hence and be no more Sinners will you set about this great business your work is wholly yet to do though it may be your day is far spent your Glass is almost run your Sun near setting and all your work to do Oh 't is high time for you to awake out of sleep unless you mean to sleep the sleep of Eternal Death Saints will you set about this great business while God spares you You have done somewhat but there is much more yet to be done there is much out of order yet in your souls Grace weak it may be Corruption strong Peace broken Evidences blurr'd and blotted Unbelief powerful within you the heart much estranged from God little suitableness to Heaven in your Spirits and the like will you now labour to recover strength how many of us may complain as that holy man St. Bernard once did I am ashamed to live because I am so unprofitable and I am afraid to dye because I am so unprepared Surely this truth concerns the best of us all and if we understand our selves we cannot but know it the Lord help us to know it effectually And if after all you would indeed address to this great work and business then I have several great and weighty directions to propound to you for your help therein of which some more general some more particular and I would speak of each distinctly CHAP. VII Wherein are propounded several general directions in order to a through preparation of Soul for a dying hour 1. WOuld you indeed set all things right in your souls make all ready for a dying hour then in your most prosperous and flourishing state here maintain a frequent and serious remembrance of death and the grave upon your spirits If a man live many years saith Solomon and rejoyce in them all yet let him remember the days of darkness for they are many Eccl. 11.8 By the days of darkness here we are to understand death and the state of death the abode of our bodies in the grave which is a Land of darkness and where the light is as darkness Job 10.20 Now saith he though a man live many years and rejoyce in them all that is though a man live long and prosperously long and joyfully yet let him remember death and the grave the future state 'T is true there are other days of darkness which we are subject to in this world and should be remembred by us days of outward darkness the darkness of outward trouble and affliction and days of inward darkness the darkness of spiritual distress and dereliction and indeed 't is of marvellous use to us in our prosperity to remember these days of darkness but especially we should remember death and the Grave we should carry a lively remembrance of these days of darkness daily upon us and indeed our not remembring these days of darkness is one great cause why we are so unready for Death and the Grave as we are When we are in the midst of our enjoyments and the streams run pleasantly about us we are too apt to forget these days of darkness we are so taken with our earthly comforts that we are loth to think of Death and Eternity putting far from us the evil day as those in their enjoyments did Amos 6.3 And therefore when these days come they find us so unready and our spiritual concernments so discomposed as usually they do But my Beloved as ever you would have all right and in order in your souls against a dying hour comes let me recommend this to you as one special help maintain a deep and frequent remembrance of Death and the Grave upon your Spirits remember the days of darkness and that especially these two ways 1. Remember them so as to have them much in your meditation be much and frequent in the contemplation of Death and the Grave This the Holy Ghost calls a considering our latter end and withal mentions it as a business of great importance to us Deut. 32.29 To consider is to revolve a thing in our minds and to keep it much in our thoughts and meditations And thus we should consider our latter end and remember the days of darkness this is that the Saints of old have been much conversant in they were much and frequent in the thoughts and meditations of death as I might instance in the good old Patriarchs Job David and others And 't is what does marvellously conduce to our preparation for it The meditation of death saith one is life it is that which greatly promotes our spiritual life therefore walk much among the Tombs and converse much and frequently with the thoughts of a dying hour 2. Remember them so as to have them daily in your expectation In the midst of all your enjoyments expect Deaths approach daily this is called a waiting for our change All the days of my appointed time will I wait till my change comes Job 14.14 And we are commanded to wait for the coming of our Lord as that which lies in the directest tendency to the exactest readiness and preparation for his coming Luke 12.36 Expect death every hour saith one for 't is every hour approaching thee In the morning when thou risest think with thy self this may be the last day In the evening when thou lyest down think with thy self this may be the last night I may ever have in this world I know not when my Lord will come whether in the morning or