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thou_o may_v have_v challenge_v more_o interest_n to_o heaven_n than_o now_o thou_o can_v many_o summer_n day_n &_o long_a winter_n night_n have_v thy_o folly_n take_v thou_o up_o and_o these_o seem_v short_a unto_o thou_o because_o thou_o take_v delight_v in_o those_o pleasure_n of_o vanity_n but_o to_o bestow_v one_o short_a hour_n upon_o devotion_n o_o how_o many_o distraction_n do_v that_o suffer_v and_o how_o long_o and_o tedious_a seem_v that_o hour_n because_o that_o task_n be_v wearisome_a to_o thou_o and_o thy_o mind_n be_v elsewhere_o wander_v and_o will_v not_o stay_v with_o thou_o and_o can_v thou_o now_o think_v that_o so_o rich_a a_o kingdom_n
she_o that_o loose_a libertine_n thy_o fleshly_a idumaean_a be_v thy_o work_n of_o righteousness_n account_v as_o a_o a_o menstruous_a cloth_n by_o she_o be_v thou_o bring_v to_o nothing_o esteem_v as_o a_o vain_a thing_n and_o in_o manner_n nothing_o for_o tell_v i_o o_o tell_v i_o poor_a delude_a soul_n what_o other_o thing_n be_v this_o flesh_n who_o society_n thou_o seem_v so_o high_o to_o tender_v but_o mere_a foam_n make_v flesh_n and_o clothe_v with_o frail_a honour_n but_o shall_v thou_o consider_v o_o my_o soul_n what_o will_v become_v of_o she_o how_o after_o death_n her_o honour_n shall_v lie_v in_o the_o dust_n how_o she_o shall_v be_v stink_a carrion_n full_a of_o misery_n and_o corruption_n meat_n for_o worm_n again_o how_o neat_o so_o ever_o she_o seem_v now_o trick_v trim_v and_o tire_v she_o be_v no_o more_o but_o flesh_n and_o that_o flesh_n and_o the_o beauty_n thereof_o as_o the_o flower_n of_o the_o field_n again_o will_v thou_o but_o consider_v her_o present_a 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with_o my_o flesh_n chap._n 6._o what_o assault_v he_o suffer_v by_o thy_o devil_n both_o in_o company_n and_o privacy_n o_o thou_o envious_a one_o be_v it_o not_o sufficient_a for_o thou_o to_o lose_v thyself_o by_o the_o pride_n but_o like_o a_o cruel_a cunning_a nimrod_n haunt_v day_n and_o night_n after_o innocent_a blood_n thou_o be_v for_o ever_o lose_v and_o thou_o will_v have_v my_o poor_a soul_n in_o the_o same_o state_n and_o to_o bring_v thy_o purpose_n about_o thou_o have_v practise_v with_o people_n of_o my_o own_o family_n to_o betray_v my_o fort_n unto_o the_o enemy_n thou_o have_v winnow_v i_o and_o as_o thou_o find_v i_o affect_v thou_o wrought_v upon_o i_o thou_o have_v bait_n in_o store_n for_o every_o soul_n to_o take_v he_o nap_v in_o his_o darling_n sin_n if_o thou_o found_v he_o labour_n of_o that_o birth_n wherein_o thou_o perish_v thou_o can_v suggest_v to_o he_o thought_n of_o his_o own_o ability_n bring_v he_o to_o a_o disdain_n of_o other_o tell_v he_o the_o 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the_o bank_n of_o that_o famous_a river_n sybaris_n where_o he_o erect_v a_o school_n for_o love_n afterward_o rich_o endow_v by_o such_o eminent_a proficient_o as_o have_v be_v scholar_n in_o it_o but_o desire_v much_o to_o see_v foreign_a country_n not_o only_o to_o improve_v his_o own_o knowledge_n but_o observe_v her_o command_n to_o who_o service_n he_o stand_v oblige_v he_o