o though_o my_o soul_n abhor_v all_o manner_n of_o meat_n and_o i_o draw_v necre_n unto_o the_o gate_n of_o death_n what_o though_o my_o heart_n be_v sore_o pain_v within_o i_o 44.17_o ps_n 55.4_o ps_n 44.17_o and_o the_o terror_n of_o death_n be_v fall_v upon_o i_o yet_o though_o all_o this_o be_v come_v upon_o i_o i_o will_v not_o forget_v thou_o o_o my_o god_n neither_o will_v i_o deal_v false_o in_o thy_o covenant_n 18_o vers_fw-la 18_o my_o heart_n shall_v not_o be_v turn_v back_o neither_o shall_v my_o step_n decline_v from_o thy_o way_n no_o 19_o vers_fw-la 19_o though_o thou_o have_v sore_o break_v i_o in_o the_o place_n of_o dragon_n and_o do_v cover_v i_o with_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n i_o be_o go_v now_o the_o way_n of_o all_o the_o earth_n 23.14_o jos_n 23.14_o and_o do_v know_v in_o my_o heart_n and_o in_o my_o soul_n that_o not_o one_o thing_n shall_v fail_v i_o which_o the_o lord_n my_o god_n have_v promise_v to_o his_o elect_a now_o be_o i_o joyful_o go_v to_o the_o gate_n of_o the_o grave_n 38.10_o be_v 38.10_o i_o be_o deprive_v of_o the_o residue_n of_o my_o year_n 12_o vers_fw-la 11_o vers_fw-la 12_o i_o shall_v behold_v man_n no_o more_o with_o the_o inhabitant_n of_o the_o earth_n my_o age_n be_v depart_v and_o be_v remove_v from_o i_o even_o as_o a_o shepherd's_a tent_n but_o yet_o lord_n 39.7_o ps_n 39.7_o what_o be_v my_o hope_n true_o my_o hope_n be_v even_o in_o thou_o i_o shall_v speedy_o depart_v &_o then_o shall_v i_o joyful_o be_v free_v from_o sin_n 38._o mat_n 26_o 38._o the_o soul_n of_o my_o redeemer_n be_v exceed_v sorrowful_a even_o unto_o death_n and_o all_o for_o my_o sake_n as_o well_o as_o for_o other_o that_o i_o may_v now_o be_v joyful_a and_o rejoice_v unto_o life_n i_o think_n be_v that_o voice_n from_o heaven_n which_o be_v hear_v by_o the_o apostle_n be_v now_o sound_v in_o my_o ear_n and_o say_v 13._o reu._n 14_o 13._o bless_a be_v the_o dead_a which_o die_v in_o the_o lord_n from_o hence_o forth_o yea_o faith_n the_o spirit_n that_o they_o may_v rest_v from_o their_o labour_n and_o their_o work_n do_v follow_v they_o i_o be_v i_o find_v the_o word_n of_o the_o psalmist_n full_a of_o truth_n and_o comfort_n 116.15_o ps_n 116.15_o that_o precious_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v the_o death_n of_o his_o saint_n o_o now_o i_o be_v like_o that_o bless_a martyr_n saint_n stephen_n look_v up_o to_o the_o heaven_n i_o see_v thâ—…_n open_a 31.5_o act_n 7.55_o ps_n 31.5_o and_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n and_o my_o jesus_n staâ—_n ding_o on_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o his_o father_n i_o come_v lord_n i_o come_v into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n for_o thou_o have_v redeem_v i_o o_o lord_n thâ—…_n god_n of_o truth_n take_v i_o into_o thy_o arm_n o_o god_n 7.59_o act._n 7.59_o convey_v i_o to_o thy_o kingdom_n o_o christ_n lord_n jesus_n receive_v my_o spirit_n amen_n subject_n 27_o the_o twentie-seaventh_a subject_a tear_n in_o the_o distress_a time_n of_o civil_a war_n the_o soliloquie_n contain_v a_o pathetical_a and_o grievous_a lamentation_n for_o the_o present_a distraction_n both_o in_o the_o church_n &_o commonwealth_n by_o reason_n of_o these_o cruel_a &_o most_o bloody_a war_n the_o ejaculation_n psal_n 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o give_v ear_n to_o my_o word_n o_o lord_n consider_v my_o meditation_n vers_fw-la 2._o harken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o cry_n my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n for_o unto_o thou_o will_v i_o pray_v shall_v a_o trumpet_n be_v blow_v in_o the_o city_n and_o the_o people_n not_o be_v afraid_a 3.6_o amos._n 3.6_o say_v the_o lord_n by_o the_o mouth_n of_o his_o holy_a prophet_n a_o trumpet_n why_o 9_o leu._n 25_o 9_o be_v that_o so_o dreadful_a so_o terribleâ—_n i_o find_v that_o a_o trumpet_n of_o jubilee_n be_v appointedâ—_n be_v sound_v in_o the_o day_n of_o atonement_n throughout_o 〈◊〉_d the_o land_n of_o promise_n when_o the_o israelitâ—_n shall_v come_v into_o it_o and_o certain_o wheâ—_n that_o trumpet_n sound_v the_o people_n rejoice_v 〈◊〉_d be_v not_o afraid_a yea_o but_o the_o lord_n call_v not_o to_o rejoice_v and_o jubilee_n when_o he_o threaten_v israel_n by_o the_o mouth_n of_o that_o prophe_n who_o be_v among_o the_o herdsman_n of_o tekoa_n 1.1_o amos._n 1.1_o the_o first_o sound_n of_o a_o trumpet_n that_o ever_o be_v hear_v as_o the_o scripture_n mention_v be_v a_o cause_n of_o tremble_a 19.14.15_o ex._n 19.14.15_o for_o the_o three_o day_n after_o mosâ—_n go_v down_o from_o the_o mount_n unto_o the_o people_n 16_o vers_fw-la 16_o in_o the_o morning_n there_o be_v thunder_n anâ—_n lightning_n and_o a_o thick_a cloud_n upon_o the_o mount_n and_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o trumpet_n exceed_v loud_a so_o that_o all_o the_o people_n that_o be_v in_o the_o camp_n tremble_v yea_o they_o so_o tremble_v and_o be_v so_o afraid_a when_o they_o see_v the_o thundering_n 20.18_o c._n 20.18_o and_o the_o lightâ—_n ning_n and_o the_o noise_n of_o the_o trumpet_n and_o the_o mountain_n smoke_v that_o they_o remove_v and_o stand_v a_o far_o off_o 19_o vers_fw-la 19_o and_o say_v unto_o moses_n speak_v thou_o with_o we_o and_o we_o will_v hear_v but_o let_v not_o god_n speak_v with_o we_o lest_o we_o die_v this_o be_v the_o first_o sound_n of_o a_o trumpet_n that_o ever_o be_v hear_v and_o i_o find_v that_o this_o be_v a_o cause_n of_o tremble_a again_o i_o read_v that_o the_o trumpet_n be_v ordain_v for_o the_o sound_v a_o all_o arm_n 10.5_o num._n 10.5_o and_o that_o o_o that_o be_v it_o which_o now_o sound_n be_v in_o our_o ear_n nothing_o but_o a_o point_n of_o war_n nothing_o but_o news_n of_o firâ—_n and_o sword_n be_v hear_v among_o we_o the_o â—…umpets_n the_o trumpet_n oh_o they_o sound_v they_o â—…nd_v a_o shrill_a and_o horrid_a din_n a_o fearful_a â—…se_n they_o make_v in_o our_o ear_n and_o our_o newâ—…ced_a city_n and_o our_o new-fortified_n town_n â—…e_v encompass_v as_o once_o jericho_n be_v when_o â—…e_a trumpet_n of_o rams-horne_n be_v blow_v by_o â—…e_a priest_n and_o the_o people_n shout_v 16_o jos_n 6_o 8._o vers_fw-la 16_o sure_o that_o â—…ay_n be_v come_v upon_o we_o which_o the_o lord_n threatâ—…ed_v jerusalem_n with_o by_o the_o mouth_n of_o his_o proâ—…het_n for_o the_o mighty_a man_n cry_v bitter_o 15_o zeph._n 1_o 14._o vers_fw-la 15_o the_o â—…y_n of_o wrath_n be_v come_v upon_o we_o the_o day_n of_o trouble_n â—…d_v distress_n the_o day_n of_o wastnesse_n and_o desolaâ—…on_n the_o day_n of_o darkness_n and_o gloominess_n the_o â—ay_n of_o cloud_n and_o thick_a darkness_n 16_o vers_fw-la 16_o the_o day_n of_o the_o â—rumpet_n and_o alarm_n against_o the_o fence_a city_n â—nd_v against_o the_o high_a tower_n 17_o vers_fw-la 17_o distress_n be_v come_v â—pon_n we_o that_o we_o walk_v like_o blind_a man_n because_o we_o have_v sin_v against_o the_o lord_n and_o our_o blood_n be_v â—owred_v out_o as_o dust_n and_o our_o flesh_n be_v as_o the_o dung_n oh_o that_o be_v fall_v upon_o we_o which_o be_v threatâ—…ed_v to_o egypt_n our_o land_n be_v water_v with_o blood_n 6._o eze_n 32_o 6._o wherein_o we_o do_v swim_v even_o to_o the_o mountain_n and_o
