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knowledge_n shall_v be_v increase_v 1.18_o that_o their_o sorrow_n may_v be_v increase_v as_o adam_n by_o his_o fall_n do_v come_v to_o the_o knowledge_n of_o good_a and_o evil_a so_o shall_v all_o the_o damn_a have_v this_o increase_n of_o knowledge_n as_o the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o excellency_n of_o that_o good_a which_o they_o do_v enjoy_v and_o of_o that_o evil_n which_o they_o have_v escape_v be_v necesâ—sary_a to_o the_o glorify_a saint_n that_o they_o may_v rational_o and_o true_o enjoy_v their_o glory_n so_o be_v the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o greatness_n of_o that_o good_a which_o they_o have_v lose_v and_o of_o that_o evil_n which_o they_o have_v procure_v to_o themselves_o necessary_a to_o the_o torment_a of_o these_o wretched_a sinner_n for_o as_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n be_v not_o enjoy_v so_o much_o by_o the_o bodily_a sense_n as_o by_o the_o intellect_n and_o affection_n so_o it_o be_v by_o understand_v their_o misery_n and_o by_o affection_n answerable_a that_o the_o wicked_a shall_v endure_v the_o most_o of_o their_o torment_n for_o as_o it_o be_v the_o soul_n that_o be_v the_o chief_a in_o the_o guilt_n whether_o positive_o by_o lead_v to_o sin_n or_o only_o privative_o in_o not_o keep_v the_o authority_n of_o reason_n over_o sense_n the_o understanding_n be_v guilty_a i_o will_v not_o now_o dispute_v so_o shall_v the_o soul_n be_v chief_a in_o the_o punishment_n doubtless_o those_o poor_a soul_n will_v be_v comparative_o happy_a if_o their_o understanding_n be_v whole_o take_v from_o they_o if_o they_o have_v no_o more_o knowledge_n than_o idiot_n or_o bruit_n beast_n or_o if_o they_o know_v no_o more_o in_o hell_n than_o they_o do_v upon_o earth_n their_o loss_n and_o misery_n will_v then_o less_o trouble_v they_o though_o all_o knowledge_n be_v physical_o good_a yet_o some_o may_v be_v neither_o moral_o good_a nor_o good_a to_o the_o owner_n therefore_o when_o the_o scripture_n say_v of_o the_o wicked_a that_o they_o shall_v not_o see_v life_n joh_n 3.36_o nor_o see_v god_n heb._n 12.14_o the_o meaning_n be_v they_o shall_v not_o possess_v life_n or_o see_v god_n as_o the_o saint_n do_v to_o enjoy_v he_o by_o that_o sight_n they_o shall_v not_o see_v he_o with_o any_o comfort_n nor_o as_o their_o own_o but_o yet_o they_o shall_v see_v he_o to_o their_o terror_n as_o their_o enemy_n and_o i_o think_v they_o shall_v have_v some_o kind_n of_o eternal_a knowledge_n or_o behold_v of_o god_n and_o heaven_n and_o the_o saint_n that_o be_v there_o happy_a as_o a_o necessary_a ingredient_n to_o their_o unutterable_a calamity_n the_o rich_a man_n shall_v see_v abraham_n and_o lazarus_n but_o afar_o off_o 6._o as_o god_n behold_v they_o afar_o off_o so_o they_o shall_v they_o behold_v god_n afar_o off_o oh_o how_o happy_a man_n will_v they_o now_o think_v themselves_o if_o they_o do_v not_o know_v that_o there_o be_v such_o a_o place_n as_o heaven_n or_o if_o they_o can_v but_o shut_v their_o eye_n and_o cease_v to_o behold_v it_o now_o when_o their_o knowledge_n will_v help_v to_o prevent_v their_o misery_n they_o will_v not_o know_v or_o will_v not_o read_v and_o study_v that_o they_o may_v know_v therefore_o then_o when_o their_o knowledge_n will_v but_o feed_v their_o consume_a fire_n they_o shall_v know_v whether_o they_o will_v or_o no_o as_o toad_n and_o serpent_n know_v not_o their_o own_o vile_a and_o venomous_a nature_n nor_o the_o excellent_a nature_n of_o man_n or_o other_o creature_n and_o therefore_o be_v neither_o trouble_v at_o their_o own_o nor_o desirous_a of_o we_o so_o be_v it_o with_o the_o wicked_a here_o but_o when_o their_o eye_n at_o death_n shall_v be_v sudden_o open_v than_o the_o case_n will_v be_v sudden_o alter_v they_o be_v now_o in_o a_o dead_a sleep_n and_o they_o dream_v that_o they_o be_v the_o happy_a man_n in_o the_o world_n and_o that_o the_o godly_a be_v but_o a_o company_n of_o precise_a fool_n and_o that_o either_o heaven_n will_v be_v they_o as_o sure_a as_o another_o or_o else_o they_o may_v make_v shift_n without_o it_o as_o they_o have_v do_v here_o but_o when_o death_n smite_v these_o man_n and_o bid_v they_o awake_a and_o rouse_v they_o out_o of_o their_o pleasant_a dream_n how_o will_v they_o stand_v up_o amaze_v and_o confound_v how_o will_v their_o judgement_n be_v change_v in_o a_o moment_n and_o they_o that_o will_v not_o see_v shall_v then_o see_v and_o be_v ashamed_a sect_n ii_o 2._o 2._o another_o reason_n to_o prove_v that_o the_o loss_n of_o