things willing to live honestly Such a Conscience is well instructed in that lesson Tit. 2. 11. 12. For the Grace of God which bringeth Salvation hath appeared unto all men teaching us that denying ungodliness and worldly lusts we should live soberly and Righteously and Godly in this present world In the handling of this Doctrine I shall first shew how a good Conscience is concerned in the Life and Conversation Secondly Instance in several kinds of Actions that a good Conscience has an influence upon Lastly Conclude with the Application In the first place I am to shew how a good Conscience is concerned in the Life and Conversation This will appear in these following particulars 1. There is no action but Conscience is to examine Every action is a step one way or other and Conscience is to see which way every step has a tendency whether upward towards the Hill of the Lord or downward towards the lake of Fire There is no action but Conscience will be wounded with it if it be a work of darkness and Conscience may reap satisfaction from it if it be a work of Righteousness 2. Conscience if good will not admit of loose principles It will not argue licentiously from the Righteousness of Christ which alone is imputed to us for our justification that therefore there is no necessity of inherent Holyness It will not argue from the superabundant Grace of God that therefore we may safely continue in sin Rom. 6. 15 16. What then shall we sin because we are not under the Law but under Grace God forbid Know ye not that to whom ye yeild your selves Servants to obey his Servants ye are to whom you obey whether of sin unto Death or obedience unto Righteousness A good Conscience will not argue from the falls of Saints recorded in Scripture that we may venture to fall as they did but contrarily concludes since such eminent Saints have fallen it does concern us to look to our standing and not to be high minded but fear Finally it does not argue because Gods Covenant is Everlasting and his love unchangeable that therefore we may live as we list but on the contrary it tells us that because the Lords love is so great and unchangeable he is to be loved the more by us and followed more fully and more willingly obeyed 3. Conscience if good will not abuse Christian liberty The nature of this is not to be mistaken 't is not a liberty to make provision for the Flesh nor to walk after the course of the World nor to mispend your precious time nor to omit or do the work of the Lord negligently They that take such a liberty take that which God never gave them and by this liberty they become slaves and vassals to the Devil who employes and leads them captive at his pleasure But Christian liberty lies in being free from the bondage of Corruption from the Curse of the Law and the Power of Darkness and in having freedom of accesse to God through Christ and in being enlarged by the Spirit to run the wayes of his Commandements Christian liberty is an holy thing A good Conscience therefore is the more watchful lest we go beyond the bounds of Christian liberty and venture upon what is unlawful or use lawful things unlawfully for so 't is possible nay usual licitis perire even in these things to perish To Eat to Drink to Buy to Sell to Plant to Build to Marry and to be given in Marriage were none of them in themselves unlawful yet when the old world and Sodom were thus employed and these things were only minded and spiritual things neglected a Flood came and swept away the one and Fire and Brimstone did destroy the other Luk. 17. 26 27 28 29. 4. A good Conscience looks well to the Principles of our Obedience That it springs from a renewed nature for unless we are made good Trees how can we bring forth good Fruit that it proceeds from Faith for by Faith we must believe what we do to be according to the will of God and by Faith we must desire strength from our Lord Jesus to do that will which is discovered to us Our Obedience also must flow from love 2 Cor. 5. 14 15. The love of Christ constraineth us to love not unto our selves but unto him that died for us Love is the first and great Command and that which makes us to yeild obedience to all the rest And we must be acted by Fear as well as Love a childlike reverence and awe of God how circumspectly will it make us walk Job feared God and eschewed evil Finally our Obedience must spring from gratitude and a sense of our obligation to serve the Lord who hath so loaded us with innumerable benefits All the mercies and deliverances which God did work for and extend to Israel were to induce them to observe his Statutes and to keep his Laws Psal 105. 45. 5. A good Conscience has a regard unto the matter of our actions That this be agreeable unto the Word of God This word is the rule we are to walk by that peace and mercy may be upon us There is a word which God will do his word of Promise he will accomplish his word of Threatning he will execute and his word of Prophecy he will fulfill There is a word which he will have us to do and that 's the word of Precept A good Conscience respects the precepts of the Law the sum of which is to Love the Lord with all our Heart and Soul and Mind and Strength and our Neighbour as our Selves Mat. 22. 37. 39. This Law is not made void but establish'd by Faith even in the Covenant of Grace the Lord promises to write this Law in our Hearts and sayes he will put his spirit within us to cause us to walk in his Statutes and to observe his Judgements and do them The Gospel has precepts also as well as the Law which a good Conscience knowes are to be obeyed And if we will indeed obey the Gospel we must believe on Jesus we must repent from dead works we must live by Faith we must give all diligence to make our Calling and Election sure we must love our Brethren as love is a new command and enjoyned upon a new motive namely the great love of Christ We must engage in all the Ordinances and Institutions of our Lord Jesus finally we must hold fast our profession without wavering whatever troubles upon that score do overtake us 6. A good Conscience Eyes the Manner of our Obedience That it be out of choice David did chuse the way of the Lords Precepts he considered these precepts esteemed them concerning all things to be right and preferred them before all the False and destructive wayes of sin Obedience must not only be out of choice but it must be universal in regard of the object all the commands be respected and in regard of the Subject the whole man must
