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my_o beauty_n s._n ah_o lord_n there_o be_v none_o comparable_a to_o thou_o either_o for_o beauty_n or_o for_o glory_n or_o for_o riches_n or_o for_o authority_n neither_o in_o heaven_n nor_o in_o earth_n be_v any_o like_a unto_o thou_o 23_o for_o thou_o only_o be_v most_o high_a over_o all_o creature_n the_o heaven_n be_v thou_o 11_o the_o earth_n also_o be_v thou_o thou_o have_v lay_v the_o foundation_n of_o the_o world_n and_o all_o that_o therein_o be_v much_o it_o be_v that_o thou_o have_v impart_v upon_o thy_o creature_n by_o which_o thy_o beauty_n wisdom_n and_o goodness_n do_v appear_v 20_o but_o yet_o in_o comparison_n of_o thy_o bless_a and_o glorious_a presence_n it_o be_v nothing_o so_o that_o by_o experience_n i_o have_v learn_v now_o that_o i_o can_v lack_v thy_o company_n one_o hour_n together_o but_o with_o much_o grief_n to_o my_o soul_n l._n return_v therefore_o unto_o i_o thou_o have_v hitherto_o wander_v enough_o about_o let_v not_o henceforth_o to_o be_v more_o 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needful_a it_o be_v that_o i_o be_v present_a with_o you_o not_o only_o in_o one_o matter_n or_o in_o a_o special_a cause_n but_o in_o every_o action_n in_o all_o place_n and_o time_n so_o well_o early_o as_o late_o wheresoever_o you_o shall_v become_v go_v or_o stand_v for_o this_o will_v teach_v you_o to_o walk_v ware_o with_o your_o friend_n to_o abstain_v from_o vanity_n and_o to_o take_v heed_n of_o offence_n 8_o i_o do_v leave_v you_o that_o you_o may_v well_o understand_v how_o much_o you_o be_v bind_v to_o love_v i_o that_o be_v that_o you_o may_v see_v a_o manner_n how_o to_o love_v i_o in_o deed_n it_o be_v very_o true_a you_o think_v yourself_o more_o stout_a and_o happy_a than_o in_o truth_n you_o be_v but_o when_o i_o do_v once_o withdraw_v my_o aid_n from_o you_o a_o little_a it_o than_o appear_v to_o the_o world_n how_o you_o be_v very_o poor_a and_o miserable_a 17_o how_o shall_v your_o love_n be_v know_v unless_o you_o bear_v my_o yoke_n with_o patience_n sometime_o i_o see_v you_o to_o wax_v sluggish_a and_o therefore_o i_o do_v hide_v myself_o for_o a_o hour_n like_o a_o friend_n stand_v behind_o the_o wall_n 9_o that_o you_o may_v be_v stir_v up_o the_o more_o zealous_o to_o seek_v i_o i_o know_v for_o my_o part_n and_o i_o see_v all_o thing_n 20_o but_o troublous_a trial_n which_o be_v good_a for_o many_o cause_n do_v make_v you_o the_o more_o heedy_a and_o wise_a in_o all_o your_o action_n 19_o moreover_o if_o you_o love_v i_o you_o will_v not_o wax_v the_o more_o sluggish_a in_o seek_v i_o for_o all_o this_o if_o you_o like_v i_o you_o will_v seek_v i_o what_o wot_v you_o not_o how_o riches_n painfullie_o come_v by_o be_v keep_v most_o careful_o who_o so_o wish_v rest_n as_o the_o weary_a man_n who_o love_v so_o kind_o as_o he_o which_o have_v sigh_v most_o heavelie_o and_o be_v not_o that_o jewel_n which_o be_v lose_v and_o be_v find_v again_o much_o more_o esteem_v than_o before_o it_o be_v 19_o so_o even_o so_o be_v the_o joy_n double_a and_o the_o mirth_n duble_v at_o the_o long_o wish_a presence_n of_o the_o belove_a and_o therefore_o