have_v do_v when_o the_o spirit_n be_v wound_v it_o be_v most_o in_o agitation_n and_o in_o a_o manner_n take_v up_o whole_o with_o reflexive_a act_n it_o be_v ofttimes_o with_o a_o trouble_a conscience_n as_o it_o be_v with_o trouble_a water_n the_o trouble_v of_o which_o fetch_v up_o that_o mud_n and_o filth_n which_o lie_v sink_v and_o bury_v below_o man_n do_v begin_v to_o see_v more_o clear_o what_o they_o have_v do_v by_o what_o they_o suffer_v let_v god_n trouble_v josephs_n brethren_n and_o this_o present_n unto_o they_o their_o long_a past_a guilt_n in_o sell_v their_o brother_n gen._n 42._o 21._o and_o when_o israel_n be_v trouble_v with_o god_n wrath_n and_o mortality_n they_o can_v now_o read_v their_o sin_n in_o god_n countenance_n psal_n 90._o 7_o 8._o 4._o confession_n and_o acknowledgement_n sin_n 4._o confession_n of_o sin_n of_o sin_n deep_a wound_n provoke_v unto_o vomit_v and_o although_o we_o be_v natural_o as_o apt_a to_o conceal_v as_o to_o commit_v sin_n yet_o spiritual_a wound_n will_v not_o long_o be_v hide_v david_n like_o a_o child_n have_v hurt_v himself_o and_o he_o hide_v it_o he_o have_v take_v down_o poison_n and_o keep_v silence_n but_o at_o last_o the_o wound_n fester_v and_o his_o heart_n be_v too_o heavy_a for_o his_o body_n so_o as_o he_o roar_v for_o the_o disquietment_n of_o his_o spirit_n and_o he_o be_v make_v most_o free_o and_o humble_o to_o acknowledge_v his_o sin_n unto_o god_n psal_n 32._o 3_o 4_o 5._o 5._o detestation_n of_o sin_n spiritual_a sin_n 5._o hatred_n of_o sin_n wound_n do_v work_v in_o the_o godly_a deep_a hatred_n against_o sin_n o_o this_o lie_n under_o the_o sense_n of_o wrath_n this_o rack_a under_o the_o strong_a and_o pierce_a accusation_n of_o conscience_n for_o sin_n do_v incense_v the_o soul_n with_o the_o deep_a loathe_n of_o sin_n that_o may_v be_v so_o that_o the_o break_a sinner_n say_v unto_o it_o get_v thou_o hence_o esa_n 30._o 22._o 6._o reformation_n of_o life_n endeavour_n life_n 6._o change_v of_o life_n of_o obedience_n for_o the_o future_a with_o watchful_a fear_n against_o sin_n be_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o spiritual_a wound_n in_o god_n child_n such_o do_v say_v now_o i_o find_v and_o feel_v what_o it_o be_v to_o venture_v on_o steal_v water_n and_o what_o it_o be_v to_o taste_v the_o pleasure_n of_o sin_n for_o a_o season_n o_o i_o be_o now_o in_o the_o flame_n i_o have_v find_v a_o dart_n strike_v through_o my_o liver_n and_o what_o have_v i_o to_o do_v any_o more_o with_o idol_n hosea_n 14._o 8._o if_o god_n will_v once_o heal_v my_o soul_n and_o pardon_v i_o my_o sin_n i_o will_v not_o sin_n against_o he_o as_o i_o have_v do_v in_o time_n past_a but_o i_o will_v take_v he_o for_o my_o god_n and_o do_v unto_o he_o all_o the_o possible_a service_n for_o his_o honour_n that_o i_o can_v for_o the_o ground_n occasion_v 9_o cause_n of_o the_o wound_n in_o man_n spirit_n 9_o the_o wound_n of_o the_o spirit_n in_o man_n i_o find_v they_o very_o different_a and_o they_o be_v more_o general_a or_o special_a and_o particular_a i_o shall_v name_v some_o of_o they_o commit_v 1._o sin_n commit_v 1._o the_o wound_n in_o man_n spirit_n be_v cause_v by_o sin_n if_o any_o thing_n dishearten_v fear_n and_o distress_n the_o soul_n it_o be_v sin_n every_o sin_n commit_v and_o lie_v upon_o the_o conscience_n be_v a_o wound_n to_o conscience_n now_o when_o you_o sin_n so_o against_o the_o brethren_n you_o wound_v their_o conscience_n say_v paul_n 1_o cor._n 8._o 12._o whence_o i_o infer_v if_o another_o man_n sin_n will_v wound_v another_o man_n conscience_n then_o much_o more_o a_o man_n own_o sin_n will_v wound_v his_o own_o conscience_n this_o be_v true_a poenae_fw-la true_a maluâ—â—_n culpâ—_n 〈◊〉_d bit_n malueg_v poenae_fw-la