dissemble upon any terms in those matters where the Glory of God is concerned what a fearful thing is it to be neer and almost a Christian Oh that God â—ould let loose his hand from me that it were with me now as in times past I would scorn the threats of the most cruel Tyrants bear torments with invincible resolution and Glory in the outward profession of Christ till I were choaked in the flame and my Body consumed to ashes Thus great is the Power and Authority of Conscience and a good Conscience does Exercise this Authority but because the Consciences of most seem to have lost all Power therefore I shall direct you how this Power of Conscience may be put forth with vigour VVould you be under the Power and Authority of Conscience then 1. Meditate upon this how Holy and equal the Law is Since we are reasonable Creatures 't is fit we be govern'd by some Law or other (a) Omnium quae in hominum Doctorum disputatione versantur nihil est profecto praestabilius quam plane intelligi nos ad justitiam esse natos neque opinione sed naturâ Jus constitutum esse Cicero de leg 1. p. 221. and what Laws are comparable to the Law of God man stands in need of a Law that may put bounds to his Will and Affections as well as regulate his Conversation humane Laws onely reach the latter but the Law of God principally requires Holiness in the former The Angels themselves are not without a Law the Apostate ones transgressed it and were cast down to Hell God spared not the Angels that sinned 2 Pet. 2. 4. the Elect Angels are affirmed to do the Commandements of God and to hearken to the Voice of his Word Psal 103. 20. And truly all the Commands of the Lord are Holy just and good the more we obey these the greater is our Liberty and freedom from the Power and Tyranny of Sin and Satan unto whom whosoever are subject they are defiled degraded debased and made miserable by that subjection 2. Consider not only the equalnesse of the Law but the greatness and goodness of the Lawgiver Conscience tells you of a Lord who has right to rule you He has given you your Being and upholds you in your Being you could not live or move or be without him And therefore by all right imaginable he is your owner and your Governour We are Debtors says the Apostle not to the flesh to live after the flesh for if we live after the flesh we shall dye Rom. 8. 12 13. he does not expresly say we are Debtors to God this was so evident there was no need to express it The Lord is so great that he may claim obedience from us for we owe him whatever we have and are and his goodness does fully match his greatness He is Optimus Maximus there is abundant reason then why you should listen unto Conscience pressing you to give him the pre-eminence before all other Lords whatsoever No King comparable to the King of Saints how ready is he to defend them how much does he consult his subjects welfare 3. Would you be under the Authority and Power of Conscience fix this upon your Spirits that a good Conscience alwayes uses its Power for your good I may here apply those words which the Apostles uses concerning Magistrates Wilt thou not be afraid of this Power do that which is good and thou shalt have Praise of the same for Conscience is the Minister of God to thee for good Name a sin which a rightly informed Conscience does bid thee abstain from which is not really a mischievous and hurtful as well as a moral evil and thou hast leave to keep it Name a duty which such a Conscience urges which is not for thy profit and thou shalt never be blamed for the omission of it What the Lord wishes Conscience speaks over again Oh that there were an Heart in you that you would fear your God and keep all his Commandments alwayes that it might be well with you forever Deut. 5. 29. Conscience aimes at this perpetually that it may be well with you and well for ever with you nay even then when it puts you upon the suffering of penal evils it does design your good they that are persecuted for Righteousness sake receive an hundred fold in this Life they have so much of grace and of the Presence of God as is an hundred-fold better than any thing that 's taken from them then in the World to come they are assured of everlasting Life 4. Think seriously of the destructiveness of those courses which Conscience would hinder you from taking Thou art not able to hurt the Lord by thy iniquity the Clouds are higher than thou but He is infinitely higher than the Clouds If thou sinnest what doest thou against him says Elihu or if thy transgressions are multiplyed what doest thou unto him Job 35. 5 6. His blessedness is so great and out of the reach of any Creature that by sin thou art not able to disturb it though failing in Duty towards him thou art justly punished So that thou hurtest not him but thy self by sin Do they provoke me to anger saith the Lord Do they not provoke themselves to the Confusion of their own Faces Death is at the end of the broad way says Conscience and therefore go no longer no further in that way but turn thy Feet into the way of Peace If thou goest on still in thy trespasses thy Feet really go down to Death and thy steps will most certainly at length take hold on Hell 5. Would you be under the Power and Authority of Conscience Beg that the Lord himself would stand by and assist this his own Officer and then its Authority will be Exercised to purpose Then strong holds and Imaginations will be cast down and every high thing that exalteth it self against the knowlege of God and every thought will be brought into Captivity unto the Obedience of Christ 2 Cor. 10. 4 5. When the under-Officer is opposed an higher Magistrate comes with a greater force to help him in the discharging of his Duty If the King himself with a great Military power should be ready to assist a Constable supposing he were resisted none would then dare to withstand When the God of Heaven does Second and strengthen Conscience then all within a Man bows before it and yields unto it As 't is the presence of God and his gracious concourse that does bring Faith and Love and other Holy habits of the Soul into powerful exercise so 't is this which does make Conscience vigorously to do its Office That 's the Second thing implied in a good Conscience The due Exercise of its Authority and Power 3. The goodness of Conscience lies in its being wakeful and attentive What Physitians say concerning Melancholy that it has a tendency either to stupifaction or to distraction may truly be affirmed concerning sin that it has
