downe thy Spirit to put vpon my soule that I may awake out of the deep sleep of vnrighteousnesse take the staffe of God in mine hand and never to looke backe with Lots wife Gen. 26. but ever to haue my face towards the new Ierusalem that in the end I may say with thy servant Paul 2. Tâ— 4. â— I haue runne a good race I haue foughten a good fight from this time foorth is the Crowne laid vp for mee Leade mee thorow the snares of this day See my feete vpon a rocke Psal 2. and order my goingâ— Furnish me with wisdome that I may go in and out wiselie before thy people set a watch before my lippes Psal and the doore of my speech let all my speeches bee seasoned with grace and tend to edifieing Let my heart ever be with thee what ever I bee doing beneath And finallie as thou led thy servant Moses vnto mount Pisga and did let him see Canaan a farre off Deut. 34. 1 let my soule delite to walke vpon the mountaine of heavenlie meditations looking a farre off to that heavenlie Canaan while in thine owne good time thou bring mee through the waters of Iordan even through death it self and enter me into that rest Now to my blessed Lord the purchaser of this rest with the Father who from all eternity appointed the same the holie Spirit who daylie confirmeth me in the hope of it bee praise for ever 3 Eph. 1.13 Amen Evening meditation of the second Day O LORD let that same Spirit which indyted thy holy Word whereby thou speakes to my Soule indyte my prayers Rom. 8.26 whereby my soule speaketh to thee thou knowest the voyce of thine owne Spirit but the voyce of a stranger thou wilt not heare I continue my complaint to thy Majestie still lamenting this ignorance and yet remaineth into the mind notwithstanding I am ever endevouring to know thee Who can take thee vp who is such an infinite and incomprehensible Spirit thou dwellest into a light 1. Iohn 4.12 wherevnno man can haue accesse No man can take thee vp by naturall light 1. Cor. 2.14 for the naturall man knoweth not the things that are of God they are foolishnesse vnto him I crave therefore such a measure of that vncreated light even the light of thy Spirit as may breed into the mind a continuall reverence of thee bring the heart to an holie obedience to thee and make all my affections and actions directlie to tend to thy glorie True it is O LORD now and then I haue enjoyed sensiblie this light but ever after humiliation and fervent prayer I am become colde in prayer I seek thee not with that hunger and thirst as I should doe and this maketh my feellings not so frequent Lord stirre vp my spirit that I may seeke thee continuallie with that holie zeale and fervencie that becommeth mee Indeede O LORD these desertions are â—earefull and terrible to fall vnto thy Children Truelie I am most certaine that greater deadnesse darknesse and senselesnesse can not fall vnto a reprobat If the memorie of by past experiences did not comfort me these fearfull desertions wold mak me faint fall a back Lord let not thy servant bee tempted aboue his strength 1. Cor. 10.13 Returne O Lord deliver my soule Psal 119.8 save mee for thy mercies sake forsake mee not over long And if it shall please thee O Lord to hold mee vnder the bitter sense of those fearefull desertions for a time for my further humiliation let this ever bee my greatest griefe that I misse thy presence Teach mee to seeke vncessantlie vntill I finde thee to knocke vntill thou open to call vntill thou answere Psal 39.7 What waite I for O Lord Is not mine hope even in thee Yea let the hope I haue to enjoye thee and thy presence for ever make mee to possesse my soule with the greater patience in the middest of all these feares And now O Lord in this absence from thee albeit the body be here on earth Phil. 3.20 let my conversation ever bee in heaven Giue me grace this night to examine my heart vpon my bed Teach thou my reines in the night Psal 4.4 let mee lye down in thy peace and rest vnder the shadow of thy protection Psal 4.9 Let my bed remember mee of the grave and my rising againe of the last resurrection Make â—ee alwayes wâ—tchfull and suffer not Oyle to bee inlacking to my lampe Mat. 25.8 When my Lord shall come grant I may meet h m with joy ever bee with him in heaven whom my soul hatâ— sought on earth Amen Morning meditation of the third Day O LORD my God if I had eyes to see the miserie of this time wherein I doe live I could take vp both the vniversall defection of the whole world and the particular desolation of my owne soule then would mine eyes bee a fountaine of teares Thy servant David powred out rivers of teares Psal 119.136 when hee did see the wicked not keepe thy Law 2. Pet. 2.8 Lots heart was vexed within him when hee saw the iniquitie of Sodome but alaace Lord I am not so sensible these things are hidde from mee therefore I pray thee remove this vaile that overshaddoweth my soule Act. 9.18 Make the skales to fall from mine eyes that I may take vp those decayes into a clearer light from