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virtue_n in_o thy_o blood_n that_o life_n be_v in_o thy_o death_n but_o â—â—â—ll_o i_o fear_v my_o sin_n deserve_v that_o thou_o shall_v never_o apply_v thy_o virtue_n nor_o thy_o merit_n to_o i_o for_o alas_o i_o find_v that_o the_o old_a man_n be_v lively_a and_o strong_a in_o i_o and_o that_o the_o motion_n of_o sin_n have_v power_n in_o i_o to_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n unto_o death_n the_o lord_n be_v not_o i_o pray_v thou_o injurious_a to_o thyself_o in_o the_o work_n of_o my_o grace_n in_o thou_o complain_v not_o of_o thy_o corruption_n but_o that_o thou_o may_v give_v unto_o i_o my_o own_o praise_n can_v thou_o deny_v but_o thou_o have_v feel_v my_o power_n work_v in_o thy_o soul_n have_v i_o noâ—_n sprinkle_v thy_o conscience_n many_o time_n with_o the_o purify_n and_o pacify_v blood_n of_o christ_n from_o which_o have_v flow_v to_o thou_o such_o a_o witness_v of_o good_a thing_n such_o a_o sense_n of_o mercy_n as_o for_o the_o time_n have_v fill_v thy_o heart_n with_o joy_n &_o thy_o mouth_n with_o song_n of_o praise_n have_v i_o not_o stir_v thou_o up_o sometime_o with_o great_a fervency_n to_o call_v upon_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n have_v i_o not_o make_v thou_o to_o give_v christ_n name_n a_o public_a testimony_n with_o thy_o own_o disadvantage_n and_o how_o often_o have_v thy_o heart_n be_v effectual_o move_v at_o the_o hear_n of_o my_o word_n in_o such_o sort_n that_o it_o wrought_v in_o thou_o a_o holy_a remorse_n and_o a_o inward_a contrition_n for_o sin_n which_o have_v break_v out_o into_o tear_n have_v i_o not_o make_v thou_o to_o wrestle_v against_o thy_o inordinate_a lust_n have_v i_o not_o give_v thou_o strength_n many_o a_o time_n to_o stand_v against_o satan_n temptation_n whereas_o if_o i_o have_v leave_v thou_o to_o thyself_o how_o often_o have_v thou_o be_v make_v a_o prey_n to_o thy_o enemy_n remember_v thou_o not_o that_o the_o tempter_n have_v often_o assault_v thou_o but_o i_o have_v withdraw_v the_o occasion_n of_o sin_n and_o 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i_o have_v begin_v to_o apply_v to_o thou_o christ_n merit_n for_o the_o remission_n of_o thy_o sin_n and_o christ_n virtue_n for_o quicken_a thou_o to_o a_o new_a life_n therefore_o think_v of_o thyself_o as_o bare_o as_o thou_o will_v but_o let_v the_o work_n of_o my_o grace_n be_v esteem_v by_o thou_o according_a to_o the_o excellency_n of_o it_o be_v humble_a and_o cast_v down_o when_o thou_o look_v on_o thy_o own_o corruption_n i_o find_v no_o fault_n with_o thou_o but_o i_o rejoice_v and_o be_o glad_a of_o the_o new_a workmanship_n which_o i_o have_v begin_v in_o thou_o indeed_o if_o there_o be_v nothing_o in_o thou_o but_o that_o which_o thou_o have_v by_o nature_n thy_o state_n be_v very_o miserable_a but_o see_v thou_o find_v a_o new_a workmanship_n in_o thou_o be_v comfort_v be_v thou_o in_o darkness_n that_o there_o be_v no_o light_n in_o thou_o or_o do_v sin_n possess_v thou_o that_o beside_o it_o also_o there_o be_v not_o a_o will_n in_o thou_o to_o do_v good_a and_o a_o love_n to_o righteousness_n if_o thou_o say_v that_o thou_o have_v no_o sin_n in_o thou_o thou_o be_v a_o liar_n and_o if_o thou_o say_v thou_o have_v no_o other_o thing_n in_o thou_o but_o sin_n thou_o be_v also_o a_o liar_n and_o think_v thou_o that_o see_v i_o have_v begin_v to_o