to_o destroy_v 〈◊〉_d if_o i_o but_o turn_v it_o upside_o down_o so_o my_o meat_n â—nd_v my_o drink_n be_v apt_a to_o destroy_v i_o with_o cloy_a with_o surfeit_n without_o this_o artificial_a brightness_n my_o eye_n can_v fix_v itself_o upon_o any_o object_n or_o distinguish_v of_o colour_n and_o yet_o what_o be_v this_o to_o the_o light_n of_o the_o sun_n or_o that_o â—o_z the_o brightness_n of_o my_o god_n lord_n what_o a_o uncouth_a thing_n it_o be_v to_o be_v in_o darkness_n yet_o thus_o â—ny_n god_n if_o he_o have_v so_o decree_v might_n alway_n way_n have_v punish_v i_o &_o have_v take_v from_o â—nee_n the_o sight_n of_o my_o eye_n thus_o yea_o much_o worse_a than_o thus_o may_v he_o just_o be_v revenge_v on_o i_o too_o and_o for_o my_o deed_n of_o darkness_n he_o may_v throw_v i_o into_o utter_a darkness_n where_o â—hall_v be_v weep_v and_o gnash_v of_o tooth_n 28.8_o mat_n 8.12_o 1._o sam._n 28.8_o sure_o saul_n do_v not_o know_v this_o power_n of_o god_n or_o he_o do_v not_o remember_v it_o when_o he_o disguise_v himself_o and_o put_v on_o other_o raiment_n and_o go_v he_o â—nd_v two_o man_n with_o he_o and_o come_v to_o the_o witch_n of_o endor_n by_o night_n and_o pray_v she_o to_o divine_a unto_o he_o by_o the_o familiar_a spirit_n and_o bring_v up_o samuel_n again_o to_o answer_v his_o demand_n o_o that_o spirit_n be_v the_o devil_n and_o that_o devil_n be_v too_o familiar_a and_o yet_o how_o apt_a be_o i_o with_o saul_n rather_o to_o consult_v with_o he_o and_o to_o follow_v his_o suggestion_n then_o to_o apply_v myself_o to_o the_o oracle_n of_o my_o god_n this_o present_a night_n for_o aught_o that_o i_o know_v may_v be_v as_o sad_a &_o dismal_a to_o i_o as_o that_o be_v to_o the_o egyptian_n when_o pharach_n rise_v up_o in_o the_o night_n 12.30_o exit_fw-la 12.30_o he_o and_o all_o his_o servant_n and_o all_o the_o egyptian_n and_o there_o be_v a_o great_a cry_n in_o egypt_n for_o there_o be_v not_o a_o house_n where_o there_o be_v not_o one_o 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beseech_v my_o powerful_a preserver_n to_o slay_v they_o to_o cut_v they_o off_o speedy_o present_o without_o any_o long_a delay_n and_o that_o my_o prayer_n may_v be_v more_o effectual_a they_o shall_v join_v with_o my_o tear_n in_o my_o humble_a supplication_n for_o a_o freedom_n from_o these_o enemy_n i_o will_v imitate_v david_n 42.3_o ps_n 42.3_o and_o my_o tear_n shall_v be_v my_o meat_n day_n and_o night_n it_o be_v but_o â—ustice_n that_o these_o eye_n which_o have_v wander_v â—…fter_o entice_a object_n shall_v be_v punish_v with_o the_o smart_n of_o brinish_a tear_n with_o such_o weep_a eye_n will_v i_o behold_v my_o offence_n and_o on_o they_o will_v i_o look_v as_o now_o i_o do_v upon_o â—his_n burn_v light_n that_o so_o like_v unto_o this_o â—hey_n may_v appear_v glare_v and_o multiply_v even_o great_a by_o far_a through_o the_o clowdines_n of_o my_o eye_n than_o otherwise_o i_o shall_v view_v â—hem_n the_o eye_n be_v common_o a_o teacher_n of_o merâ—y_n for_o when_o it_o be_v fix_v on_o a_o object_n full_a of_o disâ—resse_n it_o present_o invite'_v the_o heart_n to_o compassion_n the_o eye_n of_o my_o god_n be_v never_o shut_v never_o weary_a of_o pity_v although_o both_o my_o eye_n and_o my_o compassion_n also_o be_v seldom_o open_a therefore_o my_o eye_n shall_v weep_v and_o when_o i_o weep_v his_o eye_n will_v pity_v my_o heart_n shall_v sigh_v and_o his_o heart_n will_v commiserate_v my_o whole_a self_n shall_v whole_o offer_v up_o itself_o to_o he_o in_o my_o devotion_n and_o then_o i_o be_o assure_v he_o will_v embrace_v i_o in_o his_o arm_n and_o watch_v over_o i_o by_o his_o protection_n i_o will_v weep_v for_o my_o sin_n i_o will_v grieve_v for_o the_o offence_n of_o the_o day_n that_o be_v past_a and_o weep_v &_o grieve_v i_o will_v address_v myself_o to_o the_o keeper_n of_o israel_n 121.4_o ps_n 121.4_o who_o neither_o slumber_v nor_o sleep_v &_o thus_o i_o will_v say_v the_o evening_n prayer_n omniscient_a god_n who_o have_v see_v the_o offence_n which_o this_o day_n have_v produce_v and_o for_o they_o may_v just_o throw_v i_o into_o the_o land_n of_o darkness_n vouchsafe_v i_o besiecâ—_n thou_o to_o behold_v the_o tear_n of_o a_o repent_v prodigal_a the_o sin_n which_o i_o have_v commit_v i_o can_v number_v nor_o can_v i_o value_v thy_o mercy_n in_o forbear_v i_o so_o grievous_a a_o offendor_n the_o day_n be_v go_v and_o the_o evening_n have_v ten_v i_o to_o my_o desire_a sleep_n lord_n leâ—_n it_o be_v thy_o pleasure_n to_o bury_v my_o sin_n in_o thâ—_n darkness_n of_o oblivion_n and_o make_v i_o afraid_a and_o ashamed_a to_o commit_v they_o any_o more_o by_o the_o light_n of_o the_o sun_n let_v thy_o christ_n shine_v iâ—_n my_o heart_n and_o warm_v my_o cold_a and_o chillâ—wed_v devotion_n that_o with_o fervency_n and_o zeal_n i_o may_v ever_o address_v my_o prayer_n unto_o thou_o o_o let_v 〈…〉_o settforth_o before_o thou_o as_o incense_v and_o the_o 〈◊〉_d â—f_fw-mi my_o hand_n be_v a_o evening_n sacrifice_n 74.16_o ps_n 74.16_o the_o 〈◊〉_d o_o lord_n be_v thou_o and_o the_o night_n be_v likewise_o thou_o do_v thou_o take_v i_o this_o night_n 6._o ps_n 91.5_o vers_fw-la 6._o into_o thy_o holy_a protection_n let_v mâ—_n not_o be_v afraid_a for_o the_o terroâ—_n by_o night_n nor_o for_o thâ—_n pestilence_n that_o walk_v iâ—…arknesse_n o_o thoâ—_n that_o have_v make_v the_o moonâ—…_n and_o the_o star_n tâ—_n govern_v the_o night_n 9_o ps_n 136_o 9_o shine_v merciful_o into_o mâ—_n dark_a and_o pollute_a conscience_n and_o reveaâ—…_n unto_o i_o all_o the_o error_n of_o my_o life_n that_o aâ—_n the_o gate_n of_o thy_o mercy_n i_o may_v beg_v for_o remision_n the_o levite_n do_v thank_v 30._o 1._o chr._n 23_o 30._o and_o praise_v thou_o â—s_z well_o at_o evening_n as_o in_o the_o morning_n lord_n â—hough_o i_o be_o weak_a though_o i_o be_o unworthy_a â—et_o so_o well_o as_o i_o can_v so_o well_o as_o thou_o be_v pleaâ—ed_v to_o enable_v thou_o thereto_o i_o praise_v and_o â—lesse_v thy_o glorious_a name_n for_o all_o thy_o mercy_n which_o thou_o have_v show_v unto_o i_o and_o in_o particular_a for_o thy_o protection_n this_o day_n which_o â—s_v past_a one_o lamb_n by_o thy_o appointment_n 29.39_o exit_fw-la 29.39_o â—…as_v to_o be_v offer_v at_o evening_n day_n by_o day_n by_o thy_o child_n of_o israel_n my_o soul_n o_o lord_n shall_v â—e_v that_o lamb_n and_o myself_o a_o israelite_n but_o â—…y_a soul_n be_v blemish_v i_o myself_o be_o rebelâ—…ous_a to_o thou_o therefore_o do_v i_o offer_v not_o my_o polluted_a soul_n as_o it_o be_v full_a of_o uncleanness_n butâ—ather_o â—ather_z that_o innocent_a lamb_n of_o thou_o my_o god_n â—…hich_v take_v away_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o world_n most_o â—umbly_o besiech_v thou_o to_o hearken_v unto_o he_o â—…terceding_v for_o i_o and_o by_o his_o death_n and_o â—assion_n to_o grant_v i_o pardon_v for_o my_o offence_n first_o seal_n unto_o my_o soul_n the_o remission_n â—f_fw-mi my_o sin_n and_o then_o let_v i_o sleep_v and_o â—est_v in_o thou_o refresh_v my_o weary_a limb_n with_o â—_o comfortable_a repose_v and_o grant_v that_o i_o â—…ay_v neither_o offend_v thou_o by_o dream_n and_o fantasy_n nor_o displease_v thou_o with_o excessive_a and_o immoderate_a sleep_n preserve_v i_o from_o the_o â—angers_n of_o fire_n storm_n tempest_n thief_n â—nd_v whatsoëver_o else_o may_v hurt_v my_o person_n or_o â—state_n all_o be_v thou_o do_v thoâ—…_n be_v the_o keeper_n â—nd_v protector_n of_o all_o thou_o have_v promise_v by_o thy_o prophet_n that_o the_o righteous_a shall_v enteâ—_n into_o peace_n 57.2_o be_v 57.2_o and_o rest_n in_o their_o bed_n gracious_a father_n cover_v i_o with_o the_o righteousness_n oâ—_n christ_n thy_o son_n and_o grant_v i_o