the Priest to the people Hos 4.9 all haue a part in this defection Where is that wonted zeale to thy glorie Who are they who in singlenesse of heart seeke thee All doe seeke their owne thinges Phil 2.21 but few the things which are Christs Religion which should overrule mens wayes are made a coverture to vice and sinne O Lord demaske them and let them appeare who turne the trueth of GOD into a lie and laboure to cover vngodlinesse with a cloâ—ke of an holie profession Mat. 2.12.13 Take the scourge into thine hand and purge thy Temple put to the door those buyers and sellers who make the house of God a denne of theeves and touch mine heart with a livelie feeling of my particular defects I confesse O Lord I haue fallen from my first love from my former zeale Revel 2.4 from my former care and diligence in thy service Where is the melting hearte the mourning eye the painfull diligence night and day at home and abroad to seek thy face Where I was wont to pray with delite with libertie and with teares now I wearie of prayer I finde no inwarde libertie no softnesse of heart I come vnto thee with a senselesse heart I depart from thee with as senselesse a heart Where my heart was wont to bee pricked at the hearing of thy Worde Act. 2. â— where I was wont to depart from Sermons with great comfort now I finde my selfe neither casten downe nor raised vp Thy Word O Lord worketh not
and where I am a weak creature in a waste Wildernesse Therefore as thou carried thy own Israel vpon Eagles winges through the wildernesse towards that earthlie Canaan carrie mee through this waste Wildernesse of the Worlde vntill I come to mine heavenlie Canaan Thou knowest O Lorde my soule is as a shippe tossed to and fro with continuall tempests manie times when I haue a straight course to Heaven I am driven aside by the contrarie windes of my corrupt affections Lord Iesus bee thou Pylote to the Shippe of my soule that I make no shipwracke as tentations followeth tentations like the waues of the sea everie one vpon the backe of another so let grace bee doubled that although Satan seek to winnow me as wheat yet he prevaile not I long O Lord to be with thee where Satan will not tempt sin will not accuse and these vnrulie affections will not trouble me Ah when shall this poore spirit bee disburthened of this lodging of clay that that which is divine may behold thy divine Majestie alwayes so long as I am heere in the bodie Thou that teachedst Davids fingers heere to fight Psal 18.33 so that a Bow of brasse was not able to withstand him So strengthen thou mine arme that I may bee able to resist these malitious enemies Thy servant David overcame the Lyon and the Beare and the vncircumcised Philistim yet was hee overcome with his vncircumcised heart Of all difficulties it is the greatest to â—me man to overcome himselfe Lord helpe mee by grace to sight against my selfe I will not despare Lord notwithstanding of all these enemies so long as I may make my plaint to thee Thy eyes are vpon the lust Psal 34.15 thine eares open vnto their crye Thou didst heare the groanings of thine owne Israel Lorde heare the gronings of my soule Thine eare O Lorde is not heavie Esay 59 1. nor is thine hand shortened streatche foorthe the arme of thy mercie and help my distressed soule Didst not thou command the stormie windes and raging seas when thy Disciples were in hazard and they obeyed thee If my small affections never rage so mightilie if thou wilt command peace they will settle and bee obedient to thy voice And now O Lorde this daye wherein I am entred I know not what inconvenient I may meete with leade me safelie through all difficulties O thou that art the shepheard of my soule Psal 23.1 that I safelie going through the snares of this daye at evening I may bow my knees and sound thy praises in Iesus Christ Amen Evening meditation of the fifth Day I Haue wandred froÌ„ thee O Lord this day That troublesome Spirit hath oppressed my Spirit with varietie of vnnecessarie affaires I bussie my selfe about manie thinges Luc. 10.42 but yet one thing is needfull I finde by daylie experience that the cares of this worlde are thornie cares they pricke and annoy my soule Mat. 13.7 they chocke the seede of grace which in mercie thou didst sowe I to mine heart they are mightie impediments to the growth of my inner man I pray thee let not these earthlie cares diminish mine inward peace nor prejudg my vnion with thy Majestie nor draw on darknes vpon my mind but O Lord let the secret beames of thy lightsome face continuallie shine vpon my soule Let mee ever live in a spirituall sense of my vnion from the which such inward joy may flow to my spirit as may make all estates acceptable to mee O Lorde of all difficulties I finde it the greatest to keepe the heart in a sense of thy presence I confesse O Lorde for all the paines I haue yet taken in thy worship if thou yet leave mee I may fall into as great Athisme as they who never knew thee Therefore waken