that_o all_o man_n miserable_a and_o penal_a evil_n whether_o inward_a or_o outward_a do_v follow_v his_o sinful_a evil_n have_v there_o be_v no_o sin_n there_o have_v be_v no_o wound_n and_o thus_o man_n be_v the_o entire_a cause_n of_o his_o own_o wound_n if_o we_o be_v 9_o hosea_n 1â—_n 9_o taste_v of_o the_o forbid_a fruit_n suck_v at_o the_o pleasure_n of_o sin_n and_o do_v swallow_v down_o the_o secret_a poison_n thereof_o no_o marvel_n if_o it_o cast_v our_o soul_n and_o and_o spirit_n into_o pain_n and_o vexation_n and_o unspeakable_a stretching_n and_o straining_n note_v that_o as_o it_o be_v all_o sin_n in_o general_a so_o it_o be_v conscience_n what_o sin_n do_v most_o of_o all_o wound_n conscience_n the_o greatness_n aggravation_n and_o repetition_n of_o some_o sin_n in_o particular_a which_o do_v great_o wound_v conscience_n within_o man_n i_o mean_v unnatural_a sin_n such_o as_o be_v sin_n of_o blood_n and_o sin_n of_o uncleanness_n unreasonable_a sin_n commit_v contrary_a to_o the_o clear_a light_n of_o reason_n as_o sin_n of_o rebellion_n and_o treason_n find_v in_o achitophel_n and_o judas_n formal_a sin_n which_o be_v the_o slubber_v over_o god_n service_n out_o of_o custom_n and_o for_o fashion_n when_o a_o man_n know_v he_o ought_v to_o do_v they_o with_o holiness_n of_o affection_n and_o highness_n of_o reverence_n local_a sin_n the_o sin_n of_o a_o man_n calling_n and_o place_n such_o as_o be_v idleness_n unfaithfullnesse_n and_o unrighteousness_n in_o buy_v sell_v borrow_a lend_v restore_v and_o the_o like_a sin_n against_o vow_n solemn_o make_v against_o sin_n yea_o and_o sin_n of_o repetition_n man_n go_v over_o the_o same_o sin_n often_o all_o these_o and_o other_o the_o like_a sin_n do_v not_o a_o little_a wound_n conscience_n in_o man_n 2._o the_o wound_n be_v cause_v by_o fel._n â—_o sin_n fel._n the_o sensible_a apprehension_n of_o the_o debt_n and_o guilt_n of_o sin_n guilt_n apprehend_v in_o depth_n be_v the_o great_a wound_v of_o conscience_n that_o may_v be_v when_o a_o man_n come_v to_o know_v his_o transgression_n and_o to_o possess_v the_o sin_n of_o his_o youth_n find_v the_o fasten_n of_o sin_n in_o the_o venom_n of_o it_o upon_o his_o soul_n this_o be_v the_o great_a malady_n and_o disease_n of_o the_o soul_n there_o be_v nothing_o so_o mortal_a and_o deadly_a as_o sin_n be_v and_o there_o be_v nothing_o more_o terrible_a and_o troublesome_a then_o for_o a_o man_n to_o see_v himself_o a_o sinner_n without_o a_o saviour_n and_o to_o read_v his_o own_o sin_n unto_o himself_o in_o a_o unpardonable_a manner_n it_o be_v one_o thing_n to_o read_v a_o sin_n in_o the_o word_n and_o another_o thing_n for_o the_o word_n and_o conscience_n to_o make_v we_o to_o read_v it_o in_o ourselves_o in_o all_o the_o offence_n and_o danger_n and_o damnation_n of_o it_o psal_n 51._o 3._o job_n 13._o 25_o 26._o the_o wound_n be_v cause_v by_o the_o apply_v the_o law_n over_o press_v or_o over_o apply_v overtaking_a of_o the_o threat_n and_o enforcement_n of_o the_o law_n unto_o a_o man_n self_n the_o law_n be_v terrible_a and_o cause_v the_o bondage_n of_o the_o spirit_n put_v a_o man_n to_o his_o deep_a distress_n when_o as_o sin_n and_o conscience_n do_v meet_v and_o mingle_v with_o it_o there_o be_v two_o thing_n about_o law_n two_o thing_n about_o the_o law_n the_o law_n cause_v the_o wound_n of_o spirit_n in_o man_n 1._o one_o be_v the_o unskilful_a manage_n of_o it_o by_o the_o minister_n they_o preach_v it_o without_o reference_n to_o the_o gospel_n as_o it_o be_v deliver_v on_o mount_n sinai_n 2._o another_o be_v the_o overfastn_n of_o the_o law_n in_o its_o terror_n and_o execration_n upon_o a_o man_n self_n the_o law_n have_v a_o extreme_a curse_n write_v in_o itself_o it_o render_v up_o a_o