coast_v along_o by_o paphos_n where_o his_o mother_n the_o sovereigness_n of_o every_o loyal_a lover_n than_o keep_v court_n and_o from_o thence_o with_o merry_a gale_n he_o come_v to_o cyprâ—s_n and_o some_o few_o month_n after_o to_o renown_a latium_n where_o he_o find_v such_o entertainment_n as_o neither_o care_n nor_o cost_n be_v awanting_a to_o procure_v his_o like_n i_o importune_v he_o much_o to_o hear_v some_o of_o those_o lesson_n which_o he_o have_v former_o teach_v and_o wherein_o i_o desire_v much_o to_o become_v his_o scholar_n but_o small_a importunity_n need_v see_v his_o own_o desire_n be_v 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that_o which_o be_v not_o only_o the_o loss_n of_o all_o goodness_n but_o the_o purchase_n of_o all_o torment_n o_o thou_o precious_a treasure_n of_o a_o continent_n soul_n how_o unhappy_o be_o i_o rob_v of_o thou_o o_o my_o soul_n my_o belove_a how_o be_v thou_o now_o to_o be_v loathe_v o_o my_o soul_n no_o more_o my_o solace_n but_o my_o anguish_n o_o my_o dear_a how_o be_v thou_o now_o become_v my_o despair_n whether_o be_v thou_o fall_v how_o have_v thou_o leave_v i_o nay_o how_o have_v thou_o reave_v i_o of_o those_o comfort_n which_o i_o expect_v from_o thou_o to_o what_o a_o sink_n of_o all_o filth_n and_o pollution_n have_v thou_o o_o lust_n of_o my_o flesh_n draw_v i_o how_o may_v i_o hope_v for_o pardon_n in_o play_v so_o impudent_o the_o wanton_a even_o by_o thy_o mediation_n my_o sweet_a saviour_n o_o offer_v up_o my_o poor_a petition_n unto_o thy_o father_n that_o i_o may_v become_v thy_o devout_a saint_n and_o servant_n who_o be_v sometime_o a_o servant_n to_o sin_n in_o every_o member_n chap._n 52._o envy_n have_v thus_o free_o enjoy_v the_o conference_n of_o these_o three_o guest_n in_o who_o familiarity_n i_o take_v much_o content_n for_o as_o the_o first_o and_o three_o have_v recommend_v to_o i_o rule_n of_o state_n and_o motive_n to_o pleasure_n so_o have_v the_o second_o teach_v i_o a_o thrive_a way_n how_o to_o cram_v my_o coffer_n that_o i_o may_v more_o full_o maintain_v the_o port_n both_o ofth_v '_o one_o and_o the_o other_o hold_v myself_o satisfy_v in_o these_o i_o resolve_v to_o enter_v into_o treaty_n with_o the_o rest_n so_o as_o walk_v one_o day_n very_o early_o i_o chance_v to_o meet_v with_o one_o but_o the_o unbeseeming'_v one_o of_o all_o my_o
o_o my_o dear_a saviour_n look_v upon_o i_o who_o have_v lose_v myself_o by_o look_v and_o long_v after_o what_o be_v unlawful_a for_o i_o o_o though_o i_o be_v not_o worthy_a by_o lift_v up_o my_o eye_n to_o heaven_n to_o pray_v unto_o thou_o yet_o be_o i_o not_o unworthy_a by_o blind_a my_o eye_n with_o tear_n to_o weep_v before_o thou_o o_o do_v not_o turn_v away_o thy_o eye_n from_o i_o i_o be_o whole_o lose_v if_o thou_o despise_v i_o but_o i_o shall_v renew_v as_o the_o feather_n of_o a_o eagle_n if_o thou_o vouchsafe_v but_o to_o look_v upon_o i_o o_o may_v my_o delight_n be_v in_o thy_o law_n my_o object_n thy_o cross_n my_o conscience_n my_o feast_n righteousness_n my_o crown_n chap._n 58._o hear_v will_v any_o one_o think_v that_o man_n the_o noble_a of_o god_n creature_n nay_o to_o who_o he_o have_v give_v dominion_n