my Spirit renew my senses lift vp all the powers of my soule Phil. 3.19 that I may ever minde heavenlie things True it is O Lord my earthly calling is a great impediment to my heavenlie calling althogh I were no ways distracted but all times gave my selfe to reading prayer and meditation it were litle enough for the intertaining the life of Christ in my soule But O Lorde as thou hast laide a double burthen vpon mee so double thy Spirite vpon mee that even whilest I am doing the points of my earthlie calling my spirit may bee above Lorde open mine eyes that I may see my predominant sinnes let mee not bee a slave to my affections but give mee grace to strive against everie sinfull motion And as thou O Lord dost now cover all thinges heere beneath with darknesse so cover my sinnes that they bee not seene againe Let never mine heart bee so farre from thee as it hath beene neither bee thou so longe absent from my soule Esay Write my name vpon the palmes of thine hands and let mee be as a signet vpon thy right hand O thou the Watchman of Israel Psal 121.3 who neither slumbrest nor sleepest bee thou my keeper this night Let this temporall rest bee a pledgde to mee of that everlasting rest which I hope to enjoye in the Heavens through Iesus Christ Amen Morning meditation of the sixt Day I Complaine to thy Majestie of the vncessant malice of my sworne enemie hee is a restlesse tempter and I am a carelesse resister hee knoweth my weaknesse and taketh his advantage of my infirmities When I haue best resolutions to serve thee then rageth hee most against mee and when I set my face towards heaven then hee laboureth to dryve me froÌ„ the right mark that Evill one albeit I went not to my rest after in calling vpon thy name yet hath caryed my fantasie after profane earthlie and carnall thinges Ah Lorde I what hee cannot accomplishe in the daye hee laboureth to bring it to passe in the night Take not these for mine actions but for mine enemies divelish suggestions I wold wish the minde were so pure and the heart so spirituallie disposed that ever sleeping or waking I were about spirituall matters And because O Lord thou canst not dwell inro a filthy heart sweepe the house of my soule wash mee a-new Psal 51.7 and make mee cleane prepare a lodging for thine owne Spirit into the secreet corners of mine heart possesse thoâ— thine owne dwelling for thou hâ—st bought it with the bloode of thine owne Sonne Keepe me O Lord 1. Iohn 1.7 1. Pet. 1.5 vnto that Life which thou hast keeping for mee and whilest I am heere in the bodie save mee from carnall securitie Let my delite ever bee to watch and praye and multiplie the spirit of prayer vpon mee Mat. 6.6 Let mee not wearie of wel-doing but leade mee in thy pathes I am sorie that my time hath beene so wasted time slydeth away and I profite litle or nothing in it Let no day slippe away without some spirituall advantage O Lord I count it my greatest gaine to gaine Christ Phil. 3.8 yea I
Tetrach of Galile in such perilous cace wherein Pilate coulde not absolve the innocent and haue the favour of the Iewes vnlesse hee hadde perverted Iustice but casteth this fire in Herod his enemies skirt for that he was of his jurisdictioÌ„ and that hee had punisht Iudas and Theudas Galileans for insurrection before But most of all would God draw out of Herod a testimonie of Christ Iesus innocencie Such subtersuges evasions did Pilat brotch because they were at fead hee presented him and gifted the Person of Iesus Christ the best gift that ever was giuen if he had rightlie vnderstood for by this meanes Luc. 23.12 Herod and Pilat were reconcealed the same day But the providence of God doeth shine most heere For as Christ came not to call the righteous but sinners to repentance Mat. 9.13 but sinners to repentance so to diverse sortes degrees of people doth hee offer himselfe to Herod his Courteours which will not admit his Grace but despise the day of their peace Hee looketh for some miracle of his curiosity to be don by Christ as a Iugler so doeth the children of this world hunt after their pleasure in the Gospel which when it will not afscord they loath the same Herod therefore did aske Christ of many things as fooles which doe not knowe what they would haue His mind was not to be instructed but to haue occasion of calumny Hâ—e that will bee informed of Christe muste as a Disciple come with humilitie and earnest desire to learne but the Iewes inquired a signe 1. Cor. 1. 