heaven_n will_v more_o torment_v they_o then_o be_v this_o because_o as_o the_o understanding_n will_v be_v clear_v so_o it_o will_v be_v more_o enlarge_v and_o make_v more_o capacious_a to_o conceive_v of_o the_o worth_n of_o that_o glory_n which_o they_o have_v lose_v the_o strength_n of_o their_o apprehension_n as_o well_o as_o the_o truth_n of_o they_o will_v be_v then_o increase_v what_o deep_a apprehension_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n of_o the_o madness_n of_o sin_v of_o the_o misery_n of_o sinner_n have_v those_o soul_n that_o now_o endure_v this_o misery_n in_o comparison_n of_o those_o on_o earth_n that_o do_v but_o hear_v of_o it_o what_o sensible_a apprehension_n of_o the_o worth_n of_o life_n have_v the_o condemn_a man_n that_o be_v go_v to_o be_v execute_v in_o comparison_n of_o what_o he_o be_v wont_a to_o have_v in_o the_o time_n of_o his_o prosperity_n much_o more_o will_v the_o actual_a deprivation_n of_o eternal_a blessedness_n make_v the_o damn_a exceed_v apprehensive_a of_o the_o greatness_n of_o their_o loss_n and_o as_o a_o large_a vessel_n will_v hold_v more_o water_n than_o a_o shell_n so_o will_v their_o more_o enlarge_v understanding_n contain_v more_o matter_n to_o feed_v their_o torment_n than_o now_o their_o shallow_a capacity_n can_v do_v sect_n iii_o 3._o 3._o
easy_a condition_n the_o crown_n be_v tender_v to_o they_o if_o their_o work_n have_v be_v to_o remove_v mountain_n to_o conquer_v kingdom_n to_o fulfil_v the_o law_n to_o the_o small_a tittle_n than_o the_o impossibility_n will_v somewhat_o assuage_v the_o rage_n of_o their_o self-accusing_a conscience_n if_o their_o condition_n for_o heaven_n have_v be_v the_o satisfy_n of_o justice_n for_o all_o their_o transgression_n the_o suffering_n of_o all_o that_o the_o law_n do_v lay_v upon_o they_o or_o bear_v that_o burden_n which_o christ_n be_v fain_o to_o bear_v why_o this_o be_v nothing_o but_o to_o suffer_v hell_n to_o escape_v hell_n but_o their_o condition_n be_v of_o another_o nature_n the_o yoke_n be_v light_a and_o the_o burden_n be_v easy_a which_o jesus_n christ_n will_v have_v lay_v upon_o they_o 5.3_o his_o commandment_n be_v not_o grievous_a it_o be_v but_o to_o repent_v of_o their_o former_a transgression_n and_o cordial_o to_o accept_v he_o for_o their_o saviour_n and_o their_o lord_n to_o study_v his_o will_n and_o seek_v his_o face_n to_o renounce_v all_o other_o happiness_n but_o that_o which_o he_o procure_v we_o and_o to_o take_v the_o lord_n alone_o for_o our_o supreme_a good_a to_o renounce_v the_o government_n of_o the_o world_n and_o the_o flesh_n and_o to_o submit_v to_o his_o meek_a and_o gracious_a government_n to_o forsake_v the_o way_n of_o our_o own_o devise_v and_o to_o walk_v in_o his_o holy_a delightful_a way_n to_o engage_v ourselves_o to_o this_o by_o covenant_n with_o he_o and_o to_o continue_v faithful_a in_o that_o covenant_n these_o be_v the_o term_n on_o which_o they_o may_v have_v enjoy_v the_o kingdom_n and_o be_v there_o any_o thing_n unreasonable_a in_o all_o this_o or_o have_v they_o any_o thing_n to_o object_n against_o it_o be_v it_o a_o hard_a bargain_n to_o have_v heaven_n upon_o these_o condition_n when_o all_o the_o price_n that_o be_v require_v be_v only_o our_o accept_n it_o in_o that_o way_n that_o the_o wisdom_n 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thou_o from_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n and_o i_o will_v give_v thou_o everlasting_a life_n o_o gracious_a offer_n o_o easy_a term_n o_o curse_a wretch_n that_o will_v not_o be_v persuade_v to_o accept_v they_o sect_n xiii_o 13._o eight_o furthermore_n this_o also_o will_v be_v a_o most_o torment_a consideration_n to_o remember_v what_o they_o sell_v their_o eternal_a welfare_n for_o and_o what_o it_o be_v that_o they_o have_v for_o heaven_n when_o they_o compare_v the_o value_n of_o the_o pleasure_n of_o sin_n with_o the_o value_n of_o the_o recompense_n of_o reward_n which_o they_o forsake_v for_o those_o pleasure_n how_o will_v the_o vast_a disproportion_n astonish_v they_o to_o think_v of_o a_o few_o merry_a hour_n a_o few_o pleasant_a cup_n or_o sweet_a morsel_n a_o little_a ease_n or_o low_a delight_n to_o the_o flesh_n the_o applaud_a breath_n of_o the_o mouth_n of_o mortal_a man_n or_o the_o possession_n of_o so_o much_o m._n gold_n or_o earth_n and_o then_o to_o think_v of_o the_o everlasting_a glory_n what_o a_o vast_a difference_n between_o they_o will_v then_o appear_v to_o think_v this_o be_v all_o i_o have_v for_o my_o soul_n my_o god_n my_o hope_n of_o â—â—lessedness_n it_o can_v