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therefore_o not_o what_o the_o soul_n of_o all_o bodily_a mercy_n be_v but_o take_v up_o only_o with_o the_o carcase_n shell_n or_o shadow_n if_o the_o king_n will_v give_v i_o a_o lordship_n and_o send_v i_o a_o horse_n or_o coach_n to_o carry_v i_o to_o it_o and_o i_o shall_v only_o ride_v about_o the_o field_n for_o my_o pleasure_n and_o make_v no_o other_o use_n of_o it_o shall_v i_o not_o undervalue_v and_o lose_v the_o principal_a benefit_n of_o my_o horse_n or_o coach_n no_o wonder_n if_o unbeliever_n be_v unthankful_a when_o they_o know_v not_o at_o all_o that_o part_n of_o god_n mercy_n which_o be_v the_o life_n and_o real_a excellency_n of_o they_o §_o 11._o 4._o and_o alas_o how_o shall_v i_o bear_v with_o comfort_n the_o suffering_n of_o this_o wretched_a life_n without_o the_o hope_n of_o a_o life_n with_o christ_n what_o shall_v support_v and_o comfort_v i_o under_o my_o bodily_a languish_n and_o pain_n my_o weary_a hour_n and_o my_o daily_a experience_n of_o the_o vanity_n and_o vexation_n of_o all_o thing_n under_o the_o sun_n have_v i_o not_o a_o prospect_n of_o a_o comfortable_a end_n of_o all_o i_o that_o have_v live_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o great_a and_o precious_a mercy_n have_v all_o my_o life_n have_v something_o to_o do_v to_o overcome_v the_o temptation_n of_o wish_v that_o i_o have_v never_o be_v bear_v and_o have_v never_o overcome_v it_o but_o by_o the_o belief_n of_o a_o bless_a life_n hereafter_o solomon_n sense_n of_o vanity_n and_o vexation_n have_v long_o make_v all_o the_o business_n and_o wealth_n and_o honour_n and_o pleasure_n of_o this_o world_n as_o such_o appear_v such_o a_o dream_n and_o shadow_n to_o i_o that_o be_v it_o not_o for_o the_o end_n i_o can_v not_o have_v much_o difference_v man_n sleep_a and_o their_o wake_a thought_n nor_o have_v much_o more_o value_v the_o wake_v than_o the_o sleep_a part_n of_o life_n but_o shall_v have_v think_v it_o a_o kind_n of_o happiness_n to_o have_v sleep_v from_o the_o birth_n unto_o the_o death_n child_n cry_v when_o they_o come_v into_o the_o world_n and_o i_o be_o often_o sorry_a when_o i_o be_o waken_v out_o of_o a_o quiet_a sleep_n especial_o to_o the_o business_n of_o a_o unquiet_a day_n we_o shall_v be_v strong_o tempt_v in_o our_o consider_a state_n to_o murmur_v at_o our_o creator_n as_o deal_v much_o hardly_o by_o we_o than_o by_o the_o brute_n if_o we_o must_v have_v have_v all_o those_o care_n and_o grief_n and_o fear_n by_o the_o knowledge_n of_o what_o we_o want_v and_o the_o prospect_n of_o death_n and_o future_a evil_n which_o they_o be_v exempt_v from_o and_o have_v not_o withal_o have_v the_o hope_n of_o a_o future_a felicity_n to_o support_v we_o seneca_n and_o his_o stoic_n have_v no_o better_a argument_n to_o silence_v such_o murmurer_n who_o believe_v not_o a_o better_a life_n than_o to_o tell_v they_o that_o if_o this_o life_n have_v more_o evil_a than_o good_a and_o they_o think_v god_n do_v they_o wrong_n they_o may_v remedy_v themselves_o by_o end_v it_o when_o they_o will_v but_o that_o will_v not_o cure_v the_o repine_n of_o a_o nature_n who_o find_v itself_o necessary_o weary_a of_o the_o misery_n of_o life_n and_o yet_o afraid_a of_o die_v and_o it_o be_v no_o great_a wonder_n that_o many_o think_v that_o pre-existent_a soul_n be_v put_v into_o these_o body_n as_o a_o punishment_n of_o something_o do_v in_o a_o former_a life_n while_o they_o foresee_v not_o the_o hope_a end_n of_o all_o our_o fear_n and_o sorrow_n o_o how_o contemptible_a a_o thing_n be_v man_n say_v the_o same_o seneca_n unless_o he_o lift_v up_o himself_o above_o humane_a thing_n therefore_o say_v solomon_n eccles_n 2._o 17._o when_o he_o have_v glut_v himself_o with_o all_o temporal_a pleasure_n i_o hate_v life_n because_o the_o work_n that_o be_v wrought_v under_o the_o sun_n be_v grievous_a to_o i_o for_o all_o be_v vanity_n and_o vexation_n of_o spirit_n §_o 12._o ii_o i_o have_v often_o think_v whether_o a_o implicit_a belief_n of_o a_o future_a happiness_n without_o