translate_v thou_o into_o my_o light_n and_o to_o make_v thou_o a_o new_a creature_n think_v thou_o that_o i_o will_v leave_v thou_o till_o i_o have_v do_v till_o i_o have_v do_v my_o work_n in_o thou_o therefore_o my_o belove_a give_v not_o such_o ear_n to_o satan_n and_o thy_o own_o corruption_n as_o to_o take_v this_o testimony_n against_o i_o or_o make_v thou_o think_v that_o my_o pledge_n which_o i_o have_v give_v thou_o be_v not_o worthy_a of_o credit_n that_o by_o they_o thou_o shall_v be_v assure_v of_o my_o mercy_n the_o soul_n i_o can_v deny_v o_o lord_n but_o that_o many_o time_n i_o have_v feel_v the_o sweetness_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a consolation_n which_o have_v great_o rejoice_v my_o soul_n but_o alas_o my_o grief_n be_v so_o much_o the_o more_o that_o by_o my_o own_o default_n i_o shall_v now_o be_v deprive_v of_o they_o for_o i_o have_v grieve_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n yea_o i_o have_v do_v what_o i_o can_v to_o quench_v he_o and_o therefore_o it_o be_v that_o the_o comforter_n who_o be_v wont_a to_o refresh_v my_o soul_n be_v away_o nor_o can_v i_o feel_v his_o presence_n with_o i_o as_o before_o the_o lord_n because_o i_o be_o not_o change_v therefore_o it_o be_v that_o you_o o_o son_n of_o jacob_n be_v not_o consume_v many_o be_v the_o change_n indeed_o whereunto_o you_o be_v subject_a but_o i_o remain_v the_o same_o and_o there_o be_v no_o shadow_n of_o alteration_n with_o i_o be_v not_o therefore_o afraid_a o_o my_o beloved_n neither_o esteem_v thyself_o to_o be_v reject_v of_o i_o albeit_o that_o sometime_o i_o hide_v my_o face_n from_o thou_o all_o my_o way_n be_v mercy_n and_o truth_n to_o i_o it_o be_v for_o thou_o that_o sometime_o i_o go_v from_o thou_o and_o it_o be_v for_o thou_o that_o again_o i_o do_v return_n unto_o thou_o for_o if_o i_o come_v it_o be_v for_o thy_o consolation_n that_o continual_a heaviness_n shall_v not_o oppress_v thou_o by_o thy_o manifold_a temptation_n how_o often_o have_v thou_o find_v this_o when_o thou_o be_v sick_a of_o love_n i_o have_v strengthen_v thou_o with_o flagon_n of_o my_o own_o and_o comfort_v thou_o wiâ—â—_n my_o apple_n my_o fruit_n have_v be_v sweet_a in_o thy_o mouth_n and_o i_o â—aâ—_n put_v my_o lefthand_n under_o thy_o head_n and_o with_o my_o right-hand_n i_o have_v embrace_v thou_o but_o least_o the_o greatness_n of_o my_o consolation_n shall_v exalt_v thou_o to_o disdain_v thy_o brother_n and_o offend_v i_o by_o impute_v that_o to_o thy_o own_o disposition_n which_o thou_o have_v of_o my_o dispensation_n i_o have_v again_o withdraw_v these_o glorious_a feeling_n from_o thou_o give_v i_o the_o praise_n that_o i_o know_v best_a what_o be_v expedient_a for_o thou_o have_v my_o servant_n 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out_o but_o to_o leave_v thou_o to_o knock_v if_o i_o cover_v myself_o with_o my_o veil_n that_o thou_o can_v not_o see_v a_o glance_n of_o my_o countenance_n it_o be_v only_o to_o stir_v thou_o up_o to_o seek_v i_o and_o if_o sometime_o i_o seem_v to_o go_v from_o thou_o it_o be_v to_o provoke_v thou_o to_o follow_v i_o that_o thou_o may_v make_v haste_n from_o earth_n to_o heaven_n where_o thou_o shall_v enjoy_v i_o without_o intermission_n be_v joseph_n so_o wise_a as_o to_o conceal_v his_o tender_a affection_n from_o his_o brethren_n till_o he_o have_v bring_v they_o to_o a_o humble_a acknowledgement_n of_o their_o