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the_o live_a god_n when_o shall_v 〈◊〉_d come_v to_o appear_v before_o god_n when_o shall_v i_o drink_v my_o fill_n of_o the_o water_n of_o life_n to_o quench_v my_o thirst_n o_o let_v my_o tear_n no_o long_o be_v my_o meat_n day_n and_o night_n while_o my_o own_o trouble_a thought_n say_v unto_o my_o soul_n where_o be_v now_o thy_o god_n for_o sure_o my_o god_n be_v in_o heaven_n whatsoever_o please_v he_o that_o do_v he_o in_o heaven_n and_o in_o earth_n 〈◊〉_d and_o though_o for_o a_o while_n in_o the_o evening_n of_o this_o life_n i_o have_v sadness_n upon_o earth_n yet_o in_o the_o morning_n of_o eternity_n i_o shall_v for_o eveâ—…_n have_v joy_n in_o heaven_n amen_n o_o holy_a bless_a and_o glorious_a trinity_n three_o person_n and_o one_o god_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o a_o most_o miserable_a and_o wretched_a sinner_n and_o therefore_o most_o miserable_a and_o wretched_a because_o a_o sinner_n because_o i_o have_v sin_v against_o heaven_n and_o against_o thou_o the_o god_n of_o 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he_o have_v say_v it_o who_o be_v able_a to_o make_v good_a his_o word_n mat._n 12._o 50._o whosoever_o shall_v do_v the_o will_n of_o my_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n the_o same_o be_v my_o brother_n and_o sister_n and_o mother_n tell_v i_o if_o there_o be_v any_o relation_n near_o and_o dear_a theâ—…_n these_o and_o tell_v i_o whether_o these_o can_v be_v so_o comfortable_a in_o earth_n as_o they_o be_v in_o heaven_n what_o loss_n be_v it_o then_o to_o i_o though_o death_n take_v from_o i_o all_o while_o it_o give_v i_o he_o who_o be_v all_o in_o all_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n say_v unto_o every_o faithful_a soul_n psalm_n 4._o 5._o 10._o harken_v o_o daughter_n and_o consider_v forget_v also_o thy_o own_o people_n and_o thy_o father_n house_n so_o shall_v the_o king_n great_o desire_v thy_o beauty_n for_o he_o be_v thy_o lord_n god_n and_o worship_n thou_o he_o non_fw-fr est_fw-fr ergo_fw-la magnum_fw-la â—…tu_fw-la obliviscaris_fw-la &_o dimittas_fw-la populum_fw-la tuum_fw-la &_o domum_fw-la patris_fw-la tui_fw-la ut_fw-la te_fw-la totum_fw-la ejus_fw-la servitio_fw-la submittas_fw-la quoniam_fw-la ipse_fw-la dimisit_fw-la coelum_fw-la &_o se_fw-la totum_fw-la dedit_fw-la ut_fw-la tibi_fw-la serviret_fw-la say_v hugo_n he_o require_v no_o great_a thing_n of_o thou_o to_o forgo_v thy_o father_n house_n on_o earth_n for_o his_o sake_n who_o do_v forgo_v his_o father_n house_n in_o heaven_n for_o thy_o sake_n he_o be_v thy_o lord_n and_o yet_o do_v that_o to_o serve_v thou_o thou_o be_v his_o servant_n and_o will_v thou_o stick_v at_o do_v this_o to_o serve_v he_o but_o you_o will_v say_v herein_o consist_v my_o great_a perplexity_n for_o i_o know_v that_o i_o must_v go_v to_o he_o as_o my_o lord_n to_o judge_v i_o but_o i_o do_v not_o know_v how_o i_o can_v stand_v in_o that_o judgement_n that_o so_o i_o may_v find_v he_o my_o father_n to_o receive_v i_o and_o my_o god_n to_o save_v i_o but_o for_o this_o i_o refer_v you_o to_o another_o chapter_n as_o be_v a_o piece_n of_o divinity_n that_o most_o concern_v another_o world_n chap._n iii_o the_o comfort_n of_o the_o soul_n against_o judgement_n sect_n i._o the_o terror_n of_o