possible_o be_v express_v how_o these_o thought_n will_v tear_v his_o very_a heart_n then_o will_v he_o exclaim_v against_o his_o folly_n o_o deserve_o miserable_a wretch_n do_v i_o set_v my_o soul_n to_o sale_n on_o so_o base_a a_o price_n do_v i_o part_v with_o my_o god_n for_o a_o little_a â—_o dirt_n and_o dross_n and_o sell_v my_o saviour_n as_o judas_n for_o a_o little_a silver_n o_o for_o how_o small_a a_o matter_n have_v i_o part_v with_o my_o happiness_n i_o have_v but_o a_o dream_n of_o delight_n for_o my_o hope_n of_o heaven_n and_o now_o i_o be_o awake_v it_o be_v all_o vanish_v where_o be_v now_o my_o honour_n and_o attendance_n who_o do_v applaud_v i_o or_o trumpet_n out_o my_o praise_n where_o be_v the_o cap_n and_o knee_n that_o be_v wont_a to_o do_v i_o reverence_v my_o morsel_n now_o be_v turn_v to_o gall_n and_o my_o cup_n to_o wormwood_n they_o delight_v i_o no_o long_o than_o while_o they_o be_v pass_v down_o when_o they_o be_v past_o my_o taste_n the_o pleasure_n perish_v and_o be_v this_o all_o that_o i_o have_v have_v for_o the_o inestimable_a treasure_n o_o what_o a_o mad_a exchange_n do_v i_o make_v what_o if_o i_o have_v gain_v all_o the_o world_n and_o lose_v my_o soul_n will_v it_o have_v be_v a_o save_a match_n but_o alas_o how_o small_a a_o part_n of_o the_o world_n be_v it_o for_o which_o i_o give_v up_o my_o part_n in_o glory_n o_o that_o sinner_n will_v forethink_v of_o this_o when_o they_o be_v swim_v in_o delight_n of_o flesh_n and_o study_v how_o to_o be_v rich_a and_o honourable_a in_o the_o world_n when_o they_o be_v desperate_o venture_v upon_o know_a transgression_n and_o sin_v against_o the_o check_n of_o conscience_n 14._o sect_n fourteen_o ninthly_o yet_o much_o more_o will_v it_o add_v unto_o their_o torment_n when_o they_o consider_v that_o all_o this-was_a their_o own_o do_n and_o that_o they_o most_o wilful_o do_v procure_v their_o own_o destruction_n have_v they_o be_v force_v to_o sin_n whether_o they_o will_v or_o no_o it_o will_v much_o abate_v the_o rage_n of_o their_o conscience_n or_o if_o they_o be_v punish_v for_o another_o man_n transgression_n or_o if_o any_o other_o have_v be_v the_o chief_a author_n of_o their_o ruin_n but_o to_o think_v that_o it_o be_v the_o choice_n of_o their_o own_o will_n and_o that_o god_n have_v set_v they_o in_o so_o free_a a_o condition_n that_o none_o in_o the_o world_n can_v have_v force_v they_o to_o sin_n against_o their_o
possession_n that_o thou_o be_v willing_a to_o have_v they_o try_v and_o fearful_a of_o be_v deceive_v that_o they_o stir_v up_o they_o desire_v of_o enjoy_v what_o thou_o hope_v for_o and_o the_o defer_v thereof_o be_v the_o trouble_n of_o thy_o heart_n prov._n 13.12_o if_o thou_o be_v sure_a that_o thy_o hope_n be_v such_o as_o these_o god_n forbid_v that_o i_o shall_v speak_v a_o word_n against_o they_o or_o discourage_v thou_o from_o proceed_v to_o hope_v thus_o to_o the_o end_n no_o i_o rather_o persuade_v thou_o to_o go_v on_o in_o the_o strength_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o what_o ever_o man_n or_o devil_n or_o thy_o own_o unbelieving_a heart_n shall_v say_v against_o it_o go_v on_o and_o hold_v fast_o thy_o hope_n and_o be_v sure_a it_o shall_v never_o make_v thou_o ashamed_a but_o if_o thy_o hope_n be_v not_o of_o this_o spiritual_a nature_n and_o if_o thou_o be_v able_a to_o give_v no_o better_a reason_n why_o thou_o hope_v than_o the_o worst_a in_o the_o world_n may_v give_v that_o god_n be_v merciful_a and_o thou_o must_v speed_v as_o well_o as_o thou_o can_v or_o the_o like_a and_o have_v not_o one_o sound_a evidence_n of_o a_o save_a work_n of_o grace_n upon_o thy_o soul_n to_o show_v for_o thy_o hope_n but_o only_o hope_v that_o thou_o shall_v be_v save_v because_o thou_o will_v have_v it_o so_o and_o because_o it_o be_v a_o terrible_a thing_n to_o despair_v if_o this_o be_v thy_o case_n delay_v not_o a_o hour_n but_o present_o cast_v away_o those_o hope_n that_o thou_o may_v get_v into_o a_o capacity_n of_o have_v better_a in_o their_o stead_n but_o it_o may_v be_v thou_o will_v think_v this_o strange_a doctrine_n and_o say_v what_o will_v you_o persuade_v i_o direct_o to_o despair_v answ._n sinner_n i_o will_v be_v loath_a to_o have_v thy_o soul_n destroy_v by_o wilful_a self-delusion_n the_o truth_n be_v there_o be_v a_o hope_n such_o as_o i_o have_v before_o show_v thou_o of_o which_o be_v a_o singular_a grace_n and_o duty_n and_o there_o be_v a_o 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whatsoever_o god_n have_v promise_v to_o do_v either_o to_o all_o man_n in_o general_a or_o