man_n a_o sinner_n to_o the_o severity_n of_o god_n justice_n and_o irresistibility_n of_o his_o wrath_n it_o power_n in_o the_o fiery_a indignation_n of_o the_o almighty_a and_o acknowledge_v no_o saviour_n at_o all_o now_o when_o a_o man_n shall_v write_v down_o after_o the_o law_n that_o he_o be_v a_o man_n every_o way_n under_o the_o execration_n and_o exaction_n of_o the_o law_n this_o be_v the_o sadness_n and_o sickness_n of_o his_o spirit_n rom._n 7._o 9_o when_o the_o law_n come_v sin_n revive_v and_o i_o die_v 4._o the_o wound_n be_v make_v by_o the_o taste_n of_o divine_a wrath_n when_o god_n be_v not_o feel_v in_o his_o love_n but_o that_o there_o be_v a_o fold_n wrath_n taste_v of_o divine_a wrath_n up_o the_o former_a intimation_n from_o the_o soul_n there_o be_v a_o mighty_a wound_n in_o the_o spirit_n as_o we_o may_v see_v in_o david_n psal_n 77._o the_o first_o 10._o verse_n how_o much_o more_o horrible_a and_o wound_a to_o the_o spirit_n be_v the_o apprehension_n of_o the_o angry_a and_o wrathful_a face_n of_o god_n set_v itself_o against_o a_o man_n job_n mind_n be_v exercise_v with_o this_o
105_o the_o bend_v of_o the_o heart_n in_o duty_n page_n 263._o c._n comfort_n of_o the_o spirit_n page_n 15._o contentment_n page_n 17._o clearness_n of_o conscience_n page_n 49_o care_n for_o conscience_n page_n 55._o content_a of_o conscience_n p._n 67_o 68_o confession_n of_o sin_n page_n 88_o change_v of_o life_n page_n 89._o compassion_n due_a to_o the_o wound_a in_o spirit_n page_n 121._o consideration_n to_o pity_v such_o p._n 123._o continuance_n under_o wound_n cause_v 6._o way_n p._n 133._o clear_v of_o warrant_n what_o p_o 173_o cause_n of_o god_n suspend_v his_o love_n page_z 177._o d._n desperation_n two_o fold_n page_n 79._o degree_n of_o wound_a page_n 81._o difference_n in_o the_o wound_a p_o 82_o detestation_n of_o sin_n page_n 89._o dress_v the_o wound_n page_n 145._o danger_n by_o sin_v page_n 168._o darken_v of_o warrant_n page_n 175._o doubt_n in_o their_o nature_n cause_v difference_n and_o sort_n page_n 195._o difference_n between_o christian_n and_o other_o in_o do_v duty_n page_n 266._o e._n inquire_v after_o sin_n page_n 87._o fruitless_a endeavour_n page_n 280._o f._n faith_n do_v four_o thing_n to_o strengthen_v the_o spirit_n page_n 19_o it_o do_v four_o way_n relieve_v the_o soul_n page_n 23._o fear_v of_o trouble_n twofold_a p._n 28_o 29._o faintness_n page_n 31._o a_o case_n about_o faint_v of_o spirit_n p._n 33._o faith_n in_o operation_n page_n 54._o feed_v of_o conscience_n what_o p._n 64_o sin_n feel_v three_o way_n page_n 85._o the_o fail_v of_o conscience_n what_o page_n 97._o to_o fear_v the_o wound_n of_o spirit_n page_n 126._o former_a feeling_n of_o love_n four_o sign_n of_o it_o page_z 185._o foundation_n of_o divine_a love_n to_o the_o soul_n page_n 192_o faith_n and_o doubt_n go_v together_o page_z 207._o faith_n to_o be_v cherish_v and_o advance_v pageâ—27_n â—27_z fail_n in_o duty_n page_n 260._o g._n a_o good_a cause_n for_o suffering_n p_o 41._o a_o good_a carriage_n under_o suffer_v in_o seven_o thing_n page_n 45._o the_o goodness_n of_o spirit_n see_v in_o seven_o thing_n page_n 48._o grace_n two_o way_n considerable_a page_n 254._o h._n humiliation_n a_o effect_n of_o the_o wound_n page_n 43._o hope_v page_n 44._o humility_n page_n 86._o harken_v to_o satan_n page_n 138._o humble_v necessary_a for_o three_o thing_n page_n 162._o i_o infirmity_n double_a p._n 3._o self_n jealousy_n p._n 99_o illnesse_n of_o diet_n p._n 136._o k._n six_o rule_n for_o keep_v off_o wound_n from_o the_o spirit_n p._n 128_o the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o wound_n of_o the_o spirit_n necessary_a p._n 114._o l._n liberty_n of_o spirit_n p._n 49._o the_o law_n