open does not mince or extenuate but aggravate Iniquity It can appeal to God concerning its unwillingness to conceal any of his Enemies for Mens Lusts are Gods Enemies and their own too and it can challenge Satan to Name a sin which 't is not ready to acknowledge 2. When the Conscience is pure every sin is hated Hatred is never better placed than upon sin Our Brother is not to be hated nay we are forbid to hate our Enemy but sin we may hate without sparing David tells us that through Gods Precepts he got Vnderstanding therefore he hated every false way Psal 119. 104. By the Word his Conscience was Informed and Sanctified and this Universal Hatred of sin followed Hatred is an Affection which aims at Destruction and when 't is high 't is against the whole kind Thus Haman hated Mordecai and thought it scorn to lay hands on Mordecai alone but sought to destroy all the Jews that were throughout the whole Kingdom of Ahasuerus even the People of Mordecai Esth 3. 6. The pure Conscience strikes at the whole kind of sin (k) Est intentio Odii nocere nec cessat in laesione peccati sed in exterminio verè poenitens juratus est in mortem peccatorum Guil. Parisiensi De Rhetor. divin c. 23. where-ever 't is whether in the Mind in the Will in the Affections in Word in the Actions What Moses speaks concerning Idolatry it does apply unto all sin Deut. 7. 26. Thou shalt utterly detest it and thou shalt utterly abhor it for it is a cursed thing 3. When the Conscience is pure The whole Image of God is desired and that the Soul may be like unto him in all things wherein 't is its Duty to resemble him What the Moral Philosophers say concerning the Mortal Vertues that they are inter se concatenatae that they are linked together holds certainly true concerning those Graces which are wrought by the Spirit of God they are so linked together that you cannot have one in truth but you must have all in some measure This is a sweet Truth to a pure Conscience for all Grace is longed after Therefore Christ's fulness is eyed and prized and application is made to him that out of that fulness we may receive and Grace for Grace John 1. 16. That is that we may receive Graces answerable to those Graces which Christ has received of his Father for us Thus the Wax does receive Character for Character from the Seal and the Child Member for Member from the Father though not of the same bigness and proportion The pure Conscience is not double minded 't is not partly for God and partly for Mammon partly for Christ and partly for Satan But this is the desire that the God of all Grace would work every Grace in Truth and make all Grace more and more to abound 4. When the Conscience is pure the Mystery of Faith is held fast The Apostle joyns Faith and a good Conscience together 1 Tim. 1. 19. Holding Faith and a good Conscience which some having put away concerning Faith have made ship-wrack And 1 Tim. 3. 9. Holding the Mystery of the Faith in a pure Conscience Whoever are truly purified do prize the Gospel and the Mysteries of it they admire the contrivance of Mans Redemption by Christ Jesus and are perswaded since his Blood is the Blood of God that 't is sufficient to purchase lost Souls and to purchase the lost Inheritance The Mystery of Regeneration they are acquainted with and the absolute Necessity of it And though Justification by the Imputed Righteousness of Christ be Argued against as absurd by deluded Papists and their wretched followers though the work of the Spirit in renewing changing of the Heart be derided by Profane Wits nay by some that would be accounted Masters in Israel A pure Conscience notwithstanding retains these Mysteries Thus the Church of Pergamus though they dwelt where Satans Seat was yet they held fast Christs Name and did not deny his Faith and that even in those days wherein the Faithful Martyr Antipas was slain among them Rev. 2. 13. 5. Where Conscience is pure God is Served in sincerity and there is a willingness to live honestly The Apostle tells us that he Served God from his Fore-Fathers with a pure Conscience 2 Tim. 1. 3. he did not Preach a new God but the same which Abraham Isaac and Jacob and all the Prophets were the Servants of This God he Served with a perfect Heart and with a willing Mind his Conscience did bear him witness that his very Soul was engaged in the Lords Work and that he was very well pleased both with his Master and with that business which his Master had Employed him in and they were not his own things but the things of his Lord which were sought by him And as a pure Conscience engages to the Service of God so to the living honestly Heb. 13. 18. We trust we have a good Conscience in all things willing to live honestly Where such a Conscience is that of the Apostle is heeded Rom. 13. 12 13. The night is far spent the day is at hand that is the present time which is compared to the night because most are asleep in it and much wickedness lies hid and is not yet disclosed the present time is far spent is almost come to an end and the day is at Hand that is the day of Judgement when all secrets will be brought to Light Let us therefore cast off the works of Darkness and let us put on the Armour of Light let us walk honestly as in the day not in Rioting and Drunkenness not in Chambering and Wantonness not in strife and Envying and make no Provision for the Flesh to fulfil the Lusts thereof 6. VVhere Conscience is pure a greater measure of Holiness is aspired unto and endeavoured after Though sin does remain in a sanctified Heart yet does it not remain quietly Conscience deals hardly with it as Sarah did with Hagar Abrahams Egyptian Concubine and is not satisfied till 't is turned out of doors though Grace is incompleat yet compleatness is desired the promises of Sanctification are lookt upon as very great and precious and they are pleaded that the Divine Nature may more and more be partaken of by them the Corruption that is in the world through lust more fully escaped A pure Conscience will not suffer us to rest in that Grace which is already attained but causes us to presse towards the mark and to cleanse our selves from all filthiness both of the Flesh and Spirit perfecting Holiness in the fear of God 2 Cor. 7. 1. But now it is to be inquired How Conscience may be made thus pure unto which I answer 1. The Word of God is like a fire to purifie Jer. 23. 29. Is not my Word like Fire saith the Lord and like an Hammer that breaketh the Rock in pieces the word is compared to an Hammer because as the hammer does