in the evening at mid-night or at the Cock-crowing therefore I will be always expecting his coming Woe and alas for us we are apt to talk of many years yet to come as he did Luke 12.9 whereas we should live in the expectation of death every moment Thus let us consider the days of darkness it will marvellously conduce to the preparation of the Soul for them the meditation and expectation of death will conduce much among others to these four things 1. It will conduce much to our humbling and self-abasing Let a man own himself to be a mortal saith Austin and pride will it must down And think frequently of death saith another and thou wilt easily bring down thy proud heart Hence also the consideration of Death is often in Scripture mentioned by the Holy Ghost as an argument to make us humble Dust thou art and unto dust thou shalt return Gen. 3.19 as elsewhere 2. It will conduce much to the weaning of our hearts from this world and to the loosening of them from the things here below The time is short saith the Apostle what then Why it remaineth that they that have Wives be as though they had none and those that weep as though they wept not and those that rejoyce as though they rejoyced not those that buy as though they possessed not and they that use this world as not abusing it for the fashion of this world passeth away 1 Cor. 7.29 30 31. He mentions the shortness of time as that the meditation
is the greater must our folly be in the neglect thereof yet this is the folly that the most of men are guilty of they mind not their latter end their dying hour at least not so as to make a timely provision for it God lets them live many years and perhaps they rejoyce in them all but they forget the dayes of darkness which are many They regard not the state of their souls nor how things stand between God and them in reference to another World And O that this were not the folly of too many of us who profess the belief of another life a future state We live and enjoy good but we put far from us the evil day as those are said to do Amos 6.3 God spares us time after time but no provision do we make for a dying hour O how many of us have never yet set any thing right in the matters of our souls any thing in order against the time comes when we are to go hence and be no more that have scarce ever had yet one serious thought of Death Judgment or Eternity nor made the least tittle of provision for them And what shall I say to such I would if God saw good awaken them out of their folly and convince them of it In order to which I would plead a little with them in five or six particulars 1. Must we not all go hence Solomon tells us there is a time to be born and a time to die Eccl. 3.2 And the one is as sure as the other as sure as we have had a time to be born so sure we shall have a time to die and the living know it The living know that they shall die saith Solomon Eccl. 9.5 Indeed they may well know it for not only the experience of between five and six thousand years tells them so but it is what is appointed what is infallibly determined by the unchangeable Law and Degree of Heaven Heb. 9.27 nor can any thing whatever exempt us from the stroak of Death 1. Youthful strength and vigour can't do it For young men die as well as old strong men die as well as weak One dieth in his full strength saith the Holy Ghost being wholly at ease and quiet his breasts are full of milk and his bones are moistned with marrow Job 21.23 24. 2. Worldly pomp and greatness can't do it For great men die as well as mean men rich men die as well as poor men Where is the House of the Prince saith the Holy Ghost Answer is made He shall be brought to the Grave and shall remain in the Tomb the clods of the Valley shall be sweet unto him and every man shall draw after him as there is innumerable before him Job 21.28 32 33. So in the 49 Psalm 16 17 18 19. Be not thou afraid when one is made rìch when the Glory of his House is increased For when he dieth he shall carry nothing away his glory shall not descend after him though while he lived he blessed his soul and the like he shall go to the generation of his Fathers he shall never see light 3. Humane wisdom and policy can't do it for wise men die as well as fools So Psal 49.10 Wise men die likewise the Fool yea in many respects Wise men die as the Fool Eccl. 2.16 Pray what is become of all the wise men and great Politicians that have lived in former Ages Truly the clods of the Valley cover them 4. Spiritual gifts and graces can't do it For good men die as well as bad holy men as well as wicked men The righteous man perisheth and no man layeth it to heart and merciful men are taken away Isa 57.1 5. Eminency of place and service can't do it Your Fathers where are they And the Prophets do they live for ever Zach. 1.5 What higher place than to be a Prophet to be an Ambassadour for God and yet such die Nothing you see can exempt us from death's strokes Why then should we neglect to prepare for it I will close this Head with a saying I have read in one of the Ancients What among humane affairs saith he is more certain