and_o reign_v with_o thou_o and_o with_o all_o that_o heavenly_a and_o victorious_a host_n of_o thou_o in_o glorious_a and_o triumphant_a manner_n for_o evermore_o amen_n the_o difficulty_n of_o conquer_a a_o man_n self_n and_o his_o own_o affection_n a_o man_n must_v strive_v along_o while_n and_o that_o with_o great_a earnestness_n and_o continual_a exercise_n and_o endeavour_v before_o he_o can_v overcome_v himself_o and_o have_v master_v his_o own_o will_n and_o wayward_a affection_n give_v up_o himself_o whole_o unto_o the_o obedience_n of_o god_n in_o all_o thing_n with_o humble_a submission_n both_o of_o body_n and_o soul_n so_o great_a resistance_n and_o opposition_n shall_v he_o find_v within_o himself_o by_o reason_n of_o his_o corrupt_a nature_n even_o that_o treacherous_a enemy_n which_o lie_v lurk_v continual_o in_o his_o own_o bosom_n hale_v and_o draw_v he_o from_o that_o which_o be_v good_a and_o hinder_v he_o in_o every_o godly_a purpose_n and_o in_o every_o holy_a action_n and_o religious_a enterprise_n in_o such_o sort_n that_o except_o he_o even_o offer_v violence_n as_o it_o be_v unto_o himself_o and_o to_o his_o sinful_a nature_n and_o labour_n with_o a_o strong_a hand_n to_o subdue_v corruption_n within_o he_o he_o can_v prevail_v o_o lord_n my_o strength_n without_o thou_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o unto_o thou_o therefore_o do_v i_o stretch_v forth_o my_o hand_n thou_o know_v how_o weak_a and_o how_o frail_a i_o be_o how_o unable_a of_o myself_o to_o resist_v that_o secret_a enemy_n which_o continual_o oppose_v himself_o against_o i_o in_o every_o thing_n which_o be_v good_a thou_o see_v how_o hard_o a_o matter_n it_o be_v for_o i_o to_o bring_v every_o thought_n of_o my_o heart_n every_o motion_n desire_n and_o inclination_n of_o my_o will_n and_o every_o action_n of_o my_o life_n unto_o that_o subjection_n and_o obedience_n which_o thou_o require_v how_o difficult_a to_o frame_v myself_o whole_o unto_o thy_o will_n and_o to_o submit_v myself_o unto_o thou_o in_o all_o thing_n according_a unto_o that_o rule_n and_o commandment_n which_o thou_o have_v give_v unto_o i_o o_o therefore_o let_v it_o please_v thou_o to_o strengthen_v i_o with_o thy_o grace_n which_o alone_o be_v sufficient_a for_o i_o let_v it_o please_v thou_o to_o help_v i_o in_o all_o my_o weakness_n and_o to_o give_v unto_o i_o a_o great_a measure_n of_o christian_a fortitude_n and_o of_o spiritual_a courage_n and_o resolution_n &_o withal_o to_o give_v good_a success_n unto_o all_o my_o action_n enterprise_n and_o endeavour_n in_o the_o way_n of_o godliness_n and_o salvation_n yea_o o_o lord_n let_v it_o please_v thou_o to_o lead_v i_o forth_o in_o the_o constant_a and_o continual_a practice_n and_o exercise_v of_o piety_n and_o true_a religion_n and_o in_o the_o resistance_n of_o all_o enmity_n whatsoever_o that_o so_o when_o the_o time_n of_o this_o spiritual_a warfare_n be_v end_v i_o may_v receive_v that_o incorruptible_a crown_n of_o life_n and_o glory_n which_o thou_o have_v promise_v unto_o they_o that_o overcome_v the_o world_n esteem_n of_o god_n child_n if_o one_o come_v into_o the_o presence_n of_o a_o king_n son_n or_o some_o great_a or_o noble_a personage_n he_o no_o soon_o see_v he_o but_o he_o be_v move_v with_o reverence_n and_o show_v that_o according_a to_o the_o worthiness_n of_o his_o person_n he_o do_v regard_n and_o honour_v he_o but_o as_o for_o the_o son_n of_o god_n who_o have_v god_n to_o their_o father_n christ_n their_o elder_a brother_n all_o the_o saint_n and_o angel_n their_o companion_n and_o fellow-bretheren_n and_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n itself_o their_o inheritance_n for_o ever_o where_o they_o be_v to_o live_v and_o reign_v as_o king_n in_o that_o glory_n which_o be_v unspeakable_a how_o little_a be_v they_o regard_v in_o the_o world_n how_o mean_o account_v of_o what_o small_a honour_n be_v show_v unto_o they_o who_o the_o king_n of_o heaven_n do_v and_o will_v honour_v so_o great_o nay_o be_v they_o not_o of_o all_o man_n the_o most_o base_a and_o contemptible_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o man_n the_o near_a they_o be_v unto_o god_n the_o more_o they_o be_v love_v and_o honour_v of_o he_o be_v they_o not_o the_o more_o hate_a &_o despise_v of_o the_o world_n even_o holy_a david_n a_o man_n after_o god_n own_o heart_n be_v but_o a_o worm_n and_o not_o a_o man_n in_o the_o account_n of_o man_n jehoshua_n and_o his_o follower_n monstrous_a person_n paul_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o apostle_n as_o the_o filth_n and_o of_o scour_v of_o all_o thing_n man_n unworthy_a to_o live_v upon_o the_o earth_n in_o brief_a all_o the_o saint_n who_o be_v dear_a and_o precious_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n even_o make_v sign_n and_o wonder_n among_o man_n cease_v to_o wonder_v at_o this_o it_o be_v no_o new_a no_o strange_a thing_n the_o world_n know_v and_o have_v always_o know_v his_o own_o and_o make_v much_o of_o they_o but_o those_o that_o be_v god_n it_o neither_o know_v nor_o regard_v and_o no_o marvel_v since_o it_o know_v not_o god_n himself_o but_o hate_v and_o despise_v he_o even_o while_o in_o a_o false_a and_o counterfeit_n manner_n it_o profess_v love_n unto_o he_o behold_v we_o even_o all_o the_o faithful_a be_v now_o the_o son_n of_o god_n such_o love_n such_o honour_n have_v our_o heavenly_a father_n vouchsafe_v unto_o we_o but_o yet_o our_o glory_n and_o dignity_n do_v not_o appear_v but_o when_o christ_n our_o hope_n our_o life_n and_o glory_n shall_v be_v reveal_v and_o make_v manifest_a then_o shall_v we_o be_v change_v into_o the_o glory_n of_o his_o image_n we_o shall_v be_v like_a unto_o he_o and_o then_o shall_v the_o blind_a and_o contemptuous_a world_n both_o see_v and_o know_v he_o and_o we_o to_o their_o own_o shame_n and_o confusion_n lord_n let_v i_o never_o regard_v the_o rail_n of_o the_o wicked_a shemeis_n of_o this_o world_n nor_o the_o mock_n and_o scoff_n of_o those_o profane_a ishmaelite_n who_o can_v never_o abide_v thy_o choose_a people_n the_o son_n of_o the_o promise_n for_o who_o thou_o have_v provide_v the_o inheritance_n yea_o let_v i_o pass_v very_o little_a to_o be_v judge_v of_o man_n judgement_n even_o of_o those_o who_o be_v carry_v whither_o their_o own_o blind_a and_o corrupt_a reason_n or_o fancy_n lead_v they_o but_o let_v i_o always_o know_v and_o consider_v that_o thou_o see_v not_o as_o man_n see_v that_o thy_o thought_n be_v not_o as_o their_o thought_n but_o that_o i_o be_o dear_a and_o precious_a in_o thy_o sight_n and_o shall_v be_v glorious_a hereafter_o for_o ever_o even_o with_o the_o same_o glory_n wherewith_o thy_o christ_n my_o saviour_n be_v glorious_a let_v my_o eye_n always_o be_v fix_v upon_o that_o bless_a estate_n wherein_o i_o shall_v continue_v for_o ever_o in_o the_o heaven_n and_o let_v the_o hope_n thereof_o cause_v i_o to_o purge_v myself_o that_o i_o may_v be_v pure_a even_o as_o he_o be_v pure_a unto_o who_o then_o i_o shall_v be_v make_v conformable_a in_o righteousness_n glory_n and_o happiness_n another_o the_o son_n and_o heir_n of_o a_o noble_a man_n or_o some_o great_a personage_n while_o he_o live_v obscure_o in_o a_o strange_a and_o far_o country_n be_v not_o know_v be_v not_o regard_v but_o lie_v open_a to_o the_o contempt_n and_o abuse_n of_o the_o mean_a and_o vile_a person_n who_o if_o they_o know_v his_o estate_n will_v more_o high_o esteem_v of_o he_o lord_n let_v i_o not_o care_n how_o vile_a or_o base_a soever_o i_o seem_v while_o i_o live_v here_o in_o a_o strange_a place_n unknowen_a unregarded_a since_o thou_o have_v assure_v i_o that_o i_o shall_v be_v so_o