to_o such_o as_o thou_o be_v i_o will_v not_o have_v thou_o doubt_v of_o any_o of_o these_o in_o the_o least_o measure_n much_o less_o despair_n 16.13_o but_o this_o be_v the_o despair_n that_o i_o will_v persuade_v thou_o to_o as_o thou_o love_v thy_o soul_n that_o thou_o despair_v of_o ever_o be_v save_v except_o thou_o be_v bear_v again_o or_o of_o see_v god_n without_o holiness_n or_o of_o escape_v perish_v except_o thou_o sound_o repent_v or_o of_o ever_o have_v part_n in_o christ_n or_o salvation_n by_o he_o or_o ever_o be_v one_o of_o his_o true_a disciple_n except_o thou_o love_v he_o above_o father_n mother_n or_o thy_o own_o life_n or_o of_o ever_o have_v a_o treasure_n in_o heaven_n except_o thy_o very_a heart_n be_v there_o or_o of_o ever_o escape_v eternal_a death_n if_o thou_o walk_v after_o the_o flesh_n and_o do_v not_o by_o the_o spirit_n mortify_v the_o deed_n of_o the_o 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his_o way_n what_o must_v be_v the_o first_o mean_n to_o bring_v he_o in_o again_o why_o a_o despair_n of_o ever_o come_v to_o his_o journey_n end_n in_o the_o way_n that_o he_o be_v in_o if_o his_o home_n be_v eastward_o and_o he_o be_v go_v westward_o as_o long_o as_o he_o hope_v he_o be_v the_o right_n he_o will_v go_v on_o and_o as_o long_o as_o he_o so_o go_v on_o hope_v he_o go_v further_a amiss_o therefore_o when_o he_o meet_v with_o some_o body_n who_o assure_v he_o that_o he_o be_v clean_o out_o of_o his_o way_n and_o bring_v he_o to_o despair_v of_o come_v home_o except_o he_o turn_v back_o again_o then_o he_o will_v return_v and_o then_o he_o may_v hope_v and_o spare_v not_o why_o sinner_n just_o so_o it_o be_v with_o thy_o soul_n thou_o be_v bear_v out_o of_o the_o way_n to_o heaven_n and_o in_o that_o way_n thou_o have_v proceed_v many_o a_o year_n yet_o thou_o go_v on_o quiet_o and_o hope_v to_o be_v save_v because_o thou_o be_v not_o so_o bad_a as_o many_o other_o why_o i_o tell_v thou_o except_o thou_o be_v bring_v to_o throw_v away_o those_o hope_n and_o see_v that_o thou_o have_v all_o this_o while_n be_v quite_o out_o of_o the_o way_n to_o heaven_n and_o have_v be_v a_o child_n of_o wrath_n and_o a_o servant_n of_o satan_n unpardoned_a unsanctified_a and_o if_o thou_o have_v dye_v in_o this_o state_n have_v be_v certain_o damn_v i_o say_v till_o thou_o be_v bring_v to_o this_o thou_o will_v never_o return_v and_o be_v save_v who_o will_v turn_v out_o of_o his_o way_n while_o he_o hope_v he_o be_v right_a and_o let_v i_o once_o again_o tell_v thou_o that_o if_o ever_o god_n mean_v good_a to_o thy_o soul_n and_o intend_v to_o save_v thou_o this_o be_v one_o of_o the_o first_o thing_n he_o will_v work_v upon_o thou_o remember_v what_o i_o say_v till_o thou_o feel_v god_n convince_a thou_o that_o the_o way_n which_o thou_o have_v live_v in_o will_v not_o serve_v the_o turn_n and_o so_o break_v down_o thy_o former_a hope_n there_o be_v yet_o no_o 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and_o drink_v 39_o marry_v and_o give_v in_o marriage_n till_o the_o day_n that_o noah_n enter_v into_o the_o ark_n and_o know_v not_o till_o the_o flood_n come_v and_o take_v they_o all_o away_o so_o will_v the_o come_n of_o christ_n be_v and_o so_o will_v the_o come_n of_o their_o particular_a judgement_n be_v for_o say_v the_o apostle_n when_o they_o say_v peace_n and_o safety_n then_o sudden_a destruction_n come_v upon_o they_o as_o travel_v upon_o a_o woman_n with_o child_n and_o they_o shall_v not_o escape_v 1_o thes._n 5.3_o o_o cruel_a peace_n which_o end_v in_o such_o a_o war_n reader_n if_o this_o be_v thy_o own_o case_n if_o thou_o have_v no_o other_o peace_n in_o thy_o conscience_n then_o this_o ungrounded_a self-created_n peace_n i_o can_v hearty_o wish_v for_o thy_o own_o sake_n that_o thou_o will_v cast_v it_o off_o as_o i_o will_v not_o have_v any_o humble_a gracious_a soul_n to_o vex_v their_o own_o conscience_n needless_o nor_o to_o disquiet_v and_o discompose_v 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enmity_n with_o christ_n or_o stand_v out_o against_o he_o or_o think_v his_o government_n too_o severe_a and_o his_o condition_n hard_a can_v he_o have_v peace_n against_o who_o god_n proclaim_v war_n i_o may_v say_v to_o thou_o as_o jehu_n to_o joram_n when_o he_o ask_v be_v it_o peace_n what_o peace_n while_o the_o whordom_n of_o thy_o mother_n jezabel_n remain_v so_o thou_o be_v desirous_a to_o hear_v nothing_o from_o the_o mouth_n of_o a_o minister_n but_o peace_n but_o what_o peace_n can_v there_o be_v till_o thou_o have_v cast_v away_o thy_o wickedness_n and_o thy_o