and_o two_o thing_n about_o it_o p._n 94_o 95._o the_o life_n of_o sense_n p._n 137_o 225._o three_o thing_n about_o love_n and_o duty_n p._n 170._o love_n one_o for_o kind_a different_a in_o degree_n p._n 184._o littleness_n of_o faith_n cause_v doubt_n p._n 206._o little_a grace_n apprehend_v p._n 245._o m._n mean_n of_o make_v conscience_n good_a p._n 51._o the_o misery_n of_o conscience_n in_o silence_n in_o three_o thing_n p._n 97._o mistake_v about_o the_o wound_n of_o conscience_n p._n 115._o melancholy_n be_v not_o this_o wound_n p._n 117_o 118._o motive_n to_o pity_v wound_v spirit_n p._n 124._o mean_v to_o get_v off_o the_o wound_n of_o spirit_n three_o p._n 140._o misplace_v of_o warrant_n p._n 174._o motive_n and_o mean_n against_o doubt_n p._n 216._o n._n new_a rise_n of_o old_a sin_n p._n 102._o spiritual_a niceness_n 137._o o._n overlade_v of_o conscience_n what_o and_o how_o p._n 63._o operation_n of_o melancholy_n p._n 116._o open_v of_o the_o wound_n needful_a p._n 142._o p._n patience_n of_o the_o spirit_n p._n 16._o prevention_n p._n 69._o rule_n for_o preserve_v the_o spirit_n from_o wound_n p._n 6_o 128._o provision_n p._n 147._o promise_v the_o ground_n assure_v love_n p._n 185._o q._n quietness_n of_o conscience_n p._n 48._o a_o question_n about_o the_o inequality_n of_o grace_n p._n 256._o r._n religion_n express_v under_o the_o cross_n p._n 43._o the_o remoovall_n of_o sin_n p._n 64._o seven_o reason_n prove_v the_o burden_n of_o conscience_n insupportable_a p._n 106._o releevement_n under_o the_o suspension_n of_o god_n love_n p._n 159._o for_o the_o regain_n of_o god_n love_n in_o sense_n four_o thing_n p._n 167._o ten_o releevement_n against_o doubt_n p._n 204._o ten_o releevement_n under_o imperfection_n of_o grace_n p._n 248._o five_o releevement_n against_o fail_n in_o duty_n p._n 261._o relapse_n afâ—er_v resolution_n p._n 286._o cause_n of_o relapse_n nine_o p._n 288._o the_o misery_n of_o relapse_n p._n 296._o the_o kind_n of_o relapse_n p._n 301._o s._n a_o twofold_a spirit_n p._n 6._o conscience_n call_v a_o spirit_n p._n 8._o man_n spirit_n consider_v two_o way_n ibid._n strength_n of_o spirit_n gradual_a p._n 36._o sink_v of_o spirit_n double_a p._n 37._o slight_v of_o cross_n evil_a p._n 39_o sin_n that_o be_v most_o wound_a p._n 92_o a_o sear_v spirit_n p._n 114._o sense_n of_o love_n gradual_a p._n 167._o to_o settle_v the_o soul_n in_o assurance_n of_o love_n p._n 176._o sin_n to_o be_v subdue_v p._n 231._o t._n thankfulness_n p._n 43_o 125._o tenderness_n of_o spirit_n p._n 49._o tempt_v of_o conscience_n of_o what_o p._n 58._o to_o taste_v divine_a wrath_n p._n 96._o testimony_n of_o satan_n put_v by_o two_o way_n p._n 219._o thought_n 1._o in_o their_o sort_n p_o 319._o 2._o in_o their_o trouble_n 3._o in_o their_o trial_n 4._o in_o their_o cure_n v._o uprightness_n of_o conscience_n p._n 48._o use_v conscience_n p._n 65._o conscience_n vex_v p._n 58._o vnstedfastnesse_n in_o walk_v p._n 163_o unworthiness_n p._n â—34_n w._n weakness_n of_o spirit_n p._n 28._o wound_v of_o spirit_n p._n 73._o want_v of_o good_a p._n 103._o will_v of_o cure_n p._n 141._o wash_v the_o wound_n p._n 143._o god_n wage_n p._n 281._o wait_a must_v be_v add_v to_o do_v page_n 283._o finis_fw-la a_o postscript_n to_o the_o reader_n thou_o have_v a_o promise_n of_o case_n in_o the_o epistle_n unto_o thou_o i_o have_v no_o soon_o make_v it_o but_o it_o be_v call_v for_o by_o desire_v and_o need_v christian_n time_n and_o leisure_n also_o serve_v it_o be_v bring_v forth_o as_o fit_o agree_v with_o the_o subject_n handle_v and_o deem_v by_o man_n more_o judicious_a than_o myself_o very_o comfort_v and_o settle_v unto_o perplex_a soul_n i._o s._n errata_fw-la page_n 116._o for_o be_v the_o next_o instrument_n read_v or_o page_n 323._o for_o former_o read_v formal_o