Little ah little indeed did I think that this was the place I was going to I did not imagine the Judge had been so Righteous the Trial at his Tribunal so Strict and that so few would have been saved I did not imagine 't was so ordinary for Souls to be deceived and that there was so much counterfeit grace in the world I thought my self safe when I was farthest from it and never perceived my mistake till now 't is too late to correct it I dreamt of Heaven but am in the lowest Hell I hoped to be saved but must be a damned wretch to all Eternity Oh that I had waked before How happy had I been if a right trouble of Conscience had been in the room of a false peace Wo is me that I flattered and by flattering did undo my self And now what course shall I take Ah this totally confounds me that no course can be taken for my relief Heaven now I see but so far off that I can never get thither and out of Hell there is no Redemption So much be spoken by way of reproof to them whose Consciences are in peace but that peace has no good ground upon which 't is builded 4. They are to be reproved who offer violence to their Consciences and very ordinarily do sin against them Conscience speaks once twice thrice speaks in the name of the Lord tells them of Life and Death of the Life that will be lost and the Death which will be incurred by sin and yet these Transgressors go resolutely on in an evil course and hate to be reformed They do in effect speak to their Consciences as the children of Judah did to the Prophet Jer. 44. 16. As for the word which thou hast spoken to us in the name of the Lord we will not hearken unto thee Let Such consider and that seriously 1. Sinning against Conscience is the way to Cauterize and Sear it 'T is bad to have a dul Conscience which does its office so remissly that no good effect at all follows this onely Almost perswades a man to that which is good onely Almost disswades a man from that which is evil 'T is worse to have a stupid Conscience which takes no notice of thousands of sins unless some very crying ones be committed and that commission followed with some grievous Plagues But 't is worst of all to have a seared Conscience which is not at all moved though there be a giving full way to the most foul abomination (y) Cauteriata conscientia est quae nullâ ratione commovetur ne atrocissimis quidem flagitiis in iis praecipue reperitur qui pâ—stquam fuerint illuminati sceleratae vitae sese dediderunt Ames De Conscient lib. 1. c. 15. Such a kind of Conscience as one observes is to be sound especially in those who have been enlightned but contrary to that Light do sell themselves to do wickedly Where Conscience is seared Light is extinguished there is no Grief or Shame because of sin but an impudence and rejoycing in evil the mind is reprobate and the affections vile and iniquity is committed with Greediness Even some Philosophers have called this searedness 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 because the heart is senseless like a stone and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 because such sinners become like brute Beasts made to be taken and destroyed 2 Pet. 2. 12. A Sinner whose Conscience is seared as with an hot iron how does he stand ready for the Devils service and commonly he is employed in the vilest pieces of Satans Drudgery When Richard the third did Murther his two Nephews that he might come to the Throne he employed a couple of villains to perpetrate that murther who were so senseless as to stick at nothing When Belzebub has any eminently and egregiously odious work of darkness to be done he does set a man with a seared Conscience about it such an one is likely to do the business effectually Such Transgressors declare their sin as Sodom they openly bid defiance to Heaven and how soon may the Just and Jealous God by some remarkable stroke destroy them What a madness is it to sin against Conscience since this has so great a tendency unto the fearing of it 2. Sinning against Conscience may bring you to despair If Conscience be not seared by Sin it may be so wounded as that a cure may be conceived impossible The Soul in a great agony may cry out My breach is wide like the Sea and who can heal me Great is the sin great is the horrour of Despair What the Poet sayes concerning Envy may very truly be applied unto Desperation Siculi non invenere Tyranni Majus tormentum The Sicilian Tyrants though infamous for their cruelty never invented a Torment comparable When Despair has once seized upon the Conscience then indeed there is Hell above ground A Despairing sinner is the truest and likest picture of a damned Reprobate The deplorableness of such a state wherein hope leaves a sinner and he gives over himself and all for lost I shall set forth in these particulars 1. A Despairing Conscience remembers God and is troubled it sees frowns in his Face and how terrifying is his Voice for he speaks unto such sinners in his wrath and vexes them in his sore displeasure Then sayes Luther (z) Verus terror nascitur cùm Dei irati vox auditur h. e. cùm sentitur conscientiâ Tum enim Deus qui antea nusquam erat est ubique qui prius dormire videbatur omnia audet videt ira ejus sicut ignis ardet furit occidit Luther Tom. 1. in Gen. c. 12. There is true Horrour when the voice of an angry God is heard and perceived by the Conscience then the Lord who was thought to be no where is every where and he that did seem to sleep before does now hear and see all things and his Anger like the Fire does burn and rage and kill all before it A despairing sinner apprehends what a terrible enemy the Lord is and then to think that this Lord is his Enemy and that justly and withall that he is now irreconcilable oh how does this confound him 2. A Despairing Conscience looks upon the creatures and findes them all miserable comforters Judas in temptation thought thirty pieces of silver a great matter but when he was seized upon with Despair he flung away the silver as that which was altogether unprofitable Mat. 27. 3. 5. Love of money had wounded him and money it self could not heal him nor buy a medicine for him Riches say to the despairing Conscience We are not able to deliver in this day of the Lords anger Pleasures say Help is not to be found in us 't is not in our power to sweeten that cup of trembling which is filled with the wine of Gods indignation Honours and worldly Greatness say We cannot skreen thee from Him that is higher than the highest and who if he will not