glorious_a at_o my_o return_n into_o my_o own_o country_n the_o habitation_n of_o thy_o saint_n that_o heavenly_a paradise_n that_o celestial_a jerusalem_n the_o city_n of_o thou_o the_o everliving_a god_n the_o glory_n whereof_o be_v unspeakable_a god_n and_o the_o world_n of_o a_o different_a judgement_n god_n see_v not_o as_o man_n see_v they_o be_v many_o time_n of_o great_a esteem_n among_o man_n who_o be_v vile_a in_o god_n sight_n such_o as_o he_o have_v reject_v and_o on_o the_o other_o side_n they_o be_v high_o in_o god_n favour_n oftentimes_o who_o be_v very_o mean_o esteem_v of_o among_o man_n yea_o despise_a and_o account_v as_o the_o refuse_n of_o man_n and_o the_o ofscouring_n of_o the_o world_n those_o which_o seem_v the_o least_o and_o most_o contemptible_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o man_n be_v oft_o the_o great_a and_o most_o honourable_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n and_o those_o which_o seem_v the_o very_a abject_n of_o man_n such_o as_o in_o who_o nothing_o be_v to_o be_v desire_v appear_v as_o glorious_a before_o he_o o_o lord_n see_v thou_o do_v judge_v so_o different_o from_o that_o which_o the_o world_n
who_o i_o be_o able_a to_o do_v all_o thing_n the_o folly_n of_o worldling_n and_o wickedman_n we_o be_v ready_a to_o laugh_v at_o the_o folly_n of_o he_o that_o we_o see_v make_v more_o account_n of_o toy_n and_o trifle_n then_o of_o thing_n of_o great_a worth_n and_o moment_n that_o will_v be_v better_o please_v with_o a_o gay_a feather_n then_o with_o a_o rich_a jewel_n with_o a_o guard_a and_o party_n colour_a coat_n then_o with_o a_o costly_a raiment_n and_o goodly_a attire_n and_o yet_o behold_v such_o be_v the_o folly_n and_o simplicity_n even_o of_o those_o who_o seem_v to_o be_v the_o wise_a in_o the_o world_n both_o in_o their_o own_o eye_n &_o in_o the_o eye_n of_o other_o who_o never_o know_v the_o wisdom_n which_o be_v from_o above_o but_o that_o only_a which_o be_v earthly_a and_o sensual_a with_o hevah_n they_o prefer_v a_o apple_n before_o paradise_n with_o esau_n a_o mess_n of_o pottage_n before_o the_o inheritance_n of_o that_o celestial_a canaan_n the_o land_n of_o promise_n which_o flow_v with_o milk_n &_o honey_n with_o the_o prodigal_a son_n the_o husk_n of_o swine_n in_o a_o strange_a country_n before_o the_o best_a fare_n in_o their_o father_n house_n in_o brief_a the_o toy_n and_o trifle_n of_o this_o world_n even_o the_o vain_a and_o sinful_a pleasure_n and_o delight_n and_o the_o transitory_a profit_n and_o commodity_n thereof_o before_o those_o hide_a treasure_n those_o inestimable_a riches_n of_o joy_n glory_n and_o everlasting_a happiness_n and_o felicity_n provide_v for_o the_o saint_n in_o the_o high_a heaven_n even_o the_o precious_a thing_n of_o god_n which_o can_v never_o be_v over_o prize_v or_o set_v at_o too_o high_a a_o rate_n can_v there_o be_v any_o great_a folly_n than_o this_o be_v not_o the_o simplicity_n of_o those_o that_o be_v thus_o strange_o besot_v to_o be_v laugh_v at_o by_o those_o that_o know_v what_o true_a wisdom_n be_v yea_o rather_o to_o be_v pity_v &_o even_o bewail_v with_o tear_n although_o they_o in_o the_o mean_a while_n see_v not_o their_o foolishness_n but_o rejoice_v in_o it_o account_v it_o wisdom_n and_o themselves_o the_o only_a wise_a and_o prudent_a man_n whereas_o if_o their_o eye_n be_v open_a that_o they_o may_v discern_v right_o of_o thing_n which_o now_o by_o reason_n of_o their_o blindness_n they_o can_v they_o can_v not_o but_o see_v plain_o and_o acknowledge_v free_o as_o the_o truth_n be_v that_o of_o all_o man_n they_o be_v the_o most_o vain_a the_o most_o unwise_a and_o extreme_a foolish_a lord_n give_v i_o not_o over_o to_o the_o folly_n of_o my_o own_o heart_n but_o endue_v i_o with_o true_a spiritual_a wisdom_n and_o understanding_n that_o so_o i_o may_v not_o with_o the_o man_n of_o this_o world_n who_o mind_n be_v darken_v and_o deprive_v of_o the_o light_n of_o grace_n and_o knowledge_n choose_v death_n rather_o than_o life_n shame_n rather_o than_o glory_n hell_n rather_o than_o heaven_n vanity_n and_o misery_n rather_o than_o endless_a and_o unspeakable_a happiness_n the_o service_n of_o sin_n and_o satan_n and_o the_o fruit_n and_o deceivable_a pleasure_n and_o profit_n of_o this_o world_n rather_o than_o the_o service_n of_o thou_o the_o everliving_a and_o most_o glorious_a god_n and_o the_o bless_a hope_n of_o the_o enjoyment_n and_o full_a possession_n of_o that_o rich_a inheritance_n of_o thy_o choose_a even_o those_o invaluable_a treasure_n of_o glory_n bliss_n and_o happiness_n but_o that_o my_o judgement_n be_v clear_v and_o my_o heart_n sanctify_v i_o may_v now_o and_o always_o make_v great_a account_n of_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v most_o precious_a and_o chief_o to_o be_v desire_v and_o seek_v after_o of_o all_o those_o that_o will_v be_v the_o son_n of_o true_a wisdom_n the_o bondage_n and_o slavery_n of_o the_o wicked_a we_o will_v wonder_v at_o he_o that_o be_v lade_v with_o many_o iron_n chain_v and_o fetter_a hand_n and_o foot_n so_o that_o he_o be_v not_o able_a to_o move_v from_o the_o place_n where_o he_o lay_v shall_v notwithstanding_o persuade_v himself_o that_o he_o be_v a_o free_a man_n and_o none_o more_o at_o liberty_n than_o he_o this_o be_v the_o estate_n of_o the_o wicked_a they_o be_v bind_v hand_n and_o foot_n yea_o all_o the_o part_n and_o power_n of_o their_o soul_n have_v many_o heavy_a chain_n and_o iron_n lie_v upon_o they_o whereby_o they_o be_v even_o press_v down_o and_o bring_v into_o great_a misery_n and_o bondage_n and_o yet_o they_o poor_a wretch_n such_o be_v their_o blindness_n though_o plunge_v into_o the_o very_a depth_n of_o that_o woeful_a misery_n and_o hellish_a thraldom_n yet_o neither_o see_v nor_o perceive_v the_o same_o but_o think_v themselves_o as_o free_a as_o the_o best_a and_o rejoice_v in_o their_o estate_n when_o as_o they_o be_v the_o servant_n of_o corruption_n the_o slave_n of_o satan_n subject_n to_o the_o power_n of_o darkness_n lord_n give_v i_o daily_o more_o and_o more_o to_o see_v that_o woeful_a misery_n and_o fearful_a bondage_n and_o slavery_n which_o satan_n by_o sin_n bring_v upon_o the_o soul_n of_o man_n yea_o both_o upon_o their_o soul_n and_o body_n and_o grant_v that_o see_v it_o i_o may_v bewail_v it_o both_o in_o myself_o and_o other_o and_o labour_n to_o be_v restore_v unto_o perfect_a liberty_n and_o freedom_n be_v true_o thankful_a unto_o thou_o for_o this_o that_o thou_o have_v in_o part_n free_v i_o already_o make_v those_o bolt_v light_a and_o those_o bond_n loose_a and_o earnest_o desire_v and_o expect_v the_o time_n when_o that_o which_o be_v in_o part_n shall_v be_v full_o perfect_v even_o the_o day_n of_o redemption_n which_o i_o pray_v thou_o to_o hasten_v the_o fond_a and_o preposterous_a course_n of_o the_o wicked_a in_o prefer_v the_o health_n of_o their_o body_n before_o the_o salvation_n of_o their_o soul_n if_o any_o be_v in_o danger_n but_o to_o lose_v a_o finger_n he_o will_v present_o with_o all_o diligence_n and_o carefulness_n seek_v unto_o the_o physician_n or_o chirurgeon_n for_o to_o save_v one_o joint_n of_o it_o if_o it_o may_v be_v possible_a but_o to_o lose_v their_o soul_n how_o small_a reckon_n do_v most_o man_n make_v what_o a_o preposterous_a course_n be_v this_o be_v the_o body_n of_o more_o worth_n than_o the_o soul_n be_v the_o life_n and_o safety_n of_o this_o corruptible_a body_n yea_o of_o one_o little_a member_n thereof_o to_o be_v more_o esteem_v more_o careful_o provide_v for_o than_o the_o eternal_a life_n and_o salvation_n of_o the_o soul_n yea_o of_o soul_n and_o body_n be_v any_o so_o destitute_a