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those_o lust_n be_v seat_v it_o have_v be_v a_o question_n what_o a_o man_n reign_a master_n sin_n be_v and_o many_o discovery_n have_v be_v make_v of_o particular_a sin_n as_o that_o which_o rise_v and_o awaken_v first_o in_o the_o morning_n with_o we_o that_o which_o ride_v and_o labour_v a_o man_n upon_o the_o sabbath_n day_n when_o the_o lord_n or_o sin_n must_v ride_v in_o triumph_n yet_o that_o be_v the_o misery_n of_o a_o carnal_a heart_n that_o when_o he_o give_v his_o beast_n rest_n yet_o such_o be_v sin_n tyranny_n he_o be_v sin_n beast_n that_o he_o shall_v then_o have_v no_o rest_n now_o if_o their_o meaning_n be_v that_o some_o particular_a sin_n may_v be_v a_o reign_a sin_n or_o a_o man_n personal_a reign_a sin_n then_o it_o be_v true_a judas_n love_v his_o bag_n best_o and_o achitophel_n and_o hâ—mâ—n_n his_o honour_n most_o and_o 〈◊〉_d his_o whore_n most_o but_o if_o they_o mean_v a_o man_n natural_a reign_a 〈◊〉_d the_o reign_a sin_n then_o it_o be_v not_o any_o particular_a sin_n so_o much_o as_o this_o for_o no_o sin_n be_v able_a to_o reign_v over_o any_o man_n but_o by_o commission_n and_o power_n from_o this_o as_o the_o weed_n can_v never_o grow_v â—all_n but_o by_o virtue_n of_o their_o soil_n where_o they_o grow_v mat._n 15._o 19_o all_o the_o bough_n flourish_v by_o virtue_n of_o the_o root_n whence_o they_o grow_v and_o hence_o we_o shall_v see_v let_v satan_n sow_v his_o seed_n of_o pride_n or_o lust_n or_o passion_n in_o a_o man_n who_o nature_n be_v change_v its_o impossible_a they_o shall_v come_v to_o any_o perfection_n there_o bâ—â—â—â—ey_fw-mi will_v die_v away_o within_o a_o time_n because_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o soil_n be_v go_v and_o power_n of_o sin_n remove_v and_o hence_o also_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v that_o a_o man_n master_n sin_n may_v be_v change_v those_o sin_n that_o be_v his_o master-sin_n in_o his_o youth_n be_v not_o in_o his_o old_a age_n those_o that_o be_v at_o one_o time_n in_o one_o place_n be_v not_o 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it_o not_o only_o bind_v it_o but_o slay_v it_o of_o its_o life_n and_o power_n that_o as_o it_o be_v with_o some_o man_n they_o may_v have_v many_o pain_n gripe_n disease_n yet_o live_v and_o recover_v again_o but_o the_o pang_n be_v not_o so_o strong_a as_o to_o separate_v soul_n and_o body_n for_o then_o the_o man_n be_v go_v so_o a_o carnal_a heart_n he_o may_v be_v trouble_v and_o have_v many_o gripe_n of_o conscience_n and_o apply_v the_o promise_n come_v to_o i_o you_o that_o be_v weary_a and_o so_o he_o may_v find_v rest_n and_o as_o he_o recover_v his_o peace_n his_o sin_n recover_v its_o strength_n but_o when_o the_o pang_n be_v so_o strong_a as_o to_o separate_v body_n and_o soul_n sin_n of_o nature_n which_o have_v live_v there_o now_o the_o man_n die_v now_o the_o soul_n fall_v down_o indeed_o now_o this_o effectual_a humiliation_n carry_v the_o soul_n unto_o christ_n and_o hence_o act_v 26._o 18._o turn_v from_o the_o power_n of_o satan_n to_o god_n col._n 1._o 13._o he_o have_v deliver_v we_o from_o the_o power_n of_o darkness_n and_o hence_o gal._n 5._o 24._o they_o that_o be_v in_o christ_n have_v crâ—eified_v the_o flesh_n as_o well_o as_o the_o affection_n and_o lâ—sts_n for_o if_o the_o lord_n shall_v only_o humble_v a_o man_n for_o the_o sin_n of_o a_o wicked_a life_n and_o some_o want_n in_o the_o heart_n the_o lord_n shall_v only_o bruise_v satan_n heel_n but_o never_o strike_v his_o head_n the_o lord_n shall_v slay_v the_o aâ—alâ—kites_n but_o spare_v the_o agag_n it_o be_v true_a the_o lord_n usual_o at_o first_o conversion_n set_v one_o sin_n upon_o the_o soul_n that_o bring_v to_o mind_v many_o other_o and_o the_o lord_n humble_v for_o they_o and_o here_o the_o soul_n be_v apt_a to_o rest_v as_o many_o do_v but_o when_o the_o lord_n come_v indeed_o to_o work_v he_o cut_v thus_o deep_a as_o now_o i_o speak_v 1_o cor._n â—5_n it_o be_v say_v the_o lord_n must_v reign_v till_o all_o his_o enemy_n be_v put_v under_o his_o 〈◊〉_d look_v 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he_o may_v have_v all_o that_o humiliation_n which_o be_v precedent_n unto_o this_o as_o 1._o the_o lord_n may_v arm_v first_o some_o few_o and_o then_o many_o of_o the_o sin_n of_o their_o life_n upon_o they_o so_o as_o they_o may_v feel_v the_o most_o intolerable_a burden_n of_o they_o not_o only_o