ebbing or flowing of any Humour in the Body Load is laid on by the Spirit of God and the burthen presses continually untill the Comforter take it off The Psalmist says that his sore ran in the Night and ceased not Psal 77. 2. So Psal 38. 6. I am troubled I am bowed down greatly I go mourning all the day long 5. Melancholy makes a Man to fear every thing almost though there be no just ground of fear VVhen he goes to Bed he fears he shall die in his sleep and not Live till Morning Though in never so good a Trade he fears that God will blast him in his Estate and that he shall fall into extream poverty Melancholy persons are tortured with a fear of being Distracted and running stark Mad many times and then they think what a sad spectacle they shall be when they are in Bedlam and if Professors how much Religion will be Reproached upon their Account Many times they fear the appearing of the Devil in some terrible shape and that thereby they shall be frighted out of their wits 'T is ordinary for them to have sad fore-boding thoughts of ill to themselves as that some grievous Calamity is not far off from them or theirs and that their lives will be very short and within a little while they shall be in another VVorld They can hardly hear of any that have Hang'd or Drown'd themselves but they fear (g) Quos malè habet hic morbus tristes sunt solitarii formidulosi pertinaces phantasias quasdam sibi faciunt quae nec sunt nec esse possunt falsa multa imaginantur timent non metuenda sine causâ moerent animumque macerant they shall do the like one time or other I might spend a whole day in naming the fears of these sorrowful souls And if Fear have Torment as the Apostle speaks 1 John 4. 18. How tormenting is Melancholy that is so full of Fear But a troubled Conscience eyes and fears the Wrath of an Almighty God and that principally Psal 88. 7. Thy wrath lieth hard upon me and thou hast afflicted me with all thy waves Selah And v. 16 17. Thy fierce wrath goeth over me thy terrors have cut me off they came round about me daily like water they compassed me about together 'T is not Poverty Disgrace Death that is so much dreaded but a Jealous and highly provoked God is terrible and therefore when the Lord promises to revive such Consciences he says he will cease to be Angry and to contend Isa 57. 16. For I will not contend for ever neither will I be always wrath lest the Spirit fail before me and the Souls which I have made 6. In Melancholy there are strange hurryings in the Heart 't is snatched and carried away and some amazing thoughts are upon a sudden injected about Spiritual things but there is no Scripture-ground alledged for them Some under this Distemper will cry out they are meer Hypocrites and as if they had look'd into the black Book of Gods Reprobation will peremptorily say their Names have been written there from everlasting Others will cry out that the day of Grace is past and gone and that God has sworn concerning them in his wrath that they shall never enter into his Rest Now as the God of Heaven does walk upon the Wings of the Wind so Satan the God of this World does walk upon these Melancholick winds mixes himself with them and terrifies the Soul with the fear of Damnation And oh with what astonishment does a poor Melancholick Creature think of being damned everlastingly Many times Satan tells them that the longer they Live they will but fill the Vial fuller of wrath and but add more fewel to that Fire which must be their Portion for ever and hereupon follow temptations to self-murther and upon all convenient Occasions when they are alone by Water or see a Rope or a Knife Do it Do it is violently urged in upon them But if you ask these Melancholy souls why they conclude themselves Hypocrites and Reprobates not one Scripture can they produce to prove it VVhereas on the other side in trouble of Conscience the Conviction is plainly grounded on the word of God The awakened VVorldling hears his Covetousness called Idolatry the awakened VVhore-monger perceives evidently that no unclean Person shall inherit the Kingdom of God The awakened Swearer reads that his Oaths will make him fall into condemnation They believe those threats and know that they are guilty therefore they are Afflicted and look out after a Remedy and cry to be turned from their Iniquities and Reconciled unto God 7. In Melancholy Druggs are profitable gentle Remedies for violent are by no means to be used (h) 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Hippocrates Aphor. may be blessed to give ease But as for trouble of Conscience Hei mihi quod nullis dolor est Medicabilis Herbis Alas no Herbs can here at all avail The whole Colledge of Physitians would be here at a loss VVhen the Italian Doctors came to Visit Spira in his distress He spake these words Alas poor Men how far wide are you Do you think that this Disease is to be Cured by Potions Believe me there must be another manner of Medicine It is neither Plaisters nor Drugs that can help a fainting Soul cast down with the sense of sin and the wrath of God 'T is onely Christ that must be the Physitian and the Gospel the Soul-Antidote But here I must add that where the trouble is mixt partly from Melancholy and partly from a wounded Conscience proper Physick and especially a well-ordered Diet and Exercise must be used for the one as the blood of Christ is the alone sutable Remedy for the other 8. Melancholy alone never alienates the Heart from sin Several that Labour under this distemper in their lucid intervals will be as vain as any nay sometimes they have strange and strong inclinations to Uncleanness and too much yield unto them they will most Prodigally mispend their time which is much more precious than Gold that perishes and exceedingly give way to sensuality and the pretence is their Melancholy VVhen in their doleful fits they have been afraid of Hell and have concluded they should be damned as certainly as either Cain or Judas yet when that fit of Melancholy is over how will they yield unto Temptation they are as proud as before as passionate and worldly as ever and none of this troubles them This Malady also does mightily indispose them to Duty it makes the Heart like a stock or stone Indeed this blockishness where there is Grace is a burthen but in others not so Duty onely is a Burthen not their indisposition to it But now trouble of Conscience if right helps much to break that League between the Soul and Corruptions it causes great tenderness and fear of sin and very much incites to Prayer and other Holy Duties which God has Commanded and wherein Communion with