will_v better_v help_n in_o suffering_n and_o keep_v up_o the_o soul_n in_o patience_n and_o comfort_n than_o the_o spirit_n which_o be_v spiritual_a there_o be_v no_o spirit_n to_o the_o sound_a spirit_n and_o the_o spirit_n can_v never_o be_v sound_a until_o that_o it_o be_v make_v spiritual_a conscience_n be_v make_v good_a at_o the_o first_o and_o conscience_n be_v fit_a for_o goodness_n now_o and_o goodness_n will_v be_v the_o good_a of_o it_o and_o the_o good_a of_o man_n by_o it_o learn_v to_o know_v two_o thing_n first_o that_o the_o goodness_n of_o holiness_n the_o goodness_n of_o spirit_n stand_v in_o 7._o thing_n 1._o holiness_n conscience_n stand_v 1._o in_o its_o sanctity_n by_o spiritual_a renovation_n when_o as_o it_o be_v free_a from_o the_o filth_n of_o corruption_n and_o qualify_v with_o divine_a grace_n 2._o in_o its_o quietness_n and_o peace_n quietness_n 2._o quietness_n it_o must_v be_v pacify_v as_o well_o as_o purify_v it_o must_v not_o only_o be_v privative_o quiet_a but_o also_o positive_o quiet_a there_o must_v not_o only_o be_v no_o torment_n but_o a_o bless_a security_n and_o assurance_n within_o it_o 3._o in_o its_o sincerity_n it_o must_v be_v uprightness_n 3._o uprightness_n upright_o free_v from_o the_o rottenness_n of_o guile_n and_o hypocrisy_n this_o be_v that_o truth_n in_o the_o inward_a part_n which_o god_n so_o much_o delight_v in_o psal_n 51._o 6._o 4._o in_o its_o ability_n when_o it_o be_v strength_n 4_o strength_n strong_a in_o execution_n and_o able_a to_o exercise_v its_o own_o operation_n and_o free_o dispose_v to_o spiritual_a employment_n what_o good_a can_v conscience_n do_v we_o whilst_o it_o be_v weak_a and_o unable_a to_o bear_v itself_o 5._o in_o its_o tenderness_n it_o must_v tenderness_n 5._o tenderness_n be_v feeling_n melt_a yield_a and_o bleed_v 6._o in_o its_o clearness_n the_o clearness_n 6._o clearness_n good_a of_o conscience_n be_v the_o light_n in_o conscience_n it_o must_v be_v fill_v with_o save_v light_n and_o be_v inform_v by_o the_o rule_n not_o only_o natural_a but_o spiritual_a it_o must_v in_o some_o measure_n in_o a_o spiritual_a manner_n see_v and_o know_v itself_o its_o god_n its_o duty_n its_o way_n its_o work_n its_o object_n 7._o in_o its_o freedom_n it_o must_v liberty_n 7._o liberty_n have_v liberty_n although_o it_o have_v a_o a_o bind_a power_n which_o it_o derive_v from_o the_o word_n of_o god_n yet_o itself_o must_v be_v free_v from_o entanglement_n by_o sin_n and_o error_n and_o must_v be_v bring_v into_o bondage_n by_o no_o creature_n second_o the_o way_n to_o attain_v this_o goodness_n of_o spirit_n be_v spirit_n two_o way_n of_o attain_v goodness_n of_o spirit_n 1._o to_o be_v sensible_o convince_v of_o the_o badness_n and_o naughtiness_n of_o our_o spirit_n natural_o we_o have_v within_o we_o no_o spark_n of_o save_a goodness_n but_o our_o heart_n be_v full_a of_o guile_n and_o guilt_n and_o they_o be_v evil_a above_o all_o thing_n jer._n 17._o 9_o we_o 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direction_n do_v and_o will_v mighty_o enable_v the_o spirit_n in_o his_o office_n of_o uphold_v and_o strengthen_v man_n in_o the_o day_n of_o adversity_n the_o word_n of_o god_n be_v suitable_a nourishment_n unto_o the_o spirit_n it_o be_v strong_a and_o the_o admirable_a strength_n of_o the_o spirit_n it_o be_v sweet_a and_o the_o great_a refresher_n of_o the_o spirit_n it_o do_v every_o way_n so_o glad_a and_o cheer_v man_n spirit_n that_o it_o give_v he_o most_o sure_a ground_n of_o stand_v under_o the_o great_a burden_n note_v believe_v i_o if_o that_o conscience_n be_v not_o inform_v by_o the_o word_n it_o be_v blind_a and_o where_o it_o be_v not_o feed_v by_o the_o