of_o reason_n and_o understanding_n as_o once_o to_o imagine_v this_o and_o yet_o behold_v such_o be_v the_o life_n and_o practice_n of_o most_o man_n that_o either_o they_o do_v or_o at_o least_o will_v so_o persuade_v themselves_o or_o else_o how_o can_v they_o be_v so_o careful_a for_o the_o maintenance_n and_o preservation_n of_o their_o bodily_a health_n and_o outward_a estate_n and_o so_o careless_a yea_o desperate_a never_o regard_v the_o present_a and_o future_a estate_n of_o their_o soul_n but_o pass_v away_o their_o day_n most_o secure_o in_o the_o sinful_a pleasure_n and_o delight_n of_o this_o evil_a world_n even_o bathe_v themselves_o therein_o while_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n they_o willing_o if_o not_o wilful_o deprive_v themselves_o of_o everlasting_a life_n and_o salvation_n and_o hasten_v forward_o unto_o that_o endless_a perdition_n and_o destruction_n which_o be_v prepare_v for_o they_o bless_a be_v thy_o name_n o_o merciful_a lord_n that_o thou_o have_v not_o give_v i_o over_o to_o the_o foolishness_n of_o the_o wicked_a who_o shall_v perish_v for_o ever_o but_o vouchsafe_v thy_o grace_n unto_o i_o whereby_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o more_o careful_a to_o seek_v for_o the_o assurance_n of_o the_o good_a estate_n of_o my_o soul_n in_o this_o life_n and_o the_o eternal_a salvation_n thereof_o in_o the_o heaven_n after_o this_o transitory_a life_n be_v end_v then_o for_o the_o procure_n of_o the_o life_n and_o safety_n of_o this_o mortal_a &_o corruptible_a body_n of_o i_o which_o shall_v be_v turn_v into_o dust_n and_o rottenness_n increase_v this_o grace_n in_o i_o and_o in_o all_o thou_o that_o so_o we_o may_v have_v full_a assurance_n that_o we_o be_v thou_o and_o that_o when_o the_o earthly_a house_n of_o this_o our_o tabernacle_n be_v destroy_v we_o may_v live_v with_o thou_o in_o glory_n for_o ever_o even_o in_o that_o heavenly_a kingdom_n that_o celestial_a mansion_n which_o thou_o have_v provide_v and_o prepare_v for_o we_o and_o for_o all_o thy_o saint_n the_o forwardness_n of_o the_o wicked_a in_o the_o way_n to_o hell_n aught_o to_o provoke_v the_o godly_a to_o make_v the_o more_o speed_n in_o the_o way_n to_o heaven_n be_v it_o not_o strange_a to_o see_v the_o wicked_a run_v fast_o to_o
may_v always_o make_v precious_a account_n of_o the_o least_o measure_n which_o it_o shall_v please_v thou_o in_o mercy_n to_o vouchsafe_v unto_o i_o &_o refer_v it_o whole_o to_o thy_o honour_n and_o glory_n and_o since_o whatsoever_o i_o be_o i_o be_o in_o thou_o whatsoever_o grace_n i_o have_v i_o have_v it_o from_o the_o who_o gift_n only_o it_o be_v let_v i_o be_v content_a with_o that_o portion_n which_o thou_o in_o thy_o wisdom_n and_o goodness_n allotte_v unto_o i_o and_o know_v that_o for_o the_o present_a it_o be_v sufficient_a for_o i_o neither_o envy_n those_o that_o have_v receive_v more_o lest_o i_o repine_v against_o thou_o nor_o despise_v those_o that_o have_v less_o lest_o it_o displease_v thou_o and_o cause_v thou_o in_o justice_n to_o withdraw_v that_o grace_n from_o i_o which_o in_o mercy_n thou_o have_v free_o give_v unto_o i_o and_o to_o bestow_v it_o upon_o those_o who_o will_v make_v better_a use_n of_o it_o death_n always_o to_o be_v desire_v of_o the_o godly_a if_o any_o shall_v take_v away_o from_o i_o my_o tear_a and_o ragged-worne_a coat_n and_o in_o stead_n thereof_o put_v upon_o i_o a_o new_a and_o a_o better_a shall_v i_o think_v that_o i_o have_v any_o injury_n do_v unto_o i_o have_v i_o any_o cause_n to_o complain_v as_o if_o i_o be_v wrong_v if_o the_o lord_n unclothe_v i_o by_o deprive_v i_o of_o this_o temporal_a this_o sinful_a and_o corruptible_a life_n and_o in_o stead_n of_o it_o clothe_v i_o with_o that_o which_o be_v eternal_a incorruptible_a and_o most_o glorious_a do_v he_o hurt_v i_o do_v he_o any_o wrong_n or_o injury_n unto_o i_o shall_v i_o complain_v yea_o rather_o lord_n let_v i_o desire_v always_o to_o remove_v out_o of_o this_o body_n and_o to_o dwell_v with_o thou_o for_o ever_o let_v i_o desire_v earnest_o to_o put_v off_o this_o corruption_n to_o be_v dissolve_v &_o to_o be_v with_o christ_n my_o saviour_n in_o the_o heaven_n for_o this_o be_v that_o only_a happiness_n and_o felicity_n which_o i_o expect_v and_o hope_n for_o lord_n even_o when_o it_o please_v thou_o let_v i_o see_v thy_o salvation_n which_o thou_o have_v promise_v the_o imprisonment_n of_o the_o godly_a in_o this_o life_n the_o godly_a while_n they_o remain_v in_o this_o world_n live_v as_o it_o be_v in_o perpetual_a imprisonment_n they_o be_v lade_v with_o many_o chain_n and_o fetter_n which_o lie_v heavy_a upon_o they_o and_o cause_v they_o to_o sigh_v in_o themselves_o and_o to_o long_o earnest_o for_o the_o time_n of_o their_o deliverance_n &_o freedom_n o_o bless_a lord_n thou_o know_v what_o a_o burden_n unto_o my_o soul_n this_o corruptible_a and_o sinful_a body_n of_o i_o be_v which_o i_o carry_v continual_o about_o with_o i_o and_o how_o this_o earthly_a mansion_n keep_v down_o and_o oppress_v my_o mind_n and_o make_v i_o heavy_a and_o untoward_a for_o the_o performance_n of_o that_o good_a which_o thou_o command_v and_o wherein_o my_o heart_n desire_v to_o approve_v itself_o unto_o thou_o i_o be_o so_o fast_o in_o prison_n &_o so_o much_o encumber_a with_o manifold_a annoyance_n which_o be_v as_o it_o be_v so_o many_o heavy_a iron_n press_v down_o my_o mind_n and_o hinder_v i_o from_o walk_v before_o thou_o with_o that_o freedom_n of_o spirit_n and_o that_o cheerfulness_n and_o alacrity_n wherein_o thou_o delight_v that_o my_o soul_n mourn_v secret_o within_o i_o and_o long_v to_o be_v free_v from_o this_o misery_n and_o bondage_n wherein_o i_o be_o now_o detain_v o_o lord_n when_o will_v thou_o set_v i_o at_o liberty_n continual_o do_v i_o expect_v and_o wait_v for_o the_o redemption_n of_o this_o earthly_a and_o sinful_a body_n the_o vanity_n of_o all_o earthly_a thing_n oh_o the_o vanity_n of_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n riches_n pleasure_n honour_n &_o whatsoever_o else_o to_o he_o that_o have_v a_o carnal_a and_o fleshly_a eye_n may_v seem_v most_o precious_a and_o glorious_a how_o fruitless_a how_o fade_a and_o transitory_a be_v they_o be_v there_o ever_o any_o that_o find_v any_o true_a peace_n any_o sound_a joy_n or_o contentment_n in_o any_o or_o in_o all_o of_o they_o what_o a_o vain_a thing_n than_o be_v it_o for_o any_o one_o to_o be_v carry_v with_o such_o a_o unsatiable_a desire_n after_o they_o yea_o to_o place_n if_o not_o his_o only_a yet_o his_o chief_a happiness_n and_o felicity_n in_o they_o as_o many_o do_v o_o lord_n draw_v my_o heart_n daily_o more_o and_o more_o from_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n whereunto_o the_o most_o be_v so_o fast_o glue_v wean_v my_o soul_n both_o from_o the_o love_n and_o desire_v of_o they_o and_o let_v my_o delight_n be_v in_o thou_o let_v i_o rejoice_v in_o thou_o continual_o yea_o let_v my_o soul_n always_o long_o after_o thou_o and_o in_o comparison_n of_o thou_o esteem_v of_o all_o these_o earthly_a thing_n but_o as_o dross_n &_o mere_a vanity_n a_o true_a discern_v of_o the_o world_n vanity_n make_v man_n willing_a to_o leave_v it_o and_o desirous_a of_o a_o better_a estate_n out_o of_o it_o many_o there_o be_v that_o complain_v of_o the_o vanity_n and_o deceitfulness_n of_o this_o world_n and_o yet_o be_v loath_a to_o leave_v it_o &_o to_o depart_v out_o of_o it_o such_o either_o have_v never_o a_o true_a sight_n of_o the_o vanity_n of_o all_o thing_n here_o below_o and_o of_o the_o wretchedness_n and_o misery_n whereunto_o man_n even_o the_o best_a be_v subject_n in_o this_o life_n or_o else_o