purchase_v my_o desire_n by_o decline_v his_o mercy_n if_o any_o thing_n come_v it_o be_v send_v by_o his_o providence_n if_o nothing_o come_v yet_o still_o i_o have_v god_n who_o be_v the_o best_a of_o all_o if_o it_o be_v his_o pleasure_n to_o bring_v i_o to_o the_o earth_n by_o this_o consume_a want_n my_o body_n indeed_o shall_v yield_v the_o less_o food_n to_o the_o worm_n but_o my_o soul_n shall_v be_v fill_v with_o unspeakable_a comfort_n lord_n what_o a_o base_a lump_n of_o clay_n be_v this_o which_o will_v so_o tyrannize_v over_o my_o soul_n as_o to_o make_v it_o leave_v its_o confidence_n in_o thou_o what_o be_v thou_o that_o complain_v and_o yawn_a and_o gape_v so_o greedy_o for_o satisfaction_n thou_o be_v but_o earth_n at_o the_o best_a and_o by_o the_o earth_n thou_o have_v be_v feed_v and_o to_o the_o earth_n thou_o shall_v return_v the_o food_n which_o thou_o desire_v be_v a_o thing_n to_o be_v loathe_v if_o thou_o do_v but_o consider_v in_o what_o manner_n thou_o be_v furnish_v the_o earth_n produce_v grass_n for_o the_o food_n of_o the_o beast_n they_o be_v fat_v to_o furnish_v the_o table_n of_o man_n and_o when_o man_n do_v plentiful_o feed_v upon_o they_o the_o least_o part_n thereof_o conduce_v to_o their_o nourishment_n the_o most_o of_o it_o go_v out_o into_o the_o draff_n and_o even_o that_o which_o be_v putrify_v it_o return_v to_o the_o earth_n again_o to_o render_v it_o fertile_a thus_o we_o live_v by_o excrement_n and_o we_o be_v feed_v by_o putrefaction_n that_o which_o we_o loathe_v both_o in_o the_o scent_n and_o the_o sight_n be_v forget_v when_o we_o feed_v upon_o it_o in_o our_o bread_n thus_o i_o pine_v then_o for_o nothing_o but_o dung_n and_o filth_n for_o want_v whereof_o my_o belly_n will_v force_v i_o to_o repine_v against_o my_o maker_n our_o fowl_n be_v feed_v with_o the_o filthy_a worm_n that_o proceed_v from_o our_o dung_n hill_n our_o fish_n be_v compose_v of_o mud_n and_o slime_n our_o beast_n be_v nourish_v by_o virtue_n of_o that_o which_o we_o loathe_v to_o remember_v and_o from_o all_o these_o be_v patch_v up_o such_o a_o body_n as_o at_o the_o second_o or_o three_o hand_n be_v nothing_o but_o dung_n or_o whatsoever_o be_v worse_o be_v it_o not_o shame_v then_o for_o i_o to_o suffer_v this_o body_n which_o be_v dead_a in_o three_o or_o four_o day_n will_v be_v odious_a to_o the_o live_n to_o entice_v my_o soul_n to_o rebel_v against_o my_o maker_n o_o i_o may_v not_o i_o will_v not_o this_o leanness_n do_v but_o lecture_n to_o i_o what_o i_o be_o frame_v of_o and_o the_o soul_n be_v comfort_v in_o the_o weakness_n of_o the_o prison_n that_o better_a part_n do_v long_o to_o dwell_v with_o the_o father_n of_o spirit_n each_o bit_n i_o shall_v eat_v 9_o heb_fw-mi 12_o 9_o will_v but_o delay_v my_o time_n and_o retard_v the_o fruition_n of_o a_o crown_n of_o glory_n o_o my_o god_n be_v please_v to_o send_v i_o thy_o blessing_n as_o well_o in_o want_n as_o in_o plenty_n that_o so_o i_o may_v decree_v and_o resolve_v with_o saint_n paul_n in_o whatsoëv_a state_n i_o be_o 4.11_o phil_n 4.11_o there_o with_o to_o be_v content_a thus_o i_o shall_v be_v and_o thus_o i_o desire_v to_o be_v for_o hunger_n with_o content_a be_v better_a than_o feast_v and_o feast_v without_o it_o be_v worse_a than_o famine_n if_o god_n in_o his_o wisdom_n see_v it_o good_a for_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v be_v fill_v i_o doubt_v not_o of_o his_o providence_n in_o send_v what_o be_v good_a i_o will_v as_o i_o ought_v sieke_n the_o ordinary_a mean_n for_o the_o preservation_n of_o life_n i_o will_v industrious_o labour_v or_o earnest_o besiech_v or_o painful_o travail_v for_o that_o which_o may_v nourish_v i_o if_o it_o come_v as_o i_o desire_v i_o will_v thank_v he_o who_o send_v it_o if_o it_o come_v not_o as_o i_o wish_v howsoëver_o i_o will_v labour_v to_o be_v content_a with_o my_o lot_n he_o will_v i_o honour_v both_o in_o plenty_n and_o in_o want_n and_o to_o his_o dispose_n will_v i_o yield_v up_o myself_o true_a it_o be_v that_o he_o create_v meat_n for_o the_o belly_n 6.13_o 1._o cor_n 6.13_o and_o the_o belly_n for_o meat_n but_o yet_o he_o will_v destroy_v both_o it_o and_o they_o he_o have_v send_v i_o this_o affliction_n to_o physic_v my_o soul_n and_o to_o put_v i_o in_o mind_n how_o nice_o i_o have_v refuse_v in_o plenty_n what_o now_o i_o shall_v thankful_o receive_v in_o my_o want_n those_o that_o be_v full_a be_v apt_a to_o surfeit_v and_o hasten_v with_o more_o disturbance_n to_o the_o gate_n of_o the_o grave_n than_o we_o who_o in_o hunger_n do_v willing_o meet_v and_o desire_v our_o death_n yet_o i_o be_o not_o so_o unwilling_a to_o live_v as_o that_o i_o will_v refuse_v my_o nourishment_n though_o of_o the_o mean_a sort_n nor_o be_o i_o so_o unwilling_a to_o die_v 27.7_o prov._n 27.7_o as_o by_o unlawful_a mean_n to_o satisfy_v my_o appetite_n the_o full_a soul_n loathe_v a_o hony-comb_n but_o to_o the_o hungry_a soul_n every_o bitter_a thing_n be_v sweet_a i_o dare_v not_o imitate_v the_o israelite_n who_o murmur_v and_o repine_v against_o moses_n and_o aaron_n 16.3_o exit_fw-la 16.3_o and_o say_v unto_o they_o will_v to_o god_n we_o have_v dye_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o lord_n in_o the_o land_n of_o egypt_n when_o we_o sit_v by_o the_o fleshpot_n and_o when_o we_o do_v eat_v bread_n to_o the_o full_a for_o you_o have_v bring_v we_o forth_o into_o this_o wilderness_n to_o kill_v this_o whole_a assembly_n with_o hunger_n what_o will_v it_o advantage_v i_o if_o god_n in_o his_o judgement_n shall_v send_v i_o my_o desire_n be_v it_o not_o better_a to_o partake_v of_o his_o mercy_n in_o misery_n then_o of_o his_o displeasure_n in_o plenty_n 28_o ps_n 78.27_o vers_fw-la 28_o at_o the_o desire_n of_o the_o israëlites_n he_o rain_v flesh_n upon_o they_o as_o dust_n and_o feather_a fowl_n like_o as_o the_o sand_n of_o the_o sea_n and_o he_o let_v it_o fall_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o camp_n round_o about_o their_o habitation_n 29_o vers_fw-la 29_o so_o they_o do_v eat_v and_o be_v fill_v 30_o vers_fw-la 30_o he_o give_v they_o their_o own_o desire_n they_o be_v not_o estrange_v from_o their_o lust_n those_o on_o who_o he_o rain_v down_o manna_n to_o eat_v 24_o vers_fw-la 24_o and_o give_v they_o of_o the_o corn_n of_o heaven_n even_o they_o be_v likewise_o store_v with_o the_o