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must_v do_v all_o and_o man_n nothing_o than_o man_n need_v not_o care_v what_o they_o do_v but_o live_v as_o they_o list_v answ_n as_o it_o be_v our_o duty_n so_o it_o be_v our_o desire_n to_o do_v whatsoever_o the_o word_n of_o god_n require_v but_o we_o be_v not_o command_v to_o do_v any_o thing_n to_o procure_v the_o pardon_n of_o our_o sin_n but_o in_o reference_n to_o service_n and_o duty_n i_o count_v myself_o to_o be_v never_o the_o near_a heaven_n for_o my_o best_a work_n then_o if_o i_o have_v do_v nothing_o else_o but_o blaspheme_n god_n but_o what_o say_v the_o scripture_n now_o to_o he_o that_o work_v be_v the_o reward_n not_o reckon_v of_o grace_n but_o of_o debt_n but_o to_o he_o that_o work_v not_o but_o believe_v on_o he_o that_o justify_v the_o ungodly_a his_o faith_n be_v count_v for_o righteousness_n rom._n 4._o 2_o 3_o 4_o 5._o we_o be_v save_v not_o according_a to_o our_o work_n but_o according_a to_o his_o own_o purpose_n and_o grace_n 2._o tim._n 1._o 9_o when_o 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unutterable_a unconceivable_a and_o infinite_a bottomless_a boundless_a endless_a oh_o the_o ocean_n of_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n the_o greatness_n of_o sweetness_n in_o so_o great_a confluence_n of_o all_o joy_n pleasure_n and_o delight_n which_o shall_v be_v for_o ever_o and_o never_o have_v a_o end_n 20._o watch_z to_o deny_v self_n that_o i_o daily_o deny_v myself_o wit_n wisdom_n carnal_a reason_n learning_n favour_n of_o man_n applause_n passion_n ease_n liberty_n and_o all_o thing_n for_o god_n consider_v luk._n 14._o 20._o 33._o mat._n 16._o 24._o mark_n 8._o 34._o luk._n 9_o 23._o it_o be_v good_a thus_o to_o cross_v ourselves_o if_o we_o can_v deny_v ourselves_o every_o thing_n will_v be_v easy_a for_o we_o to_o do_v for_o all_o thing_n be_v so_o sure_a under_o we_o as_o we_o be_v above_o ourselves_o in_o the_o same_o measure_n we_o be_v spiritual_a or_o live_v by_o faith_n so_o much_o we_o deny_v ourselves_o such_o as_o can_v deny_v themselves_o be_v not_o able_a to_o 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