to_o stand_v convince_v they_o be_v most_o grievous_a sinner_n but_o to_o shed_v many_o tear_n nay_o to_o be_v sore_o trouble_v and_o distress_a oh_o the_o heavy_a wrath_n that_o lie_v upon_o my_o soul_n thus_o saul_n 1_o sam._n 28._o 15._o and_o hence_o many_o make_v heavy_a complaint_n oh_o the_o lord_n hear_v i_o not_o send_v for_o moses_n say_v pharaoh_n my_o sin_n be_v grâ—â—â—er_a than_o i_o can_v â—ear_v say_v cain_n nay_o not_o only_o so_o but_o they_o may_v feel_v more_o terror_n â—han_o many_o of_o the_o saint_n as_o the_o damn_a now_o for_o the_o lord_n lay_v this_o burden_n upon_o his_o people_n back_n in_o measure_n but_o the_o lord_n empty_v out_o the_o whole_a sack_n upon_o 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thou_o shall_v have_v none_o of_o he_o and_o hence_o hate_v thou_o may_v be_v of_o the_o world_n the_o reason_n be_v christ_n have_v only_o wash_v thy_o skin_n but_o never_o change_v thy_o nature_n as_o yet_o so_o that_o you_o may_v thank_v god_n my_o conscience_n be_v clear_a 3._o you_o may_v have_v not_o only_o outward_a act_n but_o for_o a_o time_n inward_a lust_n quench_v that_o a_o man_n have_v no_o mind_n nor_o heart_n to_o any_o sinful_a way_n nor_o to_o the_o dear_a sin_n he_o have_v live_v in_o whilst_o horror_n lie_v upon_o he_o as_o in_o judas_n when_o god_n do_v heaâ—_n his_o
christ_n look_v as_o the_o receive_n of_o â—ll_a member_n shall_v not_o be_v lay_v to_o their_o charge_n to_o hâ—rt_v they_o so_o nor_o the_o exclude_v of_o some_o that_o be_v good_a and_o this_o i_o will_v add_v the_o lord_n may_v see_v in_o some_o good_a people_n that_o be_v about_o to_o join_v themselves_o to_o the_o church_n that_o which_o make_v they_o fit_a to_o destroy_v a_o church_n not_o to_o build_v up_o a_o church_n as_o in_o case_n of_o some_o secret_a sin_n not_o sufficient_o repent_v of_o and_o some_o decay_n of_o the_o first_o love_n rev._n 2_o 5._o and_o the_o lord_n by_o this_o mean_n may_v recover_v they_o by_o word_n or_o rod_n under_o witness_n of_o the_o church_n against_o they_o and_o hence_o many_o say_v if_o i_o have_v then_o come_v in_o i_o shall_v have_v be_v proud_a and_o vile_a obj._n 5._o but_o there_o be_v many_o odd_a confession_n by_o those_o that_o be_v receive_v and_o extravagant_a enlarge_v discourse_n of_o the_o jet_n time_n of_o their_o 〈◊〉_d and_o their_o revelation_n and_o ill_a application_n of_o scripture_n which_o make_v such_o long_a do_n end_n be_v wearisome_a and_o uncomely_a answ._n so_o i_o will_v say_v there_o may_v be_v many_o weakness_n in_o a_o ordinance_n shall_v i_o therefore_o despise_v or_o cast_v off_o a_o ordinance_n i_o can_v then_o cast_v away_o aâ—s_v and_o my_o own_o life_n and_o soul_n too_o when_o i_o have_v do_v no_o lament_v they_o and_o heal_v they_o i_o confess_v it_o be_v not_o fit_a that_o so_o holy_a and_o solemn_a a_o assembly_n as_o a_o church_n be_v shall_v be_v hold_v long_o with_o relation_n of_o this_o odd_a thing_n and_o tother_o nor_o hear_v of_o revelation_n and_o groundless_a joy_n nor_o gather_v together_o the_o heap_n and_o heap_v up_o all_o the_o particular_a passage_n of_o their_o life_n wherein_o they_o have_v get_v any_o good_a nor_o scripture_n and_o sermon_n but_o such_o as_o may_v be_v of_o special_a use_n unto_o the_o people_n of_o god_n such_o thing_n as_o tend_v to_o show_v 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to_o a_o proud_a man_n shall_v i_o stoop_v to_o church_n and_o give_v a_o account_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o course_n to_o they_o i_o be_o as_o good_a as_o they_o second_o to_o apostate_n from_o church_n who_o when_o they_o be_v go_v than_o they_o give_v way_n to_o these_o conceit_n you_o be_v too_o strict_a and_o be_v loath_a to_o confess_v their_o fall_n afterward_o three_o and_o libertine_n who_o cry_v out_o why_o shut_v you_o your_o gate_n so_o close_o that_o swine_n and_o sheep_n sheep_n and_o goat_n and_o all_o their_o herd_n and_o herdsman_n come_v not_o in_o no_o the_o lord_n will_v separate_v one_o day_n do_v what_o you_o can_v therefore_o you_o that_o be_v in_o christ_n stead_n now_o boast_v not_o of_o church-priviledge_n only_o i_o be_o a_o church-member_n 4._o and_o now_o all_o be_v well_o say_v not_o we_o have_v abram_n to_o our_o father_n cry_v not_o the_o temple_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o all_o the_o christian_n in_o the_o church_n think_v well_o of_o i_o for_o christ_n 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