flock_n of_o the_o quail_n but_o their_o sweet_a meat_n have_v sour_a sauce_n 31_o vers_fw-la 30_o vers_fw-la 31_o for_o while_o their_o meat_n be_v yet_o in_o their_o mouth_n the_o wrath_n of_o god_n come_v upon_o they_o and_o slay_v the_o fat_a of_o they_o 10.22_o prov._n 10.22_o and_o smite_v down_o the_o choose_a man_n in_o israël_n it_o be_v only_o the_o blessing_n of_o the_o lord_n that_o make_v rich_a even_o of_o he_o who_o promise_v to_o the_o israëlite_n 23.25_o exit_fw-la 23.25_o if_o they_o will_v serve_v he_o to_o bless_v their_o bread_n and_o their_o water_n and_o to_o take_v sickness_n away_o from_o the_o midd'est_fw-mi of_o they_o he_o it_o be_v who_o move_v shobi_n and_o machir_n 17.27_o 2._o sam._n 17.27_o and_o barzillai_n to_o bring_v unto_o david_n at_o mahanaim_n and_o to_o his_o people_n that_o be_v hungry_a and_o weary_a 28_o vers_fw-la 28_o and_o thirsty_a in_o the_o wilderness_n both_o bed_n and_o cup_n and_o earthen_a vessel_n and_o wheat_n and_o barley_n and_o flower_n and_o parch_a corn_n and_o bean_n and_o lentil_n and_o parch_a pulse_n and_o honey_n 29_o vers_fw-la 29_o and_o butter_n and_o sheep_n and_o cheese_n of_o kine_n 1.53_o luc._n 1.53_o he_o fill_v the_o hungry_a with_o good_a thing_n and_o the_o rich_a he_o send_v empty_a away_o 34.28_o job._n 34.28_o the_o cry_n of_o the_o poor_a come_v unto_o he_o and_o he_o hear_v the_o cry_n of_o the_o afflict_a hungry_a and_o thirsty_a 5._o ps_n 107_o 5._o the_o soul_n of_o the_o israëlites_n faint_v in_o they_o then_o they_o cry_v unto_o the_o lord_n in_o their_o trouble_n 9_o vers_fw-la 6._o vers_fw-la 9_o and_o he_o deliver_v they_o out_o of_o their_o distress_n he_o satisfi_v the_o long_a soul_n and_o fill_v the_o hungry_a soul_n with_o goodness_n thus_o he_o may_v do_v for_o i_o as_o he_o do_v for_o they_o but_o then_o i_o must_v pray_v and_o that_o in_o faith_n i_o must_v weep_v and_o that_o in_o hope_n i_o must_v remember_v my_o sin_n which_o have_v deserve_v this_o punishment_n yea_o great_a than_o here_o can_v be_v inflict_v upon_o i_o and_o i_o must_v thank_v my_o creator_n who_o visit_v i_o in_o mercy_n i_o must_v submit_v to_o his_o pleasure_n and_o kiss_v the_o rod._n though_o now_o as_o be_v the_o prodigal_n
yet_o our_o sorrow_n do_v great_o exceed_v their_o sufferance_n certain_o we_o suffer_v more_o because_o we_o be_v first_o in_o the_o first_o offence_n and_o for_o our_o forwardness_n both_o to_o consult_v with_o the_o serpent_n and_o to_o tempt_v the_o man_n our_o portion_n be_v the_o great_a in_o pang_n and_o throw_v we_o be_v drive_v to_o such_o extremity_n that_o either_o we_o must_v be_v torment_v in_o our_o issue_n or_o else_o reproach_v for_o our_o barrenness_n sure_o have_v eve_n but_o be_v sensible_a of_o the_o least_o smart_n of_o a_o travel_a woman_n she_o will_v have_v continue_v in_o integrity_n for_o fear_n of_o the_o punishment_n 2.17_o gen_n 2.17_o our_o first_o parent_n be_v threaten_v but_o with_o die_v the_o death_n in_o the_o day_n they_o do_v eat_v of_o the_o tree_n of_o knowledge_n but_o i_o i_o think_v do_v find_v that_o that_o curse_n be_v increase_v for_o death_n will_v not_o come_v without_o the_o society_n of_o pain_n there_o be_v something_o of_o that_o punishment_n in_o the_o pain_n which_o prepare_v we_o for_o the_o entertainment_n of_o death_n something_o in_o the_o very_a instant_n of_o the_o soul_n departure_n and_o yet_o unless_o our_o merciful_a redeemer_n take_v pity_n upon_o we_o the_o great_a of_o all_o will_v be_v in_o a_o second_o death_n of_o the_o first_o pain_n i_o be_o now_o make_v most_o accurate_o sensible_a in_o the_o second_o i_o must_v agree_v with_o the_o child_n of_o eve_n but_o from_o the_o last_o i_o have_v a_o assure_a hope_n that_o my_o god_n will_v deliver_v i_o oh_o my_o pain_n my_o pain_n grow_v strong_a and_o strong_a what_o shall_v i_o do_v strengthen_v i_o o_o jesus_n and_o enable_v i_o to_o suffer_v with_o constancy_n and_o patience_n what_o i_o must_v endure_v for_o a_o child_n elizabeth_n be_v not_o come_v to_o the_o hour_n of_o torment_n when_o 25_o lu._n 1.24_o vers_fw-la 25_o hide_v herself_o for_o five_o month_n together_o she_o rejoice_v and_o say_v thus_o have_v the_o lord_n deal_v with_o i_o 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little_a child_n the_o same_o be_v great_a in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n the_o least_o i_o be_v i_o fain_o will_v be_v i_o will_v fain_o be_v great_a the_o great_a in_o the_o kingdom_n yea_o the_o great_a in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n but_o the_o first_o i_o like_v not_o so_o well_o it_o suit_n not_o so_o well_o with_o wy_fw-mi disposition_n i_o will_v not_o be_v humble_a though_o i_o be_o as_o little_a as_o be_v zacheus_n 19.4_o lu._n 19.4_o yet_o i_o will_v be_v as_o high_a as_o be_v zacheus_n too_o yea_o though_o
i_o climb_v up_o into_o a_o tree_n for_o it_o yea_o i_o do_v climb_v and_o into_o a_o tree_n too_o o_o it_o be_v the_o tree_n of_o my_o own_o pride_n and_o vanity_n which_o bear_v leaf_n goodly_a broad_a shadow_a leaf_n but_o it_o bear_v no_o fruit_n at_o all_o nothing_o but_o key_n and_o those_o key_n be_v fit_v only_o for_o the_o wide_a gate_n that_o lead_v to_o destruction_n 7.13_o mat._n 7.13_o they_o will_v never_o un-lock_a the_o gate_n of_o heaven_n this_o child_n be_v young_a he_o be_v a_o babe_n a_o babe_n in_o age_n a_o babe_n in_o growth_n i_o be_o a_o babe_n not_o in_o age_n not_o in_o growth_n but_o such_o a_o one_o as_o the_o corinthian_n be_v to_o who_o the_o apostle_n write_v 3.1_o 1._o cor._n 3.1_o and_o say_v that_o he_o can_v not_o speak_v unto_o they_o as_o unto_o spiritual_a but_o as_o unto_o carnal_a even_o as_o unto_o babe_n in_o christ_n my_o child_n be_v young_a and_o tender_a and_o simple_a apt_a to_o be_v lead_v with_o trifle_n to_o straggle_v abroad_o with_o child_n to_o be_v carry_v any_o whither_o at_o the_o pleasure_n of_o she_o to_o who_o charge_n he_o be_v leave_v i_o be_o a_o child_n too_o a_o very_a child_n than_o i_o own_o apt_a to_o be_v toss_v to_o and_o fro_o 4.14_o eph._n 4.14_o and_o carry_v about_o with_o every_o wind_n of_o doctrine_n by_o the_o sleight_n of_o man_n and_o cunning_a craftiness_n whereby_o they_o lie_v in_o wait_v to_o deceive_v and_o now_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v i_o be_o the_o very_a child_n of_o the_o two_o the_o most_o sinful_a of_o the_o two_o and_o yet_o my_o child_n be_v afflict_v with_o sickness_n and_o to_o i_o no_o other_o punishment_n be_v at_o present_a allot_v but_o the_o grief_n which_o i_o have_v for_o the_o sickness_n of_o my_o child_n he_o still_o cry_v still_o must_v i_o therefore_o cry_v he_o groan_v and_o i_o must_v also_o groan_n yea_o i_o do_v groan_n i_o groan_n in_o spirit_n that_o my_o jesus_n may_v cure_v the_o disease_n of_o my_o soul_n i_o groan_v too_o for_o my_o child_n my_o pretty_a sweet_a babe_n that_o my_o jesus_n may_v howsoever_o cure_v the_o infirmity_n of_o his_o soul_n and_o if_o he_o so_o please_v recover_v also_o the_o health_n of_o his_o body_n this_o must_v be_v the_o way_n to_o he_o i_o must_v thus_o go_v 30.8_o io._n 14.6_o ps_n 30.8_o