they_o never_o indeed_o full_o taste_v of_o the_o blessedness_n and_o felicity_n of_o the_o life_n to_o come_v even_o those_o endless_a joy_n and_o unspeakable_a glory_n which_o be_v prepare_v and_o reserve_v for_o the_o saint_n in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n or_o if_o they_o have_v in_o some_o sort_n taste_v of_o this_o heavenly_a gift_n yet_o without_o any_o certainty_n or_o assurance_n that_o it_o belong_v unto_o they_o and_o that_o their_o right_n and_o portion_n shall_v be_v in_o it_o and_o therefore_o can_v not_o be_v so_o sound_o affect_v with_o it_o as_o thereby_o to_o be_v bring_v into_o a_o true_a dislike_n and_o contempt_n of_o this_o present_a evil_a world_n which_o notwithstanding_o at_o least_o they_o wouâ—d_v seem_v to_o be_v out_o of_o love_n with_o the_o man_n that_o see_v indeed_o how_o vain_a how_o deceitful_a and_o how_o miserable_a this_o world_n be_v and_o have_v withal_o receive_v the_o first_o fruit_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n and_o taste_v of_o the_o sweetness_n &_o blessedness_n of_o the_o world_n to_o come_v and_o also_o know_v that_o the_o assurance_n of_o the_o promise_n thereof_o be_v make_v and_o seal_v unto_o he_o and_o that_o by_o the_o truth_n itself_o even_o by_o he_o who_o word_n shall_v stand_v when_o heaven_n and_o earth_n shall_v pass_v away_o that_o man_n as_o he_o shall_v find_v cause_n enough_o to_o complain_v of_o this_o evil_a world_n wherein_o he_o live_v so_o it_o can_v be_v but_o that_o he_o shall_v desire_v unfeigned_o to_o be_v go_v out_o of_o it_o &_o to_o make_v change_n for_o a_o better_a even_o that_o which_o his_o soul_n long_v after_o and_o in_o the_o hope_n and_o expectation_n whereof_o he_o rest_v continual_o sigh_v in_o himself_o and_o wait_v earnest_o for_o the_o fruition_n and_o full_a possession_n thereof_o when_o as_o be_v unclothe_v of_o the_o burden_n of_o this_o flesh_n &_o loose_v out_o of_o the_o prison_n of_o this_o earth_n he_o shall_v be_v clothe_v with_o glory_n and_o immortality_n and_o live_v for_o ever_o in_o that_o celestial_a mansion_n not_o make_v with_o hand_n but_o eternal_a in_o the_o heaven_n o_o lord_n when_o shall_v i_o be_v full_o deliver_v from_o the_o bondage_n of_o corruption_n unto_o which_o i_o be_o now_o daily_a subject_n when_o shall_v i_o lay_v down_o this_o body_n of_o sin_n and_o death_n which_o i_o now_o carry_v continual_o about_o with_o i_o when_o shall_v i_o remove_v out_o of_o this_o earthly_a tabernacle_n when_o shall_v i_o leave_v the_o wilderness_n of_o this_o wearisome_a world_n and_o depart_v from_o hence_o be_v translate_v into_o that_o glorious_a kingdom_n of_o thou_o which_o thou_o have_v promise_v unto_o i_o my_o soul_n long_v to_o dwell_v in_o thy_o court_n to_o see_v thy_o salvation_n to_o enjoy_v thy_o bless_a presence_n and_o to_o live_v and_o rest_n with_o thou_o continual_o for_o here_o alas_o i_o find_v no_o rest_a place_n yea_o i_o see_v vanity_n wretchedness_n and_o misery_n on_o every_o side_n in_o every_o place_n one_o sorrow_n succeed_v another_o the_o snare_n of_o many_o affliction_n and_o temptation_n have_v take_v hold_n of_o i_o many_o deep_a water_n have_v pass_v over_o i_o and_o even_o almost_o overwhelm_v i_o i_o be_o assail_v continual_o with_o many_o and_o those_o very_a dangerous_a and_o perilous_a enemy_n who_o fight_v against_o my_o
most_o glorious_a and_o renown_a prince_n that_o ever_o be_v in_o regard_n of_o his_o outward_a glory_n wherewith_o he_o be_v invest_v and_o array_v yet_o he_o be_v not_o like_o the_o lily_n of_o the_o field_n or_o the_o wither_a and_o fade_a grass_n whereas_o all_o thing_n that_o be_v most_o flourish_v on_o earth_n no_o not_o those_o celestial_a creature_n the_o star_n of_o heaven_n nor_o the_o sun_n and_o moon_n themselves_o those_o excellent_a and_o glorious_a light_n be_v comparable_a to_o one_o soul_n it_o be_v of_o a_o far_o more_o divine_a and_o excellent_a nature_n than_o they_o be_v good_a lord_n give_v i_o to_o discern_v of_o thing_n aright_o let_v i_o always_o esteem_v more_o of_o those_o that_o be_v inward_o beautify_v with_o those_o virtue_n &_o grace_n of_o the_o mind_n wherewith_o thou_o have_v enrich_v they_o and_o which_o be_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v most_o precious_a in_o thy_o sight_n and_o which_o thou_o do_v much_o set_v by_o then_o of_o such_o as_o want_v these_o do_v most_o flourish_n in_o the_o world_n and_o be_v most_o eminent_a for_o their_o external_a dignity_n and_o excellency_n god_n special_a providence_n over_o his_o child_n he_o that_o take_v care_n for_o the_o water_v of_o his_o garden_n the_o grow_a of_o his_o herb_n and_o plant_n and_o the_o feed_n of_o his_o cattle_n will_v he_o not_o much_o more_o be_v careful_a for_o the_o feed_n and_o preserve_v of_o his_o own_o child_n who_o he_o love_v and_o regard_v far_o more_o than_o all_o those_o see_v therefore_o god_n our_o heavenly_a father_n water_v this_o great_a garden_n of_o the_o world_n cause_v tree_n herb_n and_o plant_n of_o all_o kind_n to_o grow_v and_o flourish_v therein_o clothes_n the_o field_n with_o so_o glorious_a array_n that_o great_a prince_n with_o their_o shine_a train_n be_v not_o like_a unto_o they_o and_o see_v and_o preserve_v continual_o by_o his_o special_a providence_n the_o beast_n of_o the_o earth_n the_o fowl_n of_o the_o air_n and_o the_o fish_n of_o the_o sea_n will_v he_o not_o do_v much_o more_o for_o his_o own_o child_n who_o depend_v upon_o he_o and_o who_o he_o love_v so_o dear_o and_o most_o tender_o regard_v far_o above_o all_o these_o earthly_a thing_n can_v it_o be_v that_o he_o shall_v not_o feed_v they_o preserve_v they_o and_o provide_v all_o thing_n for_o they_o which_o may_v be_v for_o their_o good_a estate_n in_o this_o world_n o_o the_o faithlesness_n and_o infidelity_n of_o man_n who_o will_v not_o rest_v on_o god_n providence_n nor_o credit_n and_o believe_v those_o promise_n which_o he_o have_v make_v unto_o they_o if_o they_o be_v he_o o_o lord_n god_n most_o gracious_a and_o heavenly_a father_n grant_v that_o while_o i_o behold_v the_o bird_n of_o the_o air_n the_o flower_n of_o the_o field_n and_o all_o thing_n which_o thou_o have_v create_v i_o may_v not_o only_o see_v and_o acknowledge_v thy_o power_n that_o make_v they_o but_o also_o thy_o providence_n in_o preserve_v feed_v and_o apparel_v they_o and_o that_o i_o may_v use_v they_o as_o so_o many_o seal_n to_o confirm_v i_o in_o the_o truth_n of_o thy_o gracious_a promise_n and_o in_o the_o certainty_n of_o that_o special_a providence_n of_o thou_o over_o i_o continual_o even_o that_o thou_o will_v preserve_v i_o clothe_v i_o feed_v i_o and_o help_v i_o in_o all_o my_o necessity_n supply_v all_o those_o thing_n unto_o i_o which_o thou_o in_o thy_o wisdom_n know_v to_o be_v most_o expedient_a and_o requisite_a for_o i_o herein_o i_o rest_v this_o be_v that_o only_a which_o can_v make_v i_o in_o all_o thing_n true_o content_v and_o in_o nothing_o too_o careful_a and_o without_o this_o my_o life_n will_v be_v irkesom_a and_o burdensome_a unto_o i_o through_o that_o cark_n care_n and_o those_o manifold_a distraction_n which_o i_o see_v in_o other_o even_o in_o those_o that_o be_v unfaithful_a o_o lord_n and_o distrust_v thy_o providence_n contentedness_n in_o all_o estate_n lord_n i_o know_v not_o what_o be_v good_a for_o i_o or_o which_o i_o shall_v desire_v rather_o prosperity_n or_o adversity_n health_n or_o sickness_n plenty_n or_o penury_n thou_o only_o see_v thou_o only_o know_v what_o be_v every_o way_n best_o for_o i_o deal_v therefore_o gracious_o with_o i_o &_o do_v unto_o i_o that_o which_o be_v good_a in_o thy_o eye_n and_o which_o thou_o who_o iudge_v and_o