the_o last_o judgement_n there_o be_v a_o time_n for_o a_o minister_n to_o be_v a_o boanerges_n a_o son_n oâ—…_n thunder_n to_o proclaim_v godâ—…_n final_a judgement_n against_o impenitent_a sinner_n that_o he_o may_v bring_v they_o to_o a_o earnest_a repentance_n foâ—…_n that_o impenitency_n be_v the_o highway_n to_o damnation_n but_o there_o be_v also_o a_o time_n for_o he_o to_o be_v a_o barnabas_n a_o son_n of_o consolation_n tâ—…_n proclaim_v god_n mercy_n to_o the_o penitent_a that_o he_o may_v bring_v they_o to_o a_o lively_a faith_n for_o that_o true_a faith_n be_v the_o highway_n to_o salvation_n galatinus_n report_v that_o the_o jew_n do_v use_v to_o give_v a_o strong_a intoxicate_a wine_n to_o those_o that_o be_v condemn_v to_o die_v that_o by_o disturb_v their_o judgement_n they_o may_v have_v the_o less_o terrible_a apprehension_n of_o their_o approach_a death_n wrest_v that_o text_n of_o prov._n 31._o 6._o give_v strong_a drink_n unto_o he_o that_o be_v ready_a to_o perish_v and_o wine_n unto_o those_o that_o be_v of_o heavy_a heart_n a_o miserable_a way_n of_o comfort_v be_v this_o to_o take_v away_o the_o pain_n by_o take_v away_o the_o sense_n and_o the_o understanding_n to_o quiet_a the_o conscience_n by_o drown_v it_o have_v it_o not_o be_v more_o mercy_n in_o the_o jew_n to_o have_v give_v the_o guilty_a a_o bitter_a potion_n to_o awaken_v his_o conscience_n than_o a_o please_a potion_n to_o benumb_v and_o to_o besot_v it_o for_o it_o be_v good_a the_o soul_n shall_v weep_v with_o mary_n john_n 20._o 11._o when_o she_o can_v ready_o find_v out_o christ_n because_o it_o be_v sure_a the_o weep_a soul_n can_v never_o lose_v he_o wherefore_o it_o will_v be_v requisite_a that_o i_o first_o set_v before_o your_o eye_n the_o terror_n of_o the_o last_o judgement_n that_o you_o may_v see_v your_o sin_n and_o then_o the_o comfort_n against_o those_o terror_n that_o you_o may_v see_v your_o saviour_n as_o concern_v the_o terror_n of_o the_o last_o judgement_n they_o be_v set_v down_o in_o few_o word_n but_o many_o fright_v 2_o thes._n 1._o 7_o 8._o when_o the_o lord_n jesus_n shall_v be_v reveal_v from_o heaven_n with_o his_o mighty_a angel_n in_o flame_a fire_n take_v vengeance_n on_o they_o that_o know_v not_o god_n and_o that_o obey_v not_o the_o gospel_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n who_o shall_v be_v punish_v with_o everlasting_a destruction_n from_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o from_o the_o glory_n of_o his_o power_n when_o he_o shall_v come_v to_o be_v glorify_v in_o his_o saint_n and_o to_o be_v admire_v in_o all_o they_o that_o believe_v in_o that_o day_n observe_v the_o terrible_a manner_n of_o this_o grand-assize_n the_o judge_n shall_v visible_o come_v down_o from_o heaven_n and_o bring_v his_o posse_fw-la comitatus_fw-la 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which_o be_v write_v in_o the_o book_n according_a to_o their_o work_n rev._n 20._o 12._o then_o in_o both_o book_n shall_v they_o see_v such_o work_n register_v as_o call_v for_o a_o judgement_n worthy_a of_o god_n because_o they_o have_v not_o only_o a_o impiety_n but_o also_o a_o impenitency_n unworthy_a of_o man_n and_o as_o they_o shall_v first_o see_v those_o work_n to_o their_o terror_n so_o shaâ—…_n they_o after_o feel_v they_o to_o their_o torment_n