any_o search_n into_o its_o nature_n and_o think_v of_o any_o thing_n that_o can_v be_v say_v against_o it_o or_o the_o search_n try_v way_n be_v better_a on_o the_o one_o side_n i_o have_v know_v many_o godly_a woman_n that_o never_o dispute_v the_o matter_n but_o serve_v god_n comfortable_o to_o a_o very_a old_a age_n between_o 80_o and_o 100_o to_o have_v live_v many_o year_n in_o a_o cheerful_a readiness_n and_o desire_n of_o death_n and_o such_o as_o few_o learned_a studious_a man_n do_v never_o attain_v to_o in_o that_o degree_n who_o no_o doubt_n have_v this_o as_o a_o divine_a reward_n of_o their_o long_a and_o faithful_a service_n of_o god_n and_o trust_v in_o he_o on_o the_o other_o side_n a_o studious_a man_n can_v hardly_o keep_v off_o all_o objection_n or_o secure_v his_o mind_n against_o the_o suggestion_n of_o difficulty_n and_o doubt_n and_o if_o they_o come_v in_o they_o must_v be_v answer_v see_v we_o give_v they_o half_o a_o victory_n if_o we_o cast_v they_o off_o before_o we_o can_v answer_v they_o and_o a_o faith_n that_o be_v not_o uphold_v by_o such_o evidence_n of_o truth_n as_o reason_n can_v discern_v and_o justify_v be_v oft_o join_v with_o much_o secret_a doubt_n which_o man_n dare_v not_o open_a but_o do_v not_o therefore_o overcome_v and_o its_o weakness_n may_v have_v a_o weaken_a deficiency_n as_o to_o all_o the_o grace_n and_o duty_n which_o shall_v be_v strengthen_v by_o it_o and_o who_o know_v how_o soon_o a_o temptation_n from_o satan_n or_o infidel_n or_o our_o own_o dark_a heart_n may_v assault_v we_o which_o will_v not_o without_o such_o evidence_n and_o resolve_v light_n be_v overcome_v and_o yet_o many_o that_o try_v and_o reason_n and_o dispute_v most_o have_v not_o the_o strong_a or_o most_o powerful_a faith_n §_o 13._o and_o my_o thought_n of_o this_o have_v have_v this_o issue_n 1._o there_o be_v a_o great_a difference_n between_o that_o light_n which_o show_v we_o the_o thing_n 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not_o when_o i_o die_v the_o church_n die_v not_o the_o praise_n of_o god_n die_v not_o the_o world_n die_v not_o and_o perhaps_o it_o shall_v grow_v better_o and_o those_o prayer_n shall_v be_v answer_v which_o seem_v lose_v yea_o &_o it_o may_v be_v some_o of_o the_o seed_n that_o i_o have_v sow_v shall_v spring_v up_o to_o some_o benefit_n of_o the_o dark_a unpeaceable_a world_n when_o i_o be_o dead_a and_o be_v not_o this_o much_o of_o the_o end_n of_o life_n &_o be_v not_o that_o life_n good_a which_o attain_v its_o end_n if_o my_o end_n be_v to_o do_v good_a and_o glorify_v god_n if_o good_a be_v do_v and_o god_n be_v glorify_v when_o i_o be_o dead_a yea_o though_o i_o be_v annihilate_v be_v not_o my_o end_n attain_v feign_v not_o thyself_o to_o be_v god_n who_o interest_n that_o be_v the_o please_a of_o his_o will_n be_v the_o end_n of_o all_o thing_n and_o who_o will_n be_v the_o measure_n of_o all_o create_v good_a feign_v not_o thyself_o to_o be_v all_o the_o world_n god_n 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this_o too_o dead_a and_o dark_a and_o disaffect_v soul_n that_o it_o may_v come_v with_o joyful_a willingness_n unto_o thou_o §_o 13._o willing_o depart_v o_o linger_a soul_n it_o be_v from_o a_o sodom_n though_o in_o it_o there_o be_v righteous_a lot_n who_o yet_o be_v not_o without_o their_o woeful_a blemish_n have_v thou_o so_o oft_o groan_v for_o the_o general_a blindness_n and_o wickedness_n of_o the_o world_n and_o be_v thou_o loath_a to_o leave_v it_o for_o a_o better_a how_o oft_o will_v thou_o have_v rejoice_v to_o have_v see_v but_o the_o dawn_n of_o a_o day_n of_o universal_a peace_n and_o reformation_n and_o will_v thou_o not_o see_v it_o where_o it_o shine_v forth_o in_o full_a glory_n will_v a_o light_n at_o midnight_n have_v please_v thou_o so_o well_o have_v thou_o pray_v and_o labour_v for_o it_o so_o hard_a and_o will_v thou_o not_o see_v the_o sun_n will_v the_o thing_n of_o heaven_n please_v thou_o no_o where_o but_o on_o earth_n where_o they_o come_v in_o the_o 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