than death What more uncertain than the hour of death Death compassionates not poverty it reverences not either the greatness it spares no Sex no Manners no Age only it seems to come in at the gate upon old men but craftily it steals in upon young ones 2. Does not death hasten upon us all As we must all die so death hastens apace upon us Every step we take is a step towards death and the grave So we find Eccl. 9.10 Our whole life is as one well observes upon that place nothing else but a journey towards Death and the Grave whether we sleep or wake eat or drink trade or travel pray or play we are still hastening to the Grave A dying hour hastens upon us all and how fast pray does it hasten upon us Faster than a Weavers Shuttle does to the end of the Web My dayes saith Job are swifter than a Weavers Shuttle Job 7.6 How fast does it hasten upon us As fast as yea faster than a Post hastens to the end of his Stage or a swift Ship to the Harbour under the advantage of Wind and Tide or the swift flying Eagle to the prey My dayes are swifter than a Post saith Job they flee away they see no good They are passed away as the swift Ships as the Eagle hasteneth to the prey Job 9.25 26. How fast does it hasten upon us So fast as that for ought we know it will be upon us before we see the light of another day Thou fool this night thy soul shall be required of thee Luke 10.20 How fast does it hasten upon us So fast as that for ought we know it may be upon us the next hour yea the next moment They spend their dayes in mirth and in a moment go down to the grave Job 21.13 To be sure it will be upon us speedily and it may be upon us suddenly I pray consider what are we And what is our life Wind Job 7.7 O remember that my life is wind an hands breadth Psalm 39.5 Behold thou hast made my dayes as an hands-breadth mine Age is as nothing before thee a declining shadow Psalm 102.11 My dayes are like a shadow that declineth and I am withered like Grass A Flower of the Field which is withered and gone with the Wind As for man his dayes are as Grass as a Flower of the Field the Wind passeth over it and it is gone and the place thereof knoweth it no more Psalm 103.15 16. And again All flesh is Grass and the goodliness thereof as the Flower of the Field the Grass withereth the Flower fadeth because the Spirit of the Lord bloweth upon it Surely the people is grass Isa 40.6 7. Vanity and a shadow Man is like to vanity his dayes are as a shadow that passeth away Psalm 144.4 A
and have gone off the Stage with much comfort and so should we Fourthly Would you indeed have all right all in order in your souls for a dying hour then be true and faithful to your own Consciences that you may have them for you and not against you both while you live and when you die Conscience my Beloved is Christs Deputy or Vicegerent in the Soul it is both a Judge and a Witness for God within us it either accuses or excuses acquits or condemns Rom. 2.15 and according as Conscience is either for us or against us so we are either ready or not ready prepared or not prepared for Death and Judgment If we have the Witness and Judgment of our Consciences for us then have we boldness and comfort both in life and death then we can welcom Deaths approach to us but if the Witness and Judgment of Conscience be against us then Death cannot but be terrible to us This is our rejoycing saith the Apostle the testimony of our Consciences that in simplicity and godly sincerity not in fleshly wisdom but by the grace of God we have had our conversation in the world 2 Cor. 1.12 And again If our hearts condemn us God is greater than our hearts and knoweth all things but if our hearts condemn us not then have we confidence towards God 1 Joh. 3.21 O my beloved as a peace with God so a sound and holy peace with a mans own Conscience that is to say to have the witness and judgment of a mans Conscience for him and not against him is highly requisite for a right disposing and preparing of us for a dying hour As ever therefore you would have all ready and in order against such an hour mind this and look after this be sure you carry it so to your own consciences as that you may have them always for you and not against you while you live and for you and not against you when you come to die In order to which mind these two things First Labour to get your Consciences well inlightned and informed and be much with God in prayer in order thereto beg and implore God for a true and faithful Conscience a Conscience that will bear a true and faithful witness in your souls and that will pass a right judgment upon things both upon your state and actions In Heb. 10.21 we read of a true heart or a true conscience that is a conscience rightly informed a conscience that bears a true and faithful witness and that passeth a true and faithful judgment upon things such a conscience should we beg of God and labour by all means possible to attain unto O my Beloved it is a dangerous thing to have an erroneous conscience a mistaking conscience a conscience not rightly inform'd For pray mark this is what leaves a