it_o be_v much_o for_o your_o profit_n that_o i_o withdraw_v myself_o because_o i_o do_v it_o not_o for_o any_o ill_a will_n to_o youward_n but_o upon_o very_o good_a cause_n so_o do_v i_o dally_v with_o my_o friend_n let_v it_o suffice_v you_o at_o this_o time_n that_o you_o have_v be_v in_o my_o favour_n to_o hear_v so_o much_o at_o my_o mouth_n beside_o when_o you_o have_v need_n return_v unto_o i_o and_o fear_v not_o for_o i_o never_o shut_v my_o ear_n against_o that_o person_n which_o humble_o and_o earnest_o cry_v for_o my_o assistance_n 8_o chap._n 18._o 1._o the_o confidence_n of_o a_o true_a christian_a 2._o god_n justifi_v the_o ungodlie_a 3._o give_v whatsoever_o good_a be_v to_o man_n 4._o will_v have_v no_o man_n to_o despeire_n 5._o but_o that_o all_o sinner_n shall_v fly_v unto_o his_o mercy_n my_o lord_n god_n will_v help_v i_o therefore_o shall_v i_o not_o be_v confound_v 7_o s._n let_v it_o grieve_v no_o body_n though_o i_o love_v much_o to_o speak_v with_o my_o lord_n god_n who_o goodness_n have_v allure_v and_o inflame_v i_o both_o to_o pray_v and_o to_o meditate_v in_o such_o sort_n that_o i_o think_v i_o shall_v be_v too_o hard_a and_o unkind_a if_o i_o make_v none_o answer_v unto_o his_o word_n but_o happy_o some_o one_o will_v say_v against_o i_o therefore_o neither_o do_v you_o fear_v god_n see_v you_o be_v a_o foul_a sinner_n unworthy_a even_o to_o live_v in_o this_o world_n whence_o be_v it_o that_o you_o dare_v so_o presume_v in_o your_o hart_n and_o be_v the_o least_o and_o vile_a of_o all_o other_o with_o what_o face_n can_v you_o thrust_v forth_o yourself_o so_o to_o talk_v with_o your_o lord_n god_n 13_o who_o do_v you_o make_v yourself_o oah_n my_o love_a lord_n do_v thou_o answer_v on_o my_o behalf_n for_o the_o mouth_n of_o the_o wicked_a be_v open_v upon_o i_o 2_o if_o i_o will_v justify_v myself_o my_o own_o mouth_n shall_v condemn_v i_o 20_o and_o though_o i_o be_v clean_o yet_o do_v not_o my_o soul_n know_v so_o much_o oah_n lord_n thou_o know_v my_o folly_n and_o my_o shamefastness_n speak_v thou_o on_o my_o behalf_n and_o i_o full_a glad_o will_v keep_v silence_n l._n give_v thou_o none_o heed_n to_o the_o word_n of_o the_o wicked_a but_o rather_o do_v thou_o remember_v how_o i_o have_v say_v i_o come_v not_o to_o call_v the_o righteous_a but_o the_o sinner_n unto_o repentance_n 17_o be_o not_o i_o to_o do_v what_o i_o will_v 8_o who_o may_v resist_v my_o pleasure_n if_o i_o think_v it_o good_a to_o show_v favour_n to_o thee-ward_n though_o little_o thou_o deserve_v the_o same_o at_o my_o hand_n who_o shall_v reproove_v i_o therefore_o 34_o he_o that_o be_v without_o sin_n let_v he_o throw_v the_o first_o stone_n at_o thou_o 7_o but_o if_o they_o all_o the_o pack_n of_o they_o be_v sinner_n with_o what_o face_n can_v they_o find_v fault_n with_o my_o favour_n to_o thee-ward_n you_o have_v not_o choose_v i_o 16_o but_o my_o mercy_n do_v prevent_v you_o dare_v any_o yet_o murmur_v against_o you_o for_o come_v unto_o i_o comfort_v thyself_o his_o murmur_n be_v not_o against_o thou_o but_o flat_o against_o my_o person_n because_o it_o be_v i_o that_o receive_v 15_o and_o â—eate_v with_o sinner_n 13_o and_o why_o ought_v you_o not_o to_o challenge_v my_o acquaintance_n the_o which_o 〈◊〉_d rejoice_v to_o offer_v rather_o than_o to_o withdraw_v from_o any_o one_o s._n oah_n gracious_a lord_n lie_v not_o this_o â—in_a to_o their_o charge_n but_o to_o i_o and_o to_o