noâ—…_n a_o work_n that_o have_v putrefaction_n and_o corruption_n in_o it_o but_o shall_v have_v its_o worm_n after_o it_o for_o corruption_n of_o sin_n beget_v a_o worm_n in_o thâ—…_n soul_n as_o corruption_n of_o death_n beget_v worm_n in_o the_o body_n vermis_fw-la oritur_fw-la ex_fw-la putredine_fw-la 〈◊〉_d mordit_n illud_fw-la in_o quo_fw-la oritur_fw-la say_v bonaventure_n a_o worm_n be_v beget_v of_o filthiness_n anâ—…_n feed_v on_o that_o which_o beg_v at_o it_o so_o be_v the_o woâ—…_n of_o conscience_n it_o be_v beget_v of_o corruption_n even_o of_o sin_n the_o only_a corruption_n of_o the_o soul_n &_o it_o fret_v and_o corrode_v and_o gnaw_v and_o bitâ—…_n that_o soul_n which_o give_v it_o be_v so_o that_o there_o must_v needs_o be_v all_o manner_n of_o terror_n terror_n from_o within_o where_o their_o worm_n die_v not_o terror_n from_o without_o and_o the_o fire_n 〈◊〉_d not_o quench_v mark_v 9_o 46._o and_o to_o all_o these_o terror_n we_o must_v yet_o further_o add_v this_o terrible_a example_n out_o of_o saint_n peter_n 2_o pet._n 2._o 4._o for_o if_o god_n spare_v not_o the_o angel_n that_o sin_v but_o cast_v they_o down_o to_o hell_n and_o deliver_v they_o into_o chain_n of_o darkness_n to_o be_v reserve_v unto_o judgement_n here_o be_v a_o kind_a oâ—…_n a_o imperfect_a speech_n call_v '_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d his_o passion_n cause_v
covetous_a or_o drunkard_n or_o reviler_n or_o extortioner_n or_o guilty_a of_o any_o other_o kind_n of_o unrighteousness_n like_a to_o these_o but_o my_o belief_n be_v that_o i_o have_v repent_v of_o my_o unrighteousness_n and_o forsake_v it_o shall_v no_o long_o be_v account_v as_o unrighteous_a for_o so_o it_o follow_v such_o be_v some_o of_o you_o but_o you_o be_v wash_v but_o you_o be_v sanctify_v but_o you_o be_v justify_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n and_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o our_o god_n in_o that_o it_o be_v say_v you_o be_v such_o before_o you_o be_v wash_v and_o justify_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n and_o sanctify_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o our_o god_n it_o be_v evident_a that_o after_o your_o justification_n and_o sanctification_n you_o be_v not_o such_o be_v it_o then_o take_v for_o grant_v which_o can_v be_v deny_v for_o truth_n himself_o have_v say_v it_o that_o every_o idle_a word_n that_o man_n shall_v speak_v they_o shall_v give_v account_n thereof_o at_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n mat._n 12._o 36._o yet_o sure_a not_o if_o they_o have_v give_v a_o account_n of_o it_o already_o or_o rather_o christ_n have_v give_v a_o account_n for_o they_o in_o that_o they_o have_v by_o a_o lively_a faith_n embrace_v his_o all-sufficient_a satisfaction_n and_o by_o a_o earnest_a repentance_n be_v admit_v to_o it_o and_o instate_v in_o it_o their_o sin_n shall_v be_v lay_v open_a before_o the_o face_n of_o man_n and_o angel_n as_o david_n or_o as_o saint_n peter_n to_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n justice_n in_o acquit_v they_o not_o as_o saul_n or_o judas_n to_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n justice_n in_o condemn_v they_o if_o it_o shall_v be_v record_v for_o it_o be_v a_o problem_n of_o divinity_n that_o the_o text_n have_v not_o