united to thee That I may come back again from thy Table with joy and thanks and Love and adoration and comfort and satisfaction O that at last my Resolutions may be fixt and stedfast the conquest of these Sins which I can easily remember have often foiled me may be such that they may no more prevail against me and get the Dominion over me And that now thou mayest abide with me forever and the holy Spirit may guide me into the paths of a cheerful sincere and persevering Holyness that so having past my days that are to come in the watchfulness and diligence and Labours of Repentance and a holy Life I may live with thee and dye with thee and rise again with thee and then ever sit at thy Feet in the mansions of Glory O my dearest Saviour Amen A Thanksgiving and Prayer after Receiving OHoly and Eternal Jesu I praise thee I bless thee I worship thee I glorifie thee I give thee thanks for those invaluable mercies from the participation of which I lately came for these representations of thy bleeding dying love to me Love infinite Love unspeakable Love eternal Love for me before I was born O compassionate Jesu who am I that thou shouldest please to receive me to renew my part of the Covenant of Grace with thee who have so frequently so miserably broken it O let the return which now I may ever hereafter make for so much love let it be Love and Obedience Love in some measure great like thine even to death it self and let my Obedience be as early as I can now make it and as chearful and universal sincere and constant O let the deep remembrance of this Love of thine constrain me to such an obedience Let neither the Love of the World the allurements and baits of the flesh or the temptations of the Devil ever force or draw me off from such an obedience O my dear Redeemer though I have now again resolved against all wilful known Sin particularly against the Sin of †Here you may mention the Sin to which you are most tempted and promised thee an obedience yet without the continuance of thy gracious aid and assistance I shall most certainly fall again upon the very next temptation Secure me therefore O Lord by that secure me save Lord or I perish Whatever thou pleasest to deny me here deny me not I beseech thee O Lord I beseech thee the assistance of that Grace of thine without which my Spiritual Enemies will soon prevail over me again Make me to see and consider the necessity of avoiding all appearance of evil all those occasions of my falling and to get instantly out of the way of Sin whatever I am like to lose by it whatever the disadvantage be in this World Let O let my Sacramental vows and promises and Resolutions be never so broken again as they have sometime been formerly but O my Jesu let my Sins and Iniquities ever hereafter appear so odious and hateful to me as they did then when I was at my Lord's Table O let them still be as vile and deformed as they then seemed to me Let none of my pious purposes and holy Resolutions be ever forgotten by me particularly †Here again if you think fit you may mention any holy Resolution made by you Let neither the cares of the World nor the disappointments of my expectations in the affairs of it nor the malice of my Enemies the charitable reproofs of my friends the trespasses of my Neighbours the hardness of my Labours the Importunity and earnestness of my Creditors the neglects and injustices of my Debtors any fears of being poor any distrusts concerning a provision for my posterity or my being despised or reproached by any man or my Losses of the World nor that World of Temptations through which I know I am to pass ever put my Soul out of frame or lead me to a discontented inconsiderate and troubled Spirit or put my holy purposes out of my mind but that in the midst of these and all other tumults of the World I may alway fly to Religion and take Sanctuary there and be safe and rest there and delight to do thy will and be ready to offer up my Soul and Body to thy Service That so the rest of my dayes that are yet to come in this World may be passed away in Humility and Charity in righteousness and holiness in mortification and self-denial in love and obedience to thee O holy and Eternal Jesu Amen A pious Resolution which may be solemnly made on their Knees by them who since their Baptism have had no opportunity to be confirmed by the Bishop but yet being ready and desirous to be confirmed are willing to receive the Holy Sacrament DRead Majesty of Heaven and Earth Forasmuch as thou hast received me in my Baptism into the Covenant of Grace sealed by the blood of Jesus when an Infant Lord I being now come to the knowledge of it do on my bended knees humbly and thankfully own and acknowledge that infinite favour and adore thy mercy And do really and heartily take upon my self what was then engaged for me and by the help of thy Grace which I earnestly beg do resolve to perform with an hearty sincerity my part of that Covenant to the end of my dayes I believe what was then promised I should believe Lord help my unbelief I renounce in my own person what was then promised I should renounce And for the conditions required on my part to wit a joynt performance of all the Gospel-Graces and Duties as Faith Hope Charity Self-denyal Repentance and the rest and an obedience to all of them in sincerity thô with weakness and Imperfection Lord I humbly and thankfully embrace and accept of them and declare my hearty desires and resolutions to discharge them acceptably through the holy Jesus And before thee O holy Trinity and the whole Court of Heaven I do solemnly make this Declaration and renew my Baptismal Covenant Promise and Engagement Amen If you are able to write you may write out a Copy of these Words and having repeated them before God with a deep humility and pious affections you may add these words to it and sign it on my bended knees And then before you rise subscribe your name to it and the day of the month January 1. 