be_o so_o often_o wound_v through_o who_o absence_n i_o be_o so_o grieve_v through_o who_o gracious_a visitation_n so_o refresh_v sometime_o where_o be_v my_o god_n who_o even_o once_o to_o see_v be_v to_o know_v all_o thing_n where_o be_v my_o god_n in_o who_o both_o my_o hart_n and_o my_o flesh_n do_v so_o earnest_o desire_v to_o rejoice_v where_o be_v my_o god_n for_o who_o love_n i_o suffer_v such_o pain_n and_o sorrow_n his_o very_a remembrance_n be_v sweet_a but_o his_o presence_n be_v more_o lovely_a and_o expel_v all_o sadness_n from_o my_o hart_n where_o be_v my_o hope_n and_o my_o crown_n be_v it_o not_o in_o thou_o my_o god_n and_o in_o thy_o bless_a countenance_n 12_o oah_n show_v i_o once_o thy_o glory_n and_o thy_o face_n so_o will_v i_o cease_v to_o complain_v if_o i_o contend_v a_o little_a with_o thou_o o_o blame_v i_o not_o extreme_a zeal_n of_o good_a will_n have_v many_o wonder_a devise_n i_o be_o drive_v to_o expect_v and_o move_v still_o to_o long_o and_o so_o this_o ioiefull_a combat_n do_v continue_v chap._n 21._o 1._o the_o delaieng_v of_o the_o happy_a be_v patient_o to_o be_v bear_v 2._o the_o felicity_n of_o the_o life_n to_o come_v 3._o with_o a_o prayer_n for_o the_o same_o o_o lord_n i_o have_v love_v the_o habitation_n of_o thy_o house_n and_o the_o place_n where_o thy_o honour_n dwell_v 8_o how_o glad_o i_o will_v be_v with_o thou_o thou_o know_v full_a well_o o_o my_o god_n and_o how_o entire_o i_o desire_v the_o same_o i_o be_o not_o able_a sufficient_o to_o express_v i_o wish_v it_o not_o only_o when_o i_o be_o evil_a at_o ease_n but_o also_o what_o prosperity_n soever_o i_o enjoy_v my_o desire_n be_v to_o be_v with_o thou_o but_o how_o shall_v my_o longing_n be_v satisfy_v here_o it_o greeve_v i_o to_o continue_v 23_o and_o yet_o of_o necessity_n i_o must_v but_o my_o desire_n be_v to_o be_v with_o thou_o and_o i_o may_v not_o yet_o and_o therefore_o i_o see_v no_o remedy_n but_o that_o i_o be_o with_o patience_n to_o endure_v this_o delay_n and_o to_o refer_v my_o wish_v to_o thy_o holy_a will_n for_o what_o be_v it_o meet_v i_o shall_v murmur_v when_o it_o must_v be_v so_o god_n forbid_v again_o i_o have_v the_o example_n of_o many_o of_o god_n child_n which_o have_v use_v long_a patience_n in_o this_o life_n etc._n and_o yet_o their_o heart_n be_v in_o heaven_n 2_o therefore_o if_o thy_o will_n be_v to_o prolong_v my_o pilgrimage_n i_o be_o willing_a to_o abide_v and_o obey_v your_o pleasure_n howbeit_o that_o with_o less_o grief_n i_o may_v bear_v my_o longing_n to_o be_v with_o thou_o i_o will_v till_o that_o time_n still_o meditate_v with_o myself_o of_o that_o celestial_a habitation_n yet_o i_o presume_v not_o to_o pierce_v into_o the_o least_o of_o those_o joy_n which_o thou_o have_v prepare_v for_o such_o as_o love_v thou_o 9_o but_o of_o this_o and_o that_o i_o will_v meditate_v to_o the_o end_n that_o my_o affection_n be_v press_v down_o