so_o positive_o determine_v but_o that_o learned_a man_n think_v they_o may_v abound_v in_o their_o own_o sense_n concern_v it_o i_o say_v if_o it_o shall_v be_v record_v how_o david_n and_o saint_n peter_n sin_v it_o shall_v also_o be_v record_v how_o they_o repent_v if_o it_o shall_v be_v declare_v thâ—…t_n demas_n do_v forsake_v saint_n paul_n have_v love_v this_o present_a world_n 2_o tim._n 4._o 10._o it_o shall_v also_o be_v declare_v that_o the_o same_o demas_n do_v afterward_o repent_v and_o turn_v back_o again_o to_o saint_n paul_n while_o he_o be_v still_o a_o prisoner_n of_o jesus_n christ_n and_o then_o become_v his_o fellow-labourer_n epist._n to_o philemon_n v_o 24._o for_o without_o doubt_n as_o much_o as_o they_o shall_v be_v terrify_v at_o the_o sight_n of_o their_o sin_n so_o much_o they_o shall_v be_v comfort_v at_o the_o sight_n of_o their_o faith_n and_o repentance_n in_o christo_fw-la simul_fw-la summum_fw-la gaudium_fw-la &_o summa_fw-la tristitia_fw-la say_v gabr._n in_o 3._o send_v do_v 15._o in_o christ_n there_o be_v the_o great_a joy_n and_o the_o great_a sadness_n at_o the_o same_o time_n though_o not_o in_o the_o same_o respect_n his_o joy_n be_v from_o his_o union_n with_o god_n his_o sadness_n be_v from_o his_o union_n with_o man_n and_o the_o imputation_n of_o our_o sin_n and_o possible_o think_v some_o it_o may_v be_v so_o with_o the_o best_a christian_n in_o that_o great_a and_o dreadful_a day_n when_o their_o body_n shall_v be_v reunite_v with_o their_o soul_n and_o all_o their_o sin_n represent_v whether_o of_o body_n or_o of_o soul_n they_o may_v have_v the_o great_a sorrow_n say_v they_o in_o regard_n of_o themselves_o and_o of_o their_o own_o sin_n and_o yet_o have_v the_o great_a joy_n in_o regard_n of_o their_o saviour_n and_o of_o his_o freegrace_n saint_n paul_n pray_v for_o onesiphorus_n that_o he_o may_v find_v mercy_n of_o the_o lord_n in_o that_o day_n 2_o tim._n 1._o 18._o therefore_o it_o be_v probable_a he_o shall_v need_v mercy_n in_o that_o day_n though_o he_o shall_v not_o need_v so_o much_o as_o he_o shall_v find_v and_o saint_n peter_n speak_v of_o blot_v out_o sin_n in_o the_o time_n of_o refresh_v and_o 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judgement_n rom._n 2._o 5._o and_o they_o be_v three_o a_o day_n of_o wrath_n a_o day_n of_o revelation_n and_o a_o day_n of_o righteous_a judgement_n the_o day_n of_o righteous_a judgement_n do_v equal_o concern_v all_o sinner_n whether_o they_o have_v be_v penitent_a or_o impenitent_a but_o the_o day_n of_o wrath_n concern_v only_o the_o impenitent_a sinner_n and_o the_o day_n of_o revelation_n do_v likewise_o chief_o if_o not_o only_o concern_v they_o i_o say_v the_o day_n of_o wrath_n concern_v only_o the_o impenitent_a sinner_n such_o as_o after_o their_o hardness_n and_o impenitent_a heart_n have_v treasure_v up_o unto_o themselves_o wrath_n against_o the_o day_n of_o wrath_n but_o to_o those_o that_o have_v faithful_o and_o penitent_o serve_v god_n for_o true_a faith_n never_o yet_o go_v without_o repentance_n it_o will_v be_v a_o day_n of_o exultation_n and_o redemption_n he_o have_v call_v it_o so_o that_o have_v make_v it_o so_o luke_n 21._o 27_o 28._o then_o shall_v they_o 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to_o god_n justice_n as_o not_o to_o their_o