22 23. as the Grecians sought after wisedom But Christ crucified vnto the Iewes is a stumbling block vnto the Grecians foolishnesse This Herod was Archilans brother Mat. 2. the sonne of that Herod who killed the Infantes Luc. 9. and beheaded Iohn In great policie therefore demanded he questions of Christ to catch occasion against our Saviour For after his Fathers example hee would haue the whole seed of David rooted out that hee might reign alone But Christ will not cast pearles before Swine neither giue that that is holie vnto Dogs Mat. 7.6 And therefore he is mocked of the Courteours for as the Iudge of the people is himselfe so are his Officers and what manner of man the Ruler of the Citie is Eccl. 10. â— such are they that dwell therein Thus was he in whom the God-head dwelleth bodilie and in whom are all the treasures of wisedome Col. 2. knowledge and vnderstanding disdainfullie intertained of these Courteours and vsually it is so that in highest places where wealth and pleasure abounds small regarde is had of Christ and his word The servants of Saul would not kill Abimelech at his command 1. Sam. 22.17 1. King 18 3. Abdiab hid an hundâ—eth Prophets whom King Achab bad appointed to death These doe accompt Christ a foole in cloathing him in white rayment For so doth the world esteeme the preaching of the Gospel 1. Cor. 1.23 to bee foolishnesse But Herod ignorantlie by this Badge declared the innocencie of Christe and that shortlie Christe should enter into his Kingdome yea they honour him while as they contemne him in cloathing him with this Vesture as an Ephod he being both Priest and Lambe the sacrifice and sacrificer Herod therfore and Pilat who were before divided entered in friendship and conspired against Christ to take him out of the Land of the liuing but all in vaine Psal 2.1 The Kings of the Earth people may rage against God and his Anoynted but the Lord shall haue them in derision If Infidels could so shortlie be reconcealed laying apart all dissention Eph. 4.32 should wee not bee courteous one to another and tender hearted forgiving one another euen as God for Christes sake forgaue vs. And so much the more Eph. 2. 14. because Christ is our Peace-maker and our peace also who hath broken downe the partition wall and made of both Iewe and Gentile one Christ must be then broght home againe to Pilat who sought by all meanes to put Christe to libertie in commending of his innocency in making choyce of him with Barabbas in gratifying the Iewes by scourging of him exponing of him to the cruelty of Souldiers far against al Iustice seeing there was nothing to lay to his charge For such a Saviour it behoueth vs to haue Hâ—b 7.26 who should be free from all sinnes 1. Pet. 2.22 and that his verie enemies should beare record of his integritie for Herod was well acquainted with the Iewish religioÌ„ as Pilat was with the affaires of the Romanes but neither the one nor the other could impute anie thing to that Innocent who satisfied for vs that were guiltie And therefore Pilat bethought himself that the Iewes should not bee so starke mad and obstinate as to preferre a seditious murtherer to Christ giueth them option which of them to choose Iohn 5.25 but the blinded Iewe would kill him that quickned the dead Lev. 24.21 and deliver him that killed the liuing And this was a custome brought in besides the word of God Deut. 19.11.12 at the solemne day of the Passeouer Exod. 12.3 who were not contented of the Pascall Lambe onelie to signifie the deliverance from Egypt but would adde this ceremonie against reason and Iustice For Magistrates are the Ministers of God Rom. 136. to take vengeance on them that doe evill Gen. 9.6 and a blood-shedder should bee punished by the Law but we should not follow customes but Gods truth not suffer an evill vse to become a law Pilate knew that they had delivered Christ vnto him for envie Mat. 27.18 for Iesus did taxe their corrupt doctrine 1. Tim. 3.6 vitious maners This Envy is the daughter of Pride Gen. 4.5 for the proud must bee invyous This did cast downe the Devill Adam and Eue this made Cain kill his brother And what evill hath it not done Wisâ— 2.24 For by the envie of the Devill Death came into the world Iohn 6.15 Verie vnconstant is the voyce of the common multitude A little while before they would haue given him Princely honours but now they desire him to be crucified and that at the instigation of the Elders Ier. 23.1.2.3 Evill Magistrates either in Church or Common-wealth are noysome Pestilences The people did in great pompe Mar. 1.33 and frequent solemnitie oft-times resort to Iesus but now they turne to bee his adversaries and they that should haue carried the keyes of the Kingdom Mat. 23.13 they will not enter nor suffer others to enter but bloweth the bellowes of malice against Christ not in heart onelie Esay 48.4 by cogitation or privie grudge as the Iewes did before against Christ but by outward exclamation not one of the multitude but all Esay 1.6 impietie had so crept in as a canker and fire to consume the communalitie