discerne_v of_o all_o thing_n aright_o see_v to_o be_v best_a for_o i_o and_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v rest_v content_o and_o thankful_o in_o those_o thing_n which_o thou_o according_a to_o thy_o good_a pleasure_n shall_v bring_v to_o pass_v howsoever_o thou_o dispose_v of_o i_o coveteousnes_n a_o dangerous_a disease_n the_o covetous_a man_n be_v like_a unto_o those_o that_o have_v the_o dropsy_n for_o they_o that_o be_v fall_v into_o that_o disease_n do_v desire_n to_o drink_v continual_o and_o yet_o the_o more_o they_o drink_v the_o more_o dry_a the_o more_o thirsty_a they_o be_v so_o it_o be_v with_o the_o covetous_a who_o through_o the_o distemper_n of_o their_o mind_n have_v draw_v that_o spiritual_a dropsy_n upon_o they_o which_o be_v so_o much_o worse_a than_o the_o other_o as_o the_o soul_n be_v better_a than_o the_o body_n they_o have_v a_o perpetual_a and_o inordinate_a lust_n after_o riches_n and_o the_o profit_n and_o commodity_n of_o this_o world_n and_o yet_o the_o more_o they_o have_v they_o the_o more_o they_o feel_v and_o complain_v of_o the_o want_n of_o they_o the_o more_o they_o increase_v &_o the_o fast_o they_o come_v in_o the_o more_o do_v their_o desire_n of_o they_o increase_n &_o the_o great_a be_v their_o lust_n and_o longing_n after_o they_o they_o be_v unsatiable_a and_o like_o the_o two_o daughter_n of_o the_o horseleech_n never_o think_v they_o have_v enough_o this_o be_v a_o evil_a sickness_n and_o yet_o common_a and_o ordinary_a among_o man_n yea_o many_o be_v so_o far_o go_v in_o it_o that_o except_o they_o seek_v to_o prevent_v the_o danger_n of_o it_o in_o time_n it_o will_v prove_v incurable_a and_o so_o in_o the_o end_n become_v mortal_a &_o deadly_a unto_o they_o o_o lord_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o covet_v after_o the_o better_a thing_n even_o those_o which_o be_v spiritual_a &_o heavenly_a &_o let_v i_o never_o be_v carry_v away_o with_o a_o immoderate_a and_o inordinate_a desire_n of_o these_o thing_n here_o below_o which_o be_v earthly_a and_o transitory_a but_o let_v i_o always_o be_v content_a with_o that_o portion_n which_o thou_o shall_v give_v unto_o i_o if_o it_o be_v much_o let_v i_o bless_v thou_o for_o it_o and_o be_v ready_a to_o distribute_v according_a to_o the_o necessity_n of_o other_o if_o it_o be_v little_a let_v i_o bless_v and_o praise_v thou_o also_o know_v that_o it_o be_v sufficient_a and_o withal_o that_o thou_o have_v provide_v better_a thing_n for_o i_o even_o that_o rich_a inheritance_n and_o that_o endure_a substance_n in_o the_o heaven_n of_o which_o after_o this_o life_n thou_o will_v give_v i_o have_v already_o make_v i_o a_o grant_v thereof_o the_o full_a fruition_n and_o possession_n for_o ever_o and_o in_o the_o mean_a while_n howsoever_o my_o estate_n be_v or_o shall_v be_v hereafter_o in_o this_o world_n give_v i_o a_o quiet_a and_o content_a mind_n which_o may_v always_o rest_v in_o thou_o &_o whole_o depend_v upon_o thou_o who_o have_v promise_v that_o thou_o will_v not_o fail_v nor_o forsake_v i_o nor_o deny_v any_o thing_n unto_o i_o which_o thou_o who_o know_v what_o be_v best_a for_o every_o one_o see_v to_o be_v good_a for_o i_o all_o must_v suffer_v affliction_n in_o this_o life_n he_o deceive_v himself_o that_o look_v for_o a_o continual_a calm_n while_o he_o live_v in_o this_o world_n there_o be_v never_o man_n that_o attain_v unto_o this_o never_o shall_v in_o this_o life_n let_v he_o think_v that_o it_o be_v well_o with_o he_o that_o be_v not_o always_o in_o a_o storm_n that_o have_v not_o always_o rough_a and_o hear_v weather_n whereby_o that_o weak_a and_o small_a bark_n of_o he_o be_v much_o toss_v and_o trouble_v but_o some_o time_n though_o seldom_o find_v the_o benefit_n of_o a_o pleasant_a calm_a whereby_o he_o may_v be_v refresh_v and_o the_o better_o enable_v with_o strength_n and_o patience_n both_o to_o expect_v and_o to_o undergo_v the_o future_a imminent_a trouble_n which_o shall_v betide_v he_o o_o lord_n i_o look_v not_o for_o my_o rest_n while_o i_o sail_v in_o this_o troublesome_a sea_n for_o thou_o have_v say_v it_o and_o i_o believe_v it_o and_o all_o thy_o saint_n and_o servant_n have_v see_v the_o truth_n of_o it_o in_o their_o own_o experience_n even_o that_o through_o many_o trouble_n by_o many_o affliction_n we_o must_v have_v passage_n and_o entrance_n into_o thy_o kingdom_n when_o it_o please_v thou_o o_o
path_n of_o my_o own_o foot_n let_v i_o fear_v my_o own_o way_n and_o suspect_v the_o worst_a of_o myself_o in_o all_o my_o action_n be_v privy_a unto_o those_o secret_a corruption_n which_o lie_v lurk_v within_o i_o and_o both_o think_v and_o hope_v the_o best_a of_o other_o because_o i_o know_v not_o what_o thy_o work_n be_v or_o may_v be_v in_o they_o yea_o let_v i_o always_o be_v ready_a to_o judge_v accuse_v and_o condemn_v myself_o and_o even_o in_o my_o thought_n to_o excuse_v and_o acquit_v other_o by_o make_v a_o favourable_a interpretation_n of_o all_o their_o do_n until_o such_o time_n as_o thou_o do_v manifest_a &_o give_v clear_a evidence_n that_o they_o be_v such_o as_o be_v not_o to_o be_v approve_v thus_o i_o shall_v please_v thou_o and_o not_o sin_n against_o those_o towards_o who_o i_o ought_v always_o to_o be_v charitable_o affect_v and_o free_a from_o all_o ill_a suspicion_n and_o wicked_a surmize_n why_o the_o lord_n suffer_v oft_o time_n the_o infirmity_n of_o his_o child_n to_o be_v know_v to_o other_o it_o be_v a_o mean_n oft_o time_n to_o make_v a_o man_n the_o more_o humble_a to_o know_v that_o other_o be_v privy_a unto_o his_o want_n his_o weakness_n and_o infirmity_n which_o he_o be_v desirous_a to_o keep_v secret_a to_o perceive_v that_o the_o sore_n and_o blemish_n of_o his_o soul_n lie_v open_a unto_o the_o view_n of_o other_o which_o he_o can_v wish_v rather_o be_v cover_v and_o keep_v close_o and_o for_o this_o end_n the_o lord_n many_o time_n in_o mercy_n and_o goodness_n do_v suffer_v the_o shame_n and_o nakedness_n of_o his_o child_n to_o be_v discover_v before_o the_o face_n of_o other_o when_o as_o they_o will_v glad_o have_v it_o hide_v from_o the_o eye_n of_o all_o and_o not_o see_v of_o any_o yea_o he_o do_v suffer_v they_o to_o fall_v by_o many_o weakness_n and_o infirmity_n even_o such_o as_o be_v no_o way_n please_v but_o grievous_a and_o irksome_a unto_o they_o that_o so_o he_o may_v cause_v they_o to_o be_v the_o more_o humble_a and_o lowly_a and_o not_o to_o lift_v up_o their_o heart_n at_o any_o time_n above_o their_o brethren_n but_o so_o to_o demean_v themselves_o that_o it_o may_v appear_v that_o they_o esteem_v better_o of_o other_o then_o of_o themselves_o which_o be_v a_o excellent_a and_o a_o singular_a grace_n &_o whereunto_o all_o that_o be_v yet_o defective_a herein_o shall_v labour_v by_o all_o mean_n to_o attain_v o_o lord_n if_o it_o seem_v good_a unto_o thou_o at_o any_o time_n to_o make_v other_o to_o see_v the_o weakness_n of_o thy_o servant_n to_o cause_v my_o want_n imperfection_n and_o infirmity_n to_o be_v know_v and_o discern_v of_o other_o as_o thou_o know_v how_o ready_o i_o be_o to_o fail_v if_o thy_o grace_n do_v not_o continual_o sustain_v i_o let_v it_o not_o grieve_v i_o so_o much_o that_o other_o behold_v that_o in_o i_o which_o may_v cause_v i_o to_o be_v ashamed_a as_o make_v i_o every_o day_n more_o careful_a to_o use_v all_o mean_n to_o be_v heal_v and_o cure_v of_o those_o disease_n whereunto_o my_o soul_n be_v subject_a and_o inclinable_a through_o sin_n and_o to_o increase_v as_o in_o all_o other_o grace_n so_o especial_o in_o true_a humility_n and_o meekness_n of_o spirit_n without_o the_o which_o i_o can_v never_o please_v thou_o nor_o have_v the_o