first_o peace_n and_o make_v thy_o peace_n with_o god_n through_o christ_n will_v thou_o believe_v god_n himself_o in_o this_o case_n why_o read_v then_o what_o he_o say_v twice_o over_o isai._n 48.22_o and_o 57.21_o there_o be_v no_o peace_n say_v my_o god_n to_o the_o wicked_a and_o have_v he_o say_v it_o and_o shall_v it_o not_o stand_v sinner_n though_o thou_o may_v now_o harden_v and_o fortify_v thy_o heart_n against_o fear_n and_o grief_n and_o trouble_v yet_o as_o true_a as_o god_n be_v true_a they_o will_v batter_v down_o thy_o proud_a and_o fortify_v spirit_n and_o seize_v upon_o it_o and_o drive_v thou_o to_o amazement_n this_o will_v be_v do_v either_o here_o or_o hereafter_o my_o counsel_n therefore_o to_o thou_o be_v that_o thou_o present_o examine_v the_o ground_n of_o thy_o peace_n and_o say_v i_o be_o now_o at_o ease_n and_o quiet_a in_o my_o mind_n but_o be_v it_o ground_v and_o will_v it_o be_v last_v be_v the_o danger_n of_o eternal_a judgement_n over_o be_o i_o sure_a my_o sin_n be_v pardon_v and_o my_o soul_n shall_v be_v save_v if_o not_o alas_o what_o cause_n of_o peace_n i_o may_v be_v in_o hell_n before_o the_o next_o day_n for_o aught_o i_o know_v certain_o a_o man_n that_o stand_v upon_o the_o pinnacle_n of_o a_o steeple_n or_o that_o sleep_v on_o the_o top_n of_o the_o main_a mast_n or_o that_o be_v in_o the_o heat_n of_o the_o most_o bloody_a fight_n have_v more_o 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how_o near_o be_v the_o great_a and_o dreadful_a change_n that_o what_o ever_o thou_o be_v do_v god_n will_v make_v thou_o read_v thy_o sentence_n as_o if_o it_o be_v still_o write_v before_o thy_o eye_n and_o which_o way_n soever_o thou_o go_v he_o will_v still_o meet_v thou_o full_a in_o the_o face_n with_o the_o sense_n of_o his_o wrath_n as_o the_o angel_n do_v balaam_n with_o a_o draw_a sword_n till_o he_o have_v make_v thou_o cast_v away_o thy_o groundless_a peace_n and_o lie_v down_o at_o the_o foot_n of_o christ_n who_o thou_o have_v resist_v and_o say_v lord_n what_o will_v thou_o have_v i_o to_o do_v and_o so_o receive_v from_o he_o a_o sure_a and_o better_a peace_n
they_o on_o the_o left_a hand_n depart_v from_o i_o you_o curse_v into_o everlasting_a fire_n prepare_v for_o the_o devil_n and_o his_o angel_n for_o i_o be_v etc._n etc._n and_o these_o shall_v go_v away_o into_o everlasting_a punishment_n and_o the_o righteous_a into_o life_n eternal_a what_o say_v thou_o now_o to_o all_o this_o will_v thou_o not_o yet_o believe_v if_o thou_o will_v not_o believe_v christ_n i_o know_v not_o who_o thou_o will_v believe_v and_o therefore_o it_o be_v in_o vain_a to_o persuade_v thou_o any_o further_o only_o let_v i_o tell_v thou_o the_o time_n be_v at_o hand_n when_o thou_o will_v easy_o believe_v and_o that_o without_o any_o preach_n or_o argue_v when_o thou_o see_v the_o great_a and_o terrible_a day_n and_o hear_v the_o condemn_a sentence_n past_a and_o be_v thyself_o thrust_v down_o to_o hell_n as_o luk._n 10.15_o then_o thou_o shall_v believe_v and_o never_o doubt_v again_o and_o do_v not_o say_v but_o thou_o be_v tell_v so_o much_o sure_o he_o that_o so_o much_o dissuade_v thou_o from_o believe_v do_v yet_o believe_v and_o tremble_v himself_o jam._n 2.19_o and_o whereas_o thou_o think_v that_o god_n be_v more_o merciful_a why_o sure_o he_o know_v best_a his_o own_o mercifulness_n his_o mercy_n will_v not_o cross_v his_o truth_n can_v god_n be_v infinite_a in_o mercy_n except_o he_o save_v the_o wilful_a and_o rebellious_a be_v a_o judge_n unmerciful_a for_o condemn_v malefactor_n mercy_n and_o justice_n have_v their_o several_a object_n thousand_o of_o humble_a believe_v obedient_a soul_n shall_v know_v to_o their_o eternal_a comfort_n that_o god_n be_v merciful_a though_o the_o refuser_n of_o his_o grace_n shall_v lie_v under_o justice_n god_n will_v then_o force_v thy_o conscience_n to_o confess_v in_o hell_n that_o god_n who_o condemn_v thou_o be_v yet_o merciful_a to_o thou_o be_v it_o no_o mercy_n to_o be_v make_v a_o reasonable_a creature_n and_o to_o have_v patience_n endure_v thy_o many_o year_n provocation_n and_o 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and_o whereas_o thou_o think_v the_o pain_n to_o be_v great_a than_o the_o offence_n that_o be_v because_o thou_o be_v not_o a_o competent_a judge_n thou_o know_v what_o pain_n be_v but_o thou_o know_v not_o the_o thousand_o part_n of_o the_o evil_a of_o sin_n shall_v not_o the_o righteous_a judge_n of_o the_o world_n do_v just_o nay_o it_o be_v no_o more_o than_o thou_o do_v choose_v thyself_o do_v not_o god_n set_v before_o