for_o he_o himself_o have_v style_v himself_o the_o way_n i_o will_v therefore_o cry_v unto_o the_o lord_n and_o get_v i_o unto_o my_o lord_n right_o humble_o i_o will_v go_v to_o the_o gate_n of_o the_o physician_n the_o gate_n of_o mercy_n and_o there_o i_o will_v knock_v and_o call_v and_o cry_v for_o entrance_n i_o will_v fall_v upon_o my_o knee_n and_o wring_v my_o hand_n and_o smite_v my_o breast_n 38.14_o be_v 38.14_o and_o weep_v and_o mourn_v like_o a_o crane_n and_o chatter_v like_o a_o swallow_n even_o until_o my_o eye_n fail_v with_o look_v upward_o and_o thus_o will_v i_o say_v unto_o he_o the_o prayer_n great_a god_n who_o power_n be_v irresistible_a and_o who_o pleasure_n be_v the_o rule_n of_o thy_o servant_n obedience_n bow_v down_o thy_o ear_n to_o my_o sad_a entreaty_n thou_o have_v strike_v i_o with_o sorrow_n who_o have_v not_o mourn_v for_o the_o cause_n and_o by_o the_o sickness_n of_o my_o infant_n thou_o have_v teach_v i_o the_o frailty_n of_o our_o mortal_a body_n i_o see_v that_o all_o flesh_n be_v as_o grass_n 1.24_o 1._o pet._n 1.24_o and_o the_o glory_n thereof_o but_o as_o the_o flower_n of_o the_o field_n my_o impenitent_a heart_n i_o must_v confess_v deserve_v thy_o justice_n and_o my_o sinful_a life_n this_o punishment_n of_o my_o tender_a infant_n but_o thou_o o_o lord_n be_v merciful_a though_o i_o be_o sinful_a and_o be_v apt_a to_o forgive_v those_o that_o true_o repent_v o_o my_o god_n i_o desire_v to_o be_v sorrowful_a for_o my_o offence_n and_o earnest_o i_o besiech_v thou_o to_o give_v i_o true_a contrition_n for_o all_o my_o sin_n 7.20_o job._n 7.20_o o_o thou_o preserver_n of_o man_n remit_v both_o my_o sin_n and_o the_o punishment_n which_o be_v just_o due_a unto_o i_o for_o they_o that_o i_o may_v rejoice_v in_o thy_o mercy_n and_o magnify_v thou_o for_o thy_o goodness_n look_v gracious_o upon_o this_o child_n who_o feel_v the_o scourge_n though_o gentle_o of_o thy_o justice_n due_a both_o for_o he_o and_o for_o my_o transgression_n o_o let_v not_o thy_o wrathful_a displeasure_n continue_v upon_o he_o nor_o my_o great_a crime_n cause_v a_o addition_n unto_o his_o torment_n thy_o servant_n david_n confess_v his_o sin_n and_o submit_v to_o thy_o rod_n but_o yet_o he_o cry_v concern_v his_o people_n 24.19_o 2._o sam._n 24.19_o and_o say_v these_o sheep_n what_o have_v they_o do_v i_o dare_v not_o justify_v this_o thy_o patient_n but_o i_o must_v needs_o acknowledge_v that_o for_o my_o iniquity_n as_o well_o as_o for_o his_o thou_o thus_o do_v wound_v he_o but_o o_o thou_o who_o do_v once_o command_v 14._o mat._n 19_o 14._o that_o little_a child_n shall_v be_v bring_v unto_o thou_o &_o do_v prefer_v they_o for_o pattern_n both_o of_o innocency_n and_o humility_n show_v now_o thy_o power_n in_o the_o weakness_n of_o this_o child_n enable_n he_o with_o patience_n to_o endure_v thy_o visitation_n and_o direct_v i_o to_o the_o mean_n which_o may_v conduce_v to_o his_o recovery_n if_o thou_o in_o thy_o secret_a decree_n have_v so_o determine_v it_o 6.2_o ps_n 6.2_o have_v mercy_n upon_o he_o o_o lord_n for_o he_o be_v weak_a o_o lord_n heal_v he_o and_o free_v he_o from_o his_o suffering_n thou_o be_v he_o that_o take_v he_o out_o of_o my_o womb_n 41.2_o ps_n 22.9_o ps_n 9.13_o ps_n 41.2_o and_o can_v as_o easy_o if_o thou_o please_v lift_v he_o up_o now_o from_o the_o gate_n of_o death_n preserve_v he_o o_o god_n if_o it_o may_v be_v thy_o heavenly_a pleasure_n and_o keep_v he_o alive_a that_o he_o may_v be_v bless_v upon_o earth_n o_o heal_v his_o soul_n and_o raise_v he_o up_o again_o give_v a_o blessing_n to_o the_o mean_n which_o shall_v be_v use_v for_o his_o recovery_n 56.8_o ps_n 119_o 91._o ps_n 56.8_o that_o all_o thing_n in_o their_o order_n may_v be_v know_v to_o serve_v thou_o o_o let_v the_o tear_n of_o i_o thy_o afflict_a supplicant_n be_v put_v into_o thy_o bottle_n and_o let_v the_o cry_n of_o i_o thy_o mournful_a handmaid_n who_o beg_v for_o this_o infant_n be_v hear_v in_o the_o ear_n of_o thou_o the_o lord_n of_o host_n thou_o thyself_o do_v weep_v o_o christ_n 11.35_o io._n 11.35_o for_o the_o death_n of_o lazarus_n take_v compassion_n therefore_o on_o the_o weep_a mother_n of_o this_o disease_a child_n o_o let_v not_o my_o tear_n be_v shed_v in_o vain_a but_o merciful_o free_v this_o infant_n from_o his_o anguish_n and_o suffering_n yet_o howsoëver_o thou_o have_v decree_v righteous_a father_n not_o my_o will_n 10.24_o mat_n 26.39_o jer_n 10.24_o but_o thy_o will_n be_v do_v only_o let_v i_o besiech_v thou_o to_o visit_v he_o in_o mercy_n and_o not_o in_o thy_o fury_n lest_o he_o be_v consume_v and_o bring_v to_o nought_o make_v he_o able_a to_o bear_v what_o thou_o determine_v to_o send_v and_o in_o thy_o good_a time_n raise_v he_o out_o of_o this_o misery_n lord_n give_v i_o also_o a_o willing_a submission_n to_o thy_o holy_a pleasure_n that_o so_o i_o may_v neither_o discover_v too_o much_o fondness_n of_o affection_n to_o this_o my_o belove_a issue_n when_o i_o see_v he_o subject_a to_o frailty_n and_o mortality_n nor_o too_o immoderate_o grieve_v if_o thou_o receave_v he_o to_o thyself_o forgive_v whatsoëver_o be_v amiss_o in_o he_o and_o let_v his_o soul_n the_o dear_a and_o precious_a in_o thy_o sight_n o_o let_v thy_o mercy_n plead_v against_o thy_o severity_n let_v thy_o gracious_a promise_n be_v have_v in_o thy_o remembrance_n and_o let_v thy_o christ_n be_v hear_v in_o his_o intercession_n both_o for_o i_o and_o i_o to_o thy_o will_n o_o lord_n make_v i_o ready_o submit_v to_o thy_o holy_a pleasure_n make_v i_o willing_o yield_v thou_o be_v this_o infant_n 39.13_o ps_n 39.13_o and_o thou_o lent_v he_o i_o o_o spare_v he_o a_o little_a that_o he_o may_v recover_v his_o strength_n before_o he_o go_v hence_o and_o be_v no_o more_o see_v to_o thy_o pleasure_n o_o heavenly_a father_n i_o willing_o refer_v he_o besiech_v thou_o to_o send_v he_o thy_o grace_n while_o he_o shall_v remain_v upon_o earth_n and_o after_o that_o receive_v he_o into_o glory_n for_o the_o worthiness_n of_o thou_o only_o beget_v son_n jesus_n christ_n our_o only_a lord_n and_o saviour_n amen_n subject_n 17_o the_o seaventeenth_n subject_n tear_n of_o a_o mother_n for_o the_o death_n of_o her_o child_n the_o soliloquie_n the_o ejaculation_n psal_n 5._o