promise_n it_o be_v infirm_a and_o can_v never_o bear_v up_o our_o infirmity_n unless_o thy_o law_n have_v be_v my_o delight_n i_o shall_v then_o have_v perish_v in_o my_o affliction_n psal_n 119._o 92._o 4._o faith_n in_o operation_n a_o faith_n 4._o faith_n conscience_n full_a of_o infidelity_n be_v full_a of_o badness_n and_o fear_n and_o sinking_n but_o the_o more_o believe_v a_o man_n heart_n be_v the_o more_o sound_a and_o the_o more_o stout_a it_o be_v i_o have_v faint_v unless_o i_o have_v believe_v to_o see_v the_o goodness_n of_o the_o lord_n in_o the_o land_n of_o the_o live_n psal_n 27._o 13._o i_o assure_v you_o that_o faith_n be_v a_o grace_n that_o deal_v with_o the_o god_n of_o all_o comfort_n and_o the_o word_n of_o all_o comfort_n and_o when_o distress_n be_v like_o a_o strong_a tide_n beat_v much_o upon_o note_n we_o it_o be_v as_o a_o rock_n beat_v off_o all_o wave_n and_o keep_v the_o spirit_n in_o strength_n and_o courage_n in_o time_n of_o trouble_n use_v 4_o last_o learn_v a_o duty_n of_o care_n and_o respect_n towards_o your_o spirit_n that_o they_o may_v perform_v their_o office_n in_o uphold_v and_o strengthen_v you_o in_o the_o day_n of_o your_o adversity_n if_o that_o our_o not_o six_o thing_n to_o be_v do_v about_o the_o spirit_n 1._o abuse_v it_o not_o spirit_n 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the_o satisfaction_n and_o resolution_n thereof_o this_o make_v the_o inward_a rankle_a and_o fester_v and_o languish_v thereof_o 8._o by_o blind_a and_o darken_v conscience_n knowledge_n be_v the_o eye_n and_o light_n of_o conscience_n for_o it_o see_v no_o more_o than_o it_o know_v now_o ignorance_n be_v the_o thing_n that_o blind_v conscience_n and_o without_o knowledge_n it_o be_v not_o good_a it_o be_v a_o madness_n in_o man_n to_o take_v away_o or_o to_o put_v out_o the_o light_n which_o shall_v guide_v and_o direct_v their_o own_o conscience_n in_o thing_n to_o be_v believe_v and_o do_v 9_o by_o abase_v conscience_n conscience_n be_v make_v for_o goodness_n to_o uphold_v and_o maintain_v that_o and_o for_o high_a and_o holy_a employment_n to_o do_v that_o now_o when_o it_o shall_v be_v use_v for_o a_o colour_n and_o cloak_n for_o sin_n and_o wickedness_n and_o man_n shall_v either_o make_v their_o sin_n to_o carry_v the_o name_n of_o conscience_n as_o unwarrant_v opinion_n and_o 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time_n let_v this_o then_o be_v your_o work_n 1._o remove_v daily_o the_o evillnesse_n of_o sin_n from_o within_o it_o and_o before_o it_o nothing_o be_v the_o undo_n of_o conscience_n but_o sin_n and_o we_o must_v endeavour_v after_o the_o daily_a bathe_n of_o it_o in_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n the_o increase_v of_o its_o renovation_n by_o the_o spirit_n we_o must_v be_v much_o in_o the_o practice_n of_o repentance_n and_o wash_v away_o those_o sin_n which_o lie_v upon_o conscience_n by_o the_o tear_n of_o godly_a sorrow_n 2._o feed_v and_o nourish_v it_o with_o its_o appoint_a food_n the_o strength_n of_o our_o natural_a spirit_n stand_v in_o their_o nourishment_n &_o it_o be_v as_o true_a of_o our_o spiritual_a spirit_n conscience_n must_v not_o be_v overfa_v nor_o overphysick_v but_o we_o must_v give_v it_o the_o word_n in_o promise_n christ_n in_o merit_n and_o the_o sense_n of_o pardon_v mercy_n and_o we_o flesh_n and_o refresh_v it_o 3._o make_v use_n of_o the_o strength_n of_o conscience_n for_o your_o supportance_n conscience_n be_v make_v for_o use_v the_o excellency_n of_o it_o stand_v in_o its_o use_n and_o if_o we_o do_v put_v conscience_n unto_o it_o it_o will_v be_v our_o confidence_n in_o time_n of_o common_a fear_n and_o danger_n it_o will_v steel_n our_o heart_n and_o bear_v up_o our_o mind_n as_o