man under a necessity of sinning and so of grieving the Spirit of God on the one hand and it endangereth his peace and comfort on the other hand for having an erroneous conscience whether we obey it or obey it not we sin if we obey it we sin because conscience commands what is not agreeable to the Word of God if we obey it not we sin because we rebell against the light and dictates of Conscience omitting that which Conscience tells us is a duty though it be not a duty or doing that which Conscience tells us is a sin though it be not a sin Labour therefore to get your Consciences well informed and inlightened Secondly Be sure you do nothing against the light and dictates of Conscience being rightly informed but obey it in all things In Job 24.13 we read of some that rebel against the light that is that do sin against their own Consciences with is a double sin a sin cloathed with great aggravations and greatly discomposeth us for a dying hour but we must take heed of this and listen to the voice of Conscience Conscience regulated by the word of God God speaks to us by our Consciences he speaks to us through his word by our Consciences and he speak to us through his providences by our Consciences and we should take heed of violating the Dictates or speaking of Conscience in the least Doth not Conscience many times tell us such as such ways which we walk in are not good and must be turned from or we are undone for ever And now we should be true and faithful to our own Consciences and speedily turn from those ways we should have nothing to do with any thing that Conscience condemns us in and for Again Doth not Conscience many times tell you that such and such duties are totally neglected or else seldom or slightly performed by you which yet you ought to be conversant and diligent in the performance of Now you should herein also be faithful and true to your own Consciences living up to the constant diligent spiritual performance of those duties Again Doth not Conscience many times tell you that things are nor right with you that it is an evil frame of spirit you live in that you are too carnal too light too vain too frothy too eager in your pursuits of this World and too remiss in your pursuits of Heaven and Eternity Now as ever you would be ready for a dying hour you should be faithful to your own Consciences setting that right which is amiss and hastening out of that evil frame into the contrary gracious frame Oh my Beloved if you be true and faithful to Conscience Conscience will be true and faithful to you witnessing for you and not against you both while you live and when you die In a word in all things labour to keep a good conscience this was Paul's great care and exercise Acts 24.16 Herein do I exercise my self to have always a conscience void of offence towards God and towards man O this will be a sweet and blessed exercise and the more we are found in it while we live the more comfort will it afford us when we come to die Fifthly Would you indeed have all things right and in order in the matters of your souls when a dying hour comes Then labour for much purity of heart and life and by no means admit of any sin any corruption whatsoever the more pure and holy we are the more ready are we and in the better posture things are with us for a dying hour Without holiness saith the Apostle no man shall see God Heb. 12.14 Holiness is necessary unto happiness holiness is the way unto happiness holiness is what sits and prepares us for happiness and brings us unto happiness yea holiness is a part of our happiness a great part of the happiness of Heaven it self lies in holiness accordingly the more holy we are the more we are suited to and prepared for the future happiness and so for Death and Judgment for that which prepares us for the future happiness that also prepares us for death which is but an in-let into
a manner overlook'd and forgotten by him when to see the Name of God exalted shall be a mans greatest triumph and to see it debased shall be his greatest trouble when his practical language shall be such as this Father here I am which way so ever thy glory lies I am ready to serve thee in it 't is honour enough for me to honour God 't is happiness enough for me to glorifie God and therefore let God do with me and let him call me to do whatever he will in order thereunto let him if he pleases eclipse my name and throw my glory in the dust so be it he will thereby raise his own Name and brighten his own Glory let him if he pleases make me a footstool and let me be trampled upon so be it he will advance himself into the Throne thereby let me die if his will be so that his glory may live whatever becomes of me though I should be stript of all though my name and interest should rot yet let God be magnified let God have honour in the world and let the interest and Kingdom of Christ prosper 't is enough I am satisfied When I say 't is thus with a soul this speaks noble Grace indeed Oh press after such Grace the more you love the Name of God and Christ the fitter you are either to live or die 10. For a man not onely