light_n of_o thy_o countenance_n shine_v upon_o i_o the_o heaven_n of_o the_o godly_a and_o the_o hell_n of_o the_o wicked_a in_o this_o life_n if_o there_o be_v a_o heaven_n in_o this_o world_n it_o be_v the_o true_a christian_a only_a that_o enjoy_v it_o in_o who_o heart_n that_o bless_a spirit_n do_v dwell_v comfort_v and_o refresh_v he_o continual_o in_o a_o unspeakable_a manner_n if_o there_o be_v any_o hell_n in_o this_o life_n it_o be_v in_o the_o soul_n and_o conscience_n of_o the_o wicked_a and_o ungodly_a man_n who_o satan_n that_o evil_a spirit_n have_v possess_v and_o bereave_v of_o that_o which_o shall_v be_v the_o joy_n and_o comfort_n of_o his_o life_n and_o not_o that_o only_a but_o also_o even_o oppress_v with_o many_o fear_n and_o sorrow_n and_o with_o much_o anguish_n and_o horrible_a amazement_n arise_v from_o his_o hellish_a and_o guilty_a conscience_n o_o bless_a god_n who_o have_v give_v i_o to_o see_v the_o great_a difference_n which_o be_v between_o the_o estate_n of_o thy_o child_n and_o of_o the_o wicked_a and_o ungodly_a even_o in_o this_o world_n how_o that_o the_o one_o be_v bless_v and_o happy_a the_o other_o wretched_a and_o miserable_a grant_v that_o i_o may_v not_o at_o any_o time_n desire_v to_o have_v the_o same_o lot_n with_o the_o wicked_a though_o it_o seem_v outward_o to_o fare_v well_o with_o they_o but_o let_v i_o always_o rest_v in_o thou_o and_o rejoice_v in_o that_o portion_n which_o thou_o have_v give_v unto_o i_o know_v that_o on_o earth_n there_o can_v be_v no_o better_a inheritance_n nor_o any_o estate_n more_o to_o be_v desire_v the_o care_n of_o this_o world_n what_o hindrance_n they_o be_v to_o the_o sincere_a and_o entire_a worship_n of_o god_n he_o that_o be_v ensnare_v and_o entangle_v with_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n or_o that_o be_v not_o free_a from_o all_o inordinate_a affection_n whatsoever_o can_v have_v a_o perfect_a and_o a_o upright_a heart_n before_o god_n nor_o freedom_n of_o spirit_n in_o his_o worship_n and_o service_n the_o soul_n only_o that_o be_v empty_v of_o the_o troublesome_a care_n and_o sinful_a desire_n wherewith_o most_o be_v surcharge_v and_o the_o mind_n that_o be_v set_v at_o liberty_n from_o all_o earthly_a vanity_n be_v fit_a to_o come_v before_o god_n with_o truth_n uprightness_n and_o sincerity_n and_o to_o offer_v such_o sacrifice_n with_o which_o he_o be_v well_o please_v and_o wherein_o he_o most_o delight_v o_o lord_n let_v not_o the_o excessive_a and_o inordinate_a desire_n of_o any_o earthly_a thing_n cleave_v unto_o i_o empty_a my_o heart_n of_o the_o care_n of_o this_o world_n banish_v far_o from_o i_o the_o love_n of_o all_o those_o thing_n whereby_o i_o may_v any_o way_n be_v hinder_v from_o the_o performance_n of_o those_o duty_n which_o thou_o require_v of_o i_o and_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v be_v careful_a to_o use_v all_o mean_n whereby_o my_o affection_n may_v be_v so_o right_o order_v that_o i_o may_v serve_v thou_o with_o a_o good_a heart_n in_o integrity_n and_o sincerity_n all_o my_o day_n true_a zeal_n they_o that_o be_v true_o zealous_a be_v more_o zealous_a against_o themselves_o than_o other_o as_o they_o do_v not_o when_o just_a occasion_n and_o opportunity_n be_v offer_v suffer_v the_o open_a sin_n of_o other_o to_o pass_v unreproved_a so_o they_o be_v least_o partial_a towards_o themselves_o but_o be_v ready_a to_o check_v themselves_o even_o for_o their_o inward_a and_o most_o secret_a corruption_n as_o they_o have_v a_o eye_n unto_o the_o action_n of_o other_o &_o be_v careful_a to_o discountenance_v sin_n by_o fasten_v a_o seasonable_a rebuke_n and_o just_a censure_n upon_o it_o wheresoever_o it_o do_v apparent_o show_v and_o manifest_v itself_o so_o especial_o they_o be_v always_o chief_o pry_v into_o their_o own_o action_n and_o have_v espy_v a_o fault_n be_v most_o severe_a &_o censorious_a in_o judge_v and_o rebuke_v themselves_o for_o it_o they_o be_v grieve_v at_o the_o offence_n of_o other_o but_o their_o own_o sin_n they_o do_v most_o gall_n they_o yea_o they_o can_v never_o be_v quiet_a while_o they_o see_v the_o relic_n &_o remainder_n of_o they_o abide_v in_o they_o but_o even_o groan_n daily_o under_o the_o burden_n of_o they_o and_o use_v all_o mean_n to_o have_v their_o heart_n purge_v and_o free_v from_o they_o good_a lord_n increase_v true_a zeal_n daily_o more_o and_o more_o in_o i_o let_v i_o not_o through_o childish_a fear_n nor_o any_o other_o sinister_a respect_n be_v too_o slack_a and_o remiss_a in_o show_v my_o dislike_n of_o the_o sin_n which_o other_o do_v commit_v against_o thy_o majesty_n and_o yet_o let_v i_o not_o be_v so_o ready_a to_o censure_v other_o as_o to_o reproove_v and_o reform_v myself_o a_o dangerous_a thing_n to_o affect_v the_o glory_n of_o the_o world_n he_o that_o love_v god_n and_o seek_v his_o glory_n can_v be_v altogether_o carry_v away_o with_o the_o vain_a glor_n e_o of_o this_o world_n but_o will_v either_o despise_v it_o or_o at_o least_o set_v very_a light_n by_o it_o he_o that_o love_v the_o glory_n of_o this_o world_n and_o do_v not_o only_o affect_v it_o but_o be_v also_o very_o eager_a in_o the_o pursuit_n of_o it_o thirst_v after_o the_o praise_n and_o applause_n of_o man_n it_o be_v a_o sign_n that_o there_o be_v little_a or_o no_o love_n of_o god_n or_o of_o his_o glory_n in_o he_o these_o be_v thing_n that_o can_v
breathe_v the_o life_n of_o grace_n daily_o more_o and_o more_o into_o i_o and_o to_o inspire_v i_o continual_o with_o good_a motion_n with_o holy_a and_o heavenly_a desire_n that_o so_o i_o may_v delight_v in_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v please_v unto_o thou_o and_o bring_v forth_o the_o fruit_n of_o the_o spirit_n abundant_o throughout_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o my_o life_n to_o the_o praise_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o grace_n from_o whence_o alone_o be_v all_o my_o sufficiency_n and_o ability_n to_o the_o benefit_n of_o those_o among_o who_o i_o either_o now_o do_v or_o hereafter_o shall_v live_v and_o to_o the_o endless_a comfort_n and_o salvation_n of_o my_o own_o soul_n through_o christ_n my_o lord_n and_o saviour_n who_o with_o thou_o o_o father_n and_o with_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n be_v bless_v and_o praise_v both_o now_o and_o evermore_o amen_n the_o love_n of_o the_o world_n and_o worldly_a desire_n banish_v all_o true_a love_n of_o god_n from_o the_o soul_n he_o that_o suffer_v any_o wordly_a desire_n or_o the_o inordinate_a affection_n of_o any_o earthly_a thing_n whatsoever_o to_o take_v place_n in_o his_o heart_n can_v love_v god_n sincere_o entire_o and_o unfeigned_o yea_o the_o more_o the_o desire_n of_o his_o heart_n be_v enlarge_v unto_o the_o affect_v of_o those_o thing_n the_o more_o be_v the_o love_n of_o god_n abate_v and_o diminish_v in_o he_o as_o much_o as_o the_o one_o increase_v so_o much_o the_o other_o of_o necessity_n must_v decrease_v o_o lord_n who_o have_v manifest_v thy_o love_n so_o rich_o towards_o i_o fill_v my_o heart_n daily_o more_o and_o more_o with_o the_o love_n of_o thy_o majesty_n let_v the_o same_o whole_o possess_v i_o for_o this_o end_n suffer_v i_o not_o to_o be_v entangle_v at_o any_o time_n with_o the_o inordinate_a desire_n of_o any_o of_o these_o fade_a and_o fruitless_a vanity_n but_o free_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o from_o the_o sinful_a and_o immoderate_a affect_v thereof_o yea_o purge_v my_o heart_n and_o banish_v far_o from_o i_o the_o love_n of_o all_o those_o thing_n which_o may_v be_v a_o mean_n in_o any_o sort_n to_o alienate_v my_o mind_n from_o thou_o and_o grant_v