my_o rage_a outcry_n which_o have_v give_v a_o evil_a example_n of_o impatience_n unto_o other_o &_o a_o scandal_n to_o â—…y_a religion_n it_o be_v thy_o pleasure_n to_o free_v my_o infant_n from_o the_o tyranny_n of_o sin_n it_o be_v thy_o â—ove_n it_o be_v thy_o mercy_n to_o take_v he_o that_o so_o he_o â—ight_a sin_n no_o more_o lord_n unto_o thy_o will_n 〈◊〉_d submit_v my_o will_n and_o for_o thy_o love_n for_o thy_o mercy_n for_o thy_o goodness_n i_o praise_v thou_o i_o blesseâ—hee_o â—hee_z i_o magnify_v thou_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n vipe_v i_o besiech_v thou_o from_o my_o eye_n all_o ear_n of_o discontent_n remove_v from_o my_o heart_n he_o excess_n of_o sorrow_n and_o make_v i_o walk_v in_o â—…y_a vocation_n with_o cheerfulness_n and_o in_o my_o religion_n with_o settledness_n &_o resolution_n the_o mortality_n of_o my_o child_n have_v teach_v i_o the_o â—…ailty_n even_o of_o myself_o grant_v therefore_o blessed_a god_n that_o the_o long_o i_o live_v the_o better_a i_o may_v â—…ow_o both_o in_o grace_n and_o goodness_n that_o so_o when_o his_o painful_a life_n shall_v have_v a_o end_n i_o may_v â—eete_v thou_o my_o god_n with_o comfort_n thou_o my_o jesus_n with_o joy_n and_o rejoice_v and_o my_o decease_a child_n together_o with_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o choir_n of_o saint_n with_o heavenly_a halelujah_n and_o sing_v praise_n 5.13_o reu._n 5.13_o and_o honour_n and_o glory_n unto_o thou_o who_o sit_v upon_o the_o throne_n and_o to_o the_o lamb_n for_o ever_o mere_a amen_n subject_n 18_o the_o eighteen_o subject_a tear_n of_o a_o wife_n for_o the_o sickness_n of_o her_o husband_n the_o soliloquie_n the_o ejaculation_n psal_n 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o give_v ear_n to_o my_o word_n o_o lordâ—_n consider_v my_o meditation_n vers_fw-la 2._o harken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o cry_n my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n for_o unto_o thou_o will_v i_o pray_v lord_n how_o various_a be_v the_o condition_n of_o mortal_n sometime_o we_o be_v sick_a and_o sometime_o we_o be_v well_o sometime_o in_o sickness_n we_o draw_v near_o to_o the_o grave_n and_o sometime_o again_o we_o be_v in_o hope_n of_o recovery_n it_o be_v thus_o o_o it_o be_v thus_o with_o my_o dear_a husband_n he_o who_o be_v my_o comfort_n and_o joy_n in_o his_o health_n be_v now_o my_o griefâ—_n and_o sorrow_n in_o his_o sickness_n the_o extremity_n oâ—_n his_o anguish_n enforce_v my_o tear_n and_o those_o conflict_n of_o his_o between_o life_n and_o death_n do_v pierce_v i_o even_o to_o the_o soul_n i_o be_o i_o think_v so_o divide_v in_o my_o tear_n that_o i_o can_v well_o determine_v whether_o the_o great_a number_n of_o they_o â—re_n shed_v for_o the_o torment_n which_o he_o suffer_v â—r_o for_o the_o loss_n of_o my_o own_o content_a or_o for_o the_o â—aines_n which_o love_n and_o loyalty_n enforce_v i_o to_o â—ake_v or_o for_o fear_n of_o his_o departure_n all_o of_o they_o â—ow_o from_o the_o spring_n of_o love_n and_o be_v ready_a â—o_o convert_v i_o into_o a_o glide_a streamâ—…_n when_o eve_n be_v arraign_v for_o entice_v she_o 〈…〉_o â—o_o the_o act_n of_o disobedience_n 3.16_o gen_n 3.16_o it_o be_v part_n of_o her_o punishment_n that_o her_o desire_n shall_v be_v subject_a â—nto_o her_o husband_n and_o he_o shall_v rule_v over_o she_o i_o be_v i_o can_v be_v well_o content_v to_o under_o go_v this_o servitude_n so_o that_o my_o husband_n may_v not_o undergo_a this_o sickness_n alas_o his_o â—isease_n be_v grow_v so_o violent_a that_o it_o even_o darken_v his_o reason_n and_o make_v he_o desire_v he_o know_v not_o what_o i_o will_v glad_o obey_v himen'_v â—n_z whatsoëver_o he_o command_v but_o that_o i_o must_v not_o yield_v unto_o all_o his_o desire_n in_o this_o time_n of_o his_o weakness_n i_o must_v now_o obey_v the_o physician_n be_v order_n and_o follow_v those_o direction_n which_o he_o prescribe_v o_o the_o misery_n of_o sickness_n which_o so_o enfeeble_v the_o brain_n that_o it_o un-man_n a_o husband_n and_o pretend_v to_o free_v the_o 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die_v she_o 19_o vers_fw-la 19_o poor_a soul_n be_v great_a with_o child_n when_o the_o story_n of_o these_o sad_a accident_n be_v relate_v unto_o she_o bow_v herself_o and_o fall_v in_o travail_n for_o her_o pain_n come_v upon_o she_o yea_o &_o at_o length_n when_o she_o be_v deliver_v of_o she_o ichabod_n 21_o vers_fw-la 21_o she_o give_v up_o the_o ghost_n thus_o the_o priest_n fall_v by_o the_o sword_n 78.64_o ps_n 78.64_o and_o no_o widow_n be_v leave_v to_o make_v lamentation_n true_a it_o be_v that_o my_o affliction_n be_v great_a in_o the_o death_n of_o my_o husband_n yea_o so_o great_a that_o herewith_o the_o slanderous_a enemy_n of_o the_o psalmist_n be_v severe_o curse_v 109.9_o ps_n 109.9_o let_v his_o child_n be_v fatherless_a and_o his_o wife_n a_o widow_n yet_o be_v it_o far_o better_a to_o see_v he_o go_v down_o to_o the_o grave_n in_o peace_n then_o that_o he_o shall_v have_v linger_v in_o continual_a misery_n 22.12_o jer_n 22.12_o shallum_n the_o son_n of_o josiah_n 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because_o they_o be_v not_o fatherless_a while_o the_o lord_n be_v their_o god_n the_o infidel_n indeed_o have_v no_o share_n in_o the_o most_o high_a and_o therefore_o be_v fatherless_a when_o their_o sire_n decease_v but_o it_o be_v not_o so_o with_o israel_n nor_o be_v it_o so_o with_o i_o i_o have_v a_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n 6.9_o mat_n 6.9_o to_o who_o my_o husband_n be_v go_v before_o i_o i_o have_v a_o husband_n too_o which_o be_v in_o heaven_n even_o the_o same_o who_o be_v a_o husband_n to_o judah_n and_o israël_n i_o have_v a_o head_n too_o which_o be_v in_o heaven_n 31.32_o jer_n 31.32_o even_o my_o saviour_n christ_n 5.23_o eph_n 5.23_o who_o be_v the_o head_n of_o the_o church_n i_o have_v a_o brother_n too_o which_o be_v in_o heaven_n even_o my_o elder_a brother_n jesus_n christ_n why_o then_o shall_v i_o grieve_v that_o my_o husband_n be_v dead_a since_o he_o be_v but_o go_v to_o the_o place_n where_o my_o treasure_n be_v lay_v up_o 6.20_o mat._n 6.20_o and_o where_o my_o immortal_a father_n and_o head_n and_o brother_n have_v crown_v he_o with_o immortality_n my_o god_n have_v take_v he_o that_o i_o may_v know_v where_o to_o find_v he_o while_o he_o continue_v upon_o earth_n his_o employment_n do_v often_o deprive_v i_o of_o his_o society_n but_o now_o be_v he_o seat_v in_o a_o place_n of_o rest_n to_o which_o when_o i_o come_v we_o shall_v never_o be_v separate_v while_o he_o be_v here_o my_o affection_n unto_o he_o indeed_o be_v great_a and_o that_o be_v my_o duty_n but_o yet_o i_o fear_v that_o i_o offend_v in_o the_o excess_n have_v i_o not_o love_v he_o too_o much_o i_o shall_v not_o be_v immoderate_a in_o my_o sorrow_n but_o even_o by_o these_o tear_n i_o be_o teach_v the_o sinfullnesse_n of_o my_o passion_n for_o this_o sin_n therefore_o will_v i_o strive_v to_o weep_v even_o for_o the_o trespass_n of_o my_o weep_n i_o shall_v never_o have_v be_v so_o offensive_o sensible_a of_o this_o my_o loss_n nor_o so_o vain_a in_o my_o lament_n if_o i_o have_v always_o remember_v that_o he_o be_v create_v mortal_a and_o have_v therefore_o trust_v in_o he_o who_o be_v immortal_a if_o i_o do_v love_n my_o god_n more_o than_o i_o do_v my_o husband_n i_o shall_v find_v both_o comfort_n and_o content_a in_o his_o mercy_n lord_n how_o frail_a and_o weak_a be_o i_o that_o i_o can_v discharge_v the_o debt_n of_o nature_n but_o i_o must_v bring_v in_o question_n the_o power_n of_o grace_n i_o can_v grieve_v for_o the_o death_n of_o my_o depart_a husband_n without_o discover_v some_o diffidence_n some_o distrust_n in_o my_o god_n but_o i_o will_v pray_v unto_o the_o lord_n to_o for_o give_v the_o excess_n of_o my_o love_n to_o my_o decease_a husband_n the_o excess_n of_o my_o tear_n for_o the_o death_n of_o my_o husband_n