vengeance But this mylde Lambe of God Heb. 12.24 the Mediator of the new Covenant his blood speaketh better thinges than those Hee regarded not the injurie shame and paine hee was in and forgotte not to haue pittie on them that cruelly tormented him Hee suffered together with them of whom he did suffer hee cured them that wounded him and procured life for them that killed him And therefore by this his prayer full of Majestie Hee was heard in that which he feared for he is his beloved Sonne Mat. 17.5 in whom hee is well pleased But heere diligentlie consider what was the companie he was crucified with for hee came not to saue the just Mat. 9.13 but sinners an example whereof he manifested in sauing of one of the Theeues touched with repentance wherof his faith confession gaue notice So is hee on the Crosse as if hee were in that great Daye of judgment giuing out sētence of salvation to the Elect and condemnation to the Reprobate Perillous is it to delay Repentance and to promise our selves securitie to the last day It is a fooilsh thing to neglect the maters that concerneth eternity in glory or pain imbrace the changable occasions of this world which is all put in evil The priviledge of a few is not a lavv to all yet where vndoubted signes of Gods grace goodnesse doeth appeare there may Christian charitie interprete vnfained repentance to follow for there is neither measure nor tyme can bee appointed to the Lordes mercie For what day soeuer a Sinner shall repent hee shall liue EZek. 18.22 not die As this Malefactor did confesse Christs immortality in that hee desired to bee remembred when hee came to his Kingdome who had takē the life of others before The Lord being tyed to the Crosse hands and feete and nothing free but Heart and Tongue which hee gaue to that Penitent who by the bear beleeued to righteousnesse and by the tongue confessed to saluation Rom. 10. By Faith he did see that Christ should reigne whom he did see die vvith him By Hope he looked for an entrie to his Kingdome by Loue defended the innocencie of our Sauiour Iesus Christ against the reproach of his fellow Great is this his Faith Who had taught him had hee seene miracles who had bene kept in prison either of giving sight to the blind or raising of the dead yet he confessed him to be an euerlasting King who was companion to him in punishmēt despising the present paine praying for things to come requiring rather to be exemed from eternall judgement thā delivered frō tēporall punishment sorrowing and longing for that that hee hoped for thā feele that that he suffred In Christs extreamities hee beleeued in him and was not ashamed to haue the Iewes witnesses of his Faith vvho railed on Christ in the midst of all the scandals and reproaches of the people and now when Christ was in his weakest most miserable estate vvhat didst thou see sinfull convert to aske heere for a Kingdome thou hadst onlie before thine eyes the Crosse and the Nailes O! but the crosse is the ensigne of a Kingdome and it is the duetie of a King even to expone his life for his Subjectes As the good shep-heard doeth his Soule for his sheepe Ioh. 10.11 Gen. 17.1 Gen. 18.3 Abraham beleeved but taught from heaven and by the Angels which came vnto to him Esay 6.1 And Esaias but hee saw the Lord sitting vpon his Throne and lifted vp and the lower parts thereof filled the Temple Ezekiel beleeued but hee saw the Lord vpon the Cherubines Ezek. 1.4 and so did the other Prophetes but after diuerse manners God spake Heb. 1.1 Moses beleeved but the Lord spake vnto him out of the burning Bush but none of these occasions did this penitent haue but saw no Majestie of glorie but equality of paine hee saw him tormented but worshipped him as if he had beene in glorie hee saw him on the Crosse but praised his Saviour as if hee hadde sitten in the heavens hee saw him cōdemned yet acknowledged him to bee a free and absolute King and wold not shrinke but died in that profession in spyte of all the the argumentes that Sathan could object or flesh and blood vrge in the contrarie Truelie Faith is the gift of God Eph. 2.8.9 that no man should boast himselfe Therefore should wee pray Lord increase our Faith So where Sin aboundeth Grace super-aboundeth The Lord is more ample in his grace than hee in his prayer hee gaue more than hee could seeke Hee sought to bee remembred when hee came into his Kingdome but the Lord promised that this day hee should be with him in Paradise O the great goodnes of God! vnspeakeable is thy fauour towardes them whome thou lovest Thou as the bright Sun hast made thy hote beames to shine vpon our soules therby to draw vs to the Knowledge of Thee and to warme our heartes that wee may loue Thee Expell this darknesse O Lord wherewith our heartes is replenished and thaw by the heate of thy mercie the frozen condition of our soules that they may melt considering that euerlasting and vnsearchable favour thou hast borne towards mankind The third Step in the fourth degree of the ascension of the Soule to Heaven c. ONelie Iohn and some vvomen in great cōstancie did attēd Christ on the crosse Whose grace was sufficient for them 2. Cor. 2.9 whose power is made perfect through weaknesse in whose infirmities the power of Christ is showne who tooke pleasure in infirmities in reproaches in necessities in persecutions anguish for Christs sake For when they were weake then were they made strong