1681. N. N. Ever after remembring that now you have dedicated your self to God and that if you live the rest of your life according to these beginnings your passing over the World shall be safe and holy and you be intituled to the Merits of your Redeemer and qualified to receive the benefits of his death and sufferings An act of Resolution which may be humbly and devoutly made on their knees by those who since their last receiving the holy Sacrament have through the violence of a Temptation and it 's daily solicitation though constantly resisted sometime fallen into some one act of known
St. Cypr. a Bishop of the Church of Christ who lived above two hundred and fifty years after our Saviour Christ he tells us that the Custom of receiving it daily was observ'd in his days Another who liv'd above three hundred years from our Saviour St. Ambro. says Receive that every day which may profit thee every day And no less than a whole Council or Assembly of Devout men at Antioch the place where the Disciples were first called Christians as we are told Act. 11.26 though not at the same time decreed some ages since our Saviour's time that those should be excommunicated cast out of the Church who came to other holy offices and divine Services but went away without receiving the Sacrament of the Lords Supper And to mention no more a Reverend Father of the Church St. Jerom. who liv'd about four hundred years from Christ's time saies the practice of daily receiving was continued to his time Let us then with eyes shut and arms folded when we are next alone and retir'd from the World in a serious thought consider Did those of old who owned the same crucifyed Jesus with our selves Did they as constantly do this in remembrance of him as they did publickly meet to pray together or hear the Word And is it come from once a day and once a week to once a year to once in our whole lives Is it come to this Is this all the sense and apprehension we have of the necessity and advantages of this duty Is this the obedience we shew to an Express Command of our Saviour either wholly to disobey it or perform as seldom as possible we can Is this the imitation of the practice of the first ages of Christianity Is this all the reckoning and accompt we make of that inestimable priviledge of being in Covenant with God or of being called and invited to come and renew it again when we have broken our terms and to have it signed and sealed to us again Was it for this O blessed Jesu that thou hast done and suffered so much for our sakes Was it for this that thou wert content for us to submit to an Agony and bloody sweat to the Cross and Passion to a Death and Burial And is it for this that we have so long owned thee for our Lord and our Redeemer a tender and merciful Saviour that some of us should stupidly live in an habitual neglect of doing this in remembrance of thee And have we no greater sense of and concernment for the last words of a dying Saviour shall the expiring breath of a dear Redeemer poured out for our eternal Interest be lost and in vain to any of us that call him so O how much Reason have we to say of such Father forgive them or rather father open their eyes for they know not what they do Bishop Taylor 's life of Christ But thus as is observ'd by an excellent Prelate now with God it hath fared with this Sacrament as with other Actions of Religion which have descended from Flames the Flames of the Devotion of the first ages to still Fires from Fires to Sparks from Sparks to Embers from Embers to Smoke from Smoke to Nothing But in the Name of God let me enquire are we willing to make any publick thankfull joyfull acknowledgments at all of the love of our crucifyed Jesus and the great things he has done and undergone for the redemption of us and of our Children after us if not we are monsters of Ingratitude and Impiety If we are at all willing so to do why shall we not fit our soul to take all possible opportunities while we are yet here below and at this distance from him to do this in remembrance of him How can we think that our other Devotions shall be prevalent with or acceptable to the Holy God without the Intercession of our Saviour and the merit of his sufferings and yet this is the way he hath appointed to give our prayers an Interest in his Sacrifice Can we reasonably suppose that indeed any Duties whatever and the performance of them shall be accepted when this great