and_o to_o convert_v these_o tear_n into_o drop_n of_o sorrow_n for_o my_o heinous_a offence_n to_o he_o will_v i_o hasten_v to_o he_o will_v i_o speedy_o address_v myself_o and_o mournful_o will_v i_o cry_v and_o beg_v and_o pray_v and_o say_v the_o prayer_n father_n of_o mercy_n and_o god_n of_o all_o consolation_n 26_o joa_n 11.25_o vers_fw-la 26_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o resurrection_n and_o the_o life_n in_o who_o whosoëver_o believe_v shall_v live_v though_o he_o be_v dead_a and_o in_o who_o whosoëver_o live_v and_o believe_v shall_v not_o die_v eternal_o send_v down_o thy_o grace_n into_o my_o sinful_a soul_n that_o i_o may_v magnify_v thy_o name_n for_o deliver_v thy_o servant_n from_o the_o misery_n of_o this_o life_n and_o for_o inthron_v he_o in_o the_o celestial_a â—erusalem_fw-la where_o i_o doubt_v not_o but_o he_o reign_v thou_o know_v his_o sufferance_n and_o the_o sharpness_n of_o his_o sickness_n &_o in_o mercy_n do_v release_v he_o of_o his_o misery_n to_o crown_v he_o with_o glory_n thy_o favour_n be_v infinite_a in_o his_o spiritual_a comfort_n when_o his_o body_n languish_v through_o the_o extremity_n of_o his_o disease_n by_o thy_o scourge_n thou_o taught_v he_o how_o thou_o abhor_v sin_n yet_o i_o doubt_v not_o but_o thou_o have_v free_v he_o from_o the_o torment_n of_o hell_n through_o the_o sufferance_n of_o thy_o son_n for_o thy_o goodness_n to_o he_o thy_o name_n be_v glorify_v and_o i_o humble_o besiech_v thou_o to_o extend_v thy_o mercy_n likewise_o unto_o she_o who_o honour_v thou_o for_o it_o thou_o know_v lord_n the_o distress_n of_o my_o soul_n for_o want_v of_o he_o who_o thou_o have_v take_v from_o i_o thou_o see_v my_o affliction_n and_o thou_o numbere_v my_o tear_n o_o be_v gracious_a unto_o i_o thy_o unworthy_a servant_n and_o send_v i_o comfort_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o these_o sorrow_n give_v i_o grace_n
charitable_a to_o decease_a stranger_n have_v not_o the_o price_n of_o he_o who_o die_v for_o all_o be_v the_o unhallowed_a sum_n to_o purchase_v the_o field_n when_o they_o meet_v with_o that_o coin_n which_o be_v not_o for_o their_o use_n with_o that_o they_o purchase_v a_o akeldama_n for_o foreiner_n but_o be_v it_o not_o all_o one_o in_o what_o part_n of_o the_o ground_n i_o bury_v my_o husband_n so_o i_o lay_v his_o body_n in_o a_o place_n that_o be_v set_v apart_o for_o that_o purpose_n sure_o no_o although_o it_o be_v equal_a to_o he_o yet_o be_v it_o not_o to_o i_o although_o at_o the_o resurrection_n we_o shall_v meet_v again_o at_o what_o distance_n soëver_o our_o grave_n shall_v be_v make_v yet_o there_o be_v some_o reason_n we_o shall_v be_v bury_v so_o near_o as_o we_o may_v that_o as_o our_o body_n be_v enjoin_v a_o mutual_a society_n in_o the_o time_n of_o life_n so_o they_o may_v also_o sleep_v together_o in_o the_o silent_a dust_n it_o be_v but_o just_a that_o one_o grave_n shall_v receive_v the_o body_n of_o we_o for_o who_o one_o bed_n be_v design_v upon_o earth_n that_o as_o in_o our_o life_n we_o be_v make_v one_o flesh_n so_o after_o our_o death_n we_o shall_v make_v one_o lump_n when_o barzillay_n be_v offer_v a_o favour_n from_o king_n david_n and_o woo_v to_o spend_v his_o time_n at_o the_o court_n he_o beseech_v the_o king_n say_v let_v thy_o servant_n i_o pray_v thou_o turn_v back_o again_o that_o i_o may_v die_v in_o my_o own_o city_n 19.37_o 2._o sam._n 19.37_o and_o be_v bury_v by_o the_o grave_n of_o my_o father_n and_o of_o my_o mother_n friend_n have_v ever_o desire_v to_o lie_v by_o friend_n that_o those_o especial_o who_o be_v knit_v together_o in_o blood_n &_o affection_n may_v be_v join_v together_o in_o their_o earth_n and_o ash_n in_o the_o cave_n of_o machpelah_n which_o abraham_n buy_v of_o ephron_n for_o four_o hundred_o shekell_n of_o silver_n 23.16_o gen_n 23.16_o be_v bury_v both_o himself_o 5.10_o c_o 49.31_o c._n 50.13_o act._n 5.10_o and_o sarah_n his_o wife_n there_o lay_v isaak_n and_o rebekah_n his_o wife_n and_o there_o lie_v leah_n and_o jacob_n her_o husband_n though_o saphira_n die_v by_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n for_o the_o lie_n she_o have_v tell_v yet_o when_o she_o fall_v dead_a at_o peter_n foot_n and_o yield_v up_o the_o ghost_n the_o young_a man_n come_v in_o and_o carry_v she_o forth_o and_o bury_v she_o by_o her_o husband_n it_o be_v therefore_o convenient_a that_o i_o choose_v a_o place_n for_o the_o burial_n of_o my_o husband_n where_o if_o so_o it_o may_v be_v i_o myself_o may_v be_v lay_v convenient_a it_o be_v but_o not_o absolute_o necessary_a for_o the_o soul_n shall_v not_o enjoy_v the_o less_o felicity_n for_o the_o remote_a distance_n and_o separation_n of_o the_o body_n neither_o shall_v the_o body_n either_o be_v sensible_a of_o the_o disjunction_n or_o shall_v it_o retard_v their_o meeting_n at_o the_o general_a day_n although_o the_o bone_n of_o jacob_n be_v 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himself_o bury_v he_o in_o a_o valley_n in_o the_o land_n of_o moab_n over_o against_o beth-peor_n but_o no_o man_n know_v of_o his_o sepulchre_n peradventure_o lest_o the_o israelite_n shall_v have_v commit_v idolatry_n and_o worship_v he_o for_o a_o god_n thus_o do_v i_o sit_v and_o muse_v about_o the_o burial_n of_o he_o who_o so_o dear_o i_o love_v yet_o i_o be_v i_o can_v most_o ready_o preserve_v he_o from_o the_o dust_n if_o either_o it_o be_v in_o my_o power_n or_o may_v bring_v i_o content_a but_o go_v he_o must_v and_o i_o must_v follow_v he_o this_o narrow_a room_n of_o his_o coffin_n must_v be_v put_v in_o trust_n with_o his_o moulder_a earth_n and_o he_o who_o in_o his_o life_n time_n be_v entertain_v with_o variety_n of_o spacious_a chamber_n must_v now_o secure_o sleep_v in_o the_o chamber_n of_o a_o grave_n o_o how_o it_o grieve_v i_o to_o see_v this_o effect_n of_o sin_n have_v not_o adam_n fall_v my_o husband_n have_v not_o dye_v but_o oh_o he_o be_v dead_a and_o since_o nor_o tear_n nor_o sigh_n nor_o groan_n nor_o cry_n have_v power_n to_o recall_v he_o it_o be_v therefore_o my_o duty_n and_o it_o shall_v be_v my_o care_n to_o express_v my_o love_n to_o he_o in_o the_o rite_n of_o his_o funeral_n friend_n shall_v carry_v he_o neighbour_n shall_v attend_v on_o he_o and_o my_o tear_n shall_v embalm_v he_o the_o preacher_n shall_v be_v instruct_v in_o the_o virtue_n which_o adorn_v he_o that_o so_o he_o may_v commend_v they_o to_o other_o for_o their_o due_a imitation_n the_o hearer_n shall_v greedy_o attend_v to_o the_o praise_n of_o the_o dead_a and_o not_o only_o acknowledge_v their_o truth_n but_o content_o wish_v like_o he_o to_o live_v and_o like_o he_o to_o die_v now_o o_o now_o another_o storm_n approach_v in_o my_o eye_n for_o the_o company_n begin_v to_o approach_v my_o door_n and_o my_o neighbour_n and_o my_o friend_n be_v hasten_v to_o my_o house_n but_o when_o they_o come_v let_v they_o not_o think_v to_o comfort_v i_o lest_o they_o add_v to_o my_o grief_n while_o they_o vain_o strive_v to_o conquer_v my_o passion_n i_o can_v allow_v a_o intermission_n or_o forbearance_n of_o tear_n lest_o i_o