That is true friendship which is founded in God whose knot is Christ they that bee touched with the sense of the miserie of his members shal neuer lacke that is good Marie the Virgine Marie Cleophas Marie Magdalene accōpanied were inspectors of this lamentable spectacle his owne Mother he called Iohn whom hee ever loued his Mother he honoured wold haue her provided for for he knew it spoken by Simeon that the sworde should passe through her Soule Luc. 2.35 and with the eye of mercie did see her wrestling with such calamities He especially of singulare favour looked on her because shee loued mee Psal 91.14.15 therefore will I deliver her because shee hath knowne my Name So did David fugitiue from the face of Saul commend his parents to the King of Gath. But the obedience promptitude and alacritie of Iohn in receiuing his Mother declareth the willing heart of a Disciple to accomplish the minde of his Master so he acquited loue for loue Nothing is comparable to the sense of the loue of God in the heart of man If it had beene no more than natural love Marie wold neuer haue followed her Sonne to such a vile death if shee had not belieued that that Death shuld
to come I doe refuse the deceitfull pleasures of this world and choose rather to suffer adversitie with the people of God than enioye the pleasures of sinne for a season Reioyce thou one of that flocke on whom it hath pleased the Father to giue a Kingdome Thou art my good Shepheard who feedeth mee with thy owne Blood that I may liue by thy life For they that liue by the infected and poysoned blood of olde Adam only are more miserable than beastes Prepare O Lord in me loue and repentance make mee cleane and purifie mine heart by Faith the onely receptacle and mansion of thy presence to receiue such a pretious Guest Put on mee the wedding Garment sith thou deare Husband Iesus will ioyne vnite thy selfe to mee never heereafter on thy part to bee dissevered make mee beware of Hypocrisie and couÌ„terfaite dealing in approaching with my body but my heart farre off betraying thee againe with a Iudas kisse The pure the contreâ—te and broken heart for the sence of Sinne laden and wearie are here invited by thee who wil not break the bruised reed nor quench the smoaking flaxe such are eased and find rest to their soules And because none oblation pleaseth thee without reconciliation with my Brother I make an attonement with him forget and forgiue him as I hope to be forgiven for his sake who hath come vnder the poore roofe of my soule by participation of his bodie on earth beginning alreadie a life in mee in heaven for whom haue I there but thee whom can I desire on earth beside thee The Israelites did eate that Manna and died but they that eate this heavenlie food shall never perish But after thou hast guided me by thy counsell wil receiue me to glorie Adams forbidden tree procured death but by thee is everlasting life agreeing heaven with earth Men with Angels as it is the fulnes of Ioy to behold thy Face feele thy presence so let my soule haue a liuelie feeling of comfort in my Christ with a growing strength in grace and in the saving knowledge of thee my God and not to losse a good conscience for the trash of this world and as thou willes me to remember thy Sonnes death O Fâ—ther bee thou as thou hast promised and wilt performe mindfull of mee in the riches of thy mercie to the ending of my life in Iesus To whom with thee and the holy Ghost bee praise and honour for now and euer So bee it A Prayer and Thankesgiuing afâ—er the receiuing of the holy Supper of our LORD O LORD GOD Father Almightie I yeelde thee heartie thankes for thine inestimable loue and favour towards mee miserable Sinner not onely for that I haue my being moving and living in thee and from thee but also because it hath pleased thee of thy meere mercie to redeeme me from eternall damnation wherein I was cast by reason of transgressions and that by the Blood of thy Sonne our Lord Iesus Christ as of a Lambe vndefiled and without spot that I might liue with thee in that thy Kingdome in the Heaveâ—s Let not the effusion thereof be in value towards mee but still feede and nourish my soule by participation of the Body of thy Son Christ Iesus as an effectuall pawnde earnest of that glory which shall follow And now what shall I render vnto thee for all thy spirituall and temporall blessinges thou hast vouchsafed on mee And what doth the Lord my God require of me but to feare thee to walke in all thy wayes and to loue thee and serue thee with all mine heart and with all my soule Command mee Lord what thou wilt and doe in mee that thou commandest The most detestable vice is ingratitude and greater honour can be giuen to none than to bee called the Childe of God Thou hast the Son of thy delight with whom thou mightst haue contented thy selfe and hast thou not the holy Angels which doe readily thy will yet it hath pleased thee to adopt man-kinde O suffer me not holy Father to degenerate