that_o my_o soul_n may_v delight_v in_o thou_o and_o that_o i_o may_v love_v thou_o with_o my_o whole_a heart_n yea_o that_o the_o affection_n of_o my_o love_n may_v be_v set_v and_o fix_v upon_o thou_o alone_o who_o only_o be_v worthy_a to_o be_v love_v above_o all_o thing_n and_o that_o if_o i_o love_v or_o affect_v any_o thing_n else_o it_o may_v not_o be_v otherwise_o then_o in_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o unto_o who_o i_o be_o desirous_a to_o give_v my_o heart_n with_o all_o the_o affection_n thereof_o the_o sinfulness_n of_o man_n nature_n corrupt_v o_o lord_n what_o a_o fountain_n of_o corruption_n do_v i_o see_v continual_o spring_v up_o within_o i_o and_o how_o much_o more_o do_v there_o abound_v in_o i_o which_o be_v hide_v from_o my_o eye_n be_v see_v only_o of_o thou_o who_o alone_o know_v the_o heart_n and_o behold_v the_o inward_a and_o most_o hide_a secret_n thereof_o which_o the_o eye_n of_o man_n can_v pierce_v into_o do_v thou_o vouchsafe_v to_o cleanse_v it_o daily_o more_o &_o more_o pour_v down_o plentiful_o that_o clean_a water_n of_o thy_o sanctify_a grace_n which_o may_v wash_v away_o that_o filthiness_n even_o those_o stain_n and_o pollution_n wherewith_o i_o be_o defile_v and_o which_o be_v loathsome_a in_o my_o own_o eye_n can_v but_o be_v as_o a_o abomination_n before_o thou_o who_o be_v so_o pure_a that_o thou_o can_v not_o see_v evil_a nor_o behold_v wickedness_n o_o let_v thy_o spirit_n purge_v and_o purify_v my_o soul_n from_o that_o inbred_a corruption_n and_o contagion_n thereof_o which_o cleave_v so_o fast_o unto_o it_o yea_o let_v it_o be_v as_o fire_n to_o dry_v up_o those_o pollute_a stream_n which_o flow_v continual_o from_o that_o unclean_a fountain_n that_o so_o i_o may_v be_v find_v of_o thou_o without_o spot_n and_o blameless_a in_o the_o day_n of_o that_o glorious_a appearance_n of_o thy_o son_n my_o bless_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n in_o who_o though_o i_o see_v he_o not_o yet_o do_v i_o believe_v and_o rejoice_v with_o joy_n unspeakable_a and_o glorious_a blindness_n of_o mind_n a_o great_a misery_n if_o any_o want_v the_o eye_n of_o their_o body_n they_o account_v it_o a_o great_a misery_n and_o will_v use_v any_o mean_n be_v at_o any_o cost_n to_o enjoy_v the_o comfort_n and_o benefit_n of_o their_o sight_n and_o yet_o most_o want_v the_o eye_n of_o their_o soul_n and_o think_v it_o to_o be_v no_o misery_n neither_o regard_n nor_o seek_v once_o for_o that_o wherein_o the_o comfort_n of_o their_o life_n consist_v and_o whereby_o they_o shall_v come_v to_o see_v the_o light_n of_o glory_n in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n o_o lord_n though_o other_o be_v wilful_o blind_a and_o so_o most_o miserable_a while_o they_o see_v it_o not_o yet_o open_v thou_o my_o eye_n ever_o more_o and_o more_o suffer_v not_o sin_n with_o the_o deceitfulnes_n thereof_o to_o draw_v any_o film_n over_o they_o but_o give_v i_o daily_o a_o clear_a sight_n of_o my_o own_o misery_n and_o of_o thy_o unspeakable_a mercy_n towards_o i_o who_o be_o unworthy_a of_o the_o least_o of_o they_o hardness_n of_o heart_n a_o fearful_a plague_n there_o can_v no_o worse_a plague_n happen_v unto_o any_o one_o than_o a_o hard_a and_o obdurate_a heart_n and_o yet_o alas_o how_o few_o be_v there_o that_o complain_v of_o it_o although_o they_o be_v far_o go_v with_o it_o how_o few_o that_o seek_v to_o be_v thorough_o recover_v of_o it_o although_o they_o have_v present_a mean_n continual_o offer_v unto_o they_o for_o the_o cure_n of_o it_o oh_o they_o know_v not_o the_o danger_n of_o it_o or_o if_o they_o do_v and_o seek_v not_o careful_o for_o the_o remedy_n sure_o they_o be_v exceed_o desperate_a of_o their_o estate_n good_a lord_n break_v thou_o this_o stony_a heart_n of_o i_o i_o humble_o pray_v thou_o give_v i_o to_o see_v and_o to_o grieve_v daily_o more_o and_o more_o for_o the_o hardness_n of_o it_o and_o never_o to_o sleep_v in_o rest_n till_o i_o feel_v it_o soften_v and_o mollify_v yea_o till_o i_o be_v cure_v and_o altogether_o recover_v of_o it_o howsoever_o it_o shall_v please_v thou_o outward_o to_o afflict_v i_o for_o my_o good_a yet_o lord_n keep_v i_o always_o i_o beseech_v thou_o from_o that_o inward_a spiritual_a and_o most_o fearful_a judgement_n which_o thou_o use_v to_o send_v upon_o the_o reprobate_n who_o be_v past_o all_o feel_n seal_v up_o unto_o themselves_o thereby_o the_o assurance_n of_o eternal_a perdition_n fear_v of_o god_n i_o have_v oft_o wonder_v to_o see_v in_o what_o awe_n most_o stand_v of_o mortal_a man_n who_o have_v power_n of_o their_o good_n life_n or_o outward_a estate_n how_o careful_a they_o be_v to_o please_v they_o how_o afraid_a to_o offend_v they_o and_o yet_o in_o the_o mean_a while_n how_o regardless_o they_o be_v and_o show_v themselves_o to_o be_v of_o that_o great_a that_o powerful_a and_o immortal_a god_n who_o name_n be_v terrible_a yea_o who_o be_v able_a present_o to_o cast_v they_o both_o soul_n and_o body_n into_o hell_n for_o ever_o there_o to_o have_v their_o portion_n among_o the_o damn_a either_o man_n be_v atheist_n and_o think_v there_o be_v no_o god_n for_o they_o that_o believe_v that_o there_o be_v a_o god_n can_v not_o but_o know_v that_o his_o power_n be_v infinite_a and_o therefore_o must_v needs_o fear_v he_o more_o than_o any_o man_n who_o power_n be_v but_o finite_a when_o it_o be_v great_a or_o else_o they_o be_v marvelous_a desperate_a who_o though_o they_o know_v and_o will_v acknowledge_v the_o power_n and_o the_o fierceness_n of_o his_o wrath_n yet_o fear_v not_o the_o punishment_n and_o the_o horrible_a torment_n which_o he_o have_v threaten_v against_o they_o o_o lord_n let_v i_o not_o be_v either_o so_o blind_v or_o so_o hard-hearted_a as_o the_o wicked_a and_o ungodly_a be_v let_v i_o always_o fear_v before_o thou_o and_o tremble_v at_o thy_o presence_n stand_v continual_o in_o awe_n of_o so_o great_a and_o glorious_a a_o majesty_n which_o the_o angel_n adore_v and_o reverence_n and_o let_v this_o fear_n of_o thou_o and_o thy_o righteous_a judgement_n banish_v and_o drive_v out_o of_o my_o heart_n the_o love_n of_o all_o sin_n so_o that_o i_o may_v not_o once_o dare_v willing_o to_o commit_v the_o same_o though_o i_o may_v thereby_o gain_v the_o whole_a world_n yea_o lord_n do_v thou_o plant_v thy_o fear_n in_o my_o heart_n let_v it_o possess_v my_o soul_n and_o then_o it_o can_v not_o be_v but_o that_o i_o shall_v seek_v in_o all_o thing_n to_o please_v thou_o more_o than_o man_n and_o fear_v to_o offend_v thou_o in_o