and solemn act of Religious worship shall be refused omitted and neglected O let us in our next retirements when we are withdrawn from the noise and tumult and business and thoughts of the world deeply think should we not have reason to be afraid that no Petitions of ours no Devotions no works of Mercy Piety or Charity no Fastings or Alms no hearings or readings shall be accepted without this part of our Christian Worship Would it not further be a sad and dismal consideration to remember in the hour of Death or day of Judgment that these and many other holy Actions shall fall to the ground being vain and lost only for our wilful neglect of this holy Sacrament Again in the same retirement from the World and in your next meditations consider what could you think of a rich and very wealthy person that never in all his life should be perswaded to bestow so much as the worth of a farthing to the poor and needy Or what thoughts should we have of him who never in the whole course of his life should offer up a prayer to God either in publick or in secret The same may we think of him that would never accept of an Invitation to fit and trim the Soul to come and with the rest of his Christian Brethren to partake of these holy Mysteries for they did but disobey a plain Command of our Saviour's the one only disobeyed the command of feeding the hungry and cloathing the naked the other only refused obedience to the Command of praying without ceasing So the wilfull absenter from the holy Supper of the Lord only dissobeys the Command of Do this Nay I look upon this to be a greater piece of disobedience because in this there is an obligation of love Love infinite and unspeakable an obligation of thanks and gratitude to engage us Do this in remembrance of me the Lord that bought you the Lord that pay'd down the dear price of his blood Wounds sweat and groans pains and death for you Give me leave to say further I shall never I can never truly believe you have any tolerable care of your souls till I see this Holy Sacrament more frequented till I see some evidence of your greater love to these holy Mysteries Not however as if I would perswade or give encouragement by this to wicked men while they continue such to approach this heavenly feast But for those who resolve heartily by divine Grace to reform their lives and amidst the disadvantages of this life are fully purposed to Devote themselves in sincerity though not in perfection to the Laws of our holy Religion whatever else you do yet I shall never I can never suppose you have any tolerable Love or Zeal for our Dear Redeemer while you habitually turn your back on his Holy Table
our Baptismal Covenant when our Lord is yet so willing to renew it with us No longer let it be said of us that we should be so inconsiderate as to live in the omission and neglect of a duty which if frequented would convey so many benefits and advantages to us as we have mentioned O let it no more be said of us that we should ever hereafter live in the constant neglect of that solemn act of Christian Worship which if frequently performed would be so evident a sign of our great love to Religion and Piety and of our deep apprehensions of another World and our concernment for a joyful Immortality Never never let it be said of us in the day of Judgment that while we dwelt upon Earth we were alway loath and backward and unwilling to present our selves whenever we were invited to that holy and heavenly and pleasant duty by the frequenting of which we might so plainly have shewn our greater love to Jesus by our readiness to take all opportunities of commemorating his dying bleeding affection to us And then O let it never be said of any of us that the only reason why we should or could be supposed to refuse it was because we would not be at the pains of putting on the Wedding-Garment or endure the thoughts and consideration of stripping our selves of the old spotted rayment of Sin and Irreligion No the old acquaintance must be parted with the old Dalilahs divorced the darling Iniquity that has long been near and dear to thee must be thrown off But may it be henceforth never said of us that we had rather part from the sweet Communion with the holy Jesus than renounce our fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness Why shall any of these things be ever said of any one of us in the hour of death or day of our Accompts May they never be said to us or remembred in that day and hour when it shall be impossible to reform them To conclude this head O that sometimes we would withdraw our selves from the World and look beyond the Grave and then look upon our selves as those that are hastning to Eternity and then in that serious thought let us consider that e'r long we shall find it to have been the best and most satisfactory imployment in the World to have been frequent and devout Communicants O that sometimes we would shut our Eyes or take them off from the World and then think how vast that Eternity is that depends upon the holy management of this moment and having so done then tell me how great the necessity and advantages of this holy Duty do begin to appear O that sometimes we would