thou_o life_n and_o death_n and_o tell_v thou_o if_o thou_o will_v accept_v of_o the_o government_n of_o christ_n and_o renounce_v thy_o lust_n that_o then_o thou_o shall_v have_v eternal_a life_n and_o if_o thou_o will_v not_o have_v christ_n but_o the_o world_n or_o flesh_n to_o rule_v over_o thou_o thou_o shall_v then_o endure_v eternal_a torment_n do_v not_o he_o offer_v thou_o thy_o choice_n and_o bid_v thou_o take_v which_o of_o these_o thou_o will_v yea_o and_o entreat_v thou_o to_o choose_v aright_o and_o do_v thou_o now_o cry_v out_o of_o severity_n when_o thou_o have_v but_o the_o consequent_n of_o thy_o wilful_a choice_n but_o it_o be_v not_o thy_o accuse_a god_n of_o cruelty_n that_o shall_v serve_v thy_o turn_n in_o stead_n of_o procure_v thy_o escape_n or_o the_o mitigation_n of_o thy_o torment_n it_o will_v but_o make_v thy_o burden_n the_o more_o heavy_a and_o whereas_o thou_o say_v that_o thou_o will_v not_o so_o torment_v thy_o own_o enemy_n ay_o answ._n there_o be_v no_o reason_n that_o thou_o shall_v for_o be_v it_o all_o one_o to_o offend_v a_o crawl_a worm_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o to_o offend_v the_o eternal_a glorious_a god_n thou_o have_v no_o absolute_a dominion_n over_o thy_o enemy_n and_o there_o may_v be_v some_o fault_n in_o thyself_o as_o well_o as_o in_o he_o but_o with_o god_n and_o we_o the_o case_n be_v contrary_a yet_o thou_o make_v nothing_o of_o kill_v a_o flea_n if_o it_o do_v but_o bite_v thou_o yea_o a_o hundred_o of_o they_o though_o they_o do_v not_o touch_v thou_o and_o yet_o never_o accuse_v thyself_o of_o cruelty_n yea_o thou_o will_v torment_v thy_o ox_n all_o his_o life_n time_n with_o toilsome_a labour_n and_o kill_v he_o at_o the_o last_o though_o he_o never_o deserve_v ill_o of_o thou_o nor_o disobey_v thou_o &_o though_o thou_o have_v over_o he_o but_o the_o borrow_a authority_n of_o a_o superior_a fellow_n creature_n and_o not_o the_o sovereign_a power_n of_o the_o absolute_a creator_n yea_o how_o common_o do_v thou_o take_v away_o the_o life_n of_o bird_n and_o beast_n and_o fish_n many_o time_n a_o great_a many_o of_o life_n must_v be_v take_v away_o to_o make_v for_o thou_o but_o one_o meal_n how_o many_o death_n than_o have_v be_v suffer_v in_o obedience_n to_o thy_o will_n from_o thy_o first_o age_n to_o thy_o last_o hour_n and_o all_o this_o without_o any_o desert_n of_o the_o creature_n and_o must_v it_o yet_o seem_v cruelty_n that_o the_o sovereign_a creator_n who_o be_v ten_o thousand_o time_n more_o above_o thou_o than_o thou_o be_v above_o a_o flea_n or_o a_o toad_n shall_v execute_v his_o justice_n upon_o such_o a_o contemner_n of_o his_o authority_n but_o i_o have_v give_v you_o some_o reason_n of_o this_o before_o 10._o sect_n x._o but_o methinks_v i_o perceive_v the_o obstinate_a sinner_n desperate_o resolve_v if_o i_o must_v be_v damn_v there_o be_v no_o remedy_n rather_o than_o i_o will_v live_v so_o precise_o as_o the_o scripture_n require_v i_o will_v put_v it_o to_o the_o venture_n i_o shall_v escape_v as_o well_o as_o the_o rest_n of_o my_o neighbour_n and_o as_o the_o most_o of_o the_o world_n and_o we_o will_v even_o bear_v it_o as_o well_o as_o we_o can_v answ._n alas_o poor_a creature_n will_v thou_o do_v but_o know_v what_o it_o be_v that_o thou_o do_v so_o bold_o venture_v on_o i_o dare_v say_v thou_o will_v sleep_v this_o night_n but_o very_o unquiet_o will_v thou_o leave_v thyself_o no_o room_n for_o hope_n be_v thou_o such_o a_o malicious_a implacable_a enemy_n to_o christ_n and_o thy_o own_o soul_n and_o do_v thou_o think_v indeed_o that_o thou_o can_v bear_v the_o wrath_n of_o god_n and_o go_v away_o so_o easy_o with_o these_o eternal_a torment_n yet_o let_v i_o beg_v this_o of_o thou_o that_o before_o thou_o do_v so_o flat_o resolve_v thou_o will_v lend_v i_o thy_o attention_n to_o these_o few_o question_n which_o i_o shall_v put_v to_o thou_o and_o weigh_v they_o with_o the_o reason_n of_o a_o man_n and_o if_o then_o thou_o think_v thou_o can_v bear_v these_o pain_n i_o shall_v give_v thou_o over_o and_o say_v no_o more_o 1._o who_o be_v thou_o that_o thou_o shall_v bear_v the_o wrath_n of_o god_n be_v thou_o a_o god_n or_o be_v thou_o a_o man_n what_o be_v thy_o strength_n to_o undergo_v so_o much_o be_v it_o not_o as_o the_o strength_n of_o wax_n or_o stubble_n to_o resist_v the_o fire_n or_o as_o chaff_n to_o the_o wind_n or_o as_o the_o dust_n before_o the_o fierce_a whirlwind_n be_v he_o not_o as_o stout_a a_o man_n as_o thyself_o who_o cry_v to_o god_n job_n 13.25_o will_v thou_o break_v a_o leaf_n drive_v to_o and_o fro_o and_o will_v thou_o pursue_v the_o dry_a stubble_n and_o he_o that_o confess_v i_o be_o a_o worm_n and_o no_o man_n psal_n 22.6_o if_o thy_o strength_n be_v as_o iron_n and_o thy_o bone_n as_o brass_n thou_o can_v not_o bear_v if_o thy_o foundation_n be_v as_o the_o earth_n and_o thy_o power_n as_o the_o heaven_n yet_o shall_v thou_o perish_v at_o the_o breath_n of_o his_o indignation_n how_o much_o more_o when_o thou_o be_v but_o a_o little_a piece_n of_o warm_a creep_a breathe_a clay_n keep_v a_o few_o day_n from_o stink_v and_o from_o be_v eat_v with_o worm_n by_o the_o mere_a support_n and_o favour_n of_o he_o who_o thou_o thus_o resiste_v