and_o infect_v oftentimes_o it_o may_v be_v stir_v up_o and_o lift_v into_o the_o hope_n of_o eternal_a bliss_n o_o that_o that_o day_n have_v once_o shine_v whether_o then_o have_v the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n ravish_v i_o how_o merry_a at_o the_o hart_n shall_v i_o be_v then_o and_o how_o happy_a shall_v i_o think_v myself_o how_o happy_a shall_v i_o then_o be_v enjoyeng_v a_o continual_a peace_n 4_o from_o thencefoorth_o shall_v i_o make_v none_o enquiry_n for_o any_o thing_n see_v no_o secret_n can_v be_v hide_v but_o my_o life_n be_v spend_v in_o darkness_n and_o therefore_o no_o marvel_n though_o my_o sight_n do_v dazzle_v between_o the_o cloud_n of_o glory_n notwithstanding_o i_o will_v lift_v up_o my_o eye_n and_o though_o a_o far_o off_o behold_v and_o salute_v that_o holy_a city_n jerusalem_n build_v in_o the_o heaven_n even_o of_o livelie_a stone_n etc._n namely_o of_o holy_a angel_n and_o man_n replenish_v continual_o with_o praise_n &_o mirth_n and_o magnifieng_v the_o lord_n their_o god_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o now_o therefore_o my_o soul_n take_v unto_o thou_o the_o wing_n of_o desire_n and_o fly_v upward_o fly_v i_o say_v from_o all_o bodelie_a sense_n ascend_v from_o the_o visible_a form_n of_o this_o world_n unto_o the_o holy_a house_n of_o god_n even_o unto_o the_o new_a jerusalem_n build_v substantial_o in_o aye_o last_a peace_n crown_v with_o glory_n and_o honour_n and_o bless_v with_o the_o abundance_n of_o all_o good_a thing_n lo_o wonderful_a and_o unspeakable_a be_v the_o thing_n of_o heaven_n which_o no_o man_n either_o can_v or_o may_v utter_v â—_o no_o sense_n be_v able_a to_o conceive_v neither_o can_v the_o understanding_n of_o man_n attain_v to_o know_v how_o god_n be_v in_o his_o sancte_n glorious_a and_o wonder_a in_o his_o majesty_n mount_v thou_o in_o cogitation_n even_o unto_o the_o high_a thing_n stretch_v thy_o desire_n into_o the_o everlasting_a eternity_n and_o say_v with_o the_o prophet_n 3_o glorious_a thing_n be_v speak_v of_o thou_o o_o city_n of_o god_n there_o whatsoever_o can_v be_v wish_v of_o man_n be_v have_v 4_o and_o what_o be_v once_o get_v be_v keep_v without_o care_n 17_o god_n there_o be_v behold_v face_n to_o face_n cleerelie_o 12_o true_o continual_o and_o eternal_o there_o the_o bless_a and_o all_o glorious_a trinity_n in_o one_o unseparable_a unity_n which_o of_o all_o the_o bless_a citizen_n of_o heaven_n be_v woorship_v praise_v and_o magnify_v 12_o be_v perfect_o know_v there_o be_v i_o only_o and_o right_o singular_o belove_a friend_n etc._n which_o be_v more_o precious_a to_o i_o than_o all_o riches_n 38_o and_o the_o treasure_n above_o all_o to_o be_v desire_v 21_o even_o my_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n etc._n the_o immortal_a spouse_n of_o the_o church_n â—_o in_o who_o be_v hide_v 25_o but_o yet_o reveal_v to_o the_o sancte_n from_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n the_o whole_a treasure_n of_o wisdom_n and_o knowledge_n 3_o o_o how_o jocund_a be_v the_o sancte_v now_o before_o the_o face_n of_o the_o most_o holy_a who_o 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