look upon our selves only as Strangers and Pilgrims here and that two or three ages hence we shall all be forgotten that then nothing shall be remembred of us any more but either our horrid unreformed Iniquities or our sincere holiness and Conformity of heart and life to the Gospel of our Saviour and then upon such a close and piercing thought as this instantly consider how does this holy and heavenly Duty appear to thee and wouldst thou not willingly have it then remembred of thee that thou wert here below a devout frequenter of these holy Mysteries O that Sometimes we could seriously fix our eyes in a holy Meditation on that glorious day in which our Lord shall come to place his faithful Servants beyond all further doubts or fears possibility of sin or temptations infelicities or Scruples of Conscience Tell me in such a thought as this would it not be a blessed consideration to be in a State in which we could be truely able to love his appearing 2 Tim. 4.8 why never shall it be thus with us 'till we come to be devout and frequent attenders on these holy Mysteries Nay I will appeal to thine own Soul in the Case when wert thou ever able so heartily and truely to love the thoughts of thy Lord 's appearing as when thou wert but just come from his holy Table Couldst thou not have been willing then that all thy business in this World might have been over and that he might have then come and taken thee into the air with him and set thee down in the Mansions of eternal Holyness and why then should not thy frequency in this holy action be such as that he may almost even at any time come and not fail to find thee so doing O that sometime we would look upon this life as a state and condition in which we are plac't by the eternal God to fit and trim the Soul for the society of those holy Worthies that are gon up before us and then in that thought consider how far short our practice comes of their daily and weekly communicating Or that lastly we would sometime look back too and consider again that among all our former days that are slid away from us those only shall shortly be remembred with joy in which we have done something in order to a joyful Resurrection and a safe Eternity Say now would we not in such a thought as this wish heartily that we had a better accompt in the Registers of Heaven than we yet have more especially that we had many more devout performances of this holy and heavenly duty recorded there than we have and if we find Reason thus to think of our past dayes Oh why should we henceforward have reason to think the same of our future days then when they also shall be over and we shall be brought to the Neighbourhood of the Grave I shall therefore in the name and words of our dear and holy mother the Church earnestly beseech you no longer to continue so much strangers to so wilful neglecters of this holy Duty and if any man neglect to hear the Church let him be unto thee as a heathen man and a Publican St. Mat. 18.17 and she invites us thus I bid you in the name of God I call you in Christ's behalf I exhort you as you love your own Salvation that you all be partakers of this holy Communion And as the Son of God did vouchsafe to yield up his Soul by death upon the Cross for your Salvation so it is your duty to receive the Communion in remembrance of the Sacrifice of his death as he himself hath commanded Which if ye shall neglect to do consider with your selves how great injury you do unto God and how sore punishment hangeth over your heads for the same when ye wilfully abstain from the Lord's Table and seperate from your brethren who come to feed on the Banquet of that most heavenly food And thus much of the first general head to shew that this is a necessary holy and Christian Duty to be frequently performed and the neglect of it infinitely dangerous CHAP. II. This do in remembrance of me SEcondly we come now to see to what end it was instituted or appointed by our blessed Saviour First it was instituted
powers of my Soul for this first admittance of me to the mercy and the priviledges of the Holy Sacrament of thy Body and Blood for my having lately partaked of some of these joyes and comforts that are alone to be found with thee and in thy Service and till now were unknown to me O that having had the mercy and advantage of renewing my Covenant with thee I may now at least begin to spend my days as far as ever the necessary business of this present life will permit me in thy Service in all the parts of piety and virtue in works of Mercy and Charity and Devotion in meekness and humility in self-denial and Repentance in Chastity and Temperance in all that 's holy just and good O my Lord 't is the serious desire and resolution of my Soul thus to do that so early beginning to lay up my treasure in Heaven I may by thy Grace have a good account there in the Records of Eternity at the end of my sixty or seventy years O my Jesu whatever thou pleasest else to deny me here deny me not a grant of this my request I beseech thee that those desires and resolutions of mine may in some good measure be accomplished and effected Let not the allurements and perswasions of my Companions ever entice me