sees God to be another kind of Foe and Friend than heretofore he thought him and Christ to be a better Lord and Master than heretofore he did imagine He comes to God and says Lord be Merciful be my Father and let the Lord Jesus become a Saviour to me and write down what Articles thou pleasest I will subscribe them onely help me to do it with my very Heart VVhen he hears that Command Cast away every Transgression he presently crys out Lord let not any Iniquity have the dominion over me VVhen he hears that all the Precepts of the Lord are to be kept diligently he crys out Oh that my ways were directed to keep thy Statutes VVhen he hears of the Necessity of Conversion he crys out Turn thou me O Lord and I shall be turned VVhen he hears what 't will cost to be Christ's Disciple and how he must deny himself and take up his Cross he cryes out Oh let me never be Offended but count all things loss that I may win Christ The Chimes do not more presently follow the Clock than the truly humbled Soul does upon its understanding the will of God desire to submit unto it 'T is willing to do any thing to be any thing to bear any thing to forbear any thing so the favour of God and an Interest in the Lord Jesus may be Obtained Thus you see when Conscience is troubled after a right manner In the next place I am to direct How troubled and afflicted Consciences are to be Comforted And before I begin I have need to cry out The Lord give me the Tongue of the Learned that I may know how to speak a word in Season to him that is weary Isa 50. 4. O you Afflicted Souls that are tossed in a Tempest your Affliction is of all the deepest the Tempest that you are in does beat most hard upon you You have not to deal with an Arm of Flesh nor onely with the Powers of Darkness but the Lord himself has bruised you Now for your Relief I am to bring forth the sweetest Comforts of the Gospel I am to Preach unto you the unsearchable Riches of Christ I am to tell you of Love that has Height and Length and Depth and Breadth and passes Knowledge I am to display the Mercy of God which is great towards humbled sinners as the Heaven is high above the Earth But more particularly I would lay these following things before you 1. This trouble of Conscience that you are under is really the work of the Spirit the Comforter Even under Conviction and while in distress of Soul you are really in a Comforters hand There is a great deal of difference between the wounds of an Enemy and the lancings of a Chirurgeon the latter are the better born because in order unto a perfect Cure and Ease and Health Three things are here to be Observed 1. These Convictions of the Spirit are a great mercy The Children of Men would all of them lye still and at last die in their wickedness if the Spirit did not awaken some of them 'T is a kindness to be told of our danger while 't is possible to get out of it You groan and complain because of your Guilt you fear the wrath of God and desire his loving kindness I may say truly you are highly favoured for how many round about you fearlesly provoke the dreadful God to his Face and turn to their wicked course as the horse rusheth into the Battel Now sin is a burthen your condition is much better than when you made light of it and saw no harm like to follow upon it 'T is good for us to see the avenger of blood pursuing us as long as the City of Refuge is open to receive and shelter us from that avenger 2. These convictions are in order unto Consolation Comfort is that which is proper and suitable to the Mourners and rest unto the weary and heavy laden To go by Hell gates to Heaven is not to go at all out of the way The Lord does bring Souls within the Suburbs of Hell sometimes that they may be the more afraid of sin all their dayes that they may value peace of Conscience at an higher rate and adore the Grace of God in catching them as fire brands out of the burning Jonah cryed unto the Lord out of the Belly of Hell and when his Soul fainted within him Chap. 2. 3 7. And surely his being heard and helped did the more affect him Oh do not think much to Sow in Tears as long as the promise is you shall Reap in Joy Psal 126. 5. 3. It may marvellously support you under your trouble that you do Judge and Condemn your selves The Apostle expresly says that such shall not be Judged that is condemned with the World 1 Cor. 11. 31. They that accuse themselves invalidate Satans accusations against them and they that condemn themselves go the way to prevent Gods condemning them He will not throw into Hell those who are continually sentencing themselves thither and see no possibility of Help but in Rich and Free Grace and who as they Judge themselves for past sins are desirous also for the future to be kept from Offending 2. For the Relief of a troubled Conscience take Notice of the love of God towards the World in sending Christ into it God so loved the World that he gave his onely Begotten Son that whosoever believes in him should not perish John 3. 16. See also 1 John 4. 10. Herein is Love not that we loved God but that he loved us and sent his Son to be the Propitiation for our sins This Love of God towards the World is Matter of great Encouragement if it be rightly improved It shews how great a kindness God has for Mankind He has contrived a way for their Redemption and Salvation he has provided a Mediator for them which he did not do for the Angels that fell from him Heb. 2. 16. He took not on him the Nature of Angels or he took not hold on the Angels 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 but he took on him the Seed of Abraham Whatever Christ did for Mans Salvation 't was the will of God he should do it The whole work of Redemption is called a doing of the will of God Heb. 10. 7. Sacrifices and Offerings being insufficient to take away sin Then said I lo I come in the Volume of thy Book it is written of me to do thy Will O God Nay the Father is said to Love Christ upon this Account partly because he laid down his Life to save Men from Eternal Death John 10. 17. Because I lay down my Life therefore doth my Father Love me Now you know Christ's Life was given that it might be a Ransom for many All this shews the good will of God towards Man and how ready he is that Man should be brought near unto him and enjoy him and be eternally happy in that enjoyment This Amor Benevolentiae