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or_o mother_n or_o neighbour_n or_o friend_n that_o must_v judge_v they_o at_o last_o and_o if_o christ_n condemn_v they_o these_o can_v save_v they_o and_o therefore_o common_a reason_n may_v tell_v they_o that_o it_o be_v not_o from_o the_o word_n of_o ignorant_a man_n but_o from_o the_o word_n of_o god_n that_o they_o must_v fetch_v their_o comfort_n and_o hope_n of_o salvation_n when_o ahab_n will_v inquire_v among_o the_o multitude_n of_o flatter_a prophet_n 6_o it_o be_v his_o death_n they_o can_v flatter_v man_n into_o the_o snare_n but_o they_o can_v tell_v how_o to_o bring_v they_o out_o oh_o take_v the_o counsel_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n ephes._n 5.6_o 7._o let_v no_o man_n deceive_v you_o with_o vain_a word_n for_o because_o of_o these_o thing_n come_v the_o wrath_n of_o god_n upon_o the_o child_n of_o disobedience_n be_v not_o you_o therefore_o partaker_n with_o they_o and_o act._n 2.40_o save_o yourselves_o from_o this_o untoward_a generation_n sect_n viii_o 8._o 3._o 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justin_n martyr_v say_v he_o will_v not_o believe_v christ_n himself_o if_o he_o have_v preach_v any_o other_o god_n beside_o he_o who_o be_v the_o creator_n of_o all_o so_o may_v i_o say_v i_o will_v not_o believe_v the_o spirit_n that_o shall_v take_v i_o off_o my_o duty_n and_o obedience_n to_o god_n vid._n nicephor_n eccles_n histor_n tom_fw-mi 1._o lib._n 4._o cap._n 6._o 1_o sam._n 14.29_o §._o 3._o ☜_o §._o 4._o rev._n 1.10_o §._o 5._o joh._n 15.5_o as_o gerson_n in_o the_o forecited_a place_n say_v this_o art_n or_o way_n of_o meditation_n be_v not_o learn_v chief_o out_o of_o book_n but_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n bestow_v it_o as_o he_o please_v on_o some_o more_o plentiful_o &_o on_o some_o more_o spare_o §._o 6._o gen._n 8.8_o 9_o joh._n 16_o 21._o §._o 7._o deut._n 32_o 49_o 50._o read_v master_n symmond_n deserted_n soul._n p._n 225_o 226_o 227._o §._o 8._o vide_fw-la gerson_n ubi_fw-la infra_fw-la cap._n 24._o 24._o dominus_fw-la docet_fw-la nos_fw-la ut_fw-la 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over_o the_o sea_n it_o will_v fly_v abroad_o the_o land_n sometime_o it_o will_v be_v in_o high_a dignity_n and_o so_o of_o innumerable_a fancy_n the_o like_a such_o a_o soul_n be_v not_o secret_a nor_o alone_a nor_o be_v a_o devout_a soul_n in_o contemplation_n alone_o for_o it_o be_v never_o less_o alone_o it_o be_v in_o the_o best_a company_n even_o with_o god_n and_o saint_n by_o holy_a desire_n and_o cogitation_n gerson_n par_fw-fr 3._o fol_z 382._o de_fw-fr monte_fw-fr contemplationis_fw-la cap._n 23._o §._o 9_o §._o 10_o jer._n 5.22_o §._o 1._o matth._n 22.4_o luke_n 14.17_o luke_n 14.23_o §._o 2._o §._o 3._o §._o 4._o §._o 5._o §._o 6._o §._o 7._o §._o 8._o §._o 1._o 1._o for_o i_o be_o 〈…〉_o i_o call_v they_o diâ—stinct_a faculty_n because_o it_o be_v the_o common_a judgement_n and_o not_o my_o own_o §._o 2._o §._o 3._o §._o 4._o john_n 4.32_o §._o 5._o 5._o he_o that_o doubt_v whether_o the_o philosopher_n themselves_o do_v acknowledge_v these_o divine_a excellency_n let_v he_o read_v fernel_n de_fw-fr abditis_fw-la rerum_fw-la causis_fw-la cap_n 9_o plato_n in_o epinom_n deos_fw-la asserit_fw-la scire_fw-la videre_fw-la audireque_fw-la omne_fw-la nihil_fw-la ipsos_fw-la fugere_fw-la quod_fw-la aut_fw-la sensu_fw-la aut_fw-la ment_fw-la percipi_fw-la posset_n eos_n omne_fw-la posse_fw-la quaecunque_fw-la mortales_fw-la immortalesve_fw-la possunt_fw-la bonos_fw-la illos_fw-la immo_fw-la optimos_fw-la esse_fw-la quicquid_fw-la mortale_fw-la est_fw-la quicquid_fw-la vivit_fw-la &_o spirat_fw-la quicquid_fw-la usquam_fw-la est_fw-la coelum_fw-la terram_fw-la maria_fw-la ab_fw-la iis_fw-la omne_fw-la &_o facta_fw-la esse_fw-la &_o possideri_fw-la et_fw-la in_o parmenide_v nullum_fw-la nisi_fw-la deum_fw-la supremam_fw-la habere_fw-la rerum_fw-la