over_o all_o his_o creature_n man_n i_o say_v endue_v with_o a_o reasonable_a soul_n shall_v make_v that_o sense_n which_o be_v give_v he_o for_o edification_n the_o instrument_n of_o his_o perdition_n and_o yet_o behold_v the_o man_n with_o a_o sense_n accompany_v and_o corrupt_a man_n faith_n come_v by_o hear_v and_o yet_o how_o have_v i_o break_v my_o faith_n by_o hear_v i_o have_v sometime_o vow_v though_o not_o myself_o yet_o by_o such_o as_o undertake_v for_o i_o that_o i_o will_v forsake_v the_o devil_n and_o his_o work_n with_o the_o pomp_n and_o vanity_n of_o the_o flesh_n but_o where_o be_v my_o performance_n have_v i_o not_o defame_v my_o neighbour_n or_o hear_v he_o defame_v and_o what_o have_v i_o answer_v for_o he_o nay_o have_v i_o not_o delight_v in_o hear_v he_o defame_v or_o enlarge_v his_o disgrace_n with_o some_o new_a reproach_n have_v i_o enter_v god_n temple_n the_o house_n of_o the_o most_o high_a with_o a_o sanctify_a ear_n nay_o have_v i_o not_o come_v thither_o rather_o to_o traduce_v then_o useful_o hear_v have_v i_o not_o labour_v to_o catch_v at_o this_o doctrine_n or_o admit_v i_o come_v there_o with_o a_o heart_n prepare_v for_o devotion_n and_o with_o a_o ear_n ready_a to_o receive_v instruction_n do_v not_o the_o eye_n practice_v with_o the_o heart_n to_o surprise_v the_o ear_n and_o by_o that_o mean_n decline_v it_o from_o do_v what_o it_o intend_v by_o give_v ear_n to_o that_o which_o may_v distract_v it_o nay_o let_v i_o come_v a_o little_a near_o thou_o thou_o lose_v dissolute_a and_o unprepared_a eare._n have_v thou_o hear_v so_o much_o as_o a_o psalm_n in_o the_o church_n without_o distraction_n do_v not_o those_o sweet_a air_n of_o spiritual_a devotion_n so_o far_o transport_v thou_o that_o thou_o give_v better_a ear_n to_o the_o note_n how_o sweet_o it_o be_v sing_v then_o to_o the_o end_n for_o which_o it_o be_v sing_v do_v not_o take_v more_o delight_n in_o the_o voice_n than_o the_o matter_n and_o by_o that_o mean_n in_o the_o ear_n of_o thy_o maker_n become_v a_o unfitting_a quirister_fw-mi do_v thou_o not_o by_o break_v a_o note_n to_o please_v thy_o fancy_n conceive_v more_o content_a in_o the_o melody_n of_o the_o voice_n than_o purity_n of_o the_o heart_n nay_o do_v not_o prefer_v the_o very_a measure_n or_o composure_n of_o it_o athan._n before_o his_o honour_n for_o which_o it_o be_v pen_v nay_o have_v not_o god_n speak_v unto_o thou_o in_o a_o psalm_n and_o thou_o unto_o he_o yet_o do_v thou_o consider_v who_o psalm_n it_o be_v 8._o or_o for_o who_o it_o be_v when_o thou_o do_v sing_v it_o to_o he_o again_o shall_v we_o leave_v the_o church_n and_o go_v into_o the_o world_n tell_v i_o o_o tell_v i_o how_o do_v thou_o there_o employ_v thy_o hear_n do_v not_o take_v infinite_a delight_n in_o a_o filthy_a song_n do_v not_o a_o wanton_a light_a tune_n bring_v thou_o to_o think_v of_o thy_o light_a mistress_n or_o do_v it_o not_o suggest_v to_o thou_o some_o loose_a thought_n provoke_v fancy_n or_o some_o other_o heavy_a melancholy_a thought_n egg_v thou_o on_o to_o some_o desperate_a act_n of_o revenge_n or_o fury_n o_o yes_o thus_o do_v thou_o 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