be believed besides he contradicts himself for heretofore he used to tell thee 't was time enough hereafter to Repent If it be the sad surmise of thine own heart surely such an Ignorant and deceitful heart as thine is not to be credited as if it were infallible If God tells thee so then 't is either in his Word but thou canst not shew the place where he has said it or by some extraordinary Revelation but this thou canst not if sober-minded pretend unto 2. Remember some have been called at the eleventh hour of the day nay the Thief upon the Cross but one moment before Night who then can peremptorily say that the day of Grace is past as long as Life remains Let not presuming sinners make an ill use of this which has been said for they that put off Repentance because of the lasting of the day of Grace before they are aware may drop into the Grave and Hell and then they will Repent for ever that they did not Repent sooner but their Repentance will be too late and to no purpose 3. If your need of Grace be seen and Christ and Grace are valued above Gold that perishes and all the Pleasures and Honours of the World which are onely for a season The day of Grace is so far from being past that Grace is really wrought in you If the Spirit had not been and were not still really at work in you you would not have such desires to be Sanctified throughout as well as Justified from all Offences Object 3. Some do further say that they are Judicially hardened they can think of God and Christ and Sin and Death and Hell and yet their hearts are no more affected than if they were stocks or stones upon this they conclude that God has spoken concerning them as he did concerning Israel of Old Isa 6. 10. Make the heart of this People fat and make their Ears heavy and shut their Eyes lest they see with their Eyes and hear with their Ears and understand with their Heart and Convert and be healed Answ 1. Your dulness and unaffectedness may possibly proceed not so much from your Hearts as from distemper and cloudiness of your Heads and if in all things else you find a kind of stupidness and unconcernedness even about your worldly matters also you must not from distemper of Body conclude the judicial hardning of your Hearts 2. Those in Scripture which were judicially hardned never complained of their hardness but this is your complaint and burthen Pharaoh and the Pharisees were both hardned in a way of judgment but though Pharaoh was sensible of other Plagues yet not at all of this which was incomparably the worst of all the Plagues of Aegypt he cries out pray to the Lord to take away the Locusts the Frogs the Thunder and Hail but never pray to the Lord to take away the Heart of Stone from him And as for the Pharisees they thought themselves Righteous and whole and slighted a Physician and Saviour for they thought they could do well enough without him 3. You are not altogether past feeling because you feel your own hardness and 't is a mercy that you know this Plague of your own heart Oh go to the Physician who has promised to cure it and to give an heart of Flesh to you This is Gods way and method to make sinners sensible of their hardness that he may soften them of their blindness that he may give them eye-Salve of their filthiness that he may cleanse them of their guilt that he may pardon them of their emptinesse that he may fill them Object 4. They under trouble of Spirit do further object alas we are not able to come to Christ though our Eternal Salvation does lye on 't our Consciences are wounded but we cannot come for cure and ease Answ 1. Is this a small matter that God has made you sensible of your natural inability how many do mistake and think they have a power to help themselves and this hinders them from seriously applying themselves unto Him that alone is able to save You see and say you have no might 't is well a promise belongs to you Isa 40. 29. He giveth Power to the faint and to them that have no might he increaseth strength i. e. To them that see they have no might for all have really none 2. Though you cannot come to Christ for Grace and Comfort yet the Father can draw you and have not you an Heart to cry to him to do this for you What 's your Language in secret Prayer Is it not Draw me and I will run after thee Is it not Turn thou me and I shall be turned Thus spake the Spouse Cant. 1. Thus spake Ephraim of Old Jer. 31. and both were heard nay the Lord says I have surely heard Ephraim surely your cryes for drawing and turning shall not be in vain 3. You say you are not able to come to Christ but are you willing to come to him Yes pray who has made you able to be thus willing but onely that God who works to will of his own good Pleasure If you are willing to come you are able to come for your coming lies in being willing If you are willing to have the Son you have him and Life by him (*) Non pedibus sed affectu non migrando sed amando venitur ad Christum Augustin for 't is with your Wills that you receive him and so have Power to become the Children of God The Apostle tells us That with the Heart man believes unto Righteousness Rom. 10. 10. By the Heart in Scripture is commonly meant the Will so that if the Will consents to have Christ as Wisdom Righteousness Sanctification and Redemption Here is indeed that Faith which is Justifying and Saving Christ having taken the Will has taken the main Fort that by Nature stands out against him and Commands the whole Soul Object 5. Some under trouble of Conscience cry out They have been enlightned and under Conviction heretofore but since their Illumination and Convictions they have fallen away and therefore now they conclude there is nothing remains but a certain fearful looking for of Judgment and of fiery Indignation which shall devour the Adversaries Answ 1. All back-sliding though grosse is not the unpardonable sin David and Peter were both enlightned both did fall and that into gross wickedness and yet both Repented both were pardoned and restored to favour and both are now in Glory 2. Even Back-sliders are called upon to return The Children of Israel had played the Harlots with many Lovers they had spoken and done evil things as they could and yet many times in one Chapter Jer. 3. they are called after to come home to God from whom they had so deeply Revolted though therefore you ought to mourn and be in bitterness for your Apostacies and unstedfastness yet you must not mourn without hope 3. Promises are made to Back-sliders if they return