scientiam_fw-la neque_fw-la illarum_fw-la cognition_n privandum_fw-la et_fw-la in_o epinomide_fw-la ego_fw-la assero_fw-la deum_fw-la causam_fw-la omnium_fw-la esse_fw-la nec_fw-la aliter_fw-la peri_fw-la posse_fw-la lege_fw-la etiam_fw-la aristotel_n de_fw-fr caelum_fw-la lib._n 1._o jum_fw-la nona_fw-la psal._n 23.4_o 5._o isai._n 9.6_o luke_n 24.36_o 37_o 38_o 39_o joh._n 7.27_o isai._n 59.1_o joh._n 20.19.21.26_o lam._n 1.12_o ezek._n 16.6_o 7_o 8.9_o luke_n 10_o 30._o etc._n etc._n if_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o we_o be_v but_o as_o the_o love_n of_o the_o world_n in_o other_o it_o will_v make_v we_o whole_o despise_v this_o world_n and_o forget_v it_o as_o worldly_a love_n make_v man_n forget_v god_n and_o it_o will_v be_v so_o strong_a and_o ardent_a and_o root_v a_o in_o man_n heart_n that_o he_o will_v not_o be_v able_a voluntary_o and_o free_o to_o think_v of_o any_o thing_n else_o he_o will_v not_o fear_v contempt_n nor_o care_n for_o disgrace_n or_o the_o reproach_n of_o persecution_n nor_o will_v he_o be_v afraid_a of_o death_n itself_o because_o of_o this_o love_n of_o god_n and_o all_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n which_o he_o see_v and_o hear_v will_v bring_v god_n to_o his_o memory_n and_o themselves_o will_v seem_v to_o he_o but_o as_o a_o dream_n or_o a_o fable_n and_o he_o will_v esteem_v they_o as_o nothing_o in_o respect_n of_o god_n and_o his_o glory_n and_o to_o be_v short_a in_o the_o judgement_n of_o the_o world_n he_o will_v be_v take_v for_o a_o fool_n or_o a_o drunken_a man_n because_o he_o so_o little_a care_v for_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n this_o be_v that_o love_n of_o god_n to_o which_o we_o shall_v aim_v to_o attain_v by_o this_o contemplative_a life_n gerson_n de_fw-fr monte_fw-fr contemplationis_fw-la in_o parte_fw-la operum_fw-la tertia_fw-la fol._n 382._o melanc_fw-fr epist._n 457._o memini_n cum_fw-la infantula_fw-la mihi_fw-la lacrimas_fw-la a_o genis_fw-la detergeret_fw-la svo_fw-la indusiolo_fw-la quo_fw-la uno_fw-la aerat_fw-la induta_fw-la mane_n hic_fw-la gestus_fw-la penetravit_fw-la in_o animum_fw-la meum_fw-la etc._n etc._n gen._n 21.15_o 16_o 17_o 18_o 19_o 1_o king_n 19.9_o 2_o king_n 6.16_o 17._o matth._n 14.37_o luke_n 22.45_o 46._o matth._n 26.41_o luke_n 22.61_o cant._n 2_o 3_o 4_o 5._o john_n 21.15_o 16_o 17._o §._o 6._o 6._o 〈…〉_o si_fw-mi in_o cor_fw-la hominis_fw-la non_fw-la ascendit_fw-la cor_fw-la hominis_fw-la illuc_fw-la ascendat_fw-la cor_fw-la ibi_fw-la habeamus_fw-la surfum_fw-la corda_n levemus_fw-la ne_fw-la putrescant_fw-la in_o terra_fw-la quoniam_fw-la placet_fw-la nobis_fw-la quod_fw-la ibi_fw-la aguct_v angeâ—â—_n august_n â—_o 3_o de_fw-fr symb._n c_o 11._o melch_v adam_n in_o vitâ_fw-la zuingeri_fw-la inter_fw-la vitas_fw-la medicorum_fw-la germanorum_n judg._n 18.24_o beza_n in_o tit_n calvin_n luk._n 8.20_o 21._o §._o 7._o ezek._n 18.32_o &_o 33.11_o §._o 8._o 1_o tim._n 6.12_o 19_o 1_o pet._n 1.13_o heb._n 12.1_o 1_o cor._n 9.24_o matth._n 11.12_o rom._n 8.31_o §._o 9_o gal._n 4.1_o psal._n 87.3_o psal._n 46.4_o §._o 10._o §._o 1._o gen_n 49.6_o judg._n 5.21_o psalm_n 16.2_o jer._n 4.19_o §._o 2._o 2._o explication_n explication_n confirmation_n confirmation_n application_n application_n use_v of_o information_n information_n use_v of_o instruction_n instruction_n of_o examination_n examination_n of_o reproof_n §._o 3._o object_n §._o 4._o lxx_o legunt_fw-la 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d ad_fw-la ludendum_fw-la se_fw-la exercendum_fw-la sed_fw-la alienè_fw-la inquit_fw-la paraeus_n §._o 5._o §._o 1._o 1._o fetch_v help_n from_o sense_n sense_n quantalibet_fw-la intention_n se_fw-la humana_fw-la mens_fw-la extenderit_fw-la etiamsi_fw-la phantasiaes_fw-la imaginum_fw-la corporalium_fw-la a_o cognition_n compescat_fw-la si_fw-la omnes_fw-la circumscriptos_fw-la spiritu_fw-la ab_fw-la oculis_fw-la cordis_fw-la admoveat_fw-la adhuc_fw-la tamen_fw-la in_o carne_fw-la mortali_fw-la pasita_fw-la videre_fw-la gloriam_fw-la dei_fw-la non_fw-la valet_fw-la sicut_fw-la est_fw-la sed_fw-la quicquid_fw-la de_fw-la illa_fw-la quod_fw-la in_o ment_fw-la resplendet_fw-la similitudo_fw-la &_o non_fw-la ipsa_fw-la est_fw-la greg._n sup_v hom_n 8._o 8._o aequum_fw-la est_fw-la meminisse_fw-la &_o mi_fw-mi qui_fw-la disseram_fw-la &_o vos_fw-la qui_fw-la judicabitis_fw-la homines_fw-la esse_fw-la ut_fw-la si_fw-la probabilia_fw-la dicentur_fw-la nihil_fw-la ulterius_fw-la requiratis_fw-la plato_n in_o timaeo_n idem_fw-la in_o epistola_fw-la ad_fw-la diony_n monet_fw-la ut_fw-la eos_fw-la