from thee and to turne to my former nature Giue me an vnderstanding heart to doe thy will and preserue mee as the apple of thine eye Remoue my sins which are as a clowde betwixt thee and mee O my God which art my light my life and salvation albeit I find in my selfe great temptations and grievous assaultes of Sathan the flesh and the world Thogh thou euen thou my deare God wold kill mee yet will I trust in thee for I know thou canst reviue me and when thou woundest canst heale mee Grant I never doubt of thy promises through vnbeliefe but beeing confirmed in Faith giue glorie to thee as fully perswaded that thou that promisest art also able to doe it For it is the greatest punishment that can befall man to forsake thy word and admonitions not to relye on thy promises but harden the heart by obstinacy and rebellion Take not thy Spirit from me but fasten mine heart to thee Show mee the light of thy countenance that I wander not from thee and sleepe in sinne but I may gather in this last age of the world Manna for that great and everlasting Sabbath in the Heavens that Ierusalem aboue the Citie of the living God where I shall find peace and rest for ever hauing accesse and entrie to that light of Glorie which hath broken and overthrowne the kingdome of Sathan For I know as thou strengthenest and fortifiest thy secreâ— ones thou redoublest their temptations Oâ— but hard is the combate when thou striuâ—â— against vs and seemest to bee our adversariâ—â— for how should dust and ashes stand beforâ— thee Strengthen guide me by thy might that encouraged by thy promises I may conquere and bee conpassed with ioyfull deliverances Great infirmitie and weakenesse doth remaine in mee I am full of vexation and anguish of minde but let mee never yeelde noâ— waxe faint but sustained and vpholded by thy grace and power that bâ—eing pressed I bee not oppressed but rise againe as the Palme tree For as the seede dead and rotten in the earth bringeth foorth greater aboundance so tribulation is the seed of the Church Assist me therfore by thy heavenly grace to try how much more precious the tryall of my Faith is than gold which bringeth so great a glorie when thou shalt change my teares into ioye my mourning into mirth my sorrow into solace my death into life Make my delite to bee always in thy word which being eternall can make mee also eternall I choose it to be my Treasure that mine heart may be alwayes therein for he that will liue must needes know thee hee that will reigne must needs serue thee that he wil haue ioy of heart must needes praise thee for thou art that Ladder by which Angels come downe to vs and wâ—â— ascend vp to Heaven to them Thou art the Way the Veritie and Life no man commeth to the Father but by Thee Quicken â—â—e therefore in thy Blood that I may bee of the number of thy Children and true member of the bodie of thy Church and never forget this Covenant I haue now bouÌ„d vp with thee who hath giuen mee that Inheritance by thy Will and Testament wherof this holy Supper is a true pledge Nowe hence foorth I am fullie deliberated to obey willinglie thy Statutes and persevere ioyefullie vnto the death and suffer crosses patiently sith thou my Saviour art my life To thee therefore with the Father and the holie Ghost Triniâ—â—e in Vnitie bee all praise and glorie and honour for nowe and euer Amen
woundes salue for my sores whose mercies are infinitelie more than my detestable sinnes can bee I haue wandred alace like a lost sheepe Good Sheepheard seeke mee and bring me home againe O Lambe of God who taketh away the sinnes of the world let the light of thy countenance shine on me and looke on mee as thou didst on Peter By dying thou hast overcome Death and brought agâ—ine Life by rysing therefrom If I had the knowledge of Angels and all my members were converted into tongs never should I be able worthily to magnifie the boweles of thy compassion extended to mee wretched sinner which passeth all vnderstanding Thou didst not take deare Christ the Angels but the seed of Abraham beeing made like vnto mee in all things Sinne excepted which nature thou hast glorified in the heavens Now since it is humane nature wherein thou raignest I beleeue also to reigne and bee glorified with thee And albeit my sins hinder me in the constant course of my Salvation yet thy loue this Commnuion and coniunction taketh all lettes out of the way Thou art not so hard O Lord as to despise mee since thy Sonne hath caried my nature vnto heaven Canst thou forget that which thou hast fast by thee No truelie thou art slow to anger full of mercie with thee is plentifull redemption Most louing art thou for no man hateth his owne flesh at any time thou O God louest thy Sonne and they that are his which are risen with him and placed by Faith hope in heavenlie places I was not worthie to bee thy servant but thou hast made mee thy Sonne and fellow-Heire with my Brother Christ Consider the paines of my Redeemer and pardon the