punishment_n for_o the_o text_n plain_o say_v of_o they_o i_o will_v forgive_v their_o iniquity_n and_o i_o will_v remember_v their_o sin_n no_o more_o jer._n 31._o 34._o and_o so_o again_o all_o his_o transgression_n that_o he_o have_v commit_v shall_v not_o be_v mention_v unto_o he_o whatever_o shall_v be_v do_v concern_v the_o revelation_n of_o his_o sin_n shall_v be_v do_v only_o that_o god_n justice_n may_v be_v clear_v in_o his_o absolution_n not_o that_o his_o soul_n may_v be_v terrify_v by_o the_o representation_n what_o then_o though_o i_o shall_v see_v with_o ezekiel_n a_o hand_n send_v unto_o i_o with_o a_o roul_n a_o dismal_a roul_n write_v within_o and_o without_o full_a of_o all_o the_o sin_n that_o ever_o i_o commit_v in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n as_o long_o as_o i_o shall_v not_o see_v write_v therein_o lamentation_n and_o mourn_v and_o woe_n unto_o the_o sinner_n for_o christ_n jesus_n that_o come_v into_o this_o world_n to_o save_v sinner_n will_v assure_o in_o the_o next_o world_n complete_a that_o salvation_n i_o will_v then_o willing_o say_v with_o saint_n paul_n quorum_fw-la primus_fw-la ego_fw-la of_o who_o i_o be_o chief_a 1_o tim._n 1._o 15._o or_o with_o the_o ancient_a missal_n dominica_n secunda_fw-la post_fw-la epiph._n feria_fw-la quarta_fw-la quorum_fw-la primus_fw-la ego_fw-la ego_fw-la sum_fw-la of_o who_o i_o i_o be_o chief_a the_o earnestness_n of_o my_o repentance_n shall_v bring_v i_o to_o a_o often_o repetition_n of_o my_o sin_n i_o will_v rather_o add_v to_o their_o number_n in_o my_o confession_n of_o they_o then_o diminish_v from_o it_o i_o will_v rather_o say_v that_o i_o be_o a_o double_a sinner_n then_o that_o i_o be_o no_o sinner_n
yet_o i_o may_v with_o humility_n and_o i_o hope_v not_o without_o some_o truth_n impute_v the_o amendment_n of_o many_o of_o they_o to_o my_o own_o suffering_n the_o ground_n have_v be_v till_v and_o the_o tree_n have_v be_v prune_v and_o why_o shall_v not_o this_o till_v and_o prune_v yield_v the_o peaceâ—…le_a fruit_n of_o righteousness_n unto_o i_o that_o have_v be_v exercise_v thereby_o i_o have_v be_v â—…ng_v and_o often_o plough_v as_o it_o be_v â—…nd_v break_v up_o and_o harrow_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n and_o why_o shall_v i_o not_o be_v somewhat_o amend_v and_o improve_v by_o his_o good_a husbandry_n i_o have_v be_v long_o and_o often_o â—…ned_v as_o it_o be_v in_o my_o flesh_n by_o his_o â—…harp_a knife_n cut_v off_o my_o superfluity_n 〈◊〉_d make_v i_o the_o less_o sinful_a and_o the_o more_o â—…ruitful_a and_o why_o shall_v i_o not_o bring_v â—…rth_o good_a fruit_n in_o due_a season_n even_o tâ—…_n peaceable_a fruit_n of_o righteousness_n or_o the_o fruit_n of_o 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thy_o cross_n that_o thou_o may_v prepare_v i_o for_o thy_o crown_n make_v i_o content_o to_o suffer_v with_o thou_o in_o this_o world_n that_o i_o may_v triumphant_o reign_v with_o thou_o in_o the_o world_n to_o come_v 5._o o_o lord_n i_o have_v judge_v myself_o let_v i_o not_o be_v judge_v of_o thou_o so_o as_o to_o be_v condemn_v for_o it_o be_v agreeable_a with_o thy_o mercy_n to_o save_v the_o sinner_n though_o thou_o destroy_v the_o sin_n and_o it_o be_v agreeable_a with_o thy_o justice_n not_o to_o punish_v that_o sin_n in_o i_o which_o thou_o