shall_v appear_v unnatural_a if_o i_o do_v not_o weep_v i_o do_v not_o love_v o_o i_o be_v i_o can_v willing_o weep_v myself_o into_o a_o statue_n that_o i_o may_v become_v his_o monument_n it_o be_v the_o height_n of_o injustice_n to_o forbid_v my_o tear_n since_o the_o delight_n of_o my_o eye_n be_v now_o to_o be_v carry_v to_o the_o place_n of_o oblivion_n i_o think_n be_v every_o thing_n seem_v to_o call_v for_o a_o tear_n which_o be_v the_o object_n of_o a_o sense_n those_o bell_n which_o so_o mournful_o accord_v in_o their_o tune_n invite_v my_o neighbour_n to_o come_v to_o the_o funeral_n yet_o not_o to_o appear_v with_o empty_a eye_n unless_o they_o come_v to_o learn_v how_o to_o weep_v these_o herb_n these_o strew_n which_o late_o be_v fresh_a and_o at_o ease_n in_o their_o bed_n be_v willing_a to_o lie_v even_o 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the_o sense_n be_v willing_a to_o be_v burn_v rather_o than_o the_o live_a shall_v be_v offend_v with_o the_o dead_a these_o sable_a garment_n strike_v terror_n into_o the_o eye_n and_o command_v the_o spectator_n to_o lend_v we_o a_o sigh_n and_o what_o other_o lecture_n be_v read_v here_o or_o teach_v but_o god_n decree_n of_o man_n mortality_n the_o chief_a speaker_n and_o orator_n be_v he_o who_o have_v now_o forget_v to_o speak_v for_o the_o lock_v up_o of_o his_o sense_n the_o silence_n of_o his_o tongue_n and_o the_o coldness_n of_o his_o pale_a &_o freeze_a body_n have_v more_o force_n to_o prove_v the_o
seldom_o be_v love_n forget_v in_o the_o mother_n of_o child_n 6._o cant._n 3_o 6._o in_o who_o it_o be_v common_o as_o strong_a as_o death_n 7._o vers_fw-la 7._o for_o many_o water_n can_v quench_v it_o neither_o can_v the_o flood_n drown_v it_o much_o therefore_o i_o can_v blame_v the_o wife_n of_o zebedeus_n for_o the_o fervency_n of_o her_o affection_n to_o her_o belove_a son_n all_o that_o she_o err_v in_o be_v both_o in_o the_o thing_n she_o request_v and_o in_o the_o person_n to_o who_o she_o tender_v her_o petition_n sure_o without_o offence_n i_o may_v likewise_o besiech_v my_o merciful_a saviour_n that_o he_o will_v be_v please_v to_o undertake_v the_o protection_n of_o my_o young_a one_o it_o be_v a_o petition_n more_o proper_a for_o i_o then_o she_o be_v for_o she_o for_o she_o be_v live_v and_o may_v have_v be_v a_o comfort_n unto_o they_o but_o i_o be_o die_v i_o be_o leave_v the_o world_n i_o lie_v drawingon_n and_o wait_v for_o that_o bless_a hour_n of_o my_o saviour_n come_n all_o that_o be_v leave_v i_o now_o to_o do_v be_v only_o to_o bless_v they_o before_o my_o departure_n and_o this_o be_v the_o best_a legacy_n that_o i_o can_v bequeath_v unto_o they_o i_o must_v i_o will_v bless_v they_o by_o the_o leave_n and_o favour_n of_o my_o god_n yet_o not_o as_o from_o myself_o but_o only_o from_o god_n not_o as_o think_v that_o my_o power_n can_v purchase_v their_o happiness_n but_o pray_v to_o he_o that_o his_o blessing_n may_v prosper_v they_o thus_o by_o faith_n do_v die_v jacob_n bless_v both_o the_o son_n of_o joseph_n 21._o heb._n 11_o 21._o and_o worship_v lean_v upon_o the_o top_n of_o his_o staff_n thus_o old_a isaak_n say_v unto_o esau_n his_o son_n 3._o gen._n 27_o 2._o vers_fw-la 3._o behold_v now_o i_o be_o old_a i_o know_v not_o the_o day_n of_o my_o death_n now_o therefore_o take_v i_o pray_v thou_o thy_o we_o opon_n thy_o quiver_n and_o thy_o bow_n and_o go_v out_o to_o the_o field_n and_o take_v i_o some_o venison_n 4._o vers_fw-la 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dan._n 9.19_o rom_n 7_o 24._o ps_n 22.17_o o_o lord_n hear_v o_o lord_n forgive_v o_o lord_n deliver_v i_o from_o the_o body_n of_o this_o death_n these_o pale_a cheek_n and_o these_o hollow_a eye_n and_o these_o stare_a bone_n and_o this_o sbrivelled_a skin_n be_v now_o i_o be_v adorn_v with_o beauty_n because_o they_o bring_v i_o the_o glad_a tiding_n of_o the_o approach_n of_o my_o redeemer_n this_o bed_n be_v hard_a to_o what_o i_o shall_v find_v in_o the_o grave_n these_o sheet_n be_v course_n and_o uneasy_a to_o that_o which_o i_o shall_v be_v wind_v in_o come_v o_o christ_n o_o stay_v no_o long_o i_o fear_v thou_o be_v angry_a with_o i_o or_o else_o ere_o now_o i_o shall_v have_v see_v thy_o face_n but_o if_o thou_o be_v angry_a 30.5_o ps_n 30.5_o i_o be_o well_o assure_v that_o thy_o wrath_n endure_v but_o the_o twinkle_n of_o a_o eye_n and_o in_o thy_o presence_n be_v life_n my_o spirit_n cry_v come_v and_o my_o weary_a soul_n cry_v come_v and_o my_o weak_a limb_n cry_v come_v come_v therefore_o o_o my_o redeemer_n come_v lord_n jesus_n come_v quick_o exercise_n 5_o 5._o the_o resignation_n of_o the_o soul_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n the_o prophet_n jeremiah_n admonish_v the_o house_n of_o israel_n say_v give_v glory_n to_o the_o lord_n your_o god_n before_o he_o cause_v darkness_n and_o before_o your_o foot_n stumble_v upon_o the_o dark_a mountain_n and_o while_o you_o look_v for_o light_n and_o he_o turn_v it_o into_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n and_o make_v it_o gross_a darkness_n that_o glory_n i_o have_v give_v and_o now_o i_o do_v render_v to_o the_o lord_n my_o god_n so_o far_o as_o he_o in_o his_o goodness_n be_v please_v to_o enable_v i_o and_o now_o that_o time_n be_v come_v that_o happy_a moment_n o_o welcome_a bless_a hour_n so_o long_o expect_v so_o long_o desire_v how_o rebellious_a have_v be_v my_o flesh_n that_o it_o hold_v put_v so_o long_o and_o now_o hide_v itself_o under_o my_o dry_a skin_n and_o shrink'_v itself_o up_o as_o unwilling_a to_o yield_v away_o proud_a dust_n thou_o can_v have_v no_o hope_n of_o a_o freedom_n from_o putrefaction_n although_o the_o time_n shall_v come_v when_o the_o lord_n will_v glorify_v thou_o that_o time_n i_o know_v will_v come_v indeed_o yea_o i_o know_v it_o assure_o 26_o ps_n 56.9_o job._n 19.25_o vers_fw-la 26_o for_o the_o lord_n be_v on_o my_o side_n i_o know_v that_o my_o redeemer_n live_v and_o that_o he_o shall_v stand_v at_o the_o latter_a day_n upon_o the_o earth_n and_o though_o after_o my_o skin_n worm_n destroy_v this_o body_n 27_o vers_fw-la 27_o yet_o in_o my_o flesh_n i_o shall_v see_v god_n who_o i_o shall_v see_v for_o myself_o and_o my_o eye_n shall_v behold_v and_o not_o other_o though_o my_o reins_n be_v consume_v within_o i_o i_o have_v though_o weak_o and_o imperfect_o endeavour_v to_o glorify_v my_o god_n before_o this_o hour_n approach_v both_o in_o the_o confession_n to_o he_o of_o my_o grievous_a sin_n ah_o those_o ugly_a sin_n which_o i_o still_o grieve_v for_o &_o be_o sorry_a for_o they_o and_o yet_o not_o without_o a_o certain_a confidence_n and_o assurance_n of_o his_o mercy_n lord_n i_o thank_v thou_o for_o this_o happy_a hour_n now_o i_o find_v that_o though_o the_o wicked_a be_v drive_v away_o in_o his_o wickedness_n 32._o pro_fw-la 14_o 32._o yet_o i_o be_o fill_v with_o hope_n in_o my_o death_n wicked_a alas_o i_o be_v and_o woe_n be_v i_o wicked_a i_o be_o if_o consider_v in_o my_o self_n but_o in_o thou_o o_o jesus_n i_o be_o holy_a in_o thy_o righteousness_n i_o be_o righteous_a &_o therefore_o