be_v not_o only_a much_o distemper_v in_o his_o soul_n but_o even_o out_o of_o his_o right_a mind_n and_o destitute_a of_o true_a wisdom_n and_o understanding_n see_v that_o it_o bereave_v a_o man_n of_o true_a glory_n unto_o which_o that_o be_v no_o way_n comparable_a and_o deprive_v he_o of_o divine_a and_o heavenly_a grace_n the_o most_o precious_a jewel_n in_o this_o world_n and_o most_o to_o be_v desire_v and_o seek_v for_o far_o above_o all_o fade_a and_o earthly_a vanity_n for_o while_o that_o any_o seek_v to_o please_v himself_o overmuch_o in_o receive_v honour_n of_o man_n he_o can_v but_o displease_v god_n very_o high_o and_o want_v that_o honour_n which_o be_v from_o above_o while_o he_o covet_v and_o hunt_v after_o the_o praise_n and_o applause_n of_o this_o world_n and_o desire_n to_o lift_v up_o himself_o in_o the_o pride_n and_o vanity_n of_o his_o heart_n above_o other_o the_o lord_n resist_v he_o and_o deni_v his_o grace_n unto_o he_o so_o that_o of_o all_o other_o he_o be_v herein_o through_o the_o just_a judgement_n of_o god_n most_o barren_a and_o fruitless_a have_v perhaps_o the_o shadow_n and_o outward_a appearance_n of_o some_o moral_a virtue_n but_o want_v that_o which_o be_v the_o life_n and_o soul_n of_o they_o o_o lord_n how_o little_a cause_n have_v i_o to_o glory_n of_o any_o thing_n that_o be_v in_o i_o except_o it_o be_v of_o my_o infirmity_n my_o weakness_n and_o manifold_a imperfection_n unto_o which_o i_o feel_v myself_o continual_o subject_a what_o be_v it_o for_o which_o i_o shall_v esteem_v myself_o to_o be_v any_o thing_n or_o to_o be_v once_o worthy_a to_o be_v account_v among_o the_o mean_a of_o thy_o servant_n for_o behold_v i_o be_o but_o a_o frail_a and_o a_o sinful_a man_n full_a of_o wretchedness_n and_o misery_n nothing_o without_o thou_o not_o able_a to_o do_v the_o least_o good_a but_o as_o i_o be_o strengthen_v and_o assist_v by_o thou_o ready_a to_o fail_v and_o to_o sink_v right_o down_o if_o i_o be_v not_o continual_o sustain_v and_o support_v by_o thou_o what_o shall_v i_o say_v if_o i_o have_v any_o thing_n it_o be_v only_o thy_o gift_n and_o thy_o gracious_a blessing_n for_o the_o which_o i_o can_v never_o be_v sufficient_o thankful_a far_o be_v it_o from_o i_o therefore_o to_o be_v so_o mislead_v with_o the_o vain_a conceit_n of_o wicked_a and_o ungodly_a man_n that_o i_o shall_v lift_v up_o myself_o above_o that_o which_o be_v meet_v or_o glory_n in_o any_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n lest_o it_o displease_v thou_o and_o cause_v thou_o in_o justice_n to_o bring_v shame_n and_o dishonour_n upon_o i_o but_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v rejoice_v and_o glory_v always_o and_o only_o in_o thou_o yea_o that_o i_o may_v extol_v and_o magnify_v thy_o name_n continual_o who_o be_v worthy_a of_o all_o praise_n and_o glory_n both_o now_o and_o evermore_o the_o christian_n paradise_n in_o this_o life_n the_o child_n of_o god_n live_v continual_o in_o a_o paradise_n even_o while_o they_o remain_v in_o this_o world_n and_o seem_v to_o other_o to_o be_v wretched_a and_o miserable_a subject_a unto_o manifold_a affliction_n and_o diverse_a kind_n of_o calamity_n they_o taste_v daily_o of_o the_o fruit_n of_o the_o tree_n of_o life_n and_o be_v refresh_v with_o those_o inward_a spiritual_a joy_n and_o heavenly_a delight_n which_o be_v above_o all_o other_o joy_n and_o in_o comparison_n whereof_o all_o the_o pleasure_n and_o delight_n which_o this_o deceitful_a and_o entice_a world_n can_v afford_v they_o be_v but_o mere_a vanity_n they_o be_v certify_v of_o their_o salvation_n they_o know_v themselves_o to_o be_v elect_v &_o redeem_v by_o christ_n their_o saviour_n and_o that_o none_o can_v take_v they_o out_o of_o his_o hand_n who_o be_v so_o mighty_a and_o powerful_a in_o himself_o and_o so_o gracious_a and_o love_a unto_o they_o yea_o by_o faith_n and_o hope_v they_o be_v ascend_v into_o heaven_n and_o in_o spirit_n behold_v that_o mansion_n place_v provide_v for_o they_o and_o that_o glory_n which_o he_o who_o never_o deceive_v any_o that_o trust_v in_o he_o have_v promise_v unto_o they_o the_o remembrance_n and_o joyful_a expectation_n whereof_o do_v even_o ravish_v their_o soul_n and_o cause_v they_o to_o glory_n in_o the_o lord_n and_o in_o the_o riches_n of_o his_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n so_o gracious_o &_o bountiful_o vouchsafe_v unto_o they_o when_o they_o be_v most_o unworthy_a of_o it_o o_o bless_a lord_n open_v my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o excellency_n of_o that_o estate_n whereunto_o thou_o have_v call_v i_o of_o thy_o free_a grace_n take_v away_o that_o veil_n which_o satan_n seek_v to_o spread_v before_o i_o that_o so_o i_o may_v not_o see_v into_o that_o glory_n which_o thou_o of_o thy_o endless_a love_n and_o unspeakable_a goodness_n have_v make_v i_o partaker_n of_o even_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o those_o weakness_n those_o infirmity_n and_o affliction_n wherewith_o i_o be_o compass_v about_o on_o every_o side_n thou_o have_v give_v i_o thy_o spirit_n to_o be_v my_o comforter_n in_o all_o my_o sorrow_n yea_o my_o faithful_a guide_n to_o lead_v i_o along_o safe_o by_o the_o water_n of_o divine_a and_o heavenly_a consolation_n and_o to_o conduct_v i_o with_o much_o peace_n and_o joy_n through_o this_o vale_n of_o misery_n unto_o that_o promise_a rest_n that_o heavenly_a canaan_n every_o day_n thou_o cause_v i_o to_o taste_v of_o thy_o goodness_n yea_o fille_v i_o with_o thy_o hide_a treasure_n such_o as_o the_o world_n be_v not_o acquaint_v with_o even_o in_o the_o depth_n of_o misery_n thou_o make_v i_o to_o see_v and_o to_o enjoy_v the_o blessedness_n and_o glory_n of_o thy_o saint_n and_o choose_a one_o and_o after_o that_o i_o have_v be_v for_o a_o while_n toss_v in_o this_o sea_n will_v cause_v i_o speedy_o to_o arrive_v at_o that_o haven_n where_o i_o will_v be_v yea_o thou_o will_v stretch_v forth_o thy_o hand_n and_o receive_v i_o into_o thy_o own_o presence_n &_o cause_v i_o to_o behold_v thy_o face_n in_o that_o brightness_n of_o glory_n for_o evermore_o how_o the_o life_n to_o come_v aught_o to_o be_v desire_v of_o every_o true_a christian_a in_o regard_n of_o the_o excellency_n and_o glory_n of_o it_o that_o heathenish_a pagan_a as_o be_v report_v of_o he_o read_v plato_n discourse_n of_o the_o soul_n immortality_n &_o estate_n after_o this_o life_n be_v so_o ravish_v therewith_o that_o with_o the_o desire_n thereof_o he_o cast_v himself_o into_o the_o sea_n &_o end_v his_o life_n his_o act_n be_v sinful_a and_o no_o way_n to_o be_v imitate_v by_o any_o for_o no_o man_n be_v to_o cut_v off_o the_o thread_n of_o his_o life_n until_o the_o lord_n appoint_v time_n but_o yet_o his_o vehement_a desire_n and_o earnest_n affect_v of_o that_o glory_n which_o he_o apprehend_v &_o conceit_v in_o his_o mind_n may_v teach_v even_o we_o that_o be_v christian_n to_o blush_v in_o ourselves_o when_o we_o find_v our_o heart_n so_o dull_a and_o senseless_a that_o the_o remembrance_n of_o that_o promise_a glory_n and_o happine_n swill_v no_o more_o affect_v we_o then_o ordinary_o it_o do_v the_o most_o oh_o it_o shall_v whole_o possess_v our_o soul_n and_o ravish_v our_o mind_n and_o cause_v we_o to_o labour_v by_o all_o mean_n to_o get_v assurance_n upon_o good_a evidence_n that_o we_o shall_v at_o length_n have_v our_o part_n and_o portion_n in_o it_o be_v gather_v togeher_n with_o all_o the_o saint_n into_o that_o glorious_a kingdom_n those_o heavenly_a mansion_n o_o merciful_a god_n how_o great_a be_v thy_o goodness_n how_o unsearchable_a be_v the_o riches_n of_o thy_o grace_n and_o favour_n towards_o thy_o saint_n and_o choose_a one_o those_o who_o in_o christ_n jesus_n thou_o imbrace_v before_o all_o world_n oh_o how_o bless_a and_o glorious_a be_v that_o estate_n which_o thou_o reserve_v for_o they_o in_o the_o heaven_n and_o which_o thou_o will_v give_v they_o possession_n of_o as_o soon_o as_o these_o frail_a and_o sinful_a day_n of_o they_o be_v end_v thou_o will_v cause_v they_o to_o shine_v as_o the_o star_n yea_o as_o the_o sun_n itself_o when_o it_o be_v in_o the_o great_a brightness_n all_o kind_n of_o impurity_n and_o uncleanness_n be_v do_v away_o thou_o will_v clothe_v they_o with_o the_o glorious_a robe_n of_o innocence_n righteousness_n and_o holiness_n thou_o will_v adorn_v they_o with_o those_o precious_a jewel_n of_o all_o divine_a and_o heavenly_a grace_n and_o cause_v thy_o name_n to_o be_v write_v in_o their_o forehead_n yea_o thou_o will_v set_v they_o upon_o throne_n with_o thy_o christ_n with_o sceptre_n in_o their_o hand_n and_o crown_n on_o their_o head_n and_o give_v unto_o they_o for_o a_o everlasting_a inheritance_n that_o celestial_a kingdom_n of_o endless_a bliss_n &_o happiness_n thou_o will_v every_o way_n