redeemed his offences Why did he so obedientlie suffer the punishment of disobedience but onelie to saue mee and thine Elect There was no goodnesse in mee that could induce thee to the same it was thy bountie and free mercie and now thine hand is not shortned but it can saue mee Wil thou then try thy power against straw and stubble against mee who am but a shaddow and lighter than vanitie My sinnes are alwayes in my sight still representing before me thy anger I feele the grievous burthen of them thy iudgements against them but thou will not the death of a Sinner but that hee should turne and liue Enter not therefore in iudgement with mee O Lord for no flesh shall bee iustified in thy sight for thy Christ whom I imbrace by a true Faith is made vnto mee righteousnes wisedome and redemption To whom with thee and the holie Ghost bee all glorie and praise for euer Amen A PRAYER BEFORE the Communion WOunderfull must thy loue bee O Lord towards mee poore and miserable Sinner that thou woldest haue thy deare and onelie Sonne to suffer all tormentes and death for mee and to take vpon him all my infirmities and miseries yet not contented therewith wouldest haue the remembrance of this thy great mercie least it should be forgotten razed out of mine heart and that my Faith should not waxe faint sith thy Sonne hath ascended vp to Heaven after a strange and wonderfull manner fed and nourished mee and distilled in mee that spirituall Life by the meanes of his Bodie making the Crosse the wine-presse out of the which those grapes liquor of eternall life are drawne out Giue me thy holy Spirit that I may haue streÌ„gth against Sathan the World the Flesh Grant spirituall life to abide in mee as the branches hath that naturall from the wine that forsaking my selfe louing of my selfe I may liue in thee by thee and for thee vntill I come vnto thee where I shall see thee face to face True it is O Lord no reasoÌ„ can reach to this spirituall food but Faith onely doeth goe through for by those visible Elements I dâ—e apprehend spirituall and invisible graces and that not by imagination for as Breade doeth nourish the body so doest thou O Christe the soule And as Flesh is a substance so thou Sonne of God incarnate is the cause of this substantiall nourishment of my soule As life is in the bodie so Christ by his Blood shall giue mee life and is my life the condition estate of my flesh my blood and my whole life was more than miserable but by throgh and in thee O Christ all things were restored and made perfect in me The forebidden blood of beastes in the Law should make me shunne a brutish and a beastlie life But thy Blood teacheth mee to liue a Christian holie righteous and sober life For it is not nowe I that liueth but thou in mee who is only consubstantiall with the Father and holy Ghost yea this vnion I haue with thee by true faith as the head with the members an vnion I say of affections wittes participation of heavenlie and eternall blessednesse that I liue not to my selfe but to thee O Lord who loued me and gaue thy selfe for me For they that liue on sweet meates haue sweete breath so they haue a sweet odour in all their words works who taste of this spirituall and heavenlie food in whome Christe doeth spiritually dwell by faith O Christ thy manhood was seene on earth but the God-head not at all yet did great wonderfull things without changing or coÌ„founding of natures so in these Symboles Christs bodie I see not which notwithstanding worketh in me a beginning and grouth of renovation The body of the Sunnes light aboue is in it selfe whole albeit it bee dispersed heere beneath so thou O Christ is aboue in heaven whole yet dost communicate to everie belieuer to bee partaker of thy Body and Blood but diminution or weakening of thy selfe which thou offeredst for me weak not inclosed in me when thou is receiued of mee without any dishonour at all to thy Maiestie when thou commeth vnto this my sinfull cottage hauing mine heart to be thy Temple and dwelling place who filleth the heavens and the earth thy Footstoole O happy is he that doth eate the flesh of my Lord and Saviour with earnest desire to obey his will and stayeth on his promises trusting alwayeâ— on him In this earth am I partaker of Christ by the helpe of his word Sacraments But in heaven aboue without any externall meanes I shall feede on that heavenlie Breade and drinke of that spirituall drinke feeling in effect his presence and enioying that glorious life fulfilled in the Kingdome of God where I shall hunger no more neither thirst any more neither shall the Sun light on mee neither any heate For thou O Lambe which is in the midst of the Throne shall governe mee and lead me vnto the liuelie fountaines of waters And thou sweete Saviour shall wype away all teares from my eyes O happy day when I shall feede on that heavenlie Manna the food of thy holy Angels in that Paradise and thrise happie am I in Christ to taste of the sweetnesse of the life