would principally lye at Satans door as all the Glory of that good which is done by us is to be ascribed unto God The Devil did not thrust the forbidden fruit into Eve's Mouth whether she would or no but only did cunningly and strongly perswade her to eat of it In like manner he deals with us he layes his baits (z) Vnam esse omnium rem pulcherrimam eoque pulchriorem si vacet populo neque plausum captans se tantum ipsa delectet Quinetiam mihi quidem laudabilior a videntur omnia quae sine venditatione sine populo teste fiunt non quo fugiendus sit omnia enim bene facta in luce se collocari volunt sed tamen nullum the atrum virtuti conscientiâ majus est Cicero Tuscul Quaestion l. 3. pag. mihi 146. before us and endeavours our ruine by offering what does please us But a good Conscience is deaf unto the Devil and scorns his offers for his offers are to the losse of the Righteous man What are the riches of the World which Satan talks so much of compared with the unsearchable Riches of Christ what are the pleasures of sin compared with peace of Conscience what are all Earthly advantages and preferments compared with Communion with God and the Light of his Countenance A good Conscience is firmly perswaded that 't is good for us to draw near to God Psal 73. ult to be near to Him is for our Honour Interest Safety Delight and satisfaction and hereupon the Believer rejects Satan with an Holy contempt and indignation for he see◠'t is folly as well as wickedness to leave his Fathers House where there is bread enough and to spare and to go feed upon busks in the farr Country 7. He that hath a good Conscience can look upon death with desire which is so exceeding terrible unto others The Believer may indeed be willing to live that he may serve his generation according to the will of God and that he may do that for Christ on Earth which he cannot do when he comes to heaven but his Conscience being pure and peaceable having an assurance what a kindness death will do him He does with the Apostle desire to be dissolved and to be with Christ which is far better Phil. 1. 23. There is profit pleasure and honor in a Believers departing no wonder if he desires to depart There is profit in it to dye is gain says the Apostle he gains more grace in the instant of his dissolution than he got all his dayes before for upon death his Spirit is made perfect in Holiness There is pleasure in death for sometimes 't is sweetned with ravishing transports of Spirit and it is the Porter to open the gate into full and Everlasting joyes having put an end both to sin and sorrow Finally there is honour in Death for the Believer having fought a good Fight and finished his course and kept the Faith he goes to receive the Crown of Righteousness 8. He that hath a good Conscience can look into Eternity and be filled with joy unspeakable and glorious That is one of the Richest jewels in the Crown of Life that it fades not away The good Conscience looks up to Heaven fixes its eye upon God sees that bosom in which the sanctified Soul must lye and (a) Da Pater omnipotens menti conscendere sedem Da fontem lustrare boni da luce repertâ In te conspicuos animi defigere visus Disjice terrenas nebulas ponder a molis Atque tuo splendore mica Tu namque serenum Tu requies tranquilla piis Te cernere finis Principium vector dux semita terminus idem Boetius de Consolat Phil. l. 3. met 9. pag. mihi 88. rest forever After millions of years are spent praise will be continued delight will be as green and fresh as ever there will be no loathing of that heavenly Manna after so many thousands of ages as there have been minutes since the Creation Joy in heaven will be as far from an end as it was when first of all it did begin Mortality and change are the disgrace of all temporal delights and pleasures but a good Conscience rejoyces and well it may do so in a better and enduring substance it sees how sure how near Eternal Life is and upon this follow raptures of pleasure Cyprian (b) Exultabunt Sancti in gloriâ videbunt Deum gaudebunt Ibi non gustabunt quam suavis sit Dominus sed implebuntur satiabuntur dulcdinemirificâ nihil eis deerit nihil oberit omne desiderium eorum Christus praeens implebit Non senescent non abescent non putrescent ampliùs perpetua sanitas foelix Eternitas be atitudnis illius sufficientiam confirmabunt Non erit concupiscentia in membris non ultra exurget rebellio carnis sed totus hominis status pudicus pacificus sana ex integro Natura sine omni maculâ rugâ deinceps permanebit Erit denique Deus omnia in omnibus illius praesentia omne animae corporis implebit appetitus Cyprian Serm. de Christ. Ascens does excellently set forth this full and Everlasting happiness of the Saints in Heaven They says he shall see God and Rejoyce and be Delighted they shall Enjoy that Glory and be swallowed up in that Joy for Ever-more There they shall not only taste how sweet the Lord is but shall be filled and satisfied with his wonderful sweetness nothing shall be wanting nothing shall be hurtful Christ being present will satiate all their longing They shall not grow old or weak or dye any more There will not be Concupisence in the Members nor Rebellion in the Flesh against the Spirit but Mans Nature will be fully restored and Sanctified and Healed and so will remain without any spot or wrinkle Everlastingly Finally God will be all in all and his immediate and glorious presence will so abundantly fill the Saints that they shall not be able to desire more You see now in several respects how desirable 't is to have good Conscience wheresoever such a Conscience looks upwards downwards inwards forwards still there is peace and Consolation Oh look into your Consciences and see what they are whether good or bad and oh that all bad Consciences may be utterly restless till they are made good ones VSE IV. Of Advice unto them whose Consciences are good which have been cleansed and quieted by the blood of Christ and by the VVord and Spirit of Grace My Advice is in these particulars 1. Be very thankfull for this unspeakable Gift of a good Conscience The largest Empire in the VVorld a Crown of pure Gold upon the Head is nothing near so great a Blessing as a pure and peaceable Conscience I may use the Angels Salutation to the Virgin Mary unto every Saint that has such a Conscience Hail thou that art highly Favoured The Lord is with thee Blessed art thou among the Sons of Men.