stout_o and_o as_o safe_o as_o the_o water_n do_v the_o ark_n of_o noah_n nay_o it_o will_v prove_v a_o ark_n or_o garrisonunto_n we_o for_o our_o safety_n learn_v therefore_o upon_o the_o access_n of_o all_o calamity_n to_o retire_v into_o conscience_n and_o commune_v with_o thy_o own_o spirit_n and_o call_v upon_o conscience_n to_o do_v its_o office_n and_o work_n keep_v not_o conscience_n idle_a within_o you_o the_o less_o you_o employ_v it_o the_o unfit_a will_v it_o be_v for_o your_o strength_n and_o service_n call_v upon_o it_o to_o act_v its_o own_o proper_a operation_n and_o you_o shall_v find_v the_o comfort_n of_o it_o unto_o 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the_o sense_n of_o soul_n trouble_n and_o heaviness_n i_o dare_v affirm_v that_o if_o we_o do_v know_v and_o find_v our_o spiritual_a want_n and_o wound_n more_o we_o will_v and_o shall_v withal_o be_v more_o upon_o the_o way_n and_o feeling_n of_o comfort_n than_o we_o be_v use_v 2_o second_o let_v we_o have_v compassion_n on_o such_o who_o be_v wound_v in_o spirit_n you_o see_v that_o such_o be_v the_o weight_n of_o their_o wound_n as_o neither_o eye_n have_v see_v ear_n have_v hear_v or_o tongue_n of_o man_n be_v able_a full_o to_o express_v none_o can_v in_o any_o way_n of_o expression_n speak_v of_o it_o but_o such_o as_o have_v more_o or_o less_o feel_v it_o and_o shall_v we_o pass_v by_o any_o that_o be_v labour_v under_o this_o burden_n not_o yield_v they_o our_o pity_n it_o be_v a_o foolish_a madness_n in_o many_o to_o think_v this_o sickness_n and_o this_o wound_n to_o be_v but_o passion_n conceit_n and_o mopishnesse_n put_v into_o their_o head_n by_o read_v good_a book_n or_o hear_v some_o strict_a preacher_n or_o melancholy_a &_o because_o it_o often_o change_v the_o body_n they_o think_v it_o arise_v from_o the_o body_n and_o what_o need_v all_o this_o ado_n about_o it_o it_o be_v curse_a cruelty_n in_o any_o to_o look_v upon_o any_o labour_a under_o this_o wound_n cry_v out_o against_o they_o censure_v of_o they_o for_o hypocrite_n and_o in_o thought_n sentence_v they_o to_o hell_n blaspheme_v their_o god_n and_o their_o religion_n o_o soul_n consideration_n for_o the_o pity_v of_o wound_a in_o soul_n you_o ignorant_a man_n learn_v better_a and_o be_v now_o instruct_v 1._o that_o there_o be_v no_o disease_n for_o symptom_n and_o torment_n like_v unto_o this_o all_o other_o malady_n be_v natural_a but_o this_o be_v supernatural_a they_o come_v from_o the_o constitution_n of_o the_o body_n this_o of_o the_o soul_n in_o they_o the_o humour_n first_o in_o this_o the_o conscience_n first_o and_o humour_n last_o be_v distemper_v they_o may_v all_o be_v cure_v by_o natural_a remedy_n the_o body_n may_v be_v bring_v to_o a_o fittemperature_n but_o it_o be_v not_o all_o the_o medicine_n under_o heaven_n that_o be_v mere_o natural_a can_v cure_v or_o comfort_v here_o 2._o that_o it_o be_v a_o argument_n of_o a_o unsanctified_a and_o stony_a heart_n within_o man_n to_o disregard_n tax_v or_o censure_v man_n under_o the_o misery_n of_o inward_a perplexity_n you_o be_v merciless_a and_o want_a tenderness_n and_o experience_n can_v pity_v they_o aright_o 3._o bless_a be_v such_o as_o judge_v wise_o of_o such_o poor_a soul_n and_o do_v labour_n to_o relieve_v their_o soul_n in_o their_o wound_n this_o be_v a_o work_n of_o mercy_n indeed_o and_o a_o business_n become_v the_o most_o excellent_a of_o christian_n christian_n motive_n to_o pity_n and_o to_o relieve_v wound_a christian_n christ_n himself_o receive_v his_o anoint_v and_o be_v send_v of_o god_n to_o bind_v up_o the_o break_a heart_a esay_n 61._o 1_o 2_o 3._o minister_n have_v the_o tongue_n of_o the_o learned_a give_v they_o to_o speak_v a_o word_n of_o comfort_n to_o such_o who_o