to be willing to suffer but also to rejoyce in sufferings for the sake of Christ and the Gospel for a man chearfully to take up the Cross for Christ and to look upon it as his crown and glory as an honour and preferment to him this also is an high strain of Grace and is greatly pleasing to God The Cross my Beloved in it self is a black sowre Crab-tree as one calls it but though such in it self yet as 't is born for the sake of Christ and so his Cross 't is an honour and not a reproach a Crown of Glory a Royal Diadem upon the head of a poor creature To you is given on the behalf of Christ to suffer for his sake Phil. 1.29 Sufferings for Christ are a Noble Royal Honourable gift more Honourable than the Crowns and Kingdoms of this world a prison for Christ is more honourable than the stateliest Palaces of the greatest Princes bonds for Christ are more honourable than ropes of Pearl or Diamonds Now when a soul shall look on these things as such and accordingly rejoyce in them this is noble Grace indeed such Grace was found in the Disciples Acts 5.41 who rejoyced or as the word is leapt for joy that they were accounted worthy to suffer shame for the name of Christ or as the words may be rendred that they were honoured to be dishonour'd for Christ So the Apostle and his Brethren Rom. 5.3 We glory in tribulation and I rejoyce says Paul in reproaches necessities and persecutions for Christ 2 Cor. 12.10 So those Worthies Heb. 10.34 who took joyfully the spoiling of their goods This Christ calls for Mat. 5.22 Rejoyce and be exceeding glad when men persecute you for my sake And again Count it all joy when you fall into divers afflictions c. James 1.12 'T is admirable to think how some of the Saints both in former and latter times have gloried in the Cross of Christ and even longed for it Luther longed for the honour of Marryrdom and was ready even to envy those that were called to it when he was not writing to some of his acquaintance in bonds for Christ and the Gospel he breaks out into this complaint O miserable me who have been first in teaching these things but last and perhaps never worthy to be a partaker of your bonds and fires Oh labour for such Grace We think it much if we be content to suffer but we should rejoyce in sufferings glory in the Cross carry our selves under sufferings for Christ as looking upon them to be for so indeed they are an honour and privileg to us 11. For a man in a prosperous condition all things going smoothly with him in the world to be willing to looâ— Anchor and be gone hence to Heaver yea for a man to long and long earnestly for a dissolution that he might 〈◊〉 with Christ fully and for ever with him this is noble Grace Sirs take a man whose mountain of prosperity stands strong whose paths are as it were strewed with Roses the Roses of creature-contentments who has all the heart can wish of this worlds good 〈◊〉 streams running pleasantly on each haâ—â— of him for such an one in such a condition to long and long earnestly to 〈◊〉 gone to his dear Lord that so he may be fully like him and may see him as he is that he may be eternally in his presence swallowed up in the love praise and admirations of him be a perfect partaker of his life and image this great and glorious Grace when thou a mans condition in the world be every way such as that he may well say 〈…〉 good to be here yet the daily pulse of 〈◊〉 soul is that of the Spouse Cant. 8.14 Make haste my beloved and be thou like a Roe or a young Hart upon the mountains of Spices make haste to fetch me hence to Heaven this is noble Grace and that which every one does not come up unto indeed when we are in affliction and our lives are bitter to us by reason of many and great trials difficulties and temptations then many are willing to be gone but this is so far from noble Grace that this may be where there is no Grace at all but when the Sun shines upon our Tabernacle and sets not when we live in a Paradise of earthly comforts and contentments then to pant and long to be gone to be with Christ then to suspire and breathe after the other world and with an holy impatiency to look out for it this is glorious Grace Grace that carries an heavenly odour and savour with it Thus I have mentioned some of those more noble and excellent strains of Grace for our imitation which I would have you to labour to come up unto and the more you come up to these the more fit you are to live and the more ready you are to die CHAP. X. Wherein further Directions are laid down in order to the setting of things right and making all ready for a dying hour Seventhly WOuld you indeed have all things right and in order before a dying hour comes then be diligent and faithful in the work of God that work which God in a particular manner hath given you to do We have all our work to do and that given us of God we have general work and special work First We have general work to do the work of our Christian calling the work of our salvation which we are commanded to work out with fear and trembling Phil. 2.12 the work of Faith and the labour of Love the work of Mortification