from my Duty or the jeers or reproaches of any man whatever fright me from my Innocence O let me never suffer my self to be laught out of my Religion or be ashamed or affraid to perform my holy Duties before the face of any man but be ever looking unto Jesus and let me in view of him be content to endure the Cross and despise the shame or whatever else shall befal me for the sake of Piety and Virtue or obedience to any one Command of thine Let my youthful heart be never much inflam'd with any Loves or passions or desires but those of thee and thy holy Religion O my Lord grant that I may be perswaded to understand and consider what a great advantage I have of devoting and giving up my first and best dayes to Religion and Piety and that now is my time to shew that I am lead to Religion by Love and by my choice and not driven to it only by the fears and horrors of an approaching Grave and that I may often and betimes consider with how much greater comfort I shall leave Mortality if I may be able then to remember an early Love and Obedience to thee O Jesu Let me who have liv'd in thy family ever since I was baptized now at least begin to feel my self more powerfully drawn to thee than ever O make me in the beginning of my dayes to be truely serious and considerate to begin to withdraw from the World betimes and to love to be sometime alone to look into the state of my Soul and provide for a joyful Resurrection Make me to think it the greatest happiness in this World to choose thee O blessed Jesu betimes for my Lord and Master and to look on Religion as the Rest and Delight and Satisfaction of my Soul O fill my Soul with such a Love to thee and to those holy Mysteries in which I commemorate a dying Lord that I may be able to think it long before I have an opportunity to come to feast upon thy Body and Blood again and that as I grow in years I may in some measure grow in Grace and in the Divine favour To this end O that I may pass safely through this dangerous state of life freed from the Intemperance and Lusts the folly and vanity the heedlesness and inconsideration that often attends it and that I may the better be able thus to do Lord I now deliver up to thee all my Affections and Desires to be guided and directed by thy Holy Spirit I am willing to submit them all to thee that so as I have lately begun for Eternity I may go on and prosper and in an acceptable measure now keep up to the purity and Innocence of my first sanctification and never more give out till I come to the end of my hopes and the beginning of my joyes and be presented to my Father pure and spotless in the great day of Rewards and Punishments by thee O holy and merciful Jesus Amen A Prayer which may be used by them who before they come to the Sacrament set apart something to be then offered up to God in Alms. O Merciful Lord from whom every good gift comes and by whose bounty alone it is that I enjoy any thing which I possess I humbly offer up this small return of it to thee for the use of them whom thou hast made thy receivers the poor and the needy Let not the smalness of the offering or any unworthyness of mine I beseech thee keep it from being an acceptable Alms and Oblation to thee and let not the abuse of any of my possessions that have been laid out on Sin and Folly Gluttony or Vanity Lust or Intemperance Revenge or Malice be ever charged or remembred against me in the day of Judgement And O my God take from me a Covetous and Illiberal heart and teach me the truely Christian measures of Charity in Giving and Forgiving for Jesus sake Amen A Prayer for the Grace of Charity in forgiving with particular reference to that petition in our Lord's Prayer forgive us our trespasses as we forgive c. which may be used either before the Sacrament or any other time O Blessed and holy Jesus who wert the great Example of Giving and Forgiving dying for Enemies ready and willing to forgive Iniquity and Sin and to give Heaven and Glory to all true Penitents Give me Grace to write after all this blessed Copy of thine in an acceptable measure And if there be or has been any offender or trespasser against me whom I have not forgiven according to thy Will and the measures of the Gospel forgive me O blessed Jesu and let me not fail to receive a full pardon of that Iniquity for thy mercies sake O let my desires and Petitions of being forgiven as I forgive never be answered according to that instance whatsoever it were or ever shall be wherein I have not heretofore or through the frailty of humane nature or any sudden surprize or inconsideration should not hereafter at any time keep up to thy sacred Rule and Will And O Lord guide and direct me for the Remainder of my dayes in the true measures of Patience and forbearance and take from me all malice and hatred and grudgings and heart-burnings and desires of Revenge on any that has injured me and plant in my Soul I humbly and earnestly beseech thee the true Charity and forgiveness O Lord for thy mercies sake thy Love's sake to mankind so pitty me and pardon all my former gratifications of my revengeful humour that they may never be so charged on me or remembred as to hinder thy forgiveness of me And