soul_n be_v weary_a esa_n 50._o 4._o and_o shall_v not_o we_o that_o be_v christian_n comfort_v the_o feeble_a mind_v and_o support_v the_o weak_a 1_o thes_n 5._o 14._o bear_v one_o another_o burden_n o_o let_v we_o pity_v such_o and_o pray_v earnest_o to_o god_n for_o such_o consider_v our_o own_o case_n gal._n 6._o 1._o will_v we_o not_o be_v pray_v for_o be_v we_o in_o their_o condition_n use_v 3_o three_o how_o thankful_a shall_v all_o christian_n be_v for_o their_o freedom_n from_o this_o great_a burden_n of_o a_o wound_a spirit_n tell_v i_o be_v you_o set_v at_o liberty_n and_o be_v all_o peace_n and_o rest_n within_o be_v the_o band_n of_o the_o distress_n break_v will_v
thou_o be_v under_o the_o same_o estate_n again_o to_o feel_v those_o hell_n and_o sorrow_n which_o once_o be_v endure_v by_o thou_o no_o sure_o than_o stir_v up_o thy_o heart_n to_o bless_v thy_o god_n who_o have_v take_v off_o this_o heavy_a burden_n from_o thy_o soul_n bless_v he_o daily_o and_o due_o a_o man_n can_v never_o be_v thankful_a enough_o for_o the_o ease_n and_o free_a doom_n of_o his_o spirit_n some_o man_n walk_v with_o senseless_a spirit_n and_o they_o bless_v god_n that_o they_o be_v never_o trouble_v in_o mind_n all_o the_o day_n of_o their_o life_n some_o man_n walk_v with_o wound_n in_o their_o spirit_n and_o will_v give_v all_o the_o world_n do_v they_o enjoy_v it_o for_o freedom_n and_o ease_n and_o shall_v any_o man_n enjoy_v the_o liberty_n and_o peace_n of_o his_o conscience_n from_o god_n and_o yet_o walk_v without_o joy_n and_o praise_n it_o well_o become_v man_n heal_v of_o their_o wound_n out_o of_o that_o ease_n and_o liberty_n they_o have_v obtain_v 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shall_v lie_v down_o and_o howl_v for_o vexation_n of_o spirit_n do_v not_o so_o vain_o bathe_v yourselves_o in_o carnal_a delight_n and_o worldly_a recreation_n the_o worldling_n pastime_n be_v the_o deadness_n and_o wound_n of_o a_o christian_n conscience_n 3._o beware_v of_o formality_n and_o remissness_n in_o holy_a service_n the_o ordinance_n not_o right_o use_v do_v wound_v exceed_o how_o vex_v be_v the_o word_n to_o a_o formal_a and_o carnal_a christian_n do_v any_o man_n fall_v of_o grow_v cold_a and_o begin_v to_o dead_a his_o heart_n to_o the_o mean_n and_o duty_n but_o his_o heart_n at_o the_o last_o be_v great_o wound_v for_o it_o the_o neglect_n of_o christ_n by_o the_o church_n when_o his_o voice_n do_v seem_v unseasonable_a and_o inopportune_a unto_o she_o be_v punish_v by_o her_o spiritual_a wound_n cant._n 5._o 2_o 3_o 4_o 5_o 6._o 4._o nourish_v no_o hypocrisy_n or_o guile_n within_o you_o do_v not_o colour_v sin_n with_o fair_a pretence_n and_o plaster_n over_o a_o foul_a heart_n with_o a_o outside_n profession_n serve_v not_o grave_v image_n when_o you_o pretend_v a_o service_n unto_o god_n if_o you_o do_v so_o know_v that_o it_o will_v fester_v to_o a_o sore_a and_o make_v such_o a_o wound_n which_o will_v prove_v the_o great_a disquietment_n of_o your_o soul_n satan_n will_v have_v fasten_v this_o hypocrisy_n on_o job_n to_o have_v aggravate_v his_o misery_n and_o he_o well_o know_v that_o hypocrisy_n be_v wound_v 5._o go_v not_o on_o in_o sinful_a way_n against_o general_a or_o particular_a conviction_n there_o be_v who_o have_v such_o abundance_n of_o love_n to_o sin_n in_o they_o that_o they_o will_v be_v wicked_a against_o the_o light_n of_o knowledge_n and_o the_o dictate_v of_o conscience_n it_o be_v not_o the_o knowledge_n they_o have_v of_o evil_a nor_o the_o risng_n up_o and_o reproof_n of_o conscience_n within_o they_o for_o evil_n which_o can_v hold_v they_o of_o from_o evil_a but_o on_o they_o go_v and_o wicked_o they_o will_v do_v 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