have_v already_o punish_v in_o my_o bless_a redeemer_n 6._o o_o lord_n thou_o do_v make_v thy_o belove_a son_n perfect_a with_o suffering_n and_o i_o can_v hope_v thou_o will_v let_v thy_o unworthy_a servant_n be_v perfect_v without_o they_o o_o then_o let_v not_o my_o suffering_n betray_v the_o imperfection_n of_o my_o flesh_n but_o conduce_v to_o the_o perfection_n of_o my_o spirit_n and_o make_v i_o ever_o willing_a to_o suffer_v since_o thou_o can_v and_o will_v make_v i_o perfect_a by_o suffer_v 7._o o_o thou_o god_n of_o peace_n that_o bring_v again_o from_o the_o dead_a our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n that_o great_a shepherd_n of_o the_o sheep_n through_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o everlasting_a covenant_n make_v i_o perfect_a in_o every_o good_a work_n to_o do_v and_o suffer_v thy_o will_n work_v in_o i_o that_o which_o be_v well-pleasing_a in_o thy_o sight_n and_o work_v for_o i_o that_o which_o be_v profitable_a for_o my_o salvation_n through_o jesus_n christ_n to_o who_o be_v glory_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n heb._n 13._o 20_o 21._o 8._o o_o bless_a jesus_n the_o chief_a cornerstone_n on_o which_o alone_o be_v lay_v for_o we_o the_o foundation_n of_o a_o bless_a eternity_n the_o rock_n upon_o which_o thy_o church_n be_v build_v and_o all_o our_o soul_n rely_v be_v merciful_a unto_o i_o and_o give_v ear_n unto_o my_o prayer_n and_o to_o my_o sigh_n and_o groan_n when_o i_o can_v pray_v be_v unto_o i_o a_o fountain_n of_o comfort_n whensoever_o my_o heart_n be_v in_o heaviness_n and_o my_o body_n be_v in_o pain_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v have_v continual_a health_n and_o joy_n and_o rest_n in_o thou_o and_o in_o thy_o merit_n and_o mercy_n for_o evermore_o 9_o lord_n make_v i_o desire_v the_o dissolution_n of_o my_o earthly_a house_n of_o this_o tabernacle_n that_o i_o may_v have_v a_o build_n of_o god_n a_o house_n not_o make_v with_o hand_n eternal_a in_o the_o heaven_n for_o i_o know_v that_o while_o i_o be_o at_o home_o in_o the_o body_n i_o be_o absent_a from_o the_o lord_n make_v i_o therefore_o willing_a rather_o to_o be_v absent_a from_o the_o body_n and_o to_o be_v present_a with_o thou_o my_o god_n for_o in_o thy_o presence_n be_v the_o fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o at_o thy_o right_a hand_n there_o be_v pleasure_n for_o evermore_o and_o make_v i_o labour_n that_o whether_o absent_a or_o present_a i_o may_v be_v accept_v of_o thou_o through_o the_o righteousness_n of_o thy_o dear_a son_n my_o only_a lord_n and_o saviour_n amen_n 10._o give_v unto_o i_o true_a sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n that_o thou_o may_v give_v i_o true_a comfort_n in_o my_o sorrow_n grant_v i_o may_v have_v peace_n in_o thou_o while_o i_o have_v tribulation_n in_o the_o world_n and_o make_v i_o be_v of_o good_a cheer_n in_o all_o my_o tribulation_n for_o thou_o have_v overcome_v the_o world_n and_o will_v not_o let_v the_o world_n overcome_v i_o 11._o o_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n who_o have_v overcome_v the_o sharpness_n of_o death_n &_o open_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n to_o all_o believer_n make_v i_o